#this has been happening a lot lately

[gently-decaying-flowers]

my head hurts and i have a very loud club meeting then a work meeting right after :/

[the-ghost-bracket]

I've noticed an increase in people reblogging my polls hours or half a day after they finished just to beg people to vote.

Did they all queue them wrong or something? Is it something wrong with tumblr? I'm so confused

[brain-buddies]

Just wondering, who has nightmares about having seizures????

[erggggggggg]

do you ever see posts that remind you of a mutual you’ve never talked to so you want to send it to them but you don’t because you don’t want to seem weird???

[codewitch]

Being kinda faceblind is very stressful because all these people I’ve never seen before in my life keep coming up to me and saying “oh we’ve met before” when i say “nice to meet you” and I’m like. Please. Can you just play along. I don’t know you.

[vampgf]

you know how in dreams you can't scream no matter how hard you try

[rita]

squinting at a post someone has made for 5 minutes and then unfollowing them

[itsalongwaytotipperary]

Reading a story that has nothing to do with 1899: Wow, this is a pretty Ángel/Ramiro coded story lol

Watching a movie that has nothing to do with 1899: Wow, this is a pretty 1899 coded movie lol

Listening to a song that has nothing to do with 1899: Wow, this is a pretty Krester coded song lol

Reading a poem that has nothing to do with 1899: Wow this is a pretty Eyk coded poem lol

Having a thought that has nothing to do with 1899: Wow. This thought. It's Ramiro themed. lol

Re-reading a diary entry from my diary: Wow. Diary entry. You're Ángel coded. lol

[magicmarkerz]

my chest hurts 😜

[nuu-wa]

I’m so serious when I say this… if you schedule something online triple check all your relevant info especially email addresses and phone numbers like do not assume it’s automatically correct otherwise you’re gonna be extra pissed off when you find out that the office has been trying to reach you via phone for days and you put the wrong number in so they couldn’t even leave you a voicemail saying your appointment needs to be canceled 😕

[muiromem]

Sometimes I don't respond to a message because I am tired or very busy.

And SOMETIMES I don't respond because TUMBLR decided not to SHOW ME a goddamn NOTIFICATION that I had NEW MESSAGES.

[gameboyvance]

mfw a song pops into my head and then 30 minutes later it starts playing on the radio

[gogocrazycocoa]

Is it a piece of media I've never seen or somebody's OCs?

[34choco]

i really need to see a doctor about the way i keep literally blacking out when i laugh... im watching old jenna&julien clips and i dont even remember what it was despite being 5 seconds ago but my head feels like i was just underwater running out of air

[kalikoke]

You ever suddenly remember something that happened many, many years ago and think, "...wait, that was actually pretty fucked up."

[ropes3amthoughts]

I know people are just joking when they say stuff like “Mithrun is an old grandpa he doesn’t know he can’t say those words anymore he doesn’t know they don’t have any book tokens anymore” because of these extras below:

and whatever but like it honestly drives me kind of crazy. Like can we look at this for a second.

He was the lord of the dungeon for five years. Then he was being rehabilitated for TWENTY YEARS. That’s not super long for elves, that’s like four years for us, but that’s still a long time. And then he was the captain for another fourteen years, but he didn’t have any desire other than getting revenge on the demon.

Mithrun hasn’t really been properly socialized for a total of FORTY YEARS, which is like eight years for elves. He was totally shut off from the world, then he was rehabilitated, and then he was with the Canaries on a onetrack mindset to go after the demon. Mithrun was doing bad, he was recovering, and then he was better enough to be the captain of the Canaries again, but he was still not “better.” In all that time, the world didn’t wait for him when he was at his low point. It didn’t wait for him when he was spending all that time recovering. And by the time it’s near the end of the story where these comics take place he’s just been so far detached from the world. Like he’s most likely never tried to go buy a book token after becoming a dungeon lord. He’s most likely never talked to people and learned the new slang of the time, he’s never been caught up which words are good versus outdated. Mithrun is technically better enough to be captain, he’s better enough to have reintegrated into society, but he’s not quite adjusted yet. He’s been out for so many years suffering under the hands of the demon and scraping his way through recovery and trying to work to get to the demon that by the time he’s stopped and done stuff like gift exchanges or whatever many aspects of the world are vastly different from what he remembers. I think that’s a lot like a lot of people in real life too who have similar experiences. People in mental health centers or hospitals who spends even just months recovering can miss out on so much.

Does this make any sense? It’s kind of late so I don’t really know what I’m saying and I’m probably repeating myself but like Mithrun was at a low point and then he was recovering for so long!!!! And then when he’s reintegrated back into the world it’s changed without him!!!! He’s not some racist old man!!! The world just kept on turning when he was struggling and how is he even supposed to deal with that? Like he doesn’t have much desire but everybody is so upset with him for not knowing things like outdated terms or using cash because he didn’t know there were no more book tokens and he just can’t have known that because he literally wasn’t in a state to keep up with all of the stuff like that and now everything is different and maybe he doesn’t care because he has no desire to but like aghhhhhhhhhhhh sob sob sniffle oughhhhh 😭😭😭😭 Mithrun 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 imagine I’m shaking him back and forth that’s how I feel right now oughhhhh