#theres something so deeply wrong with him……….
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A loving god wouldn’t let such a filthy creature exist.



#critter rambles#I DONT KNOW WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO ME😭😭😭#cw god mention#tw god mention#postal 3#postal 3 dude#theres something so deeply wrong with him……….#🥹he scares me so much /silly literally why does he look like that eww#Galaxy gas enemy number 1 please save me😭🙏🙏🙏🙏 and yes.. he slurps gas#(my galaxy gas enemy is p2 dude)#cw drug mention#tw drugs#i need to stop rambling now or else I’m gonna have to put more trigger warning on this post#I have very strong opinions on this guy#Number 1!! He looks scary and uncanny to me that man is so terrifying#numba TWO!!!! Why his forehead so damn small.. like I got nothing against small foreheads i mean like I got a regular forehead#it’s just that like….. that thing is so damn small in comparison to the rest of the dudes……. Rip#Number 3- OK IM DONE SORRY
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"I hate Starscream," I lie, as I consistently draw him for the past 8 months
#i need to draw him more actually#the clock is ticking bro before the deltarune tags back in for its turn... or maybe it wont and it'll stay equal#please stay equal#please i need BALANCE in my life#anyway Starscream was an obvious fave#starscream#transformers#megatron#transformers one#transformers fanart#megastar#only at the end i guess so ill tag it#and in the middle somewhere#theres something DEEPLY wrong with these two and i need to understand it like im getting a fucking diploma over it
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Woaw what a nice guy,,,
#kabru#kabru of utaya#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kabru dungeon meshi#my art#i was studying disco elysium portraits and it turned into kabru for some reason???.?#hes so beautiful (theres something deeply wrong with him)#dunmeshi#dunmeshi fanart
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#k project#k#yata misaki#fushimi saruhiko#theres something deeply wrong with fushimi but he wears glasses so its understandable#i love yatas design#maybe bc its so casual yet so him#plus its not overly complicated like fushimis#i love his coat but damn its gonna be the death of me i swear#LOVE THEM THO#sarumi#more sarumi will be drawn#trust#art
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The dark priest
#theres something deeply wrong with the characters i like#so rancid i would rip him into a million pieces#fear and hunger#fear & hunger#funger#fear & hunger art#enki ankarian#f&h#f&h enki#f&h art#f&h1#my art#fanart#panicvomitart
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there's ALSO hilarity potential in the princess luz AU w amity being like "okay. so he's your cousin on a technicality but like barely acts like your cousin and is basically your brother but you don't call him your brother and you guys are a lot weirder and clingier than i've ever been with my siblings but you're also definitely not lovers so what..... what DO you call him" and luz being like "he's just hunter :) he's my special little guy :)" while hunter, who's been listening to and watching this entire exchange bc he's around luz All The Fucking Time, is like [inb4 amity can say it herself] "i'm her pet dog. woof."
#sorry. my rodansey is showing. theyre even closer to rodansey in this AU than in the canon and it Gets Me Every Time#truly neither luz nor hunter beating the 'you two are fucking weird' allegations#my favorite relationships are always the queerplatonic pairs that are equal parts wholesome and DISASTROUS#like you guys arent just a sexless romanceless romance. theres something so much more deeply bizarre and wrong with you#that's what i want. all the time. amity's gonna get stuck with both these idiots for life#she's gonna love them both So Much. and theyre both SO STUPID.#ideal. so good. can you tell i'm in some pain. i gotta take a migraine med. think about these three#toh#shitty idiot repression gang#lumity#and who is that other witch#horrible mindscape trauma pals#princess luz au#hunter: i'm her silly rabbit. amity: is that what she calls you. hunter: no#luz mostly just refers to him as her best friend if pressed. but hes her right hand arm man. et cetera
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Everybody go watch Akuma Kun now my final message. Me and mutual Scara can't be the only ones stuck in this madness we need more recruits the tag is barren. It's got a cunty red guy in it you like those right

