#theres parts where she goes non verbal

[tomboyyyaoi]

autistic meryl is still my ride or die hc

[shemetan]

rapper hc part 1

hi guys!!! so i’ve had this idea in my head forever and just didn’t have anyone to share it with but i told hedy about it yesterday and she scammed me into creating tumblr acc and sharing it here lol but when i went to write it down i  realized that i have a lot more to share so it’s gonna be just the 1st part for now, which was the only thing i had in my mind originally but now i’m working on expanding it.

i have a lot of ideas from the songs and this is no exception. this time the inspiration was NF - an amazing rapper and song writer. his songs uncover so much trauma and the things he raps and sings about are so real for a lot of us that you can’t help relating to them. NF’s real name is Nathan which also played part in this idea. lyrics of the songs are what the hc is based on so please listen to the songs i mention and pay attention to the lyrics.

ok i don’t wanna waste more of your time bc the hc is big as it is so without further ado let’s dive into it. p.s. it’s the first time i do a thing like that so im sorry in advance for any inconsistencies or the general drama:)))

TW!! (everything is just mentioned, nothing too graphic) physical abuse, verbal/emotional abuse, alcohol, drinking, drug addiction, overdose, death from overdose, kidnapping, torture (beating, skin burning, cuts – all of it not descriptive), violence, breaking one’s own bones, putting bastards to prison. also NF’s lyrics got a lot of triggers and cover very serious issues so if you decide to listen to some more of his music be careful with that. some of the things mentioned in the songs i’ve used here: depression, grave digging, guns, blood (in a non-violent way).

neil’s story: he grew up in an abusive family. his father was drinking a lot and abused him physically and verbally saying that he was nothing and nobody and would not amount to anything in his life. he despised neil’s love for music and laughed at him. he also hit him more when he noticed anything related to neil’s passion (neil humming some melody or listening to music in his headphones or trying to create smth). his mother tried to protect him but she couldn’t do much bc of her drug addiction. she overdosed during his last year in hs and surprisingly left him some money. when Nathan found out about that he was enraged and beat the shit out of neil so he would give him that money. to run away from his father neil goes to university to study his passion – music. he’s always had some kind of knack for creating music and rapping and now he could explore it more and not be afraid of nathan. he tries to overcome his trauma and even makes some friends (the foxes).

during the freshman year andrew and neil spend a lot of time together. they find the reflections of their hurt in each other and they find understanding. they share some of their past and their traumas; their view of the world and their dreams. andrew feels like he is falling because he’s never met anyone like neil. slowly there are soft touches and furtive glances but neither is ready yet to cross that line.

neil seemingly gets better even though there are a lot of hard moments on the way. however at the end of his freshman year nathan finds him and he and his cronies kidnap and beat neil up for Mary’s money keeping him in the basement for several days. this money is all neil’s got to survive and build his life so he doesn’t say anything and thinks of the ways to run. im not good with making up torture techniques and nathan is not so imaginative here but they still leave neil with scars on his face, his torso and hands (mostly burns from cigarettes, iron, cuts from glass bottles). by the end of the third day neil is physically and morally exhausted so he gives up and transfers all the money to them (he’s got a little of it left on his other acc) and they drunk on their win leave him in the basement. he breaks his fingers to get out of the handcuffs and gets out through the small basement window and runs outside. not long after that he collapses from all the exhaustion and blood loss and someone notices him. they call the cops and the ambulance. after that nathan and his cronies are put into prison and neil is left with almost no money. he leaves the state and a year later with a lot of effort, practicing and self-advertising he successfully signs with a music label under the name N/A.

