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[funnylesley]

LOVE THIS STORY!!

[red-lipped-swifties]

WHY ARE SWIFTIES SO CARING AND NICE AND WARM AND GENUINE AND FUNNY AND STRONG AND AWESOME FULL STOP?? SO MUCH LOVE FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU

[tahanismoved]

she’s actually so pretty and pure my heart goin boom

[jackieswift]

That album part 7

Hello! I said this is my favorite part, but I didn’t have time to finish it, so the next one will hopefully be the best one, because that’s the one I like the most (so far). But I hope y’all will like this one too.

Part 1: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/162440799402/that-album

Part 2: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/162487913687/that-album-part-2

Part 3: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/162839150932/that-album-part-3

Part 4: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/162876753722/that-album-part-4?is_related_post=1

Part 5: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/163046959457/that-album-part-5

Part 6: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/163180508312/that-album-part-6?is_related_post=1

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July 13th

*Taylor’s pov*

Ellie was coming over today and I couldn’t stop thinking about her relationship to Adam. Maybe our relation would be destroyed or changed, just because loser Taylor still have feelings left for her ex, that ex who probably don’t care about me at all.

The day she introduced us, wow. I can still remember it like it was yesterday. We fell in love right away. From the moment my eyes met his I knew he was the one. And he felt the same. Almost like it was a fairytale. My fairytale only needed a happy ending now. I had worked with my new album for some time and I was really happy and proud over it. The only problem was that it didn’t have that happy ending. Something was missing, and I knew it probably was that romantic fantastic song I would write if I ever got back together with Adam. But I don’t know if I can wait that long. My fans are writing about TS6 everywhere, so I have to finish it pretty soon. They’re expecting an album this year, maybe in the end of next year, but getting him back could take me years. And who knew if it even was possible?

I got a text saying “I’m here” from Ellie so I went down stairs to the door and opened it just before she had time to ring the bell. I hugged her for almost a minute. I had missed her so much. “Hey, how are you?” I asked when we pulled back. “I’m really good, almost everything is going well right now” she told me. We walked in and then up the stairs. I showed her the room she could sleep in over the night. She left her things there and then we walked down to my living room.

I couldn’t help wondering what was wrong in her life. Her tour went great, now she had lots of festivals, her new music sounds amazing, she’s having a shoe collection, she’s more fit than I’ll ever be, she’s looking really pretty and she have Caspar. So what did she miss in her life?

“So I know you’re all healthy and stuff...so I baked us some bars, all natural and healthy. And then I bought a lot of fruit so we can make a fruit salad tonight. So do you wanna try my bars?” I asked. I had never baked this once before so I was really excited over it. “Yeah sure” she answered.

I walked to the kitchen, put some of them on a plate, made some tea and then walked back to her. “Netflix?” I asked her. “If we forget about the and chill part” she joked. I giggled. “Yeah, sorry girl, but my heart belongs to somebody else.”

A second after the words came out from my mouth I immediately regretted it. I sat down next to her on my couch, just waiting for the question. “Well, I’m happy if Joe makes you happy.” was all she said.

We put on a movie and I started feeling really bad. I didn’t tell her, it was almost like lying. And she was one of my best friends. And honesty is one of the most important things in life. I paused the movie, just in the ending. “Hey what are you doing?” Ellie asked. Obviously more focused on the movie then me. “I’m not together with Joe. He’s just a friend” I said and then paused to see her reaction.

“Okay…(?)” she almost asked. “I just wanted you to know.” I said. She seemed totally fine with it. I started the movie again, turned my eyes back to the screen and then on her. She had a smooth smile. “What is it?” I asked. Wondering why she was this happy. “Nothing” was all she answered, but kept smiling like that until the movie ended.

“It was a beautiful movie” I said, glad that I had seen it before, because of the fact that I couldn’t focus when we watched it. “Yeah, but a bit boring too. I mean I used to see love like that in real life. But I guess it’s more romantic on the movies, because they always take the other back and yeah you know” she said.

I saw that as a hint. She was talking about Adam and I, or wasn’t she? Maybe it was just one of a million of the other thoughts I was having about him every day. He’s always there in my mind. Adam would love this shirt, if Adam and I ever get back to together, at our wedding, our future kids, ahhh it was like I was obsessed with him. How could it possible stop? Could I even make it stop? Or would I think about him every day for the rest of my life?

