#sorry guys. I’m the most annoying mutual for posting at 1:30 am

[shippingfangirl013]

I know we’ve analyzed this scene over and over again, and someone else has probably pointed this out, but I thought this was interesting.

Will has blue behind him.

Mike has blue and yellow (and green) behind him. And yellow in front of him.

I know we’ve figured out the blue & yellow = Mike & Will and Byler = green.

(I’m also looking right at Mike’s “I asked for vomit green and I got vomit green.” And green = blue + yellow together [byler])

But, I thought it was interesting that the blue light is next to Will, because the boy he loves is right in front of him. Will is wearing blue. He’s talking to Mike, and the blue is there because he’s thinking of Mike and he’s upset over being a third wheel. (Who wouldn’t be?)

Then, we have Mike.

He’s wearing a bluish purple shirt and yellow over it. Just like the flowers, yellow is overwhelming the purple… I wonder why?

The lights behind Mike’s head and in front of his head kind of clue us in on what the characters are thinking about. Mike is thinking about Will as indicated by the single yellow light between them, (because that’s the thing… somehow, Will has always been between Mike and his failing normal relationship with El), and Mike is also thinking about his relationship with Will differently. The lighting is telling us directly what Mike is thinking of… and that’s why he’s so thrown by the “And us?”. Because Will just wants to know where he stands, he thinks that he can live with it if he just rips the bandaid off and moves on from Mike. But Mike took the “And us?” As something more, as if he’s thought of his friendship with Will as something more…

And I think it’s funny & interesting that after this fight, Mike’s wardrobe shifts. And Will’s does too.

This is the aftermath of the roller rink incident. The colors are definitely muted here, they were loud at the roller rink, but here? The colors aren’t as full force, there’s some yellow in Mike’s flannel and there’s some blue and green on Will’s polo. I think the colors are muted here because of the fight, but it’s still showing that they’re thinking of that fight through the clothing itself.

But once Mike and Will have that heart to heart… the loud colors are back again. The clothing isn’t muted anymore, and these are the outfits that they wear for the rest of the season.

I know that the teal shirt was custom made and designed to look different in certain lighting, but what I started thinking about, was the blend of colors and lighting from before.

Blue and green make dark teal, but yellow lightens it up… meaning that Mike is thinking of being with Will in a relationship (blue and green make dark teal) but you need equal parts of blue and green, and equal parts of yellow and green, to make the teal on Mike’s shirt. (Meaning that I think Mike has come to terms with his love for Will and his feelings shifting from friendship to something more by the end of S4. They still have a lot to talk about and discuss… but there’s also a span of 2 days that we didn’t get to see as an audience.)

But Will hasn’t let himself think of being with Mike as an honest option, after the painting. He ripped off the bandaid, he’s trying to allow himself to move on and give up hope that Mike will ever love him in the same way. . . Which is why I think, his shirt is mostly yellow with blue patterned in lightly. And maybe, if they plan to continue with the color theory, we’ll see some changes again in season 5.

But… I keep thinking that Mike’s monologue was a veiled response to Will’s veiled confession in the van… and it would make sense, because they’ve been using El as a cover for every argument (and almost every conversation) in S4. Mike even uses his fight with El to talk to Will about their fight from S3.

I’m just saying, I think early S5 established or almost established Byler is something we could be looking at.

[melwritesbadly]

With Wings in All Black

After a tragic turn of events,  Kazama Kaori , AKA Hex, has her investigation swept out from under her by the #2 Pro Hero. Reluctantly she joins Hawks in the pursuit of justice. On top of trying to solve the biggest case of her career, Kaori is still a young woman struggling to find her place in the world. Life is turned upside down as her professional and personal lives start to blend.

Rating: T (subject to change)

Content Warnings: slight language, implied violence/death

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Assistance Requested: Information and surveillance details urgently needed regarding reported missing persons. Suspected Vigilante involvement, or other syndicates. Please respond for additional details.

Status of current investigation: Ongoing

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A Murder of One                        

Hex adjusted the dial on the receiver on her headgear tuning in to the frequency of the microphone planted in the bar below her. She hoped the ungodly amount of paperwork she traded for the device was worth it.  The other detectives at the station simply shrugged at her evidence- or rather, her lack-thereof.

Still it didn’t change the facts.

Fact 1- Low level criminals are disappearing.

Fact 2- People are disappearing

Fact 3- No one cared- but her.

Fact 4- Takei Kenji, one of the missing, had recently been seen in the area and was seemingly ‘not himself’ as described by the anonymous tip that was forwarded to her.

Takei Kenji, age 27. Minor invulnerability quirk. Last known occupation: ‘Nightwatchman’ for a warehouse commonly used for clandestine meetings for the local riff-raff. Reported missing by his mother 3 weeks ago.

After speaking with Mrs. Takei, she pieced together Kenji’s new schedule. After tailing him a few days he truly seemed like a new man, reformed. 

His dress was proper and pristine, clean shaven and hair combed and presentable. It was a stark contrast to the photo used on the missing person flier taped to her pinboard (along with all the other missing persons). With no discernible pattern, at least not to her, about the next victim(?) or the whereabouts of any of the others, Kenji was her best, and only lead.

Tonight, she could expect him to show at one of his usual haunts.  The bar below her. Not to her personal taste, the clientele of the more stabby nature. 

Earlier that week she managed to convince the bartender to spill a few snippets of the conversations between Kenji and the other patrons.

“The Bard this, The Bard that.” griped the bartender as he dumped the trash into the alley dumpster. “It’s pissing off my regulars and they’re pissy enough as it is.” 

