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moonlightcanyon · 6 months ago

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ASPD/PPD knife post 1

okay so how I want to do these: I'm gonna recap everything I plan on going over (partially so you don't have to go and rewatch it to remember, partially because it helps ME while typing), then analyze it in detail. I tend to analyze like knife canonically has the disorders because he... really might as well

the text in this one is being copied and pasted from discord since I've already got it typed up and it won't take too much time to edit. that said I was talking to a friend who didn't know the show at the time and you might notice this in a few spots

this one's primarily focusing on the dynamic between knife and trophy early s2. I ask that this doesn't get tagged as shipping since it squicks me out and I personally can't see it working anyway

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ALRIGHT HERE WE GO

at one point in season 1, the rewards for contestants that got to move on was a dora doll. knife was one of them and he ended up getting pretty attached to it

I figure he did because. PPD. this is something he was given that has no capacity for harm. if he's got something personal that he needs to get off his chest he can say it to the doll, and then in the ASPD aspect he can hold onto it for comfort if he needs to or somethin, seeing as he doesn't have anyone who would give him physical comfort if he needed it

in s2 ep1, trophy wants to form an alliance between himself and knife, but knife declines pretty quickly (the jock/jerk thing). trophy presses and knife, evidently annoyed, punches him and takes him out of the challenge

towards the end of ep2, trophy goes to find knife and finds/overhears him talking to the dora doll, saying that the doll is his only true friend and nobody else understands him. trophy snaps a picture and goes to show everyone; knife begs him not to, saying he'll do anything

trophy tells him that if knife does everything he tells him to for the rest of the season, he won't show anyone the picture. and knife agrees bc as far as he can tell there's no getting out of it otherwise

ep 4 opens up with more of knife doing everything trophy says, even using fan as a literal fan. knife then abruptly says 'no' to trophy and to show everyone the stupid picture + he doesn't care

in ep3 we see trophy manipulating knife into doing exactly that; when knife considers not doing something, trophy either shows/mentions the picture to him and knife immediately cooperates. he gets his leg broken because of this

trophy pulls it out, knife goes 'wait!', trophy laughs and says he knew knife was chicken, and then knife says 'no, I just wanted to let you know that you have grape juice on your chin'

trophy then goes and shows everyone. we get a shot of several characters laughing, but it's very obvious not all of them are: baseball and apple look irritated and confused respectively

knife sighs in defeat. cut to baseball saying he honestly doesn't care

baseball goes on to talk about how everyone who got sent to idiotic island each had their own Thing to keep them occupied and knife's was the doll. he then mentions how paper didn't have something to keep him occupied and practically tried to kill everyone and asks if that's what trophy wants: for knife to do the same

trophy is like '????? you support this?????'

a few others agree with baseball and they all walk off, with trophy trying to get them to come back because he 100% believes knife is super lame for this

knife then comes up behind him and gives trophy a mini-lecture about how he must feel like a loser, because he knows he would, reminds trophy that he's a jock and knife is a jerk, and says that trophy never stood a chance against him from the start

cue unexpected moment where trophy tells him to go jump off a bridge

and fuckin- there is so much to break down here okay.

things that back up knife having ASPD and PPD:

trophy has a huge ego and sees himself as above others. a big thing with pwASPD is the disrespect of authority that we find stupid/unnecessary, and that can include people that act like they have authority when they really don't (I personally don't often get along with pwNPD for this exact reason). knife's first interaction with trophy is trophy insulting his capacity to break things with his 'pillow fists'; their second interaction is trophy trying to form an alliance with him, backhandedly calling him a 'sharp guy'. given that trophy made his personality clear right off the bat in both interactions I'm genuinely unsurprised that knife turned him down (and then punched him when he wouldn't back off); pwPPD often have a tendency to be hypervigilant because they're looking for threats to their safety. for me personally, I experience more of the ASPD side of things when interacting with someone I don't know well, and in this instance I can see knife essentially flipping from PPD's 'seeing hidden threats' to 'I don't care about you, actually, get lost.' as an aside, while I am a trophy NPD believer, I'm biased against him and thus won't really be getting into that as I'm likely to unintentionally paint him in a bad light

