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kaitaiga · 7 months

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thinking about Damien and Daniel again n crying

their stupid matching stick-and-poke tattoos they got when they were drunk

their silly tiktok account they ran where they posted literally anything and everything prior to army life (+ Dan’s constant wheezing over damo doing stupid shit) hell they probably even had a small YouTube channel they made when they were 12

the times dan had to carry damien back to his apartment when he got blackout drunk and took care of him, scolding him just like his Indonesian mother

dan who somehow knew all of the answers to damo’s questions and problems as well as getting Damo’s life back on track

the time damien helped set up dan’s entire marriage proposal spot to his girlfriend. he was probably more excited than daniel himself. he was even set to be best man but that day never came

and so on

this makes me wanna write about them in a fic again😔

#the deep spiral damien went down after dan died…lord #he was lucky to have Aly and sparrow as good friends then #he locked himself away in his apartment for months like even Lachlan was like holy shit man #was almost discharged #but Aly and Hannah were like NUH UH UR COMIN WITH US #I have many wips of them on my blog #damien whitlock #daniel greenhill

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solarwynd · 1 month

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I don't mean this in any serious kind of way because I think making too many assumptions from 1 photo is dumb but still I swear Jimin works too hard no matter where he is because in the artillery group pic, why is he again the only one who's dressed up 😮‍💨 Mans always busy....

🤷🏾‍♀️ it’s just how he is.

#cannot imagine attending somebody’s discharge party knowing I still got almost a year left on the clock

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claudiaeparvier · 3 months

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I have never liked hospitals but man I really don’t like hospitals when I’m the patient…..

#almost passed out from heat exhaustion on my way to work (i’m okay 🫶🏽)#and i’ve been at the hospital for maybe 3 hours #they’re about to discharge me but this was not fun #one new thing i learned is i am not fond of IVs. in fact i hate them #apparently i have small veins (whatever that means) and it’s hard to find them with a needle

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lemonbubble · 5 months

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anyway, if anyone was wondering, i was in hospital for diabetes (type 1?? somehow??). had a severe case of diabetic ketoacidosis, which is potentially deadly. and like. now i have diabetes i guess.

fucking sucks. i have to do injections and shit just all the fucking time now.

but yeah that's been the thing i've been hospital about

#daily medical history update ✌️✌️#been in the discharge zone for almost 4 hours now. no indication of how much longer this will take

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mystacoceti · 8 days

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just using a second languag has a pleasant mundanity sometimes. I was fixing a machine this evening and the guy who was there with me only speaks Spanish. Nothing big, and yet it's fun to have "todavía tienes la pata de chivo?" come rolling off the tip of your tongue

#''La barra?''#''No dices pata de chivo?''#''Pues algas personas dicen pata de chivo. Algas barra''#so look up a positive discharge bucket elevator (it'll look like a _/¯ shape with plastic buckets)#now imagine- if you will join me on this mental voyage to a land of almost unspeakable torment and sisyphean struggle-#the elevator breaking and jamming thirty of those plastic buckets tightly packed into the low _ part of the elevator #and also the chain broke

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kingcunny · 1 year

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viserys took some college classes but never got his degree because he was too overwhelmed to pick a major. then got too sick to go back to school.

daemon never went to college cause that shits for nerds

#wait daemon joined the military straight out of highschool l #got almost immediately discharged #viserys i targaryen #daemon targaryen #my posts

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bluesundaymorn · 11 months

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“That’s not normal you should see a doctor about that” maybe I would if most doctors weren’t just cops with a medical license

#idk how to explain to the ableds that doctors. do. not. care.#I have almost died due to medical negligence already before.#they gaslight the fuck out of you and if you dare to stand up for yourself you’re immediately discharged for aggression or wha #whatever other bullshit excuse they can use #I’m supposed to get blood tests every like six weeks I don’t think I’ve had one in two years #they. do. not. care !!!!!#especially about queer people !!!!!

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senseiwu · 2 months

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maybe a bit tmi but. I need to Scream.

#i almost dont know whats worse #if this just random bleeding or if it IS my period #but. period doesnt make much sense because i have had my tablets every day. i shouldnt be getting it.#random bleeding... is kinda scary. given all the weird discharge ive been having lately. and the. everything else going on in my body.#the chest pain. the back pain. the weird skin on my fingers.#...did misako know i needed comfort. she just walekd up to me and headbutted me. baby.#but like.#this is either a bunch of coincidences.#or there is something Wrong.#and its freaking terrifying because #my mum was only about 3 years older than me when she got diagnosed with leukaemia.#and. there is a LOT. of cancer. in my family.#so i kind of feel like im bound to get it too at some point #and. what if this is it.#i know my doctor said if the chest pain was from cancer it would be worse by now but.#that doesnt mean NOTHING is wrong #and now #this #i hate periods but i kind of hope its just that #even if it means the next few days will be hell #...actually. getting a period is kinda odd too. because. im on the pill. which stops it.#and ive taken it every day. the pharmacy only gives me the active ones.#i think i may have had it a bit late the other day or yesterday? maybe?#please let that be it . please.#ignore me #vent #period mention #YAY now i have to try and sleep with THIS on my mind !! :)))))#save me mark bob and wade playlist. save me.

