#soobin reactions

[itgirlgyu]

how i think txt would react to their s/o baby talking with them!

requested!

YEONJUN

bombastic side eye in case his s/o is making fun of him

once it carries on for long enough he's like 'finally i can show my true self'

canon: yeonjun wants unironically baby talks with his s/o but because of society's judgemental norms he holds himself back

so once he's sure, he unleashes the love bomb and starts baby talking back

what he doesn't know is that is s/o is pulling his legs and recording this

premiers this in the group chat

yeonjun to this day gets shamed.

SOOBIN

compresses his gigantic body into a blushing ball and explodes

ok but I think he'd be quite used to being baby talked

but with his s/o it's different

he gets all butterflies into his stomache and goes into a catatonic state

does not how to react albeit the fact he wants to reciprocate

for the sake of his physical health his s/o has to stop baby talking with him

becomes handy when arguing with him tho, honestly the only shit that can halt his trap

BEOMGYU

takes this as a challenge for no apparent reason?!?

his s/o would do it once for like fun like

oh did my baby get hwungy

his eyes would sparkle like a crow and now he's after his s/o baby talking with them

s/o is in the bathroom, he's in the bathtub saying shit like, did my baby wanna go potty

s/o in the kitchen, he'd be on top of the counter like, did my baby get thousthy( thirsty?)

wherever you are, hes there

his s/o have to sit him down and give him the pep talk about the appropriate time and guide line how to use it

TAEHYUN

slaps his birth certificate into his s/o's face.

HUENING KAI

oh he's into it

for like the first half an hour

like his s/o does it for fun

and ofc he finds it cute so he tries too

for laughs and giggles

and then it continues on and on

like neither of them is ready to drop the act first

and hyuka is running out of energy

so he's like, HAHA, with his iconic laugh

and then in his normal deep ass voice

'let's stop'

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[chaeinedup]

Love surge TXT

[channoticedmeuwu]

⌨️ CHOI SOOBIN AS . . . ARIANA GRANDE'S “POV” !!

p — CHOI SOOBIN × FEM!READER | g — fluff, suggestive, hurt comfort if you wanna squint, established relationship!au | w — ur sitting in his lap just a heads up

a/n — not over “empty headed just you” soobin, not over it at all. help me. please.

🖇️ READ SOOBIN AS 34 + 35 !!

sitting on his lap while he's typing away on his desktop pc— head on your shoulder, eyes glazing over the screen. his lips on your exposed shoulder, leaving wet kisses and lightly groaning, totally tired and out of it. again, soobin wasn't the type to act lovey dovey in public, or even private, much of the time. you'd barely see him do much, he'd resort to other ways of expressing his love— like telling you your hairstyle compliments your outfit, or would bring home something yummy from the bakery.

but moments of the night, clock ticking to show 1:46 AM, and after a long day of typing away at a screen at work, here he was, typing away at home. he'd give it up if it wasn't for knowing it'll pay off later in the future. but right now, he was stuck with feeling absolutely fucked over by his daily routine, mind in shambles and not a thought behind his eyes when he'd lay down to sleep.

and that's where you came in, giggling echoing in the room as water from the humidifier sloshed and sputtered, sounds of his lips on your skin, vibrations of his heartbeat on your back— clicking of the keyboard inconsistent because he couldn't love you and work at the same time. and sometimes he'd halt the typing, fingers on your thighs as he moved his legs to wrap around your waist, help to receive adequate blood supply. “can't feel m’ feet,” he'd chuckle lazily, pressing his forehead on the back of your neck.

and you'd flick your fingers at his feet to tease him, and feel him shudder because he's feeling stars in his legs. and he'd squirm, tightening his legs around you and letting out a struggled giggle, an extended whine as he'd say, “stop it!”

and the boring old document would be forgotten when you'd ask if you could flip to face him— and you'd see what a mess he was. tears brimming in his eyes from being overstimulated by literally anything, neck weak and laying his head on the headrest, lips apart and full, glistening from the kisses. and he'd ask with a burning sensation on his cheeks if you could run your fingers on his temples, eyes fluttering shut at the contact and letting out a sigh.

and he'd start blabbering, you don't even know what he's talking about—muttering about his “stupid fuckin’ boss” and the “stupid fuckin’ colleagues.” and how much he just wished he could do this forever, feel like this forever— warm in his chest and tingles in his cheeks, loving the way the bridge of your nose on his neck and your scent wafting around him.

and when you'd tell him you felt the same, poor boy was shocked out of his mind. the mere idea of the extent of his feelings being reciprocated was too much, and he'd apply more force to his fingers while rubbing the skin on your back. he'd ask, “do you really?” as if it was a surprise, and you'd remind him you've been dating for nearly 2 years. of course you'd mean it.

and he'd press his lips together in thought, like no shit, soobin. and you'd giggle at him, pinching his cheeks and asking if he was growing stupider the more he spent his hours at work.

but no, that wasn't the case. not at all. couldn't you see it was you— his eyelids had your picture tattooed to them, his chest would involuntarily stop to match your breathing with his own, his fingers would itch for the feeling of your skin, his lips belonged to you. even if he was able to spend a few hours with you, you'd have him growing stupider with any sentence you'd say to him. and the way you didn't even know, didn't you see you were driving him insane?

“god,” he'd mutter with a gasp, head turning away as he grew shyer with you—the prettiest girl he's ever seen.

“i feel like i just fell in love with you all over again.”

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[fairybinie]

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wc: 806    genre: fluff, suggestive    warnings: kisses, pet names, potential bad writing

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a/n: my first attempt at writing something barely spicy also this is the least i’ve written 😭 anyways clingy soobin on the brain!

