#this is not sympathetic to/about jimmy btw

[oysterspearl]

i hope this hurts.

[sapphicteaparty]

corey spoilers

yes corey is 100% an abuser, even if it turns out he's not physically violent towards dylan (or kat) - which he also may be btw! immediately in the first interaction you have with him he ignores what dylan is saying (that she's gonna be late for work), then he tells her that she should want ice cream (because he knows best and his feelings matter more than hers), he bullies swann (a child) and blames HER for dylan being upset at him (because nothing is ever his fault). he is extremely controlling in this 5 minute interaction and it's a pretty clear picture of what kind of person he is. this guy is made of red flags. he's the guy that always knows best, is never wrong, will never take responsibility and wants to be in control. he has the same beliefs as jimmy from mouthwashing (same hair too).

and this one scene with dylan and corey bullying swann is just the tip of the iceberg. dylan also wrote about the trouble she has with their relationship. there is a lot more we don't see. i don't think the game even needs to show more of his abuse in detail because the pattern of abuse is pretty obvious. just because his abuse is mostly verbal and emotional doesn't make him less of an abuser. he keeps getting away with it because ppl only take abuse seriously when someone is physically hurt. emotional abuse can be just as traumatic and harmful. it's completely understandable why kat wants him to go to hell.

him taking kat to a hospital (or back home) is like the lowest bar of being a decent human being in that situation. i've no doubt he also has other sympathetic traits, he probably genuinely thinks he loves dylan, and maybe he does good sometimes but this doesn't absolve him from being an abuser and a bully. abusers are not one dimensional villains and people who are not their victims like them because they don't see the harm they cause. justice for kat and dylan would mean this guy paying for what he's done - because i doubt we'll get to see him get better and take responsibility. reminder that he is also a grown ass adult so there is no excuse for his behavior.

[roosterbox]

It’s Done

I’ve finished watching Hannibal. And honestly idk how y’all survived that finale back in 2015. Goddamn.

Anyway, I took notes. Spoilers, obviously.

Notes on The Wrath of the Lamb

Oooooooh boy here we fucking goooooo. Idk if I’m ready for this, guys

Poor Chilton. Really.

And poor Reba! She’s so awesome.

Richard Armitage is really great as Dolarhyde.

He’s got such a deep fucking voice, damn son.

Go Reba go!

This is my last time seeing this intro. *sighs*

Side note: at least half of the ads I’ve gotten on Hulu since watching this show have been kind of queer themed. I’m not gonna say it was because of Hannibal, but I’m not not saying that either, lol.

Will and Reba, awww. These two.

Will is such a good, ugh. I love him.

Dig dat memory palace

Get you a man that looks at you like Hannibal Lecter looks at Will Graham.

“What a cunning boy you are.” HANNI you’re such a FLIRT, stahp.

Is he stopped? Is he really, Will?

All of Will and Hannibal’s scenes in the second half of season 3 are like two birds doing a matching pair of outrageous mating dances. While also shit-talking each other the whole time. Their courtship game is next level.

THE HAND ON THE GLASSSSSSS my hearrrrrrrt

Will tries breaking Hannibal’s heart again, lol.

Oh shiiiiiiit. Told you he wasn’t stopped, Will.

Francis, if you hurt my baby boy…

Jimmy and Zeller! I’m gonna miss you guys when this ends. Even you, Zeller.

Bedelia! I’m sure I’ll see you again…

Also Will is sooooooo bitchy to her, lmao. He’s so jealous.

But Bedelia does know all.

“Meat’s back on the menu” FORESHADOWING, lmao. I love jealous, bitchy Will so much.

Yeeesh, poor Chilton. It’s kinda strange, because if this had happened to movie!Chilton? I wouldn’t have cared. Movie!Chilton is a true and irredeemable asshole of the highest order. But something (be it the writing or Raul Esparza) made series!Chilton into a more interesting, sympathetic, well-rounded character than his film counterpart. Never would have thought going in that I’d actually like Frederick Chilton, lol.

Gotta say, I’m not super fond of Alana’s post time skip hairstyle. But that’s just me.

Hanni hopes Chilton won’t be very ugly. Nice reference to the Red Dragon book, though he was talking about Will in that.

I love it when Hannibal gets all menacing. I don’t actually find Mads that intimidating as a person, but when he gets like that? Almost.

“I’ll say pretty please.” Oh I’m sure you will, Will. I’m sure you will ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

All of their fucking scenes are supercharged with sexual tension, my god.

“I need you, Hannibal.” And just like that, all of Hanni’s fantasies are coming true. Well, almost all of them. We’ll get back to that…

The escape. Yessssss.

Oh hey Francis. Fancy seeing you here.

“Going my way?” ASDFGHJKJHGFDS THESE GUYSSSSSS

The way Will looks at Hannibal ASDFJKLBFJBLK I cannot.

btw I still remember that Bryan Fuller said that Will and Hannibal’s “lips were busy” while the time passed. Don’t think I’ve forgotten, lmao.

