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the other thing is like. i know its partially my self esteem and imposter syndrome stuff but i dont always feel like the quality of my art is consistent....and i feel bad at the concept of money being involved and things not being Perfect lmao
#i am a bundle of insecutiy masquearding under a loud and cheerful guise ajkdkdfkgkghj#like idk when im drawing other people things i can just go 'this is just for fun so its okay if its not perfect'#and like being real at least right now im a Full Time Engineering student#maybe after i graduate???#but at the same time id feel bad because for so many people art is their Main Money source#and i dont want to be like. taking a space someone else might need???#which i know that isnt how it works but this is how my mind views it lol#sigh. i dont exist in the real world yet. we'll see how my potential future engineering job ends up going lol#the prophet speaks
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happy pride none of the belchers are straight or cis :)
in my heart when the kids are older and they have more employees, they get another food truck and have a weekend stand at the wharf. so here's them splitting up for the day
#candy shark#fan work#bob's burgers#fan design#this is i guess the june after tina graduates. i cant remember if that makes gene old enough to drive a truck... so zeke is maybe doing tha
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haven’t had enough time to draw s5 adrinette to convey just how much this is genuinely the only thing on my mind
#why is ml doing the most when i also have to be doing the most(graduating)#after may 6 I am free (installation date for the senior art show)#(I wont be free i'll have to be doing my real schoolwork then. but maybe I can draw pictures of Them also)#did you guys know that theeyre literally in love. and that they know about it. im going to die#the power of love always so strong!!!!!!!!!!!!literally!!!!!#ook I have to go to bed so much#I dont even know what episodes to tag#ml#ml spoilers#ml s5#miraculous ladybug season 5#ml season 5#adrinette#my art#ml perfection#perfection spoilers#ml migration#migration spoilers#ml derision#derision spoilers#ml protection#protection spoilers#ok that's all im doing. im tired. hopefully thats enough
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"my oshis graduated" outfit swap
#yeah this one was for me#tsukumo sana#magni dezmond#vtuber#holofateswap#hololive#holostars#holocouncil#holotempus#it's funny bc after they graduated I was like#oh I won't draw them anymore out of respect ^_^#but unfortunately I missed them too much so here I am. drawing them still#I should reiterate that I'm happy that they're taking care of themselves#and that they're happier now!#I just cherish the memories we made together also#I think that's the best way to put it#BLOWS THEM A BIG CHEESY KISS#vespy is also my oshi but I cannot draw big buff men in tight outfits for the life of me. NEXT TIME MAYBE#I already struggle with axel and he's like. not even that bulked up#I'M TRYING MEN </3#oh that tag sounds fucking weird out of context#i'm leaving it though
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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on#i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head#that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway#i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles#btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20#well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10#and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most#(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era#that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye#idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle#just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit#let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')
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I really hope tumblr properly reinstates animated icons cause I might actually consider opening commissions for that
#maybe not until after I graduate though#mine was still animated up until a month or so ago and now it isnt anymore hsgshf#i was trying not to draw attention to it lest tumblr take notice and nerf my cool animated icon
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there is a very specific image in my head of early-mid 20’s iwaizumi hajime
#iwaizumi x reader#and he’s the guy taking on an internship in his senior year with minimum load for his classes#bc he’s planned it all out since starting college#you see him in parties because he has the time & he works so hard it’s only right he plays hard too#every time you lock eyes he gives you a small smile#there’s an air about him that isn’t cocky but isn’t too shy; a comfort that settles into his skin like he’s sure of who he is#—of what he wants & it definitely isn’t hauling up his drunk friends and a few acquaintances up his car#but some of them are your friends and you’re helping him so maybe it isn’t so bad#he drops you off with your roommate and you rarely see him after#until you spot him at some bar (again) and he’s wearing a tight fitting polo (it’s his uniform you later notice)#it’s a year or two after your graduation and when you lock eyes across the room there’s something so familiar yet wholly different#he’s confident now & maybe a little flirty too when he tells you he’s working as an assistant to shadow one of his mentors#you catch up for the rest of the night and your friends have long since gone ahead#he still knows what he wants and it’s to bring you home—not that way (not yet); you’re a little suspicious because#you know there’s /something/ but he drives you home like a gentleman. without really trying anything (and maybe part of you wishes he did)#it’s iwaizumi though and he knows what he wants—to ask you out properly (one he’s been thinking about since chance encounters in uni)#and he’s hoping that when he asks you can tell just how much he likes you#hajime#i want him so bad im crying#there is a whole workd of backstory to this but i got lazy typing it#shotorus.bubble
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rooted underneath this old machine
the chestnut toils. the chestnut breathes.
