#they r not my strongest work 😭

[andro-dino]

explodes them with my mind

[deerlino]

Hey hey hey

Can i please request producer!grumpy! Chan x producer! Sunshine! Reader? Enemies-to-lovers?? Like chan has a bad first impression on reader and doesn't like her but like they get put together for work and he falls in love?? Can you make it really fluffy and domestic at the end (like they're in a r/s and like they kiss and cuddle alot????)

thawing the ice.

bang chan x fem!reader / at first, chan really didn’t like you and had a bad first impression of you. but then, you got teamed up for a project. spending time together changed everything, and he found himself falling for you.

additional tags / grumpy producer chan x sunshine producer reader (i mean… i tried. 😭), fluff, domestic fluff, forced proximity, mutual pining, workplace romance, love confessions, love-hate relationship, dislike to lovers — 1.5k words in total.

content warnings / kisses, smooches, and cuddles

authors notes @ anon / hey heyo anon <3, thanks for the awesome request! loved writing this. you asked for enemies to lovers, but the enemies part kinda fizzled out while i was writing—not my strongest trope, lol 😭 still, hope you enjoy it !! <3

You glance at your watch, groaning internally. It’s barely eight in the morning and you’re already heading to the studio for another day of work. It wouldn’t be so bad if it wasn’t for the fact that you were going to be working closely with Chan. Again.

It’s not that you dislike Chan. Honestly, how could you? He’s talented, driven, and ridiculously handsome. But from the moment you met him, he’s been nothing but cold and dismissive. It’s like he’s made it his mission to make your life difficult.

As you walk into the studio, you see him already there, his back to you as he fiddles with some equipment. You take a deep breath, plastering a smile on your face. “Morning, Chan!”

He doesn’t turn around. “Morning.”

You suppress a sigh. Another day, another brush-off.

You set your bag down and get to work, trying to ignore the icy atmosphere. The day drags on, the silence between you both filled with nothing but the hum of electronics and the occasional muttered curse from Chan.

Finally, after what feels like hours, you manage to get him to talk. “Hey, Chan, can you listen to this track? I think it needs something, but I can’t figure out what.”

He looks up, eyebrows raised. “You want my opinion?”

“Uh, yeah. You’re one of the best producers here,” you say, trying not to sound too sarcastic. He might be a jerk, but you still need his input.

He listens to the track, his expression unreadable. “It needs more bass. And the vocals are too soft. They need to be more upfront.”

You nod, making notes. “Got it. Thanks.”

The rest of the day goes by in much the same way, but you notice something strange. Every time you ask for his help, he gives it without complaint. And every now and then, you catch him watching you, a strange look in his eyes.

***

As the weeks go by, things start to change. It’s subtle at first. He starts offering his help without being asked. He brings you coffee in the mornings, saying it’s just because he’s getting one for himself anyway. He even starts making small talk.

One day, as you’re both working late, he surprises you. “Hey, do you want to grab some dinner after this?”

You blink, taken aback. “Uh, sure. That sounds great!”

You end up at a little diner, talking and laughing like old friends. It’s the first time you’ve seen him genuinely smile, and it takes your breath away.

“You know,” he says, looking down at his plate, “I don’t actually hate you.”

You laugh, but it’s a little shaky. “Could’ve fooled me.”

He looks up, his eyes serious. “I’m... I’m not good at this. At feelings. I’ve liked you since the day we met, but I didn’t know how to act around you. I thought being distant would make it easier.”

Your heart skips a beat. “You like me?”

He nods, looking almost shy. “Yeah. A lot.”

You reach across the table, taking his hand. “I like you too, Chan. A lot.”

***

From that night on, things change even more. You’re not just coworkers anymore. You’re friends. And, slowly, you become something more.

There are late nights at the studio where he pulls you into his lap, kissing you softly as you work.

It’s nearly midnight, and you and Chan are the only ones left in the studio. The room is dimly lit, the glow from the computer screens casting a soft light over everything. You’re both exhausted, but there’s still work to be done. You’re hunched over your laptop, tweaking some last-minute details on a track, when you feel his presence behind you.

“Hey, take a break,” he murmurs, his voice low and husky from hours of talking and singing.

“I just need to finish this part,” you reply, not looking up. “Almost done.”

He sighs, but there’s a smile in his voice. “Alright, Miss Perfectionist.”

You hear him move around, and then suddenly, you’re being lifted out of your chair. “Chan!” you yelp, but he just laughs, pulling you into his lap as he sits back down.

“Relax,” he says, his arms wrapping around you. “You’ve been working too hard.”

You lean back against him, feeling the warmth of his body seep into yours. “I just want everything to be perfect.”

“I know,” he says, his lips brushing against your ear. “But you need to take care of yourself too.”

You tilt your head, looking up at him. “And what about you? You’ve been working just as hard.”

He grins, leaning down to press a soft kiss to your lips. “I’m taking care of myself right now.”

You smile, your heart fluttering. “Okay, fine. Five-minute break.”

“Good,” he says, his lips trailing down your neck. “Because I need more of this.”

You close your eyes, losing yourself in the feeling of his lips on your skin, the warmth of his arms around you. In that moment, all the stress and exhaustion melts away, leaving just the two of you, wrapped up in each other.

Then, there are lazy Sundays spent cuddling on the couch, watching movies and stealing kisses.

It’s a lazy Sunday afternoon, and you’re both sprawled on the couch, watching a movie. Chan’s arm is draped over your shoulders, and your head rests against his chest. The movie is some cheesy rom-com, but neither of you are really paying attention. You’re too busy stealing kisses and laughing at each other’s jokes.

“Hey, pay attention,” you say, swatting his hand away as he tries to tickle you. “This is the best part.”

“Oh, really?” he teases, his fingers brushing against your side again. “What happens?”

You laugh, trying to squirm away. “Stop! You’ll see.”

He grins, finally relenting. “Alright, alright. I’ll behave.”

You settle back against him, feeling his heartbeat against your cheek. It’s moments like this that make everything worth it. The late nights, the long hours, all of it. Because at the end of the day, you have this. You have him.

“You know,” he says suddenly, his voice soft, “I could get used to this.”

You look up at him, surprised. “What, lazy Sundays?”

He shakes his head, his eyes serious. “No. Us. Being together like this.”

Your heart skips a beat. “Me too.”

He smiles, leaning down to kiss you. It’s slow and sweet, full of all the things he can’t put into words. And you know, without a doubt, that you feel the same way.

Then, there are also mornings where you wake up tangled together, his arms around you and his breath warm against your neck.

