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shy9-29 · 17 days ago
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Love, Lies, and Sim Jake
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심재윤 x reader - enhypen campus series
You were the quiet girl with the not-so-quiet crush on Jake Sim—campus heartbreaker, smooth talker, and everything you should’ve stayed away from. But when a bet turns your name into a game, the rules change fast. He didn’t expect to fall for you… and you didn’t expect to find out. Now it’s your move—and this time, you’re not playing nice.
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a/n. This took me so long istg but lwk wanted then to be endgame @sheseung
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It wasn’t supposed to be obvious. You were careful—or at least you thought you were.
Sure, maybe you stared a little too long when Jake walked into class late, hair still damp from a rushed shower, backpack half-zipped like he couldn’t be bothered. Maybe you laughed a little too loud when he made a joke, even if it wasn’t that funny. Maybe your friends caught you scrolling through his Instagram more times than you could count—but you had never said it out loud.
But somehow… everybody knew.
It started small. You remember the moment it all began to slip. One afternoon in the library, your best friend nudged your arm and whispered, “You’re staring again,” followed by the most annoying smirk you’d ever seen. You blinked, cheeks warming, then looked away quickly as Jake leaned back in his chair, stretching in that way he had to know showed off his arms.
“It’s not like that,” you’d mumbled. Lie. Straight lie. But it was your go-to line.
Then came the whispers. The way people started looking at you just a little differently whenever Jake was around. In the dining hall, one of his teammates nudged him and said something under his breath, both of them turning your way right after. You pretended not to notice. But you felt it—the heat in your face, the tightening in your stomach. You hated it.
It was like high school all over again. Like a crush you couldn’t shake, no matter how much you tried to play it cool.
And the worst part? Jake noticed.
He started looking at you a little longer in the hallways. Smirking when you’d pass by. Saying “hey” like he hadn’t ignored you for two semesters straight. You weren’t sure if he was just being polite—or playing with you. Still, every time your name left his lips, something fluttered in your chest and you hated that you let it.
Then, one night at a party, it all came out.
You were standing by the kitchen, holding a red solo cup you barely sipped from, when you heard it—your name. Jake’s voice.
“She’s cute,” he said casually, too casually, and the room seemed to go quieter around you. “And I’m pretty sure she’s into me.”
Laughter. Someone said, “Bro, everyone knows she is.”
Another voice chimed in, “You’re the first thing on her mind when she walks into class.”
You felt the heat rush to your cheeks as your stomach flipped.
They were talking about you like you were an object, like your feelings didn’t matter.
You tried to shrink back into the corner of the room, hoping no one noticed your face burning hotter by the second. But Jake didn’t miss a beat.
He didn’t stop them. Didn’t correct them. Didn’t even seem surprised.
You were supposed to be doing your sociology reading. That was the whole plan. Laptop open, textbook to the side, highlighter in hand—every prop perfectly in place. But instead of notes, your screen was filled with him.
Jake Sim’s Instagram page.
His latest post? A blurry mirror selfie at the gym, captioned something dumb like “light work.” His abs were obnoxiously sharp, his hair pushed back by a sweatband, and there was a cocky little smirk tugging at the edge of his lips like he knew exactly what he was doing. You didn’t even like gym pics—and yet there you were, zooming in like a creep and biting your lip like an idiot.
You were halfway through stalking his tagged photos when Yuna burst into your room.
“Oh my god,” she said, before even setting her bag down. “Are you stalking him again?” You jumped, slamming your laptop shut like it was something illegal. “No.” She raised a brow. “You literally jumped like I caught you watching illegal shit.”
“I was doing research,” you muttered, trying to sound convincing.
“Research on what? His jawline?” Yuna flopped onto your bed, grinning. “Girl, you need help.”
You groaned and hid your face in your hands. “I know. It’s so bad. I can’t stop.”
“Yeah, no kidding. This is like… phase five of a full-blown Jake Sim spiral.” You peeked at her through your fingers. “Do you think he knows?” Yuna blinked at you. “Girl. Everyone knows.” You groaned again, louder this time, flopping back in your chair with a dramatic sigh. “I’m so pathetic.”
“Not pathetic,” Yuna said sweetly. “Just tragically whipped.” She laughed and tossed a pillow at you, and you couldn’t help but smile through the embarrassment. Because yeah—you were absolutely whipped.
And the worst part? You hadn’t even had a real conversation with him yet.
Yuna stayed sprawled on your bed, scrolling through her phone while you reopened your laptop—this time pretending you were actually going to study, even though your fingers hovered dangerously close to Jake’s profile again.
“I swear, he’s getting hotter by the day,” you muttered under your breath, more to yourself than to her.
“Don’t do it,” Yuna warned without even looking up. “Don’t go back to his highlights. You already watched his Europe trip twice last night.”
“I just like the aesthetic,” you defended weakly.
“You like his face.”
You sighed, resting your chin in your palm, eyes drifting back to his latest Story. Just a casual boomerang of him walking into a party, surrounded by people, drink in hand, that same effortless confidence radiating off of him. He looked like he belonged there—like the world bent to him just slightly wherever he went.
Meanwhile, you couldn’t even bend your willpower long enough to not stalk him for one damn night.
“He’s at that rooftop bar again,” you murmured. “That one near campus.”
Yuna glanced at your screen. “With the LED lights and overpriced drinks? Ugh. Of course he is. He’s always out. Does he even do homework?”
“He’s passing econ somehow.”
“Probably because he flirts with the TA.”
You snorted. “I wouldn’t even be mad.”
Yuna tossed her phone aside and sat up. “Okay, real question. What are you actually gonna do about this?”
“Do?”
“Yes, do. You’ve been drooling over him for months. Either shoot your shot or block his page and join a monastery. This in-between spiral is destroying you.”
You hesitated. The idea of talking to Jake—really talking to him—made your heart race in a way that was more panic than excitement. He was just so… untouchable. Like a poster boy for bad decisions wrapped in designer cologne and half-smiles. And you were just—you.
“I don’t even think he knows my name,” you said quietly.
Yuna gave you a look. “Oh, he knows.”
You blinked. “What?”
She just smirked, grabbing her bag. “I’m gonna leave that there. You think about it.”
And with that, she disappeared out the door, leaving your heart racing in the quiet. Because if Jake did know your name… what did that mean?
You sat frozen for a solid thirty seconds after Yuna left, her last words echoing in your head like a fire alarm.
“He knows.”
She had to be messing with you, right? Yuna loved a good dramatic exit. She lived for chaos. There was no way Jake Sim—resident heartbreaker, campus lenend, the guy with a rotation of girls longer than your Spotify playlist—actually knew who you were.
…Right?
You glanced back at your laptop. His story was still up.
Tap.
Next slide—him laughing at something, dimples on full display, head tilted back like life was just that easy for him. You paused on it, your stomach twisting in that way it always did when you saw him smile. It was gross. You hated how much you liked it.
You shut the laptop again. This was getting out of hand.
Grabbing your phone, you opened your group chat with Yuna and your other two friends.
You:
i hate you why would u say that
Yuna:
what did i do NOW
You:
“he knows” ??? why would u say that and then LEAVE like some cryptic little drama gremlin
Kazuha:
HELP what’d she do
Minju:
this is about jake isn’t it
Yuna:
ok first of all. i am a drama gremlin. second of all. i didn’t lie.
You:
YUNA.
Yuna:
look he asked about you once okay?? don’t freak out
You stared at the screen, fingers hovering over the keyboard, heart thudding so loud you almost didn’t hear the buzz of another message.
You:
he what.
Yuna:
like two weeks ago. after class. he was talking to beomgyu and i walked up and he was like “hey that girl you always hang with, she’s in my stats class right?”
and i said yeah. and he nodded.
that’s it.
Minju:
girl that’s not nothing
Kazuha:
he definitely knows. also why do i feel like he’s been looking at her lately???
You:
guys stop
i’m sweating wtf
this is too much
You dropped your phone on the bed and covered your face with your hands again, half-screaming into your palms. This couldn’t be real. Jake noticed you? He remembered you existed?
You thought about the times he held your gaze a second too long in class, the lazy way he said “hey” when passing you on campus, the smirk you always thought was meant for someone else.
You didn’t want to get your hopes up. That was dangerous. That was how people got hurt. But still…
Just maybe…
This crush wasn’t as one-sided as you thought.
Jake leaned back against the bench, legs stretched out and sunglasses pushed up into his hair as the late afternoon sun filtered through the trees. The quad buzzed with weekend energy—students lounging on the grass, music playing from someone’s speaker, that kind of lazy chaos that only ever happened when no one felt like doing real work.
Jay sat beside him, twirling a straw around in his iced coffee, eyes scanning the crowd like he was picking out a movie to watch.
“You know what I was thinking?” Jay said suddenly, eyes still tracking something in the distance.
Jake raised an eyebrow. “That’s always a terrifying sentence.”
Jay smirked. “We’ve never been in a real relationship. Like ever.”
Jake scoffed. “And your point?”
“My point is,” Jay said, sitting up, “we should see who can actually do it. Lock in. Longest relationship wins.”
Jake blinked, amused. “That’s the dumbest bet you’ve ever made—and you once bet Beomgyu fifty bucks you could throw a slice of pizza on the dorm ceiling and make it stick.”
“It did stick,” Jay pointed out.
“Yeah, and the RA made you clean it off.”
Sunghoon, who’d been quietly watching some random soccer game in the distance, sighed like he was already regretting his life choices. “This is so stupid. Why would you guys want to date someone just for the sake of it?”
“Because we suck at it,” Jay shrugged. “We’re trash at commitment. Might as well make it fun.”
Jake tilted his head, thinking for a second. “So what, we just pick someone and… date them?”
“Exactly,” Jay grinned. “No hookups, no games. Real dating. See who lasts longer.”
Sunghoon rolled his eyes. “You guys are hopeless. Seriously.”
Jake was about to respond when Sunghoon suddenly nodded toward a group of girls laughing across the lawn.
“What about her?” he said, jerking his chin in that direction.
Jake followed his gaze—and immediately shook his head, a tight, amused smile tugging at his lips. “Nah. Heeseung would kill me.”
Jay raised an eyebrow, but didn’t press it. Sunghoon just shrugged like it wasn’t his problem.
Jake leaned back again, lips pressing into a thin line. His thoughts drifted, uninvited, to you.
He didn’t know why, but your name floated to the surface, soft and unspoken. He pictured your face for a split second—how you always seemed to be laughing with that same small circle of friends, always just there on the edge of his world.
He said nothing.
Instead, Jake pushed himself off the bench, brushing imaginary dust off his jeans.
“Where you going?” Jay asked, glancing up.
Jake just smirked and threw a lazy wave over his shoulder.
“Nowhere. Just remembered something.”
Jake shoved his hands into his pockets as he walked off, head down just enough to avoid the glare of the sun but not enough to miss the way people turned to greet him as he passed. He gave the usual half-smile, a couple nods, but didn’t stop.
He wasn’t sure where he was going. He just didn’t feel like sitting there talking about bets and fake relationships when his mind was suddenly, annoyingly, stuck on you.
Not in a romantic way—God, no. Jake Sim didn’t catch feelings like that. Especially not for girls he barely talked to. That wasn’t how he operated. That wasn’t how this worked.
You weren’t the hottest girl on campus or the loudest or the one constantly throwing yourself into his orbit. If anything, you stayed out of it. And yet… you’d started showing up in his peripheral vision more often than he liked to admit.
Every time you passed by him in class, you did that little thing—tucking your hair behind your ear, eyes flicking to him for half a second before you looked away like you’d been caught doing something wrong. You weren’t subtle. And Jake wasn’t stupid. He’d noticed.
It was kind of… cute.
He kicked a rock off the sidewalk, watching it bounce onto the grass.
He didn’t know why you popped into his head when Sunghoon pointed out that girl. Maybe it was because you felt like the opposite of a challenge—someone easy to talk to, someone safe. Not messy. Not loud. Not tied up in anyone else’s drama.
And maybe, he thought, that wouldn’t be such a bad way to win a bet.
He stopped walking.
But then again… this was stupid. It was Jay’s idea. It wasn’t that deep. And you? You were just a thought. A maybe. An option.
Nothing more.
Jake smirked to himself and kept walking, brushing the idea off like it was dust on his sleeve.
No feelings. No strings.
Just a game.
Jake didn’t think about it again—at least, that’s what he told himself.
The next day, he walked into stats like he always did: five minutes late, iced americano in one hand, phone in the other, no apology in sight. He dropped into his seat near the back, legs stretched out under the desk, and immediately tuned out the professor��s monotone voice.
But then he saw you.
You were in your usual spot, two rows ahead and just slightly to the right. Laughing at something Kazuha whispered to you, pen twirling between your fingers, that same focused-but-not-really expression on your face.
Jake leaned back, tapping his pen against his lip.
You looked soft. Not in the cheesy romcom way—just… not sharp like most people. You weren’t trying to be noticed. You weren’t dressed to impress. You just were. And Jake had a strange moment of clarity where he realized: that might be why he’d thought of you in the first place.
Predictable. Low drama. Quiet.
Someone he could control the narrative with.
Jay’s dumb idea floated back into his head again: “Real dating. See who lasts longer.”
Jake exhaled slowly, like it would push the hesitation out of his lungs.
This wasn’t about feelings. He didn’t like you. He didn’t want to text you goodnight or hold your hand at parties or any of that romcom garbage. But maybe you were safe enough to play the part. Someone who wouldn’t make things messy. Someone who already had a soft spot for him.
He glanced at you again, just as you looked down to write something in your notebook, your brows furrowed in concentration.
He could do it. Just a few weeks, some dates, a little effort. Easy.
Jake grinned to himself, resting his chin on his hand.
He didn’t realize he was already watching you too closely.
Didn’t realize he was starting to wonder how you’d react if he actually said hi.
He just thought,
Yeah. This’ll be easy.
Jake caught himself watching you again.
It wasn’t even on purpose—at least, that’s what he told himself. You weren’t doing anything special. Just taking notes, occasionally glancing at the board, the corners of your mouth twitching every time Kazuha leaned over and whispered something dumb. But for some reason, he couldn’t look away for long.
His phone buzzed in his pocket, snapping him out of it.
Jay:
pick someone yet or u backing out?
Jake smirked, thumbs tapping quickly.
Jake:
working on it
Jay:
clock’s ticking
Jake rolled his eyes, tossing the phone facedown on the desk.
The truth was, he already knew. He’d made up his mind the second he walked into class and saw you laughing like you didn’t have a single clue how close you were to becoming part of something you didn’t sign up for.
But he wasn’t going to tell Jay yet. He wasn’t even sure why.
Maybe because part of him felt like once he said it out loud, it would make it real. More real than it needed to be. And despite how casual he was pretending to be, this wasn’t like hooking up with some girl from a party. This wasn’t sneaking out of someone’s dorm room at 2 a.m. before things got too serious.
This was… a role. A performance. One he’d have to keep up if he wanted to win.
He leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, eyes drifting toward you again.
