#the sweating. the chills. the nausea. the unbelievable burden of knowing that there is no avoiding this. the weight of crippling fear | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sad-trash-hobo · 3 months ago

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How do I explain to people in a respectful way that the overwhelming anxiety and fear I feel going into a math test is something I can only equate with what a World War 2 soldier must have felt seeing the nazis getting closer

#the sweating. the chills. the nausea. the unbelievable burden of knowing that there is no avoiding this. the weight of crippling fear #math #i hope i get those two nerds who commented on my last math post. i never thought I'd reach that side of tumblr. also didn't know it existed #pre algebra #the way i can be calm before the test starts and then once it starts my body goes into overdrive as if someone has a gun to my head #my brain should be studied #how is it possible for me to know how to do things and then become so stressed. i no longer know how to do things #fractions? i don't know her. accept i do because I've literally been practicing them all week #i got up during the test cause i thought i was gonna throw up and ended up googling how to reduce fractions cause i forgot how #id also like to point out. i knew how to reduce fractions going into the test. it's just once the test started that i didn't know how #i failed the test and sat in my car for 20 minutes crying before going to my next class and forced to listen to poetry for an hour #i don't even think you really know what a bad day is #i am past my limit #school

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