#ship name should be called Chernobyl/j

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Toxic yaoi

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TAGGED BY:   @astheylaydying​,  thank you bae~ TAGGING:   my mains!!     @thunderaesir​.   @tesrqt​.   @swordandcounsel​.   @fiiimbulvetr​.   & some new buddies!!     @sigrvif​.   @araedi​.   @worthyborn​.   @wolffated​.   &  YOU!!

RULES : answer the questions in a new post and tag some blogs you wanna get to know better!

A- age:     27. B- birthplace:     colorado springs,  colorado. C- current time:     11:28pm. D- drink you had last:     dr pepper. E- easiest person to talk to:     probably @thunderaesir​ & @astheylaydying​. F- favorite song:     right now?   loving caliber’s  i  can’t  find  you. G- grossest memory:     tw: adult themes,  including suicide mention,  sexual / emotional abuse,  etc..     so  here it is.     the long & short of everything i have been through in the past two years.     in february of this year,  i got out of an incredibly abusive relationship with one of my partners in a polyamorous relationship.     it was  more  than  a  mistake,  getting involved with this person.     they tried to estrange me from my family.     isolate me from my friends.     convince my other partner to commit suicide.     convince  me  that he should commit suicide.     tell me constantly that all of my friends hated me because i was dating my boyfriend.     tell me that my family was toxic & i should be expecting them to hand-hold me through my adult life.     all while acting like they were not only my friend,  but someone who claimed that they wanted to marry me ... without my partner.     they were telling my partner the same thing:   they wanted marriage to him without me in the picture.     they pressured both me & my partner into sexual situations,  gaslighted us both on a daily basis,  manipulated arguments with mutual friends,  even started an argument between my partner & my twin sister to try to make themselves look like a victim & my boyfriend look like a controlling piece of garbage.     they put a price tag on each holiday & birthday,  tried to buy my love with lavish gifts & vacations,  & tried to convince me that because my boyfriend could not afford to do those things for me he was worthless.     there  is  no  one  memory  that  is  most  disgusting,   only  the  entire  situation.     please ... learn from my mistake.     not everyone is as they appear,  & there are people out there with smiling faces that are monsters inside. H- how much do you like horror?:     it’s my favorite genre!! I- in love?:     i’m very happy with my boyfriend,  yes. J- jealous of people:     nope,  life is too short. K- killed someone:     no. L- love at first sight or should i walk by again?:     it takes time. M- middle name:     wouldn’t you like to know? N- number of siblings:     1. O- one wish:     i want everyone to have a  wonderful  holiday!! P- person you called last:     my stupid sister. Q- question you’re always asked:     did  you  &  your  twin  ever  switch  places  in  school?     &  no,  we never did.     only ever used our powers for good! R- reasons to smile:     the coming winter.     christmas.     lights.     family time.     shipping!! S- song you sang last:     runnin’  by adam lambert. T- top 3 fictional characters:     loki odinson,  obviously.     levi ackerman of  attack  on  titan.     chernobyl’s interpretation of valery legasov. U- underwear color:     grey. V- vacation:     i would give my eye teeth to go back to hawaii. W- birthday:     april 18. X- x-rays:     for my neck.     i have a birth defect. Y- your favorite food:     prime rib. Z- zodiac sign:     aries!!