…

you and soobin had your legs sprawled out your sofa as you fixed your eyes attentively on the movie playing in front of you. just a casual friday night where you didn't want to do much. after a hectic week, the two of you agreed to become lazy bugs for the day. 

this is your second movie of the night and soobin has lost his attention span. you, on the other hand, couldn’t be more focused as it’s a movie you’ve never seen before. soobin has progressively gotten more tired, the late hour not helping at all. 

not to mention the fact that you’ve been stroking his hair for the past ten minutes. it drove him insane, the way your fingers loosely touched his golden locks like it was natural for you. your eyes stare right ahead at the screen as your hands do their own thing. soobin feels himself give into your touch, each time your fingers combed through his hair made his eyes flutter softly as he could give into his sleep any moment now. 

or his neediness. 

soobin becomes small in your embrace as he lays his head on the crook of your neck. you adjust your touch so that you’re stroking the ends of his hair, twirling the ends on his nape. the more you play with his hair, the more he just wants you. you allow him to rest there as you remain focused on the movie. soobin hates that he has to fight for your attention, so he can only do what he does best. 

he begins to place his lips onto your neck that he was once laying on, starting off rapidly, like butterflies. you notice the affection and wriggle in your place, almost shaking him off as you groan quietly with a small smile on your face. you do your best to ignore your boyfriend and remain looking at the screen. 

soobin doesn’t give up easily. he laughs softly, sending a warm breath to your neck which gives you goosebumps. it almost worked. soobin notices you quiver and decides to egg you on, making it more passionate. he goes back in, this time kissing you more slowly so each kiss could linger like a thread. a few moans escape from his mouth as he nips at your neck every other kiss, feeling his teeth leaving some red and purple marks. you roll your eyes to the back of your head, feeling pleasure from his affection despite not wanting to. 

“soobin,” you whine in annoyance. you try to escape, though his hand around your stomach makes it exceedingly difficult. “watch the movie.” 

the boy hums as he lays his eyes onto the tv screen with a pout resting on his lips. the moment doesn’t last too long as you feel him up on your neck yet again, this time taking his movement to your jaw, to which you can’t help but move your head up high to the contact. 

“bin,” you feel like a mother with her clingy child, only that the clingy child was your boyfriend.

“how can you expect me to focus on the movie if you’re playing with my hair like that?” he questions and you feel each set of words hit you with his hot air. 

“i want attention too,” the boy complains as he plays with the hem of your sweater. his hand eventually sneaks its way under your sweatshirt as his finger strokes your stomach. 

you swallow the urge to respond with his advances and soobin continues to enter your space. “the movie is almost over bub, i’ll give you attention once it is okay?” 

soobin compromises and stops momentarily, hoping that the movie does end soon. the universe seems to be on his side as he watches the main lead say their last words and the end credits hit the screen. he smirks to himself as he secures his hands around you as he pins you down on the couch, your eyes meeting each other’s for the first time in a while. 

“movie’s over.” 

soobin’s lips crash into yours, each movement becomes a slow rhythm. you give into the moment, bringing your hands to intertwine with his hair as you lightly pull on it, hearing some gasps in between your lips. soobin’s tongue asks for an entrance against your teeth and you accept, though it doesn’t last long before you speak and break the contact, barely with any air. 

“that sweater looks good on you,” you refer to the grey knit sweater he’s wearing, complimenting his blonde hair and giving him a cozy look. soobin smiles as he kisses you again, first on your lips then down to your neck again, moving up to your earlobe and you hear him whisper an offer with that husky voice of his. 

“how about off?” 

...

[jungwnies]

syn ' soobin sees that you're not really eating your food, and does his best to make sure you're healthy. pairing ' bf!soobin x gn!reader warning ' implied eating disorder, low self-esteem

401 words

“did you eat yet?” soobin asks, as he walks out from the bathroom drying his hair.

you shrug, “i’m not really hungry.”

soobin walks in front of you and reaches out for your hands, “eat with me.”

“i’m not really in the mood to eat.” you tell him, taking a deep breath.

soobin kisses the top of your head, “how about you share something with me.”

he gets up and walks over to the kitchen making a small cup of ramen. he walks back over to the couch with a ramen fresh out of the microwave and sits back down next to you. as the two of you guys wait for two minutes to take the lid off the steaming ramen, he sits a little closer to you and turns on your favorite show.

“what’s going on?” he asks, as he looks at you dearly.

you shrug, “i guess social media,” you tell him. “i just find myself comparing my features to these other people who are ten times more attractive than me and it makes me feeling disgusting.”

soobin holds your hand, “it’s all editing y/n.”

you sigh, “i know it is,” you pause. “but then i see your fans shipping you with these really pretty idols, and i don’t know, it just makes me feel like less than them.”

soobin leans his forehead against yours, “i wish i could tell the whole world who you are to me, and what you mean to me.”

you lean forward and grab the ramen and hand it to soobin, “this is a lot”

soobin takes the lid off and grabs a small bunch of the noodles and he holds it up to your mouth, “just a little piece then.”

you take a bite and smile at soobin, “i love you, thank you for understanding baby.” you tell him, kissing his cheek.

“i love you too y/n” soobin tells you, with complete adoration. “i wish you could see yourself the way i do, but all i can do is show you.”

the two of you spent the rest of the night talking, it wasn’t the most light-hearted conversation, but it wasn’t the deepest. he reminded you why you two were dating as he listened to your feelings and took care of you. there was no one else who would make you feel as loved as he does. 

2022 © jungwnies

[poemgyu]

ㅡ txt with a s/o that gets sick easily

ㅡ genre: fluff

ㅡ pairing: bf!txt x g/n reader ( written with fem in mind )

ㅡ tw: none (?) reader gets sick but nothing extreme

[ 최연준 ] yeonjun !

mom mode activated ( ; ω ; )

would always be scolding you when you do stuff that could result in you getting sick T__T

yeonjun’s like the mom of tubatu so he would be more cautious with you as well

when you do get sick he’s surprisingly more easygoing because he doesn’t want you to feel bad :(

gives you his cuddles and all his love ! ♡

always makes sure to give you your medicine on time

will get you anything you need !!

“jun, can you get me chocolate ?” “sure, baby”

“jun, can you get me a teddy bear ?” “sure, baby”

“jun, can i get a kiss ?” “sure, baby”

he may or may not end up getting sick after you’ve recovered ( ˙▿˙ )

[ 최수빈 ] soobin !

protective bf mode activated.

if it’s cold and you don’t bring a jacket be prepared to be scolded by him

after he scolds you he will give his jacket to you and don’t you dare refuse because he will scold you again (￣ ￣|||)

when you guys are standing outside and it’s cold he’ll instantly hold your hand >ω <

“it will make your cold hands warm, baby”

when you get sick he’ll coo at you because you’re so cute to him (Ｔ▽Ｔ)

hates seeing you sick so he will put his blood, sweat, and tears to taking care of you so you get better (ง •̀_•́)ง

once you get better he’ll shower you with kisses “my baby is finally better” ╥ᆺ╥

pls get me a soobin ( ToT )

[ 최범규 ] beomgyu !

