❝𝕴 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖎𝖋 𝖎𝖙 𝖍𝖚𝖗𝖙𝖘 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖋𝖚𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘.❞
– – an Arin Melnikov playlist.
1. “Trashed And Scattered” Avenged Sevenfold
Trashed and scattered again, I’m feeling so low
You waste your breath while fucking with me, my blood is so cold
My destination’s always unknown, I’ll find my way there
But you goddamn motherfuckers always wasting my time
I wont be the a victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don’t you try to stop me, it’s a place you’ll never know
Don’t try to judge or take shots at me, I’ll never let you seize control
Play your game and walk away, your integrity don’t mean shit
Crawl on me, you fucking parasite, and I’m gonna take you out
2. “Spit It Out” Slipknot
Did you never give a damn in the first place?
Maybe it's time you had the tables turned
'Cause in the interest of all involved, I got the problem solved, and the verdict is guilty
Man nearly killed me, stepping where you fear to tread
Stop, drop, and roll, you were dead from the get-go
Big mouth fucker, stupid cocksucker, are you scared of me now?
Then you're dumber than I thought
Always is and never was, foundation made of piss and vinegar
Step to me, I'll smear ya, think I fear your bullshit?
Just another dumb punk chomping at this shit
Here’s another way to break through the noise
Was it something that I said that got you bent?
Gotta be that way if you want it
Sanity, literal profanity, hit me
Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
About time I set this record straight, all the needlenose punching is making me irate
Sick of my bitching falling on deaf ears
Where you gonna be in the next five years?
The crew and all the fools and all the politics
Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
You got dick when they passed out the good stuff
Bam, are you sick of me? Good enough, had enough?
Fuck me, I’m all out of enemies
Fuck me, I’m all out of enemies
Fuck me, I’m all out of enemies
3. “Dust To Dust” Misfits
Hate you, father, for you have sinned
Why did you let this life begin?
I’m not your savior, I’m not your son
A forgotten boy, abandoned creation
Oh, mother, father, answer me
Your soulless son, your thing that should not be
A brilliant demon, a monster god
You gave me life, but took the soul away
With these final words, I pull the switch, we turn to dust
Dust to dust
My name is like the kiss of death
And we embrace, we turn to dust
With these final words, I pull the switch, we turn to dust
Dust to dust
My name is like the kiss of death
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
4. “Walk” Pantera
Can’t you see I’m easily bothered by persistence?
One step from lashing out at you
You want in, to get under my skin and call yourself a friend
I’ve got more friends like you. what do I do?
Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I’ve been
Belong
You can’t be something you’re not
Be yourself by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time
Respect, walk, what did you say?
Respect, walk, are you talking to me?
Are you talking to me?
5. “Lights Out” Mindless Self Indulgence
Who the hell said any of you get a taste?
Do you ever wanna get up all in your face?
And nothing you can do could ever make me go away
Poor baby, I’m gonna make it all okay
Punch your lights out, hit the pavement
That’s what I call entertainment
Causing problems makes you famous
All the violence makes a statement
Punch your lights out, hit the pavement
That’s what I call entertainment
Causing problems makes you famous
All this violence makes a statement
6. “Dead Ringer” Des Rocs
Oh, my reflection's from a time when all the worst was a game
Nothing like the shake of life
Stuck up in a race, race, race, race, race
Hell caught a shadow of a guy
Can’t find him one little break
See, there’s a gap in his smile
For fitting all his pain, pain, pain, pain, pain
Oh, lady
I’ve got my hand on the trigger
And it’s pointed at the dead ringer
Hold my cigarette while it’s lit
And let it burn you, baby
Oh, dead ringer, you’re so sick
But you look amazing
7. “Are You Dead Yet?” Children Of Bodom
I kiss the ground with love beyond forever
Flip off the sky with bleeding fingers till I die
Enemy, take one good look at me
Eradicate what you will always be
Tainted flesh, polluted soul
Through a mirror I behold
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart, but I don’t care anymore
Should I regret?
Or ask myself
Are you dead yet?
8. “Blood On My Hands” The Used
You felt the coldness in my eyes, and something I’m not revealing
Though you got used to my disguise, you can’t shake this awful feeling
It’s the me that I let you know
‘Cause I’ll never show, I have my reasons
I hate to say that I told you so, but I told you so
There’s blood on my hands like the blood in you
Some things can’t be treated, so don’t make me, don’t make me
Be myself around you
9. “Absolute Zero” Stone Sour
The bloody angle, the symmetry
Your cheap adhesive isn’t holding me
My mouth is a gun I can shoot, I can show you the truth
And I don’t need a reason to lie to you
No pun intended, no punishment
If I offended you, you needed it
Ideas are the bombs in your mind
A fissure in time
If you don’t have a weapon, you can’t have mine
I can bleed if I wanna bleed
I can fail if I feel the need
This face is my last confession
This life, it feels like a prison
I am not afraid
I’m giving in to grievances again
You’re looking at an absolute zero
I’m not the devil
But I won’t be your hero
No fucking quarter, no premiums
The world is stuck in delirium
Man is a four-letter word, it’s really absurd
The hate isn’t fake
It’s just inferred
10. “Thank You For The Venom” My Chemical Romance
You’ll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something?