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sassmill · 9 months

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Ooh a hands-going-numb anxiety attack we haven’t done one of those in a minute

#was supposed to be going on a little office outing this evening #but there is a massive snowstorm approaching and it may or may not hit exactly when I need to be driving #and it’s a 50 mile drive #I almost died in 2019 driving in a snowstorm and the idea of getting in my car right now is making me shake #and this anxiety seems quite rational given how recklessly people in my area drive in inclement weather #so I think I’m backing out #in 2019 the snow wasn’t supposed to be that bad #and then I ended up stranded in the emergency room lobby for three hours after being discharged #because the snow was so bad that nobody would drive us anywhere #not Uber not Lyft not any cab service #we even called the non-emergency police line and they wouldn’t drive in it either #and this forecast is triggering me to an extreme degree #PTSD is so quirky and fun I love that my weather app is making me hyperventilate

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pussyslaycatboy · 1 year

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me when im laying here in actual fucking agony because my extraction site hurts so bad (got my wisdom teeth removed. almost a week ago.) and im like hmmmm I don't think this is normal :|

#gross tw #i called the dentist yesterday bc its been like. consistently leaking yellow discharge #and she was like umm dont worry about it call back next week if it worsens #like girlie i think its infected hello?#i dont think i can take another week of this ive been waking up in Actual Agony every morning and im almost out of painkillers #pain and suffering

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mintytrifecta · 10 months

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I've been thinking so hard about TLEs and strange weather phenomenon and combining it with my ninjago brainrot I'm thinking so hard about Jay's lightning and everything he could potentially do with it

#So like. Red lightning right #Red sprites as they're also called #They're a discharge caused by powerful bolts in thunderstorms that shoot SUPER high up in the atmosphere and are usually HUGE #And I personally believe that Jay works with a really low voltage on purpose cause if he used a regular lightning bolts voltage like-#-half the people he fights would be dead fjdjdjsj #But just imagine him going batshit and releasing a legit superbolt #Or like a huge anvil lightning strike #And seeing above him this huge mass of red lightning that almost looks like tendrils #And when it's gone a green flash stays behind #Or like an ELVE shot #IMAGINE HIM SOMEHOW MAKING A BLUE JET DUDE OUGH #Supercharges the atmosphere and makes st. Elmo's fire #I MEAN HELL EVEN AURORAS ARE ELECTRIC CAN YOU IMAGINE IF JAY CAN PRODUCE AURORAS #Souped up on power can he like sense the electricity inside people can you imagine if he can #Wacky #Guys I have so many thoughts fjskskfkkd #Jay walker your elemental power has so much potential please let yourself be epic with it #To me he uses a lot of focus and control to intentionally lower the power of his lightning strikes like yeah hes freaking out constantly but #There's control there. There's focus. Even if it's not the situation his power he can control and he has to or else people could get hurt #Number one believer in jay being an actually really powerful ninja but he intentionally doesn't use the full extent of his power

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spaceratprodigy · 11 months

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it's so wild to think that probably is the best thing that came out of that year for me too

#it was just nonstop being pushed to the ground and beaten #so many people I care about just kept getting hurt. dying. or nearly dying that year #and bf was there for me through every single one until he was one of those people #and I was in such a bad way but refusing to leave his side #mans had 4 broken limbs and almost lost his life and all he could talk about was wanting to get better for me #I love him I love him so much more than anything in the world #after he was discharged from all of the facilities I spent most of my time by his side and helping keep his wounds and bandages clean #it's quite silly to think about this was the time he was like hey I think you should play this you need to relax and take care of yourself #insert him introducing me to tow and regretting it ever since haha #I'm only half kidding he absolutely adores how much I fell in love with it #and seeing me become that passionate abt something for the first time in years #but honestly I think he just loved seeing me be happy after weeks/months of me being too worried sick to take care of myself #idk sorry for rambling I'm just in a sleep deprived emotional headspace today #I'll prob delete this later I just wanted to talk to the void

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genderdog · 1 year

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how do therapists typically react when you say you think you have something