andrew’s story: tilda didn’t give him up but was a shitty mother (obv) with drug addiction. andrew and aaron’s parents were divorced and their father didn’t live with them but tried to be there when he could. andrew started creating music as an outlet bc tilda’s boyfriends were physically abusing him and he tried to protect aaron from that. he and aaron were close bc they only had each other but andrew still didn’t share his trauma with aaron trying to protect him from that hell. of course he was only a child and couldn’t always take aaron’s place in beating but most of it lay on him. while at hs they became a band with the help of nicky and performed with their songs were they could and tried to self-advertise and wymack (he’s the head of the music dep at uni and also one of the profs) noticed them and offered them partial scholarships. they had some money left after tilda’s overdose (they lived for some time with their father after her death) so they went to get actual education on music production (at this point I don’t care how plausible it sounds, just don’t think too much about it ok lol)

the story:

ok so nathaniel once went to uni with the foxes (is there such a major as music production and singing or smth?) but at the end of his freshman year he disappeared. he was not very sociable so no one really cared where’d he go except for the foxes with whom he became somewhat friends. 1-2 years later he pops up as a new young and very talented rapper named N/A and he’s got burn scars all over his face and hands which he doesn’t hide so very intriguing right??? nobody knows much about him and that his name stands for Neil Abram so they take it literally as ‘no data available’ or smth (hedy also proposed “not applicable”!). foxes are like WTF we know that guy!! and wymack is also like isn’t that nathaniel??

Andrew’s become a huge fan of neil’s music. only renee knows that andrew’s been listening to neil’s songs non stop bc he can relate so hard to them and they just hit him right where it hurts. at the end of their last year they have like a huge final concert or smth and wymack organizes it to be held in one of the palmetto clubs. at the same time neil is coming back to Palmetto bc he is nostalgic of the time he spent in the uni with the foxes and he wants to escape his real life for a moment. he wants to visit the city and reminisce and he believes that none of the foxes really remembers him bc he was a nobody. I know the plot is getting ridiculous but bear with me

so it’s the evening of the gig and the students perform their music (songs, instrumentals, as solos/duets/bands etc). andrew majorly produces rap songs at this point and he performs in duet with renee with their song (NF’s “Can you hold me”). everyone is like shit it was so good but then andrew performs his solo song (NF’s “How could you leave us”). aaron is standing there and is a fucking mess bc he never knew andrew was that affected by their past and their mother’s death bc he never showed it and didn’t ever want to talk about his issues. (be warned this is a heart-wrenching song and it fits fucking perfectly). after that andrew almost runs outside for a smoke, trying to light a cigarette with his shaking fingers and thats when he sees a strange all covered up figure in a black hoodie entering the club but also cautiously looking over their shoulder like they don’t want to be caught. andrew ever the protective one follows him but loses in the crowd of the low lit club. 10 mins later there is quiet and the figure goes on stage – obv its neil. “Intro III” starts playing.

andrew is in awe and he’s never heard this song before so it must be new. he also never saw neil perform live so he cant really move bc the performance is so powerful and magnetic. *neils sitting on one of the disconnected amplifiers in the dark and the music starts building up. At 2:00 of the song after the words “I mean, what are you, outta your mind? 'Cause both of us will be, come on, let's go outside!” he pulls off his hood, his movements are fierce and aggressive and he’s almost screaming in the mic. at words “You had me scared for a second, I thought we were diggin' my grave” theres his fathers smile, vicious, crazy and cruel – thats how he remembered it spending 3 days in that basement. (fyi in the song NF’s talking to his fear and they go back and forth).* 

andrew is mesmerized, the foxes are in shock, the whole crowd does not understand who that is but they watch with open mouths. the song ends and the crowd goes wild. that’s when neil starts talking.

“hello palmetto. this is a great concert you got and some of you guys are fucking talented. my name is neil and I used to go to PSU a long time ago so you prolly don’t know me but professor wymack out there let me come here on this stage and sing a couple of my songs for you. one of them is my old song, and another is new but they both tell my story and I hope you like’em”. 

people cheer and applaud and after a moment another song starts playing. its the one andrew knows (it’s Paralyzed). the atmosphere gets way calmer but everyone is just as hypnotized. during the chorus neil is standing under the dim lights, head turned up facing the ceiling, eyes closed, his scars are illuminated. he looks almost peaceful but there’s pain and apathy showing on his face and in his posture. the song ends and neil leaves the stage. andrew cant make his legs move but he has to meet neil (he just realized that neil’s shared his name with them and it wasn’t “nathaniel” and andrew’s got so many questions).

he forces himself to move and almost runs backstage. neil is already leaving but andrew stops him by grabbing him by his arm. they stand there looking at each other, andrew panting, his body shaking a little, neil wide-eyed.