The first rays of sunlight are just starting to filter through the curtains when you wake up. You’re tangled in the sheets, Chan’s arm draped over your waist, his breath warm against your neck. You can feel his chest rise and fall with each breath, his body a comforting weight against yours.

You turn your head slightly, just enough to see his face. He looks so peaceful, so different from the grumpy, guarded man you met months ago. You reach up, brushing a strand of hair away from his face, and he stirs, his eyes slowly opening.

“Morning,” he mumbles, his voice thick with sleep.

“Morning,” you reply, smiling. “Sleep well?”

He nods, pulling you closer. “Always do when you’re here.”

You feel your heart swell at his words. “You’re sweet, you know that?”

He chuckles, his lips brushing against your shoulder. “Only for you.”

You laugh, rolling over to face him. “Lucky me.”

“Yeah,” he says, his eyes soft as they meet yours. “Lucky me.”

You lean in, kissing him softly. It’s a slow, lingering kiss, the kind that makes you feel like you’re the only two people in the world. When you finally pull away, you rest your forehead against his, your fingers tracing patterns on his chest.

“I love you,” he whispers, his voice barely audible.

You smile, your heart feeling like it might burst. “I love you too.”

And as you lie there, wrapped up in each other, you know that this is where you’re meant to be. With him. Always.

***

One evening, as you’re sitting on a bench at the park together, he turns to you, his expression serious. “You know, I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. You make me want to be better. For you.”

You smile, your heart swelling. “You already are, Chan. You always have been.”

He kisses you, and it’s slow and sweet, full of all the things he’s never been able to say. And you know, without a doubt, that he loves you.

As the months go by, you can see the change in him. He’s still grumpy and a little rough around the edges, but there’s a softness to him now, a warmth that wasn’t there before. And you know that, no matter what, you’ll always have each other.

One night, as you’re both lying in bed, you turn to him, your fingers tracing patterns on his chest. “Hey, Chan?”

“Yeah?”

“I’m glad we ended up working together. Even if you were a jerk at first.”

He chuckles, pulling you closer. “Me too. And for what it’s worth, I’m sorry. For being a jerk.”

You smile, pressing a kiss to his chest. “You’re forgiven. Just... keep being you. That’s all I need.”

And as you drift off to sleep, wrapped in his arms, you know that you’ve found something special. Something real. And you wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world.

© deerlino (est. 090624) ༯ heyo, did you enjoy this piece? if you did, maybe you could reblog, drop a comment, or shoot me an ask to let me know your thoughts. also, feel free to check out my other stuff! thanks a bunch for the support! <3

[aeruia]

⌕. WIND BREAKER

⟳. MY ONE AND ONLY LOVE !

nirei overhears you talking about strong men. the thought of him getting easily replaced by someone who’s strong made him insecure which causes you to comfort him and tell him that you’ll never replace him.

pairing : nirei akihiko x gn!reader

warning/s : a bit of angst if you squint , lowercase intended :^ , ooc nirei , reader called nirei "baby" , nanami & gojo from jjk r mentioned also mikey from tokyo rev :3

word count : 969 ( almost 1k ⁉️ )

note : this is a request !! my first request for wbk 😋 this is like the cutest thing i’ve ever written so far i even had fun writing this 😭

request

he had just finished running some errands and he can’t wait to finally spend time with you again. he happily made his way into the cafè pothos since you told him that you’ll be in the café to help kotoha out.

the blonde haired boy was now in front of the cafe as he heard your voice. his eyes lit up when he heard it however you mentioned someone’s name.

“ hmm, nanami is pretty strong but gojo is the strongest though. ” you said to sakura as he took a spoonful of the omurice, eating it. “ oh and mikey is also strong! his kicks are definitely something. ” you added, sakura nodding in acknowledgement. “ i think that's enough, sakura here might burst in excitement because of how strong they are. ” kotoha said making you laugh as sakura quick to defend himself.

nirei who was still outside is hesitant to go inside. perhaps one day of not seeing you is fine right? he left the cafè, straightly going home.

you waited in the café for two hours — sakura left saying that he has other things to do leaving you and kotoha alone in the cafè as you wait for your boyfriend nirei to come.

the door opened hearing the bell echoes as you lift your head up expecting to see your blond haired partner yet it was just sakura again.

“ this is the second time you come back here, just say you miss kotoha, man. ” you teased the black and white haired boy as he puffs his cheeks. “ as if, i will! ” he said cheeks heating up as you stand up to leave.

“ i’ll get going kotoha, he probably forgot that i’m here and straightly goes home. ” you said as you bid her goodbye, leaving the cafè as you walk to where nirei is staying at.

you were now outside his home, the atmosphere inside was gloomy even though you’re just outside. you lift your arm as you knock on the door — waiting for the door to unlock hearing a click.

you made a quick work on opening the door as it made a small creak sound as you stepped inside — closing it as you see him on the couch with his head down. you're also quick to catch on that he’s not on his usual self.

the usual nirei you know that will talk about the things he had seen when running errands or new information about the people he looked up to.

tilting your head to the side as you think of possibilities on why he’s suddenly all gloomy. you let out a soft sigh before walking into the couch as you sit beside him.

“ baby, what’s wrong? ” you asked quietly, putting an arm in his shoulder. he looked up to you, noticing the dry stain of the tears in his face as your eyebrows furrowed at the sight. ” what happened? ” you asked, voice laced with concern as you remove your arm from his shoulder now both of your hands are cupping the side of his cheeks, making him look at you.

“ i know i’m not strong or even the strongest but... ” he trailed off. “ you still love me, right? ” his question caught you off guard as a new batch of tears fell from his eyes as you wipe it with your thumb.

he sniffles as you keep wiping the tears that keeps falling from his eyes. “ of course, i do. i love you very much. ” you said gently, nirei can feel his heart skip a beat when you said that.

he should be used to it yet it’s like he’s hearing you say it for the first time. “ what makes you think that? even if you’re not strong or the strongest because you’re nirei akihiko. my one and only love! ” you said squeezing his cheeks with both of your hands as nirei couldn't help but smile — wrapping both of his arms around your waist, burying his face into the crook of your neck.

you were taken aback when he did that as you laugh, putting a hand on the back of his head ruffling his hair while you other hand find its way into his waist. “ i heard you were talking about nanami, gojo and even mikey when you’re in the cafè.. ” he mumbled except you can make out on what he said.

“ you are aware from the fact that sakura gets excited or happy when he hear strong people, right? ” you asked, playing with his hair as he answered with a slight nod. “ well, i just told him about several people i know that is strong. ” you finished, nirei lifted his head up as he looked at you.

