#thepain

[cooldojobro]

Check out this awesome 'Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater' design on @TeePublic!

[uchazero]

Self Appreciation...

[jenniferurdang]

The News #spectacle #facination #watch #thepeopleschannel #demise #cantlookaway #storyofdetails #downfall #lovetowatch #thepain #eatyoualive #howdoyoufeel #nowthatstv #losingeverything #publichumiliation #bloodthirsty #darkart #macabreart #darkartandcraft #darkbeauty #darkartistries #darkartsociety #darkartistssubmission #deathart #dibujo #calaveras #terriblenews #wewantmore #sojuicy (at Brookings, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgsVry5vi7m/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[thechasefiles]

I just hit my knee so hard I swear the biscuit in it brek! The pain fry my brain!! Lawd uh mercy! Wunna ever hit wunna knee, elbow or head & can’t figure out how it happen? Gud lawdddd @thechasefiles #thepain #cantfigureouthow #clumsy #kneecap #biscuit #mekmuhheadspin #mekmuhseestars #crashdummy https://www.instagram.com/p/CfsVWnONgOdz-Bwf_FFyQaqMg7RTtdY8NI7Azk0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jerrsterrr]

foaming at the mouth tryna not loredump on oc lore save me toyhouse

toyhouse save me

[33-001]

Had a cramp in my leg so hard that I woke up yelling curses an hour ago and my leg still hurts and I cant sleep

And worst of all I'm bored

[nightfallsystem]

tw stupid vent in tags tw self harm

[swuid]

Steady racking up this hotel’s water bill

[larkinginthedark]

godddit hurts

[lordgoopy]

slowly figuring out how to pop my knees out on command. for fun

[oujibaka]

I needto put away my laundry but yhe pain is endless

[lisarpgheadcanons]

stop 'head-canoning' berny to have a sexy american man voice! he talks like a british man on xbox live. i consulted miss lisa 'thepainful' rpg from lisarpgheadcanons herself. evidence below

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[peppermintstarsonamintyway]

Finally something cute about Grape Ade and Butter roll

Grape Ade tends to have a lot of back pain from carrying heavy stuff sometimes, and because of an injure there she had in the past.

And Butter roll has really REALLY fucking soft and talented hands, soooo...

He gives her massages sometimes to ease thepain. And this is before they qre dating, so they act calm about it on the outside but in the inside they are squealing like schoolgirls.

Awwwhhhh- these two being cute gives me life <3

[kusundei]

icfucking hate you holy shit. im going to lose my mind

nk bcuz god forbid i am ever remotely upset,??? god forbid yoy yell at me every single day. lash me. critique me. find somethint always even when i am trying my hardest to appease tou and i hahe been doing this for years. i tell myself nooo sam. noo dont do it its not worth it. anger is temporary and you are not your mother. anger is never ever justified but gd fuckinf damn it. i cant with you seriously. NO BCUZ IM SORRY I “BLAMED” YOU. i amjust upset. always. you make me so upset. because i dont fucking getit??? you lie. you give me hope. make me think of maybe youll spare me. maybe ill be okay and then you take it back and i can never fuckinf trust yoy and yoy patronize me. over and over and over and i will never make it out of this hell. no bcuz i have a car for what?,? IM SORRY THE BATTERY DIED? IM SORRY I MADE JT SEEM LIKE I WAS BLAMING YOU BCUZ ICWAS UPDET THAT YOU KEEP SAYING I HAVE NO MOTIVATION? god forbid yoy dont see me. yoy dont even ficking see me or acknowledge me till i have messed yp. its so annoying because you act like i an not looking for a job. like this isjt so hard for no fucking reason that i dont want to drive. me driving is the only reason i qant that job.

god forbid i will never repair my relatiknsgip with you. there is an invisible barrier that will always prevent me from being with you and i cannot make jt. HAVING GONE THROUGH THE FACEBOOK WITH AJAX MADE ME SO. saddened. despite the fact i enjoyed mocking myself all the photos made me so sad because i put up with it for so long in order to HAVE a mother. fo have a relatinship with you ajd i always gave you the benefit of the foubt. god forbid i acknowledge thepain i put you through but you will neher acknowledge what youve done to me. lord forbid you will never take yoyr side of the blane for the reason we r like this. make a new family and ignore your old one. have a good relationship with liam and do not put him through whag i deal with because clearly yoy do not desire to ever repair what we had. “the phone works both ways” yet i have prevented mtself from condemning you over and over and over and i silence mtself . to be with you . god forbid you ever do the same? that you will ever be pkay with me????

goodness i do not care yoy r pregnant. it does not relinquish you or justify the shit you do. youve been doing this my whole life i just wished thag matbe in the past 16 yrs you would open ur eyes and acknowledge even a little bit of it. JUST GOD. god. sell mt fucking car. just do it. im never making it out. yoy said it yourself. “i do not want you to drive” then so be it. “what do you plan to do with your life?” so much. i planned so much but i always have to take it back and rethink it through because shit will neger work put for me. “you have no motivation, are you even looking for a job? if you really wanted to drive so bad you couldve at least put some initiative into it” God forbid i ever put effort into things j do. yoy forced my hand?? forced me to rush?? just to take away the only motivation i had?????? and you do it over and over and over and i keep mindlessly believing toy sometimes. god how i keep getting my hopes up with you to be shut down over and over again . i NEED. this job. i NEED. to drive. i have motivation yoy just dont see it because you do not see me. you act all high and mighty like you know eberything about me and youre “always listening” yet you dont even know what classes i am taking? you had no idea who ajax was and had no idea i broke yp w jd till months after. you have no idea i heard yoy and jonathan that night and how badly it hurt me and ruined everything. you have no idea who i am. you do not understand me and my actions and in afraid you never truly will . god i appreciate it more when you just leave me. id rather yoy know nothing than act like you do cuz thags the worst fucking part??? you act lkke you know me sowell but yoy know nothinf at all???? its sickening. god forbid i will ever stand up for mtself and explain my actions but no yoy will never listen to me regardless. im jist. so. god . sell the damn car. fuck me over. ruin my life and the only motivation i hold because im apparently not doing enough. god forbid a job doesnt just appear out of nowhere. fod forbid i try my best all the time to be met with disappointment and ridicule over and over and you have never once. told me you were proud of me. god forbid i achieve something and it is “just expected”. you are my MOTHER. couldnt you at least act like you love me like you should???? that you support me??? tell me its okay. that im trying my best. at least try to understand me and dont condemn me lver and over when all ive done js try . and i am tetinf and god in sorry its just not good enough ever???

youve stopped now. asked me about ajax to try and lift my spirits but god. i will. never. recover. i will never make it out i will never be okay with you. youve ruined me pver and over. you are the biggest road block in my life. im just so tired . why do i even try to remain motivated like this ????? i just want it to end. give me that independence you speak so much of. allow me. spare me. because god forbid i cant take it anymore