“Andrew…” he whispers obviously surprised by seeing Andrew here.

“Nath- Neil.” suddenly Andrew cant ask a single question. he’s got so many that it feels like a waste of time to ask them one by one. Neil looks down at where Andrew is still grabbing his arm and Andrew lets go off him like its burnt him. “You are here” he lets out on the exhale like he still can’t believe it.

Neil averts his eyes and puts the hood of his sweater on his head so that the shadows obscure half of his face. “Yeah” he replies and after a few seconds follows with hesitant “How are you?” It is a stupid question, Andrew thinks but he answers nonetheless with simple fine. Neil holds his head low, and Andrew can’t help but wonder if Neil doesn’t wanna look him in the eyes after his disappearance so many years ago or if he simply doesn’t want to see Andrew’s face. Both options hurt him but he doesn’t have the heart to ask.

the end of part 1. come yell at me on twt or here hihi

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Life as a parent is lonely

Imagine waking up every morning when your alarm goes off. Sitting there for the 10 minutes until you have to wake up your kids for school. Getting them both ready for the day, dropping off your oldest child while the other one stays home with you because she's too young for school. You go out for a target trip, because let's be honest, you've turned into a target mom since having kids. You're walking around and find some great sales on clothes, diapers, toys, movies, books or whatever it may be and you grab your phone because you dont want anyone to miss out on the sales and that's when you realize...there isn't anyone for you to message or call. The emptiness in your stomach isn't from going without breakfast, it's the empty feeling where a friend should be to fill the void.

This is what it's like for me as a mom. Whether it's sales, memes, family drama, a TV show or book. It's a very lonely existence. You must be thinking to yourself, you're not lonely! You have your kids and husband there with you. No, no, no. You don't understand. It's a different kind of lonely, one that mothers and fathers might feel.

I'm surrounded all day long with noises of toys, disney movies, a 19 month old and a non verbal 3½ year old trying to communicate with me. About what they want to eat or drink or whenever my husband comes home and wants to talk about his day and asks about mine went. I just reply with "fine", or I'll tell him about something the kids did. But at the end of the day, it's about what the kids did, not me.

Having a friend as a mother would mean having someone to complain to. About your kids, husband, the weather (because let's be honest, the weather sucks sometimes) or just whatever. Now complaining doesn't sound all that great, but the point is there would be a healthy outlet for your thoughts. Not just bottled up all the time, nor would the complaining be one sided. Almost everyone has something they would like to get off their chest.

Having a friend as a mother would mean going out with your kids AND your friend; and her kids if she had them. Maybe even just you two. You'd Enjoy being out. Because if your friend has kids, that means your kids have friends. Let me tell you that I have gotten so many dirty looks from doctors, nurses and teachers whenever they ask me if my friends play with other children. Why? Because my response is no, I don't have friends with kids. It always makes me feel like a horrible mother because I don't have friends with children for my kids to play with and get that social interaction. A child friendly place is most of the time out of the question because they all cost money that we don't have.

Before you think to yourself "she isnt trying, shes just complaining." I have definitely tried. I'm in a lot of mom groups on facebook. I make posts about if theres anyone nearby that would like a playdate. There never is anyone close.

Whenever my youngest daughter was still little, I went to the grocery store. There was another mother there who had a daughter around the same age as mine. They were playing and laughing, So i thought to myself 'They'd be great friends. It would be good for her to have someone her age to play with.' We parted ways and I finished my grocery shopping. Before leaving the store, I went up to that lady and gave her my phone number. I told her theres a park by my house and I'd really like it if we could have a playdate.

This took a lot of courage for me. I have severe depression as well as anxiety. My heart was beating out of my chest. So I waited for her text to set up a date like she said. Days turned into weeks and weeks into months. I understand people have lifes and things happen. But I was disappointed, and my mental illness told me that's what I get for being optimistic about something.

