#so do it if you want. idk im not the boss of your dashboard

[thegreatyin]

finally put together one of those artfight profile things, because it looked fun and i had nothing else to do this weekend. come punch me in the face, if you'd like.

...oh. and i also did some really important OC crossover artwork.

prime promotional material, i know.

[koolkvat-blog]

       hello  loves  ,   what’s  up  !   i’m  super  excited  to  be  here  &  to  finally  play  my  precious girl  ,   jade aka kool kat   .   i’m  LOLA  ,   use  she / her prounouns  ,   i am NINETEEN  ,   &   i  am  currently  in  the  gmt + 1 timezone  which  means  yes  ,  my  ass should’ve  been  awake  for  intro  posting  but  i  don’t  know  what  time  management  is  and  ended  up  swamped  w/  work  ,  so  !   everything   you  need  to  know  about  about  miss  kat  is  under  the  cut  ,   &  i’m  rlly  thrilled  to  be  apart  of  such  a  wonderful  rp  with  such  gorgeous  muses  .  corniness over  ––   if  you’re  looking  to  plot  sumn  out  ,   just  hit  that   ♥︎    &   i’ll  make  my  way  on  over  to  ur  dms  ,  or  feel  free  to  add  me  up   on  discord  which  i’ll  give  in im’s  if  anybody’s  interested  !   ♡♡♡         tw  :   family issues  ,  body image issues  &  drug mention  ( not  explicit ) . 

001 . SYNOPSIS  . FULL     NAME  .      jade        kikuchi . NICKNAMES  .      kool kat    . AGE  .      twenty - one . DATE     OF     BIRTH  .      twenty  -  seventh     of     september   ,     1993      /     libra . PLACE     OF     BIRTH  .      harajuku ,   tokyo ,     japan .         GENDER  .       cisgender     female . SEXUALITY  .     (  closeted  )  pansexual  . NATIONALITY  .      japanese  ,  now  american  too  after  successfully  gaining  citizenship  . ETHNICITY  .      asian  . OCCUPATION  .       fashion designer at katz designz      ,     former  fashion  design  and  journalist  student  back  in  her  original  timeline  . PLAYLIST  .      here  !  (  +  )     charismatic , enthusiastic , warm , energetic , adventurous , compassionate , animated . (  -  )     deceptive ,  independent ,  emotional , territorial , ambitious , impulsive , temperamental , insecure , sarcastic .  

002 . AESTHETIC  .      wheatgrass  smoothies , 90′s  anime  with  subtitles  , chanel  no. 5, speeding  on  a  desert  road  with  the  windows  down ,  painting  your  toenails  on  the  dashboard ,  neon  prints ,  cat  lazing  on  a  balcony  in  the  sun , black  lace ,  japanese  horror  films  ,  sour  cocktails  with  sugar  around  the  rim , half - smoked  cigarettes ,  stacks  of  fashion  magazines , long  hair  hastily  dyed  different  colours in  a  motel  bathroom ,  thrift  stores   .

003. INFORMATION  .

tl;dr : a flighty, inattentive adventurer: a follower of whims; personable and sociable but lacks the skills to maintain relationships because she’s entirely (and perhaps too) career focused, checks her horoscope daily and entirely relies on the stars when concerning relationships, epitome of a britney spears / gwen stefani stan back in the 2000′s, still owns a (bedazzled) flip phone, collector of vintage fashion (chanel, elle, juicy couture etc.) a subscriber to the Leonardo Da Vinci sleeping method; catch her at 2 am making soufflés or buying plane tickets to shiwei so she can really experience the culture: will tell you she loves you ten minutes after first introduction because she’s high: kind of unintentionally insensitive to those she doesn’t know and closed off but in like a cool, lovable way. 

•    heads up im running on like 5 hrs sleep so sry when this inevitably derails ! ok sweet let’s get into this . 

•    so as aforementioned this is jade kukichi, aka, kool kat. she was dubbed that by her friends due to her unique fashion style and sense of dress, and it’s stuck. lbr nobody other than her friends can use that term so if you do, she’s just going to stare at u for a quick sec before saying ‘it’s jade’. 

•    born in harajuku, tokyo to a cardiothoracic surgeon of a father and a politician of a mother, jade grew up traveling the world and becoming flighty af, never thinking she was going to make long - term friends and kinda being okay with that. 

