#they're probably just going to confirm my diagnosis 😭

[guinevereslancelot]

finally heard back from the specialist it's going to be over a month for my appointment 🥲

[snowddeong]

Already had an idk how long hour rant session with Sarah about this shit but I'm still so annoyed so part 2 lmao

It's so profoundly frustrating and discouraging how itzy continues to be mistreated in every fucking facet you can imagine for the sin of literally being successful, talented women.

They're literally div 2's bottom line but the company acts like they're doing the girls a favour by even posting about their cbs on the accs that were literally made to promote itzy. We are just now getting some semblance of tiktok freedom 5 years into their career meanwhile idols that debuted after them have their own instagrams and their juniors in the same company have more freedom on all sorts of socials. We've confirmed that div 2 flubs so many of their opportunities for who knows what fucking reason after what happened with the CK Yeji event. And most importantly everything to do with Jisu — never fucking protecting her in any way, overwork, stifling her and the other girls' creativity, not utilising her voice well and every other fucking stupid thing they've done that's definitely made what she's going through so much worse. The girls are a cash grab to that fucking company (to the point we literally first learned about the cb and tour in the same post that was announcing Jisu's diagnosis) and they're not even allowed to express any frustration or sadness over that because "that's not professional" and they'd probably lose everything they've worked so hard for.

If they look sad you're not supposed to acknowledge to it or sympathise with it or treat them as human beings because it's "funny" to joke about how they want to get off work and anyway they're idols who gives af about idols anyway right? So called midzys are more concerned about making unfunny jokes than actually getting to know these girls. Every mf will say "ot5" then turn around and straight up hating certain members. Dehumanisation has become so fucking normalised in midzyville but then mfs will act surprised that the company gets away with this very obvious exploitation and mistreatment. If you view these human beings as a product that you can say whatever tf you want about on sites that you know they frequent because "it's just a joke lol" ofc the mfs presenting them as a product are going to benefit from it 😭

Then you have fuckass bitchass shitstain mnet and their hate boner for itzy. The largest number of most viewed videos on choom, the first choom performance to get more than 50 million views that's still consistently gaining more and more views, the first mix and max vid to get 50 million that's also still gaining views and gagged the kpop space so hard that Bebe Rexah released a korean specific version of break my heart myself and performed at fucking kcon because of Ryujin and Yeji, and their MAMA 2021 being the most iconic performance of that night (to the point that mnet decided to call back to it again last year mind you). You'd think wow hey these guys get us views let's be nice to them and keep them around.... but nah, deleted their iconic fucking performance that gave their boring award show relevance, deleted their debut stage, don't invite them to choom anymore, didn't even send ryeji their trophy or record something for Yeji when she got hers and then the bullshit that went on today lmao. Like it's so fucking obvious and you have to wonder WHY ffs

I have nothing against the group that won even though some of their stans are the most disgusting scum of the earth but like surely.... the numbers did not make sense. Even if you say itzy's digital points were too high okay fine that's just affirming that mnet isn't very honest with their numbers. They deleted itzy's untouchable stage for who knows what fucking reason then uploaded it later with reset views. How tf am I supposed to believe all this was above board when we've been beating that fandom in voting CONSISTENTLY even if they mobilised fandoms to help okay fine but did they enlist the whole of stantwt or something lmao how tf was the difference that great? Why were the sns scores so fucking weird when itzy untouchable shorts have consistently more views? Why is it "cope" or being a sore loser to call foul play when there's so much pointing to it being that AND mnet has a history of rigging??? The only real answer is it's because this happened to a girl group and specifically because this happened to itzy. They released one song people didn't like and suddenly deserve every terrible that happens to them is deserved and just "midzys complaining about nothing". And when it gets to a point where even the girls seem visibly frustrated and dissapointed? "Nah they just want to go home early lol don't read too much into it don't care"

This is so long and I feel like I could go on forever but tldr I just wish better for them man 🫠 every group is unique and important in their own way but itzy are really once in a lifetime performers. I know there's no such thing as a perfect world where everything goes smoothly especially for girl groups but fuck is it too much to ask for a little respect on their names and for everyone to leave them tf alone at the bare minumum 😭 itzy is the only group under div 2 just fucking do your jobs lmaooo

[p-perkeys]

yes I 100% get what you mean!! and I feel like in animations and movies and stuff like that, Logan is portrayed to be a good dad/father figure and I wish it could be like that in the comics

and yes I do!! her first appearance was in tales of suspense (that was like in 1959) I think I started with black widow: web of intrigue and then read tales of suspense (again I love her)

and thank you so much!! it probably might take me some time to become comfortable with sharing my art 😭 and good, I hope the doctor does!! I’ve seen a lot of people have bad experiences where doctors don’t listen to them and they get a wrong diagnosis but I think it’s definitely best to check it out, you’ll never know if it might be something