You didn’t even know he existed—at least, not really. Sure, you might’ve looked at him a few times, maybe had that little crush people liked to tease about, but you didn’t know him. Not the version he showed at parties, not the bored one in class, not the one who smiled when he needed something.
You were still clean.
Jake wondered how long that would last.
When class ended, he stood and slung his backpack over one shoulder, lingering by the exit just long enough to watch you gather your things. You laughed at something Kazuha said again, then turned to wave goodbye to Minju.
And for half a second, your eyes met his.
He gave you a slow, easy smile—one he’d used a thousand times before—and this time, you didn’t look away so quickly.
Jake walked out of the room, his smirk growing.
You couldn’t focus the rest of the day.
Jake Sim had smiled at you.
Not just a polite, passing one. Not the half-distracted, probably-at-someone-behind-you kind. No. It was at you—slow, smooth, like he knew something you didn’t. Like he meant it.
And stupidly, pathetically, you’d smiled back.
Your stomach was still fluttering from it hours later. Even as you sat at your usual café table with Yuna, Kazuha, and Minju, pretending to listen to their convo, all you could think about was that look. That damn smile. The way his eyes had lingered just long enough to make your brain short-circuit.
Yuna caught you zoning out and kicked your foot under the table. “Earth to lover girl.”
You blinked. “Huh?”
“You’ve been checked out since class,” Minju said, sipping her iced latte like she wasn’t stirring chaos.
“Let me guess,” Kazuha added, leaning forward with a smirk. “Jake smiled at you?”
You opened your mouth to deny it, but Yuna cut in with a dramatic gasp. “He did?! Wait—you smiled back?!”
You groaned and buried your face in your hands. “I don’t know what it was, okay? He looked at me and—ugh, I probably imagined the whole thing.”
“You didn’t,” Minju said casually. “He looked at you. I saw it.”
You peeked through your fingers. “Was it like… a weird look? Or just, like, a normal thing?”
Kazuha raised an eyebrow. “Does Jake Sim ever look at someone normally?”
Yuna leaned her chin on her palm, suddenly serious. “Okay, but real talk. If he did look at you, like, look at you… be careful.”
Your heart sank a little. “What do you mean?”
“He’s Jake,” Minju said. “He doesn’t date. He flirts, he parties, he makes girls fall for him and then disappears.”
“I’m not falling for him,” you said too quickly.
Three sets of eyebrows went up at once.
“I’m not!” you insisted, but your voice cracked halfway through, completely ruining your case. They all exchanged knowing looks, and Kazuha patted your hand like you were already a lost cause.
You sat back in your seat, sipping your drink in silence, trying to calm the chaos in your chest. Maybe it wasn’t a big deal. Maybe Jake smiled at a hundred girls a day.
But still, the way he’d looked at you…
It didn’t feel like nothing.
And somewhere not too far from that café, Jake Sim was leaning back against a wall outside the library, scrolling through his phone.
He hadn’t told Jay yet. He hadn’t told anyone.
But your name sat quietly in the back of his mind.
Like a string he’d just started tugging.
Like a move he hadn’t played yet.
And tomorrow? He planned to say hello.
The next day came quicker than you expected.
You tried not to overthink it. Tried not to pick out your outfit with him in mind. Tried not to rehearse fake scenarios in your head where Jake Sim actually acknowledged you again—maybe said hi, maybe made a joke, maybe even asked you a question. Nothing big. Just something. Anything.
But deep down, under the nervous energy and second-guessing, a small, traitorous part of you hoped.
You walked into stats early, which never happened, your notebook hugged to your chest like it might protect you from your own delusions. Kazuha and Minju were already there, chatting quietly, and you took your usual seat beside them, eyes scanning the door more times than you cared to admit.
You told yourself you weren’t checking for him. Just being aware. Just… existing in the same room.
And then he walked in.
Jake didn’t look at anyone at first. Just strolled in like always—relaxed, unbothered, his usual drink in hand. He scanned the room casually, his eyes drifting past people without really stopping.
Until they landed on you.
And this time, he didn’t look away.
A lazy, lopsided grin pulled at his lips as he met your gaze. Not rushed. Not accidental.
Intentional.
Your throat went dry.
And then—like it was the most normal thing in the world—Jake Sim nodded at you. A simple, subtle gesture.
But it felt like the whole room paused around it.
You blinked. Your lips parted, surprised, and then instinctively—you nodded back. Small. Shy. Like your heart hadn’t just punched through your ribcage.
Jake held your gaze for half a second longer, then turned and walked to his usual seat near the back like nothing had happened.
But something had happened.
Kazuha leaned in immediately. “Okay, no. That wasn’t normal. He totally looked at you.”
Minju blinked. “Did he just nod at you like you guys are friends or something?”
You couldn’t even answer. You were too busy trying to regulate your breathing, too focused on the way your hands suddenly didn’t know what to do.
Across the room, Jake sat down, stretched out, and didn’t say a word.
Jay nudged him. “You good?”
Jake didn’t look away from the front. “Yeah,” he said simply. “Just watching something.”
Jay raised a brow, confused, but let it go.
You felt it the second you walked out of class—like a magnet at your back.
You didn’t have to turn around to know he was behind you. His steps were slower than yours, but just close enough that you could hear the occasional scuff of his sneakers on the pavement. And even in the noise of campus—people laughing, bikes zipping by, someone blasting music from a speaker—you felt him.
Jake Sim. Still walking behind you. Still very much a mystery.
“Okay,” Kazuha whispered beside you, leaning in with the most obvious side-eye imaginable. “Do not freak out. But he’s right there.”
“I know,” you hissed, eyes forward.
“I mean right there, like five steps back.”
Minju, on your other side, kept her voice casual. “What do you think he wants?”
“Nothing,” you said quickly. Too quickly. “Probably just going the same way.”
“Oh, sure,” Kazuha drawled. “Because Jake Sim always just happens to walk behind girls he makes eye contact with for five seconds straight.”
Your face was hot. You hated how your brain had started keeping track of these things—every glance, every nod, every smile like it meant something.
You turned the corner with your friends, and for a second, it felt like maybe that was it. Maybe he was just walking the same direction.
“Hey.”
One word. Smooth. Easy.
Him.
You stopped. Your heart didn’t.
Jake slid into view beside you like he did this all the time, like you weren’t already halfway to spiraling.
He looked straight at you. “You’re in my stats class, right?”
You blinked. Your mouth opened slightly. “Uh… yeah.”
He smiled like he already knew the answer.
“I’ve seen you around,” he said casually, like this wasn’t the first time he’d thought about it. “What’s your name?”
You told him. Your voice barely above a whisper.
Jake nodded, like he was tucking it away. “Cool. I’m Jake.”
Like you didn’t already know.
“I know,” you said before you could stop yourself.
His grin widened slightly. Not cocky, not smug. Just… amused.
“Right,” he said, a little laugh in his voice. “Well, I’ll see you around.”
And with that, he was gone.
No flirting. No teasing. No over-the-top pickup line.
Just your name on his lips. Like he planned to use it again.
Your friends were staring at you with open mouths.
Kazuha grabbed your arm. “I am going to pass out.”
Minju fanned herself. “You talked. To Jake Sim.”
You stood there, blinking at the space where he used to be, your heart still racing.
You didn’t know what just happened.
But whatever it was, it wasn’t nothing.
Jake didn’t look back.
He didn’t need to. He knew you were still standing there, probably replaying the conversation in your head, maybe wondering if you’d said something weird or if he’d meant anything by it.
He hadn’t.
Not really.
(Kind of.)
He let his smirk fade the second he turned the corner, jaw tightening slightly as he shoved his hands into his pockets. He could feel Jay’s voice in his head already, mocking him—“So? Who’d you pick?”
He wasn’t going to tell him yet. Not until it was set in motion.
And it was now. Officially.
He’d spoken to you. Broke the fourth wall. You weren’t a background presence anymore—you were the option. The one he was going to test this theory out on.
Not because you were a challenge.
Not because you were hard to get.
But because you were… interested.
He’d seen the look on your face when he asked your name. That flicker of nervous excitement, like you’d been caught in the middle of something you didn’t want to end. He knew that look. He’d seen it before. Dozens of times.
But this time? He wasn’t here to break hearts. He was here to win.
That was the bet.
Longest relationship.
Play the part. Make it believable.
Easy.
Jake walked into the dining hall like nothing had happened, spotting Jay already sitting with a tray of fries and a bored expression.
“Yo,” Jay said. “You look like you just committed a crime.”
Jake slid into the seat across from him, swiping a fry. “Maybe I did.”
Jay narrowed his eyes. “You pick someone?”
Jake chewed slowly, then shrugged. “Thinking about it.”
“‘Thinking about it’ or already made up your mind?”
Jake leaned back in his chair, stretching his arms behind his head. “Let’s just say… I’ve got a good feeling.”
Jay laughed. “You’re gonna lose.”
Jake grinned back, calm and sure of himself. “We’ll see.”
Meanwhile, two buildings over, you were still stuck in place—your name echoing in your ears in his voice.
Jake Sim had talked to you. Asked your name. Smiled like he’d meant it.
And you?
You were already in trouble.
You just didn’t know it yet.
You floated through the rest of your day in a haze.
Jake Sim—campus heartbreaker, unintentional walking distraction, the guy you’d spent way too long overanalyzing from a distance—had not only spoken to you, but said your name. Like it belonged in his mouth. Like he planned to say it again.
You replayed it on loop.
“What’s your name?”
“I’ve seen you around.”
“Cool. I’m Jake.”
You. Were. Doomed.
Yuna nearly screamed when you told her.
“HE WHAT?” she shrieked in your dorm room, slamming her phone face down on your bed. “Okay, no. Wait. Start from the beginning. Word for word. Breath for breath. Blinking pattern. Everything.”
“I already told you everything!”
Yuna gave you a flat look. “You barely told me anything. You just stood there in a daze and whispered, ‘He talked to me’ like you were in some kind of Jake-induced coma.”
“I was in a Jake-induced coma,” you mumbled, falling back onto your pillow dramatically. “I think I still am.”
“Okay but why now?” she asked, sitting at the foot of your bed and stealing one of your chips. “Like, what changed? You guys have had stats together for weeks and he’s never even looked at you.”
You blinked at the ceiling. “Maybe he just… noticed me.”
Yuna gave you a look. “Guys like Jake don’t ‘just notice’ girls. It’s either because he’s bored, he’s interested, or he’s got some kind of motive.”
You sat up a little. “You think he has a motive? Like… what? What kind of motive?”
Yuna paused, chewing thoughtfully. “I don’t know. But Jake doesn’t make small talk unless he’s getting something out of it. Trust me. He’s hot, yeah, but there’s always something else going on in that beautiful, toxic little brain.”
You rolled your eyes, but a tiny part of you held onto her words. You didn’t want to believe that. You wanted to believe maybe he was just… curious. Maybe he thought you were cute. Maybe—by some miracle—he wasn’t playing a game.
But then again, Jake Sim was known for a lot of things.
Genuine interest wasn’t one of them.
Still, your heart refused to care.
He said your name.
He smiled.
He looked at you.
And for now, that was enough to keep you wide awake at 1:42 a.m., staring at your ceiling, whispering his name once just to hear how it sounded in the dark.
You told yourself it wasn’t for him.
You were just in the mood to look nice today—normal girl behavior. Nothing out of the ordinary. So what if you curled your hair instead of your usual half-tied bun? So what if you put on a little gloss and swapped your hoodie for a top that fit just a little better than usual? You weren’t going to see him anyway. Probably.
(But you left five minutes earlier than usual… just in case.)
You blamed Yuna for the way your nerves spiked as soon as you stepped onto campus. Her voice kept looping in your head like a warning bell.
“Guys like Jake don’t just notice girls out of nowhere.”
You’d rolled your eyes at the time, but it stuck. Still, when you caught your reflection in the hallway mirror outside class, a small smile tugged at your lips. You looked good. Confident. Not for Jake—but if he noticed? That wouldn’t be the worst thing.
He did.
You felt his gaze before you even stepped into the classroom. The weight of it. Heavy, warm, lazy like he wasn’t in a rush to look away. You didn’t dare meet his eyes—not right away—but your heart was already beating in your ears.
Kazuha whispered a teasing, “Oooh, someone came dressed to kill today,” as you sat down, and you tried to play it cool, brushing her off with a laugh. But you couldn’t ignore the glance Jake threw over his shoulder.
And the small nod. Again. Just like before. It was subtle. Barely there. But intentional. And that was enough to keep you smiling through half the lecture like an idiot.
Later that day, back at your dorm, you were practically humming as you kicked off your shoes. Yuna looked up from her laptop, narrowed her eyes, and said immediately, “Okay. Spill. What happened?”
You raised a brow, feigning innocence. “What do you mean?”
“You wore lip gloss,” she deadpanned. “You only do that for confidence or crushes. And knowing you? It’s both.” You flopped onto your bed with a dreamy sigh. “He looked at me again.” Yuna groaned. “Girl. You’re spiraling.”
“I’m fine,” you said, rolling onto your stomach.
“No, you’re in the delusional phase,” she said, sitting up. “Where you think he’s texting you with his eyes and secretly planning your wedding. I’m telling you, this is how he gets girls. He makes you feel seen.”
You stayed quiet, fiddling with the edge of your pillowcase.
“I’m not saying he’s evil,” Yuna went on. “I’m saying he’s not… safe. He’s not consistent. And I just don’t want you to be another story where he gets bored and leaves.”
You didn’t want to hear it. Not now. Not when your heart was still soaring.
“I get it,” you mumbled. “But it’s not that serious. It’s just a crush.”
Yuna stared at you for a long moment. “That’s exactly how it starts.”
But you didn’t answer. You just kept smiling to yourself. Because Jake Sim looked at you again. And in your head, that meant everything.
Jake saw you before you saw him.
You were sitting on the low stone wall outside the library, legs crossed at the ankles, earbuds in, flipping through your notes with a furrow between your brows like you actually cared about the quiz tomorrow. The afternoon sun hit your face just right, lighting up the gold in your lashes, and for a moment—just a second—he forgot this was supposed to be a thing.
A game. A bet. A joke between him and Jay.
He shook it off.
“Go say something,” Jay muttered from beside him, nudging Jake with his elbow.
Jake rolled his eyes. “Relax.”
“Relax? Bro, you were just talking about how easy this was gonna be,” Jay said. “You smiled at her, got her name. Step three is conversation.”
Jake didn’t answer right away. He just watched you.
You looked like the type who wrote in a journal at night. The type who doodled on worksheets, who had a playlist for every mood and a favorite pen that no one else was allowed to touch. You weren’t like the girls at parties who clung to him for the thrill of it, who liked the idea of Jake Sim more than Jake himself.
That made it interesting.
Or maybe risky. He hadn’t decided yet.
“I’m giving you three seconds,” Jay said. “Then I’m picking someone else for you.”
Jake scoffed and stepped off the path.
He took his time crossing the grass, casual but with purpose. You didn’t notice him at first, too caught up in whatever study playlist was pulsing through your ears. He tapped the back of the bench once with two fingers, and you startled slightly, pulling one earbud out as your eyes lifted to meet his.