•    her family has never stayed in one place for very long, though her aging parents eventually settled into a permanent residence in the us around the time she turned sixteen, not soon enough for jade to break the habit of wandering, but thankfully quick enough for her to meet the bratz girls who were just as adventurous and fun - loving as she. she's spent much of her teen life jumping from place to place wherever her interests are that moment, collecting people along the way, but to find friends was the only thing she was missing. jade has a brilliant mind, but she lacks patience and follow through. she needs guidance or she'll jump from idea to idea, job to job, whim to whim.

•    ngl, jade pretty much hated her home life. her parents were an overbearing presence in her life, her mother wanting jade to be a proper lady who also went into a profession like theirs (entirely serious and stifling when it came to creativity, doctor, politician, lawyer etc.) while jade herself wanted to check out the latest trends and go to the mall w her friends – so she turned all of her focus and energy into getting good grades in everything she wanted to do in the hopes that she could be the most successful fashion designer, then leaving town forever. 

•    like she spent 7 yrs in high school graduating w honours but she barely knew what was happening in 9/10 of her classes and sometimes she just slept through classes and then wing her exams which she miraculously did well at. it was just not a good idea to send jade to a public school at 11 after being in boarding school for the rest of her life and then never really enforce any rules :~\ she has trouble with that kind of thing.. as in making logical choices instead of saying "YEAH lets go watch american psycho and smoke weed!" skipping chemistry to do just that 

•    she loves fun and values doing what makes her happy over most things. it's hard to pin her down and she spends most of her life chasing after ideas that don't really follow any sort of conscious order, bc she’s really got that ‘i’ve got dreams and i’m gonna do everything in my power to achieve them’ personality. 

•    according to bratz canon she’s worked as literally everything ? she’s one of those insufferable people who r just. good everything ig and that’s just how it is on this bitch of an earth. jade’s been a photographer, a song - writer and bass player in a rock band (shout out to bratz rock angelz the best movie w the best soundtrack ever), a student studying fashion design, a fashion columnist, a quickly fired nanny, and many other things in between. 

•    so when she appears in toonsville she’s kind of out of it that she’s not doing something w her skills and sets up her own business which she loves ? being her own boss suits her fine (for now) because she’s got a Real Job and she's actually trying rly hard so she can fulfill her dreams !! like suck it mom nd dad haha !!!

•    jade has a lot of weird feelings TM about her body and her looks and struggles a lot with her self confidence :~( she had a shit time at school with boys saying she was too thin and she compensated by acting like she didn't like anyone at all for a while and now she thinks she isn't good enough for anyone when rly she is a cinnamon bun too good for this world too pure 

•    best friend ever she is so good at being a friend if u text her at 3am to go out or cry on her shoulder shes ready to go at 3:15 even if she was sleeping w lots of snacks and treats and love!!! she is sooo extroverted around those she’s comfortable w, she gains so much energy from being around people and she loves being nice and being around ppl she likes 

•    she becomes the mom of groups pretty easily (hence why she’s the leader of the bratz) bc she bottles up most of her own problems to help ppl with theirs!! which is toxic yea but she puts people first always so !! plz help her poor repressed soul!! rip kool kat.. 

•    still super into the stuff of her time so like.. she loves the x files and bad reality tv shows (i want to be a hilton) and reads gossip magazines on the reg because she enjoys that stuff! also very into girl groups.. ginger spice / posh spice is an eternal mood.  

•    anyway yes sweet adult-child of 21 (she is in denial about that tho like she doesn't want to be childish) who is v nice v kind v loyal v baked a lot of time, v passionate v silly. idk what i'm doin hope u like it < 3

004. WANTED CONNECTIONS . 

friends / best friends / ride or dies . jade genuinely loves people, loves talking to strangers and getting into intense conversations with people she’s only just met, learning other people’s way of life and bettering herself for getting. she is, however, incredibly blunt and has never once minced words to keep from hurting someone’s feelings or to ease them into a situation. she’d much rather have a one-time conversation with a stranger than make long lasting relationships. she has three very close friends –  to the point of co - dependence –  and honestly, she’d rather spend all of her time doing things she loves such as her hobbies, sticking her nose into the latest vogue, or searching for cute collars and treats for her cat mica w them instead of making new friends. she's also FUN and she'd be happy to go on crazy road trips or buy out a movie theater for a day or anything that she thinks will her buds happy. she's traveled all over, so she’s v well read and cultured. she loves people but she hates complication and won't deal with any sort of emotional labor. she wants to live in the moment and expects everyone in her life to do so as well. just be chill, y'all. 