knife's choice of phrasing to the doll is interesting. he specifically says true friend and not friend, and given that at this point he doesn't really have any bonds with others, thus nobody gets him? entirely accurate- and yet that is an expression of vulnerability, something he's only letting himself express to the doll in a moment of safety. I'm still kind of sorting my PPD stuff out but in my experience, I have a lot of people/friends I can talk to about things, but only two or three that I feel comfortable talking to about Literally Everything and/or being more 'stream of thought' with them. I've spent A LOT of time around them, know how they react to things, and they have continually accepted me and been there even when I display odd or less than pleasant behavior- thus I view them as safe spaces/moments for when I need to be vulnerable. then with ASPD, you will see pwASPD express vulnerability, but it's often in half-lies? for example they might say they're upset and omit why, or give you a convincing reason for their being upset that isn't the real reason. unless either a situation needs to be maintained with genuine feelings or the pwASPD is that comfortable around you/a group, feelings are often expressed in those half-lies. I tend to have this response with basically anyone that falls outside of those two or three people I mentioned, and also with people I don't know very well.

so then to be caught in such a vulnerable moment by someone like trophy? Oh God. it's partially embarrassment, partially 'fuck did he hear me' (which, interestingly, trophy doesn't seem to have), and completely registering as a threat to his safety (PPD response). he absolutely doesn't want to agree to trophy's terms but being caught in a moment like that is considered one of the worst-case scenarios to a pwPPD, so he agrees because the other option is to be seen as weak. and that Cannot Happen.

the stuff in ep3 is… well, classic manipulation? but it's also knife firmly believing that his safety will be compromised if the others find out about the doll, plus what he said to it. this is another PPD response; he's backing up his worries with evidence to something that ultimately isn't the biggest problem ever

knife gets his leg broken when yang throws yin at him, causing him to fall off a bicycle. knife still completes his part of the challenge via dragging himself along the ground; he calls both his broken leg and trophy stupid before saying it's all stupid. when he finally reaches microphone, she's unintentionally loud as she asks what happened, and he gets even more upset with the whole situation because now his ears hurt, taking it out on her somewhat. she asks if he's sure he's okay; he says 'not to be rude' before realizing he DOES want to be rude, says as much, and then yells at microphone to go away and start her part of the challenge. this sequence of events likely caused a symptom flare for both disorders at the same time, and knife calling his leg/trophy/everything stupid is also where he shifts from the PPD perspective to the ASPD perspective. I don't know which disorder would cause this specific response (as I tend to experience both at the same time during a flare), but one of them at minimum makes it very likely to snap at people while having a symptom flare; both the trophy situation and the challenge going to shit is 100% enough to cause an intense flare-up and he absolutely can't keep masking in the moment, he needs to be left alone. in my experience I also simultaneously experience 'I don't want to interact with people' and 'everybody is a threat' during flare-ups; typically one response is stronger than the other, but for really nasty ones both are equally strong.

trophy comes up to him later in the episode and says he can't believe that his blackmailing has led to this. knife agrees and asks to be let off the hook, and trophy reveals that he wasn't concerned for knife at all, he was upset that knife made their team lose the challenge. trophy talks a bit more and knife is VISIBLY angry, and he insults trophy under his breath the second he's done talking (the captions say 'well good grief, bozo' but it sounds more like 'well, good for you, too'. can't figure out which is right or if it's something else entirely). trophy angrily says 'what?' and knife pretty much goes 'huh whuh'. and like… yeah. petty insults during a symptom flare aren't common (an intense one will most likely see the pwASPD/PPD using the harshest insults they can come up with based off what they know about the other person to get said other person to go away), but given that knife knows little about trophy's life he can't come up with anything that'll actually have some kick to it. this interaction also reinforces the switch into a more ASPD way of thinking; a more PPD-focused thought process would be something along the lines of 'I did all this/let myself get hurt for you and you don't even care? why? aren't I doing it right?'

