#theres something uniquely humiliating abt trying and failing to pass | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ear-motif · 6 months

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as people learn more about transmasculinity im debating if itd make me more dysphoric to be a permanently clocky tboy to well-meaning libs who still view me as a woman regardless or to keep embodying my cissona

#i know clocky tboy seems like the lesser of the two evils but idk #theres something uniquely humiliating abt trying and failing to pass #at least when i dont try i cant lose #and im extremely short have fem hobbies and big ol girl eyes #and im almost 30 like its joever for me #i say ‘as ppl learn more’ bc now a lot of ppl will immediately think ‘trans’ rather than ‘misshapen gay man’#disclaimer this is my own experience and internalized transphobia theres nothing wrong w being visibly trans and i know #this is a supremely first world problem to have #wherein its psychologically possible to stay closeted but still have the option to transition w/o risking death #like ik i sound horrible so #delete later

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