“ i’m guessing a question that you’ll ask me. ” you begin as he tilted his head to the side. how would you know that? was the first thought he had when you said that. “ i’m guessing... you’ll ask if i’ll ever replace you with them? ” you finished as you smiled at nirei. “ the answer to that is... never! i’ll never ever do that! ” you reassured and giggle, kissing him on the tip of his nose making him flustered.

you laughed when you noticed he became red when you kissed the tip of his nose as you’re unable to refrain yourself from laying your head on his lap. he wiped his tears away as he brush your hair away from your face. your eyes was closed as you can feel yourself relaxing from his touch.

“ disregard those bad thoughts you’re having, if you fail to do that then i’ll listen and tell you how much i adore you. ” you said as nirei smiled replying with a yes.

everything you told him made him feel warm inside, he couldn't describe the feeling however it just made him love you more if that’s possible.

date posted : 062724

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

hello ari i am gently bonking your head with mine hehehe this is how we exchange ideas ok..... now that i've heard abt arisugu n arigojo first meetings.... i do need to know abt arikenny's first interaction now!!!!! and and and.... is.... is arishoko also a thing.... bc i think she would absolutely love you too like holy fuck you guys would work so well i feel like!!!!!!!!!!! why'd i immediately think of a first meeting that's like a little clumsy and cute?? like smth along the lines of you just bumping into her in like a coffee shop???? and you'd apologize over the shoulder and then she's just staring at you with that little devious smile of hers???? hehehe idk i feel like this could be canon ok anyway ily don't stay up too late my love!!!! mwah<3 - @teddybeartoji

HELLO MICKEY :33 this is us rn

okay so !!! i thought a Lot abt this one….. arishoko n arikenny are definitely the ones that r the least. Clear. in my mind. bUT i love them very dearly so!!!! we’ll see if i can make this cohesive 😭

FIRST OF ALLLL arishoko :33 it’s very very much a Thing honestly i think that. realistically. out of all four options shoko is the one i’d get together w irl… she’s just very much my type n i think i could charm her w my silly ways !!!!! but yes …..

OKAY SO I THINK. that. you’re absolutely right….. it’s a lot more soft n sweet than some of the other ones 😭 THE CAFE IDEA IS SOOOO CUTE cafe dates would be our standard for sure…… BUT I FEEL LIKE. we would meet. at a Bar. i don’t drink so i’d probably just be there accompanying a friend and i’m hating every second of it bc :// there r ppl around :/// the music is kinda loud and the lighting hurts my eyes :////// i’m just suffering and trying to read my lil book while my friends are dancing in the corner and ohhhh would you look at that…… a pretty girl is sitting rlly close to me…………. and i’m trying to subtly stare at her bc i’m enamored and. i think. she catches me in the act and i get flusteredPBDKDBDJD you get the vibes. i’m normal abt her.

so she strikes up a conversation …….. for SURE teases me abt coming to a bar just to read my gay little book and order sweet non-alcoholic drinks smh (may or may not make a throwaway comment abt how she has a friend who’s just like that… i’m forever thinking abt her calling gojo a big kid in one of the light novels bc she had to find a bar that sells non-alcoholic drinks for him LMAOO)…. and i am just. a little smitten. this is 100% an ari falls first kind of scenario i can’t resist the allure of a super pretty mysterious woman !!! :((((( and then i think she recommends a bar . that’s a lot more chill. that she likes. and she kinda just coaxes me into dating her i think 😭😭 i doooo see it as a slowburn but not nearly as much as the others shoko has me wrapped around her finger 💔💔

OH ANDDDD i should mention that i thought more abt the Lore both for arishoko and arigojo and!!!! i think that i’d probably be a non-sorcerer in both…. bc i think satoshoko in particular would rlly benefit from that ?? likeee shoko just meets someone outside of the school / jujutsu society and it’s just. a kind of normalcy that she doesn’t usually have!!! one that she finds rlly precious!!!! :((( and it’s the same w gojo but even worse bc i think he Craves normalcy. shoko already has canonical ties to non-sorcerers but gojo is kinda stuck in the jujutsu world so :’3 i feel like he’d meet a rando and just. fall for them very hard. they don’t know who he is, they don’t know he’s the strongest. to them he’s just. a Guy. and i think he loves that a lot. i’m just their Just Some Guy <333333 i think they’d both be reallyyyy adamant on Not getting me involved in their world at all. gojo introduces me to the students and shoko (begrudingly) introduces me to gojo when he crashes our date (😔) but it’s like. they’re protective … yk ……

…… this is already rlly long T—T BUT THE TRAIN NEVER STOPS i need to let it run its course…….

with that being said !!!! arikenny. the Forbidden selfship. the deranged version of arisugu. where do i even begin w this man….

honestly . this one is… yeah . i imagine it as an established relationship (<- very vaguely) bc it’s hard to picture Anyone capturing kenny’s attention w/o being reallyyyyy special 😭😭 which is why i have less thoughts on the Lore and more on the dynamic itself!!! but ummmm . i can picture us meeting in a coffee shop…. there’s this old wip i have where reader spots him sitting in a corner and eventually they start talking. abt the books they’re reading. nothing much just kenny picking their brain a little and yapping just to yap….. so i could picture it being kinda like that!! maybe i capture his attention somehow? 😭 it only really makes sense if i happen to be beneficial to his plan or something…? BUUT again i’m not super interested in the lore for this one!!!! so i’ll just talk a lil abt the dynamic hehe.

i just think. kenny is a freak. i’ve spent a lot of time trying to figure him out when it comes to x reader stuff bc i think his love is very unorthodox 😭 he’s just so detached yk?? buuut i think he can be very silly and affectionate in his own way :3 i fear he’s a Mother and a Father in one. in the worst of ways…. i could only picture him being in an Actual relationship w someone he views as his equal, but i don’t know if . that could ever apply to me LMAO. so if anything i think it’s similar to moji in that….. he just. finds a puppy in the pouring rain and brings it home. bc it’s kinda silly and good company. so maybe he does see me a little like. a Pet. kind of . I DOOO WANT TO SAY HE CARES FOR ME BUT. yk… he really wasn’t built for selfshipping. he’s a weirdo!! but i think it’s love at first sight for me…. i’m weak for milfs i fear 💔💔 and i think he does develop some kind of soft spot eventually :3 we’re. roommates. roommates who play board games and sleep in each others’ lap. roommates who kiss. i’d like to kiss his brain. WHO SAID THAT…

ok that was a big big ramble but !!!!! standard arimickey interaction let’s be real. it’s funny bc arishoko is so grounded somehow and arikenny is 💀💀 the way it is. i guess it’s sort of like a god/devout believer pairing … but without. the religious aspect. i think there’s very much a power dynamic involved this bitch is ANCIENT….. anyway that’s all tysm for reading my lovely sunflower baby <33333 i hope !! you’re having a nice day!!! ilyvm!!!!

