#their banter overall was one of my favorite things abt this quest

[po-cky-o-o]

Some of my thoughts while going through the Scara quest ✨

“Keep your pretty eyes open”

Oh? So you admit you find her eyes pretty mister wanderer??

Oooo so now we have confirmed that Scara does know abt Lumi not being from Teyvat and he has looked into her

Also celebrity Lumine is real you guys. I bet there are a bunch of Lumi stans running loose around Teyvat XD

He’s so desperate 😭😭

Just say you wanna be her (boy)friend and go

ASHZAHAHSHHSHS$&$&@$!&&!

Can’t believe they jumped straight into the hand holding 🫣

Oh cool, so they can still use that bond whenever they touch each other

(This gives me so many fic ideas, I’m about to lose it)

Let me tell you I was SHOOK when I saw this new version of Scara, but I couldn’t stop laughing at this scene

The way Lumi is just staring at him like “hun, you have no idea”, while Scara is doing the puppy eyes XD

Scara thinks he is only worthy as long as he is useful

I think Lumi can also relate to that, since she is always running around helping everyone else

I hope together they can learn they don’t have to be useful to be worth of love

[quackitiddies]

PJO, HOO & TOA SPOILERS! AND TW FOR MENTIONS OF SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND DEPRESSION

So this year I started to read Percy Jackson and I'm gonna go on a little rant here, more specifically a Nico rant.

So Nico, I love him he is easily my favorite character in the whole PJO universe, I relate to him a lot but I have some issues with the plot or the events.

NICO'S OUTING.

As someone who had issues coming to terms with her sexuality and even hating myself for being who I am (and I still have to work with it) the whole thing were Cupid outed Nico just felt awful to me, "Tell him, Nico Di Angelo. Cupid said. Tell him you are a coward, afraid of yourself and your feelings" -House of Hades I literally cried during this part, I felt anxious just reading how Nico was forced to face his feelings and even say them OUT LOUD, I'm a closed off person like Nico I have a hard time talking about my feelings especially if they are bad feelings I hate being vulnerable, then after years of not knowing who I was I came to the realization that I was definitely not straight and it hit me like a fucking truck. I hated myself for it, sure I never had an issue with the LGBTQ+ community, but I'm a Latina who was raised in a Christian household, I was the daughter with a promising future, my parents have high expectations for me, and I've always tried to be this perfect daughter so when I came to terms that I am bi I realized that this perfect future my family envisioned for me crumbled. I hated myself for not being "the perfect daughter" anymore, my religious guilt made me feel even worse. This year was the worst year for my mental health, I started to have suicidal thoughts and overall I'm not having a good time, I took these books as escapism and when I read the Cupid scene I realized I was reflecting myself in Nico and found comfort in him. I've come out just to my two closest friends, and the idea of Nico not only being outed, he wasn't even in terms with his feelings, but also in front of someone who he didn't trust (or at least to that extent) terrified me. And later it wasn't addressed, I just think something as big and as traumatizing as that should be addressed and talked about.

NICO'S TRAUMA.

So you're telling me that a 14 year old boy, who was born in the 1930's and is gay, lost his sister when he was only 12, was avoided for being Hades's son, took care of himself since he was 12, went through Tartarus alone, was kidnapped and kept in a bronze jar with no idea if his friends were going to rescue him, was horribly outed, suffers from depression, almost vanished for shadow traveling so much, could do nothing to stop a teenager from killing himself, and felt the moment his kinda friend, Leo, died did not received the help of a professional? Since camp half-blood is a safe space for the demigods and said demigods go on dangerous death threatening quests and most of the time come from neglecting/abusive and overall not safe households or environments you'd think that they'd have at least ONE professional adult psychologist/psychiatrist to help them.

During HOO, specially House of Hades and Blood of Olympus, I had a recurring thought "When is Nico gonna break down?" after all that trauma it would be normal for Nico to have a meltdown and then he would grow from it, he could start to heal but it never came.

SOLANGELO.

Listen I'm currently reading The Hidden Oracle, and I like solangelo. Tbh I knew about it before I started to read Trials of Apollo so I when I started reading it I did not expected it to come so fast. I read their interactions during Blood Of Olympus and I liked their banter, I thought "I'd love to see more of their relationship" and when I found out they were a couple I was excited to see their journey but they were alredy in a established relationship in The Hidden Oracle and ngl I was kinda dissapointed bc I wanted to see Nico's journey of accepting who he was, him developing a healthy friendship with Will, the realization of his crush on the Apollo son, and then the confession.

PERCY AND NICO'S RELATIONSHIP

I haven't seen anyone talk abt this, but maybe someone has, so here, I want to see more of Percy's and Nico's relationship after the confession. this is just my wishful mind talking but I want to see how their relationship go from "how do I interact with you?" to friends, Percy being the sassy endearing person he is, and Nico being so done with him but also keeping him around cuz okay maybe the dude is funny and a good person and friend.

That's all i could think at the moment but there's probably more. This are merely my opinions, if you want to point out more things or correct me please do it!