Can we see the poem
Yeah sure
Tw: Bullying, Sui mention, Othering, Real life events
"I'm in the Third Grade"
I want to lock myself away
Turn my personality off
The world wants me dead
No, it's not your fault
Look inside yourself
See how strange you are
Were you always this way?
I guess so
Write down your stories
Read them all out loud
They react in disgust
Do you see it now?
The world is not your friend
It never truly was
Now look through a different lens
See what they've done
"Why are you so weird?"
I didn't know I was
"You're really different"
Does it matter?
"We're interrogating you"
What for?
"You're not like us"
Is that wrong?
"You always play with boys, play with us instead"
No thanks
I'd rather cut off my head
"Girls are mean!"
"Do you think you're better than ME!?"
"I'm VERY smart you know!"
So am I
Confidence makes you cry
"Don't wear those again"
"They don't look good on you"
I didn't want to anyway
"You think I care about what you think!?"
"We're going to chase you down!"
The two of us ran
But they caught up to us
Bruised our little hands
"We're going to chase you too!"
And so I ran again
I got too fast for them
"You can't do that we're older than you!"
"She thinks she's so smart"
No, I KNOW I am
Despite your torment
I still have self worth (for now)
"Well I'm better than you!"
Prove it
"I'm captain of my ice skating team!"
So?
"You're friends with the weirdos"
How are we weird?
"Why can't you just be normal?"
What's wrong with me?
"I don't like you!"
I don't like you either
"I'm telling on you!"
The teacher never punishes me
"How come you aren't friends with the girls in your class?"
All the girls are rude
"That's not very nice!"
They aren't very nice either
"You need to learn to make friends"
Why should I?
"Friends" end up hurting me
And I don't know why
But if I ask her
She'll say "I had a good time"
No you didn't
You're living a lie
Look at what they did to you
Do you think that's ok?
The way they bullied you
Every single day
Those third graders hated you
Told you "I think you should die"
They were so, SO cruel to you
Yet you never questioned why
You didn't do anything wrong
You're not broken inside
They were just cold
One day you'll no longer cry
But I'm still scared inside
Those "third graders" still lurk at night
Now they could hurt me worse
I wonder if I should hide...
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10k kisses for 10k followers
MAKING OUT WITH U SO HARD RN ITS MAKING ME INSANEEEE RAAAAA
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i miss you
i miss your hands
i miss your mouth
i want them in me, on me, i want you
so badly
only you
what you do to me from thoughts alone, from look or soft hand resting on my thigh
no one else has ever made my body do what you do
i need you
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you’ll have to figure that out yourself
Pleaseeeee , tell me ?
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