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#sometimes i feel like i've been whitewashed for growing up here and consuming media that more often than not places emphasis on white chara
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Vent in tags! Im sorry mutuals!!
#vent
#it's probably a combination of 5am thought + no sleep + winter but
#going through the same crisis of 'im too white and not hispanic enough'
#sometimes i feel like i've been whitewashed for growing up here and consuming media that more often than not places emphasis on white chara
#cters and that i've internalized part of that and havent realized
#doesnt help how my mom is with certain people :grimacing:
#unrelated but sometimes i also feel weird about how im so used to liking what my friends like and becoming more invested in that media
#an example being souls games. but when i try to show them stuff that i like they dont vibe with it as much
#and then i feel like a clown. and ik everyone's entitled to their opinion blah blah etc. but it feels a bit discouraging if i'm always part
#icipating in people i care about's interests but them not doing the same w me.
#rambling now but i dont want to listen to people arm chair diagnosing strangers on the internet however
#sometimes i worry about being narcissistic or just being too full of myself and 'me me me'
#imposter syndrom or whatever but i feel like im putting up a front and people dont really get that i can be really selfish
#but i dont want to sound like a bad person bc im trying to work on it but self improvement is hard
#i hate winter. summer has enough daylight for me to not fall into these thought loops
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