“Did you know Adam wrote a song about me?” I asked, just to bring it up when we were talking about love. She looked at me a bit worried and answered “Yeah, what did you think?”

I looked down for a moment, I had to answer something smart, because I didn’t want to say I LOVE ADAM WILES, because I didn’t knew how she would take that, and I wasn’t even sure I was ready for her or other people to know. I mean Abi knew, and Joe too. Well, Austin and my parents had probably figured it out too, but otherwise no one knew.

I then looked up at her and said “Isn’t it weird that he was like hey I love you and adore you the first second and was flirting with his ex the other? I mean, maybe I really dodged a bullet.” She didn’t look too happy when I said it. “Well, he didn’t even answer my text, so I probably did” I added.

“Wait, what? You texted him? Why?” Elli almost screamed out. “I….I…” I knew I went too far. “I just wanted to know why he never told me, because maybe that would have saved our relationship.”

“You care about him…..So you still like him, huh?” Ellie asked. “No” I said and could feel my cheeks blush. Omg I was like a teenager all over again. “Taylor, you still have feelings for Adam. Why don’t you just go back to him? I loved you two together” she answered.

“Well, it doesn’t matter if I have feelings for him or not” I looked down at the ground, because I wanted to hide that my eyes started tearing up. “He’s in love with Aarika. I threw it away and now it’s gone forever. It probably just wasn’t meant to be” I said.

Ellie hugged me. “I’m sorry honey” she said. And a few tear fell down my cheeks. I felt too emotional, but on the other hand, who could blame me? He should have been a better man, but I should have been a better woman too. He didn’t cheat or anything like that, so it’s not just his fault our relationship ended. But if he only had told me, instead of pushing my love away. If he only had told me he loved me and wanted me to stay, I would have.

We made some dinner, sat down outside on my balcony and just talked for awhile, I played her some of my new songs, she played me a few of her newest songs and then we went to bed. Elena knew my secret about Adam, but she hadn’t told me he was single or anything like that, so I guess she knew that it was something serious between Adam and that girl. It broke my heart, but I was happy she was the one who told me, because she was the one who started it, now she had been the one who ended it.

July 14th, evening

“Thank you so much for letting me stay here and for two amazing days.”  Ellie said. “Well you’re always welcome in my homes, you know that. And it was really nice to catch up. We have to see each other soon” I said when I hugged her goodbye.

We pulled back from each other and just when I’m about to say goodbye she answers “You know actually, I have some festivals now. And I would love if you came to at least one of them. And yeah you could hang backstage, so no one will see you and take pictures of you.”

I thought about it for a second. I had been so busy lately. I hadn’t been to one of Ellie’s shows in forever, so why not? “Sure! Just tell me a date.”

“I have one in Russia, one in Romania, one in Poland, well what do you say about coming to my show in the UK? It’s the easiest, I guess.”

UK would be so much easier than the others, I loved it there, they have cute boys, and a lot of my friends are living there so I could do lots of things if Ellie can’t hang out with me the whole time.

“Perfect, text me all the info and I’ll be there” I answered and we hugged each other goodbye one last time.

*Ellie’s pov*

When I walked to my car from Taylor’s house I had millions of thoughts in my head. Adam had feelings for Taylor and Taylor had feelings for Adam. Now I just have to get Adam to my show in the UK too. And there, well they just have to get back together, somehow.

I took up my phone from my purse when I got to my car and clicked on message and then Adam :D. “When will you be in the United Kingdom the next time?”

I got an answer pretty quick “I don’t know, why do you ask?”

Because Adam freaking Wiles I’m trying to be a matchmaker, I wish I could have answered, but of course I couldn’t. So instead I answered “Can you come and watch me play August 19th? I miss the two of us hanging out backstage and just having lots of fun!”

“I have a festival, sorry. But we have to do that sometime.”

Seriously? He had a gig and that one gig would make him unhappy for the rest of his life. What could I do now? I basically told Taylor that Adam was with Aarika, just to make it a surprise and so they could hit it off much easier, but now….what if she decided to finally move on or something? What if he has too many gigs? I thought I had everything planed out, but apparently I hadn’t.