ep4, trophy asks knife something and knife genuinely just replies with 'oh, shut up'. given that in ep3 he was starting to realize that the whole thing is stupid and especially given trophy's lack of care about his leg, he's definitely done some thinking and come to the conclusion that this entire thing isn't worth it. he's being taken advantage of and being treated poorly, he broke his leg, he had a very bad symptom flare- and all this over a doll and some words? sounds ridiculous and stupid when put that way. and like I said earlier: pwASPD do not like authority figures or rules that they deem stupid. a stupid situation caused by someone acting like they have authority also classifies. pwASPD are also way more likely to give a firm 'fuck you' type of response to people when they're fed up with something/someone, or someone implies they can't do something

trophy then asks for more ventilation and knife, annoyed but notably somewhat indifferent, pulls out fan and, well, starts fanning. fan asks to be put down and knife tosses fan up because JESUS CHRIST THERE'S JUST NO WINNING. trophy tells him to keep fanning; fan comes back down and knife starts up again. fan then says he's getting dizzy and that is the last straw for knife; he just drops him and gives a very firm 'no' to trophy. and fucking- ouughgh okay. pwASPD often disregard the rights of others, yes, but we still have a moral compass. if someone doesn't need to get involved then they shouldn't get involved, the end. knife disregarded fan initially but the second fan said he was getting dizzy, he realized the whole thing is causing him to hurt people that don't need to be involved (which also gets into not hurting people that don't 'need' to be hurt) and that's not going to fly, actually. it also appeals to the more sensitive side of PPD, which can be very in-tune with people and their feelings.

the grape juice thing? not just a funny moment. knife is scared to possibly have his safety compromised- PPD briefly taking over, in a way- but he chooses to commit, 'flipping back' to ASPD and covering up his fear by pointing out the juice on trophy. his expression switches back to nervous as trophy turns around to go show everyone the picture, but he doesn't say anything else. enough is enough yk.

in presenting the picture, trophy calls knife 'a girly, doll-obsessed freak'… and doesn't add anything about what knife said to the doll, hence my assumption that trophy didn't hear him. which is a huge win for knife because it registers as an 'oh thank god, this isn't as bad as it could be' type of situation and helps quiet down the PPD. he sighs in defeat, yes, but there's a lot of relief too, I'd imagine- it's not the end of the world, actually. he can recover from this.

baseball saying 'honestly, I don't care' once everyone finishes laughing is also huge for knife because the way pwASPD interpret 'I don't care' is different than how most people interpret it. the phrase is often taken with a negative connotation by the average person, whereas pwASPD (and some normal people) hear it and take it neutrally. it's like saying that you think a piece of food is alright- if it turned up on your plate again, you'd eat it, but you wouldn't go out of your way to seek it out. baseball likely meant 'I don't care' as in 'are you for real/is this seriously what you're occupying yourself with', but knife heard 'I don't care' as in 'this is a piece of information that doesn't mean anything, leave it/knife alone', which also helps quiet down the PPD

in response to trophy asking if baseball really supports that part of knife, baseball backs himself (and knife) up with the stuff I mentioned earlier about idiotic island. not only did this likely comfort knife (even more soothing the PPD), it also convinces the other characters 'actually, even though we laughed at him for it at first, that makes sense. I'd do the same thing in his situation.' baseball pretty much unintentionally got everyone off knife's back and now knife doesn't have to go through all the effort of doing it himself (ASPD. if someone can do something for you, and especially unintentionally: take the opportunity and let them)

knife's mini-lecture is both him putting trophy in his place and reassuring himself. as much as trophy WANTS to have authority, have some semblance of power, he doesn't- knife actually has some due to his reputation, and the others are aware of it. a common fantasy in pwPPD is being in a position of power where nobody can hurt them. while he says that trophy never stood a chance against him from the start, I don't think he fully believes it yet, but he's saying it because he needs to make sure trophy Knows not to mess with him again. I think this also counts as an 'eye for an eye' thing considering trophy's treated him like shit for a while; knife can be shitty right back, which thus makes them both even and helps manage both disorders at the same time. I didn't know this when I initially typed all this out but in pwPPD, there's a strong desire for revenge, which is something I experience all the time.

in response to being told to jump off a bridge, knife reacts with surprise. and it makes sense given that knife didn't retaliate against trophy physically or really do much of anything to him, and that's with this whole thing resulting in knife's leg getting broken. there's not a part of knife that knows how to react to that because it's just- not computing. 'you cause this whole situation, then tell me to do that? okay?? I guess??'

after the intro plays, at the elimination area, knife and suitcase are sitting next to each other when mephone announces they're safe. when suitcase says 'wow knife!', knife initially looks over with some annoyance expecting to be insulted (likely still in the ASPD way of thinking)- but suitcase follows up with 'congratulations!' and it's so genuine knife doesn't know how to react to it. he ends up going 'wow… thanks!' with this somewhat sheepish expression that really strongly implies he has rarely or possibly never been complimented so genuinely before.

