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#sorry there’s only 3 songs out and I spent the entire 6 hour flight home listening to them on loop
sexynetra · 6 months
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Thanks for tagging me @myhusbandharryhamilton and @aqpippin love you both mwah mwah
shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and list the first 10 songs that play, then tag 10 people ✨
Okay I have no clue who has been tagged already so if you’ve already done this I’m sorry xoxoxox I love you all @inespadrille @sapphire-to-the-rain @thecollectionsof @junosjukebox @scrunklyshinyguy @sweetlikesunflowersandhoney @glittertrail @goodemethyd @sweetestberryofthebunch @la-grande-dames
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sevmch · 3 years
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hq boys as dads calling you while you're away bc your child wouldn't stop crying
characters: kuroo tetsuro, bokuto koutarou
warning(s): none, just fluff. kuroo is v father material aahh!!
a/n: this was sitting on my drafts for a while now. other characters coming soon 👀
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kuroo tetsuro
you were overseas for two days to attend a convention that your job required which meant leaving kuroo and your child
kuroo was admittedly and without a doubt, a really good father so when he told you not to worry about them, you left without any worries at all
kuroo knew everything - how to prepare milk and baby food, changing diapers, how to get them to sleep, how to stop their tantrums, basically everything
still you bugged him all the way to the airport to call if something were to happen or if he needed help with anything such as locating the diaper and milk powder
afterall, he was rarely on baby duty since his job required more of his time compared to yours but he has never failed to provide you and his son the time and affection
the first day went by smoothly and without a problem, that is until the next day. your son just wouldn't stop crying so he had to call you to calm him down
no matter what kuroo did, your son just wouldn't stop crying even when he was cradling him gently in his arms and rubbing his back. their child has been crying for almost an hour now, only getting louder and stronger despite his best efforts to calmly shush him or lull him to sleep.
the morning went by pretty fine; kuroo fed, bathed, and played with their son - even changed the diapers twice. their son seemed to be in a pretty good mood throughout the morning but apparently, babies get mood swings too, and that's when the crying started.
kuroo tried basically everything from trying to get their son to drink milk, to giving the pacifier, and humming baby songs he could think of but all his attempts failed. their son wasn't bored nor hungry and was definitely not sleepy so it was starting to worry kuroo.
"hey bud, you're scaring me now," kuroo cooed, softly pressing the back of his hand against their son's forehead but the temperature was fine. kuroo knew all the baby stuff without sweat, even the signals of what they needed but this was entirely different. it was only when then their son pointed to the picture of the three of you framed on the wall that kuroo got his answer. pressing a soft kiss against his son's temple, he whispered softly, "i know bud, i miss mommy too."
kuroo grabbed his phone from the couch and called you, chuckling when you instantly answered on the first ring with a hint of worry in your voice. "tetsu, what's wrong? are you both okay? should i get on the next flight?"
"relax kitten, we're fine. we just miss you."
"awe, i miss both my boys too."
"mama's on the phone bud." kuroo switched to loud speaker, smiling widely at their son who looked at him with wide, doe eyes upon hearing your voice. the crying eventually died down as you kept speaking through the phone with your cute, tiny baby voice until your son fell asleep in his arms.
"is he asleep?" you asked.
"yep. hey, you should use that baby voice often. it's cute," he teased, grinning ear to ear.
"shut up."
the rest of the afternoon was spent at a mall near the airport, buying toys and new clothes and stopping by for ice cream before waiting for you at the terminal.
"look bud, there's mommy!" kuroo crouched to level with their son, pointing at your figure from a distance. their son's eyes lit up when spotting you, giggling and reaching out his other hand that kuroo wasn't holding.
"awe, it's my two favorite boys! i missed you both so much!" you said sweetly, dropping your bags to hug your son.
"i missed you so much, love." you hugged kuroo tightly when he stood up only for him to hug you tighter, peppering kisses on your cheeks.
"missed you more, kitten," he said softly, pressing a light kiss to your lips before carrying your son. you really had nothing to worry about.
bokuto kotarou
you were a little bit worried about leaving bokuto and your child even if it was just for a couple of hours. you had to visit your parents in kyoto and dropby for groceries on the way home
it's not that you didn't trust him, you were just not quite sure if the house would be exactly the same as when you left knowing how bokuto and your child loved to play A LOT
you considered calling akaashi to babysit the two lmao
bokuto matched your child's energy so while you're incharge of all the serious baby duties, bokuto was incharge of playing and goofing around with your child while you rested
really, your child got their hyperactiveness from bo
you were also the one who dealt with the tantrums while bo assisted, so when bo was left to deal with your son's tantrum alone, he panicked and was about to cry himself because your son was crying and it made him sad :(
you left the house around 6 am after preparing breakfast for your husband and son as well as the other things that bokuto will need for the day. althought bokuto spent a lot of time with your child, it didn't always include the serious baby duties so you knew for sure if you hadn't displayed the diapers and vitamins on the counter in advance, he'd be flipping the house upside down searching for them.
you also left a note on the fridge that consisted of all the instructions and reminders to serve as a guide. you trusted bokuto, of course, but you really just didn't want to come home to a mess.
bokuto's arms snaked around your waist and squeezed you lightly in his hug, nuzzling his face at the crook of your neck. "can't you just take us with you?"
"i'd love to kou, but our son just recovered from a fever so it's best if he stays home for now."
he nodded, visibly frowning. you cupped his cheek to get him to look at you. "kou, baby, i'll be back before you know it."
bokuto pouted, looking at you with puppy dog eyes and it took everything in you not to cancel your plans. "call me if there's a problem, okay?" you kissed him goodbye and left.
with the note you left him, bokuto had no troubles throughout the morning routine even during bathtime. he would send you pictures and videos from time to time so you wouldn't have to worry, also because he loved sharing things with you.
bokuto loved playing with your son, loved seeing the adorable smile and hearing the soft giggles during their playtime even if it meant having to crawl on the carpet with his son on his back like a horse.
bokuto was filming him walking around with a huge smile on his face, "come to dada, little guy." your son just recently learned how to walk on their own so their steps were still unstable and wobbly and this resulted to your son tripping on his own feet.
bokuto could shit his pants right now, quickly fumbling to his now crying son to comfort him.
"hey little guy, it's okay you're good, dada's here now." he's whispering comforting words while gently rubbing on their back but the cries only got worse, the tears streaming down the little guy's face nonstop and this made bokuto's heart sink, feeling his own tears pool in his eyes. "shh i'm sorry, i'm sorry... you're okay, i gotchu."
his hands hesitantly reached out hug your son, so fragile it scared bokuto. he was calling you now and thank god you answered right away.
"kou?"
"he won't stop crying and i don't know what to do, can you come home now please? i think i just made our son hate me."
you sighed, "he doesn't hate you, kou. can you tell me what happened?"
"i was taking a video of him while he walked around but then he tripped and i swear i was watching over him! he won't stop crying, oh god i'm gonna cry too."
"did he hit his head? is he seriously hurt anywhere?"
"no," bokuto mumbled and you sighed in relief.
"okay that's good. it'll be fine babe, kids fall sometimes, okay? especially at this stage where they're learning how to walk. just carry him around for a while and he'll eventually ca-"
"what if i drop him?! should i ask akaashi to come over??" he pressed the phone between his ear and shoulder, gently and carefully lifting his son from the ground, pressing him close to his chest despite being nervous.
"you won't drop him kou, i'll punch you if you do, and no, do not call keiji. you got this, babe, you're his dad and he needs you not his uncle."
it took a while to convince bokuto that he was going to be find and to get off the phone so he can start comforting your son. bokuto did as you said, cradling him in his arms while he walked around the house and pointing to the pictures on the wall until your son finally calmed down. the only problem was that his son would start crying again whenever he attempted to bring him down, tiny hands clinging around his neck and onto his shirt.
you arrived home around 8 pm, announcing your arrival only to be met with silence at the door.
"kou?"
your eyes softened as soon as you found him asleep on the couch with your son on top of his chest, his strong arms wrapped securely around the tiny human being. you quietly kneel beside the couch, stroking bokuto's hair which slowly woke him up.
"i'm home." you smiled.
bokuto brought a finger to his lips and you pressed your lips together, taking your son away from his arms so you can tuck him in for the night.
"i'm sooo tired," bokuto whined, resting his head on top of your chest and cuddling close to you as soon as you joined him in bed. "it's my turn to be baby."
you snorted, bokuto's soft snores filling the quiet room in just a few seconds. "goodnight baby."
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vanillann · 4 years
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pancakes for dinner (spencer reid x reader)
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based off the song “pancakes for dinner” by lizzy mcalpine
so i’m having crazy writers block and can’t seem to write any request, so here a really bad work from the drafts
word count: 1.4k
“Now boarding flight 356 to Virginia.”
I swiped off the news article from my phone, politics would have to wait till I had free time again.
I grabbed my bag, quickly checking to make sure everything was in place as I walked to the gate.
I quickly ran through the hall, handing off my rolling bag to the polite man standing beside the door.
I looked down at my ticket and quickly found my seat, bless god for window seats.
I took the seat, the hard leather would be annoying for the hours I was stuck on this plane.
I played with the end of my long sleeve, nervous because I was going back home and I hadn’t seen the team in almost three weeks.
“Hi, you must be my plane partner.”
I turned my head to see a beautiful redhead smiling at me as she took a seat.
“Oh hi, I’m (Y/N).”
“Lizzie.”
I nodded my head and continued to look at the headrest from the seat in front of me.
“So what were you doing in Rome (Y/N)?”
Lizzie smiled at me, turning in her seat to slightly face me.
“I got a month off work, I spent the first week in the hospital and the last 3 here.”
Lizzie looked over me wide eyed.
“Why were you in the hospital?”
I laughed to myself, I forgot that most people's jobs don’t experience near death often.
“I’m an FBI agent, I got caught in the middle of a shot out.”
Lizzie turned more in her seat, now completely sitting sideways and watching me with wonder.
“A really FBI agent, that’s so cool.”
I smiled, turning in my seat to face her better as well.
“I work a basic office job, it’s so boring.”
Lizzie went on for a few minutes about her office job until the plane took off.
The conversation flowed easily, she was included, nice and easy to speak to, something I enjoyed about people.
“So why did you come to Rome?”
Lizzie's entire demeanor changed quickly, gripping onto the true edge of her seat lightly.
“It was supposed to be my honeymoon but my I left my fiancé for someone else and then found out she died in a plane crash the day before.”
The atmosphere we had both created slowly became darker, the idea of talking about dead love from a plane crash while on a plane felt weird.
“I’m so sorry.”
“It’s okay, I know she would have wanted me to move on.”
I placed a gentle hand on her shoulder, watching her look down at the white dress that laid across her lap.
“Did she know?”
Lizzie simply shook her head, a sad smile playing at her lips.
“I never told her, she was my best friend.”
The first thing I thought of was Spencer, the way I would feel if I was in that position.
“What?”
Lizzie made eye contact with me, her face searching mine for I don’t know what.
“Huh?”
“You were thinking about something, what was it?”
I shook my head, telling her it was nothing just a work thing.
“Work thing my ass, tell me.”
I looked at the computer screen, seeing I had multiple hours left until I would get off the plane.
It can’t hurt to tell the stranger that slowly became your friend about your sad love life, right?
Right.
“I’m in love with my best friend, who is also my co-worker.”
Lizzie shrugged her shoulder, placing her elbows on the arm rest and letting her rest head on her hands.
“So?”
“So, it’s a tragedy waiting to happen.”
“A tragedy waiting to happen was the love of my life dying before I could tell her.”
Lizzie gave me a smirk, watching me with big brown eyes like she could manipulate my mind.
“Well it’s not the same, Spencer-“
“Spencer, he sounds smart.”
I laughed and helped the chuckle to flow easily from my lips.
“You have no idea, he’s a genius with a 187 IQ.”
Lizzie eyes wide again, mouthing a “wow”.
“I know and he is so sweet.”
Memories of Spencer bring me food and let me borrow his cardigans flash through my thoughts. I hadn’t spoken to him in three week, hoping that in Rome I could fall in love with a beautiful man and forget about the gorgeous genius.
That didn’t happen.
“You must really like the boy,” Lizzie spoke softly.
“I mean yeah, I’ve known him for 6 years now, how couldn’t I.”
Lizzie laughed, pushing my shoulder and grabbing my bag.
“What are you doing?”
“Getting your phone.”
Lizzie easily found my phone, sitting my bag in her lap and handing the phone to me.
“Call him.”
She had a stern look on her face, I almost felt like I would get slapped if I didn’t listen.
“I can’t, it’s ruining everything.”
“How do you know that?”
I looked back out the window of the plane, watching the clouds pass easily past me.
“What if he doesn’t feel the same or worse, what if I’m wrong about my feelings.”
I felt a hand lay gentle on my shoulder, rubbing small circles as she spoke.
“I got a question that will help.”
I looked back over my shoulder at her, waiting for her to continue.
“If you don’t know if you’re in love or not, think about who you would want to eat pancakes for dinner with.”
The sight of me standing against my counter flash through. I could imagine Spencer standing across from me, holding a bottle of syrup with his proud little smirk across his face.
I could imagine him telling me how unhealthy everything I was doing was, then continue to eat little pieces of the pancakes from my plate.
I could imagine coming home from a hard case with him beside me buying the mix because I had the craving on the jet.
I could imagine it all, but only with him.
It was only him.
“Oh my-“
“I told you.”
Lizzie pushed the phone closer to my hand, her eyes watching closely as I took it and opened it to find Spencer's number.
I looked over Lizzie for the last time, her encouraging smile was all it took for me to press the call.
I slowly bought the phone up to my ear, listening to the ringing. My nerves were on fire but Lizzie held my other hand, making me calm down slightly.
“Hello this is Dr. Spencer Reid, please leave a message.”
I looked at Lizzie, the panic was definitely setting in now.
“Voicemail.”
This wasn’t part of the plan.
“It’s okay.”
I listened from the final beep, I felt like I was going to be sick.
I heard the beep echo, the words falling past my mouth without even thinking about what I was saying.
“Hi Spencer, it’s me (Y/N).”
I cringed listening to my own voice, I sounded like I was talking to my boss or something.
“I have a feeling you and the team are on a case or something so you probably aren’t going to get this until Pen teaches you how.”
Lizzie laughed to herself, making me smile slightly.
“Okay, um here goes everything.”
I felt Lizzie grip tighter on my hand, sending me over the edge.
“I wanna eat pancakes for dinner with you, I know that doesn't makes sense to you and all but- um.”
I looked back out the window, the clouds passing me helped everything make more sense in my brain.
“A stranger on the plane told me a crazy story about the love of her life dying in a plane crash and eating pancakes for dinner and I realized that I can’t keep acting like I don’t want you.”