At the end of the day, moms and dads like me are very lonely. We try to make those connections for the sake of our kids, and ourselves, But every single time they fall through.

It seems like everyone already has a best friend or enough friends. So I'm always ghosted by what I thought was a blooming friendship. It's hard to keep hope whenever things never quite work out.

So I'll keep waiting for someone to come along and I'll work hard at continuing to better myself. Because life is really lonely, and I'd like to share who I am and what I enjoy with someone and hope they can do the same.

"Only those that care about you can hear you when you're quiet."

*this was written around 2am before I fell asleep.*

[ainarosewood]

100 Random Character Development Questions Aina Rosewood

@gilrainmustang here ya go love and for anyone whos interested :)

This is gonna be a long post so answers beneath the cut

001. When is their birthday? 19th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon

002. Do they do anything to celebrate their birthday? Not really though the Twins and Tataru make sure something happpens

003. Does your character like coffee better, or tea? Tea

004. Do they prefer being alone or with others? Usually alone or with a group of close friends

005. Are they in good health? yes

006. What sense do they most rely on? Aina relies on her hearing the most

007. Is your character an optimist or a pessimist? Optimist for the most part

008. What is their favorite fairy tale? Alice in Wonderland

009. Do they believe in happy endings? Aina believes it can happen but she’s seen too much to assume it always will

010. Do they believe in love at first sight? Sort of more it can happen that way

011. How would your character court the person of their dreams? Shed...probably not most likely she’d hope they were to make the moves or she’d blurt everything at once in a jumble

012. What makes your character embarrassed? compliments and if someone calls her out on the nose twitch thing

013. Have they ever been bullied or teased? a little when she was very small till she saved a group of kids then well you know how the story goes in those cases

014. Detail one secret shame your character feels. she is absolutely ashamed of how she handled the situation with Livia sas Junius.  She hates that she  abandoned her normal course for vengeance she has been striving to make up for it ever since.

015. Are they most likely to fight with their fists or their tongue? Her tongue. Aina is very sharp witted and can have a tongue that cuts like a blade when she wants to

016. What is their choice of weapon? Red Mage rapier usually the Serpent Captains Small Sword

017. When does your character think that violence is justified or deserved? Depends on the situation she would prefer things to be solved non violently but she knows sometimes steel is the only answer some will recognize

018. Your character wakes up to find that war has been declared. What do they do?  Find the nearest allied group and see what help she can give would she be better suited as a healer or on the front line

019. If they could have a superpower, what would they choose? Empathy

020. What are their hobbies? Weaving, Reading, Writing stories

021. How do they display affection? Gentle kiss, hugs for those shes closest to soft words in an ar

022. What is the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen? The Nightsky over The Rak’tika Greatwood after the light was cleared

023. What do they consider beautiful in others physically? soft eyes warm smile though she does not judge by appearance alone

024. What do they consider ugly in others physically? cold eyes bulbous growths ect though again does not judge by appearance

025. What do they consider beautiful in others personality-wise? Kind gentle people who are also courageous

026. What do they consider ugly in others personality-wise? Cruel enjoying peoples suffering idolence

027. What is their idea of perfect happiness? Being with those she is closest to and spending time with them

028. What makes them laugh out loud? Jokes, Alisaies sarcastic remarks and gentle jabs at her brother

029. What sort of sense of humor does your character have? Quirky

030. Do they believe in the afterlife? sort of...shes really not sure if there is an actual “afterlife”

031. Are they superstitious about anything? Not really

032. Does your character believe in ghosts? She has seen to many who remain in this world not to

033. Do they keep their promises? yes

034. What’s their view of lying? Aina hates it a person is only as good as their word oath breakers are not well liked

035. What is the most important rule your character lives by? Giving a person a chance no matter how bad they are.  Everyone gets one.