protective bf mode activated pt. 2

he’s ALWAYS holding your hands to make sure they stay warm ｡T ω T｡

if you guys are in line or something he’ll pull you into his arms

“i’m giving you my warmth, baby” (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)

likes doing that because it’s an excuse to hold you as well (＾▽＾)

since you do happen to get sick a lot he’ll try his best to not get sick so he can always take care of you :(

when you get sick he’ll be so soft with you, no teasing and no joking around !!

tries his best to stay away from you so he won’t get sick but you keep pouting and asking for cuddles so he makes the cuddle sessions short ㅜㅜ

“if i get sick then who’ll take care of you, baby ?” (>\\\<)

pls get me a beomgyu ( ToT )

[ 강태현 ] taehyun !

tsundere tyun !

acts like he doesn’t care if you get sick but it’s painfully obvious how much he cares ㅜㅜ

in the winter he will NOT let you get a cold drink

“can i get a frap–” “she’ll get a hot mocha” will literally interrupt you if you try to order a cold drink T __ T

will give you a lecture on how you shouldn’t be drinking cold things because you can get sick (￣︿￣)

will do stuff like pulling you into his jacket when it starts getting dark and chilly (//▽//)

when you get sick he’ll be such a good bf

takes care of you so well and cooks the best food for you

will give you forehead and cheek kisses while you’re sleeping ( ╥ᆺ╥ )

when you ask for a kiss yourself, he’ll be like “that’ll be your reward for when you get better” ㅎ_ㅎ

tyun is just a cutie tsundere who loves and cares for his y/n very much ! T - T

[ 휴닝카이 ] huening kai !

will take care of you every chance he gets !

going out ? makes sure you wear warm clothes and bring a jacket

the line is so long that you have to stand outside ? hyuka will make you stay inside and stand in the line outside himself because he doesn’t want you getting sick :(

you accidentally sneeze in front of him ? makes you hot choco, brings you loads of blankets, turns the heat up, keeps checking your temperature, and constantly asks if you’re alright T__T

if you miraculously do get sick ( you’ve noticed that you get sick less after you started dating hyuka ) huening will put his soul into making you get better !!! (・`ω´・)

you usually get better in a day or two because kai is so caring ㅠ_ㅠ

after you get better pls shower him with love and kisses because he deserves it :(

a/n: if you enjoyed please reblog rather than just liking ! thanks so much ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა

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it was rare for soobin to fall sick, given that he's abnormally good at keeping himself healthy most days. on this day (or this week), however, it seems like sickness is in the air and in soobin's system the second he woke up and felt like a million bricks weighing his body down. he called in sick and needless to say, you were on his tail the second you found out about his condition (either that or he's certain beomgyu sent you an ambiguous text about your lover dying).

it's been two days since. since you came by and made him porridge to help his sore throat with nutritious vegetables. since you came and stocked his fridge with herbal tea and cooling water. since you periodically swung by to check his temperature and ease some medicine to help with the throbbing in his head and fluff his pillows whenever he needed it. now, as the night falls and you settle on the newly placed chair next to his bed (something about not wanting to take up his space and to get him to sleep comfortably, even though he just wants you in his arms, he can't deny that he probably wouldn't be able to breathe right given his nose seems to malfunction from time to time).

so he'll resort to being able to hold your hand as he rests on his sides, eyes growing droopier as he looks at you with a small smile on his face.

"i don't deserve you," he murmurs, stroking the back of your hand with his thumb. you snort and lean in closer, lightly nudging his forehead with your other hand not in his captive, effectively making him huff when you did that. "you don't get to chat shit about my boyfriend. not at his weakest."

his nose scrunches at the insinuation, "i'm not at my weakest."

you raise a brow with the purse of your lips, almost breaking him instantly.

"i take that back. i'm so weak that i think i'm gonna need another week off."

there's a pause of silence that makes soobin press his lips to a thin line, dimples of regret showing as it was your turn to scrunch your nose at him. he chuckles and squeezes your hand, "too much?"

"you think?"

"i can't be held accountable at a time like this. i don't think my brain is functioning right."

"then get some sleep so it starts functioning right again, yeah?" you coo, using your free hand to stroke his forehead, brushing his hair from his face as his eyes flutter shut upon feeling your touch. just as you stop, he huffs with a drawn-out ah... and it makes you continue stroking his head in a trance-like effect to get him to fall asleep quicker. as much as soobin is grateful to have you take care of him like this, you appreciate the feeling knowing that you're capable to take care of the one you love, too. (so it's a win-win, if you think about it)

[blue-jisungs]

best years

a/n. soft soob :(

warnings. alcohol consumption, throwing up (nothing too graphic), cursing

soobin woke up slowly, the sunlight dancing on his face and warning it up pleasantly. he crooked an eye open and noticed you’re gradually waking up from slumber too. you nuzzled your head further onto the crook of his neck, the smell of your hair hitting his nostrils.

“good morning” you mumbled sleepily, only to yawn after. your fingers started drawing hearts on his chest and his thoughts couldn’t help but wander.

he will never forget how shocked he was when one day he opened the door and saw… you. voice got stuck in his throat, lips parting in shock.

“are… what– y/n?” he whispered, the ability to form full sentences flying out of the window. why you, his ex of 3 months, are here? especially that he was the one who fucked up?

“i… i missed you” you murmured, looking at him. soobin’s heart swelled; he knew what he had to do.

he slowly swallowed, deciding to turn off his brain and just got things off his chest.

“you've got a million reasons to hesitate… but, darling, the future's better than yesterday” he breathed out. your eyes widened, realising that he still… loved you.

“soobin, i– I wasted so much time on people that reminded me of you and…” you started and he ran a hand through his hair nervously

“and i gave you a million reasons to walk away. but you’re here. give me one more chance, i won’t fuck this up” soobin pleaded.

you just pulled him into a kiss.

he noticed it a while ago; it was hard not to. your leg was bouncing up and down under the table, causing it to shake slightly.

he put a hand on yours, laying atop of your thigh, looking at you worriedly. the colors from your face drained, looking just like boiled sujebi dough in the soup on the table.

“i’m fine” you murmured, shaking your head. taehyun and beomgyu were standing strong, however your drinking companion – yeonjun – was mere moments from passing out.

soobin let out an airy breath and pulled away.

