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#they probably don't wanna go exploring back down there again. did that. just don't haunt the plays or seem like you'll kill them
baekhvuns · 2 years
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I'm crying at you getting ideas from that IU video, because I saw it before and thought he's like her big brother or father idjsjjdsyusdvsjnshsushsgw
The birdies are there every single day, some make noise at night too. The acoustic in this place is phenomenal unfortunately so despite living on 13th floor I hear everything??? The birds, the people... it's so fucking noisy here especially in the summer like wtf, I don't even live in the city centre.
THERE'LL BE ANOTHER ONE SOON? Istg I thought the 2md part just came out... please no more, but also more for the sake of all the commentary content
My fave thing about Ateez's lore for personal reasons is that they often reference things I'm already familiar with, I love themes of dystopia and rebellion. At one point it's a shame I can't explore all the things for the first time, I know some theorytinys who read books like 1984, now Eye in the Sky, watch movies like Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind etc, but on the other hand I can connect all the dots quickly, because I know it all. Even though they still make me go ⁉️⁉️⁉️ but yes no group was that dedicated to their lore before and no group has a lore that is so well thought of. Seems like fate I started stanning them...
Yes but don't forget about breakdowns and intrusive thoughts taking over you while showering, from time to time 💀
Stop I didn't really care for the piercing but I saw different photos and it's probably just an earring
Yes that couch scenes was weird, kinda cute, but also mate?!??! And sometimes she just gives in too, ma'am fight back! Like he even watered her plant jdjisfhussudjsjs ok that's nice, but calm down. The 2nd lead is probably an asshole, a rich boy whose family should be in jail and he's so possessive, he told FL to call him not Chan (HIY character) and not to see him?! And she probably sees him like her little brother 😂😂😂😂 loser, and I rooted for him
I started watching Cafe Minamdang wih Seo In Guk tho, it's pretty hilarious
PLEASE I DIED AT THIS MR KIM THIS ISN'T YOU
Have you seen those weird stans AI boy stans?! Like the ratios are so funny
Idk bestie, she's tough to crack, cause she's not into him like WE are so </3 in general she doesn't really have strong biases, she's normal :/
I DOWNLOADED THAT BTS ISLAND GAME and it's??? What are they even saying and you can throw them around and stack them?! It's so funny, exactly a type of game I wanna waste my time on! 😍
Alsooooo Seonghwa's fit yesterday... 😵 though I have to be that person and once again complain about his hairstyle, I loooove Hworhead but this hairstyle doesn't work for me when the hair is shorter. I saw some photos and was like YESSSS then I saw different ones and... why so flat?!? Bald era vibes 🤨 same happened during the US tour - DV 💖
hi hello!!
I'm crying at you getting ideas from that IU video, because I saw it before and thought he's like her big brother or father idjsjjdsyusdvsjnshsushsgw
LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭 IN ANOTHER UNIVERSE IF MISS IU EVER DID THIS WOULD BE IT FBFBF but he so nice <33
The birdies are there every single day, some make noise at night too. The acoustic in this place is phenomenal unfortunately so despite living on 13th floor I hear everything??? The birds, the people... it's so fucking noisy here especially in the summer like wtf, I don't even live in the city centre.
NAURRR LFJWNFEK BIRDIE ACOUSTICS 😭😭😭 acoustic pop ver. or acoustic harmony ver? AND ON THE 13TH FLOOR?? I JUST KNOW UR HAUNTED I JUST DO no bc so true why is summer so noisy,,, but summer nights >>>>
THERE'LL BE ANOTHER ONE SOON? Istg I thought the 2md part just came out... please no more, but also more for the sake of all the commentary content
YES THERE IS ONE COMING IN LAYE 2022 APPARENTLY JFBSBDBSK also for the sake of seeing dylan lose his shit and go thru another identity crisis watching it bffbfb
My fave thing about Ateez's lore for personal reasons is that they often reference things I'm already familiar with, I love themes of dystopia and rebellion. At one point it's a shame I can't explore all the things for the first time, I know some theorytinys who read books like 1984, now Eye in the Sky, watch movies like Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind etc, but on the other hand I can connect all the dots quickly, because I know it all. Even though they still make me go ⁉️⁉️⁉️ but yes no group was that dedicated to their lore before and no group has a lore that is so well thought of. Seems like fate I started stanning them...
I WOULD LIKE TO BRING MY EXTREMELY OBNOXIOUS EXOLNESS TO SAY EXOS THEORY IS BY FAR THE MOST INSANE ONE I HAVE SEEN AND READ ABT 🤚🏼🤚🏼that exodus era shit 😮‍💨
no but the ppl who think about these lores, like pirates constantly stuck in a cromer and dreaming dreams again and again and it playing with their lives,,,, i just wanna talk to the person, have a nice chat with tea and biscuits and kindly ask them to publish the theories in a book format <3 fORGET the eternal sunshine, TURBULENCE AND WAVES “OOO’S” WHERE THAT COME FROM 🔫🔫 HOW AND WHY 🔫🔫 i just want ateez to start bringing out sirens in their lore bc im ready for fics to drop on them fbwndhwk
Yes but don't forget about breakdowns and intrusive thoughts taking over you while showering, from time to time 💀
LMFAOOOO THOSE ARGUMENTS U HAVE AND THE ONES U WIN 😭😭😭 the emotional songs that play in the bg while u play with the wotah,,, showers r a supreme experience <3 with burning water <3
Stop I didn't really care for the piercing but I saw different photos and it's probably just an earring  
it probably is just a earring the top hole looks darker then the bottom one NOT A DAY IN ATINTVILE WHERE U CANT BE CLOWNED
Yes that couch scenes was weird, kinda cute, but also mate?!??! And sometimes she just gives in too, ma'am fight back! Like he even watered her plant jdjisfhussudjsjs ok that's nice, but calm down. The 2nd lead is probably an asshole, a rich boy whose family should be in jail and he's so possessive, he told FL to call him not Chan (HIY character) and not to see him?! And she probably sees him like her little brother 😂😂😂😂 loser, and I rooted for him
YEAH???!??? BRO??? i keep seeing more scenes and it’s making me 😳😳🤚🏼 HRWKDHWKDHWK LOSER 😭😭😭😭 NO MERCY SHOWN NONE
I started watching Cafe Minamdang wih Seo In Guk tho, it's pretty hilarious
omg!! i heard it’s like a cat and mouse type of drama also seo in guk is so mf fine
PLEASE I DIED AT THIS MR KIM THIS ISN'T YOU
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LMFAOOOO PLS FHWHFKWJDKWJDK DEMONIC ACTIVITY 😭😭😭😭 WHAT IS THIS THE CONJURING FBEBFH “HEALTHY MAN” MANS JUST POLE DANCING???? PLS 😭😭😭😭 they bETTER NOT BE SERIOUS
Have you seen those weird stans AI boy stans?! Like the ratios are so funny
STOP I HAVE I EVEN SAVED SOME PLS ONE SAID “kq wifi and he gone”
Idk bestie, she's tough to crack, cause she's not into him like WE are so </3 in general she doesn't really have strong biases, she's normal :/
“she’s normal” 😭😭😭😭 does she read fics?? pls make her read some seonghwa ones we aRE ON A MISSON TO MAKE OUR SISTER IN CHRIST BE SEONGHWA BASED
I DOWNLOADED THAT BTS ISLAND GAME and it's??? What are they even saying and you can throw them around and stack them?! It's so funny, exactly a type of game I wanna waste my time on! 😍
😭😭😭 ISNT THAT THE CANDY CRUSH COPY HFBDWKDH is it good 😶 LMFAOOOO HDKW THE CHARACTERS R SO CUTE
Alsooooo Seonghwa's fit yesterday... 😵 though I have to be that person and once again complain about his hairstyle, I loooove Hworhead but this hairstyle doesn't work for me when the hair is shorter. I saw some photos and was like YESSSS then I saw different ones and... why so flat?!? Bald era vibes 🤨 same happened during the US tour - DV 💖
seonghwa’s entire existence yesterday. HIS HAIRS LONGER NOW I THINK??? BDNWHD BALD ERA VIBES 😭😭😭 no bc hongjoong has the same cut but his looks more fluffier and not bald 😭😭 whAT DO THEY DO WITH SEONGHWA DHSHD
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sneak away and love me
warning: this piece has smut- oral sex
- long awaited first smut piece. pls don't bite my head off LMAO
Drew was in a predicament, a big one in fact.