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe
So give me all your poison, and give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill
You’re running after something that you’ll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
11. “Rather Die” Barns Courtney
I can touch the planets through the roof of my car
You’re reaching for the heavens, only bark at the stars
Now, all your hundred thousands best remember my name
I’d sucker punch an army if it got in my way
I came to kill ‘em
Now I’m wiping the spit from my eyes
I’ll take a beating
But I, I’ll never give up
I, I, I think I’d rather die
I think I’d rather die
I think I’d rather
I think I’d rather die
12. “Burning Flag” Marilyn Manson
I’ll join the crowd that wants to see me dead
Right now I feel I belong for the first time
Multiply your death, divide by sex
Add up the violence and what do you get?
We are all just stars and we’re waiting
We are all just scarred and we’re hating
We are all just stars on your burning flag
You can point your gun at me
And hope it will go away
But if God was alive
He would hate you anyway
13. “Bitter” Anarchy Club
I’m sick and tired of the sick and tired
Because what it is just ain’t the thing it was before
You’ve heard the stories all before
But they’re all true
What’s in the mirror, clearer
Staring back at you
Set it, set it, set it
Set it, set it, set it
Set it, set it, set it
Set it, set it, set it
Set it off
14. “Bang” Empires
Well, I’m sick of banging with your skeleton
You were gorgeous till you gave out all your skin
Now I can never really take it to the heart again
I still got yours blowing up inside my head
At least I’m waking up
At least I’m waking up with you hiding in my bones
At least I’m waking up
I’m waking up
You’re dying a legend, darling
And I’m dying to touch you, baby
Oh wait, oh wait, before I let you go
There’s a thread or two still left between our souls
But you went messing with the gods and never fell away
You’re still burning off the angel on your face
Oh, this is love
Bang up my heart to get your love
Bang in my heart to feel you, love
Bang, bang up my heart to get your love
Bang in my heart to feel you
Gonna bang, bang up my heart to get your love
Bang on my heart
15. “Flames” R3HAB, Zayn, Jungleboi
Well, well, you better run from me
You better hit the road
You better up and leave
Don’t get too close
‘Cause I’m a rolling stone
And I keep rolling on
You better run from me
Before I take your soul
If I go, let me go
Don’t you follow me, let me go
I will let you down, let me go
Even if your heart can’t take it
Light me up in flames
16. “Die MF Die” Dope
I don’t need your forgiveness
I don’t need your hate
I don’t need your acceptance
So what should I do?
I’ll be sorry, so you’ve said
I’m not sorry
Bang, you’re dead
Die, motherfucker
Die, motherfucker, die
Die, motherfucker
Die, motherfucker, die
17. “Bodies” Drowning Pool
Push me again
This is the end
One, nothing wrong with me
Two, nothing wrong with me
Three, nothing wrong with me
Four, nothing wrong with me
One, something’s got to give
Two, something’s got to give
Three, something’s got to give
Now
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Skin against skin, blood and bone
You’re all by yourself but you’re not alone
You wanted in, and now you’re here
Driven by hate, consumed by fear
18. “No Money” Kings Of Leon
Won’t you give me something I need?
Won’t you peel me off of the street?
Go and wet my tongue
Or spit me up and break me a fever
Give me something I can believe in
Give me something to walk me away
I’m a waste of time
And all in all a waste of a living
Can't you see me walking alone
I've been down to the haunts and back
And I'm way too tired
Of blowing out the burning candle
And all this pissing around
Cut loose in this fucking town
I ain't coming back
I got my ticket on to the next one
19. “Parasite Eve” Bring Me The Horizon
I heard they need better signal
Put chip and pins in the needles
Quarantine all of those secrets in that black hole you call a brain
Before it’s too late
Really we just wanna scream something
Only pretend to believe something
I know you’re baying for blood
I wanna turn you around
You can board up your windows
You can lock all your doors
But you can’t keep washing your hands of this shit anymore
When all the king’s horses and all the king’s men
Don’t know their asses from their pathogens
When life is a prison and death is the door
This ain’t a warning
This is a war
It’s a parasite eve
Got a feeling in your stomach ‘cause you know that it’s coming
So you leave your flowers and grieve
Don’t forget what they told you
When we forget the infection
Will we remember the lesson?
If the suspense doesn’t kill you
Something else will
20. “Dig” Mudvayne
I would love to beat the face of any motherfucker that’s thinking they can change me
White-knuckle grip pushing through for the gold
If you want a piece of me, I broke the motherfucking mold
Dig
Bury me underneath everything that I am rearranging
Dig
Bury me underneath everything that I was slowly changing
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs
21. “In Waves” Trivium
Do I end this all for the world to see?
Do I take everybody else down
Everybody else down with me?
I know that death approaches fast
What’s the purpose if this life won’t last?
Pulling everyone down with me
Perpetually
Perpetually, we’re igniting it in waves
Incessantly
Incessantly, we’re sinking in flames
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The Game, Pt. 2
Characters: [Y/N], Triple H, Sami Zayn, Kevin Owens, and all the women’s locker room who’s names I can remember
Word Count: 3,873
Warnings: for this chapter, none I think? oh, there’s alcohol involved. that’s about it.
Author’s Note: kinda sad. kinda not. Kevin is in this one at the beginning, because he’s a ball of goodness. I know he is.
Before You Read: The Game, Part 1 requested by @deanammbrose
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"Tell me you didn't say that."
"Ugh, I did!"
Kevin looked at you like you were fucking insane. "Are you fucking insane?"
You hid your face between your hands. "I know, I was an asshole, I know!"
"No, you don't fucking know. How could you just brush him off like that?"
It was frustrating, that question. You didn't have the heart to tell him that you weren't entirely sure why you'd done it.