trophy starts throwing a fit that he's been voted out and stomps on box; suitcase stands up and shouts 'you monster! you're just jealous because he's (referring to box, I believe, but could also be interpreted as referring to knife) still in the game!' trophy yells at her to shut up and she meekly goes 'okay' and sits back down before trophy's even done yelling. knife is still there and as this happens he's sitting there with this expression that, to me, is him zoning out- but he's still present enough to hear and process this interaction considering he responds to it.

like I just said: given how knife reacted to a genuine compliment, he's not used to that happening. this is his first interaction with suitcase and it's an incredibly positive one, and he can tell it's not fake (goes back to hypervigilance in PPD). so after trophy yells at suitcase, knife gets up almost immediately and says 'alright dude, that's it. no more mr. knife guy.' he is Done with trophy's shit and he's not letting it start up again (very ASPD, since he learned he can go up against trophy and come out on top), especially not towards someone who was truly kind to him a minute ago (very PPD, with the sensitive side to it)

a detail I didn't mention is that in ep1, when knife punches trophy away, he does it before trophy finishes talking. now, when a contestant is eliminated they go through the portal, yeah? trophy is standing nearby said portal as knife approaches him, and in response to what knife said trophy pretty much replies with 'bring it on, I've been waiting for this'- except he doesn't get to finish because knife kicks him through the portal before he can. he just doesn't fucking care about this guy anymore. pretty good way to send trophy off, I'd say

and finally, a funny detail that isn't really related to all this but I want to mention anyway:

in that first scene of ep4 with knife and trophy, knife's leg is fine. in the elimination scene, knife's broken leg is in a cast- but the cast is suddenly gone when he stands up, and he kicks trophy through the portal with that same leg. I know what the animators were going for but it's REALLY funny. especially when the cast doesn't come back for the rest of the episode

a'ight that's about it. peace :P

#inanimate insanity #ii knife #knife ii #once I have a few of these up I'll probably make a masterpost for all of them #as you can tell I'm EXTREMELY passionate about this subject. like I literally have to break up my rambles into multiple posts #or you'd just be reading for a full two hours if not longer as I break down every little thing #talkzone

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forestofstrangehomos · 2 years ago

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how. HOW IS MIYAMOTO SHONKED OUT OF HIS MIND RELATED TO PT I GOTTA KNOW

It was really big in the old PTD, especially in #talkzone. That's where all the bitches and randy went though, so we simple folk that lived in the realms of #pizzatowertalk saw from time to time.

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wrestlezon · 1 year ago

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keeping this image in the forefront of my mind every time i start to get overly concerned about what is happening with bryan danielson

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moonlightcanyon · 1 month ago

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crownposting spotted it's time to become insufferable for a moment

honestly there's evidence both for and against mistilteinn being the name of the master crown. but that's not what I'm focusing on here

I literally just want to point out that the sword can be seen in the crowned doomer fight after you get it to mid-health and it destroys the background. that thing is visible Early but it's not even close to the main focus until magolor uses it to strike down the crown

Throwing my hat into the ring (very baseline observation); "Mistilteinn - Tree Crown Without a Ruler" is the song that plays in the first phase of the battle, while the song that plays afterwards when the sword is picked up is known as "Settling A Score - Atone For One's Misdeeds!" Which implies that Mistilteinn refers to the focus of the first phase, the giant tree. While the sword is visible in the background, it's not even noticed until the song has already ended. Mistilteinn might refer to either one, as a name, but I personally believe it's describing the Master Crown. I don't think that's the Master Crown's name or anything, though, I think we should all give it a new name (I call it Smelly).

Smelly........

#talkzone #kirby #I have gone on multiple magolor-related rants to my friends

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moonlightcanyon · 6 months ago

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sits down. I love analyzing and dissecting media and characters I like and this is a post for just that. it's several rambles in one

(spoilers for inanimate insanity / ii18. mostly talking about knife and suitcase)

'I can't protect you anymore' 'I never needed your protection' but she did. there was a time suitcase couldn't stand up for herself, where she didn't know how to defend herself, and knife showed her how. or at the very least, he gave her tips on how to do it, and was there for her in a way nobody else was. (really, what knife calls 'protection' is more like 'guidance' in a lot of cases. but that's a tangent for another time because I could genuinely spend hours talking about knife)

the first moment that comes to mind is suitcase immediately folding when trophy yells at her, but it comes up in most of her interactions with nickel and baseball prior to the conversation on the dock between her and knife. if you only know how to be one thing (the 'pushover' thing in this case), you do need someone to show you how to be something else sometimes. and knife was the guy, because he very much knows how to handle himself and, ultimately, doesn't want others to deal with the same stuff he's used to. he let himself get pushed over before and it was a miserable experience.

