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gyusrose · 3 months

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➵ don’t tell my boyfriend -> s.jy

⚠︎ smut ! (mdni)

✎ cheating, unprotected sex, cursing ( idk if i missed anything), poor heeseung

summary: how could you say no to your boyfriend’s FINE ASS best friend?

wc: <1k

-this is more of a drabble lmao.

( jake sim x reader)

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you couldn’t believe what you were doing right now. you would always shit on the people that cheat on their significant others, yet here you were, taking your boyfriend’s best friend’s dick.

it started when you agreed on going to a vacation with your boyfriend, heeseung and his best friend , jake. you still don’t know in what world did heeseung think this was a good idea since jake is a known fuckboy, he didn’t care that you were his homeboy’s girlfriend, he’d still hit. and how obvious it was.

heeseung and you went out to the pool were jake was sitting at. the moment he saw you in that skimpy bikini, he couldn’t hold himself together. throughout the whole day, he wouldn’t stop eye-fucking you, it shouldn’t have turned you on, but it did.

later that night, you tried to get it on with heeseung, but he ‘wasn’t in the mood’ and went to sleep from how tired he was. you sighed and looked over at the bathroom, deciding to take a shower, what you later noticed is that there was no towels ( really girl?) so you had to go next door, jake’s room, to see if he had any. (poor you)

he offered you to come in and have a drink with him when you knocked on his door, unsurprisingly, but there you went inside. he had just taken a shower too, seeing his damp hair and bathrobe. it don’t take long for him to make a move on you. you know you should’ve denied and gotten out of his hotel room but god, he looked so hot right now and you were horny, since heeseung didn’t comply.

so here you were, spread around him, as he completely ruins your pussy.

“fuck baby, you don’t know how long i’ve wanted to do this.” he whispered making you more wet than how you already were.

your loud moans escaped your mouth as his cock hit right in that spot. his hand covered your mouth shushing you, since the walls were thin and your boyfriend was literally sleeping next to you.

“shhh you don’t want your heeseungie to hear us don’t you? or does that turn you on?” you moaned into his hand even louder, as he rubbed your clit through his thrusts. your guilt seemed to fade away at the moment, all you wanted was to be filled.

you could see his abs flexing through every thrust he motioned, so fucking hot.

“hmpp jake shit im gonna cum.” you said as quietly as you could.

“mhm, does heeseung make you cum this fast baby? hm, i saw how you would clench your thighs together every time you saw me, im not stupid.” he chuckled in your ear, and you could feel the overstimulation hit you. jake’s cock was hitting the exact spots, you can tell he was very experienced.

jake started to speed up, feeling his climax near. he grabbed your thighs and pushed them towards you, pretty much folding you in half, wanting to hit as deep as he could before cumming.

“shit baby, aw fuck, you’re so fucking sexy mmm.” he said before pulling out of you and realizing his load all over your abdomen and stomach.

the two of you gasped for air as you just laid there next to each other.

it suddenly hit you. you just fucked your boyfriend’s best friend. how shitty of person can someone be to do that? and why is jake being so cool about this?

“i know i know baby, but-“

“please jake, don’t tell heeseung about this, i don’t want to break his heart, i love him so much.” jake squinted his eyes at what you just said. then why did you fuck him?

“it’s okay princess, i won’t tell him, he’s also my best friend you know, but you gotta do something for me.”

“which is?” you asked.

jake smirked, he knew exactly what he wanted.

needless to say, this wasn’t the last time.

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haknom · 1 month

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NEVER AGAIN — SIM JAKE

SYNOPSIS: fake dating your best friend to get back at each other’s exes was one thing, but falling in love without him liking you back? never doing that again.

PAIRING: fake-bf!jake x gn!reader

WARNINGS: unrequited love and angst. WORDCOUNT: 672 words

NOTE: wasn’t even supposed to be sad LMAO but if i ever write a fic on this… don’t be shocked.

“YOU’RE GRIPPING TOO HARD, IT HURTS.” YOU WHISPERED, PLACING YOUR HANDS ON TOP OF JAKE’S.

“Oh, my fault. Is this better?” He asked softly as you nodded at the looser grip. His hands gently held your waist as you wrapped your arms loosely around his neck

The two of you moved to the rhythm of the song that played in the banquet hall.

Honestly, you and Jake weren’t a serious couple. Both of you were previously friends who decided to come together and make your exes jealous.

Which only helped to explain why you two were each other’s prom date.

“Do you even know how to dance?” He asked, hinting at the way your feet continuously stumbled over one another.

“Hey. Yes I do.” You said, narrowing your eyes at the boy in front of you.

“Just not like this…” You mumbled.

“Yeah, right.” He teased while scoffing. He stopped his movements and adjusted his hands that rested around your waist.

“Here, follow my movements.”

Jake’s voice was clear and tender as he took a step to the left. You looked at him confused and he nodded his head with a smile.

“Just follow.” He whispered while moving again, causing you to look at your formal shoes and his black Oxford’s.

You followed the path he created until you two were moving in sync.

“See, it isn’t that hard.” Jake said as you hummed in response and smiled.

You were actually having fun for once.

A few moments of silence passed through the space between both of you, but luckily, it wasn’t awkward.

It was comforting.

However, it wasn’t long before it was interrupted.

Jake looked up at the sound of chuckles and grimaced at the sight.

“Don’t you feel annoyed?” He asked as you looked up from the ground.

“What?” You replied, confused. He cocked his head at the two who danced with one another and smiled at each other like there was no tomorrow.

You shifted your gaze to where he stared. Turns out, he was referring to your ex and ex-best friend.

Usually, you would feel a sharp strike at your heart when you saw the two together, but right now, you didn’t.

“Not really.” You replied, eyes still on the two, causing Jake to look at you with knitted brows.

“What do you mean?” He asked.

“Even if she was my friend for most of my life…” You paused, looking back at the boy.

“So were you,” you explained, “I might’ve lost a friend and a possible lover, yet I’m not as phased anymore.”

“Because I might’ve fallen in love with you,” was what you wanted to say last, but couldn’t.

“Because I still have you, right? That’s enough for me.” You said instead, not wanting to make things awkward.

He was probably still hung up on his ex-girlfriend, and judging from the way he rolled his eyes when he saw her and her new boyfriend together, you definitely weren’t wrong.

“Well, I am.” Jake said in a harsh tone as you tilted your head in confusion.

“I still hate seeing those two together.” He explained, his hands tightening around your waist again.

“Jake, too tight.” You winced, trying to shimmy out of his grip.

“Oh, right. Sorry.” He apologized with a sheepish laugh.

Yes, the sound made your heart flutter, yet you knew anything you did wouldn’t have an affect on him.

“Here, let’s take a break. Would you like something to drink or eat?” Jake asked, removing his hands completely.

It would be nice to get a break from your heart constantly thumping at an immense pace.

So, you nodded at his request in agreement. He flashed a smile at you once more before leaving to visit the serving table as you returned a more awkward one.

Once he was gone, you looked over at your ex and your ex-best friend, then at Jake’s ex-girlfriend and her new boyfriend and sighed.

Wow, was this what unrequited love felt like? If so, you hated it.

Never again.

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won4ver · 1 month

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short almost drabble like fic where jake dated you because of a bet (you find out). bet fics are my guilty pleasure.

but i’m thinking it’s more of just your reaction? like it shows the emotions you go through after finding out

if you decide to write it, thank you🤭

✈︎ the perfect picture

pairing : bf!jake x fem!reader

warnings + genre : angst. crying.

wc : 1.1k

a/n : I LOVE BET FICS SM BCUZ THEY HURT SO GOOD OMFG + plsss lmk how i did!