#mine#protag boy also has massive autism and szpd and probably like nearly zero empathy and sympathy and theres something deeply wrong with him#(the 2023 anime is supposed to be some sort of sequel to the 60s-90s anime too by the way. so. for context)
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what are your opinions on louis x aasim?
i dont ship it personally but its fine i have nothing against it. i think its cute that (supposedly. dont ask me for a source but maybe someone else has it) apparently aasim was gonna have embarrassing shit about louis in his journal but it was cut lol. aasim youll always be bi to me in my heart i know its true
i have no reason to split him from ruby tho like theyre fine too so shrugs. the idea of aasim having a crush on louis before clem shows up i can appreciate at least. adds a little Flavor. aasim having an unresolved crush on him i think is a fun addition to their dynamic. definitely see aasim as the sort who would see louis do something goofy or obnoxious and being like "i cant believe i have a crush on you this is so embarrassing for me 😑"
#the way louis flirts and his laugh (and violets glare and his apology) about clem flipping ruby just makes him come off as so straight to me#i know he was lauging at the idea of the proposition but the added bit w violets reaction is so “not that theres anything wrong with that”#which gets a laugh out of me#lesbian and well meaning straight bro best friend is something that can be so personal#i understand why people ship him with aasim and marlon and even james tho#im just not a huge Shipper. i need 2 characters to deeply care for each other and positively impact each other for me to want to ship them#i am indifferent to canon pairings too unless they can prove to me these characters are better together than apart#and like being together Romantically too a lot of the time being friends will suffice. i take romance very seriously#otherwise im just like.... ok sure#also rip to the amount of lousim in the violentine tag using clemvi as a B pairing 😔 i had to exclude them from the search#replies with lexi#incognito#twdg
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Hihi I've been reading Yellow Fever lately and I Love it!!! I adore the way you write Tinky he's so silly but can still be so sinister :3c
thank you!! writing tinky is really fun! there is something deeply wrong with him <3
#definitely an ask#thank you for reading#theres a special place in my heart for people who read my fics#actually. i think ive said “there's something deeply wrong with him <3” about tinky before. so. oops
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after a billion yrs i added a lil line about my gbf verse.....<3 one day i might flesh it out to something in-universe, but since gbf is so "oh ure from another world? ya that happens..." i....am gonna keep w that..........(also cuz i do think discussing the different ways of magic, moon-enemy & this n that is more fun like this
#stardust speaking !#i do wanna write but im unsure when ill do so#anyway i need to talk abut that one 1.5 moment with that weird car horn sfx after murrs fancy speech cuz i#was thinking about it again due to one of the descriptions in the alterego event#i still didnt check the website btw is it available info why snows adult and whites a kid or is that a waiting game cuz#that.....#sometimes when i think abuot paradoxroid i think about them. that one was fkd up#snow&white r so fascinating to me#snow & white & figaro & oz are even more fascinating#oz who only started learning abut the world because arthur asked things about the world.................#oz who made arthur pancakes.................................#they make me ill. figaro feels like he should be the most welladapted cuz in some ways he IS. guy who lies about his power and age and love#humans and that one offhand line in 2nd anni about how he has cared for kids!??!? dude i need to reread 2nd anni did that ever get brought#up again#but figaro & love is................guy who leaves when he thinks he isnt loved anymore#<-guy who was taught by snow&white who valued e/o the most#2nd anni makes me lose my mind. figaro and fausts convo. both who felt like it was the other who left LIKE FIGAROS SURPRISE WAS UNREEEAAALL#somethings deeply wrong with him i am so intrigued#i need to go reread his pt2 parts like what the actual hell dude#the mental gymnastics he does in one part is ? id like to study u and the twins under a microscope#this is all shallowly/casually speaking about it btw theres a lot of things left&right about all of these topics that makes them very yummy#i think what gets me the most about pt2 is that a lot of it is things that we alrdy knew regarding characters feelings etc. such as figaro#but seeing them say it themself makes me faint#OH MY GOOODDDDDD THE FLASHBACK CONVO WITH OZ AND FIGARO? ABOUT WOULD U SAVE THE PERSON U LOVE OR THE WORLD#AND HOW FIGARO ENDS UP FALTERING DEAR LOOOOORRRDDDDDDDDDDDDD#fucked up family (affectionate)#i need to think of modern aus again i thought about arthur calling snow & white granpa for one second and everything hrut#ok im sorry i dont know what possessed me. i promise ill be rereading stuff soon#one more thing. fausts part in pt2. god. but in this cursed world the sage trusted me...
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Thinking about how any sort of film adaptation of my comic should be in the style of a Marx brothers film or a three stooges film where you have the three fuckin goofballs with Carl, Derick, and Mirium, and then you get whatever serious shit is going on with Craig
#he may be buggs bunny-ing it up but theres something so deeply wrong with him#also we need to normalize women in comedic roles that arent misogynistic#like let girls just be funny pls#and yes i still want spontaneous harp scenes i couldn't live without them#spaceships and vodka#leonardo eats carrots#history hyperfixation#craig davidson#webcomic#webtoons#comic#ocs#oc stuff#my ocs#derick Garfield#mirium hussain#carl arroz
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i think varric is actually the least normal member of the kirkwall crew
#he sells himself as a normal person fairly wrll#but regarding hawke mostly. holy shit theres something so deeply wrong w him#txt
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eddie wanting to meet women.............golfing................
#watched it last night and i can't stop thinking about it#there is something deeply deeply wrong with this man (he wants men)#theres just so much about him that literally doesnt make any sense if hes not gay#literally what am i supposed to do with that
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went back into bilibili after a while and started watching through my old saved videos and oh... i remember why i was so unwell about bai choufei for those few months in 2021
#asto speaks#what was that thing i said#sex appeal inversely proportional to mental stability#HES SO. argh#the problem is that once i become unwell about someones voice theres no going back#i dont know WHY i obsess over voices specifically so easily and so hard but here we are#liu yunings voice... chefs kiss#honestly i did really like that hairstyle he got after turning evil that everyone kept making fun of#hes just so PRETTY honestly hes prettier with that silly hair style no im not taking comments at this time#especially with the white streak. my poor pathetic war criminal#also like bcf smiles so much more after turning evil and you look into his eyes and theres just something deeply wrong with him#look im like. more normal about him now than i was last year but like#lyn is still the only person whos ever made me go 'hes so pretty im gonna start crying'#im specifically referring to that one (1) outfit from the truth s1e3#first time i understood what contrapoints meant by someone being so beautiful theyre painful to look at#hm i should go rewatch the truth at some point but also i dont want to put my friends through me being unwell on main again KSDJFHKSDJHF
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what is this feeling? | m. murdock