There it was again—recognition. Surprise. That soft little tilt to your lips like you were trying not to smile too much.
“Hey,” he said, leaning slightly against the edge of the wall. “You always study out here?”
You blinked. “Only when it’s nice out.” He nodded, eyes flicking to your open notebook. “What’s the subject?”
“Stats,” you said, grimacing. “Trying to pretend I understand anything from today.” He laughed a little—easy, smooth, practiced. “Yeah, same. I zoned out after the first ten minutes.”
You smiled, and this time it reached your eyes. “You sit in the back. You always zone out. He raised a brow, impressed. “So you’ve been watching me?”
You opened your mouth to respond, then faltered, clearly realizing what you’d just admitted.
Jake grinned. Gotcha.
“I mean—not watching watching,” you rushed to say. “Just, you’re… kind of hard to miss.”
He let the moment hang between you, his smirk lingering before he glanced down at your notes again. “You want help?” he asked suddenly. You blinked. “With stats?”
“Sure. I mean, I don’t guarantee results,” he said, pushing off the wall and shoving his hands in his pockets. “But we could suffer through it together.”
Your eyes searched his face for something—for a sign he was messing with you. But he didn’t look away.
“Okay,” you said quietly. “Yeah. That’d be… cool.”
Jake nodded once, then stepped back. “Tomorrow. After class?”
You nodded.
He turned without another word, heading back toward Jay with that easy gait that made people move out of his way. Jay raised his brows at him like well?
Jake just said, “Locked in.” And didn’t explain further.
Didn’t mention how your voice had sounded a little shy when you said yes. Didn’t mention the part of him that liked that.
He told himself he wasn’t catching feelings. He was just playing the role. That’s all this was. Wasn’t it?
The next day, you didn’t know whether to dread or look forward to stats.
You’d barely slept. You kept rewriting yesterday in your head—Jake walking up to you, Jake talking to you, Jake offering to help you study like it was nothing. Like that wasn’t the most surreal part of your entire week.
You were half convinced it was a fluke. Maybe he changed his mind. Maybe it was some joke. Or maybe—maybe—you dreamed it and none of it actually happened.
But then he slid into the seat next to you like it was his usual spot.
Like it had always been his.
You looked up at him in surprise, your voice caught in your throat. “Oh. Hey.”
“Hey,” he said easily, tossing his phone on the desk and leaning back like he had all the time in the world. “You still down to study after this?”
You blinked. “Y-Yeah. Of course.”
He gave you a small, satisfied smile, then leaned in a little closer, voice low enough that only you could hear it. “What’s your Instagram?”
You froze.
You knew this moment was coming. Like, eventually. Hopefully. Maybe. But not this fast. Not like it was casual.
“Oh—um,” you fumbled with your phone, screen lighting up as your fingers clumsily opened the app. “It’s just—my username is kind of stupid, don’t laugh.”
Jake chuckled under his breath. “Now I have to see it.”
You turned your screen toward him, and he leaned in slightly, shoulder brushing yours for a second too long. His fingers grazed your phone as he typed it into his own, brows furrowed in concentration.
“There,” he said a moment later. “Followed.”
Your phone buzzed instantly, the notification lighting up like a siren:
simjyn started following you.
You tried to stay calm. Cool. Normal.
But Jake? Jake was already scrolling through your feed like he had nothing better to do. His eyes flicked up to yours briefly, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “You’re cute in this one.”
You almost choked.
He was pointing to a picture Minju had taken of you a couple weeks ago—your hand resting on your cheek, smiling softly at something off-camera. You’d only posted it after three days of deliberation.
“You—what?” you said, breathless.
Jake didn’t miss a beat. “I said you’re cute. You don’t agree?”
Your mouth opened, then closed again.
He laughed under his breath, clearly enjoying the way he’d short-circuited your brain. Then he leaned back in his chair like he hadn’t just sent your pulse into orbit.
“Stats,” he said casually, flipping open his notebook. “Then coffee. That’s our deal, right?”
You nodded slowly, your cheeks on fire.
He didn’t say anything else.
But your phone buzzed again under the desk.
simjyn: looking forward to it
You didn’t know whether to smile or scream. So you did both. Internally.
You didn’t even have to type it in.
The second Jake said, “What’s your Instagram?” you already knew where this was going. You played it off so well—bit your lip like you were thinking, fumbled with your phone a little like you needed to search for his account too.
But you didn’t. You’d known it for months.
@simjyn.
No numbers. No punctuation. Just clean, simple, cool. Like him.
You’d visited it more times than you’d ever admit out loud.
You knew the exact photo he’d posted on New Year’s Eve—black button-up, rings on his fingers, drink in hand, smirk sharper than his jawline. You remembered how his captions were always short, effortless. Sometimes just a song lyric, sometimes a single word. Always just enough to keep people guessing.
You’d watched his stories religiously. Even the ones that weren’t interesting—clips of skateparks, random memes, grainy concert videos. You once spent an entire night reading through the comments on one of his old posts, heart dropping every time a girl left a flirty emoji and he liked it.
And now? That username lit up your phone for real.
@simjyn followed you.
@simjyn ❤️ your story.
@simjyn sent you a DM.
You nearly forgot how to breathe.
What made it worse—or maybe better—was how normal he made it all feel. Like he hadn’t just stepped out of the fantasy you’d kept locked behind your phone screen. Like this wasn’t your real life crashing into the version of Jake you only knew from filtered posts and captions.
You tried to keep your cool, acting like this wasn’t a big deal. Like you hadn’t already scrolled back to his 2019 posts at least once. Like you didn’t already have his account bookmarked under a folder labeled “Just Vibes” (because “Jake Sim” felt too on the nose).
Still, when the class ended and you stepped outside, your fingers twitched with the urge to check your notifications again. And there it was.
@simjyn: looking forward to it.
Like it was just the beginning.
And maybe, terrifyingly, it was.
The days that followed felt like they were moving in slow motion, each one dragging longer than the last as you waited for something to happen.
The moment you’d been hoping for—the one where Jake would finally make it real, where the playful back-and-forth would shift from flirtation to something else—wasn’t happening.
Instead, he kept it casual. Too casual.
Too normal.
He kept up the conversations. Stats class? He would lean over, whispering about the notes, joking about the professor’s monotone voice. He would always walk with you afterward, or grab coffee with you. Nothing over the top. Nothing overtly romantic.
But your heart still raced every time he smiled at you. Every time he leaned a little too close. Every time his fingers brushed against yours as he handed you your coffee or his shoulder bumped yours when you were walking together. You could tell he was making it seem easy. Comfortable. Like you were just friends.
But you were barely holding it together.
Your phone buzzed late one night while you were finishing up homework. You glanced at it, heart skipping when you saw his name pop up in your notifications.
@simjyn: Got a minute?
You stared at the message for a solid minute. Your thumb hovered over the screen, hesitation creeping in. Should you play it cool? Or be honest and show just how interested you were?
You took a breath, tapped the screen, and typed back:
You: Of course, what’s up?
It took a few seconds for him to respond, and when he did, you couldn’t help but feel the subtle excitement surge in your chest.
@simjyn: You free tomorrow after class? Thought we could grab lunch or something.
You stared at the message for a long second, rereading it just to be sure it wasn’t some joke. But no—he’d actually asked. He’d really asked.
And you, being entirely unable to contain the flutter in your stomach, replied without hesitation:
You: Sounds good. What time?
It didn’t take long for him to send the reply, casual as ever:
@simjyn: 1 p.m. sharp. See you then.
You couldn’t help but smile, even as you tried to play it off to yourself. You were going to lunch.
With Jake Sim.
Just lunch.
Still, as you set your phone down, the knot in your stomach didn’t loosen. It twisted, deepened, and tightened with something you couldn’t ignore.
This was different.
You weren’t just some girl caught up in the attention of a guy.
This time, it felt real.
The morning of the lunch, you barely made it through your classes. Every few minutes, your mind would wander back to the text. You tried to focus, to pay attention to the lecture, but all you could think about was what you were going to wear. You settled on something comfortable—nothing too dressed up, but something that still made you feel good. You didn’t want to seem like you were trying too hard, but you also didn’t want to look like you didn’t care.
When the bell rang, you gathered your things and tried to move quickly, but not too quickly. There was no way you were going to be that eager.
You got to the café a little early, scanning the tables, heart racing as you waited. And then, just as you began to think he might be late, you saw him walk through the door. Jake Sim, effortlessly cool in a black leather jacket and dark jeans. His hair was slightly messy in that way that made you want to run your fingers through it.
He glanced around and spotted you almost immediately. The moment your eyes met, he gave you that signature, crooked grin. The one that made your stomach flip.
“Hey,” he greeted as he slid into the seat across from you. “Hope I didn’t keep you waiting too long.”
You shook your head, trying not to act too flustered. “No, not at all. I just got here.”
He gave a nonchalant nod, then leaned back in his chair, eyes scanning the menu on the wall. “So, how’s the studying been going?”
You shrugged, trying to sound casual. “Same as usual. Lots of work, not a lot of results.”
Jake chuckled, glancing over at you. “I can relate. Stats is definitely not my strong suit. I’ve had to rely on the internet a lot.”
You laughed, genuinely this time. “I can’t believe you’re just now admitting that you’re using Google.”
“Hey, it works,” he said, raising his hands in mock defense. “Why make life harder?”
The conversation flowed easily after that, lighthearted banter about classes, the terrible food at the campus café, and random bits of gossip you both knew. Nothing serious. But somehow, it felt… different. He was relaxed around you. More relaxed than he’d ever seemed before, and it made you wonder if this was just another casual thing to him, or if something else was starting to shift.
Then, after a while, Jake’s tone softened. He tilted his head, studying you for a moment as if weighing his words. “You’ve been acting a little different lately. More… put together, you know?”
You blinked, unsure of how to respond to that. “What do you mean?”
He shrugged slightly, his eyes still focused on you, but there was a slight smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. “You’ve always been pretty chill, but you’re, like, shining now. What’s up with that?”
Your heart skipped, a small nervous laugh escaping your lips. “I’m just… I don’t know. Maybe I’m just getting better at balancing everything.”
Jake leaned in just slightly, his gaze narrowing with interest. “I think it’s more than that. You’re definitely pulling it off.”
You stared at him for a second, not sure what to make of the compliment. He said it so casually, like it was just an observation. But it felt different, like he was actually noticing you—really noticing you.
You swallowed, suddenly feeling exposed. “Well, thanks. That’s… sweet.”
There was a moment of silence between you, the air thick with something you couldn’t quite place. Then, to your surprise, Jake broke the tension with a grin. “You know, I’ve got a theory.”
You raised an eyebrow, curious despite yourself. “A theory?”
“Yeah,” he said, leaning back in his chair, looking like he was about to say something way too casually. “I think you might just be trying to impress me.”
The words hit you like a bolt of electricity, and for a moment, you weren’t sure if you were supposed to laugh, blush, or run away. “What? No—no,” you said quickly, shaking your head. “I mean, maybe a little bit, but… I don’t think I need to impress you.”
Jake smirked, clearly enjoying the effect he was having on you. “Oh? I’m not that impressive, huh?”
You bit your lip, not sure how to play this. “No, you are. I just—” You cut yourself off, suddenly realizing how much you’d revealed in a single sentence. But Jake didn’t press. He just chuckled, clearly having fun with this.
“You’re cute when you get nervous,” he said, his voice low and teasing.
Your cheeks burned at the comment, but you quickly composed yourself. “Well, it’s not like I’ve got anything to impress you with. I’m just… me.”
Jake leaned forward slightly, eyes locking with yours in that way that made your heart race. “That’s all I need to see.”
His words hung in the air between you like an unspoken promise, and for a moment, you thought you might actually fall for the idea that this wasn’t just a game.
But then, just as quickly, he sat back, picked up his coffee, and took a casual sip like nothing had happened.
You blinked, trying to clear the confusion in your head. Was he playing with you? Or was this real?
Before you could ask, Jake grinned, his eyes flicking to your phone. “Hey, I’ll hit you up later. I’ve got to go catch up with Jay about something.”
“Okay,” you said, your voice a little quieter than you meant it to be. “I’ll see you later, then.” He stood up, tossing a few bills onto the table before flashing that same carefree smile. “Yeah. See you around.”
As he walked away, you watched him go, your heart hammering in your chest. You couldn’t figure out if he was just being Jake, or if something else was going on. But one thing was clear. He had your attention, and it felt like you were already in this deeper than you wanted to admit.
The next few days were a blur of moments that felt too good to be true. Every time you saw Jake, you couldn’t shake the feeling that something was changing. He was suddenly everywhere, his presence more noticeable, more… intentional.
It started small—an unexpected text, just a random meme or a “How’s your day going?” message. It wasn’t the kind of thing friends usually exchanged, not unless they were really close. But he made it feel effortless. Like it was normal. Like you were supposed to be texting each other.
When you sat together in class, Jake would lean a little closer, whispering jokes in your ear, his breath warm against your skin. He’d brush your arm with his when reaching for a pen or hand you a piece of paper as if your hands weren’t already close enough to touch. And every time his gaze met yours, there was this flicker in his eyes—a hint of something that made you feel like you were both in on some secret that no one else knew.
“You’re wearing that sweater again,” he’d say, a grin pulling at his lips. “I like it.”
You’d laugh nervously, trying to act casual, but inside, your heart would race. Every time he called you out like that—whether it was for something you wore, the way your hair fell across your face, or the way you bit your lip when you were nervous—it felt like a compliment. A tease. And you couldn’t tell if you were supposed to be flattered or embarrassed.
But then, you’d notice the little things—like how his gaze lingered on you just a moment longer than usual, how his smile reached his eyes, and how he seemed to make every conversation feel like an inside joke. You could feel it. The playful flirty energy was unmistakable.
One afternoon, you were walking across campus together when Jake leaned in and said, “You know, you look really cute when you’re thinking.”
Your mind went blank. “What?”
He laughed softly, his voice low and teasing. “When you get all quiet, just staring at nothing. You’re cute, I can’t help it.”
You swallowed hard, trying to keep your voice steady. “Stop it.”
But his grin only widened. He didn’t stop. Not this time. His arm brushed yours as you walked, the skin-to-skin contact sending an electric jolt through your entire body. He kept close, just close enough that you could feel the warmth radiating off him, just close enough that it started to mess with your head.
“Really,” he continued, “You should smile more. Makes everything better.”
You couldn’t think straight. He was being so Jake about it—teasing and flirty, but there was something in the way he said it, something deeper, like he was trying to get closer to you than just casual flirtation. You tried to brush it off, but there was no denying it—he was turning up the charm.
The worst part? You liked it. You liked it too much.
But as much as you were getting drawn into the flirty energy with Jake, your friends noticed. Especially Yuna.
“Hey, you’re pulling away,” Yuna said one day as you walked with her across campus. “You’ve been hanging out with Jake a lot lately. Like… more than usual.”
You tried to brush it off, but the protective tone in her voice was obvious. “What are you talking about? We’re just hanging out.”
