#thank youuuu this made my night better 💗

[sparfloxacin]

heyyyyy are you feeling any better yet? 🥺 if not (or even if yes), here's one beautiful angel (and one Dark Lord) to distract you 💖

I'm actually about to cry over how beautiful and ethereal and angelic he looks here 😭✨

(againnnn sorry for internet crimes and not crediting the owner of the pic, but it's a perfect picture of a perfect angel so congrats to whoever they might be 🤧)

hellooooo 💗 feeling better already but I will gladly take this distraction, thank you 💞

look at him!! he just like… exists? and looks that beautiful 🤧

this also reminded me of one of my all time favourite pictures:

🤲🏻😭💖

[aliamor]

NAHHH YOU KNOW WHAT YOU SHOULD WRITE??? CASEOH AND READER PLAYING MINECRAFT TOGETHER ON STREAM

ALSO UR WRITING IS TALENTED AF 💗💗💗💗💗

THANK YOUUUU, I TRY FOR YALL 😚🤍🤍🤍

BUT YESS I GOT YOUUUUUU😋

👾case would play games with you on stream and off stream, especially minecraft.

👾when yall first start up and it was turning night, case would get rid of all the zombies and monsters. Not once were you touched by any of them.

👾depending on what you like to do better, yall divide in sessions of getting materials.

👾if you like mining the most, you would get a ton of cobblestone and any iron/gems you find in the caves.

👾but if you like building, youll get wood that fills your entire inventory, and youll makes pretty houses/ farms with the extra items.

👾every time he leaves to go out adventuring he comes back with a certain flower he found.

“Come here, i got you something” he says as he walks over to your character and drops a flower for you.

“Thank you”

👾chat will always compliment everything you do, the way you build houses or even the diamond pickax you made.

👾the whole stream is him literally just playing minecraft with you.

MWAH,

Yall i got off of work like two hours ago…. BRO MY BODY ACHES IM NEVER GOING BACK😭 nah jk i like making money, hope yall are gooood.

Tickle me with that fork HAHA

[euphroseia]

The Strongest

Felix x gn!reader

Word count: 868 words

Genre: non-idol!au, angst

Warnings: mentions of death, mentions of liquor intoxication, not mentioned but implied suicide

If you liked my writing, please give me a reblog. I’d appreciate it and it will help me a lot! You can also let me know your thoughts about the story here. Thank youuuu! 💗

“Would it have been better if I was the one who died and not her?” You ask the person on the other side of the phone as you stare at nothing but darkness; you question but you don’t want to hear the answer. Wandering over the thoughts that have lingered in your brain, getting lost in the feelings that cling to your heart that will never leave you anymore. You don’t want them to leave either, because after all, they’re the only ones who stayed and remained with you.

Losing your sister was hard for you too, but why do they act and make you feel as if you should have died in her place instead? You almost died as well, you were in that accident too. Months of therapy, both physical and mental, did not help at all. The injuries healed, but the random pain on different parts of your body when the nights are cold? They are still with you. The memories of your sister slowly losing her breath barging into your dreams after finally being able to sleep? They never left. They hunted you and you are sure they will keep on hunting you as long as you are alive.

It was not your fault, it wasn’t anyone in your car’s fault. The driver of the truck that bumped into your car was drunk, and you? You were driving safely and observing traffic rules properly. You have always been a careful driver.

The truck driver has already been jailed. Your relatives and everyone close to you and your sister have seen the footage of what happened, but still, they chose to make you get eaten up by guilt.

You never believed them, of course, even if you have to swallow all the painful words and blames your family has thrown at you. You know the truth, you were there and after recovering, you saw the CCTV footage where the accident had occurred as well. But when the person you least expected to, heck, you never once did, told you that it was your fault his girlfriend died, you can’t help but believe that if it weren’t for you, she would still be here with him.

“This is all your fucking fault, Y/N.” His words felt more painful than a stab piercing directly into your heart. Twisting the knife from left to right, making you bleed until you lose all your blood. The strong facade you had to build with the courage you weren’t even sure you had, crumpled down as soon as you heard what Felix said. Felix doesn’t sound mad, but you know he is. You know him very well, maybe more than how your sister knew him; after all, he is your best friend. You can feel his wrath even on the other side of the phone.

He knows you very well too. You won’t even doubt it if he says he knows you more than you know yourself. And that is why, that is why, hearing him say those words has made you question everything you knew and saw. Maybe it was really your fault. If you were not the one who picked up your older sister from the airport, then maybe she would still be here with all of you; or at least what they want, with them.

“Would things be better if I am gone?” You asked again, but this time, you rephrase the question. As much as you don’t want him to answer, you couldn’t care less anymore. Surviving what happened to you and your sister, is death itself. What’s the point of living when everyone is slowly trying to kill you.

