#teenage me saying he can’t imagine growing older = depression and lack of foresight
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At least once a day, every day, no matter how much I try to ignore it, I feel this deep & sudden nausea of being swallowed up into an inescapable void
#I sometimes have nightmares where I’m trying desperately to steer a car from the back seat and I have to say… that’s what life feels like#I have no idea what I’m doing#I never know what’s going on or what to do and one day it’s all going to fall apart and I won’t be ready#ughhghhhghhhh#things will get worse. and then they’ll get worse. and then they’ll get worse. and then#teenage me saying he can’t imagine growing older = depression and lack of foresight#current me saying he can’t imagine growing older = literally have no idea how I’ll survive in this shitty world#but whatever. boo hoo. I’m gonna go take a shower before I have to pick up my brothers from school#also there’re supposed to be tornados tonight and if I’m going to get blown away I’d prefer to be clean and dressed#bleghhhh#you can ignore this#text
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