#thinking abt seivarden and like. oh. oh i AM the irritating needy person everyone hates and pities | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

soldier-poet-king · 2 years

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'I am not extremly emotionally needy and have deep seated fears about being left behind' I say to myself as I try not to cry at work because my friend is in town but super busy with family stuff so I'll only get to see her for a handful of hours at at event I don't even want to go to

#thinking abt seivarden and like. oh. oh i AM the irritating needy person everyone hates and pities #heart too goddam big. im too sensitive for this #and by this i mean. just human existence in general #at least my boss is out today #if i have to go have a 15 min bathroom breakdown i can w/out consequence #controversially i need community constantly but i also desperately need alone time frequently #the only solution is grad school collegetown walkable community #and im Never gonna get that joy and comfort back #my own apartment but friends right down the street that i see multiple times a week??#we work together. go to class together. just????#anyway. i should actually do work today #i have a handful of things i need done by monday

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