Sami Zayn and Kevin Owens had been your best friends for nigh on fifteen-ish years. All three of you had started wrestling about the same time, in different places, and had met in the same wrestling promotion. You remembered the night you and Kevin had first seen Sami wrestle. You remembered the moment when Kevin and Sami first wrestled. And you remembered the taste of the milkshakes the three of you had nights after, after meeting each other all for the first time outside of work. Vanilla, chocolate, strawberry. A regular Neapolitan blend. You didn't share, and the other two were positively disappointed with you. You had nearly fallen off your stool from laughter.
You had clicked with them easily. Sami brought out the goodness in you, he always had. And Kevin had always been the one to help you in anything, any problem and situation that needed fixing. Call him a bastard in the ring, but outside of it he was a sweet man with a heart of gold that just wanted to make sure you were on the right track.
And that's why you had come to him, now. That's why you were sitting in a vacant training room in the performance center, hastily whispering, begging for his help.
But you should have known this topic wasn't going to be easy. Sami was the one topic in the world that you wouldn't get an unbiased viewpoint for.
"I didn't brush him off, I just-"
"Then what was it?" His tone was sharp as a dagger. It was beginning to grind away at your very soul. "Huh? Because it sounds an awful lot like you didn't even bother to think about it before you rejected him."
"I was fucking scared, okay?" Your hands left your face, tensely dropping at your sides in emphasis.
His eyes narrowed, squinting at you. "Of what? Of Sami Zayn? The heart and soul of any wrestling promotion he's ever been a part of? The kindest fucking human being that's ever walked the fucking earth? I don't understand what the hell you could possibly be afraid of, [Y/N]." He crossed his arms, disgusted. "There are fluffy bunnies with more evil in their hearts than Sami Zayn."
If his plan was to snap your heart in two, Kevin had accomplished it. If his plan was to make you feel like absolute shit for what you'd done, he accomplished that, too. But it wasn't.
He sighed. He could see it, the guilt on your face, the remorse in your eyes. The tears begged to fall.
"No, don't. Don't cry." His tone was softer now as he reached for you, wrapping his arms around you to make you feel safe.
"I'm sorry," you bawled. "But I didn't know what to say." Your breathing was erratic, sharp intakes of breath followed release in quick succession. "I figured...if...it wasn't...immediate...that I didn't...love him...like he loves me." Your words were sticky with snot.
"Fuck, it's okay, sweetheart, it's fine." Kevin's hands reached to stroke your hair, tucking your head under his chin. Quietly, he began to hum, and you could feel every vibration at the top of your head, the French lullaby soothing you slowly.
Alouette, gentille alouette
Alouette, je te plumerai...
You did your best to control your breathing allowing the humming to lull you into relaxation. His singing reminded you of home, even if it was thousands of miles away.
je te plumerai la tête
et la tête
et la tête
alouette
alouette,
oh...
"You okay?" Kevin asked finally, dipping his head to look at your face.
You nodded, looking for something to wipe your nose with. Finding nothing, you slumped your shoulders in disappointment, already feeling the embarrassment of your situation reddening your cheeks and causing fresh tears to pool at your eyes.
Kevin stroked your cheek softly, wiping at your eyes. Then, showing mild annoyance, he rolled his eyes and pointed at his sleeve, indicating you wipe your nose on it.
"Thank you," you whispered, tugging at his sleeve.
"Yeah, don't mention it, seriously." He looked away as you soiled his sleeve, more expressions of disgust visible on his face.
"When does he get back?" You asked.
Kevin thought about it for a minute. "Next week, I think." He looked solemnly at you. "He called me this morning, you know. Asked me how you were doing."
"What'd you say to him?" You probed curiously, looking up to meet his eyes.
"Said you were fine." He leaned back, sat down on the table next to them. "To be honest, I didn't know. About any of this."
Your eyes widened in silent shock. "He didn't tell you?"
"No, he didn't. And neither did you, for that matter, best friend."
You ignored the jab, though it stung. "He tells you everything."
"Yeah, well, not this time. Even more reason to think that it's affecting him badly."
You bit your bottom lip in frustration. "Kevin, what should I do?"
He sat there, deep in thought. It was a pitiful situation, honestly. You didn't want to hurt Sami's feelings, but you also couldn't reciprocate something you didn't feel.
"Depends on what you want. I can't help you fix it unless I know exactly what I'm fixing."
"I just want everything to go back to the way it was."
Kevin sighed. "That's not gonna happen, sweetheart."
"Well..." you whimpered, "I just want him to know I still care for him. I can't give him what he wants, but I want us to be okay. I hope he can understand that." Your words caught in your throat with every sharp inhale and exhale of breath.
"Everything's gonna be fine, [Y/N]," Kevin said, "everything's gonna be all right." He reached out to squeeze your hand, if but for a brief moment, letting his assurance comfort you.
"How do you know?"
"Because he's Sami Zayn. He loves you and he won't hurt you." He gave you a crooked smile. "Just give him time. D'accord?"
Your smile was faint, but genuine. "D'accord."
The next night was NXT. You had a match that you’d win, and then Hunter was set to "appear" backstage, with a congratulations to you on doing so well your first few weeks after your debut. You were going to thank him, put a hand on his shoulder in flirtation and twirl your hair. And Corey, bless his heart, was going to notice. He was going to point it out, talk about how this was all a game with you. You wanted in on the women's title, and you were going to use whatever means it took to get there. The insinuation was TV-14 at best, so it was good that NXT was only on the network.