He should have been here an hour ago though. Hex sucked on her lower lip, displeased as she scanned the road leading to and from the bar entrance. She’d give it another half hour then try and regroup on his trail in the morning.

“Cheers to another late night.” she muttered to herself listening in to the chatter and ambiance of the dive bar. 

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Her 30 minutes go by and she huffs before finally switching the receiver off.  She’d go by tomorrow to get the mic back.  Just as she was about to stand from her perch Hex heard the unmistakable beat of wings above her, large ones, judging by the sound. 

It reminded her of her father. Probably one of the last people she wanted to see right now. Especially since her only lead ditched her for the night.

This night sucks.

 Hex thinks to herself, finally looking up intending to see the dark wings of King Crow finally come to drag her home but instead, she sees red.

This has to be the reason Kenji never showed. The thought bounces around her head angrily as none other than the number 2 Hero in Japan descended from the nightly heavens and landed on her rooftop.

This night really sucks.

“Yo!” Hawks held up a hand in greeting neatly folding his very noticeable wings against his back, shoving the other hand into his pocket.

“Will you get down!” Hex harshly whispers, gesturing him to stoop down and out of sight.

“Jeesh, hi, hello how are you? I’m fine, thanks for asking.” he jokes casually but still squats down feet planted on the ground resting his arms on his knees. Hex shakes her head and resumes her post looking up and down the street despite her previous resignation.

“You’re Hex right?” he starts “I’m-” She cuts him off not taking her eyes off the street.

“Obviously I know who you are. Everyone knows who you are. Especially every lowlife in the area who’ve probably fled after seeing your chicken legs flailing in the wind.”

“Ooo, ah, that’s my physical appearance. That hurts you know.” Feigning  being wounded, Hawks placed a hand over his heart but still kept the jovial tone. A smart smirk inching up his cheek continuing. 

“But you’re not after ‘every lowlife’, though right? Just the one. Takei Kenji?'' 

She turned to him and tilted her head, large round eyes finally meeting his sharper, more angled ones. 

“How did you...?” she trailed off, honestly surprised. It wasn’t common knowledge on how her ‘investigation’ was going. Uncommon because, well quite frankly… no one cared. Especially other Heroes. 

“Sorry Chickadee but I got some bad news.” Hawks stood back up and crossed his arms leaning against a nearby cooling unit.

Hex rolled her eyes

“Don’t call me that. What happened?” She looked up at him.

“Well, one of my guys found your guy in… not great shape.” 

Hex cursed running a hand through the back of her head, then sighed.

“How bad?” prepping for his answer.

“Morgue bad”

“Dammit!” cursing again, pinching her brow reeling from the implications.

“Your buddies at the station said you'd might want to know as a professional courtesy” brow pinched once more, Hex felt the annoying start of a headache between them.

“Courtesy? For what...” a thought flashing through her mind and she stood eyes going wide “Don’t you dare close my case!” jabbing a finger in his direction.

 He turned his head to face her more, still calm, still leaning, still observing.

“Close it? Oh no, wouldn’t think of it Chickadee. I’m taking over the investigation.”

Hex gaped. Momentarily at a loss for words. The frustrations starting to come to a point at the back of her neck, feeling an uncomfortable bristle forming.

“What no, you can’t! Do you know how much work” gesturing wildly with her hands “How much time! The favors I had to do, the resources I scrounged for-”

“Which are no longer a problem.” He blocked one ear with a finger and shot her what would have been an award winning smile “No need to shout Hex. Obviously I want to keep you,”  He paused, throwing a wink her way  “Keep you on the investigation that is.”

Hex scoffed,her head bobbing back as she shot him an incredulous look.

“I don’t do agencies, and I’m no one's sidekick.” she threw another annoyed jab of her finger in his direction.

“Ooo touchy. Freelance then. Sound good Chickadee?” Hawks held up his hand to maybe physically shield him from her ire.

“Stop calling me that and maybe I’ll let you help”

He smiled-no smirked again pushing off of the cooling unit he was leaning on stepping towards her shrugging his shoulders.

“That doesn't sound like a mutually beneficial arrangement to me.” Hex rolled her eyes and crossed her arms haughtily with a huff.

“And how does calling me stereotyped nickname benefit you, birdbrain.” 

Hawks chuckled. He didn’t expect it to be so easy to ruffle her feathers.

This was going to be fun.

“Isn’t that how these buddy cop movies play out? One hard-ass with a secret heart of gold and their handsome, comic relief partner put aside their differences to crack the case and learn the meaning of cooperation and friendship. Roll credits”

Hex tilted her head and shot him an unamused expression, opening her mouth to speak.

“I am not a hardass-” she stopped herself holding her palm up to stop the little banter she was getting pulled into. “Can you circle back, Takei Kenji?”

“Can we circle back to this team up? After all this is my case now?” 

Hex scrunched up her nose, not pouting, she told herself, and re-crossed her arms.

“Sounds like something a hardass would say.” she snarked and he grinned again, throwing his arms up bringing them down behind his head.

“You caught me. Hawks, the hardass with a heart of gold. Guess that makes you my handsome, no wait, beautiful partner then. So how's about it Chickadee?”

“Uhg” Hex clicked her tongue and rolled her eyes again. Squaring her shoulders she placed her hands on her hips

“I want a contract. Full access and authority over any and all future developments and details about my case.” Hawks nodded but shot her a finger gun.

“Our case.”

“Whatever!” she sighed looking up at the night sky hands still on her hips. 

“The agency manager can draft up whatever you’d like tomorrow. Let’s go see what Kenji had in his pockets shall we?”

Hex nodded reaching up to her headgear. She flicked the visor portion that was pushing her hair back over her eyes. The experimental mirrored tint softening the city night lights. She switched the setting on her earpiece making sure the seal around the was snug. Hawks floated a foot above the ground looking a little bored as he waited.