#chonny jash#angelo tag#this song means SO MUCH to me you dont understand ToT#absolutely crushes me everytime#eugh#fun angelo fact i was a chemistry major before changing to art history x[#scary stuff i wont lie#what sucks is that i went to community college before university#and graduated with two degrees! one in chemistry to prepare myself for uni!#my friends always tell me that im hording degrees lol#anyways#i have plans with art history but i genuinely love it no matter its reputation#i got straight As last semester after switching! and got on the presidents list!#maybe ill be alright#hello person reading this far >_>#do what you love#youll be fine
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I do think that Neil and Aaron would eventually get along but imagine if maybe a decade or so after the king's men Neil and Aaron get into a fight. It doesn’t matter what about but Neil runs his mouth and Aaron decks him. It doesn’t hurt that much and he doesn’t actually want to hurt Neil he was just so angry. I think Andrew wouldn’t react that much in the moment. He would assess the damage and Neil’s fine but Aaron’s busted his knuckles. So he wraps Aaron’s hand for him and doesn’t say anything for the longest time. No one knows what he’s thinking but the rest of the foxes are there (think like a reunion) and everyone kind of moves on.
Later that night while Aaron is icing his hand Andrew enters the room. Neil and Aaron already would have made up by this point. They aren’t necessarily friends but they don’t dislike each other anymore. Andrew would be silent as he had been earlier and would stare at Aaron’s hand. Aaron opens his mouth to say something- maybe to apologize or maybe to defend himself. But Andrew gets there first, he doesn’t raise his voice or become violent. Instead, he makes eye contact with Aaron and says “ This isn’t college anymore. If you ever lay a hand on my husband again I will kill you.” His voice isn’t apathetic but it isn’t very emotional.
He doesn’t break eye contact and his voice is steady and Aaron knows he’s telling the truth. Aaron doesn’t look away even after hearing the threat. He just nods his head “ I know”. And he does know because the twins are not the same men they were in college. Andrew doesn’t threaten Katelyn or speak badly about her. The twins do grow up and I think Andrew would respect and even consider Katelyn his sister-in-law first and his brother's wife second. No, this isn’t Andrew and Aaron losing their relationship or having a falling out. They’ve grown and matured and Aaron would be more pissed if Andrew stayed silent the whole time. Because he knows he would have done the same if Andrew had laid a hand on Katelyn.
TLDR: Andrew and Aaron grow after college. They respect each other's partners. Hell, they even like the other significant other. Because Andrew and Aaron love each other and after years of therapy and peace they come to terms with the fact that Katelyn and Neil are both there to stay.
Edit: Also, I am not calling Neil weak or saying he needs protection. He can absolutely defend himself but he shouldn’t have to with family. I love Aaron and Neil’s friendship and the fight doesn’t affect their relationship.
#sorry if this is OOC#I actually don’t care it’s more of a fanfic idea then anything#I do belive that Andrew still prioritizes his brother with other people#but I don’t belive that he would prioritize Aaron over Neil for the rest of their lives#Aaron would have done the same- maybe even worse if Andrew had done it to Katelyn#because at this point college seemed so far away#I belive Katelyn Neil Andrew and Aaron become a unto after graduation#all for the game#aftg#neil josten#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#the foxhole court#katelyn mackenzie#the foxes#andreil#kateaaron#oh also Andrew and Neil are married and I don’t think I should have to explain it#I would say Neil deserves to be punched but he doesn’t deserve to be in pain#I don’t like they Andrew threatens Katelyn with knifes and I think maybe he’s a little kinder or a little more generous with her#because like it or not that’s his sister now#this probably doesn’t fit with this but I headcanon that Andrew will call Katelyn his sister if people ask how they are related#and Aaron refers to Neil as his annoying little brother to people#this is getting long#please don’t criticize me I just like the idea of Aaron and Andrew having a good relationship while also standing by their spouses sides
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massive project idea of the day: two hour video essay about why wolf 359 is such a damn good story
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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do you think god stays in heaven, because he too hates the bnha manga's ending?