You might wonder why, and it’s because of his girlfriend, who looks like molten sex appeal in a soft sugar cone while sitting on their shared towel with water droplets all over her newly tanned skin.
He watches her from afar as she innocently reads her newest beach read. He can’t help but smile at her, of course she’d try and get out of the water earlier than everyone else.
Which brings us back to why Drew mentally curses himself.
A weekend getaway with friends is always a good idea, but not when you want alone time with your girlfriend, and Drew hasn’t gotten any alone time with y/n since they arrived.
Granted, there hasn’t been time in between long beach days- to hourly dinners that lead to way too much overpriced wine, causing everyone including the couple to fall face first into their pillows.
“Who wants to go to the Airbnb and grab lunch?” Y/n says, snapping drew out of his sulky mood.
“I’m gonna stay” Maddie shouts back.
"Were good!" Rudy chimes in before turning around to splash the rest of your friends.
Drew looks around at their friends who shrug their shoulders, all of them still enjoying the refreshing water that helps them escape the heat.
Drew doesn’t even say anything while he feels himself splashing towards y/n, she’s sliding on her cotton shorts and smiling at him as she grabs her phone.
“You sure you don’t wanna miss water tag?” She says pointing towards her friends making him to crinkle his nose.
Y/n laughs, shaking her head at him before he grabs her small hand in his while they begin making their way back to the bungalow.
"I'd rather do something else" he says, licking his salty lips.
"I know, I'm starving!" she says, not catching the drift of his underlying comment. His lips tremble into a smirk at her innocence.
"Mhm" he hums.
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"This sandwich has been calling my name all afternoon." Y/n chuckles as she reaches into the fridge to retrieve the sandwich in question. She garbs the bag of jalapeño chips from the cabinet and brings the food to the island counter, where her boyfriend sits, his fingers tapping impatiently against the marble.
"I bet." Drew says uninterested- sticking his tongue against his cheek as he watches her pop a chip into her mouth.
Y/n gives Drew a questionable look as she takes a bite out of her sandwich before looking around the large kitchen and back over at him. "Are you not going to eat?" she questions. "You didn't have to come here just for me, babe." she says, covering her mouth after swallowing her food.
"Oh I will, I'm just not in the mood for that." Drew says, making his way around the counter to stand next to his girlfriend who of course, has no idea what he's talking about.
"Okay, then get something else." she deadpanned. "I think we still have that potato salad in the fridge if you want."
Drew hums as he moves his body closer to hers and runs his finger tips against the back of her arm, causing a shiver up her spine as she reaches for the glass of water in front of her. "I don't want that either." he says quietly, making his way towards her damp hair, sliding it over her other shoulder.
Y/n's eyes widen once she realizes what her boyfriends intentions are and she can't help but scoff as she feels his lips fan against the back of her exposed neck. Drew kisses her shoulder while wrapping his arms around her hips, allowing his body to press against her in all the right places. He traces his lips up against her soft skin and y/n giggles, feeling his hot breath tickle against her neck as she leans back and feels his hardness from the instant contact of her lower back.
"What do you want then?" she asks, turning around in his hold, disregarding her half eaten sandwich.
"You're finally catching on?" he teases while gripping her hips between his large palms.
Y/n scowls at him making him chuckle and bite his lip as he watches her run her small hands up and down his torso. "Well, why didn't you just say so?"
Drew lets out a long huff and dips his head down towards her face level and presses his nose against hers, rutting his hips against hers in the process, causing y/n to let out a sharp breath. "Too many distractions." he groans before pressing his lips against hers forcefully.
Y/n's hands travel up towards his hair and griped onto the strands, earning a moan to escape her boyfriends lips. The way her body arched under his made him swell even more than he thought possible. The way her soft hands dug into his hair as they both explored each other's mouths with wonder like they haven't took in one another in a decade made the fire ignite in bottom of y/n's stomach, earning a whimper to escape from her now, red swollen lips.
Y/n's head fell back as Drew pushed her harder against the marble counter, his large hands gripping her hips in a addictive fashion. The thin fabric of her cotton shorts would be no match for the bruises she'd probably see tomorrow, but she didn't mind, she craved it as she felt him use his lips as a paint brush against the canvas of exposed skin. The sponges of kisses against her chest began to travel down, down, down her body and she sucked in a breath as she looked down to see her boyfriend drop to his knees, his face being level to her core.
"Not here." she croaked out, her hand flying to her chest in surprise as Drew smiled at how he's already got her mesmerized by his actions.
"C'mon, pretty girl."
Drew stands to his feet and chuckled as y/n immediately jumped into his arms eagerly. Wrapping her legs around him, causing him to let out a sharp inhale at the contact of her heat against his member. She swallows his sounds against her lips while he carefully maps out the way to the bedroom they shared. To their advantage, the bedroom was straight down the hall from the kitchen and with enough ease Drew managed to get the both of them behind the bedroom door without any hiccups. With smug satisfaction at the way y/n attacked his face and neck with sloppy kisses and teasing touches Drew let his girlfriend down onto her own feet and stood back to take in her presence.
"Thank God for no stairs." He says causing them to let laughter fill the bedroom as he gripped her shorts by his pointer finger, pulling her closer to him in the process.
"I can't believe you didn't trip or slam me into something." Y/n giggles making them both snort in remembrance of previous mishaps.
"Shut up!" Drew giggles as y/n watches him slide down her shorts, painfully slow causing her to press her lips together as they finally pool down at her feet.
She locks eyes with him as he backs her up towards the bed, a haunting smirk forming on his lips as he quickly pushed her onto the bed, a soft giggle falling from y/n as he crawls over her while she awkwardly shuffles towards the pillows. Blushes and bashfulness bubbling between them as Drew watched y/n's head fall back against the fluffy pillows.
"Come here" y/n pleads, clutching onto the back of his neck, forcing his lips onto hers greedily. Drew's body fits perfectly against y/n's and they both moan at the contact of his tongue finally meeting hers again causing Drew's hips to twist into hers, whimpers drown between the two of them. "P-please." she whines, her neck arching at the feeling of him pulse against the bottoms of her bikini.
Y/n's back arched painfully as Drew repeated his movements, the both of the gasping out as y/n gripped at his shoulders. "Please what?" he taunted as he roamed the palm of his hand against her chest, pinching her nipple earning a cry from y/n.