I took the large breath of air, my nerves slowly leaving my body.
“And right now i’m horrified that this will end horribly but right now I’m stuck on this plane and if it crashes or I disappear or some serial killer finds me, I need you to know.”
“I love you Spencer Reid, I always have and I can’t help it that I wanna eat pancakes for dinner with you.”
Lizzie on the other hand wrapped around the one she already held.
“I can’t help it that you might be the love of my life and I might die today, so if you don’t feel the same it’s okay but I just need you to know.”
I gave a basic “bye” before quickly hanging up the phone, quickly handing the phone back to Lizzie and letting my head fall into my lap.
“You got balls (Y/N)”
I looked up, Lizzie had nothing but a large smile across her face, watching me closely.
“You think?”
“Oh definitely, he’s crazy if he doesn’t want pancakes at dinner with you.”
part ii
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drkcnry67 · 4 years
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let us have delayed fun!
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title: Let Us Have Delayed Fun
pairing: Jensen x reader
fluff 2020 sq: delayed flights
kink 2020 sq: masturbation
rating: 18+ 
tags: heavy flirtation, some dirty dancing type thing, discreet sexual acts in public, guy fingering girl discreetly on the dancefloor in crowd of people, guy fingering girl in a crowded elevator
summery: not telling
created for @spnfluffbingo​  @spnkinkbingo​
fluff 2020 masterlist      part 1    kink 2020 masterlist
it hadnt been very long, actually but an hour since you both had set eyes on eachother. departing at the security gate you both went to wait for your respected flights home but after an hour a storm warning delayed all the outgoing flights. 
you both took your luggage and had the same idea, give the attendants your phone numbers to be alerted when the flights are ready to leave again, head to the nearest hotel and drink/dance the hours away…
this hotel just happened to be the same damn hotel (hyatt regency orlando international airport hotel) for it was just outside the hotel that you heard your name being called.
Jensen: “YN… YN wait up!”
you turned around to be face to face once more with Jensen… it was torture but it was better than being alone… 
Jensen: “thank goodness i caught up to you… i have been screaming your name for the entire walk from the desk in the airport to here…”
YN: “sorry i had ear buds in… let me guess your flight got delayed too..?”
jensen: “yes it did, how bout to save money we share a room… it would be a whole hell of a lot less boring…”
YN: “why not but we need to go dancing, i am gonna go stir crazy if i dont fall to a beat…”
Jensen: “it will happen, but first i think we need to get into something hot and sexy to blend in at the club…”
you nod as Jensen with his suitcase comes beside you and your suitcase both of you walking into the hotel. 
desk personal: “can i help you?”
Jensen: “yes we would like to check in, our flights got delayed…”
Desk personal: “i will need a name to charge the room under as well a card to charge it too…”
Jensen with his dashing smile pulled out his wallet and took out one of his cards.
Jensen: “name is Jensen Ackles. and ill charge this to Visa please. and make sure the room is non smoking with a balcony.”
Desk Personal: “of course mr Ackles. please tap when your ready and one of you will need to sign this agreement its just a standard agreement saying you wont destroy the rooms or anything like that…”
You looked at Jensen and then you took the pen and signed the paper… 
YN: “we are just smart enough to wait somewhere comfortable till this storm passes… however long it takes… we dont care…”
Desk personal: “ah yes well storms usually last about 2-3 days depending on the level of the storm. it will be a while so yes you both are very smart in waiting someplace comfortable. now here is your room key you are in room 405 enjoy your stay and welcome to the Hyatt regency Orlando international airport hotel.”
you take the room key and shove it in the corner of your bra so you can take your suitcase in one hand while Jensen take your hand with his free hand. he keeps eyeing you, like he wants to jump you right then right there. 
Jensen: “you know if you wear something with easy access you and i will have some fun on the dancefloor. some very heated decreet fun..”
he flashed you another one of his charming smiles. this made your knees feel week. both of you got into the elevator pushing the button to go to the floor to go to your room. 
YN: “there is a club down the road calld Noches Azul, i hear its a popular and amazing place for those who like to move with the beat of their own drum.”
Jensen: “then we shall dress to the appropriate color too… ladies first.”
he says as the elevator doors opened. you walked out first and started down the hall slowly till Jensen stepped off the elevator then it was fair game you turned and blew him a kiss before taking off down the hall. 
Jensen dropped his luggage beside yours in front of your door and pursured you, when he caught you he picked you up bridal style before reaching in to grab the key card out of your bra with his teeth.
 then using your free hand you slid it in the door Jensen used his elbow to push the door open. he carried you placing you on the bed placing ferverous kisses all over your body.
this continued for several moments before you both pulled back and smiled.
YN: “if we dont get off of this bed we wont make it dancing… we want to have some discreet fun dont we?”
Jensen groaned at you, but of course he knew you were right…
Jensen: “your right. so what are you wearing tonight?”
YN: “stay right here and ill show you…”
you go into the other room away from Jensen’s view and you put on the little blue dress you had found  at the airport. it just happened to fit the bill… once the dress was on you put all your stuff nice-ishly back where it was.
YN: “Jensen play Sexy Back… i want to see your reaction to me in this dress with this song.”
you listen for the start of the song, it starts and you wait for the bridge, where you begin to move slowly then you began to move into view along the wall when the chorus started. 
as you continued to move your body on the corner of the wall you watched Jensen’s eyes not leave your form. you could see the lust in his eye, you could see the way his lips curled and the way he licked his lips. it turned you on so bad. 
Jensen: “when did you pick this little number up?”
YN: “at the airport after i passed security, i went to grab a snack and came out with this dress. what do you think?”
Jensen: “i love it, it is exactly what will help this night to go smoothly. as well as it just looks smashing on you.”
Jensen had already stopped the song, you continued to stand against the wall, but Jensen figured he had to find something hot for himself to wear. you waited paitently for him to come back wearing the navy shirt along with some Jeans. 
you let out a whistle for that shirt brought out his features very well. you had your leather jacket on the couch near by, Jensen had his in hand as well, you handed him your id to keep in his wallet along with the key card. 
in moments you were off walking through the small area to the club. where you both would dance and dance till your hearts content or till you both felt so hot and heavy that it would be beneficial if you were anywhere but there. 
arriving you both showd your id and were let inside. you both checked your jackets and Jensen stuck the check stubs in his wallet. you both went straight to the dance floor. you were glued to Jensen like a dirty shirt. 
no one would dare to mess with either of you. finding a nice darkish spot on the dancefloor private enough for some “secret” fun. 
both of you now taking part in the music, the beat coursing through your forms, your shared forms blending not missing a single beat no one around you paid any attention. 
under the dimest spotlight there was, you and Jensen now stood making yourselves as comfortable as could be. the beat taking over, the feeling of Jensen’s hands roaming your body, this made your pussy very very wet. 
Jensen(whispering in your ear): “grind my fingers baby keep dancing.”
you did as commanded, you were so wet and had orgasmed 5 times by the time the song was done. thats when Jensen pulled his fingers back again before you could orgasm again, he once more leaned down to whisper.
Jensen (whispering): “squirt for me baby!”
Jensen once more dipped his fingers hard into your soaking wet pussy. the silent moans, the rest of the club clueless as fuck and the feeling of Jensen’s fingers diving deeper and deeper into your pussy.
 your body kept moving trying to contain any signs that you were discreetly being masturbated by a man you have only known for a month. this was your normal, this felt right in more ways than one. 
Jensen had been there for you from the first day you met him. till now you had been completely alone, no man had entered your life long enough to even have your first kiss, long enough to ever make it as far as you had with Jensen. to be feeling these feelings made you wonder if he felt it to. 
truth was he was completely feeling the same thing you were this was how you first swiruted, this was the man you knew was to be your present as well as your future. 
in that moment you didnt care, you knew eventually your flights would take you both home seperately and probably your paths would never cross again. but in this moment it felt like heaven on earth. 
Jensen hit one sweet spot and you squirted, discreetly you and Jensen giggling and smiling walked out of that club as fast as possible remembering to grab your coats on the way out. 
arriving outside the club and walking back to the hotel you both laughed, for it was to be destiny that would give you both the biggest surprise ever. 
arriving back at the hotel you both stumble up to the room, shutting the door again ending up in eachothers arms on the bed, the clothes you guys had been wearing were now all over the floor, and both of you were now cuddled in bed having just done sex for what felt like the millionth time during this entire trip.
reality started to sink in when the phone calls came in 6 hours later, this was when it sunk in. both of you looked at the clock it read 3:30am this was the time that the delay was no more. this was when you were both disturbed to get up get repacked and get ready for your flights home. 
Jensen: “ill never forget the time we spent together. i left you something in your suitcase. you will find it and know what it means when the time comes. i also took down your address and phone number ill be sending you little things to show you i havent forgotten.”
YN: “i feel the same way but once we leave here, why would you waste time on a non celeb like me. i mean sure maybe our friends set us up but we wont know that till we confront them. i should have said this sooner but before i get on this plane there is something you should know. i think i have fallen for you. but i know not what to think at this moment. i took down your number as well, please understand that i may not communicate right away but thats cause i have a best friend whose anxiously awaiting my return home.”
Jensen: “same here, but please let me know when you do arrive home. i would like to know you arrived safely.”
Jensen helped you once more by helping you with your bags as he walked by your side to the airport and up to the check in once more to get your updated tickets and then it was time to part once more in such sweet sorrow. 
you and jensen let go of your bags and hugged it out once more before parting to your respected gates. but you whispered in his ear when you hugged him.
YN: “i will let you know when im back on home soil. i will always remember your touch.”
Jensen and you parted and went on your way. arriving home you sent Jensen a text.
YN (texting Jensen): “hey Jensen its YN. i am back on home soil and i already miss your embrace. i am heading to baggage to collect my luggage, then to meet my best friend in the lobby. home hasnt changed. let me know when you land and what your seeing too. ill look forward to being in more correspondance with you soon <3″
you grabbed your bag and went down the escalator straight into the arms of your best friend. you broke down as soon as you hit her embrace. she just stood there hugging you not caring that either of you were in public, you both stood there as you cried.
Beth: “what happened girl?”
YN: “long story short the trip was amazing, but i fear i have fallen in love with someone i might never seen again. i missed you.”
Beth: “come on lets get you out of here and back home.”
you both exited the airport and went back home. later when you were alone you looked at your phone and saw a messgae from jensen.
Jensen (via text): “hey beautiful i made it home to, i know how you feel, it feels weird to be home again. my best friend is waiting i just grabbed my luggage. i hope everything goes well. till we speak again. i miss you too <3″
that was the message that sent you into a suspended sleep your bestie crawled into bed after she was done her work. she didnt care that you were passed out. she was just happy that you were home.
Jensen had a similar greeting from his best friend and returned home to his large and half empty bed also falling into a suspended sleep all he could think about was you. 
*to be continued*
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noona-clock · 5 years
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Expectations - Part 8, Final Chapter
Genre: College/Roommates!AU – Pure Fluff
Pairing: Hanbin x You (Female!Reader)
Warnings: None
Part 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 | Words: 2,493
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It had been several months since that first date.
They had been months filled with countless kisses, movie nights, date nights, meals together, text messages, heart emojis. Filled with eye rolls, frustrated sighs, silent treatments (on his part, not yours), door slams.
As it turned out, being in a relationship with your roommate was not as easy as you’d thought (or hoped). Or maybe it was just the fact that Hanbin was your roommate, and being in a relationship with Hanbin wasn’t as easy as you’d thought. He still had trouble opening up to you, and his preferred way of letting you know he was upset was by just not talking to you. Even if you weren’t the thing upsetting him.
You’d spent many hours trying to pry words out of him, and after all that time and effort, he still wasn’t any better about communicating with you.
But... it was all worth it.
Because the good times far, far outweighed the bad, and it’s not like they were even bad times. They were just difficult. But what relationship was ever easy all the time?
Besides, Hanbin always apologized for being a jerk and thanked you for trying to help him. That helped ease the sting of his silent treatments.
The first time you spent apart from each other was during your university’s winter break. You had flown home for Christmas and New Year’s, and Hanbin had gone to visit his family about two hours away from school.
You had missed him terribly, of course, but one day in-between the two holidays, Hanbin had texted you an audio file out of the blue. The two of you hadn’t been messaging too much since you were both busy with your respective families, but... apparently, Hanbin had also been busy with something else.
When you pressed play, you quickly realized it was a song. A new song. You’d heard all of his songs at this point (including the one he wrote on the day he’d realized his feelings for you -- the lyrics were all about you being his ideal type of girl, and you had almost cried when you’d first listened to it), but the opening music playing now was unfamiliar to you.
As you listened, you heard Hanbin singing and rapping, asking you what you were doing. Talking about how much he missed you and thought about you and dreamed about you.
Unsurprisingly, tears had filled your eyes by the end of the song, and you immediately started writing a message back to him.
But not just any message.
Since he had expressed his feelings the best way he knew how -- through a song -- you would express yours the best way you knew how -- in a list.
You fervently typed out a bulleted list of all the things you missed about him right at that very moment:
His smile
Specifically, his lips
And more specifically, his kisses
The feeling of his arms around you
The feeling of your hand in his
The smell of his shampoo
The sight of him doing push-ups in his room
The way he curses when you’re cooking something particularly yummy smelling
The adoring look he gets on his face when his younger sister calls him
The way he says your name
The way he comes up behind you and hugs you and kisses your shoulder
The way he always lets you sleep in his room when you wake up in the middle of the night for whatever reason
And the way he sometimes comes into your room because he just knows you can’t sleep
There had only been two other thunderstorms since you’d officially started dating, and Hanbin had effectively calmed you down during both of them. He’d held you tightly, rubbed your back, kissed your forehead, whispered comforting words to you.
The whole three weeks you were home, you had been checking the weather for your flight back. If you had to fly through a storm... honestly, you would just need to reschedule. You were pretty positive you couldn’t fly by yourself if there were thunder and lightning and pouring rain outside.
Up until the day you left, the chance of bad weather seemed slim to none. 
But, all of a sudden, as you sat at the airport waiting to board, you saw there was now a 40% chance of storms right around the time you would be landing.
You texted Hanbin, of course, and he assured you it would be fine. If the forecast could change that quickly, it could change again just as quickly. Plus, he would be there to pick you up, so if it was storming when you landed, you wouldn’t have to spend that much time by yourself.
You spent the entire flight gripping the arms of your seat and bouncing your right leg anxiously. You felt terrible for the person sitting next to you, but they ended up falling asleep not even ten minutes in.
After a grueling few hours, you let out the longest sigh of relief when the plane touched down. You immediately fished your phone out and turned it back on, navigating to your messages and typing one out to Hanbin to let him know you’d just landed.