Jake’s love painted the perfect picture, the canvas splaying out in a precise manner. The midnight giggles and morning delicacies were nothing more than a distraction, a part Jake played a little too well.

You were blindsided by everything else around you, unable to escape your 2d world. The walls of your heart were crafted by the lies that Jake had sewn into your skin since early on, the needle beginning its stitch the second his eyes met yours.

The gallons of paint were now splattered across the sky, Jake's canvas cracking as the black seeped in through the sections where he forgot to blend.

The audio recording sounded out across your stale room, all air stuck in your lungs as you held your breath, heartbeat behind your eyes as the tears welled.

“LN YN? It’s like you're asking for me to lose before I even begin.” The voice so clearly belonged to your boyfriend, his recognizable shocked tone sounding extra sharp.

“So you’re giving up? It’s not my fault they’ve never noticed you before.” Park Sunghoon, the man who always supported that boyish smile, and your boyfriend's best friend.

“I think they’re a good choice, allows more room for fun” Park Jongseong, the captain of the rugby team, again, your boyfriend's best friend.

“What do I get if I win?”

“Easy. You get this” Even if you couldn’t physically see this scene, you knew very well what Park Sunghoon was shaking in his hands. The bills slapping together as he shook them.

“Deal, prepare to hand it over.” The sound of their hands meeting was your tipping point, vision blurring as the tears fell.

The constricted air in your lungs shot out with your first exhale, chest burning as the weight of your boyfriend's betrayal lay heavy.

The next minutes were a blur of tears and blinding lights, your packed bags landing beside your feet as you hurriedly pulled on your shoes. Your phone buzzing to life in your pocket, messages coming in back to back.

You tried ignoring it, the thought of seeing your boyfriend's contact on your screen creating an overwhelming nauseous feeling.

It wasn’t until you heard a specific ringtone that you decided to fish your phone from your pocket, the loud voice of Sunghoon ringing too loudly across Jake’s apartment.

After hanging out with Jake’s friends a few times you managed to get extremely close to them, Sunghoon in specific. It was easy to get along with him, easy to drown within his sweet aura.

After class one day you accidentally stumbled into him, his attempts to hide his swollen eye coming up unsuccessful. You remembered that day, the day you found out about his fights.

It was as if that evening opened a door to your relationship, Sunghoon attaching himself to your hip.

One day all the boys decided to prank you, changing your ringtones to ones personalized by them. Sunghoon’s voice through his own ringtone has never felt so daunting, you’ve never hated him more.

Your eyes lazily read across his newest message, ignoring the other twenty-seven he’d sent within the last two minutes.

hoon

I’m so sorry, I promise we called off the bet after meeting you please don’t do anything you’ll regret. Jake’s on his way back, please hear him out

Without another thought you pressed his notification, the delivered alert changing to seen straight away. It seemed that Sunghoon was already typing again, bubbles popping up right away.

You ignored him once again, leaving his chat to open Jake’s. There was only one message from him, one sent by him hours ago, right after he left to Jay’s house.

“Never talk to me again” you whispered as your fingers pressed each letter, shakily pressing each letter before pressing send. As soon as the message went through you tossed your phone onto the table beside Jake’s door.

Of course, in hindsight, it was foolish to get rid of your phone, but there’s no way you could continue using it knowing all the memories stored in it.

What you didn’t know, was that when you threw it you somehow opened your emails, the email that contained the audio recording.

And so you left, leaving nothing but your phone. You ignored the looks in the lobby, your favourite neighbours giving you worried looks as they saw your state.

You got into the car, carelessly throwing your bags into the backseat. You reversed out of the spot, leaving Jake without another thought.

Jake could feel the dread in his chest as he entered the lobby, the same neighbours that saw you leave in a haste not yet seeing him and they whispered amongst themselves.

“Is yn alright? She just left in a hurry, she was crying pretty bad” Jake didn’t register their words until he reached his apartment, his hands on his knees as he caught his breath.

He had figured he’d get up faster if he ran up the stairs, the elevator always took ages to get down to the lobby.

He slammed open his door, tears falling once again as he noticed that all your belongings were gone. The only sound in his apartment was his own breathing, well that’s what he thought until he saw your discarded phone.

He walked towards it, jelly knees barely holding him up as he bent down to grab your phone. He felt acid rise up his throat, eyes widening as he heard the audio coming from your phone.

He knew you had found out the moment Sunghoon looked up at Jake with glassy eyes, shaking his head as he tried to get the words out. He didn’t waste a second before running out, ignoring his friends calling for him as the apartment door slammed behind him.

He was too late, he missed you by mere seconds. He didn’t have the chance to talk to you, to explain himself. This wasn’t how he wanted you to find out, he was planning countless ways that he would tell you.

That bet was Jake Sim’s biggest regret, but it wasn’t a mistake. Even if he was given the chance to go back and stop himself from accepting the bet, he would never do it. The time he spent with you was his favourite, you became his favourite person.

He didn’t know where he would go from here, but all he knew was that he needed to get to your apartment as soon as possible. And so he ran back down all flights of stairs, racing to his car as he sped towards you.

He didn’t know if you’d ever forgive him, but he needed to try. He loved you more than anything, even if it wasn’t genuine at first.

Jake Sim loved you, but after today you didn’t know if you believed that. If he loved you he wouldn’t have done this to you.

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hwanchaesong · 1 month

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Folklore: A Trilogy

Destinies intertwined, hearts broken, and memories dangling around the red string of fate.

🍀 Part 1 - August

Childhood friend!Jake X F!Reader

genre: fluff, smut, angst

Synopsis: Ever since you left home to pursue the city life, you really did think that everything was over. Then you returned, and you still see him there. Will something rekindle and burn inside you once more?

🍀Part 2 - Betty

Boyfriend!Sunghoon X F!Reader

genre: fluff, angst, smut

Synopsis: A terrible, grave mistake during the summer made you realize how much he means to you. Guilt is eating you inside and out, but still, you don't want him to slip through your fingers.

🍀 Part 3 - Cardigan

Childhood friend!Jake X F!Reader X Boyfriend!Sunghoon

genre: fluff, angst, smut

Synopsis: Flashback of the past, hindsight of the future, stepping all the way through the present. It's now or never.

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a/n: this has been sitting in my drafts for like, a year now, and since i'm planning on being active again, might as well post this now before i totally forget the whole plot (again)

for those who want to be added to the taglist, please do tell me :> you can do so by sending me an ask, messaging me, or y'all can simply comment under the post

lastly, the first part would probably be posted on the 2nd week of April, so yeps~ might take a while

tysm! 🩷

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ohsjy · 5 months

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ᡴꪫ broken i love yous , after a break up jake sends one last message to you , angst ex!jake

a lighter was lit in the dark of the night. the chilly air caused goosebumps to rise on jake's arm. he could hear your faint voice telling him to put on a jacket but he just shook it away.

it had been three days since his break up with you and here he is, sitting on the porch with a cigarette between his fingers. he promised you he wouldn't smoke everyday, that it was just a stress reliever but now he's breaking his promise.

he promised you a lot of things. promised to stay with you forever. promised to hold you.

promised to love you. and that one he thinks he'll keep forever.

but for now he cant help but wonder what you're doing. are you crying your heart out every five minutes because your heart hurts or are you out finding new people to love?

the only thing jake can do is wonder. he's scared if he even tries to look for you he'll cave and break down. you wanted this and even though you reassured him it wasn't his fault, he thinks it is.

jake takes out another cigarette but before he lights it he remembers your words.

