#there are so many fuckingg tags

[usercelestial]

can't stop thinking about characters who are dogs. like characters who bark and growl. who bite the hands that feed them and that get mean when they're nervous like bad dogs, who can't help gnawing at a good thing until it bleeds. characters who are loyal and possessive and protective but reckless and feral and rabid. characters who wanna sit at the feet of their owners and characters that can't stop losing. characters who are kicked like strays and put in cages. characters who are muzzled and loud and obedient and mean. characters who are just foaming at the mouth for love and attention, characters who are hungry and savage. characters who are just. dogs.

[soft-spooks]

I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love! <3

[kingxfmischief]

i legitimately cannot ddo this

ive had that fb account since 2009

i cant ose all the pictures on there, all the groups im in, everyone on my fucking friends list, everything ive fucking saved, all the pages ive liked

i cant fucking just lose all of that in an sntant, not even being fucking told why my account is disabled

i legitimately do not know what to do

i was starving and about to eat when it happened, now my food is just sistting there getting cold as i sob, feeling like im going to vomit from this

cant put anything on the tv why bother when i cant pay attention to hit because ive been sobbing for half a fucking hour

i dont know what to do i requested a review but everyone fucking knows what facebook is like, my account is as good as gone

clicking “download your information” does nothing, everything would be gone if they dont reverse it and i

i cannot handle that

i was already menatlly fucked today, while i was out drivin, but i was sitting down and opening tabs on my phone abouot somme of the things bothering me today and then this

i cant

i cangt do it

i honestly cant lose this fucking fb page

and i know imm gognna get anon hate for it because “oh its just fb”

its not

i have all these fb only friends

i use messenger solely to communicate to some fucking people

i have so many saved items that i needed to go through including things that could actuall fucking help mee

all the pictures im tagged in, from all the way back in fucking high school

i cant jsut lose all of this and i dont know what im gonna do if they permanently disable my account

give me a 30 day ban i dont fucking care right now id fucking do anything to get my account restroed sitting here begging and pleading with the gods jsut to get this account back up because in the absolute fucking hell that has been the last year and a half, i  cannot handle this 

fuckign

“ We're always looking out for the security of people on Facebook, so while your posts and comments are reviewed you can't use Facebook. “

thats why you fuckingg leave up actual abusiver and vioelnt content and take people down for saying “men are trash”

ii honestly dodnt know what to do guys i legitimately just want to curl up in a ball and die right now. i want to fall asleep right now and not wake up. and i dont fucking care how god damn stupid i sound saying that because i dont know what else to fucking do i cant just fucking lose everything. 

and whenever i clik on “view community standards” on the page it gives e, it takes me directly to the “regulated goods” section and idk if thats fb being fuckineg stupid or if its trying to say thats why my account is disabled

which if its the latter, thats fucking stupid as hell because ive never fucking broken one of those rules. not a single fgod damn thing on that page is anything ive done. nothign. ubut i dont even know if thats it because they wont fucking tell me

[ankhisms]

several people tagged me to do this hi thank u ily 💛

last song i listened to: blue moon by kim jong wan... goes crazy

last movie i watched: i genuinely cant remember i havent watched many movies recently ghfjt i have been wanting to give solaris a second chance because i think id appreciate it more now than when i was younger and ive been wanting to watch more of akira kurosawas films

currently reading: farwell my concubine by lillian lee which i just started.. i have so many books im wanting to read my reading list is literally like over 300 books i just downloaded an epub of nineteen ways of looking at wang wei which im excited to read. big fan of wang wei

currently watching: too many fuckingg things. i swear im going to finish tsomd i swear i swear i want to i will i just am like at the part of the show where its in a little bit of a slump and its hard to get myself back into. also working thru hikaru no go.. also still just reeling from finishing black sails in general

currently craving: suprisingly not craving any food rn but i want a good hug and to have my hair played with so bad i feel like when i actually get some physical affection its going to make me burst into tears

feel free to consider urself tagged by me!!

[theabandonedones]

Munday Tag

Tagged by: 100% Stolen

Rules: Answer the questions & tag followers you want to get to know better! Don’t answer anything you’re uncomfortable with, just strike it out.

Tagging: @frcmshadcws​/ @pridexjoy​, @oneshockyboi​, @krusniik02​, @goreburdened​, @cheshism​, @a-girl-named-angel​, @cleavcd​, and you, random citizen!

Basics:

Name or Alias: Kerri Luka Gender + Pronouns: Nonbinary + they/them Zodiac Sign: Capricorn  RP Experience: 8 or 9 years 

Favorite...

Movie: The Princess Bride  TV Show: Fruits Basket Book and/or Poem: Artemis Fowl /  Blythe Baird’s "Guilt Doesn't Live Here Anymore" Music Artist: It changes frequently, but an always favorite is MCR Color: Purple! I really like Lavender. Number: 13

Last...