#bnha#boku no hero academia#boku no hero academia ending#my hero academia#mha#the more i think about the more i hate the ending#and the more it does NOT make sense to me#like horikoshi if you were gonna have izuku lose ofa after giving it to tomura... maybe dont let him get it back after giving it to bakugou?#like#why didnt ofa just decide to go back to izuku?#they did that before#ugh#im so mentally ill about izuku and his dreams i cant do this#and why couldnt he be a quirkless hero??#the original plot??#snipes quirk is that he aim good#this may be american of me to say#but just get that boy an ak47 and some training and he'll be just fine#genuinely do not understand why he cant be a quirkless hero#DONT get me wrong imm 10000% on team midoriya should have kept ofa#but either way#he should have been able to be a hero from the second he graduated#fuck#vent post#vent#i guess??? im so upset about the ending#i dont understand what kind of message its supposed to send :/#and pretty much every hero-side person gets a nice ending OTHER than the character who is the core of my heroaca special interest#it kills me
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Kinda upset I wasn't invited back to perform for the annual drag show the year after I started using my wheelchair (and thus my university having to rent a wheelchair lift for the stage) and this is after performing for 6 years straight with no issues
#wrenfea.exe#i dont want to accuse my college of ableism#especially since they might have just forgotten to send the email invite#but ive never not received that email even after graduating#i found out they had the show a couple weeks ago#ive been planning my performance for the entire year too like putting together my costume and practicing#they only announced it on Instagram the week before the show so it was too late to audition#also i rarely check instagram anyway#idk its suspicious cause thats the only thing thats changed is me incorporating my chair#maybe they were mad they had to rent it for an ambulatory wheelchair user?#i doubt it was the hosts fault shes always been great#its been weighing on my mind
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Billy came out to Steve while they are on drugs on the bathroom floor at Starcourt. They had just escaped from the Russian base under the mall floors.
They were still a tiny bit high from the truth serum and telling each other secrets.
Steve said something about how he wished that they had become friends sooner. Which prompts Billy tell him that he wished Steve would’ve looked at him the way he still looks at Nancy.
Steve is taken back and a smidge disgusted and asks why he would ever say anything like that
Billy didn’t seem disappointed, like he already knew what Steve’s reaction would be. “I just wanted you to know,” he mumbled pushing himself off the bathroom floor.
#maybe i should write this#i think it could be fun#dealing with steve homophobia#billy not being possessed and having a fun summer with steve after graduating#but he knows that at the end of the summer he’s leaving and he wants steve to know before he leaves#but now they just fought russians together and the mall will probably be shut down so they’re done working together#there is only a few weeks left before he leaves and he probably won’t see steve again#so he tells him
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Very important conferences.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#some real serious discussions goin on in this atelier today. dont u doubt it.#agott is the only one who has ever thought about this because she is a 12 year old lesbian and UMM..FRIEND? LIKE FRIEND? IS THAT..LEGAL???#this is all i drew today because silly things like this take hours lol. at least it's practice for poses -_-#i got the pattern of the girls' dresses wrong but i couldn't be bothered to change halfway through.#don't worry if you're like what is the naakiwan downs. is that name even mentioned in the main manga#ANYWAY i KEEP thinking about what if it's actually banned for professors and watchful eyes to date like that would make a lot of sense.#like maybe it should be banned. SO??? are they just low-key Aware of what the deal is and they're just Putting their feelings aside#until graduation??? take my tassel as an unspoken reminder of how i feel?? living together trial period?? this feels like it's truly it#When we're free to be together........ Sensei loves homophobia parallels without there actually being homophobia#Let's invent reasons why men cant be together. Ummm well whatever. i'm screaming in my head but it's fine.#this will probably form the theme of my orufrey for a while. i've thought of this before but for some reason today it's big for me.#i guess the tassels might not specifically be a part of that since they exchanged them before tower of books#and qifrey made his mysterious decision to be a teacher after that and..well whatever. I need more of backstory and just..everything?#But i also don't mind when vinanna interrupts my wishes with just a chapter of just being really dreamy? I love witch hat?
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I just realized I haven’t written a bakugou fic in a year and it’s making me emotional ALSJSKDJDJD
#who am i anymore#I think it’s the prozac tho it’s made me like. less hyper focused on fandoms#like I’ve only written I think four fics this entire year#which is STRANGE for me#as someone who was averaging three fics a week 😭#I miss him so bad tho#like it genuinely made me tear up ALSJDKFJDK#maybe after I graduate I can write more fics#I’ve just been so single focused with this being my last leg before graduation#I haven’t been doing anything besides crocheting and reading and it’s making me sad#after my gojo fics I might finish this one fic I have for bkg finally#ohhhhh this is making me so sad gelp#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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