#there were small things in the azul/jamil convos that i forgot i put in for later | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

cerealmonster15 · 4 months

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i do love sneaking in side ships to fics where they arent the focus but also i think the only reason i have the cater/trey mention in this story was bc i needed a reason to prevent cater from giving silver and kalim more thought out advice kflsjdfklsjd i had to interrupt him and make him LEAVE!!!

#well. his advice wasnt exactly bad per se #i think my reasoning was like hmm cater might just try to talk them out of this actually #but i didnt want him to do that and i hadnt initially planned for them to talk to cater but that organically planned itself #when i was writing ch 2 so i was like FUCK how do i get out of this kflsdjfklsdj #my solution was bully cater about trey and make him desperately hastily end the convo #im sitting here taking notes from my own story like ok. where was my mind during this part again. sdjkfldsjkflj #there were small things in the azul/jamil convos that i forgot i put in for later #so im MAKING NOTES like bitch dont forget your own ideas #i do that a lot LOL sometimes i forget the initial point i had when i write a fic #bc it kinda runs off as i write and goes in another direction #like fun fact i THINK one of the main ideas if not the very initial one for the jamil/azul fake date fic i wrote #was i like. wanted to write a short convo of jamil being like 🤨 r u wearing cologne for this fake date. and azul being like 😳 um. maybe.#and like the dates looking like bugs in his food / the reason they were sitting in booths were all an excuse to set up that dialogue.#AND THEN I FORGOT THATS WHERE I WAS GOING W/IT LOL #sobs. o well LOL

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