“let me know if you’re feeling unwell, okay?” he asked, voice stern yet soft enough to not make you feel uncomfortable.

as he leaned away and let you return to the conversation (if you were even able call it like that, based on the oldest’s incoherent answers). your boyfriend returned to discuss the ridiculousness of–

with a unpleasant screech of chair scraping against the floor, you ran out of the room.

soobin wasted no time rushing after you, ignoring the other customers’ judging looks. the door from the bathroom slammed loudly as you pushed them open, grateful that no one was occupying it.

soobin held your hair as you returned the consumed alcohol, the other hand stroking your back in a reassuring motion.

moments later he announced that you two are going home, meeting with kai’s sad pout.

“i have to carry her home, she cannot stand up” he sighed, pure care in his voice. you were blinking slowly, trying to fight the heaviness of your eyelids. before beomgyu asked why, he added with a tender smile: “she did all these things for me when i was half a man for her”

soobin held you tightly, hand on the back of your head. his heart was ripping apart with every sound of the sob leaving your lips.

“it’ll be okay, trust me” he whispered, for the nth time that night. lulling you, swinging gently back and forth your hands gripped tighter the material of his t-shirt “i know. i know…”

your pain was his pain too.

he leaned his head against yours, inhaling your scent to somehow calm down. his eyes were watery, your suffering piercing through his bones.

“i’ll build a house out of the mess and all the broken pieces” soobin whispered, your breathing slowly getting more steady “i'll make up for all of your tears…”

both of you were crying until the sun rose, shining tenderly on your tired faces. eventually you fell asleep in his arms and your heart at peace.

“–hey, you’re here?”

you were looking up, your chin resting on his chin, his hair were sticking in different directions, proof of how much he shifted in his sleep. that’s why he was so mentally absent right now…?

“oh, yeah. sorry, i zoned out” soobin giggled, dimples showing up.

“well, i noticed. you’ve been staring at me for like, ten minutes” a playful chuckle left your lips and he just pulled you closer, nuzzling his nose into your hair.

he fell silent again, his thumb drawing shapes on your skin.

“soob, what are you thinking about?” your soft voice made him grin.

“what if i showed you?” he asked before he could process what he’s saying.

you frowned, curious.

well, fuck it.

soobin pulled away, the duvet falling off his body. he rubbed his eye, still a bit drowsy from his slumber. as he looked through his night stand you peeked over his arm.

“i was thinking about you. us. and well, uh… i didn’t have a plan yet, but–“ soobin started and let out an excited gasp “here it is!”

he turned around, his bare face glowing with joy. soobin smacked his lips, frowning suddenly.

“i’m having second thoughts but…” he explained upon your confused expression.

his huge palm grabbed yours and handed you a small, velvety box.

it was just like someone took your breathing ability away.

“i’ll give you the best years” he hummed softly, his morning voice sending shivers down your spine. you traced the sides of the box, eyes watering “i promise, darling, you won’t regret”

you opened it but… it was empty.

“bin–!” you choked out, snapping your gaze at him. soobin let out a heart-warning laugh, the dimples making a guest appearance and making it hard to be mad at him.

“laying here with you made me feel at ease; you feel like home. i’ll give you the best years of your life. and i commit to you, and i love you, and i’ll nurture you no matter what” soobin said, putting the box away and grabbing your chin “but you’ll have to wait for the actual proposal, darling”

“i hate you” you laughed through your tears, hugging him tightly. soobin just grinned widely, heart thumping against his rib cage. he’ll take it as a future yes.

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002: TEASERS & TOURS — THAT’S THE THING!

— warnings: profanity, angst, friendly arguing!

a/n: under the images you’ll find a section titled “behind the album” this is where you can find out facts about the character! make sure to check it out :)

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˚ ༘✶ ⋆｡˚ behind the album:

– sunwoo often works with soobin because they tend to book the same shoots! he absolutely hates it.

– none of soobin’s friends know he knows y/n.

– keeho is gearing up for a new album with his band as well ! it features lotus (yeji & y/n) !!

– soobins fan @/soobster now loves y/n’s music <3

coco’s ♡ note: finally a new chapter and more tea!! this chapter is now set back in the present !! i love keeho & sunwoo’s banter so much they’re such fun characters to write for !! i hope you enjoyed this chapter, feedback & reblogs are always appreciated <3

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My Heart.

call summary⋆ ★  you're slowly going sour in your room

pairing *. * choi soobin x fem! reader

genre⋆ ★ heavy angst, fluff?

warnings *. * reader is not mentally okay, crude language, violence, bad grammar, pet names, suggestive?, death, derealization

call duration ⋆ ★ 2k

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You used to be carefree.  

But now you just spent your days locked up in your room, rotting away inside as your head churns and liquidizes into soup, gurgling up through the pits of your nose. You don’t feel real, the bed doesn’t feel real, nor do the walls but you still hold on. You feel as though you’re amidst of an angry sea, one that has the knack of producing powerful waves that hold cruel currents, dragging you up, instilling the warm sense of hope that you craved relentlessly before it plunges you deeper into the murky cold water, exploding all of your senses.  

The phone on your bed stand vibrates and you find yourself reaching for the device to shut it off. Yet the Caller ID stops you in your tracks as your eyes widen in surprise, practically choking on your spit. “Soobin?” You murmur, lifting the phone to your face, blearily and morbid lights blinding you for a moment, but you’re impatient, and you yearn to see his name once more on your screen, so choke down the pain in your dilated pupil, and you let your dangerously weak fingers dangle over the answer button.

Your guts churn inside, and you’re about to puke...the room is spinning, and you’re being suffocated but your eyes don’t tear away from the phone, staring at it with such great marveled eyes, lungs taking in less oxygen than it needed each time you let air through. “Soobin, why am I crying?” You ask, and the screen goes back to its wallpaper; a selfie of you two. Hands strung around his back, he smiled goofily into the camera, lips puckered into your cheeks as if you were on the verge of passing out from exhaustion, eyes lidded with sleep.  

Smiling is hard, you conclude, and your ears are bleeding heavily. The phone rings again and you’re plagued by its annoying noise that can’t seem to shut up. You tried everything, silencing your phone, turning off your ringer, throwing the device against the floor, followed by Mr. Carrots but you quickly found yourself either picking up the phone with the utmost care, turning your phone right back, or even clicking the switch that allowed to music to emit.

You wonder how your phone hasn’t died from the number of scars you’ve given it just now. Soobin. Soobin. Soobin. Soobin. It was like you were going crazy! Why was he calling you? You shriek against your pillow, letting drool seep from your mouth while you bite your tongue hard enough to make it bleed, and you savor the sweet metallic taste that coats your mouth. Turning around in bed, you shut your eyes in hopes that everything disappears, that the phone disappears, that you disappear. Not that it already happened. You were nothing and will never be from the depth of your pounding heart; not without Choi Soobin. 

