#somethin somethin if you dont schedule maintenance your machine will do it for you
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how to explain to 60 year old white woman that constantly "putting it off until later" means that eventually you cannot put it off any longer and it gets significantly worse the longer you don't do it
#somethin somethin if you dont schedule maintenance your machine will do it for you#putting off my wheelchair until later has worsened my pain and mobility issues to where i am possibly going to need a motorized chair#putting off getting financial assistance has made it so that we've been barely scraping by on about 100$ a week for the past like two months#putting off fixing or replacing my necessary electronics means they're now all breaking at once and we cannot replace them#putting off getting me into therapy is inching me closer and closer to relapsing every day#like genuinely i managed to make myself afraid of hurting myself again (achievement considering. everything) and that is. quickly eroding#like I'm not at that point yet but i can see it coming on the horizon and it's been inching closer for a few months now#and i argue with my mom about all these things literally once a week and. nah we're still putting it off until later#everything is later she refuses to accept that this is Right Fucking Now#as in If We Do Not Get Help In At Least One Of These Departments I Might Actually Just Fucking Die
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