He replied back immediately with a heart emoji, and before you could ask if he was already at the airport waiting, he sent another message telling you just that. 
He knew you so well.
As soon as you were able, you grabbed your carry-on bag, followed your fellow passengers off the plane, and booked it to the arrivals lobby. 
It had been three full weeks since you’d seen your boyfriend, and you couldn’t remember the last time you’d been so excited to see someone.
...Oh, god. Now you felt guilty because you’d just visited your family for the first time in months, and you hadn’t been this anxious to see them.
Well. Nothing you could do about it now!
You swerved around people, weaving through the crowd until you finally reached the arrivals lobby, your eyes searching for that familiar handsome face, that familiar smile.
When your eyes locked on just that face, your lips curved into a huge grin and you let out a soft squeal. You gripped the handle of your suitcase tightly as you broke out into a run, not wanting to drop the thing on your way over there.
Hanbin, too, started making his way to you, and in just a few seconds, you practically knocked him over when you threw your arms around his neck.
You heard him chuckle softly as he returned your embrace, and in a moment of passion, you let go of your suitcase and pushed yourself off the ground, wrapping your legs around his middle.
“Whoa, hey,” he laughed, though he instantly held onto you tighter, his fingers gripping your waist.
“God, I missed you,” you sighed, pressing your forehead to his and closing your eyes.
“Three weeks is a long time,” he murmured.
You felt him tilt his head right before you felt his lips capture yours, and you couldn’t stop yourself from smiling into the kiss.
“I missed you, too,” he whispered against your lips.
You then pulled away so you could place a kiss on his cheek and his chin and his nose and his eyelid and his forehead and any other available inch of his face. His skin got warmer the more you kissed him, and he finally squeezed you before trying to squirm away from your affections.
“Come on, let’s go home,” he chuckled.
...Home.
You had only lived there for six months, but strangely enough, it did feel like home.
Maybe... Okay, this is going to sound really cheesy, but maybe it felt like home because... Hanbin was there.
You let yourself drop back down to the floor, though you almost immediately replaced your legs with your arms, clinging to him as he took your suitcase and headed for the airport exit.
You had discovered very quickly that Hanbin, despite his somewhat aloof exterior, was a sucker for affection. He especially loved when you hugged him and slid your hands into his back pockets, though really any sort of touching would do for him. He was a fan of it all.
“Did it storm at all on the plane?” he asked as the two of you strolled out to the parking lot.
You shook your head, humming negatively... but you eyed the dark gray clouds up in the sky warily.
Hanbin squeezed your shoulders and kissed your temple. “We’ll get home before it starts, I promise,” he told you quietly.
And, as if Hanbin really was able to control the weather, the second you set foot inside your dorm was the second the rain began. There had been a few fat droplets on the windshield here and there on the way home, but now that you were safely inside, it came down in buckets.
“It’s just rain,” you said softly when Hanbin threw you a ‘are you going to be okay?’ look. “I’m going to go unpack.”
Your boyfriend simply nodded and headed off to his own room.
You lugged your suitcase up onto your bed, unzipping it and grabbing the dirty clothes. You threw them in your laundry hamper as you tried to ignore the pouring rain tapping violently on your window.
It was fine. It was just rain! Just rain was not a thunderstorm, so you were --
A flash of lightning lit up your room briefly, and before the thunder even had a chance to follow it, you had rushed into Hanbin’s room.
He was there waiting practically with open arms, standing by the edge of his bed and pulling you into his embrace as soon as you arrived.
“I’m sorry,” you said breathlessly, your brow furrowed with guilt. “Maybe one day I won’t be so --”
Hanbin simply lifted one hand and pressed a finger to your lips.
“Haven’t I told you to stop apologizing every time it storms?” he murmured, though the look in his eyes was one of pure affection.
Yes. He had. Every single time.
And yet... you still did.
“Come here,” he whispered, keeping his hold on you firm as he turned you away from his bed.
“Where are we going?” you asked, your voice already shaky as you heard the wind whistling through the trees outside.
“Just come here,” Hanbin chuckled. He held your shoulders, walking behind you and guiding you to... his closet?
It was then you noticed that all of his recording equipment was on the floor by his bathroom door, and you looked back and forth between the closet door and the small pile of audio appliances.
“Wha --”
But Hanbin had reached around you and opened the door to his closet before you could finish your question.
When you saw what was inside, your breath caught in your throat. Your jaw dropped slightly, your lips parting in surprise.
Instead of his usual slapdash recording studio, his closet now housed some soft blankets, a few pillows, a lantern, and the soundproof padding.
“We can sleep in here tonight,” Hanbin murmured.
...He had set up camp inside his closet. His soundproof closet. Just for you.
You whirled around to face him, your eyes filled to the brim with tears. “You... did this for me?” you asked, your voice watery and choked with emotion.
Hanbin raised his hands and cradled your cheeks in his palms, his eyes gazing at you with complete and utter adoration. “Yeah, of course,” he whispered. “I kept checking the forecast, and I wanted to be ready.”
You stood on your toes to kiss him, but a loud crack of thunder made you jump.
“Come on, get in there,” he chuckled, turning you around and herding you in.
You were all too happy to get under the blankets, burrow into the pillows, and close yourself in this tiny, dark space. Because once Hanbin shut the door completely, the sound of the driving rain was totally erased. You wouldn’t be able to hear the rain or thunder, you wouldn’t be able to see the lightning.
For all intents and purposes, the storm didn’t even exist anymore.
As soon as Hanbin settled under the blankets next to you, you scooted as close to him as you could and pressed your lips to his.
“Thank you,” you whispered. “I can’t think of anything more thoughtful. Nobody’s ever done something like this for me before.”
“Good,” he replied, making you laugh softly in confusion.
“Good? What do you mean?”
“It’s good that nobody has ever done something this thoughtful for you before because that means... nobody has ever loved you like I do.”
For the second time in a span of just a few minutes, your breath caught in your throat. But before you could say anything, Hanbin lifted a hand and smoothed your hair back from your forehead. He leaned in and kissed one of your eyelids.
He whispered, “I love you.”
You couldn’t stop a wide, giddy grin from appearing on your lips, and you replied softly, “I love you, too.”
Hanbin enveloped you in his arms then, tucking you underneath his chin and holding you as if you could still hear the storm outside. He gripped you tightly, he rubbed your back, he tangled his legs with yours.
But instead of whispering ‘it’s okay, you’ll be all right, I’m here’ into your ear, you heard ‘I missed you so much, I’m so glad you’re back, I love you’ instead.
Which was much more preferable.
As you settled into your boyfriend’s arms, curling up against his chest and pressing your ear to him so you could hear his heartbeat, you couldn’t remember a time you’d felt more at peace.
Even though there was a storm raging right outside your window, you had never been less anxious in your life.
You weren’t thinking about all the times Hanbin frustrated you or all the times he would frustrate you in the future. You weren’t thinking about all the thunderstorms which hadn’t happened yet, all your upcoming classes and the grades you had yet to earn. You weren’t wondering how long your relationship with Hanbin would last. Until the end of the school year? The end of university? The end of time?
You weren’t even thinking about how, just a handful of months ago, you never would’ve been able to imagine this would happen. It wasn’t even crossing your mind that you had set an expectation for your first year of college, for your new roommate, for everything, and how things had turned out so differently than you’d thought they would.
Right here, right now, you were only thinking of how happy you were. How loved you felt. How content and satisfied and comfortable and lucky you were.
And how ridiculously, deliriously, crazily in love you were with Hanbin.
Because that’s all that really mattered right now.
Right now, and forever.
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hotforharrison · 5 years
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His Service ch 4: It’s the destination, not the journey
Chapter 3 <-- His Service Masterlist --> Chapter 5
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Pairing: Tom Holland/Reader, eventual Harrison Osterfield/Reader
Summary: A series of memories of memories relating to the love of your life, Tom, and his service in the Army.
Word Count: 3,023
Warnings: Language and smut, my usual go-tos.
A/N: Longer than usual chapter! Poor reader! 
You walked up to the ticket counter at the airport, wheeling your suitcase behind you, giving her your ID. “I’m heading to the Lawton Fort Sill airport.”
“I’m sorry, ma’am, your connecting flight to Dallas Fort Worth has been canceled due to the weather. Would you like to take a later flight or receive a full refund?” the ticket agent told you.
“How much later?” you asked. “My boyfriend is graduating from basic training, and Family Day starts tomorrow morning.”
“We’re pretty booked up right now. Looks like the earliest open seat I have is at 11:30am, with a connecting flight to Lawton Fort Sill at 6:00pm, arriving at 8:40pm,” she said.
“I’d miss the entire Family Day!” You felt tears burning hot in your eyes. “Fine, though. I’ll take it. Since it was the weather, I take it there’s no free hotel room?”
She booked your new flight. “No, there’s not. I’m sorry again, ma’am.”
“It’s okay. Sometimes stuff happens,” you responded, with a shrug, before you turned around and headed back to the airport entrance.
Your ride was long gone already. You’d chosen an airport a few hours away from home to save significantly on your plane tickets, which was now pointless because you were going to have to pay for an extra hotel room for the night.
No one from London was able to make the trip for his graduation, so Tom was going to be alone for Family Day now. Lovely.
You used your phone to find a last minute hotel room near the airport and get an Uber to take there. Since that was done, you opened your messenger app to text Tom.
You: Not sure when you’ll have your phone back, but my flight got canceled, and they weren’t able to get me on a flight until tomorrow afternoon. I won’t be getting in until tomorrow night. I’m so sorry I’ll be missing Family Day, but I should hopefully be there for graduation.
With a heavy sigh, you went to wait for your Uber.
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The hotel you went to was overbooked. In fact, all the hotels within a reasonable price range in the area were booked up due to the flight cancellations.
You spent over two hours trying to find somewhere to stay so you could be a functional human being for traveling the next day.
It left you over half an hour away from the airport in a motel that had seen better days, and cost entirely too much for what it was, but at least it was something.
You settled down in your room, ready to take a shower and head to bed.
After being used so much, your phone really needed to be charged, but you quickly discovered that you’d only packed the USB cable half of your charger.
You were so exhausted that you decided to just take a shower and set the alarm clock in the room for early enough that you could go buy another power adapter at the nearest store.
Tom probably wouldn’t get his phone back that early, so you had plenty of time to charge yours for when he got in touch with you.
The bed was uncomfortable, but you eventually drifted off to sleep.
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Daylight was streaming through the edges of the curtains when you woke up, and you immediately panicked.
It was after 11am, and you weren’t even out of bed. Your flight was supposed to take off in about half an hour. Your hotel was over half an hour away. That flight was not going to happen.
You checked the alarm clock and found you’d set the alarm for 6PM instead of 6AM.
Even though you were missing that flight, you still hurried to check out of the motel so you could head to the airport via a taxi you called from your room, since your phone was dead.
The taxi was late, and you didn’t get to the airport until almost 1pm. Then, you waited in line to go to the ticket counter once again.
“I’m late for my flight, which was entirely my fault, and I’d like to book a new one to Lawton Fort Sill, as soon as possible,” you said.
“I can get you to Dallas Fort Worth today, but you’d be on stand-by for the last two flights to Lawton Fort Sill,” the ticket agent replied.
“Thank you. I’ll do that,” you told him, handing over your card to pay for another plane ticket and to check your bag. It would be worth it to see Tom again.
You had slightly over two hours before your flight took off. At least there would be a shop in the airport to buy a new power adapter after you got through security, and somewhere to plug it in.
Security was relatively painless, since you hadn’t brought much with you that wasn’t in your checked bag.
Before you headed to your gate, you quickly walked around trying to find a shop that might have a power adapter, eventually finding one with a drastically overpriced charger for your phone.
Your gate had some power outlets, and you plugged your phone in to charge, powering it on as soon as you could.
You had unread messages from Tom.
Tom: It’s not your fault the flight was canceled, sweetheart. I have my phone back for a bit now, so I’m going to call.
Tom: Is everything alright? It went straight to voicemail. Are you on an earlier flight?
Tom: Well, Family Day is starting soon, and we have to give our phones back. I’ll see you tomorrow morning. I can’t wait to be with you again, love.
For the second time, you’d missed talking to him. You wanted to curl up in a ball and cry again, like you had when you missed his phone call before, but you settled for just the crying part. You’d pull yourself back together before your flight to Dallas.
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Your flight to Dallas was long, but you made your way to the gate for the flight to Lawton Fort Sill. Both of them were booked up, but you did get on a morning flight. Unless the flight defied the laws of physics, you were going to miss the ceremony, but you'd definitely get to see him for his 36 hour pass off base after that. You couldn’t wait.
You’d already talk to the hotel you booked to let them know you still intended to stay for the next two nights, and that you wanted them to give a keycard to Tom if he showed up before you did.
You pulled out your phone to text Tom to let him know.
You: I’m so sorry I missed your call again. Fuck the universe right now. This trip so far has been a complete shitshow. I’ll tell you all about it later. I won’t be at the airport until early tomorrow afternoon, and I’ll head straight to the hotel. I’m attaching the confirmation page with all the booking info, in case you get there before I do. I already called and told them you might be there first. Hopefully, they made a note of it somewhere.
You put on your headphones and decided to watch some YouTube videos to decompress, since you were spending the night in the airport at the terminal.
You’d already set a dozen different alarms. Oversleeping was not going to be an issue again.
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You thought the flight to Dallas had been long, but the flight to Lawton was infinitely longer, the seconds until you would get to see Tom again passing by slower than molasses.
Even though you’d been up for almost 24 hours, sleep wasn’t going to happen when you were so keyed up. You wouldn’t be able to relax until you were in Tom’s arms again.
You did everything you could to help pass the time. Reading took too much focus. You hated every single song that came up on shuffle on your mp3 player. You’d turned off your phone to preserve battery life, paranoid another incident would happen with your phone dying at the worst possible time.
“I hate to be nosy, but are you okay?” the woman seated next to you asked.
“Yeah, I’m just seeing my boyfriend for the first time in a couple months. We haven’t even been able to talk on the phone. He’s graduating from basic training this morning,” you explained.
“I figured as much. I’ve been there and done that. My husband’s been in for over 9 years now. I’d recommend checking out online groups for military girlfriends and wives for support. I’m part of some on Facebook, and it’s been really helpful, especially during deployments.”
“Thank you for the advice. I’ll keep that in mind,” you told her.
“You look like you could use a distraction. So, tell me about your boyfriend,” she said.
“Well, his name is Tom,” you started.
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The flight landed smoothly, and you turned on your phone as soon as the flight attendant said it was allowed.
You’d found a new friend in the Army wife seated next to you, Hannah, and you added each other on Facebook.