Everything went as planned. After the segment, Murphy and Blake had a match with the Lucha Dragons, and then Sami showed up on the screen, a video to his fans about how he was doing and when he'd be coming back. You watched him, that sad little smile apparent on his face. You wondered if it was all just for show, if he was doing it because he was “thinking” about what Kevin “did” to him, or if it was because of what you did. Either way, it was enough to make you feel regret. How could you do this to him?
After watching the end of the show, you stood up and opened your locker, changing out of your ring gear. Charlotte, Becky, Sasha, Bayley. They all came barging into the locker room, afury with hushed, giggling whispers. As you pulled your t-shirt over your head, you gave them a questioning look. “What’s all the giggling about?”
“Oh, nothing,” Sasha sang nonchalantly as she opened her locker, “just that Hunter’s invited us all to go out for drinks!”
“Really?” You shot her and the girls a quizzical eyebrow raise. He was taking the four horsewomen out to the bar? Hm.
“Mhm,” Bayley added, “he wants to take us out for drinks because he thinks we’re all doing a great job.”
Charlotte winked at you coyly. “Yeah, that’s why he wants to take us out for drinks.”
You shook your head, trying your best to hide your face from her. “Well, have fun you guys. Don’t get too drunk in front of the boss.”
Becky laughed at you from her seat on the bench, legs spread apart, raising a towel to her neck. “One, I’m Irish, so I don't get drunk. Two,” she said, holding up two fingers, “you’re comin’ too. Emma as well.”
“And me?” Emma asked from behind you. She had been quietly sitting in the background. “Sounds good.”
You turned back to Becky, pointing at yourself. “He invited me?” Your heart skipped a couple beats at the thought.
Bayley smiled. “Yes, of course. You’re part of the women’s revolution too, ya know.”
You looked down, hiding a grin. “All right, then, guess we’re all going. I’ll meet you guys there?”
Sasha came up behind you, hands on your shoulders. “No the heck you won’t. We’re gonna shower and then dress up, do make up, everything. Bayley is amazing at it.”
Bayley blushed, the compliment too much for her. “Stop it, Sasha.”
“What? I’m just telling the truth.”
Charlotte rolled her eyes. “Oh my God, ew. Get a room.”
Alexa walked in, with the same news and the same excitement in her voice. “Guys, this is gonna be so much fun.”
“You know it, sister,” Becky said as she high fived her. “Now let’s get the show on the road.”
At around ten o’clock, you and the girls climbed out of a limo, giggling and laughing as Becky got to the punchline of a very punny joke. The line to the club was long, but it didn’t matter. The bouncer recognized you all immediately, letting you in.
“Hey, girls, good job tonight.”
“Thanks, Freddy! Always our number one fan.”
“Don’t you know it.”
“Thanks, Fred! We love you!”
“Any time, ladies.”
You and the girls made your way through the club, nearly losing track of each other in the mass of dancing, sweaty bodies. The lights flashed, the mob clearly visible in minute heartbeats of color. You followed the girls up the winding stairs to the second floor, VIP, pushing past already drunk couples tripping down the steps as they were negated entry. Another bouncer, another charming, familiar face.
“How y’all doin’, mijitas?” His stare kept on Becky for a good five seconds longer than everyone else.
“Exhausted but glad to be out! You?” Becky conversed with him, twirling a strand of hair and giving him a wink.
“Ready for this shift to end. Y’all be careful. Lotta vagabundos out tonight.”
“Amen to that, you too, Eduardo.”
“See ya, chicas.”
He lifted the rope for you all to pass. When Becky was out of earshot, she came and flanked you, placed her hand to your ear. “Ed could get it, no question.”
You grinned, looking back to where Eduardo stood, hands behind his back, dressed in an all black suit and tie. Hair gelled back, stubble lining his chiseled jaw. “Yeah, he could,” came your reply, to the dismay of Becky.
“Keep your hands to yourself, woman, that’s my man!”
You put your hand to your mouth, covering your sudden burst of laughter. “I’m kidding, Bex, he’s all yours.”
You stopped when you saw the rest of the girls had already made it to their table, Hunter kissing each of them on the cheek in greeting.
Damn, he looks good, you thought, earning yourself a good mental smack. He was dressed formally, a different suit from the one he wore to the show tonight, yet it felt like his sexiness was bursting through the roof. The top buttons of his dress shirt were unbuttoned, and you could see the tan skin and blondish hairs of his chest. His suit jacket was slung across the side of the booth, you noticed. Casual, friendly, yet sophisticated. God, this man was too much.
“[Y/N], nice to see you out and about.”
When he got to you, you froze for a second, heart beating slightly faster. What the fuck was this? How was he doing this to you? You shook the thoughts away, leaning forward to receive your kiss on the cheek in greeting. When you pulled back from the hug and kiss, he held your hand for what seemed like minutes longer than the rest of them, gaze holding your own, until he suddenly let go and called for a waiter to order drinks. Maybe you were just imagining the lapse of time. It can’t have been longer than a few seconds.
You sat down next to Emma, who cocked an eyebrow at you, but said nothing. All of you sat there, chattering amongst yourselves, Becky with Charlotte, Sasha and Bayley with Hunter, you and Emma and Alexa, content to just be away from work. When the drinks arrived, Sasha downed hers in seconds, waiting for Charlotte to do the same so that they could finally go down to the dance floor. Sasha stood up, grabbed Charlotte’s hand and winked at her flirtatiously, with remarks from Bayley and Becky begging them to “get a room!” to the giggles of the other girls who had been in the locker room earlier that night. Hunter, confused, watched them from behind his glass of Jack Daniels, a soft smile gracing his lips.