And they’ve changed clothes, hmmmmm

There’s the Goldberg Variations again.

“My compassion for you is inconvenient, Will” might as well have said he loves him, lol.

IT BEGINS.

Hanni deliberately stood in front of the window (and Will) to take the bullet.

WILL! Francis, you touched his FACE! His beautiful FACE! How could you?!

Pull out that knife, Will.

They kill as a team. How romantic 🥰 And thus marks the moment when literally all of Hannibal’s deepest fantasies came true.

Damn, son. Daaaaamn.

I love to see my baby boy go so FERAL. It’s my favorite headcanon about how they kill together: Hanni is very clean, collected, almost elegant. Whereas Will will go straight savage on a motherfucker.

The blood spreads like wings. That’s cute.

Oh my goooooood it’s HAPPENING.

“This is all I ever wanted for you, Will. For both of us.” AHHHHHHHH!

“It’s beautiful.” I AM SCREAMING AND CRYING AND ROLLING ON THE FLOOOOOOR.

I think I love this song tbh.

The EMBRACE.

The FALL.

And then they went on the run. Also they got married. And fucked. A lot.

OH HEY Bedelia. Bon Appetit!

And with that… my first time Hannibal viewing journey comes to an end. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t very emotional about it. Also about that cliff scene, GODDAMN. I’ll see about doing a big write up about my thoughts tomorrow. It’s getting a bit late for that now.

Summary: I loved it.

I’m off to read more fanfics, lol.

[t-underneaththeradardancing]

maybe (hmm)

 (seems like forever i co wrote that song - soundcloud too fucked uo to post now - 2 tired to fuck w tech cuz - fuck t u digressing before the title technically over but the word maybe trigger ) i miss the post mortems 

morning birdsong - same message w gumbo variations daily - duz t lack magination 

an emoji or 2  - imma madrone maybe - depends  - dont wanna have another - anything  - havent performed there in well over a month 

now  

theres a kitty a good one and companion - unpoet morning her way to go into office - im singing along to song bee low  - itsa downer but hope and real af - havent performed it yet - its the kinda thing i killz it or utter fail  - not reelly worried about performance - its the b4 and after   - maybe i miss the post mortems  and a circular motions like a happy donovan  - altogether 2 fey and fae  - i remember shoplifting his double album for a girl - and who dont like a goo goo barabajagal or watever  - did i really post that dreck bout happiness running - i let donovan redeem hisself and i think jeff beck but maybe jimmy  - btw written way b4 sympathetic  devils  mick - jest sayin ...

about the birdsong 

truth iz molten 

i reelly duz lissen for it - just outside w cinder - we caw and i whistle and she merrrrrmerr best she can mimic - some mornings take longer than others  - the wash of soothe felt  

morning messages of

love

[magerightsyeah]

45, 208, and 233 for any of your DA characters (if that’s ok!!) for the writing prompts!

No it’s no problem at all! Btw sorry this took so long I’m a shit writer lol, also i hope you dont mind i only did the first two

45. “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.”

Elysa was angry. Angrier than she’d been in a long time. Blackwall- Thom, had lied to her. She thought she knew him, he understood her more than anyone else ever did. After everything she’d told him, everything they’d been through, this is how he decides to tell her? By interrupting a fucking execution? Elysa shook her head and tightened her grip on her dagger. She slashed at the dummy sloppily. She wasn’t even training at this point, she was just trying to get him out of her fucking mind. Thom’s trial was later today, and Elysa didn’t know if she was gonna be able to make it through the whole thing.

After about a half an hour of taking out her anger on the dummy, she had regained her composure and felt she was ready for the trial. She took a deep breath and made her way across the Skyhold courtyard to the main hall. By the time she got there, the two guards (whom after countless trials she had found out to be called Joshua and Antony) were already standing next to the throne. Elysa took a deep breath and sat down. Joshua smiled sympathetically at her, but didn’t say anything for the fear of coming off as unprofessional. Before she knew it, Thom was lead in by two guards in chains. Elysa hated to see him like this. She felt a sinking feeling in her stomach as the guards shoved him forward for her judgement. Elysa looked at the man, standing completely at her mercy, waiting for her to decide his fate. He looked up at her, confusion and sadness in his eyes.

“Why?” he said with a pleading tone. Elysa looked back at him, trying to remain stone faced but letting her eyes soften,

“You really think I’d let you kill yourself?” she raised her voice angrily.

“Yes! I deserve everything that’s coming to me!” Thom exclaimed talking a step closer to her. Joshua and Antony placed their hands on their swords, but a wave of Elysa’s hand signaled them to stand down. The two men relaxed their posture but continued to keep a close eye on Thom.

Elysa closed her eyes tightly to stop the tears from coming, she didn’t know what to say.