“Have fun seeing Tom, honey,” she told you as you exited the plane.
“I definitely will. Thank you for earlier,” you said.
She pulled you into a hug. “Anytime. Don’t hesitate to message me if you want to talk.”
“I won’t,” you agreed as you parted ways and went to baggage claim to grab your suitcase.
Tom hadn’t messaged you again yet.
You headed to the hotel, fidgeting the entire ride there. It wouldn’t be long now.
After you checked in and got your key card, you headed up to the room, annoyed at how slow the elevator seemed to be moving.
Ideally, you’d be able to take a shower before he arrived and make yourself look cute.
You opened the door and walked in, heading straight for the shower.
The bathroom door opened, and you immediately startled.
“Oh my god, I’m so sorry. I think they gave me a room that was already taken. I’ll go back to the front desk now,” you babbled as you grabbed your suitcase.
“Darling, it’s me. I wanted to surprise you,” Tom said he as he stepped into the room.
“Tom!” you cried out, abandoning your suitcase and launching yourself into his arms. “I’ve missed you so much.”
His arms wrapped around you. “Me too.”
You knew how tightly you were clinging to him was probably uncomfortable, but you couldn’t bring yourself to stop.
He pulled away slightly and looked at your face with concern, thumb coming up to wipe away your tears. “Are you alright?”
“Overwhelmed and happy tears. I haven’t slept in over 24 hours, and I’m kind of all over the place, too,” you admitted.
“Oh, sweetheart.” He moved to kiss you, but you stopped him.
“Let me brush my teeth and take a shower first?” you requested.
He stroked your cheek instead of kissing you. “Of course. Do you mind if I join you?”
You leaned into his touch. “Not at all. Want to turn on the shower to warm up while I brush my teeth?”
“Sure.” He was quick to shed his clothes and head into the bathroom while you got your toothbrush, toothpaste, and shower supplies out of your suitcase.
The shower turned on before you brushed your teeth, and you were as quick as possible while still being thorough.
Your clothes joined his on the floor, and you found that he’d already gotten in and was cleaning himself off.
You slipped in next to him, immediately noticing the water pressure wasn’t the best, and there wasn’t a ton of space for two people. It was still workable, though.
Now that you could see him without a hat, the first thing you noticed was his new buzzcut. As much as you’d loved his gorgeous curls, he definitely still looked good, as devastatingly sexy as he always was, just a little different.
You ran your fingers lightly over his head, enjoying the feel of the short hair on your fingertips. Your thoughts wandered to what it would feel like against your thighs. Knowing Tom, you’d find that out soon enough.
The second thing you noticed was that he was leaner and more muscular than he had been. He put in time at the gym before he enlisted, but his workouts weren’t nearly as intense as basic training would be.
“Damn, you look really good, babe,” you told him, sincerely. “I was a little nervous it would take some getting used to, but I love it.”
He smiled brightly. “I was a bit worried, too, that you wouldn’t like my new look. I do plan on growing my hair out some, though. There’s plenty of regulation haircuts with a little more length.”
“It’s up to you. I like you fine just the way you are,” you promised.
He kissed you again, longer and wetter, and slid his hand down your body.
You laughed softly. “Let me get clean before we get dirty.”
“Of course, love. I’ll help,” he offered, reaching down to grab your shampoo, knowing how much you loved when he washed your hair.
You got under the spray until your hair and body were wet, then turned around.
His fingers worked the shampoo into your hair, slowly and thoroughly massaging your scalp, just the way you liked.
You clenched your thighs together. His touch was intensifying the arousal pulsing insistently between your legs. You slipped your hand between your legs.
He noticed and pushed it away. “I know, darling, I know. After you’re clean, I’m going to make you cum so hard you won’t remember what century it is, and then I’ll do it again, and again, and again.”
You whimpered, and were very grateful that he sped up the process of bathing you. The last place he cleaned was between your thighs, quick but thorough, and just left you wanting even more.
“Alright, we’re done.” He turned off the shower. “Just need to get dried off, and then I’ll take such good care of you.”
Instead of letting him dry you off like you normally would, you snatched the towel from him. You were still a little damp when you were done toweling yourself off and may have raced to the bed, but he didn’t say anything.
You plopped down with your legs spread, waiting for him to move between them.
He didn’t hesitate, positioning your legs over his shoulders. His tongue licked a broad stripe from your entrance to your clit. He lapped at your clit, pushing two slender fingers into you and pumping them in and out.
His buzzcut tickled a bit against your thighs, but you found that you liked it, a new sensation to add to the others.
“More,” you begged, squirming against his face.
He worked you faster with his tongue and pressed a third finger in next to the other two.
That was exactly what you needed, and you moaned, loud and long. Your hands scrambled to find something to do as you grew closer to your first climax, since the curls you usually gripped were gone.
His free hand reached up to grab yours, intertwining his fingers with yours.
You squeezed his hand, and moved the other hand onto the bedspread below you, finding that was enough.
“God, Tom, I’m so close. Please,” you groaned.
He knew exactly what to do, sucking your clit into his mouth and working his tongue over it just the way you liked.
Your orgasm hit you hard, sparks of pleasure igniting throughout your body. He didn’t stop, and neither did your orgasm. Eventually you disconnected from awareness, feeling like you were floating in a sea of fireworks.
“Sweetheart?” you heard Tom ask from far away.
“Tom?” you asked, your voice sounding weird in your head.
“Are you alright? I kind of lost you there for a minute,” he said, concerned and closer.
You opened your eyes, to see him at face level instead of between your thighs. “Jesus, I’ve never cum like that before.”
He softly laughed. “I broke you.”
You grinned. “You did, but it was amazing. You’re an orgasm wizard. But now, it’s your turn.”
“I’ll need a minute. Seeing, and hearing, and feeling you like that already got me off,” he admitted, sheepishly.
“That’s really hot. Also, this is your side of the bed,” you teased.
He grinned. “Worth it.”
Now that you were relaxed in your post-orgasmic bliss, you found yourself yawning.
It was contagious, Tom yawning louder and longer than you had. “Fuck, I’m knackered. We’ve both been up for a long time.”
“Yeah. I don’t want to miss out on time together, though,” you complained.
“We still have.” He glanced over at the alarm clock. “Over 32 hours. I’m not going to be awake for the next 32 hours when I have to head to my next duty station right after I get back. You’re also not staying awake for four days straight.”
“I guess you’re right,” you conceded, sighing.
“I’m always right,” he said, playfully.
You laughed. “Hardly, but I’ll give you this time.”
Both of you moved to get under the covers, and you moved into his arms, where you belonged.
“I missed you so fucking much,” he told you softly. “Missed this. Thought about you all the time, especially when it was rough. Your letters were everything during that 9 weeks of hell. Sorry I didn’t write back more.”
You pressed a kiss to the nearest skin you could reach, his chest. “Don’t be. I understand. I just wish there was more I could have done to help. Really, it was the least I could do for you. God, I love you.”
“I love you, too, darling. So much. I wish we had more time together, but we’ll make the most of what we do have,” he promised. “Now, sleep. I can tell how exhausted you are.”
You closed your eyes and listened to his heartbeat against your ear, quickly drifting off to the familiar rhythm.
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legion1993 · 4 years
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Let us have Delayed Fun
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title: Let Us Have Delayed Fun
pairing: Jensen x reader
fluff 2020 sq: delayed flights
kink 2020 sq: masturbation
rating: 18+ 
tags: heavy flirtation, some dirty dancing type thing, discreet sexual acts in public, guy fingering girl discreetly on the dancefloor in crowd of people, guy fingering girl in a crowded elevator
summery: not telling
created for @spnfluffbingo​  @spnkinkbingo​
fluff 2020 masterlist      part 1    kink 2020 masterlist
it hadnt been very long, actually but an hour since you both had set eyes on eachother. departing at the security gate you both went to wait for your respected flights home but after an hour a storm warning delayed all the outgoing flights. 
you both took your luggage and had the same idea, give the attendants your phone numbers to be alerted when the flights are ready to leave again, head to the nearest hotel and drink/dance the hours away…
this hotel just happened to be the same damn hotel (hyatt regency orlando international airport hotel) for it was just outside the hotel that you heard your name being called.
Jensen: “YN… YN wait up!”
you turned around to be face to face once more with Jensen… it was torture but it was better than being alone… 
Jensen: “thank goodness i caught up to you… i have been screaming your name for the entire walk from the desk in the airport to here…”
YN: “sorry i had ear buds in… let me guess your flight got delayed too..?”
jensen: “yes it did, how bout to save money we share a room… it would be a whole hell of a lot less boring…”
YN: “why not but we need to go dancing, i am gonna go stir crazy if i dont fall to a beat…”
Jensen: “it will happen, but first i think we need to get into something hot and sexy to blend in at the club…”
you nod as Jensen with his suitcase comes beside you and your suitcase both of you walking into the hotel. 
desk personal: “can i help you?”
Jensen: “yes we would like to check in, our flights got delayed…”
Desk personal: “i will need a name to charge the room under as well a card to charge it too…”
Jensen with his dashing smile pulled out his wallet and took out one of his cards.
Jensen: “name is Jensen Ackles. and ill charge this to Visa please. and make sure the room is non smoking with a balcony.”
Desk Personal: “of course mr Ackles. please tap when your ready and one of you will need to sign this agreement its just a standard agreement saying you wont destroy the rooms or anything like that…”
You looked at Jensen and then you took the pen and signed the paper… 
YN: “we are just smart enough to wait somewhere comfortable till this storm passes… however long it takes… we dont care…”
Desk personal: “ah yes well storms usually last about 2-3 days depending on the level of the storm. it will be a while so yes you both are very smart in waiting someplace comfortable. now here is your room key you are in room 405 enjoy your stay and welcome to the Hyatt regency Orlando international airport hotel.”
you take the room key and shove it in the corner of your bra so you can take your suitcase in one hand while Jensen take your hand with his free hand. he keeps eyeing you, like he wants to jump you right then right there. 
Jensen: “you know if you wear something with easy access you and i will have some fun on the dancefloor. some very heated decreet fun..”
he flashed you another one of his charming smiles. this made your knees feel week. both of you got into the elevator pushing the button to go to the floor to go to your room. 
YN: “there is a club down the road calld Noches Azul, i hear its a popular and amazing place for those who like to move with the beat of their own drum.”
Jensen: “then we shall dress to the appropriate color too… ladies first.”
he says as the elevator doors opened. you walked out first and started down the hall slowly till Jensen stepped off the elevator then it was fair game you turned and blew him a kiss before taking off down the hall. 
Jensen dropped his luggage beside yours in front of your door and pursured you, when he caught you he picked you up bridal style before reaching in to grab the key card out of your bra with his teeth.
 then using your free hand you slid it in the door Jensen used his elbow to push the door open. he carried you placing you on the bed placing ferverous kisses all over your body.
this continued for several moments before you both pulled back and smiled.
YN: “if we dont get off of this bed we wont make it dancing… we want to have some discreet fun dont we?”
Jensen groaned at you, but of course he knew you were right…
Jensen: “your right. so what are you wearing tonight?”
YN: “stay right here and ill show you…”
you go into the other room away from Jensen’s view and you put on the little blue dress you had found  at the airport. it just happened to fit the bill… once the dress was on you put all your stuff nice-ishly back where it was.
YN: “Jensen play Sexy Back… i want to see your reaction to me in this dress with this song.”
you listen for the start of the song, it starts and you wait for the bridge, where you begin to move slowly then you began to move into view along the wall when the chorus started. 
as you continued to move your body on the corner of the wall you watched Jensen’s eyes not leave your form. you could see the lust in his eye, you could see the way his lips curled and the way he licked his lips. it turned you on so bad. 
Jensen: “when did you pick this little number up?”
YN: “at the airport after i passed security, i went to grab a snack and came out with this dress. what do you think?”
Jensen: “i love it, it is exactly what will help this night to go smoothly. as well as it just looks smashing on you.”
Jensen had already stopped the song, you continued to stand against the wall, but Jensen figured he had to find something hot for himself to wear. you waited paitently for him to come back wearing the navy shirt along with some Jeans. 
you let out a whistle for that shirt brought out his features very well. you had your leather jacket on the couch near by, Jensen had his in hand as well, you handed him your id to keep in his wallet along with the key card. 
in moments you were off walking through the small area to the club. where you both would dance and dance till your hearts content or till you both felt so hot and heavy that it would be beneficial if you were anywhere but there. 
arriving you both showd your id and were let inside. you both checked your jackets and Jensen stuck the check stubs in his wallet. you both went straight to the dance floor. you were glued to Jensen like a dirty shirt. 
no one would dare to mess with either of you. finding a nice darkish spot on the dancefloor private enough for some “secret” fun. 
both of you now taking part in the music, the beat coursing through your forms, your shared forms blending not missing a single beat no one around you paid any attention. 
under the dimest spotlight there was, you and Jensen now stood making yourselves as comfortable as could be. the beat taking over, the feeling of Jensen’s hands roaming your body, this made your pussy very very wet. 
Jensen(whispering in your ear): “grind my fingers baby keep dancing.”
you did as commanded, you were so wet and had orgasmed 5 times by the time the song was done. thats when Jensen pulled his fingers back again before you could orgasm again, he once more leaned down to whisper.
Jensen (whispering): “squirt for me baby!”
Jensen once more dipped his fingers hard into your soaking wet pussy. the silent moans, the rest of the club clueless as fuck and the feeling of Jensen’s fingers diving deeper and deeper into your pussy.
 your body kept moving trying to contain any signs that you were discreetly being masturbated by a man you have only known for a month. this was your normal, this felt right in more ways than one. 
Jensen had been there for you from the first day you met him. till now you had been completely alone, no man had entered your life long enough to even have your first kiss, long enough to ever make it as far as you had with Jensen. to be feeling these feelings made you wonder if he felt it to. 
truth was he was completely feeling the same thing you were this was how you first swiruted, this was the man you knew was to be your present as well as your future. 
in that moment you didnt care, you knew eventually your flights would take you both home seperately and probably your paths would never cross again. but in this moment it felt like heaven on earth. 
Jensen hit one sweet spot and you squirted, discreetly you and Jensen giggling and smiling walked out of that club as fast as possible remembering to grab your coats on the way out. 
arriving outside the club and walking back to the hotel you both laughed, for it was to be destiny that would give you both the biggest surprise ever. 
arriving back at the hotel you both stumble up to the room, shutting the door again ending up in eachothers arms on the bed, the clothes you guys had been wearing were now all over the floor, and both of you were now cuddled in bed having just done sex for what felt like the millionth time during this entire trip.
reality started to sink in when the phone calls came in 6 hours later, this was when it sunk in. both of you looked at the clock it read 3:30am this was the time that the delay was no more. this was when you were both disturbed to get up get repacked and get ready for your flights home. 