"Y-you know wh-what." she stuttered with her eyes snapped shut and her bottom lip between her teeth as she felt his hands drag down towards her bottoms. "Don't tease me." she snapped, feeling his ego pool around them.
Drew laughed as she opened her eyes and dug her nails into his shoulder blades, the sting making excitement jolt through his body before he decided to pull down her bottoms, throwing them across the room knowing that she'd have his head later for not being able to find them.
"I won't tease you." he finally said. "Not until you tell me what you want." he said darkly causing y/n to instinctively try and snap her legs shut at the raspiness of his voice causing his eyes to darken. "Speak." he ordered making y/n's legs give out from under her, her heat pulsing at each demanding word he spoke.
"I-" she sighed as her cheeks flushed under his hard gaze, "I- I want your mouth..." she let out an embarrassed chuckle.
Drew pressed his lips together noticing her lack of confidence, his hand traveling up her body and gripped her chin in his large hand, forcing her to look up at him. A smile in return made y/n's nerves quickly fade as she looked at her boyfriend who did nothing but adore her especially at her most vulnerable. "Where do you want my mouth?" he questioned lightly making y/n bite her lip and arch her hips against his. "Use your words baby." he said in amusement.
"I want your lips here." she whispered, gripping his hand a bringing it down towards her sex, Drew's mouth went agape as he watched her eyes roll back at the slight friction of his knuckles against her naked self. "I'm asking nicely." she said with excited eyes.
Without a word Drew pushed off of his elbows and crawled down against her, giggles filling the room once again as y/n watched him grip her curvy hips and trace his hands against her thighs and spread them open for him.
"Open for me pretty girl." His breath fanned against her bundle making her shiver and lay her hands on he head as she watched his eyes take in her state. Before she could even take another breath, Drew's lips hungrily found where she needed him most and her fingers dug into his hair painfully tight causing him to moan against her body.
The feeling of him vibrating against her caused y/n to let out a cry, her head falling to the side as her back arched against his lips while he explored her with gentle strokes of his tongue, her mind slipping away into pure bliss.
"Does that feel nice baby girl?" he groaned against her with flushed cheeks, his hunger finally being met as he tased her arousal.
"Yesyes!" y/n moaned not being able to breath in a pause as she felt his lips capture her bundle of nerves in ways that were villainous. "Don't stop, please let me-" she didn't even have the luxury of finishing her sentence as drew shoved her hips down back onto the mattress, hungrily finishing off what he had been craving all weekend long. The bedroom was now filled with moans that would make passerby's gawk and stop in surprise. Y/n didn't care, nor have the capacity to stop herself from the explosion of bliss she felt, her legs shaking as she felt her boyfriends palm rest against her mouth and encourage her to scream into his hand as he moved his other set of fingers into her entrance to allow, one, two, three fingers explore her in ways nobody ever could.
"Go ahead, I got you. I got you." he encouraged with words that dripped liked honey causing y/n's fire to burst, her back arching as her hand quickly moved to grip the duvet, her eyes snapping shut as waves thrashed around her, Drew's hand moving from her mouth to let her come undone as he gripped onto her hip and support her movements against his mouth, her noises dying into whimpers as she crashed against the mattress. "There you go, I told you I got you." he mused.
Pulling away from her center, y/n gulped at the loss of contact, her sleepy eyes opening to reveal her boyfriend crawling beside her now, his hand caressing her body as she smiled weakly at him. Drew's eyes filled will concern as she placed her hand against his bicep and nodded reassuringly. "Thank you." she whispered.
"You need anything?" he wondered.
"I'm perfect." she hummed happily.
Drew chuckles and leans towards y/n, kissing her lips tenderly earning a hum from y/n as she tastes herself on his lips. She moves her shaky hand towards the elastic of his swim trunks making him grip her hand as he sits up slowly. "It's okay, we can take a break." he says looking down at her.
"Are you sure?" she says running her hands up his arm tenderly.
Drew nods, bending down to retrieve a soft kiss, "Always." he promises. "Lets get you cleaned up, okay?" he nearly whispers as he stands from the bed and scoops y/n up into his arms, heading towards the ensuite as she let out soft giggles and thank you's.
"I can walk myself you know!" y/n chimed as he set her down on the tiled floor.
Drew flashed his bright smile her way as he turned on the hot water for the shower, kicking off his trunks and watching y/n slip off her top. "I like taking care of you though." he said cheekily, taking her hand and pulling her into the shower with him.
The two wincing at the satisfying warmth of the water. Y/n wrapped her arms around Drew as he grabbed the wash cloth and began cleaning her off, her cheeks tinted pink as she watched him lovingly.
"I don't think we're ever gonna go back to the beach if you keep treating me so good." y/n teased.
"I could go an extra round plus dessert." Drew winked.
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shyrose57 · 3 years
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Brothers anon back with a worked out timeline! And Misstressoffandoms sorry im responding so late! I completely missed your reply. Thats what I ended up doing but im hoping to eventually be able to completely copy those eailer asks and put them on my notes app.
When this gets a major update I'll resend if you want me too.
CURRENT AGES! (When they left Subbin)
Ran-19
Ranbob-26 (Previously 28 but decided to change it a bit, decided I didn't like the 9 year age difference between the brothers)
Watson-33 (Previously 35 but decided to change it a bit)
Jackie-16
Grievous-22
Benjamin-30
Cletus-24
Charles-25 (Previously 27 but decided to change it)
Isaac-29
CURRENT TIME LINE! (THIS IS NOT INDEPTH AND IS INSTEAD INTENDED TO GIVE A BRIEF SUMMARY OF EVERYTHING, DETAILS MAY BE CHANGED DEPENDING ON WHATS ADDED)
-Dream gets control of Ranbob and uses him to basically commit genocide in Mizu, Ran barely escapes. 
-After living alone for 6 years Ran arrives in Subbin, takes part in the Pit tournament, and gains a family. At the same time the fishermen find and rescue Ranbob, bringing him to their home.
-2 years past with Ranbob recovering and having a haunting, and Ran fighting while spending time with his own haunting. 
-Isaac manages to convince his group to go to Subbin even though Ranbob is a bit nervous, the fishermen join The Pit for the promise of money and fun. Ranbob gets pinned against Ran (doesnt know its Ran) and sees the King of The Hill is on with Ran at the top. Ranbob climbs up to see Ran there, he is shocked and approaches him with weapon dropped and shaking, Ran kicks him off the edge. Ranbob slams his head into the ground and dislocates his shoulder, rises up to see the King of The Hill dropping. Ranbob tries to talk to Ran only for Ran to run to him and slam him into the ground, yelling at and threatening him. He carries him over to the edge of the arena and at this point Porkius calls off the fight and the fishermen and Gladiators enter the arena to seperate them. Ran cursing out Ranbob as he gets dragged away. Ranbob gets treated in the medical wing as Ran storms about and the two groups talk and match everything up.
-Weeks past with incredible tension in the air. They decide that taking a trip may help and after getting approval from Porkius, manage to convince Ranbob and trick Ran to come along.
-After agurements and tense moments while in a carriage, they get out and walk to their next destination. A flower biome. Where they manage to relax and have fun for a few days before moving on.
-Next Watson leads them to a nearby waterfall he found with a tunnel behind it, the brothers get water splashed on them by Isaac and Jackie being idiots, and from dripping water in the cave, leaving Ran with burns to his neck and hands, while Ranbob has burns to his cheeks and also to his neck. The burns fade quickly with help of burn cream Watson brought with. 