"don't smoke jakey, i want you to be with me forever."

a scoff falls from his lips. you spoke so many lies, so many promises unkept. did you know you were gonna break him? was this your whole plan? because jake really loved you. he'd jump in front of a train if it meant to save you.

jakes phone lit up and just for a second he thought it was you. he hoped it wasn't but deep down he really did want it to be you. he wanted you to apologize and tell him how much you loved him. that you were the worst person ever to break up with someone like him.

jake opened an unread message and sighed. it wasn't you, just a close friend checking up on him. as jake was about to turn off his phone, your contact caught his eye.

he knew he shouldn't but he couldn't help it. he typed out the words 'i love you' like if he was still dating you. like you would actually respond back and tell him you love him too.

jake realized it was all over. you had a clear explanation why you needed to break up with him, so it's really over. jake hit the send button and watched the delivered turn to read.

his breath got stuck in his throat. he thought his wishes came true. you would reply and everything would go back to normal but instead you didn't send anything. you didn't even type anything.

jake felt like he was suffocating. that was his last 'i love you' to you. the very last one that gave him only a silver of hope. but now he's really feeling hopeless.

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enluv · 2 years

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The Set Up

— jake sim x fem!reader

wc: 3.2k+! (rip my fellow mobile users...and myself this is the most I've ever written??)

warning(s): angst, fluff, slow burn, college!au, diabolical genius big brained jay

SPOTTED: a rare sighting of coco actually posting?! [REAL!]

Being in love with Park Jongseong was never in your plan. You hadn't meant to fall for him, but it happened and it happened fast. His charming smile and delicate demeanor had you swooning and just like that you'd fallen under his trance. There was just one problem. Park Jongseong was not in love with you, yet.

Jake's plan consisted of five very big and important parts. Oh yeah, another thing you hadn't counted on happening was Jake, Jay's best friend, to find out about your budding crush. He'd really stumbled on it by accident, catching you in the act of leaving his friend a letter confessing your love to him. Jake had then ridiculed you by saying, "If you want to catch his attention you can't do what every other girl does. You need to stand out," of course it discouraged you a bit but he quickly brought back up your spirits. "Luckily I'm here! Don't worry, I'll help you get him, but you have to follow my steps or it won't work, okay?" and when you'd nodded his smile grew tenfold.

STEP #1 – CATCH HIS EYE !

"Jake I really doubt he'll notice me from all the way over here," you stated, whining as the boy next to you focused on the game happening in front of him.

"Y/N he won't notice you from here but, he will notice me and once he takes a glance at you next to me, he'll be very curious." Smart plan but you’d never admit it to him.

"Well I guess that makes sense..." you mumbled turning your attention back to the game, Jay had just scored for your school's team.

Jake was right, after the game had came to an end Jay sought out his best friend, and immediately he'd stared you down as he stalked over to you two.

"Hey man, congrats on winning the game. I mean Sunghoon still looked way cooler than you but I guess you did okay," said Jake jokingly.

"Mhm yeah thanks, where did you sit? Didn't see you in the dugout."

"Oh! I sat with Y/N, we watched the game from over there. Oh yeah, Y/N! Come say hi, why are you so far from us?"

He beckoned you over with one hand, the other was placed on Jay's shoulder as he excitedly shouted your name. Taking slow paced steps towards the boys, you bowed and whispered a quick hello to them. Jake's eyes lingered on you for a bit longer than usual. This was the first time he noticed it.

STEP #2 – FLIRT WITH HIM IDIOT !

Jake claimed that after the night of Jay's baseball game, the one you'd attended, he wouldn't stop smiling and asking questions about you.

Now your mission was to flirt with him, not too hard but a few flirty comments here and there would easily help you move things along.

However, flirting with Jay proved to be a lot harder than you'd originally thought. Not only was he constantly surrounded by girls fawning over him, he was also never alone, often he could be found hanging around the other boys on his baseball team (Jake being one of them but he'd taken the semester off to focus on his studies, per his parents request). You'd hoped your professor would take a hint and pair you with Jay but with no luck he'd paired you with Jake.

Jake made your classes bearable and even a lot easier, he was naturally smart with a fun personality so classes were never a bore.

Jay watched the scene in front of him and nodded, finally understanding the situation.

STEP #3 – HANG WITH HIM ALONE ?

You'd become discouraged after step two didn't work out but Jake reassured you that you could easily redeem yourself and get the plan back on track. He had a plan, a plan that was so detailed, it couldn't be messed up. Or so he thought.

It started as any other weekend, you'd woken up to Jake pounding on your door, yelling that today was the day and to be excited. He stormed in the minute your opened the door and walked right up to your closet, quickly picking out an outfit and throwing it towards you.

"Jake will you please tell me why you just waltzed into my dorm room and rummaged my closet?"

"Yes but first get dressed, we’re on a tight schedule Y/N! Chop! Chop!" He shouted pushing you towards the bathroom to change.

"I have to admit, you have good style Jakey. Now can you tell me where you're dragging me off to?”

"Why yes I can Y/N. You see this is all part of my master plan, we are going to hang out at the mall. I invited Jay and when he gets there I'll pretend I got a call and say I need to go, inevitably leaving you two alone on a date!"

"Wait you're leaving me alone? With him?" you asked eyes wide with worry.

"Yes Y/N, a date doesn't consist of three people."He replied eyes rolling for his usual dramatic effect.

"Well not with that attitude it doesn't, and what if he knows what you're trying to do?"

"He won't. Now sit down, I told him to meet us at the food court."

Thirty full minutes had pasted and Jay was nowhere to be seen. Jake had called him three times already but to no avail he got sent straight to voice-mail.

"Maybe his phone die-" your tone was cut short as Jake's phone rang loudly, the caller ID depicting Jay's name. As Jake picked up he nodded following whatever was being said on the other line before sighing and hanging up.

"He can't make it, something about coach calling an emergency meeting for the team. So guess it'll just be us today."

"Wanna go to look at the fish down below?" you asked hoping to raise his spirits, and when a smile crawled back onto his face, you knew it'd worked.

Had you looked around just once you'd see that Jay sat a few tables away from you both, smiling as he got up to leave the mall, his plan was going smoothly.

STEP #4 – MINGLE WITH HIS FRIENDS !

Jake's plan hadn't succeeded since the first step and you'd started to get anxious, but more than anything, the silly crush you'd had on Jay was now faltering. With more unsuccessful attempts at getting his attention and even flirting with Jay the feelings you'd once claimed were love, had went and gone, but new ones had formed and it was slowly becoming more evident that it would be harder to accept them.

Jake could probably relate if he'd actually spoken to you recently, but the boy had been avoiding you ever since your accidental day alone at the mall. To recount, the day was spent laughing and smiling, no thoughts of Jay or Jake's silly plan to get you and his best friend together had crossed either of your minds. At the end of the night he walked you back to your dorm and securely held your hand the whole way. Neither of you cared really, just enjoying the time spent together.

Jake is walking towards the main buildings front office when he sees Jay pulling you along, laughing as you shout at him. His heart sinks and he realizes that maybe his silly little plan had actually worked and in turn Jay now had his eye on you.

