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normystical · 2 months

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wAIT

hhh headcanon that kevin is atheist and raised by atheists 💞

because he doesnt know about holy water. AND. thats what i am. and my family. yay for projecting onto fictional characters <<<333

#IDK WHY BELIEVING A FICTIONAL CHARACTER IS ATHEIST MAKES ME HAPPY BUT IT DOES #LIKE I NEVER THOUGHT ATHEIST REP MATTERED UNTIL I FOUND OUT GRUNKLE STAN WAS ATHEIST AND I FELT HAPPY IDK WHY #yk what. if christians get nice pleasant search results so tf can we.#i dont want “atheist” to always yield “haha were better than you fuck religion” NO SHUT UP THATS RUDE ASF #i fw theists 💪#and kevin. he's my boy. i love him #kevin spooky month #spooky month kevin #spooky month 6 #hollow sorrows #atheist #atheism #giggles and kicks my legs #idk #atheist rep #reddit type atheists fuck off ♡

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francy-sketches · 2 days

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I'm gonna have to work on my final project non stop for like a month straight bc I procrastinated on it too much fuck my stupid baka life

#.txt #also I have to do a movie pitch for it bitch it's an amv with intentionally one dimensional characters 😭 tf do I even say about it #at least the characters are like. knockoff jaime and tommen so its almost like im drawing asoiaf fanart #unfortunately I've come to hate them. the knockoffs I mean #I wanna change the designs a bit so they dont resemble my blorbos as much. i think im gonna give the kid darker hair #ok well discount jaime just looks like him with 2 hands and a blue cape 💀and I cant change him atp #my worst mistake was giving him like. a solid metal skirt armor thing bc its a pain in the ass to animate #at the start of the year I had the most work done out of everyone how did this happen #its bc they started nitpicking the story and I kinda lost motivation to work on it lke this shit is stupid. and cringe #by they I mean the extra screenwriting teachers we had a couple lessons with which like. this is an animation course not a writing course #I'd get it if it was like. a full time school but we have 2 3 hour classes a week we dont have time for this shit man #ig my mistake was that my idea didn't start from the story it started from the song I wanted to make a cool music video for it #its not that the story is nonsensical or anything its just a very basic fairytale esque thing nothing groundbreaking #'but you're not SAYING anything with this' I'm not trying to omg just let me make my little amv :(#does everything need a plot twist or to subvert expectations is it not enough that it looks cool #there's a couple people who are worse off than me in terms of how much they've done but also theres a couple that are nearly done #looking at them like god I wish that were me.....#and also I think I accidentally overwrote a shot I worked on for 3 hours. killing myself #maybe I can restore a previous version but its on the school computer and the school is closed for a week so im not gonna know until then

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arts-i-enjoy · 3 months

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AHHHHHH

#this post brought to you by: me #i. applied for a preapproval letter for a mortgage yesterday. and spoke to a realtor to start finding me houses #i want to move several states away which further complicated things. but the houses there are CHEAP #like under 100k for a 2 bedroom move in ready #anyways i got approved for 80k with a 20k down payment. and im FREAKING THE FUCK OUT #and because i got that pre app letter i have a loan officer calling me today to talk #and we literally work at the same bank so i can SEE that hes active and hasnt read my message #even though its been 45 minutes. KEVIN MESSAGE ME BACK. IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO FOCUS UNTIL I DO THIS CALL #AHHHHHHH S C R E A M. it might happening!!!! i might be finally.mov8ng out in a few months!!!#i mgiht be a HOMEOWNER by the end of the year #i have been saving money for this since i was. 16? 17?#ive had a good well paying job since i was 18.#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #once i have a house then i start job searching in that area. and start getting really serious about LEAVING my very good job #which is soooo scary. this job was supposed to be my lifelong career. but then everyone fucking moved to other states and left me behind #so theres no point staying here.#i might never have this kind of job security again.#but also my realtor said that theres a lot of bank jobs in that area so maybe itll be easy to find something #on the fence on if i tell my parents that im Making Moves right now #on one hand its hard to not talk about it becuae im STRESSED TF OUT #but on the other hand when i tentatively mentioned the state i want to move to #richard started yelling and swearing el oh el #might be better to wait and avoid the tension as long as possible?#but also i dont know how they can stay angry when its literally my best option #the other places where my friends live either have 0 opportunity and high housing prices. or are even moe liberal than where im going #idk. why do half of my problems come down to “my parents will be mad” like im a 12 year old or something. shit fucking sucks #this is why i want to get out of here #also it feels weird and bad to talk to my friends about how stressed i am about buying a house when all of them are stressed about #not being able to make rent or something. my problems feel like a brag in a really odd and shitty way. but hey!#if this works out maybe ill start being stressed about how im going to make my mortgage payments! :') yay!