MAJOR DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT!!!!!
a/n: here's my swing at an angsty but cute daredevil born again fic!! hope y'all like it, i think it's alright although the pacing is kinda meh, but. oh well! i like it so i hope you do too. enjoy!! warnings: uhm. SPOILERS FOR DDBA!!!!!!!!!! please head that warning!! lots of fighting, yearning, enemies to lovers, matt is mean and has a moment where he yells at her. then theres a lot of hurt/comfort, lots of softness, a bit of making out. i dunno it's what i got! lots of cursing, strange office behavior, matt and reader have an odd dynamic, kinda implied age gap? wordcount: 3.8k summary: you're pretty sure your boss hates you. pairing: dd:ba!matt murdock x reader now playing: what is this feeling? - wicked "what is this feeling?/fervid as a flame?/does it have a name?/yes/loathing/unadulterated loathing."
All Matt does is mope.
It annoys Kirsten deeply.
He was the one who wanted to open this firm with her, after..
Well, everything.
Maybe mope is the wrong word. Matt’s not moping, he’s mourning.
Mourning everything, even the things Kirsten doesn’t know about—Mourning Foggy, mourning Daredevil, mourning the relationship he had with Karen, mourning the firm.. Mourning the life he had. Mourning the person he had become.
So Matt throws everything he has into Murdock & McDuffie, because he’s not Daredevil anymore. He’s not anyone’s friend. What else is there?
But it’s starting to have a negative impact on his work.
Because all he does is work! All he does is talk to clients, do paperwork, talk in court, and mourn. He’s beginning to slip. He’s not sleeping, he’s barely eating. His work is suffering because of it, and Kirsten has not come this far to let Matt falter like this.
She knows he’s grieving. She knows he misses Foggy. Misses his entire life. But she knows this isn’t sustainable.
So, she hires you.
You’re a twenty something year old English Major, fresh out of college, with.. no real idea of what you want to do. And no job.
Kirsten, a family friend, tells you her new law firm needs an office assistant. The pay’s pretty good, she tells you, and the office is pretty. All you must do is get Mr. Murdock to his appointments.
Get him coffee.
Tell him a joke.
Ignore how he ignores you.
You show up to your first day of work with a bright smile, a donut for your new boss, and ambition.
Kirsten opens Matt’s door without knocking, smiling as she steps in.
“Who’s this?” he wonders.
“Our new office assistant,” You try to ignore the frown that tugs at his lips when he finds this out.
You hold out your hand to him, giving him your name. He doesn’t stand from his chair when he shakes your hand.
“Well, I’ll leave you two to talk, I have a meeting with a client,” And before either of you can say anything, Kirsten is gone.
“Listen, I—”
“I brought you a donut,” You offer. Matt smiles a bit, but you can tell it’s forced.
“Thank you. You’re sweet, but..” he hesitates. “I don’t really need a secretary.”
“I’m not your secretary; I’m the office assistant.” Matt raises his eyebrows, and you feel your face flush. “Fine, Kirsten hired me to be your secretary, but she did hire me. I want to work here—For you.”
“I’m sure Kirsten has lots of things for you to worry about that aren’t me.” He promises.
You glance down to the small donut box you’re holding in your hand. Then, you place it on his slightly messy desk.
“Well, I’ll be right outside if you need anything.”
Matt doubts that he will, but he forces a smile in your direction anyways.
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Silence. Schedules. Phone calls. More silence.
Weeks pass like this.
You’re beginning to feel like you don’t deserve to be paid for this, half the time you just sit around doing crosswords or sudoku until Kirsten can come up with something for you to do.
You wait for Mr. Murdock to notice you like a puppy, always glancing over to his office.
You think he might hate you. He’s never outright said as much, but he acts like it. The coffee you make causes him to grimace. The research you do is never good enough. And Kirsten does her best, pestering Matt to engage and giving you things to do..
But there’s only so much she can do. So, there are some days where you sit around writing ideas and brainstorming, always thinking about writing.
After two weeks, you’re yet to start using your free time to write on the side.. But after a particularly bad Wednesday morning..
You were just there to take notes at the firm’s general morning meeting. You want to get down anything important, hating all the nervous energy you have. You’re ignoring the way Matt’s thigh feels against yours.
Then, Matt leans over to you, and whispers against your ear, sending a chill down your spine,
“You know, you don’t really need to be here, I can get my notes from someone else—”
From down the table, you hear giggles, and you glance over to see two of the younger, more annoying new attorneys laughing and whispering to each other, all while looking at you and Matt.
Something snaps inside of you.
What the fuck was this, High School?
Why do you tolerate this bullshit?
You nod, turning your head towards Matt.
“You’re right. I don’t need to be here.” Then, with a quiet, ‘excuse me’, you pick up your things, stare straight ahead and go to your desk.
The meeting room goes kind of quiet, every one of them wondering if this was the epiphany you needed, to stop letting yourself be pushed around so often.
Meanwhile, your brain is committed to one thought:
Don’t cry, Don’t cry, Don’t cry—
You manage to make it to your desk, turn your head away from your colleagues, before the tears finally fall. You wipe them quickly and inhale and exhale slowly.
So everyone thinks you’re a fucking pushover who’s just letting Matt hate you so intensely, so what?
You take a deep breath in.
You exhale.
You open Linkedin and update your resume, before browsing for jobs. You apply to one or two.