“You’re so astoundingly pretty” Someone familiar mouths into your skin and you feel the butterflies arise in you again, so fierce but lovely as it flaps against the inner lining of your throat, almost rendering you speechless. Blonde hair as the snow, he was utterly beautiful for this world. He was show-stopping, heart-pounding, beautiful. His lips were always pillowy soft, tempting you to be a little selfish a steal more kisses than needed, not that he ever minded. “More you, love” You retort, spinning around in his arms to face him. His bright eyes never wavered from yours and every single fucking time, he always looked at you like you hung the stars, like you were his whole world. “Stop lying, pretty girl!”

He stumbles, pulling you closer and leaving heart-shaped kisses all over your body, not stopping until every inch of your skin is covered in his love. He held passion, a burning passion that burnt your skin until you were numb, yet it was addicting. It was poisonous. “My pretty girl” Soobin sighs against your lips, before tenderly taking your cheeks into his warm palms, tugging on your lips onto his, longing for the warmth that followed, swooning over the feeling of you while his fingers roam around your body. And that very night, he made him yours and yours as his. 

You’re awakened but this time when you flutter your eyes open, it is late at night and sweat pours through your body. Groaning over, you quickly realize that the phone has plucked you out of your slumber and you start panicking once more. Your hands shiver towards the phone, as you pick it up again, tears welling up in your glossy eyes. Your resolve was starting to crack faster than you thought. Heart beating fast enough to break through its cage, your fingers drift onto the accept button and you gasp once you come back to sense, lip bitten by your teeth.

You hope–no prayed that no one answered. That this wasn’t real, but it was...it was as real as it gets. You think. You don’t know. Or maybe you do. You also think you’re clinically mad. But when you hear your name whisper through the speaker, your brain dies for a second and then comes back alive. Jolts of electricity travel through your veins and you feel like you are flying. “(Y/n) ...sweetheart?”  

“Soobin?” You cry, and you swear you could hear his heartbreak on the other side. You imagine him in his bed, cuddling Mr. Carrot’s sibling; Mrs. Rabbit to death, having it choke on his iron grip. You want to scream so badly until your lungs give out and vocal cords snap, but you can’t. “Hey love, I just wanted to drop in and say that I’m sorry...and that I’m outside your door right now.” The phone drops to the floor in shock, the clatter echoing against the walls. “No, you’re not” You rasp, trying to make sense of the situation but your idea is deflected when you hear knocking on the door. Hesitantly pulling back the covers, you slide onto the floor, and you’re unable to even look up from it, rather your eyes follow the ridges that slither.  

Unfortunately, the cold doorknob was in the clutch of your fingers, threatening to turn to let in the love of your life. You rethink your decision, but it seems that your hand had a mind of its own, and the knob twists without you knowing about it, letting a gust of wind in. “You’re unhappy.” A voice sweet as honey drips down your spine and you shiver uncomfortably against it, furrowing your eyebrows when you meet the dark eyes of your lover, knees shaking and ready to give out. “You’re also crying” He chuckles, leaning closer to your face to wipe away fallen tears, but in the name of irony, you notice the angelic drops coat his cheeks too.

He was too pretty to be crying. “You too” You quietly whisper, breath barely ghosting over the swirling breeze as you let him in, closing the door right behind him. “(Y/n)” he sniffles, pulling you closer and you reel into him for a second expecting the safe warmth he gave out, only to be stuck against a walking refrigerator, cold as ice cubes. “I can’t stand seeing you like this, weeping over me!” He sobs, falling into your arms, and you finally, let out too, dropping to the carpeted floor with a dull thud. “Then why did you leave me?!” You mumble, afraid to close your eyes, clawing him harder, as you break his skin, but he doesn’t even flinch, instead he sinks into it even more, relishing you. “I had no choice, I tried, I really did.”  

“Well, you should’ve tried harder” You harshly spit, before you breakdown into his arms, liquidizing into him as a whole. “I’m so sorry baby” He babbles, “I miss you so much, I can’t even–I feel like I’m being dragged through the pits of hell–it’s so bad baby. Please make it stop! Please!” Pulling away from him for a second, you slam your lips against him, and it feels just right, just like old times. “Then stay with me,” You say, not leaving him a second to respond, because you’re scared of his response. You’re scared that he’s going to leave again and leave out to decay with skin peeling off your bone as you left to survive off your own emotions, regurgitating them when you digested them all, repeating it all over again. “I need to, I’m so sorry.” He presses his forehead against yours, smiling with your lips. “You will?”  

He nods into your skin, “I’ll stay” He declares before he drags his palm up to your chest and lays it over your heart while his other hand pushes you down, where he lays down on you, head over your heartbeat. “I love you so much” You whimper, threading your fingers through his hair. “I love you so much fucking more, I can’t even express it” He sighs contentedly, closing his eyes, snuggling into you. “And I’ll always be there with you, even when you don’t even know” He mutters, but you’re long gone into another round of slumber, so he decides to wrap his arms tighter against your figure. 

The light cast across your face startles you awake, but this time you’re happy and more in love than ever. The weight from before has lifted, but that was casual, Soobin had always had his eyes open before you and he was probably in the bathroom. Moaning in pain, you stretch to your feet, as you twirl joyfully, padded feet. “Soobin?!” You call out, expecting a response but when you don’t hear a thing, your grin widens. He was just hiding from you! So, you call out his name several times, chanting it like a prayer while you turn your whole apartment upside down. “Hey baby, where are you, this isn’t funny anymore” You wail, sulking like a toddler before you tumble into your own room, the last place you didn’t check. “Soobin seriously, you’re getting me worried!” Your hands softly brush against your bed, then slide against your table before they stop along a pair of documents. Your heart is suddenly stuck in your throat; you struggle to breathe when you bring the paper to eye level.  

Choi Soobin was pronounced dead at 5:53 AM.  

Your feet roll underneath you, so you hit your head against the sharp edge of the table, cutting the skin in a straight line. “What the–” You laugh, bringing your shaky hand to your cut, smearing it over your finger, trying to distract yourself from the pain that was starting to well inside your heart. The same pain that was poorly buried. And right when the first drops contact your skin, your heart jitters and it feels horribly painful, as though you were being burnt alive. You swiftly wipe away your tears, and you crane to gaze at the picture of your fiancé, happy smiles, nothing else. You despised yourself in that portrait. You looked so happy in a situation such as this, you were supposed to feel guilty, so why were you smiling in that picture?  