She raised an eyebrow, giving you a skeptical look. “I don’t know, YN. I mean, I’ve seen the way he’s been acting with you lately. Don’t let him mess with your head. He’s—”
“Stop,” you snapped, more sharply than you meant to. “I’m not stupid. I know what I’m doing.”
Yuna stopped walking, eyes wide as she stared at you. “I’m just trying to look out for you,” she said quietly. “Jake’s not exactly the type to take things seriously. You don’t want to end up hurt.”
The words hit you like a punch in the gut. But instead of feeling gratitude for her concern, you felt something else—a weird, unexpected irritation.
“I said stop,” you repeated, this time quieter but no less firm. “I don’t need you to remind me every five seconds that Jake’s a bad idea. I’m fine.”
Yuna opened her mouth to argue, but you held up your hand, cutting her off. “Really, Yuna, just drop it. I can handle myself.”
You could see the hurt flash across her face, but you didn’t care in the moment. You didn’t want to hear it. You didn’t want to hear about how Jake was playing you, how he was just a game to him, how everyone saw it coming except you. Because you didn’t want to see it. Not now. Not when things were just starting to feel… good.
You walked away from her then, your mind in a whirl. But even as you pushed away your concern for her words, you couldn’t shake the feeling that something wasn’t right. Something was off, and it wasn’t just with Jake.
And as you thought about it more, as you thought about his flirty comments, the way he leaned in too close when you were talking, the way he looked at you like he knew something you didn’t, you wondered if maybe Yuna was right after all.
But then again… why would you care?
After all, he was giving you attention. He was talking to you. It felt good. And sometimes, that was all that mattered, right?
Later that week, you found yourself standing in front of Jake’s apartment door, the cold metal of the handle pressing against your palm. You didn’t know exactly how you’d gotten here, but somewhere along the way, you’d ended up accepting his invitation to hang out. It wasn’t even that late. You’d just had a weird day with your friends, and now, you were here.
Jake’s voice came through the door before he even opened it. “Hey, come on in!”
The door swung open, and he flashed you that familiar grin that you still weren’t used to, despite how many times you’d seen it. “You look like you’re carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders,” he said with a teasing raise of his eyebrows.
You didn’t even have it in you to give a smart remark back. Instead, you just walked in, kicking your shoes off as you stepped inside. The apartment was just as you remembered—lived in, a bit messy, but still comfortable. Jake had that careless confidence about him, the kind that made everything feel like it was in its rightful place, even when it wasn’t.
You plopped down on the couch, dropping your bag beside you, feeling suddenly exhausted. Your shoulders slumped, and Jake’s eyes followed the movement with a curious look before he sank onto the couch beside you, casually stretching his arms out along the backrest.
“What’s going on?” he asked, genuinely concerned, but his tone was light, trying to keep things casual, like everything was fine.
You took a deep breath, then sighed heavily, letting it all spill out in a way that surprised even you. “I don’t know what’s going on with me lately,” you said, your voice a little softer than you expected. “I mean, Yuna’s being… overprotective. She thinks you’re just playing with me. And I get it. She’s looking out for me. But it’s like, I can’t get her to understand that I’m fine. That I’m not… that stupid.”
You glanced at him for a moment, but he was just listening, his focus on you in a way that made your stomach flip. He didn’t interrupt, didn’t tell you you were overreacting. He just sat there, waiting for you to keep going.
“I feel like I’m stuck between two worlds. Like one side wants to just… enjoy it, you know? You’re fun, you’re everything I thought you were. But then, there’s this other side, where I can’t shake the feeling that maybe she’s right. Maybe you’re not looking for anything serious, and I’m just… falling for it. But I can’t stop myself,” you vented, your voice starting to tremble slightly.
Jake stayed quiet for a few seconds, his gaze shifting to the floor for a brief moment before looking back at you.
“You’re allowed to feel what you feel,” he said softly, the words coming out slower than usual. “Don’t let anyone make you doubt yourself. Yuna’s just trying to protect you, but you can handle it. If you’re not ready to hear what she has to say, then you don’t have to. That’s your decision.”
There was something in his tone that was different—something almost… comforting. It wasn’t the usual cocky Jake. This was the version of him that actually cared.
You let out a shaky laugh, unsure of whether it was from nerves or relief. “I don’t know if I can handle this… It’s all just so confusing. I don’t even know if I’m reading everything wrong, or if I’m just imagining things.”
His expression softened, and he leaned in just slightly, the casual distance between you both shrinking. “You don’t have to have all the answers right now, you know? You don’t have to be perfect. Not with me.”
And before you even realized it, you were leaning toward him. You didn’t even think about it, didn’t even second-guess it. Your body just reacted, your forehead resting against his shoulder, your exhaustion seeping out of you all at once.
Jake didn’t pull away, didn’t even flinch. He just stayed still, his body tense for only a second before relaxing, letting you lean on him, letting you take the weight off for just a little while. His arm slowly reached up, resting gently on your back, the warmth of his touch sending an unexpected shiver down your spine.
For a moment, the world outside disappeared. There was only the sound of your breathing and the steady, comforting presence of Jake beside you. And in that space, you didn’t feel confused or vulnerable. You just felt… safe.
But Jake? Jake felt something he wasn’t prepared for.
His chest tightened as your weight shifted against him, your head resting on his shoulder. Something in the pit of his stomach stirred in a way he wasn’t used to. The easy, flirtatious banter, the teasing touches, the smiles—it had always felt like a game, a light distraction. But now, with you leaning on him like this, he couldn’t help but wonder if he had crossed some invisible line.
Jake wasn’t the type to let his guard down easily, especially not with someone like you—someone who was already too easy to get attached to. He’d always prided himself on being able to keep things light, keep things easy. But now, as you sat there with your breath steady against his chest, he felt something shift in his chest. It was too strong, too real, too unfamiliar.
He knew he shouldn’t be feeling it. He knew he shouldn’t be letting himself get this close, this comfortable. But there was something about the way you were so trusting, so open, that made him rethink everything. Maybe he didn’t have to keep things light forever. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt to let things get a little deeper.
But Jake didn’t say anything. He didn’t pull away, and he didn’t push forward. He just stayed there, letting the moment stretch out, wondering what it would mean if he allowed himself to feel whatever this was.
And for the first time in a long time, Jake Sim wasn’t quite sure what was happening to him.
The next day, you were walking with Minju and Kazuha when the conversation inevitably turned to the topic you were avoiding. Your friends had been whispering behind your back, but now, they were cornering you about it, and you knew exactly what was coming.
“YN,” Minju started, her voice soft but firm. “We know you’re close with Jake now, but Yuna’s just trying to look out for you. She cares about you.”
You tried to ignore the feeling of guilt that twisted inside you, but it was impossible to shake off. You had felt bad about snapping at Yuna, but right now, you just weren’t ready to deal with it. Not when everything with Jake was still so… new, so uncertain.
“I know, okay?” you said, your voice slightly more defensive than you intended. You slowed your pace, unwilling to keep walking any longer. You could feel their concerned gazes on you. “But I don’t need to hear it right now. I don’t want to think about it.”
Kazuha frowned, tilting her head as she studied your face. “We just don’t want you to get hurt, YN,” she said, her voice gentle but tinged with worry. “We know you like him, but… Jake doesn’t exactly have the best reputation when it comes to relationships.”
You clenched your jaw. Not this again.
“I don’t need anyone else telling me what I already know.” Your words were sharp, but it was hard to keep your cool. “I’m fine. I’m not an idiot. I know the risks.” You paused, your voice quieter now. “I just… I’m not ready to have that conversation with anyone, especially Yuna. So, can we just drop it?”
Minju gave you a sympathetic look, her eyes softening. “We’re just looking out for you, YN. It’s not about not trusting you. It’s about the fact that we’ve seen this kind of thing happen before.”
You shook your head, running a hand through your hair. “I get it, but… I’m not asking for advice right now. I just want to figure things out on my own. I don’t want to hear how this is going to end before it’s even really started.”
Kazuha took a step closer, her tone easing as she tried to lighten the mood. “We’re not trying to ruin the fun, YN. We just don’t want you to get hurt. That’s all.”
“I know you care. But please… not now,” you said, holding up a hand to stop any further discussion. You didn’t want to fight, didn’t want to let your friends down, but you just couldn’t handle it at that moment. You needed time to figure out where you stood with Jake before you could process any of their warnings.
Minju and Kazuha exchanged a glance, and even though they both wanted to say more, they stayed quiet, sensing that you weren’t in the right headspace.
“Okay,” Minju said finally, her voice softening. “But we’re here for you when you’re ready to talk. Just don’t shut us out completely, alright?”
You nodded, feeling a strange mix of frustration and relief. “I won’t. I promise.”
The conversation ended there, but the lingering tension between you and your friends stayed in the air. You couldn’t shake the feeling that they were worried about you, and that made your chest tighten. But as much as you knew they were just trying to protect you, a part of you didn’t want to listen. You just wanted to figure things out on your own.
And for now, that meant staying focused on Jake and whatever this thing was between you two. Even if it meant pushing everything else aside, at least for a little while.
Jake wasn’t one to let his guard down easily, but over the past few days, something about you had begun to chip away at it. The easy flirtation, the playful teasing—it was all still there, but there was something more now. Something deeper. He couldn’t help but notice how the little things seemed to matter more when you were around. The way you laughed at his jokes, even the ones that barely made sense. The way you smiled at him when no one else was watching. It felt too easy, too natural, like he’d always known how to make you smile. But lately, it didn’t feel like a game. It felt… real.
And that, in itself, was dangerous.
Jake found himself thinking about you even when he didn’t want to. His friends, Jay and Sunghoon, had made jokes about him getting “soft” or “whipped,” but it was hard to shake the feeling that they were right. He did feel something for you. Something he didn’t quite know how to name.
It wasn’t that you were different than the others—no, you were different in a way that made him uncomfortable. You made him want things he hadn’t thought about in a long time. Stability. Connection. More than just a fleeting encounter.
And it was killing him.
He didn’t know why he let himself get closer to you. Maybe it was the way you always seemed to understand him, like no matter how far he pushed, you’d still stick around. Or maybe it was the way you made him laugh even when he didn’t feel like smiling.
He found himself texting you more, asking if you wanted to hang out, even if he had no real reason to. He’d steal glances at you when you weren’t paying attention, noticing the way your eyes would light up when you spoke, the way you’d tilt your head when you were thinking. He even started texting you just to hear you laugh, just to see your name pop up on his screen. It was stupid. It was complicated. And, most of all, it made his stomach twist in ways that were both unsettling and addicting.
That night, things were different. You’d come over to his apartment again, this time without any of your usual defenses. You were quieter than usual, your eyes slightly more distant. He could tell something had been weighing on your mind, and despite all his usual nonchalance, he couldn’t help but want to comfort you.
You were sitting next to him on the couch, a slight distance between the two of you, but it felt like there was something pulling him toward you. He wasn’t sure what it was—maybe it was the way you looked tonight, or how vulnerable you seemed, or maybe it was just the growing ache in his chest that wouldn’t go away.
“So, what’s going on?” he asked, his voice quieter than usual, no teasing, no playfulness. Just concern.
You met his gaze, your lips forming a small smile, though it didn’t reach your eyes. “Nothing. Just… stuff with my friends. You know, the usual drama.”
Jake felt his heart sink at the emptiness in your voice, like something was off. But he didn’t press. Not yet. Instead, he leaned closer to you, watching as you pulled your knees up to your chest, clearly lost in your thoughts. Without thinking, his hand found its way to your shoulder, lightly resting there.
“You can talk to me, you know,” he said, his voice quieter, gentler than before.
You hesitated for a moment, then shrugged. “I don’t know if you want to hear it. It’s just… complicated.”
“Hey,” he said softly, his thumb rubbing along your shoulder. “Whatever it is, you can tell me. I’m listening.”
You met his gaze then, and for a moment, something passed between you. It was brief, almost imperceptible, but Jake felt it like a jolt of electricity between you. The weight of the silence was thick now, and the space between you felt too small.
Without thinking, Jake moved closer, his hand shifting from your shoulder to the side of your face, cupping it gently. Your breath hitched, but you didn’t pull away. You just stared at him, eyes wide, like you were waiting for him to make the next move.
Jake’s pulse quickened, his heart pounding in his chest. He had been here before—flirtation, attraction, all of it. But this time, something was different. This time, it wasn’t just about the thrill or the chase. It was about you.
You leaned toward him, your lips brushing against his, tentative at first, like neither of you quite knew what was happening. But then, something clicked. The kiss deepened, slow and steady, and Jake’s entire world seemed to narrow down to that single moment.
It was everything. And it was nothing like he expected.
When you finally pulled away, breathless and slightly dazed, you stayed close, your foreheads resting together as if you both were grounding each other.
Jake’s mind was racing, but his body felt weightless, like he was floating. He didn’t know what had just happened. Didn’t know if it was just a moment or if it meant something more. But for the first time in a long while, Jake Sim didn’t want to walk away from something. He didn’t want to pull back.
And he didn’t know how to explain it, but it scared him. More than he cared to admit.
The night of the party, you were already feeling a little on edge. Jake had invited you, and for the first time, it felt different than all the other times. There was a part of you that had been hesitating, unsure of how things were really between the two of you. His texts had been more frequent, his touches lingered a little longer, but you couldn’t shake that nagging feeling in the back of your mind.
You were getting ready when your phone buzzed—Jake had just texted to remind you about the party. He seemed excited about it, but something felt off in the way you were receiving it, like you were standing on the edge of a cliff and had no idea what would happen if you jumped.
As you walked into the party later that night, the music thumping in the background, you tried to shake off your nerves. People were scattered around, some dancing, others talking in smaller groups. You spotted Jake almost immediately—his usual confident grin, that cocky air about him, but tonight there was something different. He waved when he saw you, and his eyes lit up as you approached.
But before you could make your way over to him, you overheard Jay and Sunghoon talking in the corner, standing just out of earshot from where you were. You froze, hearing your name mentioned, and despite yourself, you couldn’t resist the urge to listen.
“Yo, Jake is really into this girl, huh?” Jay’s voice was low, but you caught every word.
“Yeah, no kidding,” Sunghoon replied, a laugh in his voice. “I mean, he’s been all over her. This bet’s got him acting like a different person.”
You felt your heart drop, but you didn’t move, too stunned to turn away. You tried to act casual, but everything inside you tensed. You could feel the blood rushing to your face, your stomach sinking.
“Are you sure he’s not faking it?” Jay asked, his voice skeptical. “I mean, it’s Jake we’re talking about. He doesn’t do ‘serious’—he’s just playing it for the win. He’ll probably drop her after.”
Sunghoon didn’t sound so sure, though. “I don’t know, man. I’ve seen the way he looks at her. It’s not like the other girls he’s been with. He actually seems invested.”
You wanted to walk away then. You wanted to ignore it, pretend you didn’t hear, but their words were like a knife twisting in your gut. The truth was, you weren’t stupid. You knew something was off. You had seen Jake be playful, you had felt the connection, but hearing his friends talk about it like it was a game… it made everything you had been feeling seem so much more meaningless.