“All right, get up, you two,” Becky said, motioning Bayley and Emma to follow her lead. “Looks like Ed’s shift is over and I want to convince him to stay for a dance. I need my wing women.”
“Oh,” you said, shifting to move, “let me g-”
“No, you sit your sweet little arse down for two more drinks at least. I don’t want you near my man, and Bayley’s got ya covered, she needs to learn how to be a wing woman, anyhow.” You looked to Bayley, who smiled to hide how nervous she was. You gave her a thumbs up and a wink, wishing her luck as she trailed behind Emma and Bex. As they left, you could hear Emma asking, “and what makes you think I won’t steal your man from under you as well?”
Shaking your head, you turned to face Alexa, only to find that she was gone, flirting with a man in a corner of the VIP lounge. The only other person left, you realized with a jolt of your stomach, was Hunter.
“Heya, Hunter.”
“[Y/N]. You're not gonna leave me by myself, too, are you?”
“Absolutely not,” you smiled confidently, taking a sip of Alexa’s pink drink, though deep down you were positively brimming with anxiety. “How are you?”
He scoffed, taken aback by the question. One hand grazed his jaw, thinking it over. “It’s funny, no one really asks me that.”
You furrowed your eyebrows. “What? Why’s that?”
He looked intently into your eyes. “I’m your boss. Your superior. In most cases, people only ever ask ‘how are you’ in passing, but no one expects a real answer.” A smirk played on his lips. “But you sound genuine. Like you actually want to know.”
“Well, I do want to know.”
He chuckled in response. “I’m doing well, thanks for asking.”
You looked at him, studied the face hard from years of working under the guise of corporate professionalism. The feared Triple H. The Game. The King of Kings. As a younger woman, you remembered what he was like when his career was just inside a twenty by twenty. He was hot stuff, the next big thing after Stone Cold Steve Austin. But weirdly enough, you could never remember the last time you saw him looking happy.
As in, actually happy. Not just the professionally friendly face he showed all of you as your boss.
The wrinkles between his eyebrows gave away too much, even if his face remained stoic and his body was like that of a demigod. “You’re lying.”
You don't know what made you say that. Accusing your boss of lying. What a way to close every door door of opportunity that might have been available to you, had you just kept your mouth shut.
Instead of getting you fired immediately on the spot, Hunter just looked at you, a casual smirk visible for a moment. “You’re right,” he peered down at his drink, lifted it to his lips, “I am.”
So he was unhappy. Regardless of his NXT slowly becoming the most loved and most innovative brand on the WWE, he was unsatisfied. You wondered, sadly, what had happened to his soul. There was something there, something that you couldn't recall even though you dug through the deepest recesses of your adolescent memories to find it.
You shook the thoughts away. Whatever it was, it would come to you later. Beating yourself up about it now would do no good. You grabbed another one of the girls’ unfinished drinks and downed it in one gulp, set the glass down, admiring how awfully disgusting it was as you squinted and pursed your lips. The liquid burned through your veins quickly, and it wasn't long before you began to feel a euphoric buzz.
It was then you realized it wasn't just your head that was buzzing. You looked down at your phone, gut wrenching in panic and disbelief as you read the caller ID: SAMI ZAYN.
He was calling you. But it wasn't the right time. Not when you were already closing in on inebriated. You ignored it, every fiber of your being rationalizing the move as logical, placing your phone back in your jacket pocket.
“That was absolutely disgusting. Come dance with me.”
“Excuse me?” Hunter’s voice bordered on astonished, his eyes admiring you in respect at your strange request.
“Come on, get up,” you managed to stand, the mixture of drinks in your system getting the better of your judgement as you ordered your boss around. “Let’s go, big guy, you’re going to dance with me.”
His eyes gleamed playfully as he stood up, fingers reaching for your elbow just in case he needed to steady you on your feet. “Am I?”
“Damn right ya fuckin’ are, let’s go, chop chop.” Your hands clapped together, earning a burst of laughter from the man.
But true to his maturity, he ignored the drunken demands and went with you, helping you down the steps to the first floor.
“Hunter, nice to see you down - [Y/N], are you drunk already?” Charlotte gasped, lifting your chin as you shook your head no.
“I think she’s a lightweight,” Hunter grinned, pleasantly amused.
“I’m not a lightweight, but damn, is it getting hot in here.” You shook your jacket off your shoulders, handing it to Hunter.
Sasha appeared from the midst of the mob, grabbing you and pulling you towards the middle of the dance floor. “You, dancing, now,” she ordered.
Charlotte turned back to face Hunter. “You comin’, Hunter? We’ll dance with you, it’ll be fun.”
“No, you guys go on ahead. I need another drink, I’ll be at the bar.” His hands were fidgeting as he reached to unbutton another button from his shirt. Was it getting hot in here? He squared his shoulders, standing at the counter, one finger up to catch the attention of the bartender. He glanced back to the dance floor, his gaze steadying on you.
You were buzzing like nobody’s business, grinding all up on Sasha and Charlotte as they whooped and hollered, egging you on.
Hunter couldn't seem to hold back a smile, as he saw you pull some moves he hadn't seen in years. As you danced, his eyes gingerly darted away from your face and down to your body, staring at the sequined fabric rising higher up your thigh, the delicate way that your fingers grazed at your skin, the gleaming drops perspiring at the crevice between your breasts. God, you were doing things to him that you didn't know and couldn't understand.