Would you have stopped grinning so alienated if you knew what the future held for you?  

“I hate seeing you cry so much; it feels like someone poured acid all over my face like I was being burnt with hot oil!” He says, into your ear, after one night where your hurtful words were thrown around. 

Lips parting, you gasp into your fingers, clutching your left breast.  

“Choi Soobin, you’re in my heart aren’t you” You pant, as you memorize how his hands felt against you, where he placed his fingers, and how he promised you that he would stay. Your other arm tucks itself into the hold of your left arm, holding it down where Soobin held you–in that dream.   

That car crash was inevitable, and so was the death that came along with it, but with Choi Soobin placed in the safety of your beating organ, maybe everything will be fine! 

Or maybe you should rip out your heart instead.  

[itgirlgyu]

how i think txt would react if their female best friend sat on their lap

requested!

YEONJUN...

oh my god totally bitchless behavior coming in within 0.4 seconds

like this man will stop functioning, like is it normal to have your hands on the side?

tries to strike a pose

like daniel,, bby you're embarrassing yourself

swear he thinks he's like aha so fine

might lean back to play it cool

but you know he stiff as hell

like basically it's that dad pose when you know you've disappointed him and you're about to sit with him in a dark living room to soak in the immeasurable shame you've brought to the family.

his undergarment is drenched from stress sweats

might actually start stuttering

pls get off him before his dry sex life makes him pop a boner and the friendship gets ruined for life.

SOOBIN...

his head starts overheating due to overthinking the moment you sit on his lap like

the only two option were the floor where beomgyu spilled his drink or any of the dudes lap and he's your bestie boo so ofc you'd pick him

right?

tries to gaslight himself into thinking it's fine

like sure this shit is fine and it's normal to sit on each others laps.

but inside his head there are 4 tabs open, two of them are having a debate on the pros and cons of having your best friend on your lap and other two are playing tiktok random hits and he doesn't know which one he should tune in to

for the peace of his own mind, he tries to sit on your lap the next time

tit for tat he says.

BEOMGYU...

starts acting like you are crushing his thighs

he knows you playing so he's like aha two can play the game

girl you really thought you will outdo the doer

the og mr. mood breaker?

will straight up start moaning in your ears

starts squirming and whining like

'oooof my thighs are so fragile,'

does not give two cents about the place he is in

or the situation

or what people will assume

if soobin is the overthinker, beomgyu rarely thinks

its like his brain just takes off in a rush and it's taken over by the sheer need to annoy the fuck out of his bestie.

he's like the fly you can't just quite swat away

literally starts doing his own echo moan from one ear to another

you have to admit the defeat and get up on your own.

TAEHYUN...

will not straight up push you off him.

but the look he gives you, he might as well just put in the physical effort and do it.

his face is like, 'you did this for what?'

'why not?'

'why though?'

tries to get used to you sitting on him

like its chill

you're his bestie and he's a gym goer

so it does work out nicely

but the thing is like,

your back is blocking his vision

like its all chill and cute in movies but irl your sight will definitely get blocked and it has nothing to do with the person's height!

he tries to adjust so that he doesn't need to kick you off of him

and hurt your feelings or something

man is here jumping through hoops to seem effortless in order to continue his debate with hyuka about the importance of the balance between peanut butter and jelly in the sandwich

you see his struggle and move over on your own with a new found respect for terry the terrance taehyun kang

HUENING KAI...

he's looking at your head like, hmm you kinda sus

but that lasts like a whole lot of ten seconds before he's like nothings even on him

although he tries to smell the top of your head like what is the difference between a baby's head and an adult's crown

he is a curious little crow, it's one of his charms

makes a quick mental note to break it to you gently that you might need to take a lil bit more hygiene care on the top of your head.

he leans back

unlike yeonjun the daniel choi, he's fr chill

also man's broad as hell

he's like meant to be a chair at this point

you can lean in as much as you want on him and you know he would fine with anything

like he barely feels you on him anyway

you can probably just lean back on him and he'd cradle you like his first born

just maybe not kiss the top of your head

but he finally got an idea what to gift you on your birthday!

so it all worked out for the best!

© to itgirlgyu. feedbacks are highly appreciated and welcomed!!!!

[beom1e]

reassurance with tomorrow x together !!

pairing ot5 x gn! reader. genre so much fluff, angst undertone. requested by anon. author’s note very sorry for the wait <3

he looked miserable, gaze burning holes into the floor while he frowned. you placed your hands on his cheeks and forced him to look at you, sending him a reassuring smile. when he closed his eyes and rested his forehead against yours, it was clear that you had succeeded in lifting his mood.

‘i’m grateful for you… for us,’ you spoke softly. ‘you don’t have to be perfect for us to be happy.’

yeonjun ★

he exudes confidence most of the time, but you know better than anyone that he needs reassurance to keep going. you placing your hands on his cheeks was like a grounding technique, he let his thoughts stop spiralling and focused on your closeness and touch instead. he’d been feeling so guilty for how little time he had to spend with you, and never felt better even when you told him it was fine. as soon as those words left your lips, his breathing evened out. the two of you stayed like that for a while until yeonjun wrapped his arms around you and pulled you in for a hug.

‘thank you,’ he mumbled against your shoulder. ‘i really needed to hear that.’

soobin ★

he’s the leader, he doesn’t expect reassurance because he’s simply too busy trying to take care of his group and career. but you see how the stress can get to him, that happy-go-lucky, sweet personality he so regularly puts forth just… fades. you hated that, and soobin hated it too. he let his shoulders drop and stopped worrying about everybody else, instead repeating those words in his head like a mantra. he was just as grateful for you and wanted you to know, but the words got caught in his throat.

you realised he was crying when a tear met your thumb, so you slung your arms around his neck and pulled him into the warmest hug you could manage. you knew he wouldn’t let you go for the rest of the night, but you didn’t mind.

beomgyu ★

one thing he loves about you is your ability to make him feel so… human. beomgyu didn’t like to cry and show his emotions, he just bottled them up and hid them with a smile instead. but you were always there to listen and — even if he was hesitant at first — got him to be more comfortable with the idea of expressing his feelings to you. he often feels burdensome and doesn’t want to dump more onto you than you can handle, so there’s times where he convinces himself that you don’t care at all and would get annoyed if he talked about his issues. but you could read him like a book, you knew what he was thinking.