You do this all day. You don’t get up from your desk, you don’t bring Mr. Murdock coffee, you don’t ask Kirsten what you can do for her, you don’t even respond when Matt asks you if you want anything from his thai food place, his treat.
You do some work, because you’re afraid of getting fired, but you just scribble down emails and addresses and pros and cons of staying, and you focus intensely at the task at hand.
You don’t even hear his footsteps as he approaches, all you hear is—
“Boo!”
You jump, gripping the arms of your swivel chair. You quickly spin around to be met with Matt. Anger burns within you.
“What the hell is your problem?!” You glare.
Matt laughs.
“What? I scared you?”
“Oh, fuck off,” You spit, and then you cover your mouth, your eyes wide. You’re mortified!
Matt just smiles and offers you the bag of, admittedly delicious smelling, thai food.
“You know, I like you better when you don’t let people walk all over you. It’s a better look.” He hums, and you take the food.
“..Thanks.”
“No problem.” He pauses, “But this doesn’t mean I need a secretary, I can still do all my own work,”
“Yeah, I figured as much.” You say bitterly.
“What’re you doing, anyways?”
You don’t hesitate to respond because he deserves this—
“Looking at job listings.” He pauses, as if caught off guard by your honesty.
“Maybe you should stick around, things’ll get easier.” He taps his cane on the ground, and you try to name the emotion inside you.
“Maybe.” Is all you respond before you turn back to your desk and start working.
After that, you hold no reserves about spending the hours that Matt ignores you writing. And you, of course, hear no objections from him.
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After that, you and Matt are not quite.. enemies.. Well, you never were, but.. things aren’t as hostile as they were before. Occasionally, He’ll listen to you when you give input on a client. Occasionally, he’ll ask you if you want any coffee from the place down the street.
This is the closest the two of you get to a love language or a back and forth—Coffee and notes.
One day, you decide to clean his office while he’s out.
It’s an innocent gesture—Something to try and convince him that you can be useful, when given the opportunity!
You start by taking out the trash, making sure not to mess with any important documents. You note how barren his office is—Compared to your desk full of trinkets, at least. You suppose it makes sense, for a blind man not to concern himself with decorating.
You hang his scarf on a hook on the wall, noting the soft texture.
You don’t even mean to find it.
You just pick it up off his desk, and you’re reading it before you can stop yourself.
The picture on the card depicts a blonde man with a kind smile, handsome, too.
‘In loving memory of Franklin Nelson’ is as far as you get when the door swings open, and Matt is standing in the doorway to the office.
“Oh! Sorry—I was just trying to clean up before you got back from your meeting and—
“What are you holding?” You suspect he already knows based off how he asks, but you’re not sure how. Maybe it’s that important to him, but you’ve noticed that he knows things, weird things. But you have no time to think about that now.
“I found it on your desk,” You hold it out to him and as soon as his finger runs over the braille on the card, you watch his shoulders tense. “I’m so sorry, I just—”
“Never touch this!” He snaps, and you stop, taken aback. “Never ever touch this, do you realize how important this is? What would’ve happened if you lost it or threw it out?!” He steps towards you as he raises his voice, “This isn’t for you! Never come into my office without permission again, and never fucking touch this, do you understand?!” He yells, and when you don’t answer, he yells louder—“Do you understand me?!”
Silence.
Then, a whimper escapes your lips as you cover your mouth, tears already running down your face. You quickly place the card back on the desk, before speed walking out of his office, hot, thick tears running down your face.
You’re so fucked, you think. You’re going to get fired. As if you hadn’t spent weeks getting paid to do practically nothing, you’re absolutely going to get fired now. Maybe you should just quit, save yourself the embarrassment, or, maybe you can get on your hands and knees—Absolutely beg Matt to forgive you.
You feel awful. You had heard bits and pieces of what had happened to the man on the card, of how it affected Matt. How they were best friends. How they had their own firm together. How that was destroyed in a matter of minutes.
And sure, Matt’s been a dick to you for a while now, but you have an intense empathy for him. You couldn’t even imagine how he feels.
You grab your jacket and your bag, and then you walk straight back to your apartment. You assume you’re fired. But instead of worrying about it or applying to more jobs, You open a big bottle of wine and sit with the record player on. You keep thinking about how fucked you are.
You fall asleep on your couch, still in your work clothes.
You wake up to your phone buzzing and the sun in your eyes. You glance at the caller ID, only to find.. Kirsten calling you. Probably to chew you out.
“Hello..?” You answer hesitantly, your head pounding.
“Hey, where are you? You’re usually here an hour ago,” You glance at the time. You’re not late, but you’re chronically early. “Everything okay?”
“Uh,” Then, it hits you.
Kirsten isn’t calling to chew you out. So, that means..
Matt didn’t fire you. He didn’t even tell her.
“Sorry,” You finally answer, “I slept through my alarm, but I’ll be there soon.” You tell her. You two say goodbye, and then, you take a second to breath, then, make a plan.
First, you chug a bottle of water, along with a dosage of ibuprofen. Then, you hop in the shower and change, before grabbing your things and making your into the office. Everyone continues what they’re doing, business as usual. You say nothing to anyone as you settle in. You feel crazy, like you’re not in on some joke.
