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waluijoe · 8 months

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idk i guess its also difficult to be friends w someone who is like im so alone im so alone im so alone when im like im here im here im here and shes like no, not you. its like. boy am i internalizing that forever lmao.

#its so clearrr as day too #so i reflexively in my sick little brain just pull awayyy pull away and i try not to and i pretend im not doing it but i am #i sure am #shes running after everyone who isnt available #literally often prioritizing them over me blatlantly #and maybe im also responsible because i pull away and dont Actively share parts of my day or life w her #cause when i did in the past she ignored it #so my sick brain is like dont do it again just dont its humiliating it hurts #and i force myself to do it anyway #but its so few and far between #it might as well not matter ig #its like we're two puppets trying to pretend we're not empty inside #but both of us can see it lmao #both of us can feel it #we're feeding each other air #its going literally fuck nowhere #saddd im sad abt it

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chocolatespyro · 10 months

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Uh I still think Cabby is cool. Im just tired i think

#the negative stuff is in the tags btw #wriggling around like a little worm thinking of all the cool things they couldve done with her arc and turn the mirrors around to reflect #the shows issues and the problems with bare-minimum tolerance and the hypocrisy of the rest of the contestants essentially shunning her or #making her feel unwelcome while Bot seems to get everything also on a surface level but there are injustices with them too and how they are #just being used as a silly marketing ploy and a friendly face to go #See? we're progressive! We love our fans! BUY THE PRODUCT #BUY THE PRODUCT BUY THE PRODUCT BUY THE PRODUCT BUY THE PRODUCT BUY THE PRODUCT BUY THE PRODUCT BUY THE PRODUCT BUY THE PR-#But then they take this whole thing and do nothing ignoring all the glaring ethical issues. god man im so sad #Bot n Cabby coulda had a real discussion about how they were treated and had a real close bond. IM SO SADDD #IM SO SAD!!! THEY HAD SOMETHING!!! THEY COULDVE FIXED IT!!#ii negativity #repetition #cant remember if i talked abt this before sorry if i have #i mightve hinted at it at some point in another persons post

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crucifixcavity · 6 years

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don’t rb

mmm I feel really sad and stressed rn bc i might lose my house and we’re not gonna be able to celebrate Christmas this year / decorate / have a tree and I just feel really upset bc I know it’s weighing down on my mom and also bc Christmas is my fave holiday / only time of the year I feel genuine happiness. I hate being poor

#ram.txt #IM SO SADDD #my mom and i watched christmas movies today tho so at least i still have that #and i know it sounds dumb to be sad abt not being able to decorate or whatever #but genuinely it means so much to me to have a tree / lights / decoratjons / have that good energy in the house

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reidscardigan · 4 years

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Aww I'm sorry you're saddd, ik I'm late but I hope you're okay. Not to be that bitch but when Im sad I think abt cockwarming Matthew all the time during quarantine. Like just holding a stuffie and he's behind you, holding you and running his fingers over the lump hes makin in your belly. Tnrhshrht.

as thank you nonnie!! and omg - omg......... this is a dream. he’s giving u sweet kisses n telling u how good u r for him <3

#askies #anon

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rintarous · 4 years

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IM SO SADDD U KEEP REMINDING US ABT AS IF IM SOO FUCKING SAD I WANT TO SCREAM DBEBWBBDHSHHWHGSHHAHDHWHWHEH AS IF WAS A CULTURAL RESET,, TURNED ME INTO A SUNA SIMP,, AS IF WAS JUST SO HFJDJS I CANT BELIEVE IT ENDED

😔 missing her

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parkore · 4 years

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the only thing i missed abt my old home was our fruit trees we had so MANY and good lord did i not appreciate them enough. . .we had a plum tree and a lime tree and a lemon tree and an apple tree and finally my fucking sweetheart our pomagranate tree 😭😭😭 IM SO SADDD IM LITERALLY SO SAD RN

#like holy shit those trees were such giant rats of love and happiness during those times #like we were so poor we couldnt even fucking have hot water. . . we had to bathe with boiled water and bring it to the tub #i miss them smmmm i hated plums but the tree was so GORGEOUS AND PURPLE AND MY SWING WAS THERE!!!!#✌

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