you were a professional at silencing his thoughts. he latched himself onto you and you ran your fingers through his hair, making him feel at peace again.

taehyun ★

taehyun comes to you for comfort and you know it and you never question it. he worries that you could do better, and you tell him that it’s a ridiculous thing to think because you love every aspect about him so much. he isn’t one for heavy affection, so when he dropped his head on your shoulder and mumbled about how tired he was, you knew something was up. he appreciated your words and touch, and he caved into letting himself be wrapped up and coddled by you until he would feel okay again. he was always thoughtful when it came to you and your feelings, so it felt amazing that you did the same for him without him ever having to ask you.

he fell asleep in your embrace shortly after, while you drew soothing lines along his back to make sure he knew you weren’t going anywhere.

huening kai ★

the only time kai struggles to express his emotions to you is when something is seriously bothering him. he had been quiet all day, up until you asked him to talk to you and he obeyed, so you ended up trying to reassure him. you never minded, you loved telling him how much he meant to you and how much you love him. you hated that he would ever doubt how important he is to you. he loved to comfort you more often than he allowed you to comfort him, but you knew that he wanted and needed the same treatment in return. as soon as he closed his eyes, a tear trailed down his cheek and you were quick to wipe it away.

‘can we go take a long nap together?’ he mumbled, and you nodded softly.

[channoticedmeuwu]

୧ #𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐌 𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐅𝐔𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 — 𝐂. 𝐒𝐎𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐍

∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠° #𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐎 @liveleaking and @saradika for banners used

#𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 — CHOI SOOBIN × FEM!READER

𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 : @radiorenjun haerin n reader as kuromi enthusiasts, hyuck & soobin and their bromance + a tired ningning. honorable mentions to oc!seri & reader's mom y'all carried ‼️‼️

#𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄 — social media!au, humor, fluff, hs!au, academic rivals!au, e2l!au

#𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 — kys/kms jokes, swearing (duh), hospitals, mention of injuries, underage drinking (in some scenes), occasionally suggestive jokes, a lot of flirting but it's concerning pls see someone, j teens being teens

#𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 (OPEN) — @flowerjun @yeonboy @chesh1re-cat @radiorenjun @captivq @forever-in-the-sky2 @l0ve-joy @yangwaa @soobinsgirlfriend @sooooob @sunoosfavsposts @chocorenchin @kaiswifeblog @ethanlandrycanbreakmyheart @myknifeyourlife @banyuew @soobsfairy444 @sadsadandmad @luvsoobs @suzirumas @obeymeharemowner @vixensss @aestheticsluut @rikizm @realigot7 @cha0thicpisces @satan-223 @aloverga @alpha-mommy69 @ariannavivianna @lani-heart @koeuh @bangchansbae @aerxz @impureperhaps @jeonsfizz @anitatvd @a-l-i-y-a @igotkpoops @yenqa @sato-chan-2709 @loveliestsong

#𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒 tsk — who were you? what were you? that's all 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 𝐒𝐎𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐍 thought about when you stood next to him on the auditorium stage, smiling at the dozen school photographers and fingers holding a plaque that now belonged to both of you. How dare you; disrupt Part-Time Perfect's chance of being the one and only. How dare you; try to make your way into being the face of the school next to him, after being someone he watched from afar for years?

and how dare you look so fucking hot while doing it?

PROFILES — THE HELLO KITTY GIRLS | SOOBIN & FRIENDS

0.0 — INTRO P.1 | INTRO P.2

01 — NOT MY HOUSE(EEE)

02 — sobe4!

03 — jit trippin...

04 — honk shh honk shh

05 — a sight for sore eyes

06 — mentally ill club

07 — boobin

08 — pinocchio

09 — prez

10 — fetus grower

11 — sabotage !!!

12 — untouchable

13 — odi's shit

14 — honestly, valid

15 — homo

16 — um.

17 — yikes...

18 — when and where?

19 — my OUR

20 — the package

21 — she's pretty

22 — to fucking JAPAN?

23 — with YOU!?

24 — mommm

25 — trashBin

26 — dommy mommy

27 — 5 feet apart (the remake)

28 — its-a me-a, mariooo

29 — room 63

30 — notice me senpai

31 — triple dared

32 — #hyuck_deserved_better

33 — shit.

34 — in front of the chinese restaurant

35 — sandwich(ed)

36 — loverboy PT1 | PT2

37 — biology, huh?

38 — should I cry?

39 — our girl

40 — jellyfish phase

MORE TO BE ADDED

41 — crew love

BONUS — moan worthy

[chaeinedup]

TXT as my liked songs

Yeonjun as

You can't tell me this doesn't sound like him;

I might be a little biased since I think he just fits KAYTRANADA vibes in general but I can't be the only one that sees this;

Maybe it's because he likes Dominic Fike and in my mind that's connected;

But anyway R&B + Yeonjun = the perfect combination.

Soobin as

A pretty song for a pretty boy;

This song reminds me of a sunny breezy day, reading by the beach, the sounds of nature as the soundtrack;

It's comforting and who else is comforting????!!!!!! CHOI SOOBIN;

He does like indie if I'm not mistaken so I guess this was bound to happen.

Beomgyu as

I also feel like this is a given;

The image of him listening to this while in the car, looking at the window, just taking in the scenary;

Tell me you see it too;

I love loud gyu but I also love quiet gyu, and that's where this song comes in.

Taehyun as

Takes an intellectual to know good music and appreciate it;

That's Taehyun for me;

I feel like he'd find it really soothing;

This also reminds me more of his quiter softer side (he swears he's as cold as Antartica but really he's just lying t himself).

Huening Kai as

This is such a sweet song;

Who's sweeter then Huening Kai??!! No one!!;

He radiates love and happiness and I hope he knows;

I juat love him so much!!

Side note: These are all based on sonority and not lyrics.

[jungwnies]

syn ' he's your ex, but you're not exactly over each other yet. pairing ' exbf!soobin x fem!reader

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you hear your phone ringing in the distance and you go grab it, a video call from taehyun. “hey, what’s up?” you ask as you fix your hair in the camera.

taehyun greets you and smiles, “nothing really, just wanted to talk to you.”

you laugh, “why?”

“how have you been?” he asks, fixing his camera.

you shrug, “i guess i’ve been okay.”

taehyun looks at you with an eyebrow raised, “serious?”

you nod, “as serious as i can be.” you take a deep breath, “how’s soobin?” you ask hesitantly.

“he’s good, i think he went out to eat with someone today.” taehyun tells you as you nod at him bitterly. “you have such a sour expression y/n.”

“was it a girl?” you question.

taehyun nods, “yeah, but-”

“well it’s good that he’s doing good.” you tell taehyun.

the two of you spend the rest of the call catching up as it’s been a while, but you couldn’t help but think about soobin with someone else already. even though it’s been about two months, you haven’t gotten over him, and a little part of you hopes he hasn’t gotten over you either.

“can you not mention this to soobin?’ you ask, as you tuck yourself into bed with your phone in one hand. 

taehyun nods, “yeah, of course.” “but i think you should talk to him, he misses you too y/n.”

“yeah maybe i’ll stop by your dorms sometime this week.” you grinned.

“okay, goodnight y/n.” he says, before hanging up the call.

you lay in bed and sigh, eventually falling asleep.

—

you walk into the big building and look around, the staff greets you as you see the elevator door open a little further down the hallway. 

soobin walks out the elevator, laughing with a girl besides him. they begin walking towards you and you quickly run into the stairwell deciding to walk upstairs to the gym where taehyun was hanging out right now.

when you get to tjhe gym, taehyun sees you catching your breath as you walk in, “did you run here?” he asks jokingly.

“i,” you begin, still catching your breath, “i went up the stairs.”

taehyun hands you a water bottle, “why didn’t you just take the elevator? “uhm, it was being maintenance.” you tell him, as the elevator rings and hueningkai walks out of it.

taehyun looks at you and laughs, “i’m just going to pretend you didn’t like just now.”

you laugh and sit down on the bench as taehyun picks up his weights and kai walks over to you, “hi noona!” kai greets, very bubbly. 

you wave, “hey kai.”

“are you here to see soobin?” “i think he’s on his way here, he was just walking someone to their car.” kai asks as he begins to stretch.

“what?” you ask, a little confused.

the elevator rings and soobin walks in with a smile on his face, his eyes land on you and he frowns.

taehyun puts the weights down and whispers to hueningkai to get up and come with him, leaving you with soobin alone in the gym.

“y/n?” soobin asks, sitting down beside you.

you take a deep breath, “hey.”

“it’s been a while hasn’t it?”

you nod your head, “yeah it has.”

the air was thick, and you sat next to each other awkwardly.

“so-” “was that” you both began in unison.

“you can go first.” you tell him laughing.

“was that you in the stairwell earlier?” soobin asks, looking away from you.

“oh… yeah” you chuckle, “that was me.”

“how come you took the stairs and not the elevator? the gym is so far up.” he asks, finally looking at you.

you shrug, “to get my steps in, you know?”

“you? working out? pfft.” he jokes.

“well honestly,” you begin, “i was avoiding you.”

soobin looks at you confused, “why?”

“i saw you.” you purse your lips, “with the girl?”

“oh…” soobin trails.

“do you like her? she’s pretty.” you smile, looking away from him again.

“no, we’re just friends, we just go out to eat from time to time and hang out.”

you nod, about to speak but your phone alarm rings. “i hate to cut our conversation short, but i’ve got to go.” you tell him, standing up.

soobin stands up with you, “i’ll walk with you.”

the two of you walk towards the elevator and go down together, the awkwardness was still there, as well as the silence. 

when you reached the lobby, soobin walks you to the front, “maybe we can talk more some day?”

you smile, “sure, i’ll see you soon, tell terry i said bye.”

soobin nods as watches you walk off as you step into a taxi, off to wherever you were headed.

—

“so, what did you guys talk about?” taehyun asks, as you sit in the back of the taxi on your way home from work.

“nothing much, he told me about that girl.” you tell taehyun, sighing.

“i think he told you so that you didn’t get the wrong idea, he still loves you y/n.” 

you take out of one your earbuds and tell the taxi driver to stop here. you get out of the vehicle after paying for the ride and make your way up to your apartment.

“you think he still loves me?” you ask, with a slight laugh.

you hear taehyun’s room door open and listen to the familiar voice in the background.

i miss her is all you heard before taehyun put himself on mute.

i miss you too. you thought to yourself as you threw your phone on your bed to change into something more comfy.

taehyun eventually ended the call telling you he would call you back, but in fact he didn’t call you back and that’s how you ended up in the txt dorms two days later.

—

“you’re so rude for not calling me back, honestly.” you tell him as you pour water in the cup.

“i’m sorry, i just got distracted.”taehyun tells you as he fixes his hair in the mirror.

soobin walks into the dorm, “oh, y/n you’re here again?” 

you nod, “yeah, i was just bored at home, and taehyun never stays on call with me anymore.” you whine, jokingly.

taehyun rolls his eyes and walks over to where hueningkai was very immersed in his console.

soobin walks beside you and smiles as he always pours himself a glass of water, “can we talk?” he whisper asks.

you nod, “yeah, let’s go outside though.”

the two of you guys sit outside in the hallway on the floor, “y/n, i’ve really missed having you around.” he tells you as he swishes the ice in his water around.

“yeah, i’ve missed you too.” you confess, very hesitantly.

soobin sighs, “it’ll never be the same.”

you lean your head on soobin’s shoulder, “probably not, but at least we’re here together, right?”

soobin turns his head and looks down at you on his shoulder, “every couple fights though, right?”

you sigh and sit up straight again, “soobin, that fight showed us how different we are, we aren’t compatible.”

soobin looks at you sadly.

you lean your head back on soobin and wrap your arms around his torso, “we can’t be together soob.” 

soobin kisses the top of your head as his eyes water, “i know.”

you feel tears begin to drip from your eyes, “i don’t understand, but i love you.”

soobin wraps his arms around you, i love you too. he thought to himself, as the two of you sat outside in silence. 

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sorry if this makes absolutely no sense but i’ve never requested anything before 💀 but txt who’s never seen you wear body tight clothes before and their reaction when they finally do 😵‍💫

soobin and hyuka: jaw dropped. immediately becomes a blushing n stuttering mess, loves the way body tight clothes hugs your body, accentuating your body features.

taehyun: probably most composed one among the five, compliments you alot n tells you to wear body tight clothes more often hehe (raging on the inside but cool on the outside :3)

beomgyu and yeonjun: dont expect them to keep their hands to themselves!!! are all over you heheh, lots of kisses n touches (buys you more body tight clothes)