Antony placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder, and Elysa took a deep breath. Elysa thought back to all the times Thom had lied to her, and how much of an idiot she was for believing him. She opened her eyes, taking another deep breath.

Elysa sighed “Thom,” she hesitated, carefully thinking how she was going to phrase her next words “everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy”.

Thom looked at her, his frustration showing on his face. “Please my lady, I am the bad guy”

“No you’re fucking not!” Elysa exclaimed loudly, standing up and causing Thom to take a couple steps back. Elysa swallowed, choking back tears, and sat back down. How could she bring herself to sentence the man she loved to death. Thom looked into her eyes, and Elysa couldn’t help but feel empathy for him.

“My lady, I may have lied about what I was, but I never lied about what I felt,” Thom sighed, taking another step towards the throne, “no matter what happens, I want you to know that”.

Elysa was admitently touched by his words, but she didn’t know if she could still be with him.

“Thom I-” she took a deep breath and adjusted her position on the throne, trying to seem as regal as she could, “I just don’t know if I can still be with you after, everything”.

Thom took a step back, a look of slight disappointment and defeat on his face, “I understand my lady”

“But” Elysa interjected “I won’t let my personal feelings get in the way of your sentence.”. Elysa crossed her legs and placed her hands on the armrests of the inquisition’s throne. “Thom Rainier, I sentence you to atone for your crimes by serving the inquisition, not as the man you were or the warden you pretended to be, but as the man you are”.

Thom bowed and stepped back, “I will try to make good use of your pardon Inquisitor.”

208. “It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.” 

It was Kara’s third time at the bar in a week, it was Wednesday. She had been going to Jimmy’s for the last month at least once a week and after she got laid off her job she was looking for an especially strong drink. At this point she had heard every pickup line in the book, even a few not from the book, so when a guy started to make his way towards her she braced herself for the worst, but instead of hitting on her, he sat down next to her, ordered a drink, and started to flirt with the bartender. Although the lighting was fairly dim, even for a shitty bar like Jimmy’s, she could just barely make out his features. He had dark skin and his hair was pulled up into a bun, but it looked pretty good on him. He also had a very prominent mustache.Kara gasped, “Dorian?”, Dorian looked around for the voice until he finally noticed Kara“Kara?” he exclaimed, his eyes widened in disbelief as he started to make out her features, “Kara dear! How’ve you been?” he smiled and took a sip of whatever he ordered,“Oh not much,” Kara shrugged “got laid off at work.”, Dorian frowned sympathetically “Well that’s an absolute travesty!”, Kara rolled her eyes, “I’ll be fine, when you got laid off you got a job at one of the most prominent fashion magazines in Los Angeles”,Dorian laughed, “Well that’s because of my impeccable taste! Which if you don’t mind me saying,” he looked Kara up and down “you don’t exactly have”. “I am well aware of that” Kara snorted doing another shot of Everclear.Dorian looked at her concert “I’ve never understood how you can handle those drinks!”Kara shrugged, “You know us elves”“No I don’t” Dorian chuckled,“Me neither!” Kara giggled. Dorian rolled his eyes, then something behind Kara caught his eye,“Don’t look now but that girl over there is checking you out!” he whispered,Kara’s face flushed red, “What where?”. Dorian grinned and subtly nodded to a table in the far corner of the room. Kara turned her head slightly and looked at the girl out of the corner of her eye. The girl was fairly far away so normally she wouldn’t be able to make out her features, but she was sitting fairly close to a light which illuminated her face. She had large brown eyes and a small nose with freckles making a bridge across her face. Her sandy blonde hair was styled in a ridiculously messy bob. She was laughing uncontrollably with two men, a extremely strong looking qunari man with an eyepatch, and a lumberjack looking guy with black hair accompanied by a large black beard. After about 7 seconds of watching them, the girl looked back over, and noticing Kara staring, winked. Kara nearly choked on her drink and her face flushed red, obviously causing Dorian to burst into a fit of laughter. Kara punched him in the arm, her face still the color of razzberries. The girl smiled, making her way towards Dorian and Kara.She grinned, “What’s a girl like you doin’ in a place like this?”

Kara snorted, “It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.”

The girl broke out into a fit of laughter, “You’re right grand! I think you and I are gonna get along nicely”. Kara blushed, making the girl’s smile widen, “So do ya wanna get outta here? I know a great place on the other side of town, it’s buy the train tracks and has the best burgers in the city”. Kara nodded, grinning, slightly lost in the girl’s brown eyes. The girl chuckled, “I’m Sera by the way”, Kara’s mouth was slightly dry, “K-Kara”

“Alright Kakara, let’s go”, Sera grabbed her bye the hand and lead her out to a motorcycle on the side of the road, barley giving her time to wave goodbye to Dorian. “Now here’s where the real fun begins” Sera grinned.