#tao back in sept 2021

[aroacedavestrider]

Worried for you every time I see your system bitchcount go up. Get well soon yall

hrk well…! hiya im yoi!! (yoimiya genshin) and im answering this one cause im the most recent split hehe. honestly its kinda like….. i dunno were just trying to cope with stuff i guess! i split back toward the end of our fall semester when shit suddenly got really bad after a really good period, (im talking grade dropped from an 85% to a 59%!!! yikes) and, well…….im naturally a cheery person! so i think thats just kinda what we needed during a time of extreme stress and disappointment and i know i am sure happy to provide!!

last time someone split before me was shoby (shinobu genshin) and that was back in may when we were finally kicking our really cringe ex to the curb anddddd we needed a strong assertive force to do it! and shobys been really good at actually getting us in the mindset to sit down and do important tasks ever since. :)

so yeah it does suck that a lot of the time we come about cause something huge happens and were like “uh oh, how do we cope with this?” but i think were here for the better and were all like a little family! im happy to be here and im happy to introduce myself to daves friends on tumblr dot com!! and thank you for your concern too, were doing better ^^

🎇 yoi 🎆

[mariahcharisse]

My story was not the same as others. Most of them, they started capturing by just borrowing camera gears or by using cellphones etc. I was very hesitant to join the group at first because I know, I really cannot contribute to the group. “wala sa gamit yan, nasa kumukuha”. Paano ako? I do not have the EYE in capturing stories. I had the gear, but I never had the skills or the talent to capture things. Plus, I cannot look at the eyes of people. I cannot communicate well especially to those that, I may say, “strangers”. I cannot stand on crowded places, I cannot mingle easily, my energy drains fast and madali akong kabahan sa lahat ng bagay. I do not like the pressure na I will be joining this group of photographers who has the talent in of showcasing stories thru their photos or videos samantala ako, I have 0 understanding about it. But God is good, He make ways para yung Nasa Nya matupad. Nung pandemic, kinailangan ng photos and vidoes ng MCGI Cares and TLC. Nagkaroon ng Multimedia team na ttulong sa pagcapture ng mga gawang mabuti. Kinailangan maipakita na kahit pandemic, hindi makalabas ng bahay, MCGI Cares. I started capturing stories sa bahay mismo. Sa Awa ng Dios, our family is one of those who where able to prepare for FEEDING PROGRAM. That was my chance to learn how to somehow, capture the moment. Sa food and preparation ako nagstart. Hindi nakakalabas ng bahay to join the feeding program itself but I took the place nung sa BTS ng event (the preparation of the food) Until, I was able to join the Feeding Prog proper outside our house. That was my very 1st function as a camera woman. It was very overwhelming.And it continued for alot of events. Then, Sept 2021 came. Sabi ni klarkie, na sali na nga kami sa PVI. Marami namang magtturo at matututunan pa mismo. Sayang ung gear. My worries back then was lessen a little kasi feeling ko sa awa ng Dios, may nakukuha naman akong may story din talaga. So i tried. Nag file ng needs etc. awa ng Dios natanggap sa pagiging UP. Nakakaduty sa Events ng div nung 2022 and the rest is history. And by 2023, magkakaroon ng GA for PVI. Since I learned about the GA, the pressure came back. I, again, was very hesitant not because of the same reason before but because of the GA. Yung solo duty kasi nawala na ung pressure nung nakakapagpasa na kami sa student correspondents. Ung may output na kami for that, na ok lang sa kanila kasi wala naman silang ibang choice kasi kami lang din naman ung kumuha that event. But, this. GA ng PVI. Bumalik nnaman ung pressure na WALA AKONG AMBAG sa group. But, Awa ng Dios nakatugon naman kami ni klarkie dun. Nakapunta kami (sponsored by marky) and we are one of those who were promoted as REGULAR PVI members. But syempre, may side story pa ung photowalk event nung tanghali. Share ko na din — it was by group and unfortunately, hindi ko kaGroup si klarkie at si Ate juvic. I tried to ask sisMaia if pwede lipat ako ng group kasi di ko kaya na walang kakilala. Kaso hindi pumayag kasi that is the goal daw ng groupings, ung magkakila kilala each member. I was very pressured. I was scared. I doubted myself and it resulted na I wasnt able to take a shoot for the photowalk. I was chilling and I cried because of my disappointment. It was like, sinayang ko ung chance. Sana nagparticipate ako. But, nakain ako ng hiya at takot ko. :( napatunayan ko that moment na wala akong ambag. Walang makukuha sa akin. Dagdag lang ako sa tao dun. I was very down. Sinabi ko ung kila klerAn at ate juvic na di ako nakakuha. But through their words na ginamit ng D para marealise ko, baka that moment was for me to just observe first. Since I do not have any ideas about photowalk etc, I chose to observe first. I chose to learn from behind. And the event will always be memorable to me. With God’s help and Mercy, ill thrive hard to atleast be even a little of help for the Word’s propagation. Loobin nawa ng Panginoon makabahagi ng patuloy kahit sa maliit na paraan. Thanks be to God for allowing me to part of this group. May God guide me as well as all the members of PVI. 💕

— ito sana yung speech ko nung GA ng PVI (02-02-23) kung hindi ako kinabahan sa harap ng madaming tao hehehehe