Movie Watched: Just Mercy (very good, go see it) TV Show Watched: Charmed on CW Book Read: The Family: Diversity, Inequality and Social Change, which is a textbook for one of my sociology classes Thing Googled: Voice actor Zach Aguilar Song Listened To: Hymn by Kesha

Random:

Song stuck in head: Toss a Coin to your Witcher What I’m Wearing: HP lounge pants, tanktop, sweater  Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw Pokemon GO Team: Instinct Average Hours of Sleep: 6-8

Blog: 

When I Created This Blog: This one was a remake made on Fri, 26 Oct. 2018, but the old version of this blog was made on Thu, 23 Aug. 2012

Do I Get Asks Regularly: Not usually, but that’s alright, I love the ones I do get. 

Explain Your URL: This was the URL I originally used -- all of my original muses had been abandoned in some way, and I suppose that holds true - now it’s mostly a brand.

RPC / Fandom Misconception You Hate:  

Multimuses are all bad writers or lazy writers

Writing villains or bad people makes you a bad person (spoiler: it doesn’t) 

Give Some RPC Salt: 

The mentality of ‘trauma can just be brought up whenever uwu it’s not constant’ is so gross -- trauma is a constant. It’s there during the good moments too. It ruins dates, it mucks up school days, it’s not a plot device. 

Addicts = Villains is a bad troupe and should die. 

Disabilities or deformities are not disposable character traits that can be written out because it’s 'too hard to write’ or ‘doesn’t fit your aesthetic’, die mad

Give Some RPC Sugar: I follow so many beautiful OCs like y’all, y’all are so fuckingg good! @veiliisms​? @mcuntainbcrn​? AMAZING FUCK 

[transdekus-moved-blog]

I was tagged by @bakugun !!! I love these types of games but I'm too dumb to come up with my own questions and too shy to tag anybody else so I'm just gonna answer them hsshaks

1. What's your favorite animal?

Cats!!! I know that's kind of a boring pick but I love cats so fuckingg much....

2. Do you have a favorite food (sweet, savory, etc)?

I love love love sweet food, but not overwhelmingly sweet. Especially cake with little or no frosting ...👌👌👌👌👌👌

3. Do you remember the name of your favorite teacher? If so, what was it?

hdkahd yes but it's not a very common name like Smith or Jones or smth so I don't feel 100% comfortable putting it online. He was my high school physics teacher though and I loved his passion for science so much that I took astronomy in my next semester even though I didn't need any more credits.

4. Do you live in a different town than the one you were born in?

Yep!! I was born in new mexico and lived there until I was eight before moving to the east coast

5. Do you have siblings? How many?

I have one younger brother and one older brother. My older brother is also getting married in a month so add my older sister in law in there for good measure

6. Do you play an instrument? If so, what?

I played the trombone for five years but I haven't touched one in three, I started learning the piano but I haven't played in a while

7. What's your ideal career choice?

I want to be a pediatric prosthetist!!

8. If you could be any age, what would it be?

I honestly wish I could go back to when I was really young and learn healthy ways to cope back then instead of having to unlearn my unhealthy behaviors now

9. Have you ever played any sports? If so, what?

Ugh I played soccer solely because we're a soccer family and it was miserable. It was so boring to me

10. Who's your /least/ favorite character in anything?

Just abusive parents in anything make my blood fucking boil.

11. How many close friends do you have?

IRL, none really, I have a really hard time maintaining friendships across semesters for some reason. I'm not like, upset or lonely about it or anything. Online I'd say I'm friendly with a couple of people but there are only one or two that I'd say are really close friends

[ao3feed-coldflash]

Apodyopis

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2vmWCU8

by mthrfkrgdhrwego

Apodyopis- (n) The act of undressing someone with one's eyes

Words: 599, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 6 of Logolepsy- an obsession with words

Fandoms: The Flash (TV 2014)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Barry Allen, Leonard Snart

Relationships: Barry Allen/Leonard Snart

Additional Tags: Flirting, once again, thats all this is, theres a theme with my coldflash, Implied Sexual Content, i watched and rewatched the fuckin s&s scene so many times to get the details down, this is totally what was going through len's head during rogue air btw, Episode: s01e22 Rogue Air, also, @The Flash Writers, TELL ME WHAT WAS ON THE NOTE LEN WROTE YOU FUCKINGG COWARDS, it was probably gay as hell knowing went, they probably told him to write something down and he wrote like, 'give me head' or smth

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2vmWCU8

[sireseamus]

Do you have a fav fake chop fic? I'm new and haven't read any yet

I haven’t read many or really went searching but @the-cockbite-syndicate has some grade a fucking fake chop fics. It’s some top tier shit man. It’s got some NovaHD moments tho, so if ur not looking for that or into the ship, then maybe don’t read it.

I think it’s fuckingg fantastic tho.

Also, there may or may not be some in my fics by others or fake chop tag on my blog. I’m not sure tbh.