-After they pass the tunnel they see a shattered Savanna, and decide to travel through it. Tension ramps up when both Grievous and Cletus almost fall off halfway up a mountain, and when Rans scowling and growling end up sending Ranbob so far away from him he almost walks off the edge. 
-Watson says the Savanna is to dangerous and leads them to a nearby roofed forest, where they have their first run in with Raq and learn that Ran is still being hunted. 
-After 3 morw run-ins with Raq they move to another forest, this time Oak, and stumble upon a village, where they stop for supplies. This is also where they learn of Kelalen, but the librarian they learned it from dismisses them as lunatics and to avoid them. Upon pressing for more info they find out it was like Mizu, to which Ranbob shows interest and excitement.
-They move on to a Tagia biome where everyone attempts to tame a wolf and fails, expect Charles, Watson, and Ran. Charles gets 4 dogs from this and is very happy.
-While running to shelter in a cave from a thunderstorm, the brothers lag behind the rest, and start to badly agure. At the end Ran shouts something that makes Ranbob stop, stare at him with teary eyes, and run away. Ran almost goes after him but doesnt and instead goes to tell the others. While Ranbob finds another smaller cave to hide it, and after some harsh words, everyone goes searching for him. Leaving Ran alone and leaving him with his guilt ridden, horrible feeling, and merciless mind
-They get Ranbob to come back to find Ran gone, at first almost no one wants to go after him. Saying how it's all his fault. But eventually they agree to look for him after the storm has passed. Its a full day until the storm passes and the gladiators have become very worried for Ran. 
-When they finally look for him, it takes them hours to find him. And they only find him when there's a sudden shout through the woods, leading them to Raq mid-attack on Ran, taking advantage of his distraction of being lost in his own mind. Sadly their a bit late and aren't able to save Ran from a blindness potion. But are able to chase Raq away. Ran suffers due to the potion, and everyone is distressed.
-3 days pass until they manage to collect themselves up enough to move, after Ranbob said that he believes the town of Kelalen is nearby, he believes traveling there is worth the risk.
-It takes a week to travel to Kelalen and at first they get turned away, before Lucia recognizes some features of Ranbob and feels bad turning them away when Ran is blind. So they get brought in and Ran gets cured. 
-They stay in Kelalen for 4 weeks (minimum, may be more later on, im actually thinking along the lines of months) where they learn more about everything and Foolish who is particularly interesting. And after a while and long conversations they say goodbye and continue on to their next biome, a snow biome.
-While in the snow biome they meet a particular old enderman who used to live with members of the SMP. He reveals his name as Edward and upon meeting Ran and Ranbob he makes the connection with them to Ranboo. And starts to happily tell stories and teach lessons. But when Ran leaves to go to bed, Edward reveals that Ran does love Ranbob, but is struggling with his own nightmares that make it hard for him to show it to Ranbob. Who hesitates believing him, but eventually does. From here on Ranbob looks at and thinks of Ran in a different view. 
-After the snow biome theres no real destination next on their list, so they decide to just explore. 
-3 months past before something interesting happens. Whenever they come across a village Jackie has formed a habit of asking them about Foolish, as he took a interest in him. And he eventually gets a village that goes "Yes Foolish is that way." And he excitedly drags everyone else with him to meet Foolish. 
-They get to Foolish's home and start exploring. Jackie is alone when Foolish confronts him and Jackie brings him to the others. Foolish isn't exactly nice at first but warms up upon seeing the brothers again, as he's reminded of Ranboo. Hes informed about Dream and he is horrified to learn that and offers his help, they decline beliving themselves already free of Dream. Just before the group leaves Foolish gives them access to his armoury, saying how he feels like they'll need it. Before Ran can leave Foolish gives him a special totem of undying, saying he truly means he'll help, and that he feels they may face Dream again. Foolish tells Ran to break it when they need help and he'll be summoned to them. Ran leaves disturbed.
-2 years have passed with the group and brothers getting closer, along with occasional attacks from Raq and other hunters. They head back to Subbin. Their goal of getting the brothers closer achieved. Their still not as close as they used to be, but their close enough they can joke around, be left in the same room together alone without someone being stabbed, and even hug. Though Ran still hasnt fully forgiven Ranbob yet, but he's trying his best. Their on their way back to Subbin when nightmares between the two start ramping up, and Ranbobs episodes where he tries to run back to Dream are also on the rise. Everyone is starting to suspect something is happening but isn't sure what and so try to move on. When next Raq attack he brings back up again, this time instead of focusing on Ran, they focus on Ranbob. When Raq is defeated and finally caught, they ask why, and Raq reveals that theres a person who put a high bounty on Ranbob. Raq dies from Ran and Cletus.
-Ranbob fears its Dream, the others comfort him saying Dream can't escape Mizu. Their wrong.
-They finally get to Subbin and things are normal for a while, until Porkius reveals that Ranbob probably shouldn't be alone for a while. When asked why he reveals that the bounty on Ranbob has been put back up in Subbin, although he's going as fast as he can to nullify it. Benjamin, Charles, and Watson go to the local bar where bounties are put. And sure enough there's one for Ranbob there.
-When they get back Ran reveals what Foolish told him about facing Dream. They realizie Dream somehow got out and is hunting Ranbob down. Ranbob is terrified but they manage to comfort him. And they come to the conclusion they need to fight Dream. They spend months preparing and training for it. 
-(This is the end bit and has yet to be fully figured out. So it'll be added in at a later time.)
Notes: During the whole time traveling, unless specified, Ran and Ranbob are far away from each other. Ran tending to be in the very front of the group with Ranbob in the very back. And whenever Ranbob got close to a gladiator Ran would growl at him to back off. 
If you have any questions feel free to ask! (And if I missed anything please tell me so I can add it)
And I wanna check, am I still ok to send these?- to like talk about my au or no?- I'm afraid I've overstayed my welcome honestly and if I did I dont want to annoy you and will stop! And if you still don't mind, is there anything you want me to change? In general?
This’ll be helpful for the future! Also, Charles has four dogs, that’s adorable. 
Of course you’re okay to send ‘em, I love reading these things! 
I will never be annoyed about getting to see someone’s cool ideas and see how they choose to build on them. That sort of thing is awesome, and I love seeing it, your AU most certainly a favorite in that like. Send as many as you’d like, and I’ll be all the happier for it.
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theaspers · 3 years
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Zara! I just got back from a short trip. In a perpetual state of i want to do fuck all 😑 but I really should focus n do things. How are u? Anything random u want to share? My face n upper body r quite sunburnt lol so I've been a hermit trying to recover 😂 thanks for the well wishes on the job hunting. My mood on that journey is like ⬆️↗️➡️↘️⬇️↙️⬅️↖️🤣
I revisited hades after u replied! N spoilers: I got past elysium n then died to the Chambers (items got so expensive n it's multiple pathways to find cerb's treat lol n the poison...) butttttt I came back like next run n got hades to like 1/3 of his health and then died!!!! I'm pretty chuffed tho. I know now heueueue. And I MET THAN! GORGEOUS SOFT DEATH BOI. His voice man 🥰 BTW r zag n than half brothers that share hades as their father? But he cute that ain't no lie. I um am assuming u finished at least one complete run so I hope I ain't spoiling anything? I'm really sorry if I did. Third fury sister met too heueu.
