#the deep spiral damien went down after dan died…lord

[kaitaiga]

thinking about Damien and Daniel again n crying

their stupid matching stick-and-poke tattoos they got when they were drunk

their silly tiktok account they ran where they posted literally anything and everything prior to army life (+ Dan’s constant wheezing over damo doing stupid shit) hell they probably even had a small YouTube channel they made when they were 12

the times dan had to carry damien back to his apartment when he got blackout drunk and took care of him, scolding him just like his Indonesian mother

dan who somehow knew all of the answers to damo’s questions and problems as well as getting Damo’s life back on track

the time damien helped set up dan’s entire marriage proposal spot to his girlfriend. he was probably more excited than daniel himself. he was even set to be best man but that day never came

and so on

this makes me wanna write about them in a fic again😔