Later that day both yourself and Jay walked into the cafe that held his other friends, some of whom you'd met before and a few you had not. With Park Sunghoon and Lee Heeseung being the only people you knew, you'd naturally drifted towards them, talking about god knows what until everyone showed up. Sunoo and Jungwon walked in first, having just gotten out of classes that both ran later than usual. Next to arrive was Riki, a high school senior who just so happened to smile his way into the college group of friends, and finally was Jake, but he wasn't alone. A hand was clutched in his, he'd introduced her as Lili. They had history of trees or something together, not that you cared much. He gushed about how smart she was as she hit his arm playfully begging for him to stop. You'd brought the cup of peach tea up to your lips to cover your scowl.

Jay watched from across the room with an amused smile. "Does he know that she's in love with him?" asked Heeseung quietly, he too watched as you'd rolled your eyes for the fifth time today.

"No I don't think so," he paused looking for the right words, "Jake was convinced she had a thing for me but it's pretty obvious to anyone who she likes."

"Jake's clueless, he'd miss a robbery even if it happen right in front of him," spoke Sunghoon.

"Maybe you should help him Jay," whispered an equally amused Heeseung before walking back to the group with his drink, Sunghoon following soon after.

STEP #5 – GET THE GUY !

It'd been two weeks (not including the week you tried but failed to get his attention) since Jake had last spoken to you. Funny how things work out, one minute you're enjoying a nice and "accidental" date and the next he had Lili hung around him twenty-four seven. Jay had reassured you multiple times that the two were not an item but it was hard to believe with the constant posts about one another that haunted your Instagram feed. Speaking of Jay, you'd made it clear to him that you didn't usher any school girl feelings for him anymore, but he knew that and when he finally got you to fess up about Jake's plan he laughed. As much as you denied liking Jake he could see right through you which lead to where you were now, stuck in your dorm with Jay babbling about how he now has a plan to get you and Jake together, funny how the two boys thought so alike.

The idea of a brand new plan did not sit right with you and you'd quickly shut it down. Jake had a “girlfriend” and you'd have to accept that.

"You're so boring Y/N, he is so in love with you. I saw it from the very first day that I laid eyes on you." Jay could honestly recount all the times he'd noticed Jake's lingering gaze on you, or the subtle touches he left, even the way he spoke to you was a sign of his true feelings.

"Jay he is not in love with me please shut up."

"Stop being stubborn and listen to me for a moment, okay?" He asked staring straight into your eyes. A satisfied hum left his lips when your mouth squeezed shut as he began.

"That day he introduced us, he didn't once look up from you. His eyes stayed on you as if you were the only person on that field. I don't know how to describe it but he just looked so smitten, I don't even think he knew it at the time."

"Jay that proves nothing, so what if he looked at me."

"Let me finish woman! I tested the theory out myself that night. I kept asking questions about you, and not for me, but for him. Y/N he knows how you like your eggs in the morning," he paused looking towards you.

"I don't like eggs."

"EXACTLY! Why the fuck does he know that? Every time I asked a question about you, he was able to answer. He literally knew so much, it was kind of concerning. Aside from that, he doesn't shut up about you, like ever. It's always Y/N this and Y/N that. No offense but I don't care if you hate milk and prefer dry cereal."

A million thoughts ran through your mind as Jay continued, "Does he really?" and "So why did he continue with the set up?" were the two most popular.

"Y/N, what happened on the day I canceled? What happened after the two of you went down to see the fish?"

Shock filled you, he was there, he had set you up.

"We spent the day together, then after he held my hand, and walked me home."

"SEE HE DOES LIKE YOU IDIOT! WHY WOULDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT HAPPENED? I'VE BEEN MAKING A FOOL OF MYSELF TRYING TO CONVINCE YOU," he shouted jumping up from the floor and pointing an accusing finger at you.

"He was just being nice Jay, it's common courtesy to walk someone home when it's late at night."

"No he was not and I'll prove it to you! Watch." Jay pulled his phone from his back pocket quickly dialing Jake's numbers. After three rings he picked up, muttering a small hello to Jay.

"Jake I'm gonna do it, but I need your help." Confusion spread across your face as he spoke in hushed whispers.

"Yes this Friday," his voice grew louder as he faced you, "yes Jake, this Friday, as in tommorrow, I'm going to ask Y/N to be my girlfriend."

Silence filled Jake's side of the line, he stood frozen. He was too late.

As Jay hung up his smile grew sheepish. "Jay what the hell do you mean you're going to ask me to be your girlfriend. I thought we established that I like Jake, as in your best friend.”

“3...2...1!”

Your phones text tone sounded just as Jay concluded his countdown and a single message popped into your notifications:

Jake: Can we meet at the mall? Have to talk to you about something before tomorrow. Please?

Jay’s face held a smirk that screamed, “I told you so.”

STEP #6 – WELL, KISS HIM !

Jake Sim is great at many things, he's a star athlete, top of his class, an amazing barista on the weekend, and so much more but what he isn’t so great at is expressing how he truly feels when under pressure, and that's exactly why he's had you sitting in front of him for about an hour now just babbling about plain nonsense that even he's annoyed with.

“Jake, is there a reason you asked me to meet you after avoiding me for weeks or can I go? Jay and I have plans.”

His faces falls momentarily but he's quick to mask the hurt, “Are you guys a thing now?”

He knows asking this question can only hurt him, Jay was pretty clear on the phone about where you two stood or where you will stand tomorrow. Even he himself isn’t too sure why he's called you here on a random thursday night but hearing what Jay planned to do had sent him spiraling.

“Why does it matter to you? Wasn't getting us together your whole idea in the first place?” You'd never meant to sound so harsh but having been ignored by him for weeks on end only to see how easy it was for him to contact you felt upsetting, betraying even in a way.

“What if that's not what I want anymore.” The sentence comes out confidently and loud enough for not only you to hear but Jay included, who was hidden away not too far from you both after insisting he come with.

Jake isn't sure how it happens but the next moment he remembers is feeling your lips crash onto his, the feeling warm and almost familiar and as you two pull part you whisper the words, “That's all I wanted to hear idiot.”

EPILOGUE: THE SET UP !

“Dude are you ready to go? If we miss the last game because you're too busy making out with Y/N, I’ll actually kill you both,” shouted an annoyed Jay through his roommates closed door.

A soft giggled escaped your lips as you fixed his uniform, “We should get going before he comes in here and beats you up, it’d be pretty sad to have a black eye for your last game of the season babe.”

In the end both Jay and Jake revealed their not so subtle plans to one another, both laughing at just how far they'd go to help the other find happiness.

Although Jake’s plan hadn't reached its initial ending he was happy with its results nonetheless. Jake often secretly thanked Jay for forgetting his baseball glove back then in his locker so many months ago, though at the time he had cursed at him in his head a few times, if Jay hadn’t been so forgetful he would have never caught you leaving a love letter to his best friend which is what initially started your plan together, and that plan had just so happen to start the beginning of his long happy life, with you by his side forever.

coco’s ♡ note: Hello my lovely toots! I have truthfully had this in my drafts for over a year now and could never seem to complete it but here it is, all done and happily finished! I hope you can enjoy it as much as I do, it took me forever but I’m glad I am now able to share this piece with you! Take it as my small way of coming back to writing :) Feedback is greatly appreciated since this is my first piece in a while and I want to know your thoughts on it if that's possible!

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aperiodtm · 5 months

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Familiar | Sim Jake

PAIRING: (ex)online bestfriend!Jake x (ex)online bestfriend!fem!reader

SUMMARY: Jake was just walking around during a live, through a village, talking to engenes when he sees someone..