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hella1975 · 11 months

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american girlie stepped on the tube looked me dead in the eye and went ‘is this going to london’ oh how the tables have turned so suddenly babygirl

#me and the man opposite me just immediately went 🤨🤨🤨#and she must have realised she fucked up bc she went CENTRAL london CENTRAL lmaoooo #also I almost fell asleep on the tube on purpose. i am basically a londoner now i cannot express how stupid an idea that would’ve been #but I am just so eepy 🥺#also why tf did I get a train out of euston I HATE EUSTON #and it doesn’t even connect directly to heathrow literally what possessed me to get that train ticket #i didnt have time to do anything including get water so I think I might die via headache sorry guys this is the end #do u know what train station I do like and connects directly to heathrow? st pancras. i miss her #i bet st pancras would have had water 😒#only a few hours left until I’m home guys who thinks I can do it 😁😁😁 <- met with silence #rwbt 2.0

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yotd2009 · 4 months

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there's so much manga i have to read it's unreal 😭

#for physicals i have 13 volumes of yona of the dawn. all of the rose of versailles. the first volume of the illustrated guide to monster #girls. and i need to reread tbhk or at least the first volume bc i told one of my kids at work that i'd let him read it while he's at the #program and i need to brush up on it bc it's been over a year.#and then for manga i don't have physicals of. i desperately need to reread and then catch up on kuro. considering everything the fact that #don't own the full series is a miracle probably prompted by how much my parents hated it up until the last few months when they suddenly #chilled tf out. i should get caught up on yuri is my job and finish killer in love. also i've sat down to read cocoon intertwined like 24 #times and gotten distracted and didn't every single one. i've been meaning to reread ohshc and pick up kamisama kiss. fruits basket.#vampire knight. nana. the apothecary diaries and chainsaw man. and i should give goodnight punpun a proper read too #then there's all of clamp's works in release order bc i have two volumes of tsubasa but haven't touched them bc i need to go in #release order or i'll die. and now that i think about it i'm really behind on oshi no ko #+ i have a full google doc of manga i need to get too and this is just what i can think of off the top of my head so god knows #what else is in there #romeo.txt

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non-un-topo · 7 months

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Daily November crying sessions start today

#why. who. how. how tf does my professor think it's okay to assign 4 major assignments in the same amount of weeks + 4-6 readings every week #all of which are ~20 pages.#i've got all that to do and another big assignment for a different class. plus the weekly readings and reflections for that one.#and i have work.#i've stupidly decided to volunteer for a thing on saturday in the hopes of bulking up my resume + rubbing elbows with the administration.#and i have a medical thing on friday and i'll be looped out and likely will have to sleep half the day. probably won't get ANY work done.#what else..... some fairly easy stuff for my other class thank GOD. but a lot of reading and preparing for a few big essays.#november is the month i hate the fucking most. i always lose my mind in november. and no wonder!!!!!!#meanwhile people are bugging me to hang out. i will be in a student-coma until approx. the first week of december. see you then. peace.#oh and my BIL + SIL sitting me down and showing me all their europe honeymoon photos for 2 HOURS last night is also not helping my mood.#fuck you lol #like i'm happy for you and nice photos but also? Fuck You.#if i can offer some dark humour though.....#my fic axis exists because of a legitimate smidge of insanity i experienced last year. it shifted the way i looked at the world and at grie #sooooo i wonder what kind of fic my mind will crank out this time?#i don't think i'm at risk of losing it this year though. doesn't seem that way. but we'll see!#i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental health first i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental health f #rst i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental health first i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental heal

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wizardnuke · 7 months

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there's a ffic in my head. oouuuag. its Cookin

#domestic little character study of The Bg3 Gang after the everything. in this specific playthrough #tav. grieving karlach and also devastated that astarion can't be out in the sun anymore #more than anything i love Aftermath fics. like who are you once the danger passes #the good and bad things that happen to people when they're no longer constantly in survival mode #it takes a lot longer to actually feel safe. and tavelle has been spearheading this group and still feels so responsible for them #takes her a long time to adjust to not being able to have tabs on anyone and she is SO fucked up about karlach #who tf is astarion when he's de-tadpoled and still spawn. he got to be out in th e sun but not anymore. that's sooo sad #tav can and will trawl thru every enchanter store on the planet until she finds someone who can make like a #sunlight protected item for him #very important for this fic that a) astarion doesn't know that that's what she's up to and #b) is worried about her bc she is clearly up to something and it's also like. visibly upsetting her and #c) when she does finally come up with something she crashes into the room to the degree that he thinks she's being chased or some shit #also this tav is 100% not going to stop adventuring for better or for worse. by adventuring i mean. mercenary work #she's throwing herself into fights still. bc she doesn't know what to do with herself And Specifically to rack up enough money to get #that sun shield thing for astarion #and he will have Words for her abt that #also have an extremely silly idea about the enchanter. very obvious silly idea abt who it is. im gonna name him.. tumas pol

