#she has to kill people with her bare hands and/or knives 💖

[grimalkinmessor]

Thinking about an AU where there is no Death Note Light literally just develops the ability to causes heart attacks through knowing someone's name and face and having enough active malice towards them that their heart just explodes. Thinking about how he'd be in denial about it for longer. Thinking about how he'd go even more insane with his God Complex. Thinking about Ryuk just being the first person to find out about it because he watched Light glare super hard at Shibamaru Takuo right before the guy collapsed convulsing on the ground and died. Thinking about Ryuk IMMEDIATELY tagging along for the fun of it and shoving his way into being Light's best friend within fifteen minutes of this discovery. Thinking about Light killing people on accident because his powers are now emotion-based. Thinking about Light blasting rage music through his headphones so he can kill multiple people at once. Thinking about L feeling his heart stutter in his chest so often around Light that he's convinced he has feelings for him but it's really just Light's power knocking at his ribcage because he only has half of L's name. Thinking about—

[blackskorpi0n]

💢ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?

🙈SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

🌎EARTH - will they give up the world for someone they love? is this decision easy for them?

ALL FOR MY WIFEEYYYY NADIAAA MUWAHHH💖💖

rubs hands together, lets do this

💢ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?

Because Nadia is a trained killer, she always has to prepare herself for the worst . More often than not, you'll catch her polishing her knives and guns. She's very meticulous about it too, taking her time with each blade making sure that it is sharpened to a hilt. It is the same with her pistols, she disassembles them, cleans the chambers and puts them back together. She usually does this after every mission, helping her calm down after the adrenaline rush. Cleaning the leftover blood and flesh off a knife has a soothing effect, just like smoking a Marlboro on a cool sunny day. Her knives and guns are her precious babies, and she'll be damned if she let them become tainted by some scum of the earth who deserved to perish.

She barely has partners with her on missions but when she does, they are kind of creeped out by her odd repetitive behavior, but they know better than to question her and keep it moving.

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - What's a side of your OC that they don't want to show other people?

Vulnerability. Nadia hates being vulnerable. She sees it as being weak. In fact her whole entire life she has felt weak, hopeless and worst of all, useless. Ever since she witnessed the gruesome death of her parents being shot to death, she has felt a burning rage within her soul, angry at herself for not doing anything to prevent it from happening. "It's all your fucking fault, you know that? You did this to yourself, you could've done something, anything." , she says to herself. Even though she was eight years old, she still blames herself for what happened. For being trafficked into becoming a child soldier turned assassin. She blames it all on herself, guilt wrapping her in a dark cloud.

Her past lovers have suffered the same fate, death , because she was too naive to understand that falling in love has consequences when you're a killer controlled by an organization that has no mercy. All distractions must be eliminated so to speak. "Don't stray from the mission", her handler tells her, but she doesn't listen, because she craves love, she craves affection, warmth, even if it's just for one second. The horror and heartbreak that she feels when she goes to visit her lover one day after finishing a task, she finds them dismembered in their bed. The feeling of iced pain and rage when she finds another one of her lovers covered in a pool of blood in the bathtub. "No no no no! But I was so careful this time!", she screams, tears dripping and mixing into the pooled blood. " You're selfish! You're so fucking selfish!", she realizes outloud, because her yearning and desire to feel loved has hurt others. Her allowing herself to be vulnerable kills others that are innocent. She can't slip up again. Not ever. Not until she gets revenge.

🌎EARTH - Will they give up the world for someone they love? Is this decision easy for them?

Yes, she will. She'll kill anybody and everybody who dares hurt the person she loves. She has taken down corrupt organizations that have put innocent children in danger, including the one that kidnapped her. It is no question that she'll do the same for the one that she loves. She has done some horrifying and gruesome shit in the name of love and protection.