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Is it over? Are Tayvin over forever and always? Or will Ellie find away for them to get back together? You just have to wait until the next part to find out more! Have a lovely day or evening <3

[astridlovestaylorsomuch]

Flashback to when we said forever and always 💗#taylorswift #taylorswiftfan #lover #swiftie #swiftfandom #foreverandalways #istandwithtaylor #taylorswiftedit https://www.instagram.com/p/B396E_gHi0o/?igshid=1xzvif92nlgsr

[karinaspeaksnow]

Thank you so much

This @taylorswift fandom has shown me nothing but support.

Haven’t been on tumblr in a hot minute, but today felt like the perfect time to reach out. 💖

@taylorswift got me through an active shooting today

Today, I never expected to barricade myself at work and race to hide in the dark as the words, “Lock the door. Active shooter inside the mall” was screamed at me. Rushing customers to take shelter and trying to find strength in this situation seemed like the hardest task in the world. Having to be escorted with my hands up had never crossed my mind. I’ve never been more terrified to live in this world and to live in my city of El Paso. A city should be safe. A place to shop after saving all those paychecks should be a safe place. A mall should be safe. A Walmart should be safe. The place you work should be safe. I went to work carefree and came home numb. I’m just so blessed to be home. I’m so emotional about my town being the 8th deadliest mass shooting in U.S history. As I was in the dark with terrified customers and emotional coworkers, I kept humming the words of my girl Taylor Swift and trying not to think of all the millions things that could go wrong. I didn’t know anything else. I never thought to think of anything else. I kept humming as I was typing messages to my loved ones with hands shaking as I typed every character. I have loved @taylorswift since 6th grade and now I’m a college graduate. Today, the songs of @taylorswift mean a bit more to me. They gave me comfort and relief during the highest moments of stress. They gave me an escape during the scariest situation. If I could hug her, I would. I just wanted to be fearless.

I love you and this fandom. @taylorswift and @taylornation

This new album is going to be extra special.

Love always and hug your loved ones,

Karina Nicole Monticone

[funnylesley]

"Hold onto the Memories and they will hold onto you" Right @worldsoldestswiftie

@swiftieforever2009

May 22 2018 BEST DAY EVER Seattle Show

I will never forget these moments and wish I could go back all the time!!!❤

Thank you Taylor for being you and teaching my daughter to dream❤

@taylorswift @taylornation

[red-lipped-swifties]

@taylorswift you’re literally my favourite person on this planet, sorry Mum and Dad

[taylinaswift]

honestly this made so much fun to do! My friend Linda from my class will join tumblr tomorrow. (I take her into the swiftfandom step by step 😉). @taylorswift

[funnylesley]

We honestly really get to see who Taylor is in this videos!

Isn't it Isn't it Isn't it AWESOME💖💖💖💖💖

@taylorswift @taylornation

…til reputation stadium tour!

[jackieswift]

8 months later part 4

Hello! I hope y’all are having a great day (or had a great day). This is the part 4 of the story and it will be one more after this one. This was suppose to be the last one, but I don’t really have time to finish the story tonight (it’s evening where I live). And I totally recommend you to listen to “Apologize” or like we all call it in Sweden “too late to apologize” when you read the first Adam part. Reading the text I wrote and listening to that song makes me emotional. So just a tip if you’d like to cry or something.

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Part 1: http://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/156452687077/8-months-later

Part 2: http://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/156496810142/8-months-later-part-2?is_related_post=1

Part 3: http://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/156540347947/8-months-later-part-3?is_related_post=1

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*Adam’s pov*

I sat there and talked with the love of my lives best friends boyfriend, the guy I once had a big twitter fight with. I knew I had grown as a person and it seemed like he had too. Maybe we could just put it all behind us. The door went up and I looked that direction right away. In the doorstep the doctor stood and he didn’t look happy. I got goosebumps all over my body.“Gigi, Zayn and Adam?” he asked. I just wanted to know what had happened. I couldn’t handle this anymore. “Yes” I said. The man with a rock walked over to us and I could then see how Gigi woke up. “What have I missed” she asked Zayn and sat up. She looked over to me and put on a fake smile. Zayn whispered “Nothing yet”. The doctor sat down next to us and said “I’m glad you’re up. I have something I need to tell you.” I could hear it in his voice, that he was nervous. He paused, and that pause felt like the worst moment in my life. Like it never ended. Then he finally continued “I’m sorry to say this, but Taylor…..”