Then, as you’re shuffling around, Matt appears in the door of his office. He calls your name. You jump, tightening your grip on your chair.
“Can we talk a second?”
“Uh, sure.” Your heartbeat is loud, thumping quickly.
You make it into his office and sit on a chair in front of his desk, as he leans against the desk next to you.
Then, he leans back to the desk and picks something up. Then, he hands it to you—and relief washes over you as you realize it’s a coffee.
You take it.
“Thank you.” You say genuinely, talking a long sip of coffee.
“Two splenda and half n half, right?”
You glance up at him.
“How do you know my coffee order?”
“Despite what you think, I pay attention.” He reveals. You feel silly.
You open your mouth to begin,
“I’m so—”
He holds up a hand, a quiet command to be quiet. Closing your mouth and waiting for him to speak is your first reaction, and you’re not sure how to feel about it.
“I’m sorry.” He breathes in, “I’ve been a dick to you, and last night I took it too far. You were just being kind and you didn’t know.”
“I shouldn’t have tried to push your boundaries,” You offer. He shakes his head.
“I’ve been mean every day since we first met. You don’t deserve that.” He inhales, “I’ve been such a dick because I’ve been.. stuck and stubborn, because the guy on the prayer card.. He was a..” Matt’s jaw clenches and he tilts his head away from you.
You don’t need Matt to finish. His grief, his love for Franklin Nelson, whoever he was, has outlived him. And it radiates off him in this moment.
“Can I ask you a question?” Your voice is quiet. Matt just nods. “And you can’t laugh at me or tell me I’m being an idiot, or—Whatever, you just have to answer.”
Matt’s lips just twinge up, only a bit.
“Mhm?”
A beat.
“..Can I give you a hug?” You wonder, and he just nods, and before his head is able to pick back up, your arms are wrapped around him. You squeeze tightly, and Matt returns your embrace. Your hand gently rubs his back as Matt lets himself be held for the firs time.. in, well, months.
The two of you stay like this for a while, before you pull away. Your hands come up to cup his face, wiping his tears from his face, resisting the urge to pull off his glasses to dry his eyes.
When his tears stall, you finally break the silence.
“Are you gonna be okay if I go back to work? I can stay here if you want me, but—”
“No.” He shakes his head, “Go ahead, go back to work. But, can I tell you a secret?”
“Hm?”
“Now that you’re my new secretary, I’m gonna have to whip you into shape,” He teases.
You pull away, swatting his chest lightly before grabbing your coffee.
“I hate you. Don’t bother me.” You joke back.
“I do really need the case notes on the Jason family and I need to know when my first meeting is,” He says as you walk out the door.
“10 am. I’ll get you the notes in five minutes, tops.”
Matt smiles as he goes back to his seat and begins to search for his headphones.
“Thank you, kid,”
“Oh, I hate that.” You call back.
Matt just laughs.
Yeah, maybe you’ll stick around for a couple more weeks. Just to see.
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It happens slowly at first.
You’re hesitant to engage with each other, suddenly not used to this.
His foot nudges against yours under the table at meetings. Sometimes on accident. Most of the time on purpose.
You bring him a breakfast sandwich.
He listens as you cry to him about an annoying witness you were assisting.
He touches your arm. You ignore a familiar, unnamed feeling.
You’re not sure when exactly you start to fall in love with him. But once you do, you find it impossible to stop.
You begin to fall asleep thinking about him whisking you away. Maybe just downtown. Maybe just to his office with the blinds closed and the door locked. Maybe to Scotland, to a castle where the two of you become the finest rulers in the land.
You find yourself just staring at him, and you’re right back to waiting for him like a lost puppy. You suppose there are worse fates than this.
Really, it’s not that bad.
You can just be a hopeless puppy following him around for the rest of your life. That’ll be fine. You tell yourself you’ll be fine.
Just ignore the way your stomach turns as Kirsten talks near your desk, just yapping about a date she went on, and then, out of nowhere, she asks,
“So what’re you looking for?”
“Huh?” You wonder, not fully paying attention.
“If you could go on a date with the perfect person, what would they be like?”
Your reaction is instantaneous. It’s instinctual. It’s incriminating.
Your head picks up, and your eyes lock onto Matt from across the office. He’s just shuffling through some old documents, but the way he focuses so intensely, a smile creeps up on your face before you can stop it.
When you realize what you’ve done, your eyes go wide, and you realize that Kirsten has followed your eyeline.
She starts to laugh.
“I knew it!”
“No, no! Kirsten,” You say, your voice now wobbly, “Kirsten, listen, you cannot say anything, you don’t know anything, just—” You’re panicking, because if Kirsten has found you out, your secret is no longer safe. “Don’t.”
“Don’t what? Don’t tell Matt you—”
“Shhhut up!” You whine, your hands covering your face. Fuck, fuck, fuck!
You’re so fucked.
Why do you keep thinking that in this office?
“Why? What would be so bad about—”
“I swear to god,”
“You won’t even let me say it out loud!” She laughs, and you feel pathetic.
“No, I won’t!”
“Why not?”
“Because I’m just going to ignore it.”
“What?! Why?!”
“Because he has spent the past couple of months being mean to me and we’re only now starting to be nice to each other, I highly doubt he wants anything to do with me.”
“You know there’s this old saying,”
“I’m so sick of this conversation.” You grumble as you stand, gathering your things, and placing the list of Matt’s meetings on the top of it, preparing to make your way to his office.
“You’ll never know unless you try.” She finishes. You look to her. Then, you glance back to Matt.
