#so i reflexively in my sick little brain just pull awayyy pull away and i try not to and i pretend im not doing it but i am
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idk i guess its also difficult to be friends w someone who is like im so alone im so alone im so alone when im like im here im here im here and shes like no, not you. its like. boy am i internalizing that forever lmao.
#its so clearrr as day too#so i reflexively in my sick little brain just pull awayyy pull away and i try not to and i pretend im not doing it but i am#i sure am#shes running after everyone who isnt available#literally often prioritizing them over me blatlantly#and maybe im also responsible because i pull away and dont Actively share parts of my day or life w her#cause when i did in the past she ignored it#so my sick brain is like dont do it again just dont its humiliating it hurts#and i force myself to do it anyway#but its so few and far between#it might as well not matter ig#its like we're two puppets trying to pretend we're not empty inside#but both of us can see it lmao#both of us can feel it#we're feeding each other air#its going literally fuck nowhere#saddd im sad abt it
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