Lololol I'm not really shitting on luci's yukata haha. Tbh I've been into kpop n Korean shows for yearsssss so I feel like nothing really fazes me too much? It's funny seeing ppl shit on Satan so much but I'm like honestly it doesn't hurt my eyes that badly. N his Pepsi yukata looks pre good. Not the worst by a looooooongggg shot. I hope the devs fix up the wonkiness of obey me cuz otherwise they will keep losing players n awesome content creators. V understandable tho. That's also why I probably won't play om and genshin cuz gacha, too stressful n it's kinda nice just evolving the charas by headcanons n imagination alone. The lore is v noice tho. Have u read the genshin manga?
Hahaha it's a good thing I thought of u. The fic does have some grammatical errors (I went back to read it again hehe) but it's just so soft n realistic to me that I thought u might like it. Probably ooc for Thea tho sorry. It's alright if u never get to it or don't like it!
Aww my ask got ate up huh. I sent it in the morning after u recommended achilles to me. It just said that the song is so fucking good. So cathartic n would've been such a help several yrs ago when I was going thru some shit. I love the lyrics, the sound...it's very soothing n I love it a lot. I hope to find more English songs that have such beautiful n haunting lyrics. I'm trying not to make the ask too long so I've dumbed the original ask down a lot. It's going to be long anyways 🙃
I asked about any personal hcs u wanted to share? Mine were that I would call Lucifer: Luce Luce or Luci haha. N I would greet him by saying Luci....fer after making eye contact with his brothers above his shoulder but he would be glaring at me anyways. Ever perceptive Luci. I would like to mess around Belphie by calling him Moo Moo 🤭 I hc that once close, I would go around the dining table every morning n give each bro some individual loving. Some nuzzles, cheek kiss ya know n get to Belphie like wut up moo moo? Lplolol thanks for letting me ramble haha this is sort of embarrassing. Can u tell my love language is physical touch 💖
Haha no worries about ur messy blog tho. I love the stuff u reblog. Some legit quality content n it's so amusing seeing the juxtaposition between the sfw n the NSFW. Ur duality zara never fails to make me laugh. If u want u can guess my height. What vibes do I give off? I have a feeling my answer will make u v happy ☺️ ALSO DUDE UR FIRST LANG AIN'T ENGLISH? WAT IS THIS BLASPHEMY? THAT'S SO FUCKIN IMPRESSIVE. KUDOS TO U SON. Wow. damn. U. R. So. Cool. 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️ Ahem finally much love to Luci anon. Better reinstate their rightful emojis hehe. Thanks for letting me visit again 💙 - (not a) worker lurker
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hey there!! sorry i took so long to reply shsjs but anw hope you’ve been doing well. i have been doing alright too? i guess? lol i have no idea. i’m simply just vibing. i hope the sunburn’s not bothering u as much anymore though! and still wishing you lots of luck on the job hunting front!
oooh, glad to hear that you’ve made some progress on hades! you’re not spoiling anything at all so don’t worry hehe. i wish you luck on your future runs, you can do it!! (side note: those stupid rats. i swear. i hate them so much 😭) AHH THAN!! isn’t he just so precious? 🥺 like i realise he is death but he’s so. soft 🥺 and no!! afaik they’re not related lol i think nyx might have just. made him and hypnos? they grew up together tho, i think. oooh, love the fury sisters. they’re very interesting hehe. definitely missed playing the game but i’m still not in the mood to play it unfortunately. i miss zag tho. and hypnos. ugh one day i’ll pick it back up again 🥺😭
shdjd same tho. and ur right. after seeing all the kpop idol outfits, nothing fazes me anymore. plus i don’t think their outfits are the worst thing ever tbh :’) ugh, i agree. the main route itself is getting harder to play and the non-stop events are tiring. i want to hope that they slow down a lil bit but idk. kinda doubt they will. and the obm gacha rate is terrible but at the end of the day, it is gacha, right? :’) genshin is horrible gacha wise but there’s always a lot to do, and places to explore. plus they’re still updating the game so i’m sure it’ll remain relevant for a little while longer. i haven’t read the manga fully but i have seen bits and pieces, and some screenshots. diluc and kaeya look amazing in them 😭
oof yeah, i still love listening to achilles come down. it’s so good!! definitely very cathartic. i’m glad you enjoy it too. 🥰
ahaha, ngl i just always call him luci tbh. i know he probably doesn’t like it. but like lucifer is just a mouthful to say sometimes hehe i just know he’ll get his revenge on u for calling him that tho. belphie moo moo shdjd that’s kinda cute?? hmm. i don’t think i have nicknames for them tbh? :0 just kinda. shorten their names lol. and there’s nothing wrong with having physical touch as ur love language!! hehe i think that’s cute. i’m sure they enjoy the show of affection anw. i think i would just be way too shy to do anything like that tho :’)
ik people tell me they enjoy the messiness but sometimes i scroll through and get so embarrassed 😭 like i would like to not be perceived, please and thank u. but i’m glad that u enjoy my blog, regardless 😭 your height? :0 oof that’s a bit tough. you don’t radiate short ppl energy. wanna say ur probably average height shdkd and no, that’s definitely not me projecting my own height onto other people :’)
yeah, english isn’t my first language shdjd 😭 but i have been speaking/learning it for a while now. doesn’t matter tho, i still makes mistakes occasionally ahdjd but i’ve stopped caring lolol luci anon has yet to pop up again but it’s okay hehe they’ll get back their rights eventually hehe oh, and thank you for dropping by!! much love 💖💖💖
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e350tb · 5 years
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Steven Universe: Marooned Together - Chapter Sixteen
(with thanks to @real-fakedoors for proofreading! READ HER STUFF, EVERYONE.)
Lapis stood just beyond the treeline, the beach and the sound of the ocean behind her. She could hear the waves behind her, crashing to the shore as the high tide came in. The birds and small animals she often heard in the jungle were quiet - there wasn’t much nocturnal life on the island - and the absence made her feel incredibly, terribly alone.
This was it, she thought - it was over. She was going to lose everything, and Stevonnie would never want her to come back after that argument. No, it was better to just leave, to shrink into the jungle, to live alone once again; it was better for everyone…
“So, where we going?”
Lapis jumped and spun around. Amethyst had walked up behind her, and was now casually leaning against a tree. Her face was twisted into a casual smile, as if she'd randomly come across her while wandering around a store or back street. It was somehow both endearing and infuriating.
“Amethyst?!” exclaimed Lapis, “How did you find me?”
“Dude, you're literally a hundred yards from the barn,” replied Amethyst, “I'm pretty sure they can still see us.”
She leaned back, cheerfully waving towards the distant shape of the barn.
“I… look, I'm leaving, okay? Just leave me…”
“No you're not,” replied Amethyst, “If you wanted to leave forever, you'd have flown off into space by now, right?”
“I…”
“Yeah, thought so,” Amethyst nodded, “So how about instead of sitting around beating yourself up for however long, why don't you just talk to someone?”
Lapis pursed her lips, doubtful. "And that's supposed to be you?"
"Why not?" The shorter gem responded with a shrug, expression just the right amount of smug to rub Lapis the wrong way. She didn’t get it; she was part of the problem.
"No thanks," she replied curtly, storming off deeper into the forest. The sound of twigs crackling and bushes bristling behind her annoyed her to no end, and she stopped before they'd made it ten-feet deeper.
“What are you doing?" She demanded, spinning on her heel and glaring at Amethyst, "Are you seriously going to follow me around until I - what? Open up to you?”