frenemies / enemies /  rivals  . please be her enemy, she needs people to antagonize shdhshd. she grew up pretty much affluent so she’s pretty spoiled even if she doesn’t want to admit it, and that rebellious side of her hasn’t died down yet. despite the fact that she is wealthy and in good community standing, she has a hard time letting go of childish grudges. in general she’s got a lot of suppressed feelings and ready to fight everyone who hurts her friends – like an irritated cat – so, honestly, come at her ? she is sometimes a little fickle and flighty and a unintentionally stuck up when it comes to art / fashion and she has definitely said the wrong thing at the wrong time and pissed the wrong people off, she can’t stand anyone underestimating her or thinking she’s dumb bc she’s interested in fashion. like gtfo !

ex’s , fwb’s , possible love interests .  jade is fairly fluid romantically and is the type of person who hates labels but also just wants to be cherished and called cute pet names lowkey. she loves a lot and gives a lot to her relationships, but typically doesn't want to commit to anything important. she’s gone from one disastrous relationship to another, ending up with a boyfriend who constantly ridiculed her image that was essentially the catalyst for her cutting off romantic ties, quite a recent wound before she found herself on the island actually. worst thing is tht she’s convinced herself that she’s been the problem in these relationships –  that she turns good people bad or that she is too much for people to deal with, she’s not sure what the issue is and she doesn’t really want to know. so…. fuck everything amirite ? anyway, she’s a strong independent woman who don’t need no (wo)man. 

etc . pls give me people jade can give a makeover to, people she shares an apartment w on the island, people who think fashion is girly and vapid.. creatives who love what she’s doing, anything tbh << 3

[jockbots]

Hey, Mori!!! 💖🙌👑

I noticed the 'weird asks' ask game on your dashboard, so can I submit these: 1, 9, 10, 14, 22, 30, 45, 48, 51, 56, 58, 62, 71, 88, 93???

Also, how you've been doing? And happy birthday (idk when your bd is, but since it's the end of the Leo season, it must'd already happened, so there you go 🥳🥳🥳)!!! 🎉🎉🎉 I just hope you're doing fine.

See ya soon and take care! 🤗

(And you look gorgeous with short-hair... just an observation. 👀👌)

SUP JOLI ✨️✨️✨️

im so glad u asked c:: first here r my answers!!!

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, watter bottles, or soda cans

wine glasses bc they r fancy af but also mugs bc i am always looking for the correct serving of tea

9. favourite smell in the summer

fave summer smell has to currently be my favourite juice! which is apple and elderflower is so sweet and refreshing!!!

10. games you were best at in p.e

yikes i hated pe but u was weirdly good at discuss and actually represented my class one time and one. and i played netball a little and was okay at it

14. favourite non-chocolate candy?

fruitella, strawberry flavoured! or haribos original star mix (minus the eggs bc icky)

22. role model?

currently i have 2 bc i will always always look up to dolly parton but atm bc of harp goals i also adore deborah henson-conant who is a jazz harpest that is just not only extremely talented but just like so ambitious and creative and funny i want to b here so baad

30. places that you find scary

offices like especially boss offices or like principal offices i have many reasons and mainly its just theh give me major anxiety if its something that can be discussed outside of an office on a shop floor or over zoom im all in ITS WEIRD I KNO but i am a weenie

also on the beach with the tide coming in COVERED IN FOG it may seem aesthetic but ITS ACTUALLY FUCKING TERRIFYING U HAVE NO IDEA HOW FAR U HAVE TO GO U JUST HAVE TO TRUST THERES A WAY TO GET OFF

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero

lol ok so judging by the content i post youd think fantasy obvi but actually im a giant sci-fi nerd that seen all the classics, read mostly sci-fi novels and played space themed games. fantasy was always second. HOWEVER lotr always takes 1st place so ye weird little weenie

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

i am loyal to the pinapple and therefore will joint the ranks of the pineapple

51. current stresses

the basics required to being a single 20summin living alone in an expensive country with a creative job, why dont luthiers and musically professionals get paid more? am i working hard enough? am i good enough at my job? is my mum going to b ok in her later years? can i take care of her? r my brothers going to be able to move out too and have their own lives? how old is my dog now? is she mad at me for leaving? is my best friend ok? should i get their mums number bc they r v sick ITS A LOT LETS CLOSE THAT BAG UP

56. favourite tradition?