You heard him sob. You want him to say no, you need him to. Maybe you said everyone made you feel they wish you died instead of your sister, but Felix? He didn’t. He visited you in the hospital while you were recovering and taking your therapies. Felix brought food to your apartment when he called and you told him you weren’t hungry even if it has been days since you last ate. He was the only reason you stayed, and if the only reason finally slips away from your hand too, then continuing is not an option anymore.

“Y-yes. Yes” He sobbed more and more, cries echoing through the phone; it was so loud, you can’t hear anything else. But what he said was clearer than any crystal, despite him stuttering.

You felt the last string tied onto you and Felix, connecting you two together, snapped. You are not even exaggerating for hearing your heart get torn apart. But you were glad he found the courage to tell you that. It must have been so excruciating for him to take care of the person behind his lover’s death. Hearing him tell you what he really was feeling, means he doesn’t want to lie to you anymore.

“Okay, Felix. Thank you and I love you. Things will start getting better now,” were the last words you mustered before ending the call.

He was courageous for telling you the truth, but you were the strongest for enduring everything and holding on for as long as you could.

[mcnuggyy]

every time you talk about cryptid♡crush's behind the scenes/production stuff I get so 💖💖💗💗💗❤️❤️💕💕😍😍🙈🙈🙈 because it means getting closer to actually being made and being able to see your guys in action and jshdkshs I'm so excited for ALL your projects (trf, primavera) but cryptids<33

and it's also really really cool to see the creative process behind it, like it puts every other thing I watch/read in perspective, with how much work done is behind aaa

just thank youu <33 have a good day/night 🥰🥰 (I know it's your job, this is more of an appreciation for letting us see the bts^^)

AAAA GOSH thank youuuu ;;;w;;; <333 yeppp comics is a lot of work Jaja, even with a team it can be a lot but I’m doing everything solo so I gotta be my own scheduler, script writer, gotta do all the thumbnailing and sketching and inking and flating And and and :,(( the thing I do get help with is editing my writing which I am SO thankful for cause it’s the thing I feel the least experienced with, you have no idea how important that is to me oughhh, but yes <33

The bad thing is there’s definitely an order of importance… Prim. Being the one I REALLY need to be working on but C♡C has such control over me right now 😭 and I’ve been doing commissions nonstop for a min which is GOOD trust me but there just isn’t enough time in the day smh!!! But ya know, some progress is better than no progress, and I hate when I feel helpless and unmotivated so I am RIDING this big wave of motivation for all it’s got LMAO

But EEK ANYWAYS, thank you sm <333 I wish I could shut up about all my projects a bit just to keep some of it more “mysterious” or whatever but like… it’s sooo fun to talk about I just can’t help myself 😭💗 (hope you have a good rest of your weekend yahoo!!)

[lenteur]

ah you changed your theme again <3 it's so nice <3 I MISSED YOUUUU 🎄 i'll literally fight ur flu 😡😡😡 i've never had the flu before :( so please drink water, eat lots of soup, rest pls 💎🖤 i'm glad you're doing better! my best friend caught the flu right after a concert we attended but i seemed to be okay <3 that's basically what i did, it's warmed up a bit now which is good. just been wearing very fluffy socks 🖤

oh your themes are absolutely gorgeous ❤️ i actually change my theme far too much, every week it's a new colour. it's currently dark green 👽

soobin really suits the colour blonde! the fans have been wanting to see it blonde for a while and i love it on him <3 i honestly feel like idols can pull off any colour and i envy them so so much :( i do the same, pls don't apologise 🖤

can you imagine, i'd have gotten no sleep if i had watched the show that much, though i feel like if i was watching this on my own, i would probably lose sleep over it <3 so maybe it's a good thing i can only watch it when my s/o is up for it 😂 at the time i was planning on watching it was when one of their actors was arrested for doing something horrible and i was like nvm i don't wanna watch it anymore >.< i did watch a video on YouTube of the full story of santana and brittany but that the only thing i've seen from the show 😭

thank u for keeping my secret 🤫 i love it, it's a great word <3 i can only be scared away if the person i'm talking to turns out to be a murderer or smth so you're fiiiiine 🖤 i know I WANNA SHOW YOU MY CATS 😭 i know the posting period is between now and the 1st of january so i'm hoping to post in the next few DAYS !!