GENRE: mostly angst and sad

WC: 720

A/N: took me long..backstory (of jake and y/n being friends) is based on real experience! made it up bc i was sad ab my own online bestfriend leaving me :') i am coping

also jake looks so fine- >>>

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It had been a few days, Jake decided to go Lebanon to spend some time there for fun. and hopefully find you

He couldn't stop thinking about it as he walked through a quiet village, talking to engenes on his live about you "You know, my online bestfriend was originally from a village, and it looked so beautiful, she'd send me pictures of her place time to time" he'd cheerfully talk about you to his fans, although the bittersweet memories played in his head.

over and over again.

[you know, you're always making everyone smile. please remember that everyone also means you]

those were the best words you ever said to Jake. you always encouraged him. you both would talk for hours, no problem. he got so used to you, so attached to you, even if you were a person he'd text after school, while eating, watching something, everything.

Jake saw you as his bestfriend. and soon, more than that.

but he never told you.

[i swear, you have to visit around here! id take you around the whole country, just come for a day]

it's what you talked about half the time. Jake even promised you that one day, he would. and so he worked for it. for his bestfriend.

but just two years of friendship, and you had suddenly disappeared. you stopped talking, till one day Jake realized you blocked him. why? he didn't know, and he tried approaching you on the other socials you two followed each each other on. he found one you used once a week, so he tried.

[hey, are you okay?]

[sorry, but don't talk to me please.]

that was the last message he got from you before..

{you cannot message this account as this user has blocked you}

blocked. his last means of talking to you. gone. he couldn't believe it. did you hate him? did you get caught talking to him? he knew your family was strict, considering your religious background.. but why only him?

he checked your followers, following and all. there was only a difference of one account in every one. him. you had only blocked him. you only cut ties with him. no-one else. no other online friend. only him. but why?

Jake spent days overthinking about it, what if this was a prank? what if she's hiding something? will she be back?

it had been 5 years, till today, but no. you were gone. out of his life. and that broke him. completely. he didn't let it change who he was, but the small dwelling of you in his heart stung him time to time.

and today he walking along the very path, in the very country, the very place he promised you about, years ago..

but he looked up, and smiled, to stay happy. for his fans, for you.

as he continued his little walk, he saw..a person?a girl?.. strange. Jake walked through this path a few time to make sure nobody (or a crazy fan) would interrupt his live. what's this girl doing here?

that's when he panicked. the girl was walking towards him. shit, he thought. what if it was some crazy ass?

but he was met with surprise, as she got closer, those hazel eyes..the long, straight hair..could it be?....could it really be..her?

he was interrupted from his thoughts when he heard her speak "oh my god, Jake? from Enhypen? i love your music so much!"

"haha thank you, what's your favourite song and album?" he was glad she wasn't an obsessed fan.

"definitely shout out. you did great work on that!.. well, i need to go, have a great day!" and she walked off. quite respectful of her to know the boundaries. Jake could see the comments flood with how pretty you are, but he had one thing in mind. something he wouldn't want to let engenes know yet because he wasn't sure, but,

even your voice..it was..familiar??

he looked back, and you were walking. he was torn between ending his live and talking to you to figure if it was really you, or walking ahead, knowing that maybe the universe had decided that not even both your friendship was meant to be.

but what if, just what if, for once, he broke the rules of fate, of destiny? just what if....

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END!

well, i am an asshole. but im quite proud of this one! should i continue for a part 2? in a dilemma rn to make it angsty or fluff (or maybe 2 separate endings?)

please like, follow, share! and dont forget to give feedback, it helps alot!! <3

thank you!

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en-engenes · 1 year

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hello !! i saw that your requests are open, and i was hoping you'd write a jake x reader 👉👈 reader has trouble opening up to other people about her feelings and has the tendency to brush off their own emotions for the sake of others. jake notices how much they're hiding and comforts them and encourages them to open up to him ): thank you so much <3

unconditional and unapologetic love - s.jy

pairing: idol!jake x reader

genre: fluff, slight angst and humor

warnings: breakdowns, communication issues, mentions of bodily fluids? (nose running when crying) — let me know if i missed anything!

word count: 1.2k

you and jake had been together for a little over three years. it was safe to say the two of you were aware of how the other functioned, thought, and acted through an emotion. communication was your biggest downfall in dark moments and, while you were working on solving that trait, jake was beyond accepting.

lost in his own thoughts, he hadn’t heard the water stop or even you bustling around until you appeared in front of him. his eyes softened immediately after meeting yours, offering a slight grin for the one he loved most. you returned the smile but you both knew it wasn’t genuine.

you dropped your towel without a word and he took it as a sign to step out for a bit. you’d come find him when you were ready. he lingered back into the kitchen, lousily pacing the floors as he deciphered the correct way to approach the upcoming conversation. he wanted you to feel seen and heard.

“thank you,” your voice peeped from a distance, arms crossed over your chest for comfort, earning a slight jump from your boyfriend. “for setting out my stuff.”

jake shrugged, “it’s my job as the best boyfriend ever known to exist. no biggie.”

you couldn’t help but fall for his joke, chuckling just as he hoped you would. a moment of silence had jake leaning back against the counter and opening his arms for you to come closer. when you did, he held you tightly and kissed the top of your head a few times. you stood there, silently, soaking in his scent.

“do you want to talk about it?”

jake pulled away from you, scanning your face for any sort of answer. you looked drained and unamused by the world. he hated that there was only so much he could do to help but he was determined to try his best.

you shook your head, also pulling your arms from his grasp, “i’m okay, just tired.”

“y/n.”

you didn’t respond and moved to the sink to wash dishes, only to realize your boyfriend had completed the chore already. so you mindlessly organized and reorganized the appliances on the countertop, hoping jake would drop the discussion. the container of spatulas and wooden spoons could only be moved so many times.

jake’s hand caressed your back, “i’m always here to listen, babe. you don’t have to-”

“-i promise that i’m good, hun.” you kept your voice calm, almost as if you were trying to convince yourself too. “how was your day? did the company get the tour schedule figured out yet?”

the man was perplexed to say the least, “slowly getting there.. but that’s not what’s important right now. you don’t have to hide from me, y/n. please, all i ask is that you talk to me about whatever’s going on.”

you couldn’t turn to face him. tears welled up in your eyes and you knew if you saw the way he looked at you, they would fall and never stop. but jake felt the energy change. he could feel you getting closer to opening up. he needed you to do this.

“come here.” he whispered as he took ahold of your hand, walking to the couch so he could sit face-to-face with you, regardless of the brink of utter waterfalls you were about to unleash. “now look me in the eyes and tell me you’re okay.”

they fell immediately. your face hit your palms with an ugly sob. jake pulled you into him again, his heart breaking to see you in such a state. you crawled into his lap like a child, body shaking from all the pent up emotions you forced yourself to hang onto.

but he held you through it all. no amount of snot covering his shirt or painful whimpers you let out would ever stop him from holding you right now. this was his promise and he was damn sure going to keep it. his fingers massaged your scalp, coaxing you to let it all out for however long it took.

eventually, you managed to calm yourself down, looking up at him with pitiful eyes, “i’m sorry for being like this.”

“why are you apologizing? for having human feelings? baby, i was more concerned on why you weren’t being like this.”

you stayed in your curled up position against his chest, fiddling with the hem of his shirt, “i just.. i’d feel so selfish complaining about my life when you have a much more hard and stressful one.”

jake couldn’t believe his ears, “y/n, this is the life i signed up for. that��s not for you to worry yourself over. we live two different lives and you have every right to be having a difficult time regardless of what that entails. is this why you didn’t want to tell me?”