Gigi cut him off with “Your bastard” and hit me, even though I’m pretty sure it was hard, I couldn’t feel it. I wasn’t in the room anymore. Or technically, my body was, but in my mind, no! I was like dead. Gigi continued with something about that I should have fought for her and that she loves me.

I think I only heard a few of her words, but I didn’t know what to say. Once again the tears started falling down from my face. Taylor loved me and I loved her. But it might be too late. Too late to apologize. Too late to start over. Too late to love her. Too late to cook for her. Too late to propose. Too late to marry her. Too late to have kids with her. Too late for everything I want in life. If she’s gone, I don’t know if I will be able to go up from bed in the mornings. She’s the reason I wanna go up from bed. The thought of growing old with her, that’s what takes me through life right now. But it all might be gone. Everything. I was in shock, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t do anything, or that will say anything other than cry. I couldn’t breath. It was as if my airways were clogged….

*Gigi’s pov*

The doctor started talking and his words made me so upset. I couldn’t lose my best friend. I let my body take over, I hit Adam and screamed at him. I knew it wasn’t fair, but if he fought for her we would never be here. But at the same time, if I had gone up faster maybe Taylor would have been fine. What if this is like the psychology I learned in school, what if I just tried blaming it all on someone else, because deep inside I knew it all is my fault. I’m the bad friend. That friend that might just watched her best friend take her life, and not just that, also in front of me, and because I wanted to kiss and get cozy with my boyfriend I let her do this to herself. I told Zayn he didn’t understand the song, but obviously I was the one who didn’t. If I only knew Taylor loved him this much, then I could have done something faster.

“Woho wasn’t that a bit…too much? Taylor will survive, don’t worry about her last words. She’s just very down. It could take weeks for her to recover and we can’t promise that everything will work like it used to. The amount of alcohol she gave her body for so short time is dangerous. And instead of fighting each other I would really like if you kept together and appreciate each other, I’m pretty sure Taylor would be really upset if she saw you guys like this” the doctor said. And I knew he was right.

I asked him some questions about Taylor’s condition and when we could meet her. He told me we had to wait for a few hours before he could say anything, and that she still was asleep.

*Adam’s pov*

I felt my phone buzz, I took it up and saw that it was a text from Austin. I had texted Austin right before I headed into the hospital. This text took me back to reality. I realised the doctor was gone and also that both Zayn and Gigi looked at me. “So you’re back?” Gigi asked. “Eh, I….” I started, but she interrupted with “I’m sorry. I thought she would die and I just got emotional and really wanted to blame someone else, because that’s apparently how weak I am in this situations” she said. “So she’s okay?” I asked with some hope in my voice. Gigi gave me a strange look “Wow, you didn’t heard a word of what that doctor said, did you? She will survive, but the doctor said somethings can be changed” I felt pretty bad for being “away” in my thoughts, but I couldn’t help it. Now when I knew she would survive I felt like I would too. I read the text from Austin “ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I’M ON MY WAY RIGHT NOW”. I really missed having him in my life. He was like a little brother to me. I sent him a short text back, just to let him know that she would survive. I started asking a lot of questions about Taylor and I wanted to know everything the doctor had told them. “You guys, I texted Austin. But I really feel like I have to call Andrea. A text wouldn’t be fair. And I know what you’re thinking, that I texted Austin. But that’s just because he’s filming his new movie tonight. So he’s just a bit outside of here and will probably be her in a hour or something.”

I walked outside to give the love of my life’s mother the second worst call she could get. “Hello Adam. Why are you calling this late? In the middle of the night…” Andrea said and I knew I would give her the shock of her life. “Are you sitting down?” I asked her. “No, I’m lying, it’s in the middle of the night Adam” she said again and sounded pretty pissed off. Now I knew what I wouldn’t do in the future I thought before I started “Taylor have been in a, let’s call it an accident. And she’s on the hospital right now. I thought you wanted to know. She will survive….” “Oh my baby girl” I hear Andrea say with a worried voice. “But it’s pretty bad. She’s passed out and has been for at least a couple of hours.”