58. four talents you're proud of having

okokok 1) being able to kind play the harp 2) speaking welsh 3) being able to draw sometimes 4) being able to read electrical drawings

62. seven characters you relate to

yoooo here we go 1. Maeglin 2. Red Alert 3. Mia Thermopolis 4. both Guiera and Meis from Promare 5. Raph in all continuities 6. Zagrius from Hades and 7. Jim Hawkins from treasure planet... how did i not kno i was nb???

71. least favourite pattern

burbery blachh icky its just cheap wannabe tartan!!!

88. your greatest wish?

to live comfortably in my own little cottage with my dog bonnie. also i wish i could b a conductor for an orchestra idk y i kno barely anything abt music but i think id lv it

93. nicknames?

o jeez the current ones i have are sibster, kitty, mori, kat, kathleeeeen, little p, squirrel and meimei

second thank u for asking ive been pretty swamped my job is v demanding and ive been kind of letting it take priority plus but im going on holiday in a week so hopefully i can unwind and do some of my own hobbies.

and yes!!! it was my bday last month! it wasn't anything special i was working lol

annnnf THANK U THANKU i lv having short hair v much but boi does it need more attention that long hair like i have to actually fix my hair a lot more in the morning so i dont look batshit

[sequoiann]

❧ k.sy | assassin!au

pairing; seventeen hoshi x reader

genre; bulletpointed, assassin!soonyoung, fluff

collab with; @kpop–fics

tags; @lunarjihoon

okokOK

hoshi

kwon soonyoung

as an assassin slash mafia

barabarabarabam

speedy gonzales 2.0 

like 

this boy could sprint !!! 

usain bolt is shaking in his shoes 

he can literally do a mission in 5 minutes ,, while an avErAge human being would take like

a day

lmao

he just does things really quickly and cleanly so lik e wow

“in and out, it’s easy”

well that’s his motto

and seungkwan always just stares @ him and starts drooling like

!! d id i hear in & out !!

 anyways

soonyoung

or rather, hoshi - his code name,

is always appointed to missions where speed was needed 

eg a car chase, or a single-handed stealing mission etc etc

like zoom zoom bithc i am baCK WITH DA GOODS

today was the first ,,, challenge ,,, hoshi faced

ok not really the first but he was worried about it

though he didnt show it i mean cmon it’s soonyoung lmao he has his egoooo

so

situation was that-

a convict had escaped with some hella important ,, stuff ,,, 

and seungcheol, their boss, freaked out like 

lol

he really freaked out

“WE NEED THOSE ASDFL”

and hoshi just

“no need to yell damn i’ll go fetch them” 

he didn’t think much of it tbh

bc he didn’t know he was gonna have to drive around the whole city

following the convict’s car

hoshi hated driving bc omg it wAS SO SLOW

one had to stop at red lights

and like,, signal when you’re turning

like fuk yall and ur bs i’m gonna drive how i  w aNT

so that time he just ended up wheezing through the whole city road and thE WHOLE GROUP ALMOST GOT CAUGHT

so hoshi was banned from driving for a while

but that didn’t last bc not a lot of members could drive lmao

but hoshi still prefers running

like hA U IDIOTS WATCH ME VROOM VROOM PAST YO ASS

he was really fast ya’ll dont understand his speed and stamina o goody

ok but back to the mission !!

so there he was 

silently following the brand new car in front of him

honestly 

he doubted if he could keep up 

because,,, 

the car he was using wasn’t exactly,,, new 

it was making some rumbling sound and would randomly emit some foul-smelling smell lol

and he kept complaining to the rest over the radio

hoshi kept having thoughts of like 

is this car gunna explode on me

IS IT

and then he would just

“would it be faster if I just sprinted?” 

smh soonyoung

nO

but ofc he keeps driving 

bc no he’s not leaving the car @ the side of the road

with all the firearms in the trunk

not a good idea lol they’re just gonna rot in jail if that happens

so yes hoshi just drives

great decision!!! 