He shuffled around, taking another sip of his drink, enjoying the burning sensation as the elixir ran down his throat. He growled, swallowing the feeling you elicited from him.
“I see you,” Alexa sang quietly, causing Hunter’s gaze to break from your skin. Had he been anyone else, he might have jumped at her voice. As it was, Triple H couldn't be and was never caught off guard, at least not entirely.
“And I see you, Miss Bliss. Where had you gone off to?”
“Me?” She asked, the color rising in her cheeks. How easy it was to misdirect someone who had yet to come into her own. But he had a feeling he’d make a performer of her yet. “Oh, nowhere.”
She pulled her black choker higher up her throat, but not before he caught the crimson mark of a hickey at the crook of her neck and shoulder. “Of course,” he said as he raised a brow and his glass, “nowhere. You girls really need to learn how to lie better.”
She blushed again, scurrying away to find you and the rest of the girls.
He watched as she joined you at the start of a new song, your hips swaying to the gentler beat of the music, as your hands grazed the edges of your curves, drawing them closer up your body, and he could’ve sworn he saw you squeeze your breasts together, before raising your hands above your head. As if you were taunting him. As if you were knowingly flirting with him from across the room.
He shook his head at the thought, looking away. Impossible. Improbable. Ludicrous.
No way in hell.
You were fucking wasted, and that was that. There was no way you were doing this with the intent to fluster him.
Or were you?
The phone in your jacket pocket began to buzz. Hunter looked at the caller ID. SAMI ZAYN. He wondered if he should answer, remembering what he had witnessed weeks before.
Yeah, he thought, I’ll answer.
“Hello?”
“Hey, I - wait, you’re not [Y/N].” Sami sounded taken aback, stunned.
“No, Sami, it’s me, Hunter. I took her out for drinks. She’s on the dance floor right now, having the time of her life.” He left out the bit where the two of you were not alone.
“Oh, um, I wasn’t aware that - uh, never mind. C-could, could you tell her I called?”
“Sure thing, Sami. I’ll see you in couple days, right?”
“D-definitely, of course. See ya, boss.”
Hunter hung up the phone, deleted the call from Recents, and placed your phone back in your jacket pocket, his face hiding his thoughts.
He wasn’t going to tell you Sami called, and that was the end of it.
Part Three
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What Harry Styles and Zayn can tell us about life after boy bands
One Direction is accidentally the best named boy band in the history of coordinated turtlenecks. Legend has it that Harry Styles picked it on a whim because it sounded cool after Simon Cowell gave the five boys a second chance to compete on X Factor if they were willing to go at it as a team.
For about five years, it worked remarkably well, and then the tears fell.
There’s a line in Zadie Smith’s The Autograph Man, a book about the the trappings of idolization published when Harry Styles was eight years old, that seems oddly prescient for the current situaton. Just after a line that happens to be about a character’s ruffled shift, Smith writes, “All fandom is a form of tunnel vision: warm and dark and infinite in one direction.”
And yes, there are plenty of horribly original “different directions” jokes to be made about the lads’ respective solo careers. But the truth of the matter, is that separating was the only way they could all head upwards.
Before 1D, the *NSYNC model was the best case scenario for life after a boy band’s prime years. Justin Timberlake was the one who got to keep the music career, and lives happily ever after in the A-List while the rest are relegated to TV hosting gigs. Joey Fatone’s Live Well Network show, My Family Recipe Rocks, is delightful, but it can’t be what he envisioned for himself. Or you have the Backstreet Boys, tethered together for eternity in Las Vegas playing the old hits. Harry Styles’ solo debut, out today, makes it clear that it doesn’t have to be that way anymore.
SEE ALSO: Harry Styles hasn’t quite mastered the stage dive yet, but his solo music sparkles live
Zayn Malik was, of course, the first to go. He exited the group in flames with some comments about wanting to be a normal 22-year-old but quickly came back with bold promises of #realmusic, as opposed to whatever he considered One Direction.
ZaYn
Image: MIKE WINDLE/GETTY
Malik wasn’t content to fall into traditional boy band roles and be “the shy one” when he was actually experiencing severe anxiety. Plus, he favored R&B over the classic rock influences that were beginning to dominate One Direction and he has the voice for it, so he left the band to make music that was more his speed, working with M.I.A., PartyNextDoor, and even Styles’ ex, Taylor Swift.
It’s no surprise that fans, despite some very harsh words on Twitter when he split, responded positively to the new music. One Direction was the first major boy band to treat young women with respect as music fans instead of just assuming they want washboard abs and a Max Martin hook, as great and necessary as those things can be to young fans coming of age.
When Styles was recently on the cover of Rolling Stone, Styles explained as much to Cameron Crowe, who just happened to be profiling him.
“Who’s to say that young girls who like pop music short for popular, right? have worse musical taste than a 30-year-old hipster guy? That’s not up to you to say. Music is something that’s always changing. There’s no goal posts,” he said. “Young girls like the Beatles. You gonna tell me they’re not serious? How can you say young girls don’t get it? They’re our future. Our future doctors, lawyers, mothers, presidents, they kind of keep the world going. Teenage-girl fans they don’t lie. If they like you, they’re there. They don’t act ‘too cool.’ They like you, and they tell you. Which is sick.”