Jensen: “ill never forget the time we spent together. i left you something in your suitcase. you will find it and know what it means when the time comes. i also took down your address and phone number ill be sending you little things to show you i havent forgotten.”
YN: “i feel the same way but once we leave here, why would you waste time on a non celeb like me. i mean sure maybe our friends set us up but we wont know that till we confront them. i should have said this sooner but before i get on this plane there is something you should know. i think i have fallen for you. but i know not what to think at this moment. i took down your number as well, please understand that i may not communicate right away but thats cause i have a best friend whose anxiously awaiting my return home.”
Jensen: “same here, but please let me know when you do arrive home. i would like to know you arrived safely.”
Jensen helped you once more by helping you with your bags as he walked by your side to the airport and up to the check in once more to get your updated tickets and then it was time to part once more in such sweet sorrow. 
you and jensen let go of your bags and hugged it out once more before parting to your respected gates. but you whispered in his ear when you hugged him.
YN: “i will let you know when im back on home soil. i will always remember your touch.”
Jensen and you parted and went on your way. arriving home you sent Jensen a text.
YN (texting Jensen): “hey Jensen its YN. i am back on home soil and i already miss your embrace. i am heading to baggage to collect my luggage, then to meet my best friend in the lobby. home hasnt changed. let me know when you land and what your seeing too. ill look forward to being in more correspondance with you soon <3″
you grabbed your bag and went down the escalator straight into the arms of your best friend. you broke down as soon as you hit her embrace. she just stood there hugging you not caring that either of you were in public, you both stood there as you cried.
Beth: “what happened girl?”
YN: “long story short the trip was amazing, but i fear i have fallen in love with someone i might never seen again. i missed you.”
Beth: “come on lets get you out of here and back home.”
you both exited the airport and went back home. later when you were alone you looked at your phone and saw a messgae from jensen.
Jensen (via text): “hey beautiful i made it home to, i know how you feel, it feels weird to be home again. my best friend is waiting i just grabbed my luggage. i hope everything goes well. till we speak again. i miss you too <3″
that was the message that sent you into a suspended sleep your bestie crawled into bed after she was done her work. she didnt care that you were passed out. she was just happy that you were home.
Jensen had a similar greeting from his best friend and returned home to his large and half empty bed also falling into a suspended sleep all he could think about was you. 
*to be continued*
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your kind of heaven ||  pt 2 make out with me || luke hemmings
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Shawn grins and wraps you in his arms when you arrive. “Hey you’re here! Did you have a chance to check out the condo?” He asks.
“No, I came straight here. I’m feeling inspired.” You grin.
“Ok, awesome. I’m gonna order food and coffee and we can get started in the meantime?” He checks.
“Yeah, Shawn. That’d be great!” You grin, setting your stuff down and pulling out your guitar.
Around week 4 you were enjoying a glass of wine on the balcony from the condo Shawn set you up in. Every song had been about Luke.
You always saw him in everything. The blue in the sky matching the color of his eyes, blankets weren’t as warm when they didn’t smell like him, clothes not as comfy if they didn’t feel like him.
So you pick up the phone, staring at it, and then looking back at the night sky. You decide on it, scroll the contacts and click on Luke’s name.
“Baby?” Luke asks, after only 2 rings.
“Hey handsome.” You let out a sigh. “Sorry to call so late.” You take a sip and look down at the ground. “Just… we were writing and I… I was thinking about you. I miss you.”
“You can call anytime baby, you know that. I miss you too though.” He admits.
“Luke… are we gonna be ok?” You ask, looking back out at the night sky.
“You staring at the sky?” He asks, passing over your question. ‘Mmmhmmm’ you hum. “Red or white?”
“Red.” You say, wondering what he’s getting at.
“I think we’re gonna be good babe. We’re staring at the same sky, drinking the same color wine, thinking about each other.” He says quietly.
“I really miss you.” You whisper.
“I can be there baby.” He whispers back. “I can get on a plane in the morning.”
“Don’t you have a thing.” It wasn’t a question, because you knew. You could access his schedule, you shared a calendar.
“Everything can be moved, babe, that’s not even that important. You though, being there for you… that’s important.” He argues.
“I’d like to see you.” You mention. “If you can?”
He hears the loneliness, it tugs at his heart. It makes him ache too. He missed you, but he was resigned to think that was only him, and to hear it wasn’t, to hear that you wanted him too, you missed him like crazy, he wanted the next flight. Whether it was 15 minutes away or 15 hours.
He knew he was being rash. He couldn’t catch the exact next flight. He’d need to reschedule what he had.
“Yeah baby. What if I come up for the weekend? I could come in… like Thursday night probably?” He asks.
“Really Luke? You’d do that?”
“You know i'd do anything for you, angel.”
“I love you Luke.” You say quietly.
“I love you.” He responds, just as quietly.
And then you guys just sit quietly, on the phone together for a while. At least a good 30 minutes, just listening to each other breathe.
You finish your glass of wine and look at the sky one more time.
“I’m exhausted Luke. I think I’m gonna head to bed. I hope I get to see you this weekend.”
“Have I ever let you down, my love? I’ll see you Thursday.”
You grin and bite your lip. You were ecstatic to see Luke, to let him hold you. “Mmm kay babe, I love you. I’ll see you then.”
“See you then, my love.”
You put your wine glass in the sink and cork the bottle of wine you’d opened. You take your rings off to wash your face and brush your teeth. And as your standing there, you stare down at them, and then pick up the engagement ring.
Luke had been strangely giggly that whole day, and he couldn’t keep his hands off of you. You’d spent the day at home, so it didn’t really matter, but he was touching you whenever he could.
You’d agreed to a mid afternoon nap with him in bed, and you were laying with your head on his chest. He played with your fingers.
“I wanna ask you something.” He'd said.
You looked up at him and smiled, “you can ask me anything, ask away.”
He reached over, pulling the drawer open on the nightstand, and grabbed something, closing it in his large hand, before knocking the drawer closed with the back of his hand.
“I love you.” He rubbed your back with his other hand. “I can’t imagine my life without you. I want you around forever.” He sighed. “And I wanted this to be a big gesture and super romantic, but I’m feeling it today.” He opened his hand, and set the box on his chest.
You sit up on your knees and looked at him a little panicked. “Luke.”
“Marry me?” He asked. You held your hands over your face as you started to cry. “Baby?”
“Yes Luke, of course.” You agreed.
He slipped the ring on your finger and pulled you close to him, kissing you. And it turned into an afternoon of sex, or making love, and a night of giggles and sweet kisses.
You smile to yourself. You missed the early days of you and Luke. You knew, deep down everything was still there, but you just hadn’t put in the effort. Neither of you had.
So Thursday couldn’t come soon enough and Shawn could tell you were a bit distracted. He wasn’t all in on Luke coming to visit, but you reminded him he’d already wanted Friday off.
You were texting Luke, you knew he had to be mid flight, but you couldn’t wait to get him here, to be kissing him, wrapped up in his arms.
You wanted to get him into bed, if you were honest. You always saw eye to eye in bed.
Shawn had different plans, as you waited. He showed up with a bottle of wine. He’d managed to get his shirt off halfway through, and sure, Shawn had a nice body that he worked hard for, but you were more than happy with Luke and his being a little soft around the middle, you loved it actually.
And Luke has some timing because Shawn pulls you in for a kiss as Luke is walking in the door. You push him off. “Shawn, what the…?”
“Uhh, what’s going on in here?” Luke asks, dropping his bag.
“Luke!” You turn and pull out of Shawn’s grip to go to him. Luke happily accepts you in his arms and he holds you a tight. You look up at him, “he kissed me, I swear.”
“I know what I saw babe.” He says quietly, nodding. His hand cups your face and he kisses you hard and deep, lots of tongue and he’s kissing you the loudest he could. “Missed you baby.” He says loudly. “Hi Shawn. Thanks for having Friday off. But I think we’re gonna want some alone time.” He holds onto you tightly.  
Shawn rolls his eyes but pulls his shirt back on and he leaves.
“I’m really happy to see you Luke. I’ve been thinking about you so much lately.” You mumble against his chest.
“Our house feels so empty without you.” He pouts. “I’ve missed you, I miss you next to me. When you called the other night… I can’t tell you how much I needed that.”
You push yourself against Luke’s chest and hold him tight. “I need you Luke.” You whisper.
He kisses the top of your head, “hasn’t felt that way.” He whispers.
“I know. Same could be said for you.” You mention.
“I know.” He agrees. “I love you…. now come make out with me, and I’ll love on you in the morning.” He coaxes, pulling you to the couch.
Luke is all smiles in the morning. Even with you riding him, all smiles and giggles around the moans. His fingers don’t grip as tightly as they had been, and it didn’t seem to be just about the sex like it’d become, it was about being close, as close to you as physically possible.
“Come here, I’m gonna cum.” Luke says quietly, pulling you down to kiss him.
The entire weekend went like that, hands on, sweet kisses, hand holding; all over the city, pap pictures, fan pictures, bottles of wine on the terrace, naked nights, morning sex, afternoon sex that flowed into naps, sex before bed that turned into cuddles and sweet talk.
You actually cried when Luke had to leave. You felt so close to him and you didn’t want him to go, but he needed to get back to the new album and you understood that.
“Love you baby.” He whispers into the top of your head, standing at the door.
“Love you Luke. Just a couple more weeks.” You mumble into his chest.
“Then come home to me, and we’ll keep working on this.” He pulls away enough to kiss you deep. “I gotta go.” He groans, squeezing you tight and kissing you one last time.
Shawn made the next few days stressful, he wanted to talk about Luke’s visit and he insisted on reminding you of all the things you’d complained to him about on wine nights or over dinner or drinks over the last couple years.
He liked to bring up the times you thought Luke was being clingy, or that he always put his music first, or the guys. That he never quit talking about having kids.
But looking back, Luke was just trying to be supportive and show you he cared, and of course he put music first, so did you and that was understood when you got together. And he’s always been straight with you about wanting kids. So you couldn’t fault him.
Ultimately, you were ready to go home. And once you were done, you left early.
You expect Luke to be gone, it’s not even noon when you arrive home, oddly Ms. P was gone, and it didn’t look like Luke had even slept at home.
You don’t think much more of it, he probably crashed at one of the guys, sometimes he did that even when you were home. So, you do some laundry and watch TV, take a nap. There wasn’t much in the way of food in the house so you end up at the grocery store, though inevitably you’ll order in.
You’re in the liquor section picking up more wine, it seemed like Luke had burned through quite a bit when you were gone, which was unusual, it wasn’t usually his drink of choice. But, you run into Cal.
“Hey you.” Cal says, standing at the other end of the cart.
“Hey Cal.” You smile. He comes over and hugs you. “How’re you? How’s the album coming?”
“Oh, we haven’t really started it.” He gives you a weird, but surprised look, he’s surprised you don’t know this. “Luke and Ash have both been working on some other things. Luke’s outta town with Sierra right now, they’re writing together for her new album. I thought you knew that…”
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inseomermaid-blog · 6 years
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An Inner Circle First-Timer’s Concert Experience In Seoul [#WINNEREverywhereTourinSeoul]
So. If you tell me freakin’ one year ago if I’d be flying to Seoul for a Kpop concert, I’d smack you for slander.
Buuuuut here we are, a week after WINNER’s Everywhere Tour in Seoul :))))) I’ve just begun to recover. Literally, it took me a week to get through the stages of mourning and to accept that it’s over HAHAHUHU
Anyway, here’s my (and Liz’s) experience in attending a concert in Seoul!
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Why we wanted to see them in Seoul (when it was sure they were gonna go to MANILA anyway):
1. It’s Liz’s annual bday trip gipp!! Or idk, this is part of the rationalization we thought of AHAHA. Initially, we were set for Singapore as it would be way cheaper for sure, but another reason came up....
2. We wanted to see them in their most “comfortable” version - Not sure if comfortable is the word, but I guess we wanted to see them how they were in their home country?? Speaking comfortably in Korean and all? We were anticipating that for other countries it would probably be just Yoon speaking most of the time (not that it’s a problem with us HAHA), and we wanted to see all them four being their natural makulit presence on stage (without them thinking about the language hinderance--even if kami yung hindi makaintindi sa kanila :)))) I know it’s a weird reasoning but :)))) And it’s been a long time since they’ve done a full concert in Seoul! We just wanted to be there in the kickoff concert. I mean, if we were willing to fly out to see them, o di todo na namin diba? Seoul it is!
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How we got the tickets:
Here’s the thing: this is not our first rodeo. We’ve already successfully watched Coldplay in Singapore last year after (WHAT I THOUGHT WAS ALREADY) a bloody online ticketing war. Coldplay tickets were wiped out in 20 minutes, I think? But I was able to secure 7 tickets (3 VIP standing, 4 upper box tickets) after much death and resurrection.
We thought we were prepared for a WINNER ticketing war lol. We were not. Everything (or at least the seats we targeted) was more or less gone in less than 4 minutes.
There were two waves, one week apart. Both of them were intense :)))) I guess our third-world country internet cannot compete with their 5G data network?!
A HUGE HUGE HUGE thank you to Cams and Dianne for basically hand-holding me throughout the entire process of securing tickets from Seoul!! T_T Without them, we probably wouldn’t have gotten tickets. All transactions were smooth and hassle-free. There were a lot of K-ICs who also wanted G-ICs to attend the Seoul concert and thus were purchasing tickets so scalpers can’t get to them first. They also helped me with tips and advice on where to stay, where to go, etc etc as it was our first time in Korea. Sobrang bait and helpful nila as in! T_T
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Of course that was only half of the problem:
In less than a month, we had to book flights (ANG MAHAL NA NITO SIYEMPRE), book hotel (Thank you Agoda for your occasional flash sales) and of course, VISA. We highly recommend TravelPros for your Korean visa processing needs! We spent around 700 pesos for this, and we got the visa in exactly 6 days. Super fast. Pero may drama pa kami dun sa visa requirements LORD HAHA pero hindi ko na kwento haba na nito. BASTA when we got the visa I wanted to throw a fiesta, ganung level =))
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CONCERT D-Day~~~
We wanted to get in early-ish because we were anticipating the DVD / merch line.
The train was a bit confusing for this stop!! We knew we were not the only ones because some of the Koreans were also confused where to get off haha
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This ad greeted us before the exit!
Entering the Olympic Park Stadium~
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Sure enough the line was at least 500m already when we arrived at around 10:45.