 Show off

Hex activated her own quirk, the bundle of jet black feathers at the base of her hair sending a shiver down her spine causing other inky feathers to erupt from her skin. The ebony plumes forming patterned rows along her arms covering them completely. 

Letting them creep upwards to the sides of her neck but stopped them before then could go any further on her body. Just enough for her to achieve flight. She did a small jump maintaining the upward moment with a strong flap of her feather covered arms and started for the station.

Harpy Hero: Hex

Quirk: Harpy- Half human, half bird! She’s able to do most things a bird can do and then some! Most notably, she can grow enough feathers to achieve flight.

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There is no traffic in the sky and the previously chatty #2 Hero was silent during their flight. Hex was thankful, it gave her some time, however brief, to think.

This new development was...tragic. Someone would have to tell Mrs.Takei in the morning.

It should be me...

It’s just, Kenji was small time.  So why would he turn up dead?

And more importantly...

Hex cast a look in her periphery at the Fierce Wing Hero.

How did this fall into the lap of the number 2 Hero?

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Hawks landed first. Not bothering to tame his windswept hair but did look up to observe Hex’s descent. She wasn’t quite as fast as him, well, then again, no one was. But she was graceful and skilled as she navigated the air currents. 

Fanning her wings wide Hex slowed her movements getting ready to land. A few more well practiced flutters and she also touched back down. Before she can remove her headgear she dispels her feathers. Casting them off with a quick flick of her arms. She hardened them into slivers then ground them to sand with another flick to minimize the mess and general rudeness of not picking up after your quirk.

She adjusted her headgear and hair and blatantly ignored the cheeky claps and nods of approval from the man besides her. She strode past him and up into the station. The night reception paid her no mind but did double take when they saw Hawks’s crimson wings engulfing their foyer.

Just outside the morgue waited a man with an impressive and well manicured mustache. He wore a white button down shirt with the sleeves rolled up, suspenders and the first few buttons open.

“This her boss?” he asked in an accent indicating that he was from Australia. 

“Hex,” she offered “And you are?”

“Duke Amazing. Pleasure.” he greeted offering his hand. She was not expecting such a strong handshake.

“Given the circumstances…” she trailed off.  “You found Takei?”

“Well, what’s left that is…” Duke gestured to the door he was waiting in front of  “They’ve finished up for now. Just waiting on the bossman for the paperwork and whatnot.” He made another gesture in the direction of a door a little ways down the corridor.

“They’ve got his belongings in there”

“Perfect, cross the t’s and dot the i’s for me Duke?” before his sidekick could answer Hawks was already starting down the corridor. Hex followed close behind. 

Duke shook his head crossing his arms.

“June’s gunna pitch a fit again Hawks”

“Op, can’t hear you, the doors closing!” gently shoving Hex in the room and hastily closed the door behind them.

“Uhg paperwork” He bemoaned and leaned against the door

“Paperwork” Hex commiserated but was already looking over the items laid out on the small table.

There wasn’t much but everything was bagged, labeled and detailed on a piece of paper next to the items.

There was a small wallet, no money, a personal ID card. An older model cell phone, unusable. Most likely damaged in whatever altercation Kenji found himself in.

“Probably a burner” Hawks shrugged “Still, I'll get someone to pull the numbers.”  He made no move to examine the items himself but instead watched Hex very carefully as she examined each one. 

She cupped her chin as she looked at the final piece of evidence, brow furrowed.

“I’ve seen this before...” she commented, turning over the small business card over front to back several times examining it. 

While it was the same shape and card stock as a business card it held no information. No address, phone number, or even a business name. All that was printed was an indigo triangle.

“What is it?” He was curious because he had no idea what the shape meant either.

“I…” she started, brows still furrowed. “I have no idea, but I know I've seen this...” 

She placed the bagged card back on the table and leaned over it rubbing her hand to the back of her neck smoothing down her feathers there. The memory of where she’d seen this particular shape eluding her.

“Maybe at his apartment?” she muttered to herself, then sighed

“I’ll have to go back over my notes.” Hex leaned up from the table and unzipped her jacket pulling out her phone and snapped a quick picture on the item.

“How about we meet back up tomorrow then. Let me give you my number.” Hawks held out his palm asking for her phone. She was just about to hand it over but thought better and pulled it back causing him to catch air.

“No social calls, no memes at 3 in the morning, no unsolicited pictures.” her tone stern

“What if they’re tasteful?” he made a grabby motion with his hands and gave his brows a waggle.

“They’re never tasteful.” she quipped back but finally relented and handed over her phone.

Hawks flipped it over in his hands and quickly typed in his information jokingly setting the name for his number “Unsolicited dick pics” with an appropriate emoji next to it. He sent himself a quick text with her phone then clicked hers off and handed it back to her.

He was extremely pleased when she didn’t double check his contact info and simply zipped the phone back into her pocket. His little joke would be a fun surprise for the morning then.

“Send me where you want to meet tomorrow” She pressed her fingers to the back of her neck again “I’m heading out. Looong night” 

Hawks moved away from the door and let her pass, parting for the night.

“Well that led to a whole lotta nothing” He mused to himself finally taking his turn to look over the offending card stock.

“It’s never an easy mess to clean up is it?” He tossed the card back on the table.

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[rosytteok]

50 questions tag.✍🏻

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tagged by the sweetest human ever;; @stuipdgirlxbtsx ily bud ty💞‼️

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1. What takes up too much of your time?

lmaooo school, schoolwork, homework. anything related to school.