“i’ve always felt like a burden to people. it’s never been easy for me to open up.”

“you could absolutely never, under any circumstance, be a burden to me; or to anyone for that matter. bottling yourself up until you break is not healthy and i will do everything in my power to make sure you feel supported.”

he leaned down to give you a kiss, “no more shutting me out, okay? i love you.”

“i love you too,” you finally gave the genuine smile you’d been dying to return. “no more shutting you out.”

jake let out a hefty breath of air, “and as much as i love you, i gotta change my shirt. you produce more snot than a sick toddler.”

you groaned in plea for your embarrassment, jokingly slapping his arm as he danced off with a giggle. he pranced back in moments later, eagerly jumping back in his position behind you with a clean tee and tissues for your nose that had yet to stop running.

the night was spent just as so: in the comfort of both your home and each other’s arms, a pile of tissues, and a continued conversation about your recent difficulties. jake listened through it all, only offering his voice when you asked or couldn’t find the right way to word something.

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sunboki · 1 year

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✶ two. — jake and the lover boy

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pinky promise — 심재휸

SYNOPSIS — the last summer you spent with Jake Sim was the beginning of a disaster and it all began with a pinky promise. You left Australia a few days before high school to become a trainee under BigHit Entertainment, sending you far away from home, from Jake. Well, you didn’t know it back then, but Jake had also come to Korea as a trainee a year later, and fate worked its magic when you’re both selected as KBS MC’s together. The pinky promise in question? A promise to be together till the end.

␥ NOTE — foreshadowing something..? OHMYGOD i miss soobin and arin as kbs hosts sm i almost cried💔 so glad jay and i share the same pain :((

TAGLIST — @aki1e @pureaaa @ionlyhearnct @dearnjm @viagumi @hanniluvi @invusblog @rizzshimura @forever-in-the-sky2 @lylovw @lvrjjun @certainyouthpeanut @woonierkiz @lalalalawon @ahnneyong

* if your url is italicized it means i couldn’t tag you!

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st4rwon · 18 days

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BF!JAKE TEXTS

jake x f!reader ; contains - fluff, light angst, hurt comfort, pet names

enhypen perma taglist: @heestrawberries

please don’t spam like posts, repost, translate, or use my work without my permission. all work is fictional and only used for entertainment purposes. © st4rwon 2024

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winteringdream · 2 years

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10:05

p. jake x gn!reader s. in which jake is hopelessly in love

"wah, look outside! those mountains look surreal!" you exclaim. the green meadows flash by before your eyes.

"can you please take an aesthetic picture of me, jake?" you hand him your phone. the train was almost empty except for you and your other friends there was only one elderly couple sitting somewhere further away.

he stands up and takes your phone, "sure, should i take it from here?"

you give him a thumbs up and pretend to look outside. the silence in the wagon makes you feel slightly uncomfortable as you knew jake was taking pictures of you.

the rest of your friends had all fallen asleep and you two were the only one awake.

"these are so good," jake proudly tells you as he holds up the pictures he took.

"thank you so much!" you say as you happily take the phone from him, "these are amazing!"

jake can't help but smile at your admiration for the photos he had just taken. he would do everything to make you smile like that.

you stand up and skip to the other seats to wake up and show your friends the pictures. jay takes his chance to plop down next to jake.

"you're lucky that they're so oblivious," he whispers.

"what do you mean? we're just friends,"

"you look like you're about to go down on one knee everytime you look at them, friends my ass." he laughs. jake awkwardly chuckles, was he really that obvious?

"i'm just saying," he shrugs, and walks back to his own seat. jake is left with only one thought.

how did he fall so deeply in love?

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piercethelenn · 2 years

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❝🌙I'm Low on Gas and You Need a Jacket❞

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A Jake Sim one-shot.

Based on the song by Pierce the Veil.

Pairing: Non idol! Jake x Fem! reader.

Genre: Angst, angst and even more angst. College AU, best friend! Jake.

Synopsis:

It is said that time can put an end to anything, making flowers wither, friends grow apart, lead love to die and promises to fade into nothing.

The most painful part? Only one of you seem to notice how your perfect sandcastle is helplessly crumbling.

Warnings: Swearing, reader is drunk, mentions of smoking and alcohol consumption, it's implied that the reader had bad experiences with dangerous people. Slight manipulation. Bad ending.

Word count: 2k.

Darling, it's cold outside

It'll be alright

The soft murmur emanating from the car's engine was Jake’s only company on this cold Saturday night, as he drove through the serene highway, going nowhere in particular, thankful for the unusually light traffic. This was one of his favorite pastimes, to open the window and let the cold breeze wash away all of the stress and worries accumulated during the packed schedule that tormented him the whole week.

But nice things can never last forever, can they?

Jake took the opportunity during a red traffic light to close the window, as he decided it was enough steam freed for the night and wanted to head back home, when he suddenly heard the familiar call tone ringing from his phone that rested on the passenger seat. It was a call, from none other than you.

He sighed heavily and reached for the device before the light turned green. Many possible scenarios raced through his mind seconds before answering the call, and by how well he knew you, his best friend, it was a given that he guessed almost everything correctly, even though this was one of the few times he desperately wished to be proven wrong.

一Jakeeey!一 Your lively voice and child-like giggles made their way into Jake’s ears like a heavy gust of smoke, he knew that tone so well, at some point it had become even more familiar than the way you normally spoke 一Something super weird just happened!一 You continued, there was no need for him to give you any sort of reaction or answer, it’s not like you would take account of them anyway. 一I was at this place with the girls… and now I teleported!一 Oh, you were so wasted. Jake could practically see you right now in your drunken state just by the way you dragged your words and paused every time you forgot the basic English vocabulary. He figured your friends had left you behind too, as they have been doing almost every time now, but your stubborn self would never listen to his warnings about them.

The call abruptly ended just in time as the traffic light turned green, but it didn’t matter, Jake knew exactly where the bunch of snakes you insisted on calling "friends" had abandoned you. He took the U turn and raced through the same highway he had been peacefully enjoying just a few moments ago.

And there you were, as greatly expected, barely standing on the sidewalk, heels in hand and a tight navy dress hugging your figure, just a few blocks away from where Jake had found you last week. He slowly made the car come to a halt in front of you, and like the gentleman he was, he got out to open the door for you, receiving an overly exaggerated “thank you” and a few shoulder pats in return.

To other people, riding through the highway at night with a longtime friend would have been the perfect plan for a lazy weekend like this one, but the marks that Jake’s nails were leaving on the steering wheel were giving away how anxious and uncomfortable your current state made him feel. However, you were so out of your mind that his tense posture went totally unnoticed, as you kept ranting about all the events that took place a few minutes ago. 一...And I even danced on a table! You should've been there, everyone's eyes were on me…一 The strong smell of alcohol and smoke mixed with your laughter made Jake feel like tearing up anytime soon out of impotency.

Just… Why did you keep insisting on attending parties only to get hunted by dangerous men and left alone in the middle of the street? He had tried countless times to convince you to hang out with him on weekends to have fun the way you both used to, but getting into college and engaging with the wrong people had led you to become a defenseless party monster who had no regard for her own safety.

For instance, your alcohol tolerance was shit, but you always insisted on drinking until not even the water from the flowerpots was left, and since Jake has no interest in crowded rooms full of smoke, drunk people and loud music, you were left on your own. He truly pitied you, but on your part, you have never felt this euphoric in your life before. You were just enjoying your college life and having fun like this made you feel unstoppable.