[nightcolorz]

If Armand were to kill Marius then how would you think he'd do it, show vs book?

Also what would be the last straw that finally makes him do it?

(Quick psa for followers, so far I have seventeen asks in my inbox about Armand killing Marius lmao ily guys, and I’m going to make an Armand killing Marius tag entitled “Armand kills Marius lol x3”)

Anyways, I think book Armand would be way more likely to kill Marius than show Armand lmao. My reasoning for that is bcus book Armand is meaner then show Armand 😭, he has less qualms about callously killing people, and he’s by the end of the series gone through a lot more character growth and self realization then show Armand has so far where he would be more likely to emotionally be able to handle that. Show Armand has an issue where he falls into the same patterns of depending on people or institutions who hurt him to “survive” and then believing that he’s nothing when he looses said things. He has trouble living independently at all 😭. And show Armand also has a victim complex where he crumbles into himself when he is hurt instead of taking action. And he also seems to have more positive feelings (so far) about Marius than book Armand does by the end of the series at least.

book armand is actually fucking crazy 😭 like if y’all think show Armand is insane then book armand would put u into a coma 💀. While show Armand seems self aware and guilty about his own insane actions and tries to avoid doing those things, book Armand don’t give a shit 💀. If someone threatens him in any minor way he will fucking kill them, lmao. The difference tho, is that show Armand is seemingly more willing to kill his loved ones for his own survival then book Armand is. Book Armand (as far as I remember) has never done that, and it might even be triggering for him to contemplate that, since he was forced to kill his best friend that one time. But book Armand is capable of falling into black and white threat vs none threat thinking, and if Marius threatens him enough to warrant being killed I think he’d push his feelings for him aside and do it. But it’d take a rlly big catalyst, both Armand’s still love Marius (regardless of how aware they r of how he’s wronged them), and both Armand’s would have trouble with pushing past that to kill him.

But I think book armands catalyst would have to be Marius threatening the perceived safety of his loved ones. One of book Armand’s strongest traits is that he is incredibly protective and caring of the people he loves, and he is willing to do anything to keep them safe. People who fall into this category would be Louis, Benji and Sybelle, Lestat, and Daniel. Tho Marius is one of Armand’s closest loved ones, Armand is still implicitly threatened by him bcus of how his trauma lives in his body and affects how safe he is able to feel around Marius. Armand also expects Marius to be the one protecting him bcus of their past dynamic, and doesn’t consider marius someone who falls into his “people who I protect” category.

so what I’m getting at is, I think all it would take for book Armand to decide to kill Marius would be Marius threatening the safety of his loved ones, especiallyyy his children. Marius has already harmed Benji and Sybelle in a way Armand considers nearly unforgivable, so I think they’d be the easiest targets to trigger this reaction. Book Armand is significantly weaker than Marius, so if he were to kill him it would take a lot of strategy and element of surprise type stuff. Maybe the Claudia style poisoning would work (it would take some heavy duty poison lmao)

When it comes to show Armand, I can’t see him ever planning out to kill Marius, for reasons previously described. So I think if he were to do that, it’d have to be nearly accidental. The extent of how powerful show armand is is unexplained, but based on the powers he’s seen to have it’s not out of the realm of possibility that Armand is about as powerful as Marius. I think that if show armand were to kill Marius, Marius would have to trigger one of his trigger buttons, threaten his safety, smth like that, and armand would violently attack him in an emotional rage and then gape in horror at what he’s done. Part cathartic killing of a terrible person, part heart breaking drama. Also a Riccardo trigger lol

thanks for the ask!

[heziiiiiii]

“The strongest”

Synopsis - uh gojo kinda weird and so is reader 😭 gojo plays with readers feelings and is a manipulator but reader like cant let him go

Warnings: toxic relationship, manipulation, gojo kinda weird like I said, not proofread, written at like 3 AM idrk let me know if anything’s missing

A/n (guys PLEASE don’t take this seriously cus I definitely didn’t 😭😭this was a random ass think I just put together this was just for my friends so we can all test our writing skills but if y’all like this (idk how 😭) I’ll fs make a part 2)

The screen of your phone flashed on as your Lock Screen illuminated your face a picture of you and Satoru. Your eyes went up to the time it was 11:03 pm. Sighing, you put your phone back on your nightstand, thinking that he’s just busy being “The Strongest“ but deep inside you, you knew that wasn’t the case at all.

You knew he was out trying his “strongest” to be away from you. You knew about the other women he out was seeing. You knew he was getting tired of you and he wasn’t that good at hiding it. When he would come home he would greet you bluntly, give you a small peck on ur cheek and leave you there to go get ready to leave again and go out god knows where. Not caring to ask about your day or even a small conversation at least. Satoru’s excuse for leaving was always just a quick “Sorry, got to go something important came up it’s “work” related.” Or “I’m just gonna go out with friends. I’ll call you when I get there. He never called you.

You weren’t stupid nor, were you born yesterday he was dressed up fancy and all, like the way he used to dress when you used to go on dates at fancy restaurants. Maybe you were stupid, stupid for being so blinded by your love for Satoru. Stupid for staying with him and believing his lies. You knew he was falling out of love with you, if he hadn’t already, but you couldn’t let him go even if you tried you held on to the memories of when he used to be so in love with you.

The times where it was just you and him and he would tell you each and every thing he loved about you. When he would tell you how beautiful your insecurities were, and would kiss each one of them. A small part of you still believed he loved you or at least wanted to. You were caught up in your thoughts you jumped when the door opened you didn’t even bother to get out of bed.

About ten minutes later Satoru satoru entered your shared room. You thought about it, you were gonna tell him about how you felt, how you didn’t feel loved anymore, how you were thinking about leaving him. “Satoru.. can we talk please?” You looked up at him with sad eyes, you got up to sit on the edge of your bed. “Hm?”

He asked nonchalantly, not even turning around to look at you as he looked in the mirror. “I don’t feel like you love me anymore. I know you have been cheating on me. I know you have been lying about where you have been going. Why Satoru!? I have done nothing but loved you, is it something that I did? Is it something you don’t like about me..?”

His turned around his eyes were wide “[name]….. what..? What are you even talking about? I-I do love you? I promise baby, I promise I haven’t been cheating on you” this was the first time in a while he told you he loved you. You cursed yourself for folding, for giving in to him. “R-really do you..? Then explain everything, explain the women that you talk to on the phone when I’m sleeping. Explain the not spending any time with me anymore. Explain everything!”