“Yeah! Let’s go camping!”
Lapis growled, clenching her fists and marching into the trees. “Go away.”
Amethyst smiled and followed, whistling to herself. “Not a chance. So you can keep nagging or suck it up, cause unless you’re ready to bolt it off-planet, you’re stuck with me.”
Swallowing down the urge to fling curses over her shoulder, Lapis just grit her teeth and kept walking. Camping, huh?
This, she thought, was going to be interesting.
The sun rose slowly over the waterfall, catching in the cascade with a dazzling spray of beautiful colours. A rainbow could be faintly seen shimmering over the damp rocks, and Amethyst felt the water lap around her ankles as it snaked down towards the sea. She could hear the long, deep calls of birds - or at least she thought they were birds - in the distance.
“Niiiiice, Laz.” she nodded, “I can see why you stayed here.”
Lapis grunted. She was laying on top of the stream, staring blankly at the sky through the tree cover. If she had a grungy band t-shirt and a cheap cigarette dangling from her lips, Amethyst thought she would be a shoe-in for a moody teenager.
Amethyst stepped over - for a moment, she felt something slimy under her foot, and privately hoped it was seaweed.
“You wanna talk?” she asked.
“About what?” Lapis demanded.
Amethyst shrugged. “Anything.”
She sat down in the shallow water next to the blue gem.
“I ever tell you about the time I left Peri on an asteroid?” she asked.
“You what?” Lapis replied incredulously.
Amethyst let out a humourless chuckle, absently playing with a few strands of her hair.
“We got into an argument - can't even remember what started it now,” she continued, “And we were exploring this space rock that some Homeworld bigwig was mining for coal or ore or something, and I just told her that if she didn't pull herself together, I was just gonna straight up leave her. And she called me a clod and said she'd be happier alone, so I just… snapped, you know?”
“So you left her?” replied Lapis, “That's… harsh. But I guess it's no different to what I did.”
“Well it is,” shrugged Amethyst, “‘Cause I came back two hours later, and… well, we hugged and we cried a lot, and then we went back to the cabin, watched some CPH, and then we…”
She trailed off, thinking for a moment.
“...you comfortable talking about this?” she asked.
“About what, you and Peridot watching TV?” replied Lapis.
“No, about…” Amethyst scratched the back of her head. “Well, you know… making love.”
Lapis blinked.
“Getting physical.”
Lapis blinked again.
“Sex!” Amethyst exclaimed, gesticulating with her arms.
“Oh,” said Lapis, “You could've just said that. I mean, I know what it is, I think… is there a reason you brought this up?”
Amethyst shrugged.
“I guess the point was, people fight, then they forgive each other. Or they don't… I…”
She laid back, her head splashing into the water, long hair fanning out over the gentle current.
“I should've thought about where I was going before I started talking,” she muttered, “I guess I'm saying… it's gonna be okay?”
They lay in silence for something.
“Well,” said Lapis, “You tried. I guess.”
There was a short silence, and then Amethyst snorted and began to laugh.
“I’m on mah wae, from misery tae happiness todaeh…”
“What are you doing?”
Lapis and Amethyst were trudging down a muddy slope - or rather, Amethyst was, and Lapis was floating just above it. The smaller gem didn’t mind; she was singing merrily and stomping down on the wet mud, grinning as it splashed around under her feet. The accent was strange, and Lapis guessed that even if she could place it, it would still be a poor imitation of the real thing.
“Singing an old Earth song,” replied Amethyst, “This one used to drive Pearl nuts.”
“Can you stop?” asked Lapis testily.
“Sure, sure, I got another one!”
Amethyst cleared her throat.
“And I would walk five hundred miles, and I would walk five hundred more, just to be the gem who walked a thousand mi-AAAAAH!”
She slipped, falling hard on her back and sliding down the slope to the bottom, coming to rest against a tree trunk.
“Ow,” she grunted.
She sat up, and for a moment Lapis thought that she might finally be finished singing.
Her hopes were soon dashed.
“I can’t get no - DUN NAH NAH NAH - satisfaction…”
Lapis sighed as they walked onwards, Amethyst’s singing echoing in the distance.
“Lapis, do you wanna have sex?”
Lapis raised an eyebrow.
“What, you mean right now?”
“Aw geez, no, I didn't mean… I mean in general,” replied Amethyst, “Like, if you were dating someone, and…”
They had stopped in front of the old Homeworld mine, the sun now high in the sky. They sat in the shade of a tall tree, Lapis again watching the clouds. She'd been doing this all day - walking, then sitting or lying down and watching something - and Amethyst wondered if it was her way of letting off steam.
Lapis pursed her lips, thinking.
“Do you have to?” she replied, “Like, if you love someone, or if you're dating someone, do you have to…?”
“Nah, dude,” shrugged Amethyst, “There's no rules or anything. Took years before Peri was comfortable with it. If you don't wanna, you don't gotta. And I get the feeling you don't wanna.”
Lapis shook her head.
“It just… I don't get it,” she said, “I read ‘novels’ and they say it's really important, and it's what makes love love, but…”
“Well, what do you think it is?” asked Amethyst.
Lapis bit her lip, blushing.
“Uh… dancing?” she replied, “Holding hands? Uh, hugging? Maybe kissing, I guess? Just…”
“Being intimate?”
“Yeah.”
Lapis sighed, looking down at her feet.
“Is that wrong?” she asked.
“Nah, you're probably just ace,” replied Amethyst, “Plenty of people are! Like Peedee, he's a bit ace, I think he calls it grey…”
“Ace?” quizzed Lapis.
“Asexual.” Amethyst smiled. “Means you don't feel sexual attraction.”
“Oh.”
For the first time all day, Lapis managed a small smile. She looked back up at the clouds drifting by.
“I think I like the sound of that.”
“Why did you decide to fight?”
It was evening now, and they were sitting by the sea on the other side of the island. The beach wasn’t actually that different to the one by the barn - it was a different view, certainly, but there was still the same sea breeze, the same smell, the same picturesque, greenish sunset (although the sun now set over the island rather than the sea - that was definitely a downgrade.)
Amethyst looked up from the fire she’d been trying to make for half-an-hour.
“I’m a quartz, Lapis,” shrugged Amethyst, “It just comes to me.”
“So you’ve never even thought of just… hiding?” asked Lapis.
Amethyst opened her mouth, but stopped for a moment - she seemed to ruminate over her next few words.
“Yeah,” she replied, “Once.”
Lapis didn’t say anything, so she continued.
“There was this Carnelian,” she said, “Not the one from the Zoo, a different one - she joined our crew for a while. She was just… so optimistic, so hell-bent on giving Homeworld a kick up the…”
She closed her eyes, and when she opened them again they seemed sombre, haunted.
“One time we raided a Homeworld lab,” she said, “It was a stupid idea but I promised a friend I’d look for… something. Anyway, we got seperated and Carnelian got cornered by an Agate and her soldiers. I just… I just remember running to get there and then…”
She took up a handful of sand.
“...dust. Just… red dust,” she said hollowly, “It wasn’t enough for them to shatter her, they had to… grind her into… into fucking sand. Just to make absolutely sure she wouldn’t come back.”
“What did you do to the Agate?” asked Lapis.
Amethyst gazed down at her hands. She opened her fingers, and the sand slowly trickled down to the Earth.
“You never forget the first time you shatter a gem,” she replied.