“Just promise me you won’t say anything.”
“Promise me you will.”
You don’t respond, but you do knock on Matt’s door before you enter. Despite his apology and the relationship you’ve been developing, his words still ring in your head—Don’t come into his office without permission.
He answers, so you go in, and immediately, something in you relaxes.
“Hey, sweetheart,” You pretend he’s being more than friendly, “What’s up?”
“Uh,” You breath out, “I got your meeting schedule.” You offer him, and he smiles.
“Thanks. Did you get my email about the expert witness for the Doyle trial?”
“Yeah, I did. I’ll keep an eye out for a follow up. Don’t forget, it’s that intern, Sarah’s birthday, so say happy birthday.” You remind.
“Oh, right. Sarah.. She’s.. the one with the crush on me? She giggles every time I enter a room?”
You furrow your eyebrows.
“Yeah, I guess she does have a bit of a crush on you. Are you.. going to do anything about that?” You ask, as if you’re not brimming with jealousy.
He laughs.
“No, no. Date a coworker? It would get.. messy.” He blushes like he speaks from experience.
“Oh.” You attempt to hide your disappointment. You don’t do a very good job. “Okay, let me know if you need anything.” You smile weakly and turn to leave.
You stop in the doorway. You turn back to him.
“You would date me though, right?”
His head picks up immediately. He smiles a bit.
“What exactly are you asking me?”
“I’m your coworker, sure, but.. you’d date me, right?” You wonder.
His grin widens.
“Are you asking me out on a date?” He wonders, and gets up from his spot at his desk, taking a few steps towards you. You meet him in the middle, your hands coming out to smooth his tie.
“Do you want me to be asking you on a date?”
“As long as it’s not out to Chinese, I just had that last night.” He responds, and you roll your eyes with affection.
“Italian?”
“Overrated for a first date.”
“French?”
“No, I’m Irish, actually.”
“Oh my god, Matthew.”
“Okay, okay. Thai?”
“Perfect.” Of course, You don’t care where you get dinner. You just want to get dinner with him.
And you almost kiss him, right then and there, but you tell yourself that in front of all your coworkers? In this office with these giant offices?
“Let’s go right after work. We can leave together, around six?” He asks, and you can’t help but smile.
“Perfect.” You repeat.
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By five forty-five, your last coworker to leave heads out, leaving just you and Matthew waiting for six. At five fifty, you pull your jacket on.
At five fifty-three, Matt comes out of his office, and smiles to you.
“Ready to go?”
“Ready.” You smile, and Matt holds out his arm, quietly asking you to guide him. You happily take it, and begin to ask, “Thai, right? Could I toss in sushi as an option or—”
You don’t get to finish your sentence, because Matt leans his case next to your desk, before cupping your face with his free hand, and pressing his lips against yours, finally doing what he had been craving for months.
You tense at first, then you melt into the kiss, your hands wrapping around his tie before pulling him closer. It comes naturally to you, and you’re beginning to wonder why you waited so long to do this.
He deepens the kiss and for a moment before pulling away, his lips brushing against yours.
“Do you know how badly I want to skip dinner and take you right back to my apartment?”
“Why don’t you?”
“Because you’re the best thing that’s happened to me in months, I don’t.. I don’t want to ruin it. I don’t want to even risk it..” he confesses, “So I want to take you out to a nice dinner, kiss you until you’re unable to think.. Then take you back to my apartment.”
You breath out deeply.
“One more kiss, and then we’ll go,”
Matt answers by kissing you again, his hands going to gently nudge you against your desk, unable to stop kissing you.
But, he hears no objections from you.
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Comment Section: Sunstorm edition
Wow! Thanks for the analysis and thoughts, I really appreciate it!
I agree, Starscream is allowed to not want to associate with Sunstorm at all, but he still shouldn't be mean about it haha. It's not like he told Sunstorm to not follow him around and was ignored. Sure Sunstorm should pick up on the hints that he isn't wanted but lbr he was raised by Shockwave in isolation, kid’s a little bit socially inept XD
My Sunstorm isn't as crazy religious as he is in the Dreamwave comics, but he is religious enough to make people like Starscream uncomfortable, especially when as you said he uses religious language to try and connect with Starscream. I personally like the idea that Sunstorm doesnt actually think the old stories are literally true, but he finds comfort in them and so chooses to view his life through that lens. He's more of a philosopher than a religious zealot, and ultimately he is more interested in observing and understanding than converting or preaching. Still, it's one of his special interests so he will talk about it if given the chance, and it definitely makes a lot of people uncomfortable for the reasons you've stated.
Love the observation about Starscream not being used to forgiveness. He don't trust like that, no sirreeeee.
Also it was Rodimus who pushed for the group therapy and Starscream def agreed to it, but he hasn’t really been taking any of the therapy sessions seriously. He was using them as a way to make people like him, like look I can behave, I can do your little therapy stuff, I can pretend to be emotionally and mentally stable, im totally working on myself even tho theres nothing wrong with me and even if there was something wrong with me it’s so deeply rooted theres no point in working on it anyway i mean what? It's all very calculated. Maybe he decided to vent about Sunstorm during their session because he thought it would make the kid leave him alone? Haha, unfortunately for him the opposite happened.
thanks again for your thoughts, hope you’re feeling better by now