You asked for answers, pleading for them. “What are you even talking about! Do you know how hard being “The strongest” is? The whole world relies on me to save it! I have a duty to do things that regular people like you dont- never will understand. Don’t question or worry about anything I do, kay?” You sat in silence looking down at your floor like a kid who just got lectured by their parents for behaving real bad.

“Being “the strongest” has a lot of responsibilities to it. Maybe there are things that he has to do that I don’t understand. What if im being selfish and only thinking about myself and not thinking from his perspective..”You thought to yourself, hundreds of questions raced through your head. It sure was funny how he was able to manipulate the whole situation and change your way of thinking with only a few sentences.

You sighed “im sorry. I should of just minded my business.. I was close-minded and didn’t even consider what you go through to protect me- protect the world please forgive me..”

He looked at you with a blank stare “Sorry I don’t want to deal with this right now I’m going to go on a walk” he changed his clothes quickly, packed some stuff, and left. He probably made a quick call to some mistress to spend the night there. You were tired, your head was pounding, confused.

Hundreds of thoughts ran through your head as you fell asleep. You swore to yourself by time he would be home, you would leave the house, leave this relationship, leave everything.

[jazzyjazzin]

I am cackling at that francesca pov. I know she's a classically trained pianist but that girl needs a good old 90s r&b playlist to teach her the wicked ways 'cause jesus must have been weeping in heaven above at what she was unknowingly putting michaela through. truly what a soldier michaela is, even if she's holding on to that control with the ever weakening grip of a sinner trying not to sin. also, michaela considering going full celibate just so francesca can't ask her again about wicked things is pure comedy.

all jokes aside though, I love your characterization of francesca. her inner thoughts and feelings mostly consisting of only music and melodies and how she might express them on the pianoforte fits her character so well and I love how michaela reacted to her playing, as if she really heard her and understood her in her chosen language.

truly can't wait to see what fresh hell you'll put michaela through in the next chapter! I'm laughing now but I know this smile will be wiped off my face when I read michaela's pov, that woman is going through pure torture (and so will francesca when she finally figures out what she's feeling I fear 😭).

p.s. I listened to the billie album and I see why you rec'd those songs (it was a great three-track run!). I also liked chihiro (the bassline and the way her falsetto was floating on top of it in the chorus was delicious) as well as blue. I also listened to the daisy jones and the six album and it was also good, though I might have to give it another run through to see what my faves were (I feel like I'm missing the impact of the lyrics by not knowing the story though). 😊

-🧛🏻‍♀️

Michaela is having a really hard time right now you can trust that 😂. I’ve been getting a lot of comments about her being “the strongest soldier” and “having morals” but boyyyy is that not,,, like her head is certainly a place to be is what i’m going to say lol

!!! I think my favorite thing about writing is posting it and not only having people read it and form their own interpretation but also having people UNDERSTAND what I have written down. That scene is important to me for this exact reason. it’s not just Francesca being a mess and it’s not just important to hear the way she thinks but it how they connect because of those things.

Michaela’s chapter is going to be fun for me i’m not going to lie though I will be delaying it to work on chapter 2 of No Rest for the Damned. Vampire!Cressida misses me and i miss her. But also yes, Francesca may be down bad but she has no idea what that even means or that it’s even possible for her, so she’s in for a bit of a harsh reality check when she does figure it out and I already know the scene that’s going to untangle that line. 😈

Idk what kind of shows you’re into but if you want to give Daisy Jones and The Six a watch I would. I had fun with it and there’s music everywhere, I also had a month of being obsessed with Riley Keough because of it 😂. I’m super happy you liked the Billie album, and I LOVE chihiro for those reasons too!

I hope you’re having a lovely day vamp anon 🥺❤️

[sketching-shark]

Coming back at ya with that jiankong movie thought:

Honestly it could have work better had was a series. It was too face paced that its passes multiple arcs without letting it sits. Hell it completely bypass the arc Xiaotian(erlang dog. Bc i forgot how his name shorthanded to) was in

Yes the love interest had a plot but it wasn’t prioritized properly and been given to the sideline to push her in like a semi love difficult w erlang.(yes swk was there but he too much of a aroace king for the love triangle plot to affect him bad. He did bonded w her but i considered his strongest bond w erlang in the movie. He was going through it tho😭😭 man was third wheeling.

And it was bad in the end. Like idk what happened?? But they parted ways sadly.(mild spoilers but really, all u need to know what happened is that trope that happened to every swk’s love interest happened here.

Despite the tittle being called a jttw movie, it sured bypassed much of jttw stuff to tell erlang story. HELL IT WAS JUST A MENTION THAT SWK GOT HIS NAME IN THE MOVIE AND SHOWED LITTLE OF THE HAVOC HES CAUSING(erlang was happy to remeeting him tho)

(It was cute tho how despite having no name and being just refer as monkey, both erlang and the love interest cared for him. IT SHOULDVE BEEN THROUPLE—IT FELT LIKE IT SHOULD.

Ye s they fought. FOUGHT N A TEAMUPPPPPP SHEHEHSBSBBE

It shouldve been promoted as a erlang shen origins movie w swk meeting him before puti.

I have sm thought about this film by i dont want to give out much spoilers for those who really want to see it.

This version of swk was too good for erlang shen(he shouldve went OFF I TELL YOUUU)

But its so sad to just not see them side by side😭😭 icant decide—my emotions r too mix

asdgar I'm going to be real with you @birbs-n-cats that sounds like a bit of a Mess, if a kind of fun mess to witness. That said, I am quite liking the idea of a love triangle that keeps falling flat because one of the characters ostensibly in it is too aroace for that nonsense lol. And YEAH I haven't seen many but the Sun Wukong & Erlang Shen teamups out there can be pretty neat to watch :D Also AUGH when will the curse of "love interest lady Dies so the guys are Sad" end????

[onlyswan]

Woahhh your last drabble 🥺😭😭❤️‍🩹 That was sooo beautiful, at the end I almost wanted to join jk in the bathroom to cry a little....

Jealous oc is so funny lol but don't we all relate a little 🤭 I wanna give them a big hug thoo, their heart it's too soft (but also strong in many ways) for this world!