The air seemed to turn colder, and Lapis resisted the urge to shiver.
“Anyway, me and Peri talked about it. We were gonna take the Avenger, find some planet in the middle of nowhere and just stay there. But, I just remember that… that red dust, and I think…”
She clenched her fists again.
“Nobody should have to go through that,” she finished, “Not if I can help it.”
They said nothing else as the sun set and darkness fell, but Lapis found she didn’t mind. There was a  lot to think about.
The sky was blood red.
Lapis stood on top of a pile of shattered wood by the beach, staring at the twisted remains of a blue ship - the Crystal Avenger. She tasted burning steel and the tang of copper -- blood -- in the air as choking, black ash rained down from the sky.
Slowly and numbly, she stepped towards the wreckage. She could see a glint of green - Peridot! She had to help her, she thought; she had to save her from the strange blight that had fallen upon them.
But as she approached, she saw another small glint, and another, and another…
Shattered.
She fell to her knees, clutching her head. This couldn’t be happening - it just couldn’t! Suddenly she could hear a hideous screaming sound, drilling into her very being. The world around was drained of colour - her vision was filled with white light, and she forced her eyes closed.
“You can't hide forever, Starlight.”
The voice sent a shiver down Lapis’ spine.
She opened her eyes. She was standing in a pure white void, almost so bright as to be painful. In front of her, she could see Stevonnie, sword drawn, looking up at something. Lapis followed their gaze - her eyes widened.
White Diamond towered above them, a serene smile on her face. She almost looked motherly.
“L-leave me alone!” shouted Stevonnie, “I don't want…”
“Oh, but it doesn't matter what we want,” replied White Diamond, “We have a duty. Come home, Starlight - end this silly little game.”
She reached out her titanic hand, aiming to scoop up the fusion.
“No!”
Lapis found herself running, bolting past Stevonnie and standing in front of them, arms outstretched.
“Get away from them!” she bellowed.
White Diamond stared down at her. Fear ran through her being, and her mind scolded her - this is stupid, Lapis, just run, save yourself - but she refused to move.
Suddenly, White Diamond smirked.
“Well,” she said, “Isn't this interesting?”
She extended a long, manicured finger and swiftly lowered it towards Lapis. There was no time to dodge - she closed her eyes and braced…
“Lapis? Dude, you okay?”
Lapis shot up, clutching her head.
She was back on the beach, Amethyst kneeling down next to her. The sea was calm, the sky clear and dotted with stars - everything was normal.
“It was… it was a dream,” she muttered, holding her arms tightly over her chest, worried she might come apart if she let her seams exposed.
“Looked more like a nightmare from here,” said Amethyst.
Lapis shook her head, taking slow, deliberate breaths to calm down.
“I saw White Diamond,” she said, “And Stevonnie, and… and I stood up to her.”
“Cool,” nodded Amethyst.
“Not cool!” exclaimed Lapis, “I think I died!”
“But you stood up for yourself, dude!” replied Amethyst, “You fought for something! Do you get it now?”
“Get it… no! I… I don't…”
Lapis stood up, clenching her fists.
“Stop trying to manipulate me!” she shouted.
“Manipulate you?” Amethyst stood up too. “What do you mean, manipulate you?”
“It's just like at the barn!” growled Lapis, “When you were telling Stevonnie they have to fight, that the Diamonds are gonna find us! You don't know that! You're just trying to get ‘em to…”
“I'm trying?” Amethyst threw her arms out. “Open your eyes, Lapis! They were always gonna fight back. It's who they are! It's who they're made of! Connie was always a fighter, and Steven couldn't stand to see anyone hurt…”
“And you preyed on that!” Lapis shouted, pointing a finger at Amethyst, “You knew that if you just pushed them into…”
“So I nudged them a little,” snapped Amethyst, “It’s still their choice, Lapis, not yours!”
She crossed her arms.
“Why the hell do you care, anyway?” she demanded.
“What do you mean, why do I care?” spluttered Lapis.
“As long as nothing happens to your barn or your island, why do you care what happens to Stevonnie?” Amethyst spat, “I mean, you can always just leave ‘em, right? Like you did to Peridot…”
“Don't you dare…”
“Well, tell me!” thundered Amethyst, “Why does it matter now when it didn't before? What changed? Why do you care so much about…”
“Well maybe I’ve changed! You ever think about that?!” demanded Lapis, “Maybe I don’t wanna be that person anymore! Maybe I’m done hurting people! And maybe I just want to be able to live my life with Stevonnie without someone trying to get them to join some crazy resistance movement…”
“It’s not crazy, Lazuli, it’s the only way-”
“You’re gonna get the one person I love killed!”
There was a long silence, the last cry echoing in the darkness.
Her energy fading, Lapis sat down in the sand, clutching her temples. Slowly, Amethyst sat down too.
“Whoa,” she muttered, “That got pretty heated.”
“Yeah,” sighed Lapis.
Amethyst bit her lip.
“So, uh… love, huh?”
“I… I don't know what this feeling is,” said Lapis at last, “If it's like you and Peridot or if it's just friends or something else, but… but I don't want to live without them, and I just… I can't bear to think of them being killed, and I know that's selfish, but I…”
Amethyst sighed.
“Lapis, that's not selfish at all,” she replied.
Lapis lay back, staring at the stars.
“They're gonna fight, aren't they?” she said wearily, “I can't stop them.”
“Probably,” nodded Amethyst.
Lapis closed her eyes and took another deep, deliberate breath.
“Guess there's only one thing I can do.”
Wearily, Stevonnie paced the barn. The early morning sun was slowly peeking through the door, filling the barn with its faint light green It had been two nights, and there was still no sign of Lapis or Amethyst. Peridot was sitting on the hammock, reading an old magazine - her legs dangled over the side. In the distance, they could see Lenny, C and Z leaving the Crystal Avenger to get back to work on the warp pad.
“Where are they?” Stevonnie muttered to themself, restlessly scanning the horizons for a spot of purple or blue.
“Eh, Amethyst will be back,” replied Peridot, “Give it another couple of days.”
“Does this happen a lot with you guys?” asked Stevonnie, turning to the green gem.
“Well, usually I come along,” shrugged Peridot, “But sometimes Blue Zircon gets lonely and someone has to stay with her to make sure she doesn’t panic and take the ship back to New Earth, and…”
A wooden board creaked, and Stevonnie turned around.
Lapis stood in the doorway, arm behind her back. She smiled nervously.
“I… um… I just wanna say…”
Stevonnie lunged forward, pulling their barnmate into a tight hug.
“Lapis, I’m sorry!” they exclaimed, “I didn’t mean to-”
“You’re sorry? I’m sorry!” replied Lapis, “I just left on you, and…”
“Yeah, because I wouldn’t accept…”
“I wouldn’t accept your point of…”
“You can both be sorry, you clods!” Peridot shouted.
Stevonnie stepped back, letting go of Lapis.
“I, uh, if you want me to-” they began.
“No,” replied Lapis, “I… I know I can’t stop you from fighting, and I’ve been thinking, and…”
She took a deep breath.
“I wanna fight with you,” she said, “Just… I don’t want you to do it alone. Is that okay?”
Stevonnie grinned, their eyes watering.
“Lapis,” they replied, “There’s nothing I’d like more.”
As they pulled each other into another hug, Amethyst climbed into the barn and casually strolled up to Peridot.
“Why do other people’s relationships have to be so complicated?” she asked.