In the past, Jake and you used to promise to each other that your friendship would be everlasting, and seeing how similar both of you were in terms of personality and values, everyone around you though the same; Yet right now, all those words echoed like empty cans in his mind, worsening the worry-induced headache. What can a lighthearted and now meaningless promise do in this situation, when the only person who still believed in those words was slowly falling asleep in the passenger seat?

Adrenaline long gone, your eyelids started to heave, to the point where you almost missed the sudden halt of the car. 一What are we doing here?一 You managed to ask in a faint whisper, but your friend was already gone. Looking out the window was no use to get a clue of your current location, as your vision was getting blurrier by the second, so you opted to close your eyes and wait for him to get back.

The door was opened a few minutes later and the rustling of plastic bags could be heard. You gently placed a hand on Jake's thigh to get his attention, making him flinch 一Jakey一 You called with your eyes still closed 一Can I sleep at your place today? I don't wanna wake my roommate up…一.

So, making me worry, ruining my night and asking me to take care of you is okay but you draw the line at waking that friend of yours? 一Sure一. He bit his tongue hard enough to avoid any more words from escaping, this was not the time to be selfish; The problem is that it was never time to put himself first, but he knew by experience that arguing with a drunk you was not worth trying.

The ride back to his place was silent, except for the nonsense that left your mouth as you talked in your sleep from time to time, giving Jake the reassurance that you had not passed out yet. It was a total mystery for him just how did your body manage to avoid an ethyl coma, but he was glad it did, or else he would have to carry you all the way to his apartment. None of the neighbors would have questioned it if he had to drag you inside though, since everyone in the building already knew you from all the times it happened.

He parked the car and got out first to open the door, giving you his jacket and helping you get on your feet. The clock had already hit two in the morning when Jake made you sit on his couch and sprawled the contents of one of the plastic bags from before on the coffee table. Even if you felt dizzy and your vision was still a little blurry, you recognized many of the blisters as hungover medicine; you were so familiar with them that only by seeing the colors you could guess the brands. 一I never had any of these before and I didn't know which one you prefer, so I brought all of them一 He explained as he placed a glass of water on the table, but you were not in the mood to take medicine, so you shook your head and rejected his help. 一Please Y/N, I can only imagine how much you drank at the party, your head will hurt tomorrow…一 He tried again, but you crossed your arms and told him it there was no need, how stubborn. 一Fine, but you have to drink the water at least, your body needs it to counter the alcohol levels一.

You rolled your eyes and tried to stand up to face him, but inevitably fell back on the sofa, as your legs had no energy left to keep you standing 一You sound like both my father and my doctor at the same time, you're so annoying!一 You whined, a put making its way to your face. It took all in him not to kick you out of his apartment for being an ungrateful brat. Instead, he sighed and placed the medicines back into the bag, but decided to leave the water there just in case you came back to your senses.

一Fine, you can sleep there if you want, I'll be in my room if you need anything.一 You watched with tired eyes as he disappeared through the door, wondering why he avoided asking you if you wanted to sleep on his bed with him like you both used to. Jake's jacket worked as an improvised blanket as you laid on the sofa, the smell of his cologne emanating from the soft fabric quickly put you to sleep.

In the next room, however, your friend was wide awake, holding tightly onto an unopened bottle of vodka and discarding the empty plastic bag from the convenience store. He sighed heavily and uncapped the drink, taking a tentative sip of the transparent liquid and flinching immediately, as he had not expected it to be so strong. Of course, Jake had drank alcohol before, but no beer could compare to the burning sensation spreading from his tongue and down his throat, making him feel sick in the stomach. He paused for a moment, looking at nothing in particular and questioning all the past decisions in his life that had led to this exact moment, and decided there was no turning back now, so he drank straight from the bottle again, and again, and again, until half of it was gone.

Right when he thought it was not as bad as it seemed, the alcohol in his veins hit him with a delayed reaction, sending him into a dazed state. He now understood why people said it was best to eat something before drinking, but he did not care, he wanted to drown the pain, wash away all the memories he had of you, for as long as this unfamiliar trance enabled him to.

He suddenly felt like laughing, because all this was just so stupid, why was he letting you make him go through a hard time, every single weekend? It was time for him to let you go, but it was not easy for him, because you had been his best friend since forever, and he loved you dearly, regardless of everything. But what about you? Would you feel sad if he ever decided to block your number and pretend you both never met? He remembered all the past times when you would use his sofa for the night and disappear early in the morning without leaving a single trace behind, not even a simple “Thank you”, and thought that maybe, he was just as replaceable to you as an empty bottle, like those you accumulated every Saturday.

Jake laid on his bed, and as he looked at the ceiling, he recalled all the times when you told him that one day, both of you would live together after graduating highschool. He never minded it not happening, because he understood that you, as a woman, needed your space, but he could not help but wonder if you both would have grown apart as much if you both shared a living space.

Still, it was too late for that, because Jake decided that he had enough. This time, he would put himself first, and as he sat again on the bed to drink the last sip of vodka left in the glass bottle, he promised that after tonight, he would never see your face ever again.

But I will soon forget the color of your eyes

And you'll forget mine

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won4ver · 2 months

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words left unsaid

- Jake Sim’s voicemail

pairing : idol!jake x nonidol!fem!reader

genre + warnings : angst. mcd. usage of “my girl” but that’s the only gender specific line.

wc : 548

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I didn’t see you in my dreams last night. It broke my heart all over again. That was the only place where I could be with you, but now you’re not even there anymore.

It hurt me more than I’d like to admit, even worse when I had to wake up and come to the realization that I didn’t even notice.

You’re fading every day, it feels like I'm seeing the shadow of your ghost. You used to haunt me every second of the day, your voice echoing across the dorm.

But now you’re not even a whisper, it’s like everyone’s moved on. Will you hate me if I too moved on? I hate myself for it, hate how you’re no longer the only thing on my mind.

You were my life, at one moment you were everything that I thought of. But I've already been through our memories a million times, there’s only so many anyways.

I don’t want to be sad anymore, I don’t want to miss you. I wish you were here but you aren’t, nobody told me that you would leave me like this. I’m struggling without you, but I think it’s better if I let you go.

You’ll always be my girl, I’ll live for you. I’ll live the life we’ve always wanted, even if it’s with someone else.

Will you be upset if I love again? You won’t, right? It’s not like I'm going to go searching for love, but if it comes, maybe I won't hesitate.

They will know of you, everyone will. Strangers know you better than anyone in heaven ever would, they know everything about you. They know your favorite colour, it’s a conversation starter.

They know the way your eyes crinkled while you laughed, the way your pretty lips pulled up to reveal your teeth. They told me that you were beautiful, that the way I described you sounded like I was describing an angel. I was.

They may have never known you, but they knew of you. I’ll keep you alive forever, even if it means sharing your memory with the world.

My mom has your photos up with ours, she talks to you every night. She told me that the moon sparkled extra bright whenever she spoke her first sentence. My entire family loved you, it was impossible not to.

You’ll be with us again one day, we can all be together again. Maybe if I ever have kids you could meet them, you’d like that right? You’ve always loved kids, I’m sure you’re up there taking care of all the babies waiting for their own families to join them.

Maybe you’ve already restarted your life here on earth, who knows. Wherever you are I hope you’re happy, hope that you are no longer in pain.

I’m sorry I wasn’t there for your final moments, but at least I was there for your best? You were always there for mine.

I’ll talk to you soon, alright? I have to go now, we’re about to go on stage. I just had to talk to you now, it felt like something was nagging me to speak with you.