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caliboron · 5 days

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when it’s hot and humid everything feels terrible and my brain acts like I’m off my pills even though I’ve been taking them regularly

#like why did I get the urge to sh when I haven’t done it in almost 6 months #just because I was too sweaty and grumpy and tired #chill tf out @myself #I can’t wait until my mom says we can put the ac units in

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cattailtales · 12 days

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I will say tho that this is new levels of denial never before seen. that man is a fine mist. Surely he will be fine🙈🙈

#but I mean like. if deku can get his arms back 5 seconds after blowing them up. and bakugo can get a jeart made of fine edgeshot silk.#then why tf not. why CAN’T shigaraki get undusted. give me one good reason.#horikoshi can’t possibly be out of insane asspulls. I simply do not believe it.#and I will be sticking my head in the sand about it until further notice. goodbye !#bnha #bnha spoilers

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undeniablereckoningart · 16 days

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HOW THE FUCK do you have so much motivation to do art. best i can do is a piece a day and then get burnt out after a week

-@grumbums-ooc

i dobt!!!

actually its the amino ask blog kid in me lol also got the mentality of "if i dont draw something for this blog today my whole social media presence will die in flames"

i also take unbelievably long breaks when i get demotivated (which sometimes leads to some artworks getting abandoned but yhats the prize i pay ig)

like one of the tjings ive been procrastinating on is zenqey's third lore post

#i also try to make it as easy as i can for me to make art #like some of the gifs i've made? online gif maker #also i got a brainrot for fawn and pascal so yknow #the autism does a lot #(i also use art as a coping mechanism sometimes so when im stressed i open ibispaint and just draw until i feel better)#also the opposite of taking breaks - sometimes i start drawing and won't do physically anything else until it's finished #plus (depends on person tbh) i watch youtube/listen to music that reminds me of the oc im drawing #if you get burnt out easily i recommend taking breaks whenever ur like “damn how tf” bc for me burnouts can mean really bad artblock #if you get artblock but u WANT to draw - i just draw and draw until i feel like im out of artblock #< (might not work?? my artblock times are usually short)

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cosmicfoole · 26 days

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literally so me core rn, for day 3 of this stupid af cold:

#its fr sucking all my energy so u can count on me to be fully active when i revive out of this nasty shit #earlier it seemed better but LOL NO it got worse. my ears have been clogged my eyes are unbearably water and itchy.#i cant breathe from my nose its so stuffed tf up #the pressure in my ears??? its driving me mad i SWEAR #u dont realize how good u got it until ur mfin ear caves are clogged and it has u dizzy af and out of it all day #u cannot even function as a human when ur ear caves are clogged i stg its crazy #yea ! ear caves ! lmao #i am so grumpy bear rn i cant i just need to punch the mf who gave me this in deadass 95 degree weather too. only then i'd feel better !!#ok sry for getting violent on main<3 #i get so dramatic when im in pain LMAO

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snippy-tano · 1 year

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I may or may not have a one shot planning to go up tonight 👀👀

Any guesses as to who it might be for??

Here’s a hint.

Bugs.

👀

#hehe #I’m very excited about this one #so I hope y’all like it!#it’s all written #but I need to wait until I can post from my desktop and not my phone #it works better that way #so once I get home from work y’all better watch tf out #👀👀👀

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belladonnafleur · 2 months

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#girl help ive been carrying around a bunch of flower bouquets all day bc i wanted to give them to my friends #also i heard some news that made me go ://///#like it made me question everything and feel p bad in the moment but I'm not going to let it #i need to schmoove tf on #but im thinking of how to redeem myself? so technically i heard two pieces of bad Things today #im hungry #i need to eat and go to bed #i have a thing at 9 tomorrow that should get out at like 12 and then i can go on w my day until 8 ish #then i have more things #life is a lot

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dbphantom · 2 years

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Same energy

#ffxv #final fantasy xv #spoilers #episode ignis spoilers #okay spoiler tags out of the way #Cruddy rambles #God I love ending 2 #Why did ardyn just dump his unconscious body on the floor #Listen I'm not expecting much but that's SO funny to me #He's just laying there passed tf out #For how long???? Ardyn had to wait until he woke up. And then didn't even say anything when he did. Just decided to jumpscare him instead.#King shit- I get it- but still #[throws your limp body onto a metal catwalk and stands over you motionless until you wake up from ur exhaustion-induced coma]#'Hai :3c'#Did ardyn carry Ignis's body? Did he make the MTs do it? Was it a long trip from Altissia? What were the other chocobros thinking watching-#This go down while they tailed them to get there in time to save Iggy???#There is so much untapped comedic potential for this #After you sneak attack the angst ofc #The fact that Noct is up and walking implies like... At least a BIT of time has passed. Can you *imagine* the conversations going on-#Between the others while they tailed them to zagnatus keep #'so.....' 'so!' 'ardyn huh' 'yep' 'yeah'#'guys where's ignis' [Gladio and Prