#she's been unwell for a while

[puckpocketed]

7/05/2024 - Salon Visit

Carly Jackson on her father and where her love of hockey comes from

And then he built a rink in our yard, him and our neighbour, they just - I don't know how they got a hold of it, probably like a friend of a friend or something. Somebody in town was like, 'I have an excavator,' and they dug out this rink in our yard in the ground. And then he built this almost plumbing system, so then the rainwater would fill it up, and then he'd just plug the drain, and then it would fill up, and it'd freeze in the winter, and then he ended up putting out boards, and all my friends would come over after school. But I learned to skate actually, on that pond. But it was because of him. And... He's just a beauty, and he loved hockey, so I think I saw him doing it and then I just wanted to be like him, and it came together. Yeah.

[1-800-i-ship-it]

omg i just finished orv im going insane im im i can finally look at that doc of things i saved for after i finished orv and can look at spoilers...i can finally unblock that orv spoiler tag...im so normal about orv

[thelaurenshippen]

the way that silver said "I will stand here with you an hour, a day, a year" to flint and "I will wait a day, a month, a year, forever" to madi....I'm sick to my stomach. who is doing unhinged devotion like this man

[ociels]

his brother died and one of his first thoughts were that it should’ve been him instead because now people are going to be disappointed…

[lanternlightss]

heloooo my mutual :) finished that very pathetic ven doodle :D

hellooo my lovely mutual !!!

LOUDEST CHEER !!!! POINTS !!! AT THEM !!!!!!!!!!

oh the way bard is slightly leaning towards venti, but otherwise fully standing straight as he stares ahead at vennessa ,,, the way venti is fully submitting to him, even as bard grasps at the wings (AND THE TREMBLES TO THEM TOO ?? bard .. hey ….) and how the other is splayed on the ground ,, how ven is just ,,, slumping !!! out of it !!! whatever happens happens ..

THIS IS SO ?????? oh my goodness. JUST THE WAY everything about bard is presenting what he’s done to venti — the knife on display, the glittery blood on his face, holding up a wing, and how his tattered cloak flows behind !!! them !!!! what will you do ? what will you do .

[kickassfu]

my dog might die tonight

my mom's depressed and emotionally exhausted, to the point she slurs her words and feels like a zombie most days

has said to my face she doesn't want to fix it

that soon her mom will die and me and my sister are grown so...

we don't need her

and my dog's old and sick

in pain

at the vet getting oxygen and medication

to see if he'll make it through the night

and thank god he's there, so he doesn't have to suffer

but he's not next to us

he might die alone away from us

i think there's some poetic bullshit there

he would die in pain by our side

but he has a chance to survive away from us

and if he doesn't make it till the next day he'll die alone, but without pain

i just want to take everyone's pain away

but I can't

i can't fix it

it's not up to me

i can't do shit

[floorpancakes]

finished my design for yaekia’s outfit contest!!! this one is inspired by the milky way, bridalwear and viewing sakura at night. i hope it feels busy and dreamy but cute and easy on the eyes!!!

[irkendogma]

every frame a new strange and dramatic thing done with her hands

[wuffen]

Do you still update your comic blog? As a serial-stalker, I think your blog was among the greatest of the finnish comic blogs. I wish you light burdens this year :)

heyyy i super do not, sorry

not because i don’t want to, not really, it’s mostly just that 1) i find it difficult to draw at all and 2) i’m just generally out of practice at telling anyone how i’m doing or what i’m thinking, so writing a diary entry of any kind has become an insurmountable hurdle

i keep meaning to start journaling privately, just to overcome this, but i’m honestly in such a shitty place mentally that forcing the amorphous tangle of angst embedded into every crevice of my brain into something that is at all describable with words feels impossible

[iaf]

Do you ever think about Rafael and Ivana? Do you think about how she offered him a path to follow at one of his lowest moments? About how she believed in him? About how she helped him think of others and not just himself? About how she had faith in him completing the mission and furthering the cause beyond her grave?

And do you think about how Rafael came back to Ivana for his "second try" to prove himself? About how she was his mentor and potentially the only person in the inland that took him seriously? About how he mourned her death in solitary? About the nightmares he had for ending her life?

Because I do.

[misanthropicgardener]

i really love pentiment so far because while i liked disco elysium, it is not something i would be able to enjoy anymore (too bitter to care about The Human Experience, too stupid for a lot of the things in the game) BUT i kind of do care if it is before to during the 16th century.

[bunnyboy-juice]

my wife is genuinely the best person in the entire world

[13skeletons]

I keep making new sylvari like "this time I will put them in sylvari cultural armor! this time for real!" and then i go "but what's the harm in previewing them in some skins i have unlocked but haven't used?" and then I end up with the gothest, most bloodstone crazed salad ever :weary emoji:

[cuteniarose]

The most P’heer-coded song ever made and I’m not taking any criticism about this

(A.k.a: Nia ffs stop pushing your obsession with soviet cinema onto people no one cares)

Rough and non-rhyming translation done by yours truly because I’m bored and have nothing better to do than sit here and translate songs:

[ Like life without spring,

Like spring with no leaves,

Like leaves with no thunderstorms,

And like thunderstorms with no lightning

That’s how dull the years are

Without the right to love,

The right to answer your call

Or your wordless pained moan (x2)

Alas, misfortune can’t be predicted

Call for me, I will block the blow.

And perhaps I’ll pay for it with my head

It’s not up to me to wonder about the price, my love

The roads of love are not easy for us,

But at least the white moss and clovers show us kindness.

The nightingales are full of bittersweet longing

And the springs are generous as they return to us in the north

The nightingales are full of bittersweet longing

And the springs are generous as they return to us in the north

The land that is so full of separation

Will suddenly wed us itself.

Because we are faithful to the birds of spring

We hear them even in winter, my love ]

The vibes aren’t as apparent unless you know the context, which just SCREAMS young P’heer:

Alyosha is an upper class boy on the run from the government after getting involved in Shit He Should Not Have Gotten Involved In. While spending the night in a monastery, he meets Sofya, who was placed there against her will after the death of her parents and is now being readied to become a nun (her parents left her a big inheritance which she is being pressured into giving away as a donation to the monastery). He helps her escape and they travel together for a while until they reach her aunt’s place, where they part ways until he finds out that her aunt sold her out to the monastery in exchange for a cut of her inheritance. The nuns take Sofya to a nearby skit (remote religious settlement) and Alyosha follows, once again helping her escape but this time taking her with him on his travels. She ends up joining him and his friends as they attempt to get themselves out of the Shit They Should Not Have Gotten Involved In, and taking an active part in the attempt to rescue the kidnapped Anastasia Yaguzhinskaya, the love interest of one of Alyosha’s friends

Or, in other words – Nia once said that they have no interest in any other piece of media besides their multiverse of madness. Nia was, apparently, blatantly lying and did not realise until this exact moment that Gardemarines, Charge!, a four episode movie series from 1987, does, in fact, make them yell incoherently and brainrot like crazy

[perplexities]

sapphic relationships make me insane. met someone off hinge and we accidentally spent like over 48 hours cohabitating together on our first meet irl ike what the fuck

[korovamlecznybar]

there is something so taxing about living with my parents still even though generally i have nothing to complain about. like yeah we fight sometimes, but i don’t have to pay for anything myself, they can give me a lift when i need one, i don’t have to do all the chores myself etc etc, but i find the constant need to tell them what i’m doing to be sooo soul crushing. and it’s not bc they’re mean about it or anything i’m generally free to do whatever i want i don’t have a curfew, they just want to ask where i am or where i’m going which is totally normal but i wish i could just. get up and go somewhere without telling them. just decide i want to go on a trip and do it without needing to announce my plans, and this is objectively such a non issue but for whatever reason i can’t shake this off