andddd I also finished reading nyx and oh my god I was NOT expecting all of that

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Right! I get that at the beginning it would've taken a little time for Logan to adjust to having kids of his own, but he should be at lot more progressed by this point. It feels like they're beating a dead horse (for lack of a more poetic way to put it) and it also feels like they just refuse to make him a good dad because it's an easy trick to pull out of a hat for tension if they need it. Because it's inconsistent too! For example, in Laura's X-23 solo, Logan not being a great dad is a huge part of it. BUT, with Gambit's help, he seems to get the idea and put in the effort more towards the end. It sets it up nicely for an actual father/daughter relationship. He even legally adopts her in this solo. But then in subsequent stories, that seems ignored. I feel like he slips back into utilizing her as a weapon and letting other people do the same and they mostly bond over fighting together. As for Akihiro and Logan... oh boy. No idea what's going on there. Storytelling from Akihiro's perspective still paints a (rightfully) tense relationship. From Logan's perspective, everything seems fine with all of his kids. Despite Akihiro's entire existence prior to All New Wolverine and the INTENSE angst he had about Logan and the dramatic efforts he went through to express how he felt and what he had to endure because Logan wasn't around and wouldn't help him... when Akihiro finally completely reformed his life and started fighting on the good side and moved to Krakoa and got involved in his sisters life... there were no on panel developments between him and Logan and we never even see Logan's reaction to that. And it's not because they didn't plan on making a big deal about it *because* in Marauders #1, Akihiro is missing and they're searching his room for clues to his whereabouts and while looking at a picture of him and his sisters, Kwannon (I think it was Kwannon, I might be wrong on that) makes the comment that Laura had basically been vouching for Akihiro, saying he was really trying and doing well. SO. We just don't see anything from Logan. But that one comment on that one page in that one story was confirmation that Laura is one of the only supporters he had and she was one of the only ones (if not the only one) at the beginning who was hyping him up and encouraging him to keep trying, even giving others her word that he could be trusted and to give him a chance. I feel like they didn't *have* to make Laura be the one who made encouraging comments about him, it actually would have made more sense with those characters if Logan was the one they were checking with, but they picked Laura over Logan, even though Logan's word would have more weight than hers. Sorry for all this rambling, I have so many feelings :') I agree with you though, is what I'm saying! This ^ is ridiculous and there's no reason Logan shouldn't be a great dad (especially considering the great things he's done for other kids in the comics).

Thank you for the recommendation! I'll definitely check out Web of Intrigue!! Do you prefer her in the movies or comics more, or do you feel like she's the same in both? I always thought she was a really interesting character! I'm excited to finally start reading something of her!

Of course!! And I completely understand that! Post only when you feel ready and when it will be a fun experience for you <3 but I'm sure your art is absolutely amazing!! And thank you so much! <3 A woman I work with recommended this doctor and said she's been going to her for years so I'm hoping she's going to be the right fit for me too!

[cravingsfromatwistedone]

Getting whiplash going through your feed lmfaoo

People learn new words and suddenly try applying it to themselves and other situations, and usually they’re lying or have no idea what it really means. Happened with feminist, then misogyny, now grooming and gaslighting. I hate assuming they’re lying but how can’t I when a bunch of others have proven to lie on these serious topics?

Whoever that random, idia obsessed 12yo is sounds like an attention-craving child, I said what I said 🤷‍♀️ making an account to “call out” nsfw writers for…writing? Clearly someone is bored bc not only did they take the time to read the works, but also to comment on it. NOT TO MENTION! The kid oh so clearly stated in main that they’re in 8th grade… Oh I see how it is? It’s a big no-no for adults to write nsfw for “minors” but it’s a-okay for the fetuses to read nsfw and telling all how they want to be railed by…the very same characters that wouldn’t even want anything to do with them because the babies are, say it with me now, MINORS?! Seems like we’ve come full circle in this stupidity and madness.

Tell your napping anon to relax, I’m still thinking about that Leona post 😭 now Jack?!

AND EPEL?! WITH CHUBBY MC?! Stop it, my brain can’t take this anymoreee. Epel is such a mystery to me still but now I gotta search through his fic tags

That random kid actually annoyed me. How dare they try silencing works of the very writers who they probably get off on, screaming and kicking the air as they read under their blankets?? Praying they don’t wake up dear mommy or daddy 🙄 I was in 8th grade, I know what tf goes on. Y’all not innocent nor slick!! And 100% not better than adults. Y’all still have to ask to eat at McDonald’s, don’t play. Hell most of y’all just stopped having snack time and recess!!

(…I am the oldest and constantly have to assert my dominance over the lil minions, don’t judge me lol. “Why can’t we have subway” “do you..have the money?” “…” “no? Cuz l do, hah! Remember that next time you wanna be disrespectful <3”)

OH MY LOVE!! I'M SO SORRY! YOU'RE JUST SCROLLING THROUGH SEEING ALL THESE DISCOURSE ONLY TO GET SLAPPED WITH JACK BEING PUSSY DRUNK AND EPEL GOING ALL LOVEY DOVEY WITH HIS CHUBBY S/O 😭😭

SOMETIMES KIDS WHEN THEY READ THINGS AND WHEN THINGS HAPPEN TO JUST ALIGN BY COINCIDENCE, THEY'RE GOING TO BE ALL " IT'S ______!! " TALK ABOUT EXTREME SELF - DIAGNOSIS 🥺🥺

IT'S IRONIC THAT THEY SAY ADULTS CAN'T TOUCH MINORS BUT WOWIE, LOOK AT YOU! YOU'RE JUST GOING OUT YOUR WAY TO BARK AT A CHARACTER WHO'S AGE IS 'CANONLY' AN ADULT. CLOWNERY BEHAVIOR CONFIRMED

OTHER THAN THAT, MY OH MY! MY NAPPING DARLING! LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE WANTED BY THIS DARLING OF MINE! WHY NOT HAVE ALL OF THE SAVANACLAW BOYS STUCK IN YOUR HEAD, HMM? IT'S MORE FAIR FOR THEM TO STAY RENT FREE IN YOUR HEAD, MY DEAR

THE LAST BIT IS RELATABLE BUT I CAN'T BE MAD AT THEM SINCE THEY'RE STILL A KID BUT THEN AGAIN, SOME KIDS DESERVE TO GET DISCIPLINE AT SOME POINT SO I'M HOPING THAT THEIR PARENT ARE GOING TO DO US FAVOUR BY WHOOPING THEIR ASSES TO THE MOON. MINE DID AND I'M PRETTY SURE I WON'T BE AS A SPOILED BRAT AS I DID WHEN I WAS YOUNGER