“But it’s still a bet, right?” Jay said, the doubt lingering in his voice. “That’s what I don’t get. Is he really getting attached, or is he just playing the part? I’ve never seen him act like this with a girl. Not once.”
There was a long pause before Sunghoon replied, his voice lower now, more serious. “I don’t know. It’s Jake. Who can say for sure? But… I think he might actually care. Just a little bit.”
You didn’t stay to hear more. You didn’t need to. The damage had been done.
You took a breath, steadying yourself. You hadn’t expected this, not like this. But the pieces were starting to fall into place. Jake had been different with you—maybe more than he’d been with anyone else. The thought that this could be a game, a bet, was suddenly so clear. You couldn’t just ignore it anymore.
Your heart was pounding, but you forced your feet to move, walking over to where Jake was standing. You pasted on a smile, trying to keep your voice steady, but it felt harder than ever before.
“Hey,” you greeted him, your voice betraying none of the turmoil inside. He smiled, his usual confident grin appearing on his face. But you couldn’t shake the feeling that you were standing on the edge of something, teetering between what you thought was real and what you had just overheard.
“Hey, you made it!” Jake’s voice was light, happy, as if nothing was wrong. But something in his eyes made you pause.
Maybe it was time to figure out just how deep this bet really ran. And whether you were just part of it—or something more.
You stood there with a smile stretched across your face, but your heart was pounding so hard you swore Jake could hear it. His grin was easy, his eyes soft when they landed on you, like he had no idea you’d just overheard everything. Like you hadn’t just heard your name tossed around like a prize in a bet.
So, you smiled back.
You smiled even though your hands were trembling at your sides. You leaned in closer when he talked, nodded when he joked, even laughed—though it was a little too sharp, a little too forced. Because you weren’t about to fall apart in front of him. Not when everything finally made sense.
If this was a game to him, then fine. You’d play.
You could act too. You could flirt back, make him think he had you wrapped around his finger. You could give him exactly what he wanted—attention, affection, maybe even more—just to turn it around on him later. Just to prove you weren’t some stupid girl who didn’t know what she was getting into.
“I missed you,” Jake said, brushing your hair off your shoulder as he leaned closer to be heard over the music.
Your breath hitched slightly, just for a second. He didn’t seem to notice, or if he did, he didn’t say anything. You looked up at him, eyes wide and soft—just how he liked them. “Yeah?” you replied, your voice light, teasing, even though it shook at the end. “You’re not just saying that because I finally came out tonight?”
He laughed, completely taken with you. “No. I mean it.”
You didn’t know whether to believe him or not. Maybe part of you still wanted to. That was the most pathetic part. But you just nodded, playing along like everything was normal. Like your heart wasn’t breaking and piecing itself back together all in the same breath.
Jake kept talking, leaning in like he couldn’t get enough of you, and all you could think about was the sound of Jay’s voice—He’s really into this bet. And then Sunghoon’s, Or maybe it’s real.
You hated how badly you wanted that second part to be true.
But you pushed the thoughts down, deeper than they’d ever gone, and played your part. You looked up at Jake like he was the only person in the room, like your voice hadn’t just betrayed you a few moments ago. Like you didn’t feel like the punchline of some cruel joke.
Because if he thought you were falling for him—then you were already winning.
You’d play along. Smile. Flirt. Fall—just enough to make him think he won.
But neither of you realized that somewhere along the way, Jake had already stopped pretending.
The party had started to blur around the edges—music thumping, people laughing, the usual chaos of a Friday night. But all Jake could focus on was you.
You were standing by the kitchen counter, half-listening to some conversation you clearly didn’t care about, your arms crossed and your head tilted like you were already somewhere else. Like maybe, you didn’t belong in this room full of noise and people pretending.
Jake found himself watching you a little too long. Again.
He ran a hand through his hair, trying to snap out of it, but the weight in his chest wouldn’t go away. The bet. The damn bet. It had been fun at first—a dumb challenge between him and Jay to see who could last longer in a relationship. A joke. Something to pass the time. But now, with you standing there looking like everything he didn’t know he needed, it didn’t feel like a joke anymore.
He pushed off the wall and walked toward you, slipping past the crowd.
“Hey,” he said, brushing his knuckles gently against your arm. You turned, a bit surprised, blinking up at him.
“Hey,” you replied, your voice still a little unsteady. You were trying to keep the act up—Jake could tell—but he didn’t know what it meant. Didn’t know that you had already heard the truth.
“You wanna get outta here?” he asked, eyes locked on yours.
You hesitated for a heartbeat, then nodded. “Yeah. Sure.”
Jake smiled, but something in his chest twisted.
“Cool. Just—go ahead to my car, I’ll be right there,” he said, jerking his thumb toward the front door.
You gave him a small nod and slipped away without another word, your steps a little faster than usual.
Jake exhaled, then turned around and made his way through the crowd until he found Jay and Sunghoon standing by the back patio, drinks in hand, mid-laugh.
“Yo,” he called out, stepping up to them.
Jay glanced at him, raising an eyebrow. “Leaving already?”
Jake rubbed the back of his neck. “Yeah. With YN.”
Jay smirked. “You’re really committed to this whole long-game thing, huh?”
But Jake didn’t laugh. His jaw clenched as he looked between the two of them.
“I’m ending it,” he said plainly.
Jay blinked. “What?”
“The bet,” Jake said again, firmer this time. “I’m done.”
Sunghoon straightened, exchanging a quick glance with Jay. “Seriously?”
Jake shrugged, but his voice was tight. “Yeah. It’s not fun anymore. I’m not… playing.”
Jay frowned, the smirk fading. “You caught feelings.”
Jake didn’t say anything.
Jay let out a low whistle. “Damn.”
Sunghoon just nodded slowly, like he’d been expecting this. “Good. About time.”
Jake didn’t wait for more. He turned and headed for the door, his heart beating fast for reasons he couldn’t explain—not even to himself. He just knew one thing:
He didn’t want to hurt you. Not anymore.
When Jake stepped out into the cool night air, his heart was beating fast—but not with excitement, not with adrenaline. It was something else. Something heavier. Something he wasn’t used to.
He spotted you leaning against his car, arms crossed, your gaze fixed on the night sky like you were looking for answers. You looked calm, but you weren’t. You were still hearing Jay’s voice in your head—He’s really into this bet—like it was playing on loop.
Jake walked up slowly, unlocking the car with a soft beep.
“Hey,” he said, his voice low, almost cautious.
You didn’t look at him right away. “Took you long enough.”
He let out a quiet laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “Jay wouldn’t shut up.”
You gave him a tight smile and slipped into the passenger seat, still playing your part.
The drive was quiet. The city lights passed in a blur outside the windows, but inside the car, the silence stretched. You were trying to act normal, casual, maybe even a little detached. But Jake felt it. The difference.
And maybe that’s what made him speak.
“Are you okay?” he asked, not looking away from the road.
You shrugged. “Yeah. Just… tired.”
He didn’t believe you. But he didn’t push.
A few more minutes passed before your voice broke the silence again. “Why’d you invite me tonight?”
Jake glanced at you. “Because I wanted to be with you.”
You turned to him, searching his face for any flicker of dishonesty. “Really?”
He nodded. “Yeah. I just… like being around you.”
You held his gaze for a second longer than you should have, but your heart ached. Because you didn’t know what was real anymore.
When the car pulled up in front of your place, you unbuckled your seatbelt, hand hovering near the door handle. But you didn’t open it.
“Thanks for the ride,” you said quietly.
Jake didn’t say anything at first. Then, “YN, wait.”
You looked over, and before you could ask what, he leaned in.
His hand gently found your cheek, his thumb brushing lightly against your skin. His touch was warm, careful. And then—he kissed you.
It wasn’t rushed. It wasn’t cocky or playful like you might’ve expected. It was slow. Almost unsure. Like he was feeling everything for the first time.
And for just that moment, the noise in your head stopped.
When he finally pulled away, he didn’t say anything. Neither did you.
You just stared at each other—confused, shaken, caught somewhere between a lie and a feeling that had started to feel too real.
You opened the door quietly, stepping out. Before you closed it, you leaned in just a little, voice softer than it had been all night.
“Goodnight, Jake.”
He watched you go, the echo of the kiss still warm on his lips.
And for the first time, Jake Sim wasn’t sure who was playing who anymore.
You lay in bed that night, staring at the ceiling, heart pounding with a mix of emotions you couldn’t even begin to untangle.
Jake had kissed you.
And worse?
You had kissed him back.
You touched your lips absentmindedly, remembering the way he held you like you were fragile. Like you meant something. Like you were real.
But you weren’t falling for it. Not again.
No, you told yourself, turning over in bed and squeezing your eyes shut. You are not doing this.
He played you. He made you feel seen, chosen, like maybe—just maybe—you were special. All the soft smiles, the subtle touches, the “accidental” run-ins, the way he said your name like it was his favorite word. All of it had been leading to this. The kiss. The final act in his perfect little performance.
You gritted your teeth and swallowed the lump rising in your throat.
Never again.
You weren’t going to be that girl—the one who got strung along, who ignored every red flag, who made excuses just because he looked at her like the sun rose in her eyes. No. That girl was gone. You buried her the moment you heard Jay’s voice echo in your head: Jake is really into this bet.
This was all a game to him.
So now? You were going to play too.
You’d play the part of the clueless, lovesick girl. You’d give him exactly what he wanted—until you flipped the whole damn game back on him.
And when the time came, when he was fully convinced he had you wrapped around his finger, when he couldn’t tell the difference between real and fake anymore—you’d confront him. You’d look him dead in the eyes and tear the mask right off his face.
And maybe, just maybe, you’d watch his heart shatter the way yours almost did.
But the worst part—the most frustrating, infuriating, confusing part—was how damn convincing he was. The way his eyes softened when they met yours. The way he smiled like he meant it. The way he touched you like he cared.
He seemed so in love with you, it made your chest ache. Like maybe, just maybe, it wasn’t all a lie.
And you hated that part more than anything.
Because for one small, dangerous second… you wanted it to be real.
It was one of those rare moments when everything felt almost normal again. You’d been home alone for a few hours, scrolling through your phone, when the text from Jake popped up.
@simjyn: Hey, I was thinking of coming over. You free?”
You stared at the message for a moment, a knot of nerves tightening in your stomach. You had been trying to keep things light with him—after everything that had happened, after hearing about the bet, you couldn’t let your guard down. But part of you still wanted to see him. Maybe part of you was still pretending things could be okay.
“Sure,” you replied, biting your lip. “I’m alone, so come on over.”
Not long after, the sound of the doorbell echoed through your apartment, and there he was, standing outside with that familiar smile. He wasn’t dressed any differently from the usual, but there was something in his eyes today. Something that made your heart skip in a way you hated.
Jake stepped inside, pulling you into a quick hug before you could even react. His hands lingered at your waist, warm and firm as he squeezed you close.
“You look good,” he said, his voice low and warm.
“Thanks,” you muttered, stepping back to break the hold, though you could already feel your heartbeat accelerating.
You led him into the living room, where he flopped down on the couch with a sigh of relief, like he’d been waiting for this moment all day.
“So, what’s up?” you asked, trying to sound casual, though your heart was beating a little faster than you’d like to admit.
He grinned up at you. “Just wanted to see you,” he said, as if it was the simplest thing in the world.
You nodded, though the words felt too heavy in your chest to speak. He wasn’t here just for a visit—he’d been clingier lately, texting you more than usual, wanting to be around you all the time.
It should have felt nice, but it felt suffocating. Every time he smiled at you, kissed your cheek, leaned in close like he couldn’t get enough—it made your stomach churn.
“You’ve been… kind of different lately,” you said, trying to sound nonchalant, but the words had more bite than you intended.
Jake furrowed his brow, his expression shifting to something more concerned. “What do you mean?”
You swallowed, frustrated by how easily he could shift his tone. “You’re being… clingy. All the time.”
He tilted his head, eyes widening in confusion. “Clingy? I just like being around you. Is that a bad thing?”
You took a deep breath, leaning against the counter to steady yourself. You could feel the tension rising in your chest, the frustration bubbling over.
“Jake,” you began, voice trembling just slightly. “I don’t know what game you’re playing, but I’m not some… some toy for you to mess with. I’m not a prize, and I’m definitely not some girl to play along with your little bet anymore. If you’re really into me—then fine, but if this is just some fucking joke, then get the hell out.”
His face faltered for a second, just a flash of confusion before his gaze softened, his hands reaching for you. “I—what? No, YN, I’m not playing any game—”
You took a step back, hands trembling at your sides, the anger, the hurt, and the disappointment threatening to spill out.
“I know about the bet, Jake,” you snapped, cutting him off. “I know exactly why you started all this. And I’m done pretending I don’t. I’m not going to be the one who falls for this, okay? Not when you don’t even know what you want.”
The silence that followed was suffocating, the words hanging heavy in the air between you. Jake didn’t move, his eyes wide, and for the first time, you saw something flicker in them—something that looked like regret.
But it was too late.
You turned your back on him, pacing toward the window, your heart pounding in your ears. “Just go,” you said, voice cold. “I don’t want you here. Not like this.”
“YN, wait—” he started, his voice softer, like he was trying to make you understand. “I’m not lying. I’m not playing games anymore. I—”
“Just go, Jake,” you snapped, spinning around to face him. “I don’t want to hear it.”
You could see the hesitation in his eyes, the uncertainty that had never been there before. But you couldn’t bring yourself to soften. Not when he had already crossed the line.
With one last look, Jake slowly stood up, like he wasn’t sure what to do with himself. Then, without a word, he walked toward the door, the weight of the moment sinking in with every step.
And just like that, he was gone.
You sank down onto the couch, your mind racing. You told yourself you wouldn’t trust him again, you reminded yourself. You wouldn’t fall for it.
But deep down, there was a part of you that still wished this wasn’t the end.
Still hoped, somehow, that Jake would come back. But you didn’t trust that part.
The next day at school was chaos.
You barely made it ten steps into the building before you heard your name—sharp, urgent.
“YN!”
You stopped, heart clenching as you turned to see Jake storming down the hall toward you. His eyes locked onto yours with a mixture of desperation and something dangerously close to hurt. You froze in place as he reached you, his voice already rising.
“You knew.” His words sliced through the tension in the air. “You knew this whole time and you were punishing me, weren’t you?”
Your breath caught.
Students slowed around you. Some stopped walking altogether. You could feel the shift—phones slipping out of pockets, eyes glinting with curiosity. You tried to step around him, but Jake moved with you.
“You acted like nothing was wrong,” he went on, voice getting louder. “You smiled, you kissed me, you looked at me like—like I meant something to you.”
You snapped. “Yeah? Well, welcome to my world.”
His expression twisted like you’d hit him.
“You were playing me from the start,” you hissed, trying to keep your voice steady, but it wavered with the weight of everything. “I heard Jay. I heard everything. And I kept going, Jake. I kept smiling, kept letting you in, because I wanted to see how far you’d go.”