And jk's mom 🥺🥺🥺 saying she missed her baby too 🥺🥺🥺 I'm so happy that oc finally has someone they can trust and who can be so understanding, besides jk - and damn right he feeds his baby well 💝

-“you love me and you never let me forget that.” - yea so for the 19376708 time, I WANT WHATEVER THEY HAVE PLSSS

But then again, if someone were to say that to me, or make me feel this way idk how I'd survive 🤧

Thank you for your work, Art!!!!! I LOVE YOU I LOVE I LOVE YOUUU and I hope your taking care of yourself , you know, after your finals! So everything went well right? 🥹 Is life also getting busier for you? I can imagine... but we have to keep going right..

And god I miss the tannies so muchhhh 😭😭 I sometimes find stuff I used to watch a lot in my baby army days and it makes me so nostalgic.. like I just wanna feel that happy again, without having anything else to worry about 😔

-🐧

BABYYYY i missed you!!! thank you so much 🥹🩵

hehe it was so fun writing jealous oc too 🤭 the strongest soldier fr six years of having the hottest bf on earth… can u even imagine the amount of ppl manifesting him to be theirs omfg . ANYWAYS

oc being everybody’s baby just as they should be <333

But then again, if someone were to say that to me, or make me feel this way idk how I'd survive 🤧

oh you’d survive… (sighs wistfully) you’d want nothing more but to survive

NOOOOO WHY R U BEING SO CUTE I WILL CRY 😭😭😭 i love love love you more than you can imagine!!!! 💕 and yes i’m trying to catch up on all the sleep that i didn’t get for yk… the past year… my life has been wildly different since i started uni i love and hate it at the same time 😭 even though you’re busy keeping going i hope you never forget to take care of yourself and do things that make you happy 🫂<3

me too :( you know what used to be my favorite day of the week? tuesdays! i miss run bts tuesdays! 😭 i always had a reason to push through because i got to hang out with my seven bffs and laugh together :( i miss them so much

[pinkseas]

[parasocial bestie] GOOD MORNIGN BESTIE I HOPE YOURE HAVING A NICE EVENINGGG i saw ur post abt the xlmi big fic progress and how it just?? i was 😭😭????? NAUR WAY THATS HORRIBLEEE i hope you'll manage to fix it since theres so many Words so many stuff there to rewrite aaAAGHHHH you r gods strongest soldier to endure dat fr....

ive been doing okay since the past week but boy do i have to tell u my brainrotting is like a permanent disease it is hell to keep everything in check with my irl work so thats that LMAOO AND I JUST KNEW IF THAT FIC IS FINISHED ONE DAY ITLL ADD INTO THE PILE IN MY BRAIN BUT I WILL ENJOY IT I SHWEAR TO U i just know u'll nail it so good idk whats the actual point im giving here IM JUST YEAH. YEAGHHHHHHAHHH 👊👊👊👊👊👊👊

btw ur respons 2 my recent ask,... i sent that out of catharsis cus i miss theym sm and now i read back and i was ugughuhuhu. anyway. yknow when i overanalyze things right.... i still think abt ur past response on the case of xiao's vulnerability and u saying along the lines how i portrayed it being realistic as i can bc i know the stakes of it the people who are involved the way both he and those who witness it and care for him respond that i keep every aspect of it in character. i had to go back to that ask to write this KFHWHFHHD BUT YKNOW i just wanna point out cus im feeling eck of Stuff and remembering that makes me feel better cus i been doubting saur hard abt it coming fron self indulgence so it can get Out Of Hand SO I HOPE U KNOW THAT OK. U ARE SO AWESOME SO REAL FOR IT AND I LOVE YUOU SM UEUEUUEUEUEUEUE I HOPE U HAVE A GREAT NIGHT AND COMFY SLEEP SOON holds ur hands warmly spinning us together and we helicopter our way into the stars <333333333

GOOD MORNING BESTIE !!!!!!!!!!! I AM HAVING A GOOD EVENING THANK U :DDD <33333

i think ive fixed the Vast Majority of what needed to be fixed, im gonna be so fr i. realized what was wrong, Took A Fucking Nap, and then when i woke up i cracked my knuckles and got to work fixing/editing and there May be small parts/details i missed BUT if there are ill catch them when i Really Truly edit the fic (i.e. when its almost done and i read the entire thing out loud to myself to catch as many errors as possible)

i love u so so so bad, sometimes things are wildly self indulgent and very realistic and true to canon sometimes true geniuses (read: You) are able to seamlessly mix the two and its so rare in fandom in general but you manage it every time i will never understand how yet i will always be SO grateful for it and for all that you share

UR JUST AS AWESOME AND ILY JUST AS MUCH !!!!!!!! THANK U SM PLEADING FACE EMOJI I HOPE U HAVE AN AMAZING DAY TODAY !!!!!!!! holding UR hands as we helicopter into the stars can we pretend like airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars <- thats us but instead of crying/wishing we ARE the shooting stars we are the dream come true <- i literally have no fucking idea what im saying i just used the last of my brainpower to finish up this one scene and now im back to being fried </3

[ditttiii]

*Sighs*

HII I'M 🐻 ENTERING YOUR ASKS ONCE AGAIN TO SAY I FREAKING LOVE YOU SO DAYUM MUCH!!!!

Anyways

Hii

My name is 🐻. I'm 16 years old. A humanities student studying in 3rd year of highschool. My hobbies are singing, dancing, reading, writing (atm i have a block😭), sleeping, doing nothing and my most favourite- randomly complementing people. I don't particularly hate anything for i feel hate is a very strong emotion which stems out of lack of gratitude, jealousy and at times envy. Although I do have a strong dislike towards homophobics, fatphobics, racist, sexiest and people who treat elders nd kids like thrash. I also don't like bottle guard but i love bitter guard. Currently I'm suffering from recurring uti and am showing symptoms of IBS. I also have issues with my menstrual cycles but ik I'll get by. All this started when I was chubby but with perfect bmi but teased by everyone for being "fat". I went on a very unhealthy diet and also my mental health wasn't stable that time. I developed eating disorder. Btw this happened during 2020. During dec that year I drank less water and binged often. Developed uti but didn't tell my parents until July this year. Now am suffering terribly. Hate myself for this...

I did lose weight but not how people usually do. I fell sick(2021). For 3 days I had high fever, tonsil stone, period, diarrhoea and willingness to die. My body couldn't even take water. I used to puke everything and was still constantly having my stomach run. In those 3 days i lost approx 6 to 7 kgs of weight. My stupid 15 year old ass still wanted to be slim fit so i did what i SHOULDN'T have done. Regulated my diet which was again not something my body begged me to do.