I think about the scene where lightbulb stuck the invisibow on suitcase very often, and how it was knife who took it off her and broke it. he didn't know about the hallucinations yet, but he's seen the way she's gotten upset, knows how she sounds when she is, and fast, deep breaths usually aren't a good thing in general. while it was triggered by something, it's still one of the worst moments suitcase has in relation to hallucinations/seeing things that aren't there. despite her being more than capable of handling herself, in the moment I sincerely doubt her ability to have gotten out of that one without outside help

on top of that knife's seen the 'floating bowties' before and so it checks out that he has a good idea of why it's unsettling, plus the fact that in the exact same scene, knife also reacts to the thing- first with shock, then glancing off, and finally glancing around a bit. his realizing 'oh. it's not just me who saw.' is pretty huge and is one of the few times we see knife displaying some semblance of guilt. tbh I think he was genuinely considering admitting to seeing taco before the invisibow was put on suitcase and the energy in the group shifted; his 'no more distractions' after breaking it is also partially to himself. don't focus on what's in the past, it's already done. moving forward is all you can do.

there's definitely some element of protecting/guiding when it isn't needed, sure, but suitcase did need it before she grew into her own. and on knife's end, that's how he shows he cares. he protects because it ensures safety and consistency, two things which are very important to him

knife guides suitcase and helps her become able to stand up for herself and still remain the kind-hearted, empathetic person that she is. suitcase, in turn, teaches knife that it's okay for him to not have his walls up 24/7 and that he can afford to be genuine with others and still retain his "kill or be killed" worldview

seeing knife and suitcase talk to each other is so. raugh.

knife can cut deep into others verbally but I don't think he ever does with suitcase unless the circumstances are dire, and even then he holds back; he could go for the throat but he never does with her (primarily thinking of ep7, where he tells her to mind her own business but says nothing else, then has an interaction with balloon shortly after where he gives a comment so scathing balloon literally deflates over it). suitcase responds well to his blunt way of speaking because it's very 'this is what's up', but it still allows her room to add input and she knows he'll listen. she also knows him well enough to pick out what he's really saying, not what others think he's saying.

suitcase on the other hand grows to be able to not only take what knife dishes out but throw it right back at him without any fear of losing him/the bond they have for doing so, and she's also not afraid of him attempting to hurt her either. she says a lot of words and knife listens to every single one she says, because he recognizes that each word she says is important to her and thus it's important to him; suitcase knows this in turn despite it never being stated aloud. she's the only one who doesn't lie once in ep15, and she sticks to what she wants to say regardless of how it might affect others

I think the only time they both REALLY fling hard-hitting insults at each other/have a serious argument is at the end of ep17… which is something they're doing to stall for time, and to make it seem genuine they literally have to, otherwise the whole plan falls apart. they both know it's an act, though, and thus they know that neither of them would say those things to the other normally. ironically that probably was really healthy for them both to do bc they're getting it out to the intended recipient in a way that won't come back to bite either of them, and I don't know where to even BEGIN with regard to just how much trust you'd have to have with someone to AGREE to hit each other where it hurts

[punching the wall] the extent to which suitcase just shatters the lines of what she was made to be. multiple times over.

the first thing is suitcase's voice starting to drop in pitch. the second is her standing up for herself and what she believes in. what matters. and it goes on from there- she starts speaking her mind, making her own choices, taking control of her life. she sticks to her guns even after finding out everything's fake because it's real to her no matter what anyone else says.

her not leaving any time for questions and taking charge for everyone else's lives? coming up with the plan to kill cobs and mouthing 'don't move' at the others who go to get the egg back? telling everyone that they're not helpless? it's in the name of kindness, and doing what's right, and facing the core issue, and a bunch of other things

this one was meant to be typed out to a friend first but eh, I can stick it here. another scene I think about is the very end, where suitcase starts hallucinating and knife reaches out to comfort/help her

and his hand goes right through her

and yet that's enough to pull her out of it.