but,,, 

his worries weren’t for nothing after all 

his car just,,, gave up

in the middle of the road 

like it spluttered and choked like hoshi’s victims and juST SHUT DOWN

like how ??? dare you ??? on me ?? the almighty kwon ????

and on top of that 

he was literally in the middle of nowhere

he was @ a hella straight road ?? with trees around ?? and nothing else?? 

he panicked as he saw the car in front of him drive further and further

the convict was kinda dumb tbh lol he hadn’t noticed hoshi after so long

but !!!!!

luckily for hoshi

unluckily for you 

you were just on a road trip with your new car

and you decided to pass through some deserted roads

“less traffic, more exploring!!!”

lol say goodbye to exploring y/n

so when you saw a human waving like crazy on the side of the road 

of course you stopped 

like a normal human being would 

and he just,,, 

got in 

like he literally just opened the door to your passenger seat and hOPPED RIGHT IN

like boi excuse me ???

whats going on???

this is MY car ??????

“just drive and follow that dark red car!”

you were like ???? what is happening 

hoshi suddenly just grabs your steering wheel and u were gonna yell at him

“just drive if u don’t want me to do it!”

he was basically threatening you

like ok am i ur hostage or something now ??

he just glares @ u and u couldnt do anything like hE WAS GLARING AT YOU

so with ,,, pretty darn shaky hands,,, u just started driving down the road

with him randomly raising his voice to speed up

and with u flinching every single time he does it

ok honestly hoshi doesn’t mean to scare u

he was just urgent as hell and wanted to catch up with the car

when he sees how tight you’re clenching on the wheel he kinda melts 

and side glances you

“sorry. i won’t hurt you, i promise. i just need to borrow your car for a little.”

u don’t speak and just hum a little like u were still kinda shook

“…im serious”

awkward silence

“alright.”

awkward silence #2.

“so… what did he do?” 

no answer

like damn guy idk who you are or what you do but the least you can do is try to explain or something- 

“i can’t say.” 

oh.

i see how it is

undercover mission?

with me as scapegoat?

perfect.

wonderful!

no but whatever was going on 

you honestly didn’t want anything to do with it 

all that secretive stuff 

not your thing 

you were just an ordinary student

you were too young to diE

but the red car you were tailing suddenly came to a stop

and so u naturally slowed down too

you thought u could get this guy out of your car now

buT OHH GOOD LORD

the person from the car in front of you just gOT OUT

AND STARTED SHOOTING @ UR CAR

and before you could hide,,, a bullet grazed your shoulder after it shot a hole on the glass in front of u

u started screaming of course,,, and tried to duck under your dashboard 

but no your seat was too far front there was no space

you could hear the windscreen shattering more as the bullets hit it

and u were ofc bleeding

and the guy beside you pulls out a gun from his own pocket and u start screaming even louder

“shut up and just stay in here!”

he gets out of your car, staying low 

& shot the other guy

and u knew he hit him bc the gunshots stopped

you were still hunched down awkwardly in your car

and hoshi comes back in and looks at your arm and just became really guilty

“you alright?”

you had to deliberately breathe to know you are still breathing

and you slowly nodded like yes im alive

“get onto the passenger’s seat. i’ll get you to the hospital.”

“what about that guy??”

“he’ll come around. he isn’t dead. doesn’t matter now.”

you stare at him like !?!?

but he just starts driving

“btw i’m soonyoung.”

u hesitate.

“…y/n.”

you see soonyoung smile a little but u ignored it lol

& your arm was bleeding but not a lot but it was really bleeding.

soonyoung quickly drove u to the nearest hospital and the entire ride was pretty quiet

and comfortably so

u were tired ;;;

when u guys got to the hospital, they just helped you bandage it up and stuff

and soonyoung was like

“hey, y/n”

“yeah?”