I’m ready to get closure, even if it means… I can’t say it. Whatever happens, happens. I'll love you forever.

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Idyllic (Mutual Pining) Preview

pairing: Jake X F!Reader

synopsis: He conceals his presence well and you are a good secret keeper. A combination that ends up in a museum of doubts and hesitance. Then again, a game of hide and seek never hurt anyone, right?

word count: tba

genre & warnings: angst, smut, fluff, warnings tba

a/n: this is a teaser for the upcoming Enhypen: Tropes & Parallels series that i've been working on. i hope y'all look forward to it. please don't hesitate to tell me if you wanted to be added to the taglist. tysm 🩷

You tried to hold your tears back, keen on not showing any signs of weakness, not on a special day like this.

It's your birthday, for fucks sake!

The day you were born, the day you graced the earth with your presence. It's a day where you're supposed to feel like you're the only girl in the world.

So why the fuck are you outside, in the garden of the party hall that your friends went through the trouble of renting? Why the fuck are you sitting on a grass while wearing your prettiest dress, weeping like a child?

"Y/N? Why did you leave the party?"

Ah, there's the reason.

Sim fucking Jaeyun, better known as Jake.

"No reason," you tried to stabilize your voice, key word: tried, "just needed some fresh air."

Jake squinted his eyes at your slumped figure, he'd be lying if he says that he believes that pathetic excuse of a lie that you told him. He'd be kidding himself if he says that he wasn't able to read your body language, clearly, something is bothering you.

"Tell me." he declares, walking closer to you and that turned on a switch in you, panicking on what you should say because he can't see you like this.

He's not supposed to see you in such a sorry state, sporting Rudolf's red nose when it's months away from Christmas. Fat, ugly tears pooling in your eyes and your mascara must be ruined by now. He's not supposed to see you being this down bad for him, to the point that you're willing to bawl your eyes out in a place like this.

"Don't come near me! Please, leave me alone." you accidentally yelled at him, wrapping your arms around yourself and totally losing it. You hid your face on your arms, sobbing quietly, not having it in you to continue bearing the pain of having the love of your life be the loss of your life in one night.

It was your fault. Everything was your fault.

You didn't confess to him when you had the chance. You let him meet new girls, you supported him when he said that he wanted to talk with the girl that was recently transferred in your class.

It was your fault for being a mess, for being a coward. It was your fault for settling in the title of being friends.

The times when you shared secret glances across the room, the touches that were far too long to be considered platonic but never really given the meaning that they deserve, the sweet nothings that you whisper to each other after a long, tiring day.

You were the culprit behind the heist, so really, you shouldn't act like the victim. It's unfair for him.

You deserve this, to be left alone, wallowing in self-pity and cursing yourself repeatedly until you couldn't breathe anymore.

As your castle crumbled, you felt warm arms around you, the familiar figure dropping to his knees, pulling you onto his sturdy body, fingers soothing through your tangled strands.

"Jake?" you whispered his name, hoping that it was him. Wishing that he didn't really leave you, that it's him holding you, comforting you through this situation that you've put yourself in.

He hummed, his answer making your heart explode into the most colorful shades of fireworks.

"I'll be the biggest asshole if I leave the girl I have prayed for all my life here, crying during the day that she was given to me by the gods."

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in between (s.j)

pairing: sim jake x afab!reader

warnings: cheating, angst, talks about being insecure, like no fluff at all !

a/n: so this is my first drabble on here and its nothing special really ! i was listening to 6lack and his songs inspired this little jake drabble. i love love love jake and i don't want to insinuate in any way shape or form he’s a bad person ! also, english is notttt my first language at all so if you see any mistakes please ignore them or tell me in a nice way !! :))

when you were younger, you always imagined how loving and caring your future boyfriend would be. he would knock on your door with a beautiful bouquet of flowers. he would greet your parents, and they would absolutely adore him. he would put your coat on and you would be going out on your cute little date.

of course, that’s not how things went. 16 year old self you looked at the world through rose-tinted glasses. you weren’t naive per se, it’s just that you would rather see the good in things than the bad.

so when you got your heart shattered by your first love, everything changed. how you wished you’d just stayed away from that man, but you weren’t as strong as you thought you were.

so here you were, in a toxic relationship, if you could even call it a relationship, with your still first love.

you knew jake like the back of your hand and so did he. he even knew you better than you do yourself. that’s why you were still tied in this godforsaken situation.

the day you found out he cheated was the same day you realized that not everything in your life would go as you wished. you’d ball your eyes out and skipped college days in a row because you were so miserable.

everyone around you noticed you weren’t your loud, funny self anymore. day in and out, you asked yourself what went wrong?

was jake getting bored of you? didn’t you satisfy him in the ways he wanted to? were you getting ugly? losing weight? gaining weight? was your acne starting to bother him? maybe your style wasn’t up to par with his anymore?

or maybe he just stopped loving you because you always complained about everything to him. did you talk too much? maybe he didn’t like how your voice sounded anymore. either way, there wasn’t a single moment where you weren’t doubting yourself.

saying that you started getting insecure was an understatement because it was even worse than that.

“please y/n, don’t leave me. it was just a dumb, drunken mistake i wasn’t thinking clearly. i would never hurt you on purpose like that please believe me baby please.”

he was hugging your legs and crying so much, a big wet patch started forming on your grey sweatpants. he was still pleading and crying for you not to leave. all you could do was look at the wall and think about what went down.

did he even know what he had done? did he even know that he caused permanent damage? the old you is probably never coming back.

“jake stand up, don’t make the situation even worse than it already is.” you sighed, it had been 2 weeks after you learned he cheated and you came back to his apartment to get some of your stuff. you never lived together but you practically spent every day at his.

“baby please look at me, you can’t leave me i won’t know how to function without you in my life,” he finally stood up and grabbed your face in his rough hands. jake’s face was blotched from all the crying, eyes completely red, nose sniffling and it sounded like he was having a hard time breathing too.

“jake you cheated on me on your birthday, at the party i organized, do you even know how shameless that is? its one thing to not respect me but to be just downright vile is another thing. do you know how dumb i looked in front of all our friends? i was waiting on you with a birthday cake while you were blowing some random’s girl back out in the bathroom stalls next to us,” you let out a bitter chuckle remembering the whole thing again.

jake getting out of the bathroom, clothes and hair totally disheveled, with a girl in the same state giggling under his arms.

it was a surprise party at his favorite club, he always raved about how much he liked the place so you decided to throw a big party just for him. to keep him busy, he and a friend went out to get some drinks at another bar. of course, the night had a different outcome.

“i never meant for it to happen and i hate myself for it baby, i really do but please forgive me. i will never ever do something like that again. i love you, you know i do right? thats all i’ve ever done in my life please y/n, don’t do this to me.” he kept pleading on, wiping away your tears you didn’t even know were falling.

“you’re just saying words jake, you don’t mean them.” you sniffled. looking in his eyes as he nodded frantically, was he trying to convince you or himself?

“i promise, y/n, on my life, i won’t even look at another woman please just don’t go because i will lose my mind. these last two weeks were hell for me and i’m not saying i’m having a harder time than you but please understand that i’ve been fucked up ever since. you’re the best thing to ever happen in my life so please, please give me another chance. you know i can’t live without you baby.”

you dropped your head on his shoulder and let out a big sigh. when did you become such a pushover? why are you believing pretty but meaningless words? this isn’t how you imagined your relationship with your dream boy would be. little did you know that letting jake back in would be the worst decision of your life.

“okay.”

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