If only Starscream could communicate his feelings like a normal person haha.

I like the way you put this. The situation is mad uncomfortable for Starscream yeah. And thanks! I hope you like where it goes.

When I wrote Sunstorm’s dialogue my intention was for starscream to feel validated in a way that he isnt comfortable with but doesnt altogether hate, but then a few people pointed out how it comes off like he’s straight up forgiving him for having trauma (hes forgiving him for saying mean things to him!) and like, yeah starscream wouldnt appreciate feeling patronised x3 Prolly pissed him off. But like, maybe a little bit of the intent made it through? I wanted Starscream to feel seen, but being seen is terrifying when you feel like theres nothing but broken ugliness underneath. so i guess starscream just ends up feeling judged. But also…accepted? Starscream does a confusion.
Starscream has had like three therapy sessions and isnt making any notable progress because he’s more concerned with how he’s being perceived than actively working on himself rn. I actually think this is fine, change doesnt happen quickly. we’ve introduced starscream to an avenue of help and as calculated as it was he did still try it out. I think the seed was planted if he ever does decide he wants to do better. and In his defense, the focus rn for everyone is what do we do about Megatron’s sudden return

lmao this made me chuckle. I wouldnt say he held composure even at Megatron’s worst, but yeah he’d def be frustrated whenever he accidentally goes mask off around the autobots.