AAAAAND YES I lined up for 2 hours for the DVD 0_0 Under the heat of Korean summer 0_0 
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Questions in my mind while in queue:
1. why does everyone look so fresh except me
2. how to spot foreigners: they use umbrellas for the heat
3. Don’t be weak
4. why am I doing this again
Anyway, tada~
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Let’s just ignore the part where if we waited until 3pm, or at least when the line tapered off, I could have gotten it without the sunburn on my batok but where’s the fun in that no?
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Liz and teh boyfriend lined up for merch (mercifully it was shorter) and they were able to buy 2 lightsticks (OUR FIRST ONES YAY! Hirap daw lagyan ng battery lol) and shirts (X and XL lang ang available sizes but it still works out!?? What is this Korean sizing sorcery?!)
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All the cafe / restos were full (Mamamoo was also having a concert that day!) so we had to settle for convenience store food :))) It wasn’t bad!
Met Cams and lots of other PH-ICs who travelled from MNL! You can check out #ICsPHGoesToSeoul to see what everyone was up to while in Seoul.
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We got a lot of fans (as in pamaypay) from different fansites (and thus we didn’t have to line up, yay!) and actually saw the faces behind big accounts* HAHA it was surreal.
Actually, the whole thing was pretty surreal (YA THINK) in a good way. Since it’s our first time to attend a KPop concert, we didn’t know a lot of things. One of those was... lining up for freebies given by fansites. 
Girl, INTENSE. As in,  pila kung pila ang mga bagets and not-so bagets. Paano naman kasi ang cute ng freebies! Fans, stickers, photocards, etc. Looking back feeling ko dapat pumila/bumili kami BUT holehhhshit it was really so hot, and after lining up for 2 hours we wanted to just save our energy. 
Super tita namin right?! 
Also most of the masternims who were offering their freebies were all speaking in Korean (malamang) so we didn’t know if it was free or for sale... AH BASTA MAGULO isip namin hahaha yeaaaah looking back we should have at least tried BUT yun nga, it was really too damn hot to walk around talaga. Maybe next time!! (next time talaga?!)
Kill time! We just randomly sat anywhere we could #ifItfitswesits 
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At some points, we could hear the sound check so medyo spoilery siya (we heard Jinwoo’s solo performance HAHA) at the same time we were like OMG 0_0
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FINALLY TIME TO ENTER! 
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Our seats were 2F (as in second floor). We were initially planning to aim for 1F but giiiiiirl waley. 2F wasn’t that bad! Ang nasa isip ko MOA Arena levels where it’s too high up. This was okay (as if may choice kami HAHA). 1F would be the best seats talaga. Standing is a gamble because there’s a chance you won’t be able to see anything BUT the interactions that WINNER made with the standing group was really worth it :))))) WATCH THE FANCAMS IF YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT I MEAN
I tried to use MIXLR for the first time pala, since I wanted to kinda pay it forward. The first time I “experienced” a WINNER concert was through Cami’s Fukuoka?? mixlr concert and back then I thought, it’s amazing that someone would really try to share this experience with us that can’t make it to the concert. 
(Now that I’m replaying my mixlr, I AM SORRY FOR THE THOUSAND OMGs I SAID =)))) I swear I’m more coherent than that--except when you know, Mino was body rolling live, Hoony was lifting his shirt to reveal his perfect 6-pack abs, Jinwoo with his ethereal voice and stage presence, and Yoon’s powerful vocals and performance. Wala na talaga ako masabi kung hindi OH MY GOD =)))) So I’m not sure if I’ll ever mixlr again hahaha kasi marami naman who does it and is more pro about it??? let’s see :)))
Here are some notable thoughts I remember from the concert (sorry more Tagalog here because all the feels)
1. ANG GWAPO NILANG LAHAT. I mean, fo sure I didn’t stan them for visuals (promise talaga! It was really about the music. Sawain ako sa visuals actually) BUT hooooshit. They are different irl. I’ve seen them before in NAIA airport for like.... 10 seconds and like I knew they were really good-looking. BUT ON STAGE. IN FULL PERFORMANCE GLORY. THEIR VISUALS ARE INSANE. 
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2. SOLO STAGES. WHERE TO BEGIN. I didn’t know I’d see Mino perform Body live ever (I thought he had retired the song and I’ve accepted it) BUT GOOD LORD. The “mashup” for Body and TOTL was just made to be together. The stage and performance was oozing with sexiness and charisma and my mind was just a puddle at this point. Mino doesn’t do full-on sexy very often (am I right? It’s like between deliberate sexy and swag, he’d go for more swag) so when he did this... live... the body rolling... the kinda grinding.... we died. 
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3. JINWOO. Jusko. Where to start with Jinwoo. I’m rewatching our fancam of his Untitled 2014 performance and it’s the only one who made me feel goosebumps. Especially the part where he went up the stairs and the spotlight was on him, and he was singing so passionately and the audience was just in complete awe. IT WAS A MAGICAL MOMENT I CAN’T EXPLAIN. It’s like as he walked up the stairs and sang, it was like he was taking his rightful place as a superstar. Jinwoo is not even my bias but I super kaduper want him to succeed and become more confident with this abilities (I am speaking from someone who watched Who is Next haha). After his solo stage, my immediate first thought was: JINWOO IS READY TO HAVE A SOLO ALBUM.
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4. YOON’S SOLO STAGE. Lol I cried. Ever since I’ve heard It Rains (his solo song), I’ve wanted to hear it live, but I didn’t expect that he’d sing it ever again--maybe he’d sing Wild and Young but not It Rains. The arrangement was “simple” but the experience was HOLY. As in, it was like angels were singing. His clear and strong voice filled the whole arena. The adlibs he did were insane. Literally it was like going to church. The lights and the background visuals were stunning. Sobrang full on drama / rocker Yoon mode! It is something to behold live. Also... INSTINCTIVELY. I also never thought I’d see Yoon perform with a guitar ever again. (Ang drama?? never talaga?? hahaha but I never know with Yoon kasi! He’s so experimental with genres that when he’s already done something already, it might take a long time for him to comeback [in this case, to his rocker roots]). When he took off his blazer... BAKLA SIGAW TALAGA AKOOOOooooo =)))) Looking at him perform like this, I can’t believe he didn’t go solo. I know he’s happier with a group (and I am thankful) but his presence as a solo artist is still very much there. I hope Yoon can release his solo album soon because Liz and I will definitely fly again to Korea when that happens!!! :)
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>>>[OPEN FOR A SURPRISE]<<<
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5. HOON. How so even begin writing about Deputy Lee’s stage. He performed Ringa Linga (modified with Hoon’s rap which was a cool touch I think) and Serenade (EVERYONE’S WAITING FOR THIS). I don’t know where haters get the idea that Hoon can’t dance. Like... are you guys BLIND?!?!? He’s one of the most naturally gifted dancers I’ve ever seen--because he dances to feeling**, not with just choreo. Ringa Linga was a perfect choice for him because he was able to showcase his vocals, dancing prowess and abs all at the same time. The dance breaks were insane. AND MY GOD, Hoon’s body is perfection. His arms, torso, legs... ART. 
6. The costumes, lights (LIGHTS), pyrotechnics, over-all stage design was just A++++. I don’t know why I thought it was going to be a much simpler stage but they really went all-in with everything.
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7. The nebula ocean was beautiful. I keep saying in the mixlr... “I’ve never seen so many Inner Circles in my entire life” because it’s true! For some reason there is a notion that we are a small fandom and maybe that’s true compared to others... but we are not less powerful. At least 99% of seats were taken, the standing was packed. Everyone was doing the fanchants. Almost everyone had the lightstick. It was humbling and inspiring to see all the fans who love WINNER come together in one venue, screaming their voices out and singing to the songs (while still being respectful and attentive to each stage performance).
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8. The boys really love each other. As in, you can feel their chemistry and their teamwork onstage. Of course, I don’t understand the ments while it was going on (by now I’ve seen the translated fancams of course) but I can definitely tell from their body language and the way they regard each other that they are brothers. And they were just so happy! Running to and from the stage, taking fan’s phones, they were on FULL-ON fanservice. I could feel the love from where I was sitting.
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9. I want to pick my favorite stages but I don’t know how. It was surreal to shout “Neol johahae!” for REALLY REALLY and answer Hoon’s pizza pasta so so with “YUM YUM!” =))))) Sobrang surreal na nangyayari siya sa harapan ko at hindi sa Youtube (with subtitles). Love Me Love Me stage was super cute, Moviestar was tear-inducing. Speaking of Movie Star, the fan event was so funny! They were really surprised because it happened right smack in the middle (usually it happens at the end, but they were expecting it kasi). All four of them were very confused and I feel like they really didn’t see the video as much because they were busy being... confused with what was happening. But when they understood they look like they were touched and slightly cross that we were able to fool them HAHA.
Also:
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10. There were many cute moments of ICs that I witnessed. Like, before the concert started, they were playing WINNER songs on the screen. Then suddenly, Body was played. Inner Circles all screamed =))) BASTA SOBRANG FUNNY. During Mino’s kissing scene, half of ICs were turned on, half were saying “Nooooo” =))) Then during encore, we were supposed to sing We Were (as in the whole song). When it was already the second stanza, the singing became softer and softer, because it was apparent that ICs haven’t memorized the lyrics. Everyone laughed hard. IT WAS SOOOOOO CUTE T_T
BONUS:
After the concert, we kinda rushed to the back exit to wait for WINNER. Lol it took more than an hour for them to come out (of course lots of picture-taking, maybe even speeches for the team, etc etc). We saw Yang Hyun Suk (ICs began to chant his name too #insidejokefromtheconcert and sure ako labas sa ilong yun hahaha), PO, Jinwoo’s dad, Yoon’s mom, most of the dancers (Gahee my love were you there) to name a few.
Again, it was a tender moment because the van was supposed to “cover” their exit from the door, but the fans cried “Noooo” and begged security to let us see them :)) So after a few minutes, the van adjusted its position, so WINNER could walk out and wave to the crowd outside. They looked very very very happy and thankful to see us. <3
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We met with some of the PH-ICs again to talk about the concert IN TAGALOG PARA TODO YUNG FEELS :))) I can’t wait to see everyone again in November!
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Aaaaand by 12 am we were back in our hotel after getting lost in Dongmyo exit HAHA. Can’t blame us, all our braincells were left in the Olympic Park Stadium :)) It was really a memorable experience that we hope we can repeat for sure on November (WHICH IS MY BIRTHDAY MONTH). Aiming for nearer seats this time, but let’s see what the universe will give us. 
FINAL THOUGHTS:
I thought if I finally see WINNER live I’d be finally scratching an itch--like I’ve already see them live and that’s that. But NOOOOOooooooOOOOOooo. It’s completely the opposite. Now YouTube and mixlrs are not enough anymore T_T When you’ve seen them live... you just want to repeat the experience over and over again.
To all Inner Circles still reading up to this point: CONGRATS and THANK YOU:))
 Also, my god. You can forget everything you’ve read up to this point but just remember this.
SEE
THEM
LIVE.
See them live.
I am not kidding around. You should, at least once in your life. Even if it’s just General Admission ticket or the farthest seat***. It’s different when you are in the same venue and you see them performing LIVE right in front of your very eyes. In my opinion, Yoon’s voice is 10x better live---recording absolutely does not do him justice. Same with the Mino, Jinwoo and Hoon. Their vocals, dance skills, over-all charisma cannot be simply captured by the camera. YOU HAVE TO SEE THEM LIVE TO KNOW WHAT I MEAN, WHY I’M SO ADAMANT ABOUT THIS :)))) I’ve seen performers that are exactly the same live as they are in YouTube or sound the same like Spotify but I can say with complete confidence: not WINNER. I can say their true strength is live performance.
I’m sure I’ve missed a lot but this is becoming a research-paper already HAHA so I’d end it here. SO glad we pushed for this trip, so blessed that everything worked in our favor (we were the last flight out before the NAIA airport incident happened huhu) and we’re already looking forward to November in MNL****! :)
till then bye~
P.S. If you want to chika more or need me to translate the Filipino bits lol just hit me up on teh Ask :)
*we saw at least 2 big Yoon masternims that we avidly follow talaga, 2 european ics we follow (lol “european” what is dead giveaway lol) and 1 of the 3 japanese KSY fans we also like HAHA so cute T_T
** I’m not a dancer, but my boyfriend is, and I remember him saying that personally he has more respect for dancers who dance according to what he feels--because it’s one of the highest forms of expression (as opposed to just relying with choreo). It’s a testament to a dancer’s ability that he/she is able to catch the beat without “thinking” about it too much--so the dance becomes the story of the dancer, not the choreo. LOL I think I’m botching his explanation about it but it’s just I remember Hoon whenever my boyfriend and I talk about freestyle dance.
*** Of course it you can’t make it due to various reasons that’s okay, but if you have a chance to make it happen, don’t hesitate. I’d say it’s worth every penny you’d spend to see them live.
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The Montreal Problem
Chapter 3
Summary: The reader has big plans to spend a month in Montreal with her boyfriend. The problem? He breaks up with her just as her flight is leaving. Now she’s going to be stuck in an unfamiliar city for a month with no place to stay. That is, until an unexpected hero offers her a solution.
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Epilogue 1 Epilogue 2 The London Problem
Word count: 3151
Author’s Note: This chapter’s a little boring, I know, but it has some important setup stuff.  It’s long, too, and a lot of filler, but I really wanted to give each of the boys a little bit of “screen time.” The next chapter picks up, though, I promise! I have maybe 14k total words written for the story already, and am really excited to post them all! The chapter I just wrote (7 or so) is probably my favorite so far. Anyways, hope you all enjoy! 
Y/N–Your Name
B/F/N–Boyfriend’s Name
After briefly getting lost after grabbing your luggage, you managed to find the exit to the airport.
You hesitated at the doors and glanced around. You didn’t see Harrison anywhere. There was a little barricade outside, off to one side, and you saw a couple of boys behind it. But neither were Harrison.
You pulled out your phone to text him right as someone touched your arm. You jumped and whirled around.
“Sorry!” Harrison said with a smile. “Didn’t mean to frighten you.”
“No, it’s okay. I was just about to text you.” You were suddenly shy and awkward despite having spent a few hours getting to know him.
“Hey, Haz,” an unfamiliar, accented voice called from behind you. You turned to see a familiar face. It was Tom Holland. “The car’s here, mate.”
Heat flared in your cheeks. You knew your face was bright red, but you couldn’t help it. Spider-Man--who, you noticed, had shorter hair and thicker muscles than he had in the movie and was much more attractive now--was standing right in front of you.
“You must be Y/N,” he said. He held out a hand to shake. “I’m Tom. Harrison’s been talking about you since he stepped off the plane.”
You didn’t miss Harrison’s pink cheeks as he elbowed his friend in the side.
“It’s--it’s great to meet you,” you manage to stammer out. “And--and thank you.” You were going to say more, but could only managed another, slightly choked, “Thank you.”