I've seen it described elsewhere as knife waving at her to calm her down and like, okay, but I really don't think that's what it is. this is partially due to the whole possession thing the ghosts can do and the fact that they, like- still have a presence? in ep11 I think, bow goes to hug marshmallow and while part of her body phases through marshmallow, her arms/hands don't. this is probably due to the limitations at the time, or it might've just looked confusing to viewers if the arms looked randomly cut off. point is that bow's arms don't go through marshmallow

knife is very new to being a ghost. he figures out throwing stuff pretty easily, but he doesn't seem to have 'holding' things down yet, meanwhile bow and dough are both seen with a cell phone and a tape recorder respectively. they may just be 'holding' those items in the correct spot but they still Do It. and I mean- you'd have to have enough of a presence in order to do that, right

the show is FULL of micro-expressions. you can go back to just about any scene and replay it several times, and you'll likely catch a new micro-expression on someone's face that you missed before. if knife was unable to do anything to help suitcase, I'm pretty sure the directors and writers would've made the decision to cut back to him and show knife's horror upon realizing that this part of suitcase's life is also her own too. that he's helpless to do anything but watch as she struggles to and eventually pulls herself out of it

but he isn't. he occupies enough presence that even his hand phasing through her briefly can help her. her resulting smile is a sad one, I think, but one that's still full of gratitude

knife is, in fact, still here. suitcase is, too. it's different than what it was, but it's okay.

#inanimate insanity #ii #ii 18 spoilers #ii knife #ii suitcase #talkzone #conversations for another time: the weight of the 'don't you trust me?' 'I do' line and ensuing scene

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taibunis · 4 years ago

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wrestlezon · 1 year ago

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oh man im soooo interested in this best friends angle. they could do everything and nothing with it. who would chuck side with? he's ride or die with both of them! he's known orange cassidy for an eternity, and has been his most ardent supporter from the literal beginning. chuck's been singing orange's praises for years, long before he's become the big name he is now. and trent? trent started off as his randomly assigned tag team partner and while theyve spent most of their time bickering and arguing (and, on the two matches theyve had against each other at pwg, trying to kill each other) theyve been pretty nonchalant about it. nothing has really been enough to break them apart. they made up after pretty easy. its fine. water under the bridge and all that. a simple but solid bond.

in fact, chuck has usually been the more mercurial one towards trent! openly jealous and mad that he was tagging with rocky romero... during their match(es) against each other, trent was the one that was having qualms about fighting chuck, while chuck had no problem attacking him. "im going to kill my best friend" and all that. chuck was the one who snapped at njpw's 2018 world tag league tournament and was getting them both DQ'd from every other match. and while trent was angry about this, he was moreso concerned about whatever the hell was going on with chuck. that angle never got resolved (because they signed from aew and then dropped it) but later on when they were asked whether or not that was leading to a best friends breakup in an interview, they said no. no!? it wasn't? if chuck dragging trent down with him like that wasnt enough to break them up, what would?

so, would chuck stick with trent to that same extent? would he return that favor? is orange, a man who has been previously known to be passive and nonchalant (but has been progressively getting more and more visibly active and chalant in the last year) going to be mad that trent kneed him in the face? i can't imagine chuck is going to be a good mediator between these two. is he going to try to get these two to make up? is he going to fail spectacularly? is he not even going to try and just awkwardly live in between his two friends hating each other? are they just going to shrug it off and all be friends again??

im invested in how this pans out any which way!!! as long as they dont just drop the angle out of the blue

#talkzon #best friends #an effort post i can be embarrassed about later when things turn out completely terrible (sighs about hangman and punk LOL)

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Cherry Blossom Fairy (model: me, they them)

Elf Wear

How I make my fairy bras

Flower crown tutorial

Fairy skirt Tutorial

DIY Fairy Wings

Pastel Knitted Blanket

My Zines (how i make them) (rookie mag tutorial)

How to make your own toiletries

Save the Bees

Fairy Food

Making Your Own Tea

Tuna (poem)

Personal Queer Experiences and The Scientific Gaze (check TW before reading pls)