That would be very cute, but starscream isnt quite there yet XD. not that anyone would want to hurt sunstorm, he’s like the best boy!
Starscream might worry about Sunstorm exploding, but only because he doesnt want to get caught in the explosion. after therapy, he still couldnt care less if Sunstorm deactivated, but he at least sees him as a person he dislikes rather than an abomination that shockwave made. so…yay progress?

He’s radioactive, so it’s a valid concern! Not that he will explode, he does have control over his outlier ability.

i imagine Rodimus is chill with ex decepticons? he went on a gay roadtrip space adventure with his best friend who is an ex decepticon and they met cyclonus who is an ex decepticon and later picks up sunstorm who is a decepticon affiliated seeker. i think as long as you prove to him you can be chill then he’ll be chill. tbh I think he just wants people to like him.
and It’s not that he doesnt mind if sunstorm blows up, he just has so much confidence in sunstorm not blowing up he doesnt think its a concern!

yeah since his spark is radioactive it hurts passively all the time. it hurts more when he pulls it in and away from others, and the pain spikes when he activates his outlier ability to actually use it, but it hurts less after it’s expelled. part of the reason why he spends so much time in a cr chamber while at shockwave’s lab is because it syphons his energy output and alleviates the pain. a win win for shockwave as he uses that energy to power his lab.

in his defence, he didnt make him radioactive on purpose, that just sorta happened


haha I’m glad y’all really liked that joke XD

of course he has, who hasnt met sunstorm! oh right, megatron…

i wouldn't recommend it. it will burn

TC has seen Sunstorm around like some cryptid, and Bumblebee prolly explained the situation after Sunstorm started staying at autobot base. TC is probably also creeped out by Sunstorm’s existence, but something about his bright eyed apperance reminds him of Starscream before the war…
Skywarp just sees him as some other guy, he’s like not bothered at all. he’s curious about him in that there hasnt been a new seeker in generations. as far as he’s concerned, Sunstorm is literally nothing like Starscream haha
Sunstorm feels bad for TC, and he empathises with Skywarp’s malfunctioning outlier ability.

Im so hecking sorry XD Sunstorm is like basically not in IDW1 at all (he shows up once in the background, and then the second time he’s in the comic arcee hecking murders him pfpfpf). If you want sunstorm content I think he features more in Wings universe and the Dreamwave continuity. I havent read them tho so I don’t actually know haha
but like, aah thanks so much, I really appreciating your kind words. and also thank you everyone who sent me asks and comments and tags. I legit had no idea this project would turn into a whole thing but I’m having fun so I’m glad you all are enjoying it too.
#kinda just making this up as I go#I don’t want to bog down my art blog with a ton of ask responses so thats why I don’t answer asks very often#if you leave a comment on the actual posts I’m more likely to answer those#if you ask something in tags I have literally no way of responding tho so XD#I still read all the tags they keep me going#transformers
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