He blinked like he couldn’t process it, like he hadn’t thought you’d actually know.
“You—” He shook his head. “You kissed me back.”
“You made me believe it was real.”
“I didn’t fake any of it!” he fired back, stepping closer. “You think this is just about a bet now? You think I haven’t lost sleep over this—over you?”
The hallway was dead silent except for your voices. Students were openly filming now, whispering like wildfire spreading through the air.
“Jake Sim and YN?”
“She’s actually yelling at him.”
“I heard it was a bet. Is that true?”
You glanced at them, your fists clenching at your sides, your chest rising and falling fast.
“Jake Sim chasing someone like her?” someone murmured nearby. It stung. It always did.
You turned back to Jake. “You had your fun, right? You got what you wanted. Just leave it alone.”
But Jake didn’t move. His jaw was clenched, his eyes locked on you like he couldn’t look away even if he tried.
“I didn’t fall for you because of a bet,” he said quietly, voice raw. “But I might’ve lost you because of it.”
That did something to your chest. You hated it.
You hated him for saying the one thing you weren’t ready to hear.
Without another word, you turned and walked away—past the stares, past the whispers, past Jake.
And for once, you didn’t look back.
The next day, you didn’t expect to run into Jay—especially not when you were still raw, still reeling, still angry. But there he was, leaning against the lockers near your homeroom, like he’d been waiting.
The second he saw you, he pushed off the wall and walked straight up, his expression unreadable.
“Why did you chew him out like that?” he asked, no greeting, no hesitation. His voice wasn’t angry, just confused—tired, maybe. “In front of everyone?”
You froze, blinking up at him. “You’re seriously asking me that?”
Jay crossed his arms. “Yeah. Because the guy’s been a mess since yesterday. You acted like he’d—what, humiliated you? Like he was still playing you or something.”
You laughed, sharp and bitter. “The audacity to ask that when this whole thing started as some game between you and him.”
Jay’s eyes narrowed, confusion flashing across his face. “Game?”
“Don’t play dumb, Jay,” you snapped. “I heard you and Sunghoon at the party. You literally said he was invested in the bet. What else was I supposed to think? That everything he said and did was real?”
Jay went quiet for a second, then shook his head, almost like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing.
“Wait—wait,” he said slowly. “You thought the bet was still on?”
You didn’t answer. You didn’t have to.
Jay exhaled, rubbing the back of his neck like the weight of it all had just hit him. “YN… Jake called it off. He called it off way before he asked you out. He told us it didn’t feel right anymore. That you weren’t just some challenge or a joke—he wanted something real.”
Your chest tightened painfully.
“No, he didn’t,” you muttered, barely audible.
“He did,” Jay said. “I swear on everything. He told us it stopped being about the bet a long time ago. That he wanted to be with you for real, no games. And honestly… we could all tell. He wasn’t faking anything.”
You looked away, suddenly cold all over. Your brain scrambled to make sense of it, replaying every interaction, every touch, every word. Had it all been real? Had he actually cared?
The guilt hit like a truck.
You chewed him out in front of everyone. You looked him in the eye and threw his feelings back at him because you thought he was still playing. Because you were scared.
Jay’s voice was quieter now. “He was falling for you, YN. He still is. But after yesterday… I don’t know if he’ll try again.”
You didn’t answer. You couldn’t.
You just stood there, heart cracked open, with nothing to say and everything to feel.
You didn’t go to class that morning.
Instead, you found yourself sitting alone behind the school gym, knees pulled to your chest, trying to breathe through the ache in your chest. Everything felt like it was collapsing in slow motion. You were the one who was supposed to have control now. You were the one playing him—so why did it feel like you were the one who lost?
He ended the bet.
He wanted something real.
And you… you’d shoved it all back in his face, right in front of everyone. You humiliated him for something he had already walked away from—because of you.
The worst part? He hadn’t even defended himself.
He just stood there, took it, because maybe he thought he deserved it. Or maybe… because he didn’t want to hurt you anymore.
You remembered the look in his eyes—the way they didn’t hold that smug glint anymore, the way they softened when he looked at you like you were something fragile, something he was afraid to break.
And you had shattered it first.
You rested your forehead on your knees, eyes burning. You’d promised yourself you wouldn’t fall for him. Promised you’d get even. And maybe you had.
But it didn’t feel like winning.
It felt like you’d pushed away the one person who had tried—really tried—to love you, in the only way he knew how.
Maybe he messed up. Maybe you both did.
But somewhere between the lies, the games, and the dares, something real had bloomed. And now?
Now it was buried under everything unsaid.
But feelings don’t just disappear. Not like that.
So maybe… maybe this wasn’t the end.
Maybe it was the part right before you decided what kind of story this was really going to be.
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sshnzsr · 1 month ago
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cybersex
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wc: 1.1k | masturbation, dirty talk
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Dating an idol was tough. You knew that before you even met Jake. Privacy? Forget about it. Time together? Only on holidays if you were lucky. Sex? Barely ever happened.
Jake had left for tour a couple days ago, and you were already missing him like crazy. Usually, he’d make sure your last night together was hot and heavy before he took off, something to hold you over. But this time, he was wiped out from rehearsals and all the prep. His eyes were droopy, and he could barely keep them open as he mumbled sorry into your neck. You didn’t push him—you were cool with it. Sex wasn’t a big deal for you anyway. Before Jake, a couple times a month was plenty. But then he came along and flipped everything upside down. Jake was wild about it—dirty, bold, and totally clueless about holding back. Around you, he couldn’t keep it in his pants. If it wasn’t his dick, it was his fingers, his tongue, or even grinding against you with his abs. At first, it was just fun, nothing crazy. But when he wasn’t on tour, no promos or brand stuff, just chilling at home with you, it got intense. It turned into an everyday thing. Morning sex, quickies in the kitchen, late nights that left you both sweaty and out of breath—it was nonstop.
So when he left for this tour after months of being glued to you, it hit hard. You felt it, but Jake? He was a wreck about it. You still had the toys he’d gotten you, though. He’d gone all out one day, smirking as he handed you a dildo that looked exactly like him—thick, veiny, and long. It wasn’t the real deal, no warmth or heartbeat, but it did the trick when you needed it.
Tonight, you couldn’t get him out of your head. You’d been glued to your laptop, watching his latest concert fancams. His hair was messy with sweat, his eyes sharp, and the way he moved on stage had your stomach flipping. You were sprawled out on your bed, hand already down your shorts, touching yourself while thinking about him. You could still feel how he’d grab you, how his breath would heat up your skin. You grabbed the dildo from under your bed, desperate for something closer to him. You tried hard, sliding it in and out, your legs shaking as you got wetter, soaking the sheets under you. But no matter what, you couldn’t finish. It was driving you nuts—your body was begging for it, but nothing worked.
You gave up and snatched your phone, his goofy grin lighting up the screen. You hesitated, then texted, “Jake, you free right now?”
He answered fast. “Yeah, you need something, baby?”
Your face got hot as you typed, “I can’t cum. I know it’s dumb, but I’ve tried everything, and it’s not enough.”
He didn’t text back. Instead, your phone buzzed with a FaceTime call. You answered, still worked up, your middle and ring fingers buried inside yourself. “Jake,” you whined, almost embarrassed he caught you like this.
“Show me what you’re doing,” he said, keeping his voice quiet. You could tell he was hiding it from the guys in the other rooms. “I’ll help you out.”
Your heart raced as you moved the phone down, showing him between your legs. Your fingers were still in, wet and messy, and you felt shy but too needy to stop.
He sucked in a breath. “No wonder you can’t cum. You’re doing it all wrong, baby.” He sounded annoyed but playful, then started telling you what to do. “Slow it down—yeah, like that. Now curl your fingers a bit, you know where I always hit you.” You listened, catching your breath as it started feeling better. “Rub your clit with your thumb, soft little circles, how I do it. Don’t go fast.”
You closed your eyes, following along, his voice pulling you closer to the edge. Then he said, “Wait a sec,” and the screen moved. When it settled, there he was—pants shoved down, his dick out, hard and ready. He started stroking himself, eyes glued to you. “Jake,” you gasped, almost losing it just watching him.
“Keep going,” he said, rougher now. “Match me. Pretend it’s me inside you.” He sped up, and you did too with the dildo, the sounds mixing with your shaky breaths. His face scrunched up, and he groaned loud as he finished, cum spilling over his hand and hitting the screen in a sloppy mess. That pushed you over—you came hard, yelling his name, your whole body shaking as it hit you like a wave. Tears stung your eyes from how strong it was.
He wasn’t done. “You look so hot when you lose it like that,” he whispered, leaning in closer to the camera, his voice dropping low and dirty. “Go again, baby. Touch yourself real slow for me. I wanna see that pretty little pussy dripping all over your fingers. You’re such a good girl, huh? Spreading yourself wide just for me, letting me watch you shake and cry. Bet you’d love it if I was there, pinning you down, fucking you so hard you can’t even think straight. I’d stretch you out, make that tight hole mine all over again—fill you up till you’re leaking with me. You’d scream my name, wouldn’t you? Beg me to keep going, to pound you into the bed till you’re a sweaty, whimpering mess. And I wouldn’t stop—oh no, baby, I’d flip you over, smack that sweet ass red, then slide back in so deep you’d feel me for days. You’d be so full of me, so wet and slutty, just how I like you. Come on, rub that clit harder—imagine my tongue licking you clean, sucking every drop till you’re squirming, begging me to stop ‘cause it’s too much. But I wouldn’t, I’d keep eating you out till you’re crying, thighs shaking around my head, and I’d drink up every bit of you like the nasty fucker I am. Show me, baby—let me see you fall apart again, all filthy and perfect for me.”
His words hit you like a punch, lighting you up all over again. You couldn’t stop, fingers shaking as you followed his filthy orders, pushing yourself past the edge. You were sobbing now, overwhelmed, the sheets a soaked mess under you as your body trembled under his stare, his voice egging you on until you were wrecked, panting and spent.
“Miss you,” you said, all worn out, when it finally calmed down.
“Miss you more,” he said back, smiling soft and tired. “Few more weeks, baby. Then I’m all yours.”
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squoxle · 11 months ago
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I came across this video on my instagram https://www.instagram.com/reel/C5iTO2JrU5u/?igsh=MTVoOWVnenI1N212Mw== and was wondering if you could do the same situation with Jake from Enhypen <3
Aww, this is saurrr cute. Of course, I can write this up for ya ;)
You’re My Baby Too ~ S.JY
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pairing: husband!dad!jake x wife!mom!reader | wc: 300 | plot: your husband loves teasing you about not giving away all of his kisses. | cw: pure fluff (link to the video)
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Getting married young definitely had its perks.
For one, you could have unapologetic, unprotected, guiltless sex and if you got pregnant your family was more likely to praise you for it rather than shame you.
Everyone could agree that having a baby was both desired and admired for a married couple.
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As of now, you and Jake have been married for 3 years. Almost 2 years ago, you had your first baby together, a boy, and you both decided on the name Owen.
Since his birth, the two of you have done almost everything together. Every now and then Jake liked to tease you about it.
"Hey, I thought I was your baby," he pouted as Owen laid across your chest.
"You're my baby too," you smiled as he gave you those big puppy eyes. To be honest, you loved both of your boys, and he knew your heart melted every time he made that face.
"Really?" he pouted as he sat on the other side of you.
"Yes," you smiled as he nuzzled his face into your neck.
"Ngh!" Owen grunted as Jake kissed your cheek. "No," he spat before climbing up to place a kiss on your cheek. He stuck his tongue out as Jake's eyes widened.
"Oh yeah?" Jake smirked as he pulled your chin to kiss you on the lips. The baby punched the couch as Jake poked his tongue out, mocking him.
Owen grabbed your head and kissed you several times before giving Jake a dirty look.
"Boys," you laughed. "Cut it out already. I love you both," you giggled before kissing Owen and Jake on the cheek.
"Ah ah ah. You better not start giving away all my kisses," Jake stood to his feet. "No way little guy. This is my girl," Jake laughed as he walked over to pick up Owenand scoot him to the side. "Isn't that right?" he grinned as he delicately kissed your lips.
"Ahh!" Owen growled as he smacked Jake's leg and pouted.
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leeknot · 4 months ago
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Synopsis : Thrown into the twisted world of the Squid Game, you must fight to survive not just for yourself but for the life growing inside you. Vulnerable yet determined, you quickly become a target in the deadly competition—until Jake , a stoic yet dangerously obsessive player, takes an unsettling interest in you.
What begins as a protective alliance quickly turns into something darker, as Jake’s possessiveness knows no bounds. He eliminates anyone he perceives as a threat to you or your unborn child, his twisted devotion making him both your savior and captor.
As the games progress, you find yourself torn between fear and a strange sense of safety in his obsessive embrace. But in a world where survival demands sacrifice, can you escape his suffocating love, or will you find yourself bound to the man willing to destroy the world to keep you by his side?
Pairing : yandere!Jake × pregnant!reader
Genre : dark romance, thriller, drama
Warnings : yandere behavior, violence, possessiveness, psychological manipulation, pregnancy
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strrykais · 4 months ago
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(𐙚) 1-800-hot-n-fun [ sim jake ]
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how a simple flyer can change the trajectory of sim jake's life.
𐀔𓂃 kai's notes : woah woah woah first enhypen fic!! | back to library !
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i2ycat · 1 year ago
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way too late
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pairing jake x gn!reader synopsis in which you come to the realisation that you’ve been loving jake all this time way too late genre angst, fluff, friends to ??, hurt w comfort word count 0.7k warnings little mention of blood, kissing with a bloody lip main masterlist
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Jake’s hand softly caresses your face, tears brimming his eyes as he holds his suitcase in the other with a vice grip. It was evident that he didn’t want to leave either, not with how your relationship was starting to blossom so beautifully in the spring.
“Can’t you just stay?” you plead, finally mustering up the courage to reciprocate the intensity of his stare. You could see his face soften even further, brows furrowing and gaze dropping to his feet in an attempt to choke down the impulse to drop everything and run back to your open arms, to where everything would’ve been in its place and nothing else would matter. It would just be you two against the world.
Your heart clenches almost painfully in its place. “Can’t we just go back to where we were?” you continue, even though you know that it is damn near impossible. This was the last page of your shared chapter, ink no longer tracing the lines of his name or the crinkles of his eye smiles; the last paragraph of his current existence—the boy you met in your first year of college, the boy that loved you more than anything.
“I’m sorry,” he whispers, throat constricting as he continues to stare at the ground.
You bite into your lip harsh enough to draw blood because you were frustrated at the world, at the entire damn universe for presenting you with the one boy who understood everything about you without much toiling and then taking him away the moment you realized just how much you’ve loved him and wanted him in your life.
He didn’t even need to try hard to make you forget all about your problems; just his existence was comfort enough. He was your only safe place as you navigated yourself in this confusing world.
The absurdity of it all made you want to laugh, even through the tears.
“I hate you,” you say.
Jake looks up and searches your eyes for any confirmation, which he obviously doesn’t get because you love him and he knows that you love him more than just any friend would.