“sorry for getting you involved. i owe you.”

you wanted to just shout no bc u didn’t want to have anything to do with this business anymore 

but the words got stuck in your throat

so it ended up as soonyoung just sending u home

and for the next few weeks, u kept seeing him around

he was really keeping his promise

it was all the simple things actually

eg. he would come to u while u were grocery shopping ,, and just take the basket from you

and then follow u around

you realize that he actually isn’t a typical murderer or anything

he was actually ,,,,

really nice ,,,,,

and u 2 started spending a lot of time tgt

nd luckily for soonyoung 

his team members never found out about the few escaped targets

they were dense as hell ahaaa

but 

otherwise 

he would have to explain why he was so distracted nowadays 

and only he knew 

that was because of your cute face that kept popping up in his head every now & then

he liked u oK

i mean you two spent a lot of time tgt

after that

so like

naturally :)))

it happened :))))

[kpop--fics]

Assassin!Hoshi

Collab with @theliqht !!!

---

okokOK

hoshi

kwon soonyoung

as an assassin slash mafia

barabarabarabam

speedy gonzales 2.0

like

this boy could sprint !!!

usain bolt is shaking in his shoes

he can literally do a mission in 5 minutes ,, while an avErAge human being would take like

a day

lmao

he just does things really quickly and cleanly so lik e wow

“in and out, it’s easy”

well that’s his motto

and seungkwan always just stares @ him and starts drooling like

!! d id i hear in & out !!

anyways

soonyoung

or rather, hoshi - his code name,

is always appointed to missions where speed was needed

eg a car chase, or a single-handed stealing mission etc etc

like zoom zoom bithc i am baCK

today was the first ,,, challenge ,,, hoshi faced

ok not really the first but he was worried about it

though he didnt show it i mean cmon it’s soonyoung lmao he has his egoooo

so

situation was that-

a convict had escaped with some hella important ,, stuff ,,,

and seungcheol, their boss, freaked out like

lol

he really freaked out

“WE NEED THOSE ASDFL”

and hoshi just

“no need to yell damn i’ll go fetch them”

he didn’t think much of it tbh

bc he didn’t know he was gonna have to drive around the whole city

following the convict’s car

hoshi hated driving bc omg it wAS SO SLOW

one had to stop at red lights

and like,, signal when you’re turning

like fuk yall and ur bs i’m gonna drive how i  w aNT

so that time he just ended up wheezing through the whole city road and thE WHOLE GROUP ALMOST GOT CAUGHT

so hoshi was banned from driving for a while

but that didn’t last bc not a lot of members could drive lmao

but hoshi still prefers running

like hA U IDIOTS WATCH ME VROOM VROOM PAST YO ASS

he was really fast ya’ll dont understand his speed and stamina o goody

ok but back to the mission !!

so there he was

silently following the brand new car in front of him

honestly

he doubted if he could keep up

because,,,

the car he was using wasn’t exactly,,, new

it was making some rumbling sound and would randomly emit some foul-smelling smell lol

and he kept complaining to the rest over the radio

hoshi kept having thoughts of like

is this car gunna explode on me

IS IT

and then he would just

“would it be faster if I just sprinted?”

smh soonyoung

nO

but ofc he keeps driving

bc no he’s not leaving the car @ the side of the road

with all the firearms in the trunk

not a good idea lol they’re just gonna rot in jail if that happens

so yes hoshi just drives

great decision!!!

but,,,

his worries weren’t for nothing after all

his car just,,, gave up

in the middle of the road

like it spluttered and choked like hoshi’s victims and juST SHUT DOWN

like how ??? dare you ??? on me ?? the almighty kwon ????

and on top of that

he was literally in the middle of nowhere

he was @ a hella straight road ?? with trees around ?? and nothing else??

he panicked as he saw the car in front of him drive further and further

the convict was kinda dumb tbh lol he hadn’t noticed hoshi after so long

but !!!!!

luckily for hoshi

unluckily for you

you were just on a road trip with your new car

and you decided to pass through some deserted roads

“less traffic, more exploring!!!”

lol say goodbye to exploring y/n

so when you saw a human waving like crazy on the side of the road

of course you stopped

like a normal human being would

and he just,,,

got in

like he literally just opened the door to your passenger seat and hOPPED RIGHT IN

like boi excuse me ???

whats going on???

this is MY car ??????