#ive only done that twice with two separate therapists one was like yeah that’d make sense (about autism) but i had to stop seeing her #+ she wasn’t very good #and the other time the therapist was even worse and she kept trying to tell me what im almost positive is ocd was just ptsd #i have both but like the thing she was talking about had nothing to do with my trauma and was entirely based on intrusive thoughts #and also involved compulsions so like.#she generally sucked also she was like 40 minutes late once and then when she showed up (into the telehealth thing) she was driving #but yeah i want to talk to my current therapist about both my ocd and dissociation problems but im scared to flat out say that #also concerned she will equate my ocd to ptsd as well bc some of it is connected but still is different #like i have ruminations that are vaguely connected to my trauma that i might not have otherwise but they’re still ocd im pretty sure #also i was kinda supposed to be diagnosed with it ? i took a test thing but i kept telling the psych that i didn’t have it so i think he #abandoned the idea. and then i was discharged and it was just dropped #idk why im saying all of this im in a weird mood #vent #kinda???#not really but to be safe #but yeah i feel like it could be seen as trying to do the therapists work for them which i don’t want to do

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nightlynymph · 1 year

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#i'm back home after one of the worst nights of my life #my cat fell from the kitchen window #i live on the 4th floor #i was locked in my room for like an hour #only then i realised he's gone and this was at midnight #after that i walked the whole neighbourhood twice yelling after him #i looked everywhere in the house and everywhere in the parking lot and behind and around every block and he was nowhere #i came back upstairs and i cried for some good 30-45 minutes harder than i ever cried in my life #i almost gave up for the night when i decided to drag myself out of bed and roam the neighbourhood again at 3am #i was kind of numb at this point and i was in no hurry #which is why i decided the best course of action is to check under every car touroughly #and that's when i found him #just several steps from where he probably fell but he was so so so scared he wouldn't move at all #his face was obviously bleeding a lot but i didn't know much else #i somehow managed in the end to grab him from under the car and i ran to the emergency vet #its 5am now and im back home and i was told he will be ready to be discharged this morning until noon #which is amazing #im so happy that internally he is alright #he cannot walk without dragging himself so his paws need some casts #and his face was a bit dislodged and im afraid it might stay like that but otherwise he is ok and he is safe and i found him #which is all that matters #the guilt i feel right now made me self destructive for the first time in years #i will cat proof every inch of the apartment #i rambled a lot im sorry #had to get it out

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tipsywench · 2 years

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I was avoiding homework by googling shit about bela lugosi's military experience and read that the army and campaign he fought in saw a 50% casualty rate.

fifty fucking percent.

I can't even think of any american civil war battle that was that much of a bloodbath.

one website said:

During the battle, the future king of the vampires would later recall to a love interest, he found himself trapped “beneath a mound of corpses.” Strangely, being buried alive was a not uncommon experience for soldiers of the Great War. Exploding shells often caused trenches to collapse or dugouts to cave in leaving victims entombed alive.

#i tried to google civil war casualty rates and gettysburg was like 38%#'being buried alive was a not uncommon experience' holy shit what #I think he fought for almost 2 yrs was wounded like 3 times then discharged due to a mental breakdown #some sites claim he faked the breakdown but I mean it fucking doesnt sound like much faking wouldve been needed after all that #that just sounds very like sherman's 'of course i didnt have a breakdown' denial bc they didnt understand PTSD

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scalpelsister · 1 year

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i start intensive outpatient therapy on tuesday and i could not be more upset lmao. i know its going to be good for me overall but i cant think of something i want to do less than that sjshdhdh. ALSO it runs all the way up until my birthday with my birthday being my last day (unless i get discharged early) which is just.... no good.

#its 3 hours a day 4x a week #for four weeks #😭#im going to krill myself fr i dont wanna goooooo #what do you mean i have to go sit with strangers almost every day and leave my house.....#the intake nurse also said a lot of shit about my psychosis that makes me nervous #like implying that bpd cant cause psychosis and that their program usually prohibits ppl w psychosis #and mentioned that if i show any symptoms of psychosis she couldnt ethically allow me to be around the group????#so id either be discharged or warded against my consent depending on symptoms #and she kept. mentioning that if i showed ANY SIGNS she would ward me or kick me out like #made comments to that degree like 3 times #where im like 🤨#maam let me be insane. let me cook please my psychotic nature is the least of my issues sjshdhdhd #anyways im not a happy camper about this but.#on a positive note my friends got a minecraft realm thanks to our one friend being VERY GENEROUS and buying us one??!#and so ive spent like. many days now just playing minecraft with everyone on vc for hours and its so funnnnn #no therapy just minecraft 😠#my post

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