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something something about Zenos killing eyrie but also the wish for their survival being what drags their soul back. you can create a wound that endlessly bleeds, but do you have the strength to mend it, yeah? A wish that knits and knots a length of twine to drag your dearest friend and worst enemy’s soul back from the brink

#oc: eyrie kisne #endwalker spoilers #did Zenos regret killing them as he stared up at them and watch the light leave their eyes?#killing his only friend the one person who understood him in some twisted mirror like shape?#or was it euphoric to finally take down an enemy he had been chasing for so long?#or was their the pang of losing that which had long since alluded him? the idea of no more joy would be brought from a lifeless body?#or was he content to know they had both killed each other? or was it enough to die once more and maybe hope that his dearest friend #would keep living?#there’s something deep in the recesses of eyrie that grieves the loss but grieves also how distant Zenos is #the last bit of him that survived being a necklace and the much more fundamental thing #of eyrie being patched together—dragged back to their broken body on Zenos’s earnest wish that they survive #Zenos’s wish being this glue holding them together #it’s part of them in the patchwork of Ardbert and charon—it’s #*all of it is eyrie and will never not be eyrie but it is also Ardbert. it is charon. it is Zenos abiding in some abstract way #it’s something they don’t ever talk about it bc it feels….wrong #it’s too raw it’s too much to put to words #they take solace in drawing. putting paint or pencil to paper despite the tremors #all of them are Zenos and so much like the sketches they do when trying to put to paper what someone looks like so they don’t forget

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