He releases his grip on the handle of his suitcase and brings you into a hug. His perfume and warmth engulfed you almost entirely, which made you damn near sob like a baby in the middle of the airport.
Your chokes drowned and died down in Jake’s hoodie as you proceeded to tell him that you hated him.
“You don’t mean that,” he says, bringing your face from his shoulder towards his own. “I know you don’t.”
It felt like the world had stopped then and there, much like the first time you met him. You didn’t want to admit it at the time, but you fell in love at first sight with Jake, in his baggy jeans and hoodie, adorning an expression akin to that of a lost puppy. You were the ultimate fool for only realizing that now.
His dewy brown eyes drew you physically closer, and before you knew it, his lips were on yours. You could taste the irony of your own blood against Jake’s own lips, but you were not in the right headspace to be caring enough about proper hygiene.
This was your personal euphoria, but in a few hours time, it was just going to be the last line you wrote as you reminisced, so you hurried to savor his cherry-flavored chapstick and commit it to your memory forever.
Everyone else in this space and time was just a part of the flurry of emotions that you felt as you kissed Jake. This was the first time, but you’ve already acknowledged it as the last, even if you didn’t want it to be.
Even through the dull ache in your lungs, you kissed Jake, and only until you'd used up the last of your oxygen did you stop for air.
The two of you panted and huffed, your arms wrapped around his neck and his arms around your waist.
The cold air of the airport brings you back to the reality that Jake will no longer be in your arms like he is right now, so you take the opportunity to finally say what has been on your mind the very moment you met him: “I love you, and I hate that I do.”
“Even when you’re admitting that you love me, you still won’t hold back on the ‘I hate you’ stuff.” his lips crack into a smile. “Well then, I love that I love you, Y/n, more than anything in this entire world.”
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chlorinecake · 2 years ago
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Love On A Leash | 심재윤 𓇢𓆸
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summary • You offer to dog-sit Jake’s energetic pet border collie as a means to get closer to him. But how will he react when he finds out you forgot to feed her while he was gone?
pairing • next door neighbor!jake x reader • word count • 3.6k genre next door neighbor au, fluff • warnings language, jake and reader have a minor argument, suggestive themes, kissing
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YOU FELT LIKE cursing your mother for making you do this.
It was currently 7am as you stood outside your next door neighbor’s front porch with a basket of assorted muffins in hand. The gesture was supposed to be a housewarming gift on behalf of your 'humble community,' your mother tasking you with delivering the treats while she got ready for work although she was already running late.
Your dilemma had nothing to do with her act of kindness, but everything to do with the very moment your dangerously lovesick eyes landed on your new neighbor, Sim Jake.
It goes without saying that he was good-looking, and attractive guys were no more to you than kryptonite is to superman; a crippling weakness. You were already whipped for Jake as is, creating a file filled with all of the things you either learned or observed about him over the past two weeks.
You hadn't even been standing at his porch for 15 seconds before your feet struggled to stay put, tempted to abandon ship and just tell your mom that no one was home.
Maybe he won't even answer, you tried comforting yourself.
What kind of a 20 year old guy would be up this early, anyways?
The door knob twisted as a muffled yawn met your ears, the door creaking open to reveal none other than Jake himself.
He was dressed in his pajamas, sporting a severe case of bedhead that he somehow pulled off.
“Hello?” He said with a groggy yet friendly accent.
“Hi! I’m your next door neighbor's daughter, ____. Here's a welcoming gift from our family to yours,” you forced a smile, handing him the basket.
“Wow, this is really sweet of you guys,” he thanked with a toothy smile, but you stood awkwardly.
“My name is Jake, by the way," he said while giving you a handshake, trying to break the tense physical barrier.
"Glad we could finally meet," you returned, "My mom talks about your family all the time. All good things, of course."
“Yeah, apparently she and my dad knew each other in high school… but now I’m curious. How much do you know?”
“Well, I know you’re from Brisbane and recently moved here for college! Oh, and you’re a huge dog lover, especially of golden retriever’s, like the one you have? Hmm, aren’t you an athlete? I think I’ve seen you in a tracksuit befo-”
“Those are all things about me, silly, not my family,” he giggled, running a hand through his locks.
Buzz.
Jake set the basket down on the table behind him, reaching in his pocket to analyze whatever just popped up on his phone screen. You wondered if he had a girlfr-
"Hm," he hummed, taking a step back into his house.
"I should get going now. Thanks again for the gift! I hope to see you around more often.”
“Well, its not like we can really avoid each other, anyways,” you said, drawing his attention to the brief distance between your two houses.
He blushed at the realization, "Give me a break, ____, I’m not usually up this early. And for the record, Layla’s a border collie!" He exclaimed before closing the door.
Updated Mental Note: (1) Jake’s dad knew your mom in high school, (2) Jake isn’t a morning person, (3) Jake’s dog is a border collie [confirmed].
Surprisingly, that interaction wasn't nearly as painful as you expected it to be.
Jake was chill.
Attractive, yes, but somehow, you survived. Trailing back from his porch to your house, you walked inside to find your mother fastening a pair of heels around her ankles before standing up to meet you. “How do I look? Is my hair okay? Wait, tell me, what did they say about the muffins?”
“You look great, mom! And their son answered, but he said he really appreciated it.”
“Oh, that’s great,” she smiled, pulling you in for a hug. “Alright, sweetie! Duty calls! I’ll see you at dinner!”
“See ya,” you waved before closing the door.
JAKE’S DAD HAD started giving him a hard time concerning the dog. After summer, Jake was busy most of the time with soccer practice and school, and so with two working parents, it was hard to keep up with Layla’s random outbursts.
“You either find someone to watch her or she’s going to the pound!” His dad scowled while picking up a few pillows that Layla chewed holes into. “She’s been with us for years, and even now after the move, Dad! We can’t just give her up for acting like a dog! She’s getting used to this change, too,” Jake argued back while sweeping up a pile of kibble she knocked over.
“I hear what you’re saying, but make sure you consider what I’ve said. I’m not sure how much longer your mother and I can take this.”
A few minutes after their conversation, Jake decided to go and play catch with Layla in the front yard.
“Come here girl, come here! Stop? Sit? Good doggy,” he praised, ruffling the fur on her back before giving her a treat. You were walking home from the bus stop when Jake pointed to one of the tennis balls Layla forget to fetch which you ended up tripping over, the books you were carrying now joining you on the pavement.
“Oh my gosh, are you okay!?” Jake said running over to you.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” you spoke for your physical being as emotionally, you were an embarrassed wreck.
He helped you gather your textbooks and journals, “You’ll probably wanna put these in here.” He smiled, handing you the bag he used to carry Layla’s outdoor toys.
“No really, it’s alright, Jake. I should’ve brought my backpack with me.”
“No, I insist. Think if it as payment for the muffins,” he encouraged, neatly putting the books in the bag before tying it closed. Layla was busy bouncing around the two of you, trying to get Jake’s attention. A glint of playfulness sparkled in his eyes.
“Wanna try throwing the ball?”
“I’m not sure if that’s a good idea. Last time I tried something like that, I ended up having to replace a few things I could hardly afford.” Jake laughed at your honesty, taking your hand in his before closing your fingers around the ball. “Just give it a shot. Prove me wrong,” he winked.
You looked down bashfully, giving in while warming up your shoulders, “You might wanna stand back a bit unless you like getting hit in the balls.”
He giggled again, walking back a few steps, “You’re being too hard on yourself, silly! Just throw it!”
Taking a deep breath, you launched the tennis ball an impressive distance away from you, the excited cream dog chasing after it. “Holy shit! You’ve got the arm of a pro, ____!” Jake exclaimed, giving you a high five.
“Now, when she comes back, you give her this treat.” “With my hand?” “Of course! Don’t worry, she doesn’t bite the hand that feeds her.”
In a matter of seconds, Layla was already running back to you, dropping the drool-covered ball from her mouth before eating the dog biscuits from your hand, the texture of her tongue tickling your palm. “Good girl,” Jake chirped as he met you and Layla on the ground.
“How’d you come up with her name?”
“Layla? Hmm. I’ve never had someone ask me that before,” he admitted, moving to sit crisscross applesauce. “Let’s see… when I was a kid, my inspiration was pretty corny.”
“Corny can be cute sometimes,” you smiled.
“Well, when my family adopted her, she didn’t have a name yet. One of my favorite songs back then was Eric Clapton’s “Layla,” so I figured that’s what she’d be called.”
“Aww! That’s adorable!”
“You probably think everything I do is adorable.”
It was like a cat caught your tongue, leaving you speechless at his comment.
“Kidding,” he smiled, nudging your shoulder before a sad look waved over his features.
“What’s wrong?”
He sighed, “It’s my dad. He wants me to get rid of Layla.”
“But why? Isn’t she like family to you?”
“That’s exactly what I told him! But he thinks she’s only become a burden now that I’m not around as much,” he frowned, watching Layla chase herself around a tree. “The pound’s not a place for a dog like Layla.”
You sat in thought, thinking of ways to comfort Jake that didn’t involve touching him. Then it hit you.
“I can dog-sit her for you.”
His eyes widened in shock at your offer, resembling a cute puppy, “You'd seriously do that for me? Do you have experience?”
“Obviously,” you scoffed dishonestly, “look how comfortable we are with each other. I’m a natural at this.”
“Wow, I really appreciate this. I’ll pay you fifteen dollars per hour starting tomorrow from 11am to 3pm, and then-“
“Jake, I don’t want your money," you giggled, not even realizing that your hand rested on his exposed thigh, "I just wanna help.”
He smiled, “Okay, then. But if you ever feel like backing out, don't hesitate to let me know! Trust me, I won't be disappointed, Layla can be a handful.”
“Gotchya,” you replied, tossing another tennis ball for his dog to fetch, “How should I contact you?”
“Uhhh, I’ll just give you my phone number. Do you have a pen with you?”
“Yeah, right here,” you said, handing him the pen from your pocket.
Jake wrote his number on your wrist. “Perfect,” he chirped, rubbing a thumb over the writings.
“I’ll text you my schedule and everything once I hear from you again, see you around, neighbor!”
“See you!” You returned, both of you going back to your respective houses, the bliss of each other still fresh on your faces.
TO YOUR LUCK, your first day as a dog-sitter was going swimmingly well so far. Jake outlined a simple list of things for you to follow while he was away, tasks ranging from dog-walks to bathroom breaks making up most of the next few hours of your day.
Before Jake left, all you could remember was him saying something about a bag of dog food either in the fridge or pantry, but you were too distracted by the grey sweatpants he wore to successfully pay attention. So, you improvised by intuition.
What would I eat if I was a dog, you asked yourself, searching for any cooked proteins in Jake's fridge, only to find a pack of bacon bits.
Hmm, this could work.
Layla was waiting for her meal patiently by her empty feeding bowl as you moved to explore the pantry, pulling out a few marshmallows and graham crackers to add to the mix. Pouring the contents into her bowl, you gave her a few head scratches before she dove in, munching up every last bite.
"Looks like I've created a culinary masterpiece," you smiled, "I'll call it "____'s Canine Trail Mix," approved by the likes of Sim Layla and many more."
JAKE SHOWED UP about twenty minutes later, greeting you before asking about Layla.
"Everything went great," you beamed, taking him to the couch she laid tiredly on.
“What’s wrong with her? Did she just wake up from a nap?”
“I don't know, I just got out of the bathroom.”
“Did you walk her?”
“Of course, for two hours like you said.”
“Hmm. Did she play with her toys at all?”
“A little bit, but she didn’t seem interested after eating."
“Maybe you gave her too much food. How many scoops of kibble did she get?”
“What?" You asked, initially confused at the mentioning of kibble until you remembered what Jake was trying to tell you before he left: Layla gets 2 scoops of kibble for lunch with a few sausages from the fridge.
“How much food did you give Layla?” He repeated.
“Jake.”
“What?”
“I forgot to feed her.”
His jaw dropped, “You’re joking.”
"Well, I did feed her, but I forgot about the kibble. I gave her a bowl of bacon bits, graham crackers, and marshmallows instead."
Jake paced back and forth, running a frustrated hand through his hair, "What kind of a person with 'dog experience' decides to feed them marshmallows of all things? A whole ass bowl full?”
"I'm not following," you admitted timidly.
"Connect the dots, would ya?" He spat, trying to control his breathing.
"How was I supposed to know dogs can’t eat marshmallows?"
"Dog's don't eat common human foods, ____, that’s a no-brainer! I thought you said you had experience with this kind of thing," he frowned, meeting Layla on the couch to comfort her aching state.
You kept your distance from him, "I lied to you, Jake. I’m an amateur when it comes to this stuff."
He scoffed disappointedly, "Why would you lie about something like that, ____?"
"I- I just…I wanted to help you! You seemed really upset about the whole thing with your dad and I- it felt like the right thing to do at the time.”
"Well, for future reference, lying never helps."
You swallowed the dryness that grew in your throat, "I’m really sorry, Jake. Is there anything that I can do to help? Maybe get her some medicine?"
"No, ____, you’ve done enough already. I’ll see you around."
You couldn’t think of anything else to say, so you simply grabbed your things and walked towards the door, the sounds of Layla's guttural wrenching making you cringe in shame and disgust.
Updated mental note: (1) Dogs can’t eat marshmallows, (2) Lying never fixes situations, (3) Jake probably hates you now [pending confirmation]
IT WAS A few days after the dog-sitting situation when you were studying on your front lawn, completely mesmerized by the view of Jake as he worked out in his garage. You felt guilty for ogling after everything that happened, but you couldn't fight your hormonally induced urges.
He was pushing out his third set of bench presses, fluffy brown hair framing his cheekbones. He screwed his eyes shut from the intensity, biting his lower lip as he tried to push through the resistance of his fatigue arms.
He glanced over quickly as sweat started to drip in his eyes. You stared back at him like a deer in the headlights at the realization that you’d been caught peeking. He couldn’t take his eyes off of you, struggling to handle the weight. “__-____?!” He stuttered your name breathlessly, losing his grip. “JAKE!”
You ran faster than your legs have ever carried you, adrenaline kicking in as you slid the left weight off of the rod, jumping onto his lap to avoid the iron disc from smashing your foot. “Ugh,” he groaned in relief as you reached to slide the other weight off, unintentionally pressing yourself into him.
That sound might replay in your mind forever.
Gripping the rod in your hand, you looked down to see both your own and Jake’s veiny hands holding onto the pole for dear life. Then you looked down, realizing that you were sitting straight on his bulge.
“Oh my God, sorry!” You yelped, leaping off of his sweaty frame. He giggled at your apology, feeling embarrassed himself but for different reasons.
“It’s alright, ____, you probably just saved my life there,” he said, now sitting up on the bench. He gave you a look before continuing. “Why were you stalking me?”
“Me? I-“
“I’m not upset, or anything. Did you wanna tell me something?”
“No, I was just… I didn’t mean to-"
Layla's barking from inside the house cut you off mid sentence. You were just now noticing the pink paint stains on his shirt, a few drops decorating the private area of his sweatpants.
