#tay talks

[briankang]

ur idol might be in a parasocial relationship with you but does he have a multi-day drawn out storyline in which he makes up that you're seeing other men and too busy for him so he decides you should just break up with him bc he's been seeing other people and now you're in a fight over bubble?

[bootay-hole]

ride the cyclone but the choreography involves circus skills. do u see my vision.

[taysanimaladventures]

You've probably noticed this blog has been inactive.

It's because I am leaving the animal care industry. I only decided on this 100% as of yesterday, with a lot of flip flopping for months. I have not been happy with the industry for a long time. There are many things to say about why but the short version: I possibly developed CPTSD from it and my priorities in life have changed. I hate that it came to this. I really wanted to stay and make it work but for my own sanity I need to leave.

I will keep the blog up because cute animals. And if anyone is in the animal care field and feeling similar feelings, you are welcome to talk/yell to me about it. And I can still answer general animal questions but reminder I am not a vet.

I still love animals and will probably get my fix by volunteering.

Thank you all for following my adventures.

[bipolarblueberries]

Pacing frantically while day dreaming is just human zoomies

[ajcrowlor]

how's everyone doing on this beautiful day i just rolled down the window on the highway and shouted out "DESTIEL'S CANON BAYYYBEEE" i have like 5 undiagnosed mental illnesses and 1 pumpkin spice soy oolong boba LET'S GOOOOO !!!

[misakarose]

sorry I haven't been around much, I updated my computer a few weeks ago and ever since, I haven't been able to get photoshop to work and I haven't had the energy to try to figure out why and then I finally bought tears of the kingdom so that's been sucking up all of my time (which is why I took so long to buy it in the first place cuz I knew it would and here we are)

hopefully I'll figure out my photoshop situation soon cuz I miss making gifs and stuff (I also just... need to watch stuff cuz I never watch anything anymore and I feel so behind jdhglkxdrhg)

anyway I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday and here's hoping that 2024 treats everyone well!! ❤️❤️

[chainslobber]

Anyways, 'Villain' Eri vibes are literally watching her be doused in blood from head to toe after a six-hour surgery and then turning around with a beaming smile when someone asks if she wants to go to lunch with them.

Mask on= derealization, mask off= back to Eri.

She DOES help people with the same thousand-watt smile Deku helped her learn how to do, but when it comes down to it, she's got wet specimens and shit in her closet from trying to study how to bring back Nomu.

[metal-caregiver]

Reminder for kiddos with endometriosis (like me), you are loved and cared for. No matter how much pain, you deserve treatment. To the trans kiddos, you're strong fighters and Ik the added issues and pain can make "shark week" feel unreal. Remember to take care of yourselves when your body is telling you its hurting. Even if your head doesnt feel hurt, sometimes our bodies need rest and thats ok! Drink lots of water and I hope you all have a great day !!

[vividwettdreams]

Deleted my OF account today and man is it such a wave of emotion 😅

[totallyawesome123]

I live being stupid om the internet

beats being stupid in real life methinks

[briankang]

btw if you missed the fan meet because of sleep or want it for giffing reasons i might've recorded it last night and uploaded it here

[bootay-hole]

pls tell me everything you want about anything you like. i am LISTENING. ears WIDE OPEN rn.

if u insist. here’s a character analysis of louie duck and ty cloudkicker in swindle comic

louie is very proud of his cunning abilities. this can cause him to come of as arrogant and obnoxious sometimes but really the whole reason why he makes his cleverness to be his whole thing is because his cleverness the only part about him that he feels makes him worth something. this is mostly because of the fact that he comes from a family of legendary adventurers who are smart and tough and strong and brave and many other things that he isn’t, causing him to feel inadequate and left out. all he has to offer is his cleverness, and sometimes even that is not enough causing him to feel like a burden on his family. his family and friends love him but he keeps desperately trying to use his cleverness and cunning to earn a place in his family because he does not see himself as a person worth loving.

ty is ashamed of his cunning abilities. at the age of 8-10 (??) he spent several weeks on the streets alone with only himself to depend on, resulting in him develop skills for pickpocketing, shoplifting and other forms of stealing and becoming a sharper person in order to survive. when he is adopted his father sends him to school where he fails to make friends as ty struggles with his habit of stealing the belongings of others, causing him to be shunned by his teachers (probably) and schoolmates. he also causes enough trouble in school to the point where his father has to leave work multiple times for his son’s misbehaviour. as a result ty starts to keep his problems to himself, lying to his father and telling his father that he is no longer struggling with the habit of pickpocketing and that he has tons of friends at school, in an attempt to not worry his father and be less of a burden on him.

soooo like. something about louie duck not being sharp enough and ty being too sharp. something about louie trying to use his cleverness as much as possible to prove that he’s worthy of love and ty repressing his cleverness for the same reason. something about two sharp kids trying to prove that they’re not burdens, not realising that they’ve always had a spot in their families and that it was never something they needed to earn. and then they fall in love and KISS‼️‼️‼️

anyways u guys should read @/swindle-comic it’s pretty good [translation: PLEASE READ IT PLS PLS PLS]

[mytearsrichochet18]

[taysanimaladventures]

How long do leopard geckos actually live? There are always a million different answers. I assumed 20s.

[bipolarblueberries]

So if you're like me and touch starved to the point that your weighted blanket and body pillow don't really help you anymore, I recommend one of these:

This is a heating pad plushie. You don't plug it into an outlet, it actually has a heating pad pouch that you microwave for about a minute. It has an opening in its back that velcros shut so you can take the heating pad bag. It looks like so:

There are a bunch on Amazon, they're relatively cheap, and come in a bunch of different animals and colors, this is just the one I got. There are some that are lavender scented, but I would probs get sick of the smell quickly so I opted for a scentless one.

I really can't stress enough how much better I sleep when I go to sleep holding this. It lets me feel soft, comforting warmth without needing to kidnap one of my cats or actually allow someone to cuddle me so it's perfect for the days when the CPTSD decides to make itself known. Weighted blankets can be expensive and you might not have room in your bed for a body pillow, so this is a nice, small alternative. As a bonus, it doesn't get cold when it starts to cool down so you aren't stuck with a block of ice next to you, it just cools down to being a normal plushie.

It works really well for me and I suggest looking into it if you're out of options for other ways to help you get out of feeling lonely