036. How honorable is your character? For the most part she is what most would call honorable however she knows that strictly following a code of honor can get you killed so she weighs the situation

037. If your character saw someone drop a large sum of money and knew that they could probably take it without anyone noticing, what would they do? Return it to the person

038. What bad habits do they have? Bottling up all that bothers her until it literally flows out in a flood of emotions

039. What do they think is the worst thing that can be done to a person? Taking away their freedom

040. What is their obsession? Any information about the magical arts

041. Are they comfortable with technology? Aina despises magitek she awknowledges it has its uses but she hates it as a whole

042. What is their greatest achievement? In her mind saving both the First and the Source with Ardberts help (also helping him understand hes worth something)

043. What will they stand up for? the weak those who are being treated very badly by others

044. What disgusts them? people who enjoy hurting others

045. Does your character have any chronic medical conditions? no

046. How do they handle getting sick? She tries to hide it until she cant anymore then she finally lets people take care of her

047. What was the last medical problem your character had? Id say the overinundation of the Light was a big one

048. Do they have any allergies? no

049. How does your character feel about growing old? its enivetable but that doesnt mean you cant have fun along the way

050. How does your character feel about their own mortality? She is willing to give her life if necissary but its not her go to and she accepts that death is a part of life though she will fight tooth and nail to save everyone she can

051. If they knew they would die tomorrow, what would they do today? Stay close to those she loves spend as much time as she can with them.  If she needs to give her life for something she sees as important before she falls

052. What is your character’s worst flaw? The bottling up of her emotions

053. What is your character’s greatest strength? giving her all to help people

054. Does your character want power or authority of any kind? not really she will help if she needs to but she feels there are plenty who are better suited to lead

055. Is your character an introvert or an extrovert? kind of both depends on the situation

056. Has your character ever struck someone in anger? plenty of times she will deck a person if she feels theres a need

057. Has your character ever killed anyone? yes a few times usually in defense of others

058. What is your character’s idea of a perfect day? curling up with a book and listening to the rain fall outside

059. List several phrases your character is fond of uttering. Where did they pick them up? “You alright?” she has been healer for too long not to ask that “For those we have lost, for those we may yet save,” she got this from Minifilia it feels like the literal mantra that driven her to do all that she does. “By Light and Shadow!” she got that from Ardbert.

060. What is your character’s attitude toward education and learning? She sees it as very important and strives to continue her own while at the same time encouraging others to do so as well

061. Does your character prefer adventure or safety and security? Adventure she enjoys a challenge

062. What sort of legacy does your character wish to leave behind? A better world where all are considered equal beings both Spoken and Beast Tribe

063. How well does your character handle difficult people? Well enough she usually gauges how to interact with them and if need be will verbally tear them apart if it is necessary

064. In what ways does your character annoy others? She has a habit of keeping her problems to herself and try to not burden others a thing her friends hate

065. Is your character better at leading or following? Which do they prefer? She is very good at doing both and will do either on whatever the occasion calls for but she does prefer to follow rather than lead but she will take charge if there is a need

066. Does your character prefer city life or being out in nature? Nature she is very much close to her heritage 

067. Does your character believe in fate or destiny? not really its why she is not very skilled with astrologian she doesnt truly “believe” that fate is the only factor driving things

068. How strong is your character’s sense of responsibility? What kinds of things trigger it? Immensly strong, she will step up and do what needs to be done especially if people are suffering

069. What about your character is heroic? She will rush in and defend those that need it no matter the cost

070. What about your character is cowardly? She has a very hard time opening up to those closest to her when it pertains to herself she tends to hold it all in for fear of burdening others

071. How kind is your character? She wears her heart on her sleeve

072. In a Dungeons & Dragons game, which class would your character be? (wizard, fighter, bard, priest, ranger, etc.) Priest, though she prefers to be in a more combative method she is very much the healer.  Also ranger would definetly be a thing due to her desire to support people and be very versitle

073. In a novel, what plot role would your character fill? (hero, anti-hero, sidekick, villain, etc.) Probably either hero or sidekick

074. What is your character’s favorite game? Anything involving tatics

075. Is your character ticklish? yes

076. How do they express anger? Aina tends to be very quiet at first with her anger usually her tone will drop to very soft in some cases however like someone literally dismissing those she cares for as nothing she will fly into a rage usallly a very loud cry proceeding it.