I suffered from depression from the age of 11 when I was first passively bullied. I wanted to die when I was 12. Just survived without any reason at 13. Thought to heal but went nuts at 14. That was the time i was most creative though. Actually wished to die and gave myself an ultimatum that if I didn't heal by Jan or atleast got better, I'll swallow chlorine. And am now sitting with some anxiety but WAYYYYY better than before. It's true that u need to be patient with your self in order to actually grow and heal.

I don't regret anything but am just a Lil concerned about my fucked up health. I know I'll be alright though. I just hope I get out of my writing and reading slump. I now see the wonders of the world and am happy with where i am. I don't truly love myself but I don't hate myself as much as i used to.

Now i don't know what I'll do in the future. I know one thing that I've kept neuropsychology as my backup but how funny it is that I'm clueless about what it is for.

I mean it got serious so....

Ahem Ahem

MARRY ME!!!!

Im happy you got out of a relationship that didn't work for you instead of sabotaging yourself with false hope of having wonders of the world with the person who your weren't meant to be with. And ofc we'll both love jaykay afterall he has been my greatest muse as well.

Though i can't write even an ounce as brilliant an you but ig I'm improving.

Love you loads and have a great day ahead🫂🫂🫂🫂

I look forward to reading your replies because they are so cute and bubbly and vivacious and effervescent. You're just.... EPITOME OF EVERY TAYLOR'S LOVE SONG...... EPITOME OF MY FAVOURITE SUMMER WITH SUNSHINE BLAZING OVER ALL THE SHITTY THOUGHTS I HAVE ......

You're indeed enchanting. I don't know what you look like or perhaps if youre pretty to the eye. Butttt let me tell you. YOURE BEAUTIFUL. the vibe and aura you radiate isjust so pure and comforting. Would love to be real life besties with you....

Send you lots of love 💘💕

~🐻

oh you sweet sweettt soul i have the absolute strongest urge to hug you and just somehow cuddle the heck outta you until you know that you are not alone even though ik it may feel like it a lot. my gosh bee, you r such a strongass trooper heck ya! i have had both health struggles, mental and physical, for the last decade of my life so i really do understand a lot of where you are coming from. i ofc absolutely in no way can fully know how hard it has been for you, cant even come close to imagining it but my heart is with you through remembering it all :') idk if anyones told you this before but you are so so brave for keeping your head up and holding on. Sometimes its the hardest thing to do and it takes someone with a heart of literal fucking gold that bleeds goodness to be able to withstand and overcome those hardships so just. i am proud of you hun. really really proud.

also god i feel u on the health struggles. with recurring uti, i suffer from it too and often end up on antibiotics and even with those sometimes it takes like 2 weeks to fully recover. My suggestion would be just to look after ur hygiene and try to keep things dry while really buckling down with the hydration. the second you feel that burning or the weathers hot/humid and u are wearing tight jeans or you have been travelling, using more public restrooms -- just start gulping down water. trust me water and peeing more is actually the best cure for uti and also improves your natural immunity and i have learned that the hard way (i.e building resistance to antibiotics after multiple courses) with irregular menstrual cycles? i had terrible cycles all through out my highschool too. took meds for like a year i think and gave it a lot of time but it eventually sorted itself out so dont stress over it too much.

you my love are beautiful just the way you are. and if something ever changes do it for noone but yourself 💕 weight and body types and the stereotype of what is good and what isnt and whats okay and whats not it just. its freaking impossible. if your bmi is good, you feel healthy then you are absolutely a 10/10 and noone can change that despite whatever they say. if you feel good, the rest of the world is irrelevant.

Also letting your creativity ground you at your worst? i am so glad?? 😭 i get what that feels like because in a way the creative outlets are an escape and just a moment and bubble in time when you dont have to think about the things that worry and stress you out and can just instead be. be in the moment and be content and be calm and like amidst the shitstorm and all the noise sometimes its the only sound. and i m so hella glad that you held onto that creativity and let it be a support system for you. Its always tough being there for yourself and not having anyone else who really gets you and i havent found someone like that yet either so i rely on my creativity a lot to get me through the bad times and funnily enough it usually flourishes when i am at my worst. so lol if i am writing a lot and writing good i m prolly depressed 🤡

and lastly, this reply is a piece of all that my thoughts are and is only covering a portion of them but i am so honoured you trusted me enough to share it all. i do feel like i know you better know and its such a warm gushy realisation.

you my bear-chan are adorable and sweet beyond belief and i am always looking forward to hearing from you more and knowing what you have been upto.

sending back nothing but tons and buckets and seas full of my love 💕

-ditttiii xoxoxoxoxox

<33333333

[staysuki]

https://ibb.co/0rJ9LbM

i also do nt know, honestly (referring to the "virgo s r hot") seungmin felix and jisung are virgos so just kinda assumed 🕳️🚶 lmao birth certificate 💀 i also lie about my birthday to my friends, lowkey disappointed cuz i remember theirs YET THEY DO NT WHEN S MINE :<<< i always start off with a february 30 and see if they believe it. it trapped a handful tbh 😌 at times when it doesn t work, i just say say it s the 30th of (my birth month 👀) but wtf they still do nt remember once the 30th comes 🤥

omaygad hi unicorn, welkcome to fam mate <33

i might be gemini but i also might not be 👀🤔 idk ash, do you feel that? yeah, i used to feel that too. it s fluttering to know that you keep track of what time i sleep 🤨 CHAROT i often sleep at 3 am even though i wake up at 6 am for school lol it s the time when i hunt for angsty stuff and cry to my heart s content. thanks for the good luck ! i think it helped me 😗

OH YEAH, WHEN IS YOUR BDAY ASH 😠 you all love SLC felix but i still think PPHEART felix is the strongest 💪the only thing i learned from the countless sites i read is that my zodiac is possessive af ,,, "all ya’lls presence are presents on it’s own~" i m pretending there s no jkjk 🥺👉👈 ANYWAYS WTF SCORPIO SEASON STARTS IN 4 DAYS WENS UR BDAY

WDYM ASHNON FAM IS STAN, ASHNOFAM IS QUEEN, ASH OUR CULT LEADER IS GOD

LMAO 🍕 the edit 😭😭 i missed u 😭😭 it s the return of the PPHAIR. poor cheese anon getting eaten 😔💔 oh yeah, where s the poem 🍕???? good to know your job is going well! hopefully it does nt go the same to homo dude 🤢

ehaloj i missed u.

🚩🚩 NEWS🚩🚩any deobi out there?

please come out. i recently started trying tbz and it messed me up big time. when i was taking my exams earlier, the words accurate or misleading can be seen right before my eyes. my brain says or, my heart screams bloom bloom pow. I NEED TBZ AUTHORS RECS !!!!!!!!!