NAVIGATION/MY TAGS

My Content

Personal / Me / rabbit rambles (my text posts/life updates) / goblin ootd (my outfits) / mine (general posts that are mine) /costume making / wip (work in progress) /

my hula hooping (escalator tutorial)

my hoards

my room (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (ive lived in a lot of rooms)

My Crow Friends (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

My Recipes

vegan chocolate chip cookies

vegan lavander lemon loaf

My Pals

Caige (my partner) (x)

Tuna (my and my partners tailless cat) (x)

Lemon (my and my partners cat) (x)

Ren (my best friend)

parents (x)

fan art (thank you so much to everyone who has ever made art of me, i love u with all my heart and u all deserve the world i am so blessed ‘-’ @emmylemonade @fern-draws @the-oblivion-gate @knittingnoodle @sacreddot @dawnoftheagez (i might have missed some and if i did im so sorry pls message me so i can tag u !!)

Reblogs

self care / mental health / fairy self care

fashion / makeup /shoes / hair

inspiration / fav

room inspiration

feminism / political / capitalism / fuck the rcmp

art / comics / lore

wlw / mlm

lgbtqia+ / lgbt / gender /sex

cats / bunnies / rats / mushrooms / corvids

moodboards /stim

witchy

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FAQ

All asks

My hair (video tutorial) (written routine) (x) (x) (x) (x)

Armpit/body hair (x) (x) (x)

My fashion (masterpost) (staples) (modifying clothes tips, x) (costume making tips, (x) (x)) (where i get patches and pins) (confidence tips, x) (thrifting tips x, x) (inspiration x) (punk/faerie fashion advice) (skirts advice) (closet tour video from my YouTube)

Room decor advice (x) (x), (how i hang sheets on the ceiling x) (room tour video)

My boots (x) (x)

Fake freckles (x)

My Makeup (every day tutorial) (tips)

Crow feeding tips (x)

My Trolls (x) (troll doll video)

How to use fae pronouns (x)

Music recs (playlists) (x) (x)

My Ethnicity (x)

My Piercings (x) (lip piercings)

My Tattoos (artist: Caige baker, my partner)

My backpack (x)

My art (x) (x)

My Moodboards (x)

Tea Recommendations (x)

my name (x), my height (x), substance use (x)

my job/career/idk (x) (x), what I do in my spare time (x)

Adding Magic to your life (x)

How I collect my shinies (x)

Book Recs (x)

Fae recs (x), (goblincore blogs (x), what’s gremlincore/goblincore? (x))

DIY ideas (x)

My gender (x) (x), (coming out tips), (my sexuality), (labels), sexuality asks (x) (x), feminism ask (x)

My self care (x), chill out routine (x), falling asleep tips (x), getting outdoors tips (x), staying focused at school tips (x) GNC period tips (x)

positivity and affirmations (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

How do I edit my photos? Snapchat, SNOW, and VSCO sometimes

Can I Draw You? YES please tag me/send it to me so i can see!

Will you make me a custom costume/art piece/piece of jewelry? YES message me to talk details and pricing!

What do your tags mean?

#mb = moodboard

#goblin ootd = goblin outfit of the day

#rabbit rambles = just my talking about shit

No blog rates (x)

Sources of inspiration/influences: W.I.T.C.H. comic, Emily the strange, Neil Gaiman, Tony Diterlizzi, Jim Henson, Emilie Autumn, troll dolls, vintage toys and fashion, italian folk music, ramshackle glory/folk punk, folklore and fairytales, drag and gender fuck fashion, cats, mythical creatures, Rookie Mag, fairy kei, goth, punk, lolita fashion, pastel goth, creepy/cute aesthetics, post apocalyptic stuff,

Mental Health Resources:

Mental Illness Happy Hour Podcast, i especially recommend using their search box for finding specific topics, and using the forum to chat about mental health stuff, the surveys are fantastic as well

DEPRESSION

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-SUICIDE (2433) – Can use in US, U.K., Canada and Singapore

Suicide Crisis Line: 1-800-999-9999

National Suicide Prevention Helpline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

National Adolescent Suicide Helpline: 1-800-621-4000

Postpartum Depression: 1-800-PPD-MOMS

NDMDA Depression Hotline – Support Group: 1-800-826-3632

Veterans: 1-877-VET2VET

Crisis Help Line – For Any Kind of Crisis: 1-800-233-4357

Suicide & Depression Crisis Line – Covenant House: 1-800-999-9999

Trans Lifeline: https://www.translifeline.org/

National Alliance on Mental Illness www.nami.org

DOMESTIC ABUSE

National Child Abuse Helpline: 1-800-422-4453

National Domestic Violence Crisis Line: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233)