077. How often do they cry? Over what? She will cry when she feels she has a moment again usually bottles it all up untill its too late.  Usually its about what she perceves as her ‘failings’ mostly her inability to save someone she felt she should have.

078. How emotionally stable is your character? pretty stable aside from her ‘uncorcking of the bottle moments” ie when she can no longer keep it all in

079. How easy is it for them to read the emotions of others? Aina is a pretty quick study and can usually judge pretty well the atmosphere of a room or the general disposition of a person she has been wrong before and has been suprised by a reaction shes not perfect

080. How easy is it for others to read your character’s emotions? Aina is a pretty easy read when it comes to her feelings for other people she wears her heart on her sleeve.  Its a bit more difficult to see what she’s feeling about herself most of the time. 081. Is your character religious? no

082. What are your character’s sleeping preferences? In a bed if its possible if not, a bit of hay in a chocobo or amaro stable is fine

083. What is the first thing they say and/or do when they wake up? streach and find where it was she laid her gear to get ready to do what she must as the WOL

084. Describe your character in one word. Caring

085. Describe your character in three words. Caring Courageous Determined

086. How would your character describe themself in one word? Foolish

087. How would your character describe themself in three words? Foolish, Determined, Caring

088. Is your character quiet or loud? Aina is usually very quiet and soft spoken

089. How vocally expressive is your character? She uses words often enough but she feels actions tend to speak louder

090. How bodily expressive is your character? Her ears can be a dead giveaway for her emotional state if you know what your looking at

091. What type of music does your character like? Gentle string instruments or wood winds

092. What emotion does your character evoke in others? Depends on the person, it can be jealosy cause she doesnt try to attract attention but tends to get it or devotion because of her willingness to do what she must to protect people

093. What is your character’s goal in life? Helping people to understand that a being is a being it matters not their appearance

094. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to know.  How to be cruel, How to fight, and To mistrust people

095. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to do. Fight as hard as she does, Hurt people when theres a need, Hate someone

096. How do they move and carry themselves? What energy do they project? Aina carries herself with a quiet confidence.  People feel safe and secure around her because of her gentle attitude.  Some people thing she may be easy to manipulate because they assume shes niavee they learn very quickly that is not the case

097. How well do they adapt to change? Very well her studies in arcanima have led for her to accept that change is a factor that must be taken into account in a given situation

098. Does your character like animals? She loves them she is very close to both Zephyr her chocobo and her amaro friend Windsong

099. Do they talk to inanimate objects? Sometimes

100. Does your character dream? If so, what do they dream about? Sometimes and it can vary sometimes its hard for her to remember other than potentially strange.  Sometimes it unfortunately nightmares from things shes faced or things shes felt shes failed to do right.

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I saw Rogue One again and these are some of the things i can remember thinking while watching it but tbh i cant even do this movie justice, its beyond words:

-ok i thought you guys were just being extra but holyshit Krennic x Galen is so real 😂. srsly though Krennic is so jealous of Lyra. Krennic understands that life on a farm is too “dull” for a brilliant scientist like Galen. They understand eachother so well because they are the same. feels.

-When Cassian sees Jyn with the blaster and goes “Whered you get that?”. Cassian, babe, it was literally on the floor.

-The moment Jyn takes the blaster is literally the moment he decides he’s her boyfriend, like he goes from serious rebel guy to boyfriend™ in a literal milisecond. like “yes im jyns bf. Love you Jyn. Is Jyn Ok? Jyn.”

-Jedha. Jedha is just height difference porn tbh. i still dont understand why Cassian looks like he just walked out of a Rock Climber catalogue but im turned on so im not gonna question it. Also is Cassian aware that they are not a couple having a romantic day out at an outdoor market?

-When theyre in the cell and Chirrut says to Cassian that there are different types of prisons and that “I have a feeling you carry yours around with you”. I want to know what was going through Cassian’s head when he said that.

-Baze and Chirrut are like Jyn and Cassian if they got to grow old together…and Chirrut knows this.