2. What makes your day better?

To be honest, scrolling through tumblr, laughing, talking to mutuals, writing when I’m very inspired. basically a lot of things make my day.

3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today?

My mom brought me my nana’s soup and other goodies for lunch and I was THRIVING!!!

4. What fictional place would you like to go to?

Maybe Hogwarts, P.K Academy, Ouran Academy(even though I’m poor as fuck) and that would be it.

5. Are you good at giving advice?

I think I am??? Sometimes in certain topics I can really let loose and advise someone from experience or from what I’ve been taught growing up.

6. Do you have any mental illnesses?

None at all.

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

Nope.

8. What musicians inspired you the most?

Hm, Freddie Mercury(or Queen as a whole), BTS, and many others.

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

Yup.

10. What’s your dream date?

Nothing special nor fancy either—prolly something like going out to talk or eat fast food or ice cream. maybe a simple movie date.

11. What do others notice about you?

I have no idea lol. Probably like my face, mostly my eyes I think.

12. What is an annoying habit you have?

For me, since I bite the insides of my lips a lot, I find it annoying cuz I wanna stop but I just can’t??? ugh skskskks.

13. Do you still talk to you first love?

Never have had a bf. So no, I don’t even know where the hell my first crush at kdkdkdk.

14. How many exes do you have?

None.

15. How many songs are in your playlist?

A. Whole. Freakin’. Lot.

16. What instruments can you play?

None lmaooo but I’d love to learn how to play the piano, or the guitar.

17. What do you have the most pictures of?

Probably most kpop/bts related pics or pics of me lmao.

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

Truly...I’d love to travel the world but places like Italy, Japan, Korea, Thailand, Spain, France, etc. They really catch my attention so maybe one of those, hopefully, in the near future.

19. What is your zodiac?

Gemini.

20. Do you relate to it?

Sometimes I do, not frequently though. I just think back on a Gemini’s attributes and characteristics and be like: “oh! maybe that’s why I’m like this.” but then poof. I don’t pay them much attention.

21. What is happiness to you?

The people that surround you. Your loved ones, precisely. Family and friends to me are happiness. Also, my hobbies and interests. Like dancing, listening to music, and writing.

22. Are you going through anything right now?

Stress. Lots of finals to be done and I’m s t r e s s e d. But I’m managing.

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made?

No idea. Currently, can’t remember any.

24. What’s your favorite store?

I normally dislike shopping so I don’t know. Maybe somewhere with a makeup aisle, or like beauty related stuff kdksksk.

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

(yikes oh god) although the thought of killing an innocent human being disgusts me, if it’s the product of some sort of sexual abuse then, if the female feels uncomfortable having the child since it may remind her of the assailant and/or the memory, it’s her choice to abort or not. Now, if the child were to be a mistake made by reckless behavior or malfunctions(?) on behalf of the pill or condom, then I believe the baby should certainly not be killed. Just because you didn’t plan it or if it was a mindless error it’s not the child’s fault. They shouldn’t be immorally punished.

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

Nope.

27. Do you have a favorite album?

Not precisely. Since I mostly listen to just some songs from a certain album and not like the whole thing, I can’t say. Maybe MOTS: Persona??? Idk man kdksksk.

28. What do want for your birthday?

Makeup maybe??? Money??? the MOTS: Persona album?? A vacation??? I have a lot of things in mind ksksk.

29. What are most people’s first impression of you?

Can’t say, really. Prolly that I’m a saint with no sense of dark humor. Like a nun maybe. Lmaoooo skskks.

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

17-20 ksksks.

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

If it’s charging then, it’s on a table in front of the foot of my bed, sitting on top of a Bluetooth speaker. If it’s already charged then it’s in my purse.

32. What word do you say the most?

Somethings like: “uwu”, “hot”, “cute”, “baby”, “lmao”, “look—bye.”, “what the fock.”, “specimen” (weird selection, right? lsksksk.)

33. What’s the oldest date you would date?

Max one to two years older than me. MAX. M A X. I can’t go any higher than that, sorry fellas.

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

This is going to sound so stupid but again, max a few months younger. I stand being like years older than a guy. It’s just not in my persona.

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

God forbid but, a teacher. Especifically, an English teacher or like a Science teacher. I’m shaking but God, no.

36. What’s your favorite music genre?

Pop, rock, kpop, and a little bit of R&B on the side.

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

Hm, maybe just America or Canada. Although, I like other countries, I don’t feel like I’d be ready to live in a foreign country yet skskks.

38. What is you current favorite song?

Killer Queen by Queen, bad guy or COPYCAT by Billie Eilish.

39. How long have you had this blog for?

No freaking idea. Maybe for like a year now? Two maybe soon? This blog initially wasn’t planned ksksks it just came out of nowhere but I’m glad now that I made it.

40. What are you excited for?

My birthday and summer vacation.

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

A mix of both. Sometimes when I don’t know what to say, i just lend my ears all the way. But when I do, the words flow through as I advise skskks.

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

Do the dishes later today skskks.

43. What do you want for Christmas?

A miracle sent from Heaven and makeup(maybe??? Or like an album possibly??? Too soon to tell y’all).

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

Not to FLEX but honestly, all of them. Although, English is my forte (it has been since I was little) and I always get the highest grade rank in my class.

45. On a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

A pretty chill 9.

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?

Studying hard on what I love, cramming for exams in some dorm late at night. Maybe even finishing my dream. Living the stressful life that is college skskskks.

47. When did you get your first heartbreak?

Never have gotten one lol.

48. What age do you want to get married?

I truly do not want to get HUSBAND UP but who knows??? Maybe in my early to middle twenties??? I don’t know since I haven’t put much thought into it.