“just drive and follow that dark red car!”

you were like ???? what is happening

hoshi suddenly just grabs your steering wheel and u were gonna yell at him

“just drive if u don’t want me to do it!”

he was basically threatening you

like ok am i ur hostage or something now ??

he just glares @ u and u couldnt do anything like hE WAS GLARING AT YOU

so with ,,, pretty darn shaky hands,,, u just started driving down the road

with him randomly raising his voice to speed up

and with u flinching every single time he does it

ok honestly hoshi doesn’t mean to scare u

he was just urgent as hell and wanted to catch up with the car

when he sees how tight you’re clenching on the wheel he kinda melts

and side glances you

“sorry. i won’t hurt you, i promise. i just need to borrow your car for a little.”

u don’t speak and just hum a little like u were still kinda shook

“...im serious”

awkward silence

“alright.”

awkward silence #2.

“so… what did he do?”

no answer

like damn guy idk who you are or what you do but the least you can do is try to explain or something-

“i can’t say.”

oh.

i see how it is

undercover mission?

with me as scapegoat?

perfect.

wonderful!

no but whatever was going on

you honestly didn’t want anything to do with it

all that secretive stuff

not your thing

you were just an ordinary student

you were too young to diE

but the red car you were tailing suddenly came to a stop

and so u naturally slowed down too

you thought u could get this guy out of your car now

buT OHH GOOD LORD

the person from the car in front of you just gOT OUT

AND STARTED SHOOTING @ UR CAR

and before you could hide,,, a bullet grazed your shoulder after it shot a hole on the glass in front of u

u started screaming of course,,, and tried to duck under your dashboard

but no your seat was too far front there was no space

you could hear the windscreen shattering more as the bullets hit it

and u were ofc bleeding

and the guy beside you pulls out a gun from his own pocket and u start screaming even louder

“shut up and just stay in here!”

he gets out of your car, staying low

& shot the other guy

and u knew he hit him bc the gunshots stopped

you were still hunched down awkwardly in your car

and hoshi comes back in and looks at your arm and just became really guilty

“you alright?”

you had to deliberately breathe to know you are still breathing

and you slowly nodded like yes im alive

“get onto the passenger’s seat. i’ll get you to the hospital.”

"what about that guy??”

“he’ll come around. he isn’t dead. doesn’t matter now.”

you stare at him like !?!?

but he just starts driving

“btw i’m soonyoung.”

u hesitate.

“...y/n.”

you see soonyoung smile a little but ignored it.

& your arm was bleeding but not a lot but it was really bleeding.

soonyoung quickly drove u to the nearest hospital and the entire ride was pretty quiet

and comfortably so

u were tired ;;;

when u guys got to the hospital, they just helped you bandage it up and stuff

and soonyoung was like

“hey, y/n”

“yeah?”

“sorry for getting you involved. i owe you.”

you wanted to just shout no bc u didn’t want to have anything to do with this business anymore

but the words got stuck in your throat

so it ended up as soonyoung just sending u home

and for the next few weeks, u kept seeing him around

he was really keeping his promise

it was all the simple things actually

eg. he would come to u while u were grocery shopping ,, and just take the basket from you

and then follow u around

you realize that he actually isn’t a typical murderer or anything

he was actually ,,,,

really nice ,,,,,

and u 2 started spending a lot of time tgt

nd luckily for soonyoung

his team members never found out about the few escaped targets

they were dense as hell ahaaa

but

otherwise

he would have to explain why he was so distracted nowadays

and only he knew

that was because of your cute face that kept popping up in his head every now & then

he liked u oK

i mean you two spent a lot of time tgt

after that

so like

naturally :)))))

it happened :)))))

>> Masterlist

[reneehearts]

I’m bored...