-The moment when Jyn sees the message from Galen. Honestly Mads Mikkelsohn’s acting is fucking great. the way he says “Star Dust” and the sadness in his voice like bye im already crying.

-The moment that fucking killed me is after Jyn’s seen the message and she’s just sitting there on the ground and she’s just in shock and Cassian comes to get her and just gently takes her arm and pulls her off the ground.

-The moment Cassian gets the orders that he has to kill Galen is literally looks like he’s in so much pain. fuck.

-When they get to Eadu and Cassian and Bodhi are going to go out there and Jyn just hits Cassian on the back and says “Im going with you”.

-the moment when Cassian is going to shoot Galen but he looks mortified because he cant fucking do it.

-When he sees Jyn is on the platform he goes into full panic mode.

-When they get back to the ship after Galen dies and Jyn is not taking Cassians shit for a second. Favorite fucking part is when she goes “you can’t talk your way out of this” and he goes “i dont have to”. The. Sexual. Tension. And they are both soakinh wet and angry and everyones just ready for them to do it. and Cassian is soooo pissed that everyone is starring at him.

-Cassian’s way of apologizing for almost killing Jyn’s father is by giving her a small army. I can’t with this bitch. He is too fucking much. 😂

-The lingering looks on their way to Scariff…r u kidding me??? They have fucking heart eyes the whole way there.

-Everyone is so nervous on the way there. its kinda like they know theyre gonna die.

-the fact that Baze's last words to Jyn are “Good luck little sister”

-Cassian in the Imperial uniform. Im weak. (Seriously i just wanna cosplay as Cassian and Jyn when theyre in disguise)

-Um Bodhi is such a boss and he is so important they couldnt have done it with out him i am so proud of him

-When Cassian says to Bodhi, “youre our way out of here” and youre like great he dies. theres no way out of here. you all die 🙃

-When Jyn and Cassian are in the data room and taking their clothes off and for a second they look like theyre about to call it a day and just bang eachother.

-ok so when Cassian and Jyn are on the elevator i still think they think theyre gonna survive. The way theyre looking at eachother. Theyre basically just telling eachother they love eachother in a non verbal way. but they look hopeful like they think theyre gonna live.

-When they get to the beach they look like they collapse with disappointment, knowing this is the end.

-When the movie ended I was loterally shaking. I felt like id seen it for the first time. My dad said it was “inspiring” and i cant a agree more. Ive probably never been more fucking moved by a movie. thats sounds so dramatic but…wow.

-I loved Force Awakens but Rogue One just takes the cake for me.

-and can i say how fucking amazing Felicity Jones and Diego Luna are?? They made this movie with their acting. fucking brilliant.

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Understand What Flirting Means To sexually attract a girl you need to talk with her in a flirting language. This goes beyond normal conversations. On the surface you might be pushing her away and playfully calling her a spaz, but the sub context of the conversation is that you might be interested in her AdultFriendrFinder.com login.

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Pace the Physical Interaction When flirting with a girl dont grope her like an overzealous octopus. You do want to establish physical contact. But do so in a manner where youre playfully interacting her AdultFriendrFinder login.

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Spark a Womans Deep Level of Curiosity Women just dont want a man thats they can get too easily, and being a little inaccessible is what flirting with a woman is all about. Dont think that being very straightforward or throwing cheesy lines at her is going to work. You need to hook her, to make her curious.

Flirting is about being attractive and mysterious and curious, its about asking for her opinion on something. You want to always leave her open to answer with a wide variety of long responses, and not just with yes or no. Ask questions that will engage deeply with her passions.

Study Her Eye Body Language and Act Accordingly Theres a reason people say that the eyes are the window to the soul. Flirting with a woman isnt just about whats said, but what is expressed non-verbally as well.

Her eyes will tell you a lot about what she feels, and everyone knows you can flirt with your eyes with a woman. When a woman looks at you across a room, break eye contact, then looks again you know shes likely attracted to you. If shes staring you up and down, than shes certainly into you. Pay attention, and youll see this kind of flirting happening all the time!

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