#tbh I did drink it exclusively when my grandfather would give it to me | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

sourkitsch · 5 months

Text

Kind of spent the morning trying not to kill myself and my friend went out and bought me Susan Sontag Illness as Metaphor so I could read it when I felt better. Got called into work so I literally cannot cry rn but oh boy do I feel like it.

#for the life of me could not figure out what exactly triggered me but I know it happened last night #it definitely happened before the thing Robyn and I talked about but such a big coping mechanism failing like that didn’t help lol #I’m actually wondering if it happened while I was out to dinner? I got a drink I hadn’t had since I was a kid and started feeling off #almost immediately after the first sip but I just assumed it was an allergy thing.#tbh I did drink it exclusively when my grandfather would give it to me #but god does that feel lame lol #anyway my friends are nice even when they dont understand 👍

3 notes · View notes