We talked for awhile and when I hung up she and Scott was already packing the “must haves” before they were heading to the airport. I looked at the door, in there I knew Gigi and Zayn sat and waited for me to come back. But I couldn’t do that yet. I had to see her. I walked through a corridor in the hospital and thought about all those times Taylor and I watched Grey’s Anatomy together. How they always run in the corridors and it always was so much drama. I felt like my life right now easily could have been an episode of that show. Then I found it, “Tilda Svensson” it stood on a small sign outside a door. Taylor had a few rules when it came to hospitals. She was never Taylor Swift, or of course the doctors knew who she was, because come on, who doesn’t know who Taylor is? But she always had a sign with a swedish name, because her good friend Max Martin is from Sweden. And the names always starts with a T and S, because of her real names. And she always took Svensson or Sandberg, because that was the two names she had practice on saying a lot. And according to her, that was as much swedish it could get. When it came to first names she always took Tilda. She thought that was one of the world's cutest name and had told me that she wanted to name one of our daughters Tilda. That idea sounded wonderful right now and if this situation was the thing that would bring us together I would definitely name our firstborn daughter that.

I walked over to the door and I can swear that my heart raced in 200 claps per second. This was it. I knew I hadn’t permission to see her and I knew that she wasn’t awake, but I had to see her. I opened the door and there she was. The love of my life looking all destroyed. She had lots of wires and stuff around her. I didn’t knew what anything other than the infusion was. I know she needed that because of the alcohol, because her body was more than just dry. She needed this water to survive. I walked over to her and sat down on her bed. I rested one of my hands on her arms and took the other arm to her face. I leaned against her and kissed her cheeks. She smelled disgusting from the alcohol, but in that moment, nothing had ever smelled better. I took my fingers over her lips. Those beautiful lips I wanted to kiss everyday for the rest of my life. I pulled my hand through her hair and then kissed her lips. I kissed her like I didn’t want to do anything else in my whole entire life. Like that was or last kiss. Because who knows….I leaned back from her and watched her one last time before I had to go back to Gigi and Zayn.

My hand on her body moved without me moving it. I could hear “Uhugh” coming out from Taylor's voice and I start smiling and the tears once again starts pouring down my face. “You’re….omg...I love you so much” I said and leaned in for a hug. “Who...who are you” get’s out from Taylor’s mouth and I backed off right away. “Don’t you recognize me?” I ask with a sad voice. “No, I’m sorry…I guess I should. Are we married? Or are you my brother or something. Or you might be my best friend?” I could see it on her face, that she’s confused. “Do you know who you are?” I ask her. And now I could see even more fear in her eyes. A tear falled down from her cheek and she whispered “no”.

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The next part and also the last part will probably be out tomorrow! And yeah sorry for the whole swedish name thing, as a Swede, I’m still not over the fact that Taylor said her name was Nils Sjöberg for the This Is What You Came For release. So what do you think? Is Taylor’s memory gone? Will Adam and Taylor get a happy ending?

[cowboylikedean]

@swiftfandom replied to your post “I don't get it. I love Haylor so much and adore Harry but if I had...”

I noticed that most of them still staying "tayvin goals" are young and it's so sad to see

yeah i’ve noticed that too. and a lot of them are all with the “it’s unfair to actual abuse victims to call it abuse. breakups hurt” justification too which is so heartbreaking. they fell in love with a fairytale romance that isn’t real and they don’t know how to deal

[funnylesley]

Sophia with Mamma Swift on May 22 when they were first talking...so cute ❤❤❤❤

@taylorswift @taylornation

LOOK AT ME AND MAMA SWIFT 😂😂😂 DEBBIE IS MY FAVE @taylorswift @taylornation

[shakesitoffs]

swiftfandom replied to your post “I don't think they knew that far in advance when the reshoots were...”

For big budget movies actors do know about reshoots. Reshoots are very common is blockbuster and are scheduled in advance. Look at suicide squad and rouge one. Those are recents and they were already scheduled.

ohhh okay thanks, then back to 👀

[laughingupfromhell]

swiftfandom replied to your post:The only thing I could think of being an issue is...

I thought you could get the zika virus from mosquito too. I might be wrong.

You can!

[funnylesley]

Hi Taylor @taylorswift

My birthday is August 14th so if you would like to come and sing Begin Again I won't complain❤❤❤Just sayin' in case you're wondering❤