Harrison grabbed your suitcase before you could get to it and led the way outside. He stepped behind the barricade you had seen and greeted the other two boys. They looked similar to each other and to Tom--the other brothers, then.
“This is Harry,” Harrison said of the boy with really curly hair and ears that stuck out endearingly. “And his twin, Sam,” he said of the boy covered in a constellation of freckles.
“So you’re our temporary new roommate, yeah?” Harry asked good-naturedly. A driver stepped out and began loading your things into the back of the van.
“I guess so,” you said.
“Haz has a thing for strays,” Harry laughed, causing you to blush. Harrison hit him, too. “He hasn’t stopped--”
“I’ll sit in the very back,” Harrison interrupted with a glare at his friend.
There was a bit of awkward shuffling. Sam claimed the front passenger seat after a bit of arguing, and you ended up in the back with Harrison. As the van pulled away from the airport, it hit you that you were doing this. You were in a van with four strangers--and their driver, which somehow made it all the more strange--headed to live in their house for a month. A month. That was a long time. You had no plans, didn’t have a lot of money, and had packed more for a month of intimacy with your boyfriend than for hanging around a bunch of guys. You felt your face flush as you thought about the wardrobe you’d brought. Lots of short or low-cut dresses and tops, only a few pairs of jeans, and even fewer tshirts. You had, thankfully, brought a couple of pairs of sweatpants.
You turned to Harrison, who was leaning forward across Harry’s seat, reaching to point at something on his friend’s phone.
He saw you looking and sat back.
“Just so you know, we’re moving this afternoon. The film company payed for a place for Tom and I for the first couple months, but now that Harry and Sam are staying and we’re moving filming locations, they’ve gotten us an upgrade.”
“Uh, yeah. No problem. I’m just...along for the ride.” You gave a smile that wasn’t quite convincing. Emotions were still swirling within you. You still couldn’t believe that your relationship had ended, that this was happening to you. “Thank you. Again,” you say quietly. “It’s...I really appreciate it.” You blink back tears. You hardly ever cried, and now you were tearing up every five minutes.
“It’s no problem,” Harrison said, just as quietly. “What he did, your ex...that was kind of shitty. I wanted to help.”
You gave a watery smile and turned to look out of the window. Autumn was in full swing here. It was cold outside, the trees in brilliant, fiery shades. At home, the trees were just barely beginning to turn. It was beautiful, and you half-wished your boyfriend--your ex--was here instead of these other boys.
Your phone began to ring. You hurried to answer it without even looking at the caller ID.
“Hello?” you asked, a bit breathless, hoping and wishing it was him.
“Y/N? Are you in Canada yet?” your mother’s voice asked. You winced. “My app says your flight landed half an hour ago. Did B/F/N pick you up yet?”
You opened your mouth to tell her that he had broken up with you and abandoned you in Canada, but the words stuck somewhere in your throat. “Yeah we’re headed out now. We’ve got a, um, busy afternoon, so I’ll call you later, okay?”
“Be sure you do. And text me when you get there.” She hung up without a goodbye, as usual.
You sighed and put the phone in your lap.
“Was that him?” Tom asked, twisting around in his seat to peer at you. “Your ex?”
You shot Harrison a look. His expression turned slightly guilty. He must have explained the situation to them. The entire situation. “No, that was my...mother. She’s a bit overprotective.”
“You didn’t tell her what happened?” Harrison asked. Harry turned to look at you, too. You felt uncomfortable under the spotlight.
“No, I...I don’t know. I don’t want her to tell me about how irresponsible I am moving into some celebrity’s...bachelor pad.” You grinned so it didn’t look like you were unsure, even though you most definitely were. Your comment earned you a couple of laughs from the boys, and you were able to relax a little.
The driver took the five of you out into what seemed like the middle of the woods and down a winding driveway. Montreal was, so far, even more beautiful than you thought it would be. Fall was always your favorite season, but with mild winters back home, it tended to come and go very quickly. But here...everything was in shades of red, gold, and orange.
The van pulled up to a house and the boys started unloading luggage. Harrison brushed you off when you tried to take your suitcase, saying, “We’re just going to load up the other car anyways.”
Tom paid the driver as you stepped out to view the house. If they were “upgrading” Tom and the boys, what would that house look like? Because the one before you seemed really nice. The inside was even more lavish. The floors were a shining hardwood. In the kitchen, the floors looked like white marble. Despite having been lived in by young guys, it also looked really clean.
“We just have to grab the last of our stuff,” Tom explained to you as Harrison and the twins disappeared down a hallway. “A moving service took care of most of it already. And the house comes furnished.”
“It’s so...clean,” you said before you could hold the words back.
Tom laughed. “Yeah, we hired someone to do that, too.” You must have made some sort of a face, because he said, “I know. I can’t do my own cleaning. I’m too famous for that.” His dramatic expression made you laugh.
There was a thump from down the hall. Tom sighed and went off in that direction. You hovered in the kitchen, unsure what to do. Your long day of travel and emotional turmoil was catching up to you. You wished, more than anything, that you were with your boyfriend now. You imagined what it would feel like to have his arms wrapped around you, his warmth seeping into your chilled skin, his familiar and comforting scent surrounding you. A lump formed in your throat.
Harrison appeared, juggling two boxes, eyes and forehead the only visible part of his face above them. His eyes went wide with alarm as one of the boxes started to tip. You rushed forward and caught the box before it could fall.
“Thanks, love,” he said a bit breathlessly. “This way.”
He led the way back out to the driveway, to a small SUV that seemed like it would barely fit the five of you, let alone all of your stuff. Harrison shoved the boxes into the back. Yours, Sam’s, and Harry’s suitcases were somehow already stacked in there.
It took the boys almost an hour of rough-housing mixed with packing the car to get ready--mostly rough-housing. Tom and Harrison did one last check of the house, locked all of the doors, and said quite dramatic goodbyes to the house.
You ended up squished in the back behind the driver’s seat. Sam was in the middle next to you, Harry on the other side. Harrison was in the front and Tom was driving. You could already see a kind of established hierarchy to it all.
Harrison posted a video of them dancing to some dubstep song on his Instagram, carefully keeping you out of the video. You were grateful for that. You weren’t ready to have rumors spread about you just for being around someone famous. Because that’s how it always went. You were only going to be with them for a month, and then you could go home, and pretend like the whole thing had never happened.
You had been right about the upgrade. The new house was two stories to the first house’s one. The inside was even more lush. You helped the boys take the things inside, marveling at how nice it was. And they were staying for free. You were staying for free.
“Okay, so, rooms,” Tom said as you all gathered in the kitchen and dining room. You stood next to Harrison in the kitchen. He had just filmed another Instagram story of Tom on his phone and the twins bumping into each other, again being sure to keep you out of it. “Harry, you and Sam can get that weird double room in the back upstairs. Harrison and I have already claimed our rooms, obviously. Y/N, you can take the one downstairs. That way you can have your own bathroom and everything.”
“What, Tom, you’re not going to fight for the master bedroom as usual?” Harry teased his brother.
Tom shot him a look. “No, because I’ll take it in a month. And I don’t have to fight about it, the house is technically in my name while we’re here. I’ll kick you lot out.”
They started tussling and joking in typical boy fashion. You smiled at them, despite the uneasy flip in your stomach. How were you going to fit in here? Harrison said they would be gone to the set all day, pretty much every day. You’d be alone in this big house with nothing to do.
“Thank you, Tom,” you murmured graciously. “I can take any room, really. Just stick me in the smallest one.”
“No, you take the master,” Sam piped up. “You don’t want to share a bathroom with any of these divs, trust me.”
You bobbed your head, conceding.
Harrison said after a moment, “You should rent another car, Tom. So Y/N isn’t stuck here. And so they don’t always have to Uber everywhere when you and I drive to set.”
Tom released Harry from the headlock he had him in. His expression turned thoughtful. “Yeah. Yeah, good idea, Haz. I’ll do that in the morning.”
You flushed a deeper red, if that was possible. You swallowed your protests.
After a few minutes, Tom’s stomach let out a rippling growl.
“Pizza!” he declared, already whipping out his phone and dialing a number. “What’s everyone want? Y/N?”
“I’ll eat anything,” you said with a shrug.
“Don’t say that,” Harry chimed in. “Then he’ll order, like, five Hawaiian pizzas and nothing else.”
You choked back a laugh. “Um...okay, no pineapple on pizza for me. Or olives. But otherwise, I’ll take anything.”
An argument about pineapple on pizza ensued. It started to turn a bit violent before Tom finally hung up the phone and declared that pizza was on the way. You dug in your pocket for a crumpled Canadian bill, having converted your cash in the airport before you left.
Tom stared at the money for a moment with a bemused expression. “What’s this for? A bribe for the master bedroom? I already told you it’s yours,” he joked.
“The pizza,” you said, thrusting it toward him again.
“No, that’s quite alright, love, no need.” He gently curled your fingers around the money and pushed your hand away. “It’s on me. Anything you need this month, it’s on me, alright?”
Your mouth popped open. “No, I couldn’t--You don’t have to--”
Tom smiled gently. “You had your heart broken a few hours ago, Y/N,” he said. “You were abandoned in a foreign country. I promise you, money’s no issue for me.”
As with before, all you could manage was a thick, “Thank you.”
He patted your arm and disappeared towards the living room.
You wandered off, eyes blurred with tears for the millionth time that day, and searched for your room.
“Holy shit,” you breathed when you finally nudged the right door open. Master bedroom was right. The bed was king-sized, the biggest bed you’d ever seen. It had a beautiful, dark wood headboard. The floors were hardwood of a slightly different shade, with a plush rug underneath the bed. There was a little nook with a fireplace and chair. There was a glass door that overlooked the now-dark backyard. You walked over to the glass door and promptly shut the curtains.
Your suitcase was already placed just inside the door but you hadn’t seen any of the boys bring it in.
You closed the bedroom door and locked it before pulling your suitcase over to the bed. You heaved it onto the bench at the bed’s end and unzipped it. You immediately dug out your sweatpants and favorite tshirt. After you ate, you resolved, you would shower and go to bed. And tomorrow….well, you’d figure that out tomorrow.
A knock at your door woke you up an indeterminate amount of time later. You had somehow managed to doze off on the insanely soft bed.
“Pizza’s here, Y/N!” a voice called. You thought it might be Harrison, but the door warped his voice just enough that you couldn’t tell. You sat up, groggy, and rubbed your face to get rid of some of the sleepiness.
You slipped your shoes on and headed back towards the kitchen. You ended up in the living room instead, which was thankfully connected to the kitchen.
The boys said nothing about your rumpled appearance. You weren’t even sure they noticed. They all made mad grabs for the pizzas and beers--or soda, in the case of Sam, whose example you followed--and disappeared into the living room. You carefully selected two slices of pepperoni. Should you go into the living room with the rest of them? Or just eat quickly and go back to bed?
You finally decided to go into the living room and be social. You were, after all, staying here only because of Tom’s hospitality. So you should at least be polite.
They were all sprawled across the huge sectional couch. A movie you’d never seen before was playing on the TV. They sure work fast to get comfortable, you thought to yourself, slightly amused by the lot of them. You hovered in the doorway, food and drink in hand, palms slick with a nervous sweat. Harrison glanced up, smiled, and patted the spot next to him.
After you all had eaten, you let yourself relax into the couch a bit. A few more minutes, you decided, then bed.
“Hey, Y/N,” Tom called from the other end of the couch. “What’s your username on Instagram?”
A blush rose to your cheeks. “It’s, um...it’s a nickname one of my friends gave me when we were kids,” you said.
Tom waited expectantly, fingers hovering over his phone. You saw, in the corner of your eye, Harrison pull his phone out, too. “What is it?” Tom asked again when you didn’t answer.
You told him. He raised his eyebrows but made no comment. He and Harrison both typed it in. Your phone buzzed twice in your pocket with the notifications of follow requests.
“It’s private,” Harrison noted. You accepted both requests and followed them back.
“Well, yeah. I kept getting all these spam accounts following me,” you said, as if it were obvious. “Plus, now I have to keep it private with you movie stars following me.”
Tom laughed. “Shit, I hadn’t thought about that. I’m sorry in advance for all of the follow requests you get when some of the fans notice Haz and I have followed you.”
His words made you pause. You hadn’t even considered that. How your normal life would be impacted just from your proximity to a high-profile celebrity and his inner circle. You put off the thought to worry about later.
For now, you were too tired. Sam apparently was, too, as he was knocked out on the couch on Harrison’s other side. Harry was already taking pictures of him with a mischievous smirk.
As soon as you opened your mouth to say you were headed to bed, Tom said, “I should get your number too, just in case. Like if you’re locked out or something.”
“Yeah, sure,” you said, and traded phones. You entered your number and traded back. You laughed at the absurdity of it. At the questioning looks, you explained, “I have Spider-Man’s phone number.” And he’d even put is as Spider-Man, too, with the spider emoji and everything. You rolled your eyes. Tom grinned.  
You finally excused yourself to shower and go to bed. The bathroom was the nicest you’ve ever been in, including a rainfall showerhead and floors that were probably real marble. There was a separate jacuzzi tub that you vowed to try out as soon as possible.
You lay in the bed later with your mind swimming.
On a whim, you texted your now-ex. Found a place to stay. Can we meet tomorrow?
You had almost dozed off when the reply came. I can’t tomorrow.
The next day? Please. You owe me lunch, at least. You meant for the comment to be joking but the moment you sent it, you knew it sounded desperate.
Yeah, sure. I’ll text you.
You fell asleep feeling something a little more like hope. If you could just see B/F/N, you could try to convince him to give your relationship a second shot.