National Domestic Violence Hotline (TDD): 1-800-787-32324

Center for the Prevention of School Violence: 1-800-299-6504

Child Abuse Helpline: 1-800-4-A-CHILD (1-800-422-4453)

Domestic Violence Helpline: 1-800-548-2722

Healing Woman Foundation (Abuse): 1-800-477-4111

Child Abuse Hotline Support & Information: 1-800-792-5200

Women’s Aid National Domestic Violence Helpline: (UK Only) 0345 023 468

Sexual Abuse Centre: (UK Only) 0117 935 1707

Sexual Assault Support (24/7, English & Spanish): 1-800-223-5001

Domestic & Teen Dating Violence (English & Spanish): 1-800-992-2600

Rape and Incest National Network Online Help Center: https://ohl.rainn.org/online/

ALCOHOL & DRUG ABUSE

National Association for Children of Alcoholics: 1-888-55-4COAS (1-888-554-2627)

National Drug Abuse: 1-800-662-HELP (4357)

Al-Anon/Alateen Hope & Help for young people who are the relatives & friends of a problem drinker): 1-800-344-2666

Alcohol/Drug Abuse Hotline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357)

Be Sober Hotline: 1-800-BE-SOBER (1-800-237-6237)

Cocaine Help Line: 1-800-COCAINE (1-800-262-2463)

24 Hour Cocaine Support Line: 1-800-992-9239

Ecstasy Addiction: 1-800-468-6933

Marijuana Anonymous: 1-800-766-6779

YOUTH & TEEN HOTLINES

National Youth Crisis Support: 1-800-448-4663

Youth America Hotline: 1-877-YOUTHLINE (1-877-968-8454)

Covenant House Nine-Line (Teens): 1-800-999-9999

Boys Town National: 1-800-448-3000

Teen Helpline: 1-800-400-0900

TeenLine: 1-800-522-8336

Youth Crisis Support: 1-800-448-4663 or 1-800-422-0009

Runaway Support (All Calls are Confidential): 800-231-6946

Child Helpline: (UK Only) 0800 1111

Kids Helpline: (Australia) 1800 55 1800

PREGNANCY HOTLINES

AAA Crisis Pregnancy Center: 1-800-560-0717

Pregnancy Support: 1-800-4-OPTIONS (1-800-467-8466)

Pregnancy National Helpline: 1-800-356-5761

Young Pregnant Support: 1-800 550-4900

Abortion Services Websites

https://exhaleprovoice.org

http://yourbackline.org

LGBTQIA+ HOTLINES

The Trevor Helpline (For LGBTQIA+ questions or problems): 1-800-850-8078

Gay & Lesbian National Support: 1-888-THE-GLNH (1-888-843-4564)

Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgender (GLBT) Youth Support Line: 1-800-850-8078

Lesbian & Gay Switchboard: (UK Only) 0121 622 6589

Lothian Gay & Lesbian Switchboard – Scotland: (Scotland Only) 0131 556 4049

OTHER HOTLINES/WEBSITES

Self-Injury Support: 1-800-DONT CUT (1-800-366-8288) (WWW.SELFINJURY.COM)

Eating Disorders Awareness and Prevention: 1-800-931-2237 (Hours: 8am-noon daily, PST)

Eating Disorders Center: 1-888-236-1188

Help Finding a Therapist: 1-800-THERAPIST (1-800-843-7274)

Panic Disorder Information and Support: 1-800-64-PANIC (1-800-647-2642)

TalkZone (Peer Counselors): 1-800-475-TALK (1-800-475-2855)

Parental Stress Hotline: 1-800-632-8188

National AIDS Helpline: (UK Only) 0800 567 123

Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous www.slaafws.org

BetterHelp online counseling www.BetterHelp.com/mental

Crisis Text Line text 741741

Sexuality and Gender Resources

Scarleteen

DNI: kink/NSFW/porn blogs, transmed/truscum, terf/swerf, racists, antisemites, nazis, thinspo/pro-ana/pro mia blogs, MAP/NoMAP/Pedophiles

#mine #personal #faq #its finally here

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