“I guess other people lack our perfect emotional and physical compatibility,” shrugged Peridot.
Amethyst tagged on a sly grin, putting an arm over her shoulder.
“I love it when you talk dirty, ‘Dot.”
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Do you have anymore AU's you want to write? Is there any au you think you'd like to read but don't want to write yourself?
Oh heck yeah!! For both! I don’t think I’ve ever written a single canon-verse fic in my life? Like… maybe one, but I can’t even think of it right now if I have done it. (Granted, I’m counting both entirely new universes and canon-divergence fic as AUs, so maybe you’re using a different scale). But I most definitely have AUs I want to write still, even if they aren’t huge works and are still only like… barely 1K of severe sickfic or Trio’s Past Gets Revealed Early or something. Even if I don’t have an immediate fic planned and ready to write, I usually have something on the back burner in my mind, even if it’s something I’m unsure I’ll ever fully write. (I haven’t talked about the Modern Trio AU in quite a while now, but it legit haunts me daily and makes me laugh still.) Those ideas keep me going until a more immediate AU inspires me. So yes, always AUs! Forever!
(Unless you were hoping I’d name something specifically, in which case I just posted my most recent fic and besides one ongoing collab, I now don’t have a super concrete idea for my next fic, whoops. I’ve been haunted a bit by more Xanlow and Xander x Odin again for some reason, but it will probably pass and I’ll have to figure out something else unless I get a sudden prompt idea, since I’m a bit short on those all around atm. But we shall see.)
“Is there any au you think you’d like to read but don’t want to write yourself?” Every single one, lmao. Every fic I write is a very specific scenario I would like to see but because it only exists in my head and not already out there in the world somewhere, I’m the one who has to write it, haha. Don’t take that to mean writing isn’t fun though! It is and I love it a lot! But it’s always different when you read someone else’s fic and you get to be surprised, you know?
That said, because I was so general with that last answer, here are some specific ideas I’d want to read someone else write in no particular order and only because they spring to mind right now as I think on them: 
a Xander x Odin fic that reads legit because I’m still a sucker for rarepairs
a fic dealing with the Royals/Retainers and non-primary parent (or even non-parent but close aunt/uncle) bonding, 
a fic where Odin tells Ophelia (and others overhear) about Ylisse and his past through fairytales
(OT3) Fic dealing with Ophelia having the Brand and Nina/Forrest Do Not, as meaningfully or as inconsequential as the author deems (I can see it both ways)
another FE horror au tailored to my tastes (but nobody dies because I could never allow that, lmao)
more reincarnation AUs where the Trio doesn’t remember their past lives, but others do 
The Modern AU
The Modern AU B-Side that focuses on the parents instead of the Trio in another world where the Trio are treated like a legit missing person’s case and its suspenseful/a forever unsolved mystery (I have like 3 different scenarios for how this goes down already, lmao) until the Magic Reveal (maybe reveal in another fic, even though I technically already wrote that?)
Inuyasha-style FE Fic where instead of using the dried up well as a portal (or maybe still using it, I’m not picky) the Trio use bodies of water (pools, lakes, rivers, etc) and dive deep in order to get to Nohr/Valla/back home (bc water theme)
Every Fic Where The Trio MUST Reveal Their Identities/Get Reveal Not Of Their Own Volition, In Every Scenario Ever
AU where the Trio really do go with Corrin when Corrin first bails, even though it hurts real bad, and the aftermath of that decision (or even where the Trio are split because of it, whether willingly or not)
More fics that explore the connection human Anankos made with the Trio, whether that be magically or if it has dragon!Anankos acting weird/possessive/whatever
Fic that explores the full extent of having their appearances + new powers given
This means weird feelings about their different appearances now
Also means I want to know exactly what Anankos did. In-game power boost, yeah, but are the Trio like super soldiers now? What does that mean? Are they weirdly inhuman sometimes? I wanna see both the humorous version and the super serious version of this
While we’re on the subject, someone continue my Immortal Trio AU for me and get me that Nina Sees Odin Not Die When He Should Have And Has to Deal With That (i.e. The One Where Nina Trusts Herself More Than Anything Else In The World And She Should)
Or like… any of the kids seeing it happen, basically. 
A zombie AU like that zombie AU I wrote but Better
AU of that AU where everyone is slightly older and Niles (plus Leo? Depends on the circumstances but they’re both present in the plot, if not location) trek into zombie-infested Ylisse to find their online BF, Owain
Kinda Cinderella AU where the Trio show up sometimes and then just bail and seem to come and go of their own deadlines and are So Mysterious
That xxxHolic au I always say I’m gonna write
This list has gotten so long, whoops
Haha, anon, you got me to go on a bit of a list of just different plots I’ve been thinking about as of late. Again, this are in no order or some not even with a particular supreme need. They’re just ideas I’ve been thinking about lately so it would be convenient if they were in front of me at this very moment rather than me having to work for them, lol. I made this list, but the next fic you see from me probably won’t be any of these, haha. Maybe some day? Either way, thanks so much for your question! It had me thinking a lot again. I hope you don’t mind the length!
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kinaish · 2 years
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day 1
what's been bothering you the most
well, there's always something bothering me. even when i'm at my happiest, i can always feel this looming threat of unresolved problems that are just waiting to grab my attention banging at the back of my head.
but lately, well, this past week, i've mostly been bothered by the fact that i'm back to square zero: suicide attempts.
not just suicidal thoughts. those things never seem to leave my mind.
this time, it's attempts. plural.
i don't really know (yet) what's wrong with me, or what triggered my regular train of suicidal thoughts into suicide attempts lately, and for god's sake, it fucking haunts me. usually, i would have a few near guesses as to why i've been spiraling downwards and hence, know how to cope (though not healthily, might i add). but this time i have no clue.
work is great, albeit nerve-wracking sometimes—but hey, that's just normal work under capitalism.
social life, well, not that great but i'm adapting. i've even gone to find that i'm enjoying my time alone again, which feels amazing.
family relationships are perfecto, i keep in touch with them every day.
dating life, well, i'm not really interested in exploring the romantic aspects of my life right now (and probably not in the near future, too).
covid cases are rising for the third fucking time (HOW is this still happening?), but i'm getting used to it, just a normal amount of anxiety that pops up every time i read updates of daily cases.
money is a bit tighter than usual, but i'm managing.
i'm not sick, nothing terrible had just happened to me (referring to that horrible night in june), i even stepped up and made amends to a few people i've done wrong to in the past.
which just makes me hate myself even more. nothing is wrong in my life, yet why do i want to quit it so badly?
i took a bunch of meds a couple of days ago; namely 4 decolgen, 2 paramex, 5 ctm, and god knows how many ibuprofens (i was too scared to count the last one i just gulped it all in one go). safe to say i spent the next 36 hours or so in a state of delusion. i was constantly puking every meal i ate, my body was tired but i was so restless that i couldn't sleep, my hands and legs were trembling, and my head was in so much pain i felt that it would just burst off. i tried to keep myself sane by staying in touch with a few friends via text and phone calls, but of course since they had their own lives, not every single one of them could keep me tethered to reality—one even straight up made my condition worse (well, to be frank, i did agitate him first). good thing monday came up quick and i could focus on other things.
so, yeah. after a couple of years clean of suicide attempts, i broke my streak on the last days of the first month of this year with no real known reason.
ugh, just writing all of this down makes me wanna kms again. fuck this.
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