I AM. OH MY GOD I LOVE TEAAAA AND CAKE ❤️ i'm drinking chamomile tea rn <3 omg i've seen that advertising on viki, i added it to my list <3 i really want to watch revenge of others and the glory <3 the glory is not out yet though :((( my focus is so so bad, i really need a show to hook me in after one episode or i will just give up :(

i hope i haven't been too much!! i can get really talkative and i can't shut up sometimes <3 you are most welcome 🖤 the conversations will continue 🖤 i appreciate you a lot and i want to thank you for being so kind and patient. it's very, very appreciated and it meant a lot to me 🖤 i'm actually really, really nervous to reveal myself tbh :(( so i hope you're not disappointed 😂💎

—svt secret santa 🎅🎁🎄

omg you're so cute 🥺 i can imagine you ready to throw punches at my flu 💕 that's so sweet of you. unfortunately, i still haven't recovered 100% i'm feeling so tired, even when i had a good night's sleep. just like today 💔 i did sleep a lot during the night but just as i woke up, it felt like all energy left my body😭

ooh? dark green? 💚 i feel like this is a big clue as to who you are because a lot of blogs have revealed themselves in the last few days (i mean for the carat secret santa event) but don't worry i'm actually bad at guessing who people are so you don't have to worry.

i completely agree 😭 it's unfair how idols can pull off so many hair colours </3 but they look good so i'm not mad hehe

big shout out to your s/o for helping you and your sleep 😂 thankful for their existence lol oh really? i haven't watched in so long idk what happened to the show or the actors. but, atp all the characters that left shows are because the actors/actresses have done some shady stuff (for lack of a better word) so i can't say i'm surprised. but it kind of ruins the show for me :( because i know it's not because of a less serious reason (the actor no longer wants to be a part of the show, they want to act in other shows/movies, etc.) but that's a valid reason and i'm glad they got rid of the actor!

i can't wait for the surprise 💗 i'm sure i'll love it, just as much as our conversations. once i know who you are, i'm still going to look for the other gifts you made because i'm sure you're super talented! 💝

WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON 💟 tea and cake is the best combo ever! no one can change my mind 💞 i am the same. if i'm bored by the end of the first episode or i didn't memorise anything from it, i'm just going to drop it and move on. but it's so difficult getting into a show because my focus is so bad 😭 hoping for the both of us to start a new drama/show and that we'll enjoy it 🤞

what do you mean i'll be disappointed? i could never! you're so kind and sweet and funny and i really appreciate you for all your effort 💟 you're a great friend and i'm sure we'll get along even more after the event 💕

[whateveriwant]

I FINISHED READING TEACHERS PET AND OMFG I NEVER WANTED TO KISS Y/N MORE

THE WRITING? AMAZING? READER ? AMAZING HOT GOSH I LOVED HER

IK THAY YN IS SUPPOSED TO BE YOU BUT I SEE HER AS SOMEONE ELSE NOT ME AND GOD TJE TJINGS ID DO FOR HER TO JUST TALK TO ME

BUT IN ALL SERIOUSNESS THE STORY WAS AMAZING. IF YOU HAVE ANY DARK!READER FICS YOUVE WRITTEN BRUH IM GOING DOWN ON THEM CUZ Y/N IN TEACHERS PET WAS SO FUCKING HOT SMART AMAZING AAAA I LOVE HER

OK SO THE WAY THAT THIS ASK IMMEDIATELY MADE MY DAY INFINITELY BETTER 💓💝💕💗💖💕💞💝💘💓♥️

First of all, thank youuuu!!!! This ask was so nice! You're so freaking sweet!

Second of all, literally saaaame! I want to know Teacher's Pet Y/N, I want to befriend Teacher's Pet Y/N, I want to BE Teacher's Pet Y/N!!

Currently, I have one other dark!reader fic, but I'm sorry to admit that she's not nearly as cool as this one lmao 😅 Hope that's alright!

Again though, thank you so much!! This ask made my night! 😚💕

[revasserium]

hi rain!! hope you're doing well 💗💗

thank u darling! 

you write beautifully, o my goodness

aww thank youuuu <3 

Hi! Just wanted to ask if it was okay to send in a request?

hi love! requests are currently closed! but once they open up again, do feel free! 

Whenever I have a bad day or just want to spend some time in a specific kind of world, I find myself coming back to here. I always end up feeling better. Thank you 😊

you are so, so sweet and lovely <3 thank you so much! and i’m glad you enjoy my writing ! 

thank you so much for your sunset masterpiece with Kageyama !!!!

ahhh that one was fun to write ! im glad u liked it !!! 

so this is how summer ends breaks my heart😭😭💔💔 I enjoyed reading it nonetheless 🥺 - 🎏

hehehehhe idk i always rly like the angst ones?? they just hit dif ukno? but im glad that it made u feel some kinda way :D 

just want to tell you i adore your writing so much; probably my favorite in the hq fandom. i’m just a casual reader and lurker of fics, and i usually just leave a like since i’m quite shy. (idk where this came from since i write too and there’s nothing more i can enjoy than hearing from my readers) but i would like to tell you you’re amazing at what you do, and i can’t wait to see more of your works. sending you love! stay safe always.