Malik echoed the sentiment in his book. (Oh yeah, he has a book, some fashion collaborations and a TV show on the way, NBD.) “I think we need more women in positions of power across the world,” he wrote. “I think a lot of the world’s problems could be solved if we allowed more contribution from women.”
Instead of making the music they thought girls wanted to hear, they put a little faith in their fans and tried to make the best music they could. It paid off.
Instead of making the music they thought girls wanted to hear, they put a little faith in their fans and tried to make the best music they could. It paid off.
For Louis Tomlinson, that meant the sunny “Just Hold On” with DJ Steve Aoki, and if there is anything that’s a fairly sure bet, it’s a handsome boy with a devout social media following dipping his toes into EDM. Sometimes, I imagine I’m in a The Graduate situation, at pool party. Instead giving the tip “plastics” to a lost boy unsure what to do with his potential, I whisper, “EDM” into his ear. While Aoki is a veteran of the scene at this point, “Just Hold On” is actually his highest charting single in both the UK and the USA, where the song hit #2 and #52, respectively.
Liam Payne, meanwhile, signed a record deal with Republic in 2016. Like Tomlinson, his ambition has some EDM leanings, but he’s got his eye on hip hop, as well. He previously released a single with Juicy J and Wiz Khalifa and has a new single with Migos’ Quavo out on May 19.
Niall Horan and Styles were always the most likely to hit the ground running with One Direction’s ’70s rock influence. Horan, the guitar-wielding Irish man, was the most involved in the group’s songwriting process and Styles baked a damn carrot cake for Stevie Nicks on her birthday. Horan beat Styles to the punch releasing his first solo single, the sweet acoustic number “This Town,” but Styles’ solo album came first.
A good suit.
Image: mike coppola/Getty Images
He considered calling it Pink, because The Clash’s Paul Simonon once said that, “Pink is the only true rock & roll color.” Nearly every review of Harry Styles has focused on Harry Styles, the rock star, in an age when the form is limp. “Sign of the Times,” the lead single, is a bold statement of intention to fill that void. Styles announced the Bowie-channeling tune exactly 20 years after the Prince album the song borrows its name from was released.
But he ended up simply going with Harry Styles instead, and it’s a fitting choice. In interviews, he’s wants to make it clear how honest the lyrics are as he avoids getting into details about just about everything. “I didn’t want to write ‘stories,'” he told Rolling Stone. “I wanted to write my stories, things that happened to me. The number-one thing was I wanted to be honest. I hadn’t done that before.” Styles knows he’s not reinventing the wheel, but what he can offer that no one else can is a direct line into his psyche.
“Mature” details of the album will inevitably be sensationalized, sex, drugs, and rock n’ roll were never really absent from One Direction (sample lyric: “waking up beside you, I’m a loaded gun.”) The main difference is that now it doesn’t have to be sung with a wink.
Communication, or lack thereof, is the album’s focus. Styles desperately wants people to say what they mean. “Tell me something I don’t already know,” he begs and begs on “Ever Since New York.” Hell, he doesn’t even use emoji, as he confessed to the crowd at his very first solo show.
At his most confessional, the soft, Eliott Smith-indebted, “From the Dining Table,” Styles begs for resolution. “Woke up alone in this hotel room. Played with myself, where were you? Fell back to sleep, I got drunk by noon,” he confesses. “I’ve never felt less cool.”
The mumbling masturbator is, of course, not a traditional boy band archetype, and definitely not what would be expected of “the cute one.” But thanks in large part to the infinite feedback loop of fandom online, it’s what we know fans needed to hear. The boy they worship (and the subject of their own erotic fan fiction) gets lonely, too.
It’s too early to tell what the longevity of the One Direction boys solo careers will be, but they’re already tipping towards a higher success rate than any previous boy band. Their increasingly web-savvy fans seem poised to ensure a decent run.
Pop groups are no longer a survival of the fittest. They’re better prepared to service the passions and desires of their young, predominately female fanbase better than ever and even grow up with them after they grow up and start running the world.
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What Harry Styles and Zayn can tell us about life after boy bands
One Direction is accidentally the best named boy band in the history of coordinated turtlenecks. Legend has it that Harry Styles picked it on a whim because it sounded cool after Simon Cowell gave the five boys a second chance to compete on X Factor if they were willing to go at it as a team.
For about five years, it worked remarkably well, and then the tears fell.
There’s a line in Zadie Smith’s The Autograph Man, a book about the the trappings of idolization published when Harry Styles was eight years old, that seems oddly prescient for the current situaton. Just after a line that happens to be about a character’s ruffled shift, Smith writes, “All fandom is a form of tunnel vision: warm and dark and infinite in one direction.”
And yes, there are plenty of horribly original “different directions” jokes to be made about the lads’ respective solo careers. But the truth of the matter, is that separating was the only way they could all head upwards.
Before 1D, the *NSYNC model was the best case scenario for life after a boy band’s prime years. Justin Timberlake was the one who got to keep the music career, and lives happily ever after in the A-List while the rest are relegated to TV hosting gigs. Joey Fatone’s Live Well Network show, My Family Recipe Rocks, is delightful, but it can’t be what he envisioned for himself. Or you have the Backstreet Boys, tethered together for eternity in Las Vegas playing the old hits. Harry Styles’ solo debut, out today, makes it clear that it doesn’t have to be that way anymore.
SEE ALSO: Harry Styles hasn’t quite mastered the stage dive yet, but his solo music sparkles live
Zayn Malik was, of course, the first to go. He exited the group in flames with some comments about wanting to be a normal 22-year-old but quickly came back with bold promises of #realmusic, as opposed to whatever he considered One Direction.
