#the tldr is longer than the post IM SRRY .

[koujakuzure]

srry for rambling on here more than i post art dhfksbd

its like i wasnt on for MONTHS and then randomly decide to pop back up to spam ur tl on occasion fjfkf IM SORRY FJGKDN

since a lot of ya prolly followed me for art, i post ALL my art on my instagram, but atm i'm only posting fandom art on here :'D i used to post evrything here too but dhfkdj idk i just get insecure sometimes when my art doesnt get a certain amount of notes compared to my follower count, if that makes sense dhfkd

LIKE, even on instagram, whenever my art gets less than the average amount of likes i usually get, especially compared to my follower count on there, i just get insecure af in my art RIP

it's like, when u work harder and longer on a piece than usual but it ends up getting even LESS feedback than a dumb doodle u only spent an hour on a few days before gjdkdbd it's a bit discouraging, especially when im constantly stressing over tryna push myself harder evry day to IMPROVE and just do BETTER so that my art CAN be more appealing to my audience so it's like sfkdjfhd RIP i honestly don't enjoy drawing as much as i used to anymore cuz, rather than a fun passtime, it feels more like a competition or smthin dhfjdDHFKD IDK. idk how to explain it but

yeah sorry for rambling again RIP TLDR - sorry for spamming yall's tls with my rambles and shitposts rather than my art like y'all prolly followed me for dhfkdj