Get To Know Me—

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? my boyfriend 2. Are you outgoing or shy? shy 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? my friend Bry 4. Are you easy to get along with? I think so 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? yes 6. What kind of people are you attracted to? funny guys 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? yes 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? my boyfriend 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? no 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? my boyfriend 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? oh thats great! I love the hardwood floors! 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Everything - Lifehouse, Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional, Nirvana (acoustic) - Sam Smith, Free Fallin - John Mayer version, Stay with Me - You Me at Six 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? yes 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yes 15. What good thing happened this summer? I went to a Yankee game 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? no 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? no 19. Do you like bubble baths? yes but I don’t really take them 20. Do you like your neighbors? sure 21. What are you bad habits? biting my nails 22. Where would you like to travel? California, Australia 23. Do you have trust issues? sometimes 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? eating ice cream at night 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? legs 26. What do you do when you wake up? check my phone 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? its fine the way it is 28. Who are you most comfortable around? my mom 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? no 30. Do you ever want to get married? yes 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? yes 32. Celebrity crush of the same sex? Selena Gomez 33. Spell your name with your chin. nah 34. Do you play sports? What sports? no 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? tv 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? yes 37. What do you say during awkward silences? play with my phone 38. Describe your dream girl/guy? funny, good looking, kind 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? target 40. What do you want to do after high school? im way out of high school 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? ehh  42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? im sad or mad 43. Do you smile at strangers? yea 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? ocean 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? work 46. What are you paranoid about? not being good enough  47. Have you ever been high? yes 48. Have you ever been drunk? yes 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? no 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? blue 51. Ever wished you were someone else? yes 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? my body insecurites 53. Favourite makeup brand? MAC 54. Favourite store? target 55. Favourite blog? idk 56. Favourite colour? purple 57. Favourite food? ice cream 58. Last thing you ate? nature valley granola things 59. First thing you ate this morning? cheerios 60. Ever won a competition? For what? yes a dance competition 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? no 62. Been arrested? For what?no 63. Ever been in love? yes 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? it was with someone I was completely infatuated with. We were at the beach at night on a lifeguard stand and it was amazing 65. Are you hungry right now? no 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? i dont really have tumblr friends 67. Facebook or Twitter? twitter 68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr 69. Are you watching tv right now? no 70. Names of your bestfriends?  Bry, Jimmy, Jamal 71. Craving something? What? no 72. What colour are your towels? yellow 72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 3 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? 1 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? at my home on LI I have a lot maybe 20 75. Favourite animal? dog and monkey 76. What colour is your underwear? blue and black 77. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate 78. Favourite ice cream flavour? chocolate/coffee 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? its black with blue, green and purple flowers 80. What colour pants? blue 81. Favourite tv show? FRIENDS 82. Favourite movie? Remember the Titans 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? MEan Girls 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? Mean Girls 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? Karen 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Dory 87. First person you talked to today? Boyfriend 88. Last person you talked to today? my boss 89. Name a person you hate? donald trump 90. Name a person you love? christian 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? i could punch donald trump in the face that would be good 92. In a fight with someone? no 93. How many sweatpants do you have? alotttt 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? alottt 95. Last movie you watched? Remember the Titans 96. Favourite actress? Rachel McAdams or Emma Stone 97. Favourite actor? Ryan Gosling 98. Do you tan a lot? nope 99. Have any pets? 2 dogs 100. How are you feeling? alright 101. Do you type fast? kinda 102. Do you regret anything from your past? yes 103. Can you spell well? yes 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yes 105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yes 106. Ever broken someone’s heart? possibly 107. Have you ever been on a horse? yup 108. What should you be doing? working 109. Is something irritating you right now? my friend isn’t answering my text 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yes 111. Do you have trust issues? you already asked this 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? my boyfriend 113. What was your childhood nickname? doots, nee 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes 115. Do you play the Wii? nah 116. Are you listening to music right now? yes 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? when i’m sick 118. Do you like Chinese food? not really 119. Favourite book? Water for Elephants 120. Are you afraid of the dark? nah 121. Are you mean? no 122. Is cheating ever okay? no 123. Can you keep white shoes clean? probably not 124. Do you believe in love at first sight? no 125. Do you believe in true love? yes 126. Are you currently bored? yes 127. What makes you happy? puppies, my boyfriend, friends, family, ice cream, christmas 128. Would you change your name? possibly 129. What your zodiac sign? leo 130. Do you like subway? yeah its alright 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? have a heart to hear 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? my boyfriend 133. Favourite lyrics right now? My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me 134. Can you count to one million? ha i mean i probably could but i dont want to 135. Dumbest lie you ever told? i dont even know 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed 137. How tall are you? 5′4 138. Curly or Straight hair? straight 139. Brunette or Blonde? blonde 140. Summer or Winter?summer 141. Night or Day? day 142. Favourite month? december 143. Are you a vegetarian? no 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? dark 145. Tea or Coffee? tea 146. Was today a good day? it’s been ok so far

147. Mars or Snickers? mars 148. What’s your favourite quote? the higher you soar the smaller you appear to those who can’t fly 149. Do you believe in ghosts? yes 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? don’t have a book by me