- ␈

as for me, i just don’t like revealing things about myself to anyone 💀💀💀 like, my closest friends don’t even get to have my real name JSHWJSHSHS i mean, they know my first name but like, nothing else much. like, i have a different name that my family calls me and a different name that people outside of my family calls me so like, if i ever go missing and ya’ll tried to find me, they’d be like “who?”~ i’m just mysterious like that

idk enough about astrology to feel anything 😭💔

I’M NOT A SCORPIO 😭 JSHWJSHSHS, i’ll reveal my bday once it’s coming up, it’s still so tagal pa i’m impatient 💔

slc felix and ppheart felix can both fight it out in the ring.

WE’RE IN A CULT NOW??? 😭 what is going oEN

ehaloj coming soonishhhh

also i know nothing about tbz except for juyeon, and even then, i accidentally called him “juyeon from ateez” (golden boy fic)

[staysuki]

i agree with 🍕 the hwang siblings were the mvp of s1 ,, annddd now knowing that s2 seemed to be more focused on readerxjeongin ,, that got me so intrigued! maybe ill start reading it later if i have the time xd honest confession: remember when you made a poll for s2? yeah i voted seungmin without knowing shit abt it just bc hes my bias 😭

i would actly love a spin-off dedicated to hyunjin! ive read a lot of stories with a similar situation like this so yes there would be 2 y/ns XD piece of advice tho, maybe give CTWJEY y/n a fixed name so it wouldnt be confusing or smth like that and of course explain it beforehand.

oh yeah since were talking abt feedbacks now, ill add that ‘out of my league’ WASSSS MY FAVOURITE OF YOURSSSSS idk why but it made me flustered like 😀👍😀👍😀👍😀👍

at first i was idek irritated (???) “reader ur bobo a bit why naman ganon” LIKE RLY THO i cant remember exactly but when i read what happened in their high school, i was disappointed like for reals. but her character development, how she tried to be better and how she changed her mistakes, i really loved that. the story was so realistic and maybe i was able to relate with jisung in the story abt how he was a bystander to all the bullying that took place. it was a fantastic story! 10002039291939 / 10 btch seungmin was kinda a dick tho by how confusing he was hed be like interested in one second then hate you with all his guts the next, i was confused tha whole fkn time i didnt know if itd end with them being together or not 😠

other than that, seungmin was so full of charms like wtf ☹️ ALL HIS SCENES GOT ME FLUSTERED ESPECIALLY THE TIME WHERE HE DRAGGED READER OUT OF THE CLUB ?:)₱:&;)/??₱?! i wasnt even there physically but i felt the sexual tension so much xd bruh all their scenes r so cute nani

oke bet ill do the s2 review longer than all my school essays put together 😌👌 that minho boobed themed fic idea got me interested 🤔🤔🤔 AND WHY DOES YOUR SCHOOL LIFE SOUND LIKE WHAT A MAIN CHARACTER WOULD HAVE 😭😭😭 i think ure life is a literal story and me and pizza r ur sidekicks 💀 our purpose is to spread penisilism to the whole world 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

“ALSO DW, i like long 🥺👉👈 (all kinds of)”

👁🩸👄💧👁 but same

if ure classy then im the most behaved person in the world 😛

🍕and ash,,, thanks for the knife tho UwU its for stabbing my chocolate into bits 😋😋😋

qaqu ang haba talaga , my keyboard is lagging.

- bs

MVP OF SEASON 1 💀 yeah they really are, I love their relevance to the plot as pot-stirrers. Literally just leaving a trail of drama in their step. AND THE POLL PLS JSHJWSHWJS dw about that, hyunjin still won by a long mile. And take your time! I also prefer reading fics once they're finished so I get that 🙈, sometimes I can't control myself though. Seungmin is my bias too ackszxhually hehe (i hope you read my future Seungmin fics as well!!!)

WAIT THE 2 Y/Ns thing is real? Hmmmm intriguingggg (also not you getting the acronym wrong jkjk). S1 and S2 y/n will be called "jeongin's gf" or smth SHAJSHAJA. or maybe just straight up "CTWJEA y/n" or smth more straightforward such as "y/n no.1". Though a spin-off might not happen since I'm already having bonus episodes dedicated to them hehe 😈😈😈😈 (and also i don't think i can top y/n's personality in this fic. anyone else i add would just pale in comparison). But i do have a hyunjin smau in the works as well 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

ALSO OMG. OUT OF MY LEAGUE 😭 that gave me goosebumps fr. Looking back on it, I still hate it so much but I think I have a soft spot for it now. Given that it's my first completed written series here so it made sense that I didn't know what I was doing (not only am I new to tumblr, I'm also kinda new to writing k-fanfics so). But l think I realize now that series' aren't my strongest suit (unless I really take my time on it and like, update once a month or smth)— I'm really more of a one-shot/two-shot or SMAU kinda gal. I just wanted to try an e2l and seungmin is so fine 🥵🥵🥵🥵 that I was like aight bet. I also wanted a spunky reader character so I went with that trope. In the first few chapters, I always put in the pairing that even though reader is a popular girl, she isn't a mean girl but then when I took a break, I realized that I had nowhere to bring the fic to— like, where's the substance in this 😀, so I added the backstory for some spice and just went all out. Ngl, I didn't know how to justify the whole redemption arc so I'm glad that people still ended up liking it even though I was this close 🤏 to just deleting it and pretending it never existed. Reading this ask made me read back into that series and I feel like if I were to make that fic rn.... well I still wouldn't know what to do with it but I feel like it'd be a bit better at least. I really was overly ambitious with that one 😩

AND YES THE SEGGSUAL TENSION 😩, ngl I was gonna go for the smutty route supposedly but like, ion wanna write stuff like that since I'm not good at it and also because I want all ages of readers to be able to enjoy my fics. Unless requested, I might actually not write smut anymore (maybe something like BC's fic where there's a smËggž scene but it wasn't the central theme yk). But yeah, snarky seungmin is my fave character trope alongside tsundere minho and dramawhore hyunjin (though i am working on other fics that deviate from these stereotypes 💓). And yes, BFF Jisung was also MVP in that fic 🥺💔.

Can't wait for the review bestea ❤️ I'm expecting a rotten tomate score JKJK. And the boob theme pls—

AND NO, i'm far from a main character, if anything, i'm the third wheel BFF to you and 🍕anon's movie or smth 😩, but I'm the fave character obvi jkjk. And yes penisilism shall take over the word.

THE BOLD QUOTE PLS ang kalat q pucha KJSWJSHAJAHHASHS aykennat 💀💀💀💀 but i stand by that sentence ❤️