#smolbon talks

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I watched the recent episode of SAMS and Moon called Solar his brother so I'm conflicted about if I still want to ship them.

Can anyone tell me their thoughts? I enjoy the ship a lot but I don't want to ship siblings. Does Moon see him as a sibling or more as a homie? (If that makes sense)

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Sun/Eclipse doodle

A long way

Rambling about an AU I might do (or not depending on my motivation and time)

I think Sun and Eclipse's relationship would be very slow since there is a whole healing process needed. These two were enemies for the longest time and did awful things to each other (mainly Eclipse destroying him).

The first steps were Eclipse finally breaking down, laying his pride off and accepting help. As many of us wish that Sun would be the first person to help him, I think it would be Earth.

Sun was sick and hurt after everything Eclipse had done to him and his family. He showed his mercy to Eclipse before (in the early episodes of SAMS) and he was always rejected when that happened. (Sun's rejection fear is also playing a part in that.) Sun believed Eclipse was just going to stab them in the back when he got stronger. ,,Just a facade until Eclipse gets bored or gets what he wants." Also, Sun tends to hold grudges like he does towards (old) Moon.

He kept waiting for the backstab to occur but nothing happened. Month after month Eclipse was still on his (mostly) best behaviour. Eclipse was snarky as always but no intend to hurt anyone physically. That made Sun more anxious, why didn't he finally just do it, backstab everyone? What are his goals? Where is he going with this?

How is nobody seeing a problem in this?!

Sun kept his space from Eclipse as much as he could. If they came across Sun would just act like Eclipse did not exist. (If his anxiety didn't show)

At some point, Eclipse had enough. How dare he treat him like this? He is literally doing his best to get better! Why did that bother him so much? Like he cared for Sun, ha!

Yet he wanted to confront Sun and so he did that.

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Doodles of them <3

Closeups and rambling:

I HC that Solar or the others gift Moon silly science/math puns stuff. And he mostly wears it at home.

I like to think that Eclipse started to help Earth with her knitting projects. He tends to act as if he doesn't like it but Earth always asks him if he is still comfortable and if he wants to stop. He resurrects her it's alright.

Jack my beloved, you need more affection and I hope your dads come back to take care of you </3

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Why does Ruin look so high xD

I didn't mean to draw him like that

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Spoiler TSAMS

I'm sorry but when Dark Sun said he wanted to stick something in Eclipse my mind instantly thought of something different.

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I offer you an out-of-context snippet :)

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My brain isn't braining

I'm frustrated with ao3 I uploaded the fanfiction but I need to figure out how I make a series out of them.

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Oh my god what if we ever had an evil Solar and Moon duo??

They could destroy the world if they wanted to

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I was looking for a video and I can't stop giggling at what YouTube used as a research option.

✨️Ruin the stinky cat✨️

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Loved the Solarmoon fic! By the way... Could we get a prequel to it at some point? Because I'm REALLY interested in what might have happened at that sleepover.

Thank you so much! Also I'm glad you asked.

Before I wrote this fanfic I was actually writing about how Moon (and Ruin) got sick because of the barrier they have touched (based from the Episode "Solar and Moon Rescue Ruin in Vrchat").

But then I was like hmm Solar actually needs some comfort. However, I also didn't want to scrap the whole idea of Moon and Ruin getting sick so I decided to base the fanfic-idea of the actual fanfic. (If that makes sense)

Also, there will be a prequel in the future but someday.

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Which ship would you like to see for Valentine's Day?

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Can you do a Solarmoon story with a Phantom of the Opera theme?

Oh my gosh, I LOVE your idea but I have to think about how I could convert it. In a canonical sense, I can see Solar and Moon jokingly play along the lines.

I'm not sure if I'll write a Phantom of the Opera themed story about them since I'm not really skilled in writing as drawing.

But I absolutely love your idea maybe I'll do drabbles or draw it.

I honestly could see it more in Earth/Monty.

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SAMS/MAFS rambling

Spoiler alert to FC is kidnapped

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I don't know if it's just me but Sun leaving FC all alone in the daycare for the night. Feels very out of character for me personally, especially after "FC Adopts Sun".

I know Sun doesn't really like FC but he seemed to be okay with taking care of him when FC showed up. What changed? Why did we have the episode of Sun bonding (kind of) with FC if they just throw it all away to the next lore episode?

I mean I get that they want to proceed with the lore by BM kidnapping FC but couldn't they have done it a bit more characteristically?

Examples:

I could see Sun taking a phone call from Moon and stepping away to speak to his brother privately. In that time FC could've been kidnapped.

Or Sun was busy with dealing a Karen, FC got bored and walked off to the theatre where BM kidnapped him.

(Etc. etc.)

My point is, Sun is a daycare attendant who is also very anxious about many things and he is well aware that FC is quite the trouble kid. So leaving them alone just sounds very unreal to me?

I get that the computer should've watched FC but didn't Sun think that SW or BM could have been looking for him and easily destroyed the defences from the computer? He knows how dangerous and smart SW can be if it comes to something they want. (Referring to when SW kidnapped(?) Earth and tampered with their mind.)

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School literally sucks all my energy out to a point I can't do much like talking to my friends, drawing or my other hobbies. It's really frustrating I just wanna draw or do anything else then scrolling through my phone.

I want to do so much more like reading the books I bought months ago, doing comics, finish artworks, and finally doing animatics I planned.

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I think when Solar comes back then Moon will develop separation anxiety and be very overprotective of him. Maybe to a point, it starts to be a problem.

He is already overprotective over his family but I think it will be worse.

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Vent about questioning my sexuality

Every time someone shows that they're interested in me romantically I panic. I don't understand why, my head is like: get away from me! I want to go; please go away. I need to get out of here

It's weird since I do want a relationship, I think about it a lot but as soon someone wants to be in a relationship with me I just get into flight modus.

It wasn't a problem when I was a teenager, I had some bad experiences but not in an abusive way.

I do think about if I might be in the Aromantic spectrum since I barely feel any romantic interest. More crushes but they rarely develop into romantic feelings. It's more like a "Oh I want them to like me! I think they're really cool I hope they like me too."

But I also really like the concept of it. Holding hands, kissing, cuddling etc.

The thing is I have been in relationships before and I'm not even sure if I ever felt romantic feelings since the feelings I experienced sound different when I explain it to my friends.

My friends think I fear romantic attachment? I generally have a fear of connecting to others. I notice it a lot around my close friends. If they're too close I tend to distance myself even tho I don't want that. My flight modus kicks in and I just don't understand why.

It just stresses me to not know what I am.