thank you T^T it rly means a lot -- i know i’ve been gone, but coming back to these messages have been the light of my life <3 

just want to say i love every writing you have every posted and i hold a lot of them dear to my heart but your sugawara smut are the best ones in this entire site OH GODS i wish i could ask for more but i know you're already working hard to write all of these beautiful, breathtaking pieces so thank you for your hard work and please don't forget to take care of yourself! ♡

you all are TOO kind to me T^T take care of yourselves as well -- all my love darlings 

dropping by your inbox to give you a big hug and best wishes because you are awesome!

muah!!!! x 

hi rain, love you and hope you’ve been okay. miss you but take your time, will still be here when you feel ready to come back ❤️

all my kisses! im back now and better than ever hehee 

hi i love u and u inspire me sm, can i be 🎨 anon 👉👈

oh my lov ur too cute! <3 

hi rain, thinking of you today ❤️ miss you heaps but I hope you’re taking some well deserved time off for yourself :) remember that you are loved and you have deeply affected so many lives by your writing 🥺 xx

muah x 

hi rain, hope you’re doing well wherever you are in the world ❤️❤️ miss you loads, I read at least one story of yours every night haha helps me to relax :)

oh im so glad!!! :D 

you may not care, but i often check your blog if you have a new post or just answering any asks. your writing and also the way you answer questions is so eloquent . just wow.

i do care! i care a great deal <3 and ur message means the world and then some to me uwu thank u so much for taking the time my love 

Hey Rain! Make sure to take care, don't forget to drink water and eat something! I'm here to vent if you need it. -Emmy

<3 muah 

Your fics make me feel all warm and fuzzy. Every time I read them I feel like I'm cuddling a huge fluffy teddy bear or something. Your writing is so genuine and so deep, it's really inspirational!

thank youuuu im glad that u liked them T^T i promise i will strive to write more, even better fics in the future <3 

ya know I think about that ushijima fic you did about ice cream at the most inconvenient times of the day I tell you. god i just black out

yo HIGHKEY. ushijima. can like..... get it. 

hi! i just read 'even so' and i'm so in love with your writing so it's time to read all your works uwu if you can, try using google docs to write! it saves your history so you can go back if you lose something or want to go back to something you wrote. take care bub

im def gonna experiment with a ton of dif things to make sure that none of my writing gets lost in the future! :D 

i have no way to conjure my thoughts about universal truths. like it was truly a masterpiece. im sorry for my lack of feedback but my emotions can't be put into words on how im feeling.(although i think that's probably one of the best responses you can get from an audience) just know that you're doing fucking amazing and always inspiring me to write

ahhh thank you!!! 

I just want you to know I was reading everything u have ever put out for naruto & I am head over heels in love thanks bye ily

im legit head over heals in lov for naruto tho okay like hes MY FAV 

[chittapornswife]

aHHH IM SO EXCITED YOURE GONNA BE OUT OF SCHOOL SOON OOOOH HECK YEAH NONE OF THAT DUMB STRESS ANYMORE AND YOUVE TOTALLY GOT THOSE EXAMS BECAUSE YOURE MY SMART AND CAPABLE GIRL AND I BELIEVE IN YOU !!! >;o 🍀🌟🌸 hehe i love youuuu i hope everything goes by quickly and smoothly and each day is better than the next. i love you, you deserve all of the happiness and love in the world and more my lovely and precious flower angel darling. 💖💋🌷💗🌈🌟🎀❤️

YSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and thank u :’( I need your belief in me because i rlly don’t believe in myself ☹️ but!!!! I’m messaging you in the night just because I feel like night-time is our special time (hence why i always respond so late 😗🤞🏽) but con. Nor. Have you seen Winten’s dance? I should be sleeping but I’m still blown away by how beautiful & amazing the dance is plus i may or may not have made some lock/home screens from ten’s recent insta post? 😳 I’m feeling a tiny bit stressed not only from exams but also because I’m working more this week since one of our full-time workers is on vacation and this is her last week :(( But i’m still glad I get to work more except I just feel blehh and wanna stay in bed for the rest of this week ;-;

Anyways, ILOVEYOU forever and ever and ever and ever more. You’re the reason why I look forward to waking up and the reason I look forward to when night falls because that just means I get to read your sweeter than all the candy in the world messages :’) I love you Connor & I hope you rest well and are doing well!!! I want to hear more about your day and more about you!!!! Like do u like tater tots?😗 But okay i’m gonna ask you a question every night (hopefully), so question 1! What are your favourite foods? Like full on meals or even simple things like broccoli or carrots or something c: ♥️ Goodnight & sleep tight my prince❤️✨💗💫