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the other thing is like. i know its partially my self esteem and imposter syndrome stuff but i dont always feel like the quality of my art is consistent....and i feel bad at the concept of money being involved and things not being Perfect lmao
#i am a bundle of insecutiy masquearding under a loud and cheerful guise ajkdkdfkgkghj#like idk when im drawing other people things i can just go 'this is just for fun so its okay if its not perfect'#and like being real at least right now im a Full Time Engineering student#maybe after i graduate???#but at the same time id feel bad because for so many people art is their Main Money source#and i dont want to be like. taking a space someone else might need???#which i know that isnt how it works but this is how my mind views it lol#sigh. i dont exist in the real world yet. we'll see how my potential future engineering job ends up going lol#the prophet speaks
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