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canaryatlaw · 7 years
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tired. long day, but not bad, though mostly just because it’s over now, lol. my alarm went off at 7:15, and I got up with a version of the song my mom used to sing that went “rise and shine, and give God the glory glory!” stuck in my head except my version went “rise and shine, haul your ass out of bed! rise and shine, you can sleep when you’re dead!” the latter phrase I use to motivate myself to get out of bed on a fairly regular basis honestly. But I got up. Caught the bus to the train and made it to the DV courthouse for some observing hours. Made it in for the morning court call in one of the criminal court rooms, I’d previously seen a civil one but not a criminal one before, and I gotta say, DAMN, watching that was seriously depressing. the number of cases that got dismissed because the victim didn’t show up in court was astronomical. like for every victim that showed there were probably 4 who didn't. that’s gotta be ridiculously discouraging for the prosecutor, and honestly makes me wonder if that is something I’d be interested in doing- I mean, if I’m going for the ADA job in NY, their DV and Crimes Against Children bureau is combined, so in order to do child crimes I’d have to do DV too, and I mean, I’ve spent a lot of time in DV court over the past 2 and a half years....but I don’t know. There were a couple amusing exchanges, there was one filing for a violation of an OP because they were in court yesterday and in front of the entire damn court room this idiot threatened the woman who had an order against him, which caused the sheriffs to try to apprehend him for violating the OP, except he ran, made it out of the building, down the street, and into the subway station, all the while being chased by the sheriffs, and they fucking lost him. I was just cracking up at the visual of this, like the sheriff’s jumping over the turnstile and running down the escalator....it was too funny. the other one was something relevant to what I’ve been studying for the past week, the rules of professional conduct. this private lawyer showed up to represent this guy who had an OP filed against him, but he was in the “hospital” (aka mental health ward) and couldn’t be there, and then it came out that her firm was actually retained by his mother two weeks ago for a probate matter because she is trying to get guardianship over her (adult) son, then came in last night and asked them to handle the OP matter, and the judge was like “.....don’t you think that’s a conflict of interest?” and I legit wanted to jump up and be like “yes, yes it is, rule 1.7!!” lol, so I was amused by that, and once the courtroom cleared out I talked the PD on the case for a bit and he was laughing at the ridiculousness of it all. I hung out there until about 12:15 when court went down for lunch, then went across the street to the cool mexican place and got some lunch, then returned around 1:30 for the afternoon cases, mainly people filing for emergency orders of protection, which is what I normally do while volunteering. So I sat through that for about two hours, though there was a fair amount of down time, but hey, I needed to get the observation hours in one way or another, even if it’s observing an empty courtroom 🤷🏻‍♀️😂. there was a string of really unfortunate cases where the victim of something that was not domestic violence or stalking was told, most likely by the police (fucking chicago police, I swear) they needed to come here and file for an order and the judge had to be like “I’m sorry, but under the law there’s nothing I can do to help you” which is always a hard thing to watch, because you know the person is just gonna walk away from that thinking the system doesn’t care and is just gonna screw them over (and in a lot of cases, I’d say they’re right). While on a break I spoke to the sheriff and clerk about the police sending ridiculous cases here and they definitely echoed my sentiments and frustration. Hung out there until about 3:30, so I got my 5 hours of observation I needed in, then headed over to school and planted myself in the PAD office, trying to absorb some final information before having to take my final. I also dropped off my adoption final in the official finals drop box with a time stamp and everything for your envelope so they know when you dropped it off, so I was glad to have that off my chest. I also returned two of my three rental books to the school (my actual school is next to a barnes and noble that’s semi-part of the school), and explained I needed the last one for my final tonight so my friend was gonna drop it off tomorrow since I’m flying out, and they were like “cool no problem” so that was nice. Got some food from their little cafe and went back to trying to study (don’t know how much info I actually retained) and then eventually went up to the exam room and prepped there. it turned out the test was entirely on scantron and not on computers at all, and of course I had ZERO pencils on me, which is ridiculous because I’m always prepared for anything, but it led to some amusing dialogue with the guy who sat next to me whom I realized I thought was attractive because he looks a lot like a young Dominic Purcell, lol. so the test started, true or false first, there was a few questions I straight up could not find reference for in the rules so I had to go with my best guess, but I feel like I understood a good majority of them. I just definitely wasted time flipping through the book. then it was some multiple choice, which were also fine, but took a while again because of flipping through the book constantly. I went over it and only ended up changing one answer because I found the right reference to one where I had previously just guessed, so that was good. I finished in about 2 hours and 40 minutes out of a 3 hour testing period, so not bad. I took a uber pool home because it’s cold and I was physically and mentally exhausted, and there was some ice on the ground and I was wearing my “nice” boots which have a bit of a heel and I’m absolutely petrified about slipping on ice, plus it was super cheap so why not. Fine ride and got home soon enough, just as it was announced that Doug Jones won the Alabama senate race, which I have to say, was AMAZING. like seriously, I didn’t want to give myself hope that this could happen just because I felt like he wasn’t going to win, but him pulling it out is SUCH a victory and so much of a rejection of everything Moore, Bannon, and Trump. and the senators and congressmen and women who have re-elections next year should know that if they’re aligning themselves with those fools we are coming for you. the movement is definitely gaining momentum, and I love it. Anyway, though. got home, and my roommate got home shortly after, and she heated up some little apple tartlets that came in a gift basket at her work, so we ate those and watched tonight’s Brooklyn 99, and the tartlet’s were amazing and so was B99. Watched a little Jimmy Kimmel afterwards and then eventually got ready for bed. of course, I have to wake up at 7 and go to the airport for my 9:30 flight, but hey, bring it on. if my count is correct, not counting connections and layovers, this will be my 18th flight of the year, lol. that’s a lot. Still got two take home finals to finish, but I’m not terribly concerned because those are classes I’m actually into, unlike the ones I actually had tests on. but being that it’s almost 1 am and I have to be up in 6 hours, I will end this here. Goodnight lovelies. Hope you have a wonderful night.
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Musical Theatre Themed Ask
Okay, I’m gonna answer... all of these! (Because I have a paper to write and zero motivation. And also: musicals.)
Oh, and by the way, I’m going to assume that every “Broadway” is a “Broadway/West End” because Tumblr is a free platform.
1. What was the first musical you saw?
Mary Poppins, West End, 2006 (not 100% sure about the year)
2. What musical got you really  into theatre?
Les Misérables - saw the film, started stalking the actors, you know how it goes.
3. Who was your first Broadway crush?
Aaron Tveit (he’s the main one) and Samantha Barks - like I said, stalking the Les Mis actors...
4. Name three of your current Broadway crushes.
Um... still Aaron Tveit? Plus Rob Houchen (Les Mis London) and Cleve September (In the Heights London and soon Hamilton London) - Also, I get “talent crushes” not physical attraction crushes.
5. Name four of your dream roles.
Only 4? Natalie Goodman, Enjolras, Maureen Johnson, and HERCULES MULLIGAN!!
(I can’t sing, act, or dance, nor am I a man, so...)
6. Favourite off-broadway show:
Heathers and The Last Five Years
7. Favourite cast recording.
Gotta be Hamilton, it’s just such a well-produced album. Bonus points for including nearly the entire show.
8. 2013 Tony opening number or 2016 Tony opening number?
2012? The Book of Mormon thing is just pure gold!
9. Favourite show currently on Broadway.
Broadway: I guess Hamilton - There are way too few that I actually know.
West End: Les Misérables forever!
10. A musical that closed and you’re still bitter about. Rant a bit.
In the Heights London! Though I can’t really complain, they extended their initially run several times and now they’ve cast my amazing Sonny as Laurens/Philip, so... But it was just so good!!
11. Best stage to screen adaptation?
Les Misérables. Controversial, I know, but I usually kind of hate movie musicals. With this one they did something new and different and I think it works. The Last Five Years is pretty good too, though it lost a lot in the adaptation (couldn’t be avoided).
12. Worst  stage to screen adaptation?
Rent. I’m sorry, I love the show, I love the cast, but it all feels so staged and wrong and meh. Also, they cut Goodbye Love and left in fucking Santa Fé which adds exactly nothing to the plot!!
13. Favourite #ham4ham?
Gotta be the Schuyler Georges, but there have been so many great ones...
14. A musical you would love to see produced by Deaf West?
Oh, tricky... Maybe Next to Normal? That has a lot to do with people holding things in and failing to see each others’ struggles.
15. If you could revive any musical, which one would it be and who would you cast in it?
Not exactly a revival, but bring Next to Normal to the West End already! That show’s got a sodding Pulitzer. And London’s only a 2 hour flight away from where I live, not a transatlantic one, so I might actually be able to go see it.
Oh, and give Spring Awakening another chance, West End. Maybe adapt some American Sign Language into British Sign Language and...?
Also, maybe revive Rent, Broadway? (And cast Aaron Tveit as Roger... please?)
16. If you could go to a concert at the 54 below, who’s would it be?
That list would be waaaaaayyy too long...
17. Do you watch broadway.com vlogs? Which one is your favourite?
I’ve seen a few, but I don’t really watch them on a regular basis, so no favourites...
18. Make a Broadway related confession.
I really, really hate South Pacific. It was part of our American drama syllabus, as an example of a musical. Quite apart from the fact that I think it’s a godawful, sort of racist and sexist show (it’s from the 40s, go figure), it displays LITERALLY EVERY cliché about musicals!
19. What do musicals mean to you?
Hard to say... Apart from hours and hours of ALL the emotions, some awesome internet buddies (looking at you, @frei-und-schwerelos), I’ve got generally more interested in and knowledgable about theatre, which is a great asset when you study English. Musicals have also introduced me to a wide range of music I wouldn’t normally listen to and so many talented people I wouldn’t have known about otherwise...
20. Express some love for understudies and swings!
Okay here goes: I went to see the West End production of Memphis because of Killian Donnelly and then he unexpectedly wasn’t on that night - bummer. But then Jon Robyns just knocked it out of the part (and I only ever listened to Avenue Q and Spamalot because I watched clips of him when he was in those shows).
My first Thénardier was Adam Pearce and his version of “It was me wot told you so...” is the funniest one I’ve ever heard (he kind of went “No? Sorry, fair enough.”).
The second time I saw the show Adam Bayjou was Valjean and his Bring Him Home was one of the best I’ve ever heard (effortless high notes).
Also, Charlotte Kennedy was Cosette that time (she’s principal Cosette now) and her performance was so incredibly sweet! (She also brought some brunette power into the sea of blond that were Marius and Éponine.)
And Jordan Lee Davies was Bamatabois both times and he was great!
Oh, and my Christine from Phantom was the wonderful Lisa-Anne Wood.
21. Best Disney musical:
Mary Poppins - My first ever musical, fond memories, I still wear the Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious shirt my dad bought me (11 years ago... didn’t fit then, fits now).
22. Which Disney movie should be made into a musical?
Uh, I don’t know. Tangled’s funny...
23. Which musical fandom has the funniest memes?
Hamilton and Les Mis. I mean, the Les Mis/Mean Girls crossovers alone...
24. Name a character from a musical you would sort into your Hogwarts house.
Well, the test sorted me into Hufflepuff (great house), but I know that I am a Ravenclaw (and, as we know, the hat listens to you). Okay, Ravenclaw... maybe Melchior from Spring Awakening?
25. Name a Broadway star you would sort into your Hogwarts house.
Ugh, that’s even harder! Sorry, no clue.
26. Best on stage chemistry?
Hmm from what I’ve seen live, Rob Houchen and Carrie Hope Fletcher were pretty darn amazing together.
From what I haven’t seen live, Jennifer Damiano and Adam Chanler-Berat, and Justin Johnston and Michael McElroy seemed fantastic.
27. A Broadway duo you love.
I’m gonna say Jonathan Groff and Lin-Manuel Miranda, but I’m not sure I understand the question...
28. What book, tv show, movie, biography, video game, etc. should be turned into a musical?
Umm... I don’t know. Supernatural sort of is a musical... A Lord of the Rings musical in the style of A Very Potter Musical might be fun. The Fellowship of the Sing? I’ll show myself out.
29. If you could make a jukebox musical, what artist or genre would you pick?
I doubt many people know her but: Vienna Teng. For three reasons (aside from me liking her songs): 1. Her songs tell stories. 2. She often writes from the perspective of “characters.” 3. Her songs are actual poetry!
30. Favourite role played by _________________?
I don’t get it. What am I supposed to put here?
31. What musical has made you cry the most?
I don’t actually cry often at musicals (internally I do), but It’s Quiet Uptown from Hamilton got me bad the first time. And I once listened to Next to Normal when I was already feeling like shit - bad idea! (Don’t listen to There’s a World when you kind of want there to not be a world, kids...)
32. What musical has made you laugh the most?
Probably Avenue Q and Something Rotten
33. Current showtune stuck in you head:
Well, you just put Hard to Be the Bard in my head!
34. A musical that has left you thinking about life for a long time or deeply inspired you.
Les Misérables... I haven’t spent a single week without thinking about that show (or, indeed, the book) since early 2013.
Next to Normal also gave me a lot to think about.
I keep discovering new little bits of genius in Hamilton lyrics. Also, I’m writing a paper on the early US for the second time in under a year and characters from Hamilton (otherwise know as historical figures) keep popping up. Seriously, I’m writing about the Whiskey Rebellion and every time I read Hamilton’s name my brain goes PAY YOUR FUCKING TAXES!
I’ve also thought quite a bit about Heathers and The Last Five Years, because both of them have had productions where they genderbended (genderbent?) a main character, which made me think about how it changes the story and why.
35. If you could perform any ensemble number , which one would you pick?
“If you could...” Are you implying that I don’t?! Come on, any theatre geek who claims never to have done a solo rendition of One Day More is definitely lying! Oh, and I rapped myself all the way through One Shot the other day and made only one mistake - one that Lin’s made before, so I’m proud!
36. Name a musical you didn’t like at first but ended up loving.
I don’t think that’s really happened... There have been shows where I thought “What in the holy hell is this?!” and ended up loving it. I mean, what in the holy hell is Avenue Q?!
37. What are some costumes you’d love to try on?
Give me that red vest! Also, let me play Enjolras! Yes, I know I’m a woman and can only hit that low “foooorm” when I’ve got a really bad cold, but fuck all that!
I’d also really like to try on Elphaba’s Act II dress, because it’s epic!
38. Favourite dance break.
Hmmm... I don’t really have one? The one in Cool and the ballet in Somewhere where they sort of replay what’s happened are pretty amazing (both West Side Story).
39. Favourite Starkid musical:
A Very Potter Musical is the only one I know... Sorry...
40. What’s a musical more people should know about?
Well, where I live, most people have heard of Cats, Phantom, and Mamma Mia and that’s about it.
But in general, I’ve never met anyone who’s even heard of Assassins (although many people who have met me have now heard everything about Assassins - I’m that kind of person).
41. What are some lines from musicals you really like?
Okay, this is gonna take a while...
"Can you remind me of what it was like at the top of the world?” (In the Heights)
“Oh, my friends, my friends, don’t ask me what your sacrifice was for.” (Les Misérables - internal Niagara Falls!)
“Here, put some hail into the chief.” (Assassins)
“But the sky’s gonna hurt when it falls. So you’d better start building some walls.” (Heathers)
“I’m not mad that you got mad when I got mad when you said I should go drop dead!” (Tick, Tick... Boom!)
“My God, in God we trust, but we never really know what God discussed.” (Hamilton)
“What doesn’t kill me doesn’t kill me.” (Next to Normal)
And just for fun: “Honest living, honest living, honest living, honest living,...” (Rent)
42. Name a Tony performance you rewatch and rewatch.
In the Heights, Next to Normal, Hamilton, and Spring Awakening (both versions).
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