ZaYn
Image: MIKE WINDLE/GETTY
Malik wasn’t content to fall into traditional boy band roles and be “the shy one” when he was actually experiencing severe anxiety. Plus, he favored R&B over the classic rock influences that were beginning to dominate One Direction and he has the voice for it, so he left the band to make music that was more his speed, working with M.I.A., PartyNextDoor, and even Styles’ ex, Taylor Swift.
It’s no surprise that fans, despite some very harsh words on Twitter when he split, responded positively to the new music. One Direction was the first major boy band to treat young women with respect as music fans instead of just assuming they want washboard abs and a Max Martin hook, as great and necessary as those things can be to young fans coming of age.
When Styles was recently on the cover of Rolling Stone, Styles explained as much to Cameron Crowe, who just happened to be profiling him.
“Who’s to say that young girls who like pop music short for popular, right? have worse musical taste than a 30-year-old hipster guy? That’s not up to you to say. Music is something that’s always changing. There’s no goal posts,” he said. “Young girls like the Beatles. You gonna tell me they’re not serious? How can you say young girls don’t get it? They’re our future. Our future doctors, lawyers, mothers, presidents, they kind of keep the world going. Teenage-girl fans they don’t lie. If they like you, they’re there. They don’t act ‘too cool.’ They like you, and they tell you. Which is sick.”
Malik echoed the sentiment in his book. (Oh yeah, he has a book, some fashion collaborations and a TV show on the way, NBD.) “I think we need more women in positions of power across the world,” he wrote. “I think a lot of the world’s problems could be solved if we allowed more contribution from women.”
Instead of making the music they thought girls wanted to hear, they put a little faith in their fans and tried to make the best music they could. It paid off.
Instead of making the music they thought girls wanted to hear, they put a little faith in their fans and tried to make the best music they could. It paid off.
For Louis Tomlinson, that meant the sunny “Just Hold On” with DJ Steve Aoki, and if there is anything that’s a fairly sure bet, it’s a handsome boy with a devout social media following dipping his toes into EDM. Sometimes, I imagine I’m in a The Graduate situation, at pool party. Instead giving the tip “plastics” to a lost boy unsure what to do with his potential, I whisper, “EDM” into his ear. While Aoki is a veteran of the scene at this point, “Just Hold On” is actually his highest charting single in both the UK and the USA, where the song hit #2 and #52, respectively.
Liam Payne, meanwhile, signed a record deal with Republic in 2016. Like Tomlinson, his ambition has some EDM leanings, but he’s got his eye on hip hop, as well. He previously released a single with Juicy J and Wiz Khalifa and has a new single with Migos’ Quavo out on May 19.
Niall Horan and Styles were always the most likely to hit the ground running with One Direction’s ’70s rock influence. Horan, the guitar-wielding Irish man, was the most involved in the group’s songwriting process and Styles baked a damn carrot cake for Stevie Nicks on her birthday. Horan beat Styles to the punch releasing his first solo single, the sweet acoustic number “This Town,” but Styles’ solo album came first.
A good suit.
Image: mike coppola/Getty Images
He considered calling it Pink, because The Clash’s Paul Simonon once said that, “Pink is the only true rock & roll color.” Nearly every review of Harry Styles has focused on Harry Styles, the rock star, in an age when the form is limp. “Sign of the Times,” the lead single, is a bold statement of intention to fill that void. Styles announced the Bowie-channeling tune exactly 20 years after the Prince album the song borrows its name from was released.
But he ended up simply going with Harry Styles instead, and it’s a fitting choice. In interviews, he’s wants to make it clear how honest the lyrics are as he avoids getting into details about just about everything. “I didn’t want to write ‘stories,'” he told Rolling Stone. “I wanted to write my stories, things that happened to me. The number-one thing was I wanted to be honest. I hadn’t done that before.” Styles knows he’s not reinventing the wheel, but what he can offer that no one else can is a direct line into his psyche.
“Mature” details of the album will inevitably be sensationalized, sex, drugs, and rock n’ roll were never really absent from One Direction (sample lyric: “waking up beside you, I’m a loaded gun.”) The main difference is that now it doesn’t have to be sung with a wink.
Communication, or lack thereof, is the album’s focus. Styles desperately wants people to say what they mean. “Tell me something I don’t already know,” he begs and begs on “Ever Since New York.” Hell, he doesn’t even use emoji, as he confessed to the crowd at his very first solo show.
At his most confessional, the soft, Eliott Smith-indebted, “From the Dining Table,” Styles begs for resolution. “Woke up alone in this hotel room. Played with myself, where were you? Fell back to sleep, I got drunk by noon,” he confesses. “I’ve never felt less cool.”
The mumbling masturbator is, of course, not a traditional boy band archetype, and definitely not what would be expected of “the cute one.” But thanks in large part to the infinite feedback loop of fandom online, it’s what we know fans needed to hear. The boy they worship (and the subject of their own erotic fan fiction) gets lonely, too.
It’s too early to tell what the longevity of the One Direction boys solo careers will be, but they’re already tipping towards a higher success rate than any previous boy band. Their increasingly web-savvy fans seem poised to ensure a decent run.
Pop groups are no longer a survival of the fittest. They’re better prepared to service the passions and desires of their young, predominately female fanbase better than ever and even grow up with them after they grow up and start running the world.
Read more: http://ift.tt/2r1SQB5
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