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train-inthedistance · 10 months

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U still around..? Miss ur blog. Hope ur OK.

aaaa i can't believe im being missed :'o <3 im so sorry im not online as much anymore, i miss you guys too :( im more or less ok though, ive just noticed that my visiting of this website has been pretty compulsive when im not doing too well tbh, and ive recently decided i need to get out of this ditch that ive been in for the past idk 10 years or so for real and that it requires energy and mental capacity etc that i don't even really have in the first place so ive deleted the app from my phone and only check my account every now and then :'( i hope i'll be more active in the future though.... pls never hesitate to shoot me a msg if you feel like it, as i said, im still online every now and then just to check what's happening lol

lots of love, hope youre doing ok too<3333333

#ive literally lost touch to every meme and international internet discourse reference in the span of 2 months or so i feel so old lol #but yeah no idk im still dating r and it's a lot of work but really really nice and healthy and it actually made me look into #therapy which is super demanding atm as well but really ive been normalising a status quo that was really not good for me #and like ive turned 27 last month....ive been struggling with undiagnosed and unmedicated depression + anxiety for the bigger half of my #life ive had a huge breakdown in september where i felt like i put every last bit on the line and i realised that i cannot keep sabotaging #the people around me that i love + care for (and myself too) so yeah im trying to be more healthy atm and nicer to myself and thus to other #and i felt like while i owe A LOT to this community and this app it's been eating every deeper thought that i have recently #i guess my brain is too prone to addiction lol but i just cant afford that rn #but catch me on here in a few months i guess ghsdfjgskjdsgf #me #ask #anon

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