Similarly to a puppy, Jake forgot all about what you were just talking about, getting up to fix the equipment. “You’re really fast, y’know? What other secret athletic talents do you have?”
You smiled awkwardly, “Well, if you ever tried tickling me, I might become a professional kickboxer.”
Jake laughed at your joke like he always did. You swore that if he blessed your ears with his beautiful laugh one more time, you might explode.
“Maybe you should spot me sometime,” he said, fastening the ring weight back on the rod.
Your eyes fell to the paint stains on his paints. “I’m sorry?”
“Spot me. Like when I’m weightlifting. You seem pretty keen to watching out for me, anyways.”
You could feel heat rushing through every part of your body. “Of course, anything for a neighbor,” you smiled, trying to redirect his flirting for the sake of your own existence.
Layla barked even louder this time, Jake sighing before heading to his garage door. For some reason you followed him, but he didn’t seem to mind. “I’m washing white clothes, so if you have anything light colored on, throw it in the machine,” Jake’s mom yelled from the kitchen at the sound of him entering the house.
“Alright,” he called back, taking off his sweaty white t-shirt and tossing it into the washer. He reached over to press a few buttons on the machine, the muscles in his arm flexing with each movement. He trailed from the washroom, you still following closely behind.
“It’s a maze in here,” you said, marveling at how big his house was.
“I feel the same way sometimes,” he giggled, taking your hand in his to guide you. 
You just remembered that he came in here to look for Layla, so you listened out, trying to help him find her.
“Oh,” you said, stopping Jake in his tracks as you pointed to a four legged shadow running around underneath a closed door, “she’s right here.”
He turned, “What? How’d she get in my bedroom?” Jake walked towards the door, twisting the handle to reveal Layla chasing her tail in a circle.
“You’re so silly, Layla,” he smiled, running a hand through her thick blonde fur. “She’s doing such much better now,” you commented, meeting Jake and his dog on the floor.
“Yeah, she was totally fine after getting that stuff out of her system. Don't worry, though, she told me she forgives you," he smiled.
"And what about you?"
"Of course, ____. I don't think I could over hold a grudge against you."
Layla hopped on your lap, licking at your hands. You would’ve been grossed out if it wasn’t Jake’s dog. Her tongue tickled your palms as she panted in excitement, “I wish I had this much energy on a daily basis,” you beamed, Jake returning a grin himself.
“I think she just really likes you,” he replied. “With all of those kisses, you must taste pretty nice.”
“Maybe you’ll have to try sometime,” you said, not even realizing how suggestive your comment was. Jake grabbed a random tennis ball from the floor before tossing it out of the room, “Go fetch,” he ordered, Layla chasing after the ball.
A sparkle twinkled in his eye before he lead your face towards his by your chin. He noticed that you looked nervous, but decided to take his chances and kiss you anyway, all of your nerves melting away at the softness of his lips. You felt his hand grip at the side of your neck, tilting his head to deepen the kiss.
Kicking your foot, you closed the door slightly, falling on your back for him to take the lead. His lips broke from yours with a pop as your cold hands snuck around his bare waist. He hummed at the feeling, leaning in to kiss down your neck.
His breath was so hot against your skin, sweet sounds escaping your mouth from all the action. That’s when you two heard Layla trailing back to his room, returning to the positions you were sat in before Layla left. She barged through the door, slobbery tennis ball between her jaws as she dropped before Jake. “Good girl,” he cheered, fluffing at her fur.
You felt the aftermath of your kiss like a wave, exhausting yet refreshing.
You felt Jake.
His kiss was like water, crashing and roaring, yet emotional and gentle. You couldn’t tell, but he still felt a wave that hit him, too.
He felt you.
Your hands modest and shy, yet your lips eager and passionate. 
Layla barked for what sounded like her loudest one thus far. “I’ve gotta go walk Layla,” Jake said, sounding happy yet simultaneously like he’d rather be doing something else. Fastening a leash around Layla's collar, he trailed out of his room. You reached on his dresser and grabbed a shirt for him to wear on his way out.
His mom was no longer in the kitchen, but you decided to be polite anyways. “Bye, Mrs. Sim!” You could hear her returning the salutation from some part of the maze-like house, making your heart feel warm. Jake walked through garage and stopped at the driveway, having locked all the doors before exiting the house.
“Thanks for stopping by, ____,” he smiled, flashing you a look so intense, you might fall over. “Anytime,” you returned, handing him the shirt you’d been carrying. You don’t know when it happened, but you didn’t feel awkward in front of his shirtless frame anymore. “Aww,” he giggled, “I didn’t even realize I was still shirtless.”
He was so puppy-like that you couldn't help but adore him. Layla starting running, Jake loosing grip of her leash while distracted by you. “Layla!” He called after her before running to catch up himself.
“I gotta go now. Bye, ____!” He yelled as he ran after his excited dog. “Bye, Jake,” you called out while waving, even though he didn’t see you.
You walked back to your house, talking your shoes off at the front door before heading upstairs to your bedroom. You knew you didn’t wanna leave Jake's side yet, but you had other things to work on at home in the meantime.
Things like sharing with your diary that you and Sim Jake just kissed.
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jaeyunbaeun · 2 years ago
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in between (s.j)
pairing: sim jake x afab!reader
warnings: cheating, angst, talks about being insecure, like no fluff at all !
a/n: so this is my first drabble on here and its nothing special really ! i was listening to 6lack and his songs inspired this little jake drabble. i love love love jake and i don't want to insinuate in any way shape or form he’s a bad person ! also, english is notttt my first language at all so if you see any mistakes please ignore them or tell me in a nice way !! :))
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when you were younger, you always imagined how loving and caring your future boyfriend would be. he would knock on your door with a beautiful bouquet of flowers. he would greet your parents, and they would absolutely adore him. he would put your coat on and you would be going out on your cute little date.
of course, that’s not how things went. 16 year old self you looked at the world through rose-tinted glasses. you weren’t naive per se, it’s just that you would rather see the good in things than the bad.
so when you got your heart shattered by your first love, everything changed. how you wished you’d just stayed away from that man, but you weren’t as strong as you thought you were.
so here you were, in a toxic relationship, if you could even call it a relationship, with your still first love.
you knew jake like the back of your hand and so did he. he even knew you better than you do yourself. that’s why you were still tied in this godforsaken situation.
the day you found out he cheated was the same day you realized that not everything in your life would go as you wished. you’d ball your eyes out and skipped college days in a row because you were so miserable.
everyone around you noticed you weren’t your loud, funny self anymore. day in and out, you asked yourself what went wrong?
was jake getting bored of you? didn’t you satisfy him in the ways he wanted to? were you getting ugly? losing weight? gaining weight? was your acne starting to bother him? maybe your style wasn’t up to par with his anymore?
or maybe he just stopped loving you because you always complained about everything to him. did you talk too much? maybe he didn’t like how your voice sounded anymore. either way, there wasn’t a single moment where you weren’t doubting yourself.
saying that you started getting insecure was an understatement because it was even worse than that.
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“please y/n, don’t leave me. it was just a dumb, drunken mistake i wasn’t thinking clearly. i would never hurt you on purpose like that please believe me baby please.”
he was hugging your legs and crying so much, a big wet patch started forming on your grey sweatpants. he was still pleading and crying for you not to leave. all you could do was look at the wall and think about what went down.
did he even know what he had done? did he even know that he caused permanent damage? the old you is probably never coming back.
“jake stand up, don’t make the situation even worse than it already is.” you sighed, it had been 2 weeks after you learned he cheated and you came back to his apartment to get some of your stuff. you never lived together but you practically spent every day at his.
“baby please look at me, you can’t leave me i won’t know how to function without you in my life,” he finally stood up and grabbed your face in his rough hands. jake’s face was blotched from all the crying, eyes completely red, nose sniffling and it sounded like he was having a hard time breathing too.
“jake you cheated on me on your birthday, at the party i organized, do you even know how shameless that is? its one thing to not respect me but to be just downright vile is another thing. do you know how dumb i looked in front of all our friends? i was waiting on you with a birthday cake while you were blowing some random’s girl back out in the bathroom stalls next to us,” you let out a bitter chuckle remembering the whole thing again.
jake getting out of the bathroom, clothes and hair totally disheveled, with a girl in the same state giggling under his arms.
it was a surprise party at his favorite club, he always raved about how much he liked the place so you decided to throw a big party just for him. to keep him busy, he and a friend went out to get some drinks at another bar. of course, the night had a different outcome.
“i never meant for it to happen and i hate myself for it baby, i really do but please forgive me. i will never ever do something like that again. i love you, you know i do right? thats all i’ve ever done in my life please y/n, don’t do this to me.” he kept pleading on, wiping away your tears you didn’t even know were falling.
“you’re just saying words jake, you don’t mean them.” you sniffled. looking in his eyes as he nodded frantically, was he trying to convince you or himself?
“i promise, y/n, on my life, i won’t even look at another woman please just don’t go because i will lose my mind. these last two weeks were hell for me and i’m not saying i’m having a harder time than you but please understand that i’ve been fucked up ever since. you’re the best thing to ever happen in my life so please, please give me another chance. you know i can’t live without you baby.”
you dropped your head on his shoulder and let out a big sigh. when did you become such a pushover? why are you believing pretty but meaningless words? this isn’t how you imagined your relationship with your dream boy would be. little did you know that letting jake back in would be the worst decision of your life.
“okay.”
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heartandfangs · 4 years ago
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I OWE YOU.
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GENRE Roommates AU, Fuckboy!Jake, Virgin!Reader, One-sided flirting, Fluff, Unresolved feelings, Drabble, Implied Suggestive
PAIRING f!Reader x Jake WORD COUNT 418
SUMMARY What's life like when an aloof girl with a grumpy streak and a guy who's the human personification of charm become roommates?
AUTHOR'S NOTE I didn't think Jakey would be the star of my first solo member fic but here he is. Likes, reblogs and replies are appreciated if you enjoyed this at all, your support motivates me! I might keep this as a stand-alone drabble but if you're interested in a not so sfw part two, just let me know! If you guys want it, I'll go for it 🥐
Part I, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Masterlist
© 2021, Heart and Fangs. All rights reserved. Do not translate or post anywhere.
You awoke to vigorous knocking at your bedroom door. It felt near impossible to crack your eyes open even though you could sense daylight filtering in through your window. You stretched your limbs and groaned, flopping onto your side to pull your pillow closer.
“What?” You demanded in an exasperated tone and unapologetically so.
“I need to ask a favor from you!”
What on earth could it be? You wondered, rubbing the sleep from your eyes while you dragged yourself to your door. You cracked it open to reveal a hopeful-looking Jake who appeared to have just rolled out of bed as well. Shirtless.
You barely caught yourself from staring at the well-cut planes of his bare chest and stomach for a moment too long. However, maybe if you stared at him long enough he'd just leave.
“Hey. Can my friend borrow some of your underwear?” Jake asked sweetly, cutting straight to the case.
You blinked a few times before his words processed through your brain. Then your expression settled into one of disbelief. He did not just ask you that.
You started to shut your door until he wedged his hand in between the crack, a pleading expression etched across his face. That earned him a glare from you.
“Any kind will do. Please, the chick’s mad at me for ruining hers and now she’s late and has to head out to a class straight from here—“
“What happened to hers?!” You blurted before realizing your mistake.
Jake looked down at you before his lips slowly curled into a grin. “You wanna know?”
“Actually, I take that back. I don’t.”
He began, “Well I—”
“Nope!” You cut him off and stomped over to your drawer to swipe a pair of the least offending panties you owned. You crumpled the fabric in your hands so it wouldn’t show before you looked up at Jake and his unruly head of hair.
“This is the first and last time I’m letting one of your ‘friends’ borrow my underwear. Understood?”
“Understood! I owe you.” Jake nodded and you looked away, shoving your underwear towards him. He took it and braced his hand on the doorway, leaning forward to press a kiss to the curve of your cheek.
"Thanks, gorgeous." He chuckled at your stunned expression, a playful glint in his eyes before he sprinted off to his room.
“I don’t want them back!” You shouted after him down the hallway. You pressed a shaky hand to your cheek; it tingled.
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incorrectffbequotes · 6 years ago
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Jake: Lid, I screwed up big time.
Lid: Jake, given your life experiences you’re gonna have to be more specific.
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squoxle · 11 months ago
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Sweet Like Candy ~ S.JY
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pairing: bf!jake x gf!reader | wc: 500 | plot: you and Jake finally go on a date to the movies. but don't be late, because he wants to see the previews. | cw: pure fluff and a few kisses hehe
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“Babe! Come on, we’re gonna be late,” Jake yelled as he grabbed the keys in his hands.
“No we’re not,” you shouted back. “The most we’ll miss are the previews.”
“Okay? I wanna see the previews too,” he pouted as he walked into the room to see you putting on your jewelry.
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“Hmm, okay fine. I’m almost done. Just go wait in the car for me," you said as you saw a bright smile grow across his face.
You rubbed your lips together as you applied your candy-flavored lipgloss before tucking it in your purse.
You slipped into a pair of white tennis shoes before joining your boyfriend in the car.
"You got everything you need?" he asked as you buckled your seatbelt.
"Yup," you smiled as he pulled off. He was taking you out on a date to the movies. It had been a while since you guys did something alone together as a couple so he was really excited about this. To be honest, he was more excited than you.
He drove into the parking lot of the venue before hopping out of the car and coming around to open your door.
"Come on, let's gaurrr," he said, playfully pulling you out of the car as he grabbed your hands and took off running straight for the entrance.
"Hey d'you wanna go pick out the snacks while I get our tickets?" he asked giving you that confused puppy look he always had whenever he was feeling a bit indecisive. "Or I could go get the snacks while you get the tickets. Or umm..."
"I'll go get the snacks," you chuckled. "You just worry about the tickets, okay."
"Okay, thanks babe," he smiled before kissing you on the lips. His eyes widened as your lips parted. You watched as he licked his lips with one eyebrow raised.
"What?" you asked as you covered your mouth slightly with your hand.
"Your lips are sweet," he chuckled. "Sweet like candy."
"Oh," you sighed in relief. "I just tried out this new lipgloss I bought at the mall the other day."
"Well, I like it," he bit his lips softly before leaning in to kiss you again.
"The next viewing will start in 15 minutes," an announcer's voice said over the speakers.
"Oh, shoot!" he spat, raising his wrist to look at his watch. "I haven't even bought the tickets yet. You go get the snacks and I'll meet you back over here as soon as I finish, okay."
"Hehe, okay," you smiled as he ran off.
You grabbed a large popcorn, two sodas, and a couple packs of candy before meeting up with Jake under the stained glass dome in the middle of the cinema.
"Did you get extra butter?" he asked as he saw the large tub wrapped in one of your arms.
"Yup."
"Cheese?"
"Yes," you chuckled.
"Gummies?"
"Oh my god, yes babe," you laughed, handing him the bucket of extra buttery popcorn.
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[a.n.] This short fic was inspired by a post on my girl's page @addictedtohobi (link to post)
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