49. What career did you want to have as a child?

I remember like wanting to be a model, singer or like an actress or fashion designer.

50. What do you crave right now?

For school to hurry up and end, something sweet, and a good fucking nights’ rest skskks.

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this took so much skskksks anyway,,,,I’m tired so imma post this and chill.🤟🏻

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💌;; @gukgalore @palepinksuga @carry-on-my-wayward-bts (not an obligation since i know it’s a pretty long tag)

[hazftcor]

Hazftcor’s Prompt list

Hey guys! My prompts are finally out!! IF YOU USE THIS LIST PLEASE GIVE CREDS!!!!

Requests are Closed ATM!!! Send in prompt(s) with character’s FULL NAME. It is recommended that you add a little description but not mandatory.

I’m a procrastinator to the max so it will take long for a request to be posted I’M VERY SORRY BUT PLS BE PATIENT!!!

1. “Who do you think you are?” “your boyfriend”

2. “Are you kidding me?” “what?” “are you that stupid?”

3. “kiss me” “right now? In front of everyone?” “yes”

4. “I love your face.” “i love you”

5. “I can’t even believe I fell for you.” “well you should unfall for me then"

6. “I hate you for making me feel like this.” “I don’t understand.”

7. “Can you give me a ride?”

8. “I don’t want to be jealous anymore.”

9. “Did you just slap my ass?” “why, yes, yes I did.”

10. “maybe you were right” “told ya” “shut up”

11. “Ever since you came back, my life has been nothing but hell.” "Well I did come from there."

12. “you're gonna get me into trouble.” “don’t worry, I got you”

13. “Why are you following me?” “you told me to follow my heart, so i’m following it.”

14. “How can I listen to my heart when you have it?”

15. “Can you stop? I just want everything to stop.”

16. “Maybe I’m in love with you” “you’re what?”

17. “You’re not the boss of me.”

18. “This is all your fault.” “you started it”

19. “I’m jealous of you with him/her” “my plan worked then.”

20. “I want to know why” “why what?” “why, everything?”

21. “oh my god.” “what? what’s wrong?” 

22. “god, I can't even look at you.” “You’re gonna have to look at me sometime today.”

23. “I’m such a fool.” “yes, a fool for me.”

24. “You saved my life.” “now i’m your hero.” “don’t push it”

25. “Please don’t go, you have to understand, I'm just playing the part they want me to play. All of this, it’s just what they expect.”

26. “Is there anything in your life that’s actually real?” “how I feel about you is real. I know I feel real when I’m with you.” “I’m sorry but I don’t believe you.”

27. “I don’t care who you are, you always have a choice. And you don’t need it. You love it.”

28. “You crave all the power and attention, and you go after it. Even if it means creating huge lies.”

29. “Why do you think you don’t have to play by the same rules as everyone else?” “because I don’t” “must be nice.”

30. “Wait, are you jealous?” “I’m sorry, I’m not jealous.” “It would be okay if you were.”

31. “Would you believe that I just wanted to be with you?”

32. “You like him, don’t you?” “Yea, I like him.”

33. “You’re kind of raining on my grand romantic gesture here.”

34. “it was all part of a game, wasn’t it?” “Not all of it.”

35. “I think people from two different worlds sometimes have to just meet in the middle.” 

36. “go get me some food.” “Rude, am I your maid?” 

37. “You’re so god damn beautiful.” “Thanks, I know.”

38. “Are you from starbucks? Because I like you a latte.” “I don’t even know why I talk to you.”

39. “Did you know I’m a firefighter? I find them hot and leave them wet.” 

40. Person A: “I’m not dying for you.” Person B: “I’m not dying for you either.” Person C: “LIES. ALL LIES. Why are you guys always lying?”

41. “Why do you keep trying to save me?” “Because I never ever want to see you die. Because I love you.”

42. “I thought you hate me.” “Whatever you have done in the past doesn’t mean you should suffer so bad like this.”

43. “I’m gonna fight with you, and for you.” 

44. “but I love you!” “we’re just kids, we don’t know anything about love.”

45. “tell me what I did wrong. tell me why you left and I’ll stop. I’ll stop bothering you.”

46. “You’re afraid of me.” “n-no i’m not.”

47. “can you blame me?” “Yeah maybe.”

48. “because if this is my world now, the first person I want in it is you.”

49. “sometimes the people who look happy and smile a lot are the most broken ones.”

50. “what should I be for halloween?” “my boyfriend/girlfriend.” “you’re right, that is scary.”

51. “You scared me! I thought you were gone!” “Yeah, like I’ll ever leave you behind.”

52. “If you do this, I will never speak to you again.”

53. “You don’t deserve this. Not any of this.”

54. “I’ll do anything. Please just believe me.”

55. “I don’t care about myself. I care about you.” 

56. “Listen to me, you’ll fall in love more than once."

57. “What is that?” “What?” “The thing.. that feeling.” “It’s called hope.”

58. Person C: “What kind of person does that?” Person B: “Obviously someone like him/her.” Person A: “I can hear you, you know.”

59. “Even if the worst is beating you down, find away to get back to your feet. Even if they keep coming, keep fighting. And know that I will always be there right beside you.”

60.  Person C: “Hey guys! Guess wh- why are you guys naked?” Person B: “The two of us, in bed, naked, it’s pretty obvious.” Person A: “Oh my god.”

61. “Am I speaking to the right person?” 

62. “I known you for so many years, and I’ve never seen you like this. This isn’t you.” “It is the me I am now.”

63. “You can’t just say I love you and then run away like that!”

64. “Just stay with me, please.”

65. “You’re not just my best friend, you’re my brother.” “You missed lover.”

66. “Everyone sees the way he/she looks at you!” “I’m sorry that i’m blind.”

67. “He/she was flirting with me?” “Yeah...” “It’s too bad, I ignored all of them because I only allow one special girl/guy to flirt with me, and that’s you.”

68. “You are the reason why I am who I am.” “I’m why you killed so many people?”

69. “Wanna have sex?” “Gross, but okay.”

70. “you took me for granted.”

71. “kiss me.” “What did you say?” “I said I miss him too, get your ears checked.”

72. “I want to make out - I mean buy you take out.” “Oh I wanted to make out with you too, but take out is fine.”

73. “Take the gun and shoot me.” “I can’t do that.”

74. “Monsters are people who kill. Do I kill?” “He does.” “Monsters don’t change for the better.”

75. “Hey. What’s the problem?” “You’re the problem!”

76. “That feeling you’re feeling isn’t love.”

77. “You don’t love me, you CAN’T love me.”

78. “Every time you say something stupid, I just want to slap you a thousand times”

79. “He’s not coming back.” “He will.”

80. “Don’t hurt her/him! Take me instead!” “What are you doing? Stop! Don’t take him/her, take me!”

81.”can you stop?” “What am I doing?” “You know what you’re doing.”

82. “fuck me.” ”gladly”

83. “I can’t believe you have a boner, we didn’t even do anything!”

84. “You are such a child, seriously, it’s like i’m dating a three year old.”

85. “Because I loved him.”

86. “I hate you so much right now.” “ Well, the feeling’s mutual.”

87. “I’m not ready to love.” “You are, you’re just afraid.”

88. “What are you doing?” “Being a gentleman.”

89. “Who are you and what have you done to (*insert character name*)?”

90. “Everyone’s okay.” “You’re not.”

91. “I’m done with your shit.”

92. “Sometimes you just have to believe.”

93. “Shoot Me!!!” “I-I can’t. I can’t kill you.”

94. “Is it weird that every time I saw you, I wanted to throw you off a cliff?”

95. “I think you’ve made a mistake.” 

96. “You’re just a stupid mistake I made!” “You think our relationship is a mistake?”

97. “You think you’re so cute... with your smile and your eyes and your hair and your body and your face... okay you are somewhat cute.”

98. “A few months ago, I would’ve never thought I would fall in love with an asshole like him.”

99. “I can’t deal with you anymore!” “You never even wanted to deal with me.”

100. “God, you’re so annoying.” “But you love me.”

original: 100 prompts on November 1st 2017

[bws-holland]

I was tagged by @spideyyparker @gastt and @spiderparkerboy Thank you so much for tagging me ☺ (Sorry for taking forever to do this)

Rules: Answer these 80 statements and tag 20 people

I don’t know many people on here so I’ll tag @boyfriendtom @tomhollandandtessa and anyone who wants to do this!! (Sorry for tagging you if you’ve already done it)

The Last 1. drink: water 2. phone call: my mom 3. text message: my sister 4. song you listened to: Adore by Cashmere Cat ft. Ariana Grande 5. time you cried: I think a few nights ago, I can’t remember exactly 6. dated someone twice: well technically I haven’t actually gone out somewhere with either of the guys I was with so no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope as I haven’t had my first kiss yet 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes, a family friend who was more like family 10. been depressed: yes, those thoughts are creeping up a little bit 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope! I don’t really drink

3 Favourite Colours: 12. Pink 13. Black 14. White

In the Last Year Have You 15. made new friends: yes, more so mutuals but I see them as good friends 16. fallen out of love: nope 17. laughed until you cried: yes and I love it 18. found out someone was talking about you: hmm..do parents count? 😅 19. met someone who changed you: nope 20. found out who your friends are: kind of? Not in real life, more so online 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope! Thank God

General 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life?: I don’t really use Facebook anymore but I think the majority 23. do you have any pets: nope, I wish ☹ 24. do you want to change your name: I think I’m fine with mine, but really hate being called by my full name 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I spent my actual birthday at home with family. We had pizza and cake. But for the actual celebration we went out for sushi 😬 26. what time did you wake up: pretty sure before 9 am, most likely because of my anxiety 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: having an INTENSE convo about Tom while listening to one of my playlists which was perfect for the conversation topic 😏 28. name something you can’t wait for: either for things on my plate to lessen, my anxiety to go away or for Olivia’s next smut (if that’s what she’ll be posting next, if I remember correctly) 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a few minutes ago 30. what are you listening to right now: Kind Of… Sometimes… Maybe by Jessie Ware 31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I don’t think I have 32. something that is getting on your nerves: procrastinating even more which increases my stress and anxiety levels or feeling like I overdo it and annoy others 33. most visited website: Twitter or Tumblr 34. hair colour: dark brown, it looks black if the sun isn’t pointed on it 35. long or short hair: medium length 36. do you have a crush on someone: if celebrities count then Brad from The Vamps and Tom Holland 37. what do you like about yourself: that I’m kind and love to help others out 38. piercings: just one hole on each of my ears 39. blood type: I have no idea 40. nickname: Sam 41. relationship status: single af 42. zodiac: Capricorn 43. pronouns: she/her 44. favourite tv show: there’s a couple - TWD, The Fosters, Jane the Virgin, New Girl, Friends, Gilmore Girls, The Vampire Diaries and Big Brother (US) 45. tattoos: none but I do want some in the future 46. right or left handed: right handed 47. surgery: Mainly teeth, such as wisdom teeth removal 48. sport: I love swimming 49. vacations: a few places in Canada, many in the US & to the Dominican 50. pair of trainers: Converse or Vans

More General 51. eating: nothing 52. drinking: nothing 53. I’m about to: finish this tag haha 54. waiting for: amazing things to come my way and for things to look up 55. want: love, happiness, things to work out, to see The Vamps live, to meet my mutuals and my faves 56. get married: yes 57. career: beauty industry related

Which is Better 58. hugs or kisses: since I’ve never been kissed, hugs 59. lips or eyes: eyes 60. shorter or taller: taller 61. older or younger: older 62. nice arms or nice stomach: both are nice 63. hookup or relationship: relationship 64. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

Have You Ever 65. kissed a stranger: no 66. drank hard liquor: no 67. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 68. turned someone down: yes 69. sex on the first date: no 70. had your heart broken: yes 71. been arrested: no 72. cried when someone cried: yes 73. fallen for a friend: nope

Do You Believe In 74. yourself: sometimes but one day I hope I’m able to completely 75. miracles: yes 76. love at first sight: kind of 77. santa clause: no 78. kiss on the first date: hmm idk as I’ve never been on a date before 79. angels: maybe

Other 80. eye colour: dark brown 81. favourite movie: Spider-Man: Homecoming

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all the questions :)

1. selfieI post enough2. what would you name your future kids?I have a lot of names I love…sophia + Sadie are my favorites 💞 3. do you miss anyone?Yea, one or two people. One is my dad4. what are you looking forward to?My anniversary with my bf :)5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?My dogs 💞 6. is it hard for you to get over someone?No!! Damn near the second I’m away from someone I can’t even comprehend their existence anymore so…no. that’s also why it’s easy for me to not miss people I’ve been away from for a long time 7. what was your life like last year? When it started I was doing an independent sort of thing where I thought I was finding who I was but I was just influenced by things and music and people and I was actually completely wrong about the person I thought I wanted to be. She wasn’t that great. At the very end of the year I was taking a serious stand for myself. I think I grew a lot 8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?Yes this is usually why I cry. Probably like 75% of the time it’s cause I’m stressing9. who did you last see in person?I’m with Emilio and Antonio rn!10. are you good at hiding your feelings?So good. Scary good. I don’t do it a lot, almost never anymore, but I know that I can. Its no good in my experience11. are you listening to music right now?No. But we are video chatting anyone and everyone who is active on fb rn. 10/10 12. what is something you want right now?I want a cup noodles but without the wait.13. how do you feel right now?Very happy and very comfy. I just washed alL out sheets and blankets and they’re super soft and smell delicious14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?Earlier when my husband got home from work he gave me and Capone a big hug 💟 15. personality descriptionOf myself? It’s not my place to say 16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?Yes, a million billion times, even right this second, 17. opinion on insecurities.Eh. They’re never as bad as you think. I guess that’s a given18. do you miss how things were a year ago?Eh, sorta! It was getting warm and I was smoking hella bud with Emilio just like now, and I miss how that felt. I miss how it felt being his friend even though I never wanna be just his friend again. I don’t miss my old job at all. I guess mostly what I miss was how I was on the road a lot last May and doing my own thing usually all by myself. I didn’t even see my friends that much last May, it was a weird month. I wouldn’t wanna go back, but I’d rather be in last May than last winter or fall 2015.19. have you ever been to New York?Yes and I loved every second of it.20. what is your favourite song at the moment?Maybe love by Kendrick Lamar or redbone. Loyalty + pride are also good ass songs. 21. age and birthday?20, born March 2422. description of crush.Handsome as hell, gold in his eyes and his hair when the sun shines on him23. fear(s)Puppets on strings and going insane. I answered this the other day so it’s been on the mind a little bit 24. height5'425. role modelNot sure. My dad’s smart26. idol(s)Helen Stephenson 27. things i hateLies, deceit, racism, sexism, backstabbing, 28. i’ll love you if…You have good intentions and good jokes29. favourite film(s)The boondock saints is one of my favorites. I also love Harold and Maude30. favourite tv show(s)The office, scrubs, unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt, 30 rock, Malcolm in the middle, my name is Earl, parks and rec, that 70s show, 31. 3 random facts1.Cabbage is a descendant of the mustard plant.2. Kale is a descendant of the mustard plant.3. Multiple plants are descendants of the mustard plant.32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?I guess guys33. something you want to learnMore about plant identification. I wanna be able to go into the forest and know by name what I’m looking at. I learned a few this spring walking around rum village 🌿34. most embarrassing momentMy dad finding my journals a bunch of years back. Even worse was when my family went through my room while I was locked up in the hospital. My grandma and aunt use to take me to ponderosa for breakfast to give me the sex talk once a year it sucked35. favourite subjectScience!! Earth science in particular. I did good in geometry so I like that by default but I wouldn’t wanna do math rn. I’d totally do some science shit rn though36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?See America, see the world, and marry my baby daddy37. favourite actor/actressI don’t have any in particular38. favourite comedian(s)Man, me and Emilio watched a bunch of standup this spring. I love john mulaney. I wish I could give you more names but I’m forgetful39. favourite sport(s)I love playing baseball but I like watching hockey and football40. favourite memoryJeez, who knows. Any family vacation I went on was always a high point. On one trip we went to sleeping Bear dunes in Michigan and I climbed up the biggest hill realllllly fast and everyone was impressed. That was cool41. relationship statusMarried and chillin42. favourite book(s)Catcher in the rye, the great Gatsby, hitchhikers guide to the galaxy, journey to the center of the earth, 20000 leagues under the sea!!! I love that last one so much43. favourite song ever100% by sonic youth and a very certain acoustic performance of wasted and ready by Ben kweller 💐44. age you get mistaken forProbably anything younger than 2045. how you found out about your idolGoth girl message boards 46. what my last text message says“Sorry we did this”47. turn onsDon’t wanna make this blog nsfw but I’m bout to get some d later so that’s kind of working for me 48. turn offsPpl being mean to me49. where i want to be right nowHere is fine 50. favourite picture of your idolNow I regret making Helen my idol she probably thinks I’m so lame 51. starsignAries sun that’s all y'all need to know52. something i’m talented atKissing emilio53. 5 things that make me happyCup noodles, stuffed animals, new makeup, making money, being out In nature 54. something thats worrying me at the momentI’m about to start a new job it’s a little nerve-racking you know 55. tumblr friendsI don’t know if we are friends (I want to be) but I have some really cool mutuals whom I love to watch flourish 🌸 like @angel-macabre @corporateaccount @lushdeath @312413 @heartshapedspiderweb @cheapexorcisms @sediao and others I know I am forgetting this doesn’t mean I love and respect you any less it just means I’m turnt up bitch and tired as hell56. favourite food(s)“The soup”. Its Emilio’s dad’s recipe and I’m confident that I’ve mastered it.57. favourite animal(s)Weasels and dogs58. description of my best friendHandsome as hell, gold in his hair and his eyes when the sun shines on him59. why i joined tumblrI can’t even remember!! It was so long ago…this blog isn’t even my first blog. I wish I could remember why I started it and what I first posted. My first blog is long, long gone. Wish I could find it! Fun fact: my first urls were auricy, fiftene, (and then sixtene on my birthday), boysister, zodomy, and a bunch of others, but I’ve been bugclub for like 4 years now

🌻💞🌻💞🌻💞

[daebakbaek]

Question Tag

nobody tagged me but i wanted to do it so here i am (took it from @baxngtan )

1. What time is it where you are ?

00:37 my sleeping schedule is the best i know

2. Current energy level ?

70% don’t ask me why i have so much energy late at night

3. Song that you’re obsessed with at the moment ?

taeyeon - cover up shinee - gentleman shinee - melody there’s actually quite a lot and i can include the whole shinee’s latest album in here

4. Other kpop groups you stan that aren’t BTS ?

exo and shinee

5. Bands outside of kpop that you stan ?

i do not actually stan any groups outside of kpop but let it be panic! at the disco

6. Cats or dogs ?

cats forever

7. Favourite sound ?

rain, thunder, sea waves, music

8. Something that made you laugh in the last couple of days ?

i joke around a lot and stumble upon funny things also a lot so i really do not remember anything in particular i’m sorry

9. Favorite thing about your bias ?

everything, but if i have to pick he really does have an amazing personality

10. Apps/Websites that you use often ?

tumblr

11. Where are you from ?

russia

12. Are you more of an introvert or extrovert ?

i’m an introvert but i love attention to some extent

13. Since when have you been into kpop and how did you discover it ?

i discovered kpop in november 2016 by randomly stumbling upon hey mama by exo cbx and i loved the quality of an mv and handsome guys

14. Who was the first kpop group you got into ?

exo

15. Do you have any pets? If yes, which one(s) ?

most of the time i live with my brother and he owns a cat which is annoying to be honest

16. Tea or coffee ?

tea really not into coffee somehow

17. Day or night ?

night, i feel the most inspired and productive

18. What kind of movies do you prefer watching ?

no scary movies, dumb comedies or anything including kinky jokes, i love aesthetically beautiful things that also have some meaning or interesting ideas

19. What is your biggest wish for the future ?

this one really includes a lot but my biggest wish is just to have a great time in my life and not waste it on nothing

20. What’s your way of being creative ?

i’m an artist so yeah drawing

21. What’s our dream job ?

i want to work as a concept artist for computer games

22. Which country/countries do you desperately want to visit ?

i would actually love to visit every country, but for now it’s south korea, japan, the us and europe

23. How many languages do you speak ?

two: russian and english

24. What was your favourite subject in school/college/university ?

i didn’t really like any subjects in school but now i really love sculpture in my academy

25. Do you play, or have you played, any musical instruments ?

unfortunately no but i would really love to learn to play the piano

26. Do you believe in horoscopes/zodiacs ?

i do but not the ones that are posted in newspapers

27. Is there anything you really want to learn to do ?

learn how to play the piano, speak korean

28. How many times in your life have you moved house/city/country ?

i changed the city three times not the country though unfortunately

29. Would you rather have no children or a lot of children ?

no children they’re evil

30. Are you religious/spiritual ?

no

31. Do you drink alcohol ?

no it’s gross

32. If you got to spend a whole week alone with your idol, what would you want to do ?

i would love to get to know them better and do as much different things as possible so maybe some traveling would be awesome

34. If you could be the best in the world at ONE thing, what would it be ?

art

35. What are your passions ?

complaining, yelling about bts, drawing

36. What are your pet-peeves ?

uhm i really do not like small dogs they’re dumb and loud

37. Favorite anime/manga movies ?

all of the movies ghibli studio has ever made especially spirited away and the wind rises also five centimeters per second is amazing

38. Favorite anime/manga TV shows ?

fullmetal alchemist and probably evangelion but i’m not sure on this one

39. What is your favourite season ?

late spring and summer i live for the warm sunny weather not too hot though

40. If you could have whichever nationality you wanted what would it be and why ?

i’m fine with my own but i would prefer to be born in actual europe like germany, the netherlands, italy and etc because they have some privileges and a warmer weather

tagging my recent jimin squad: @jiminssi @kvths @jiminvy @cowjimin @sonshinejimin @dreamjeongguk @safesins @yoongkitty @pjminnies @ultimated @parkjimnin

and other mutuals: @pinkjiminn @jiminiefloof @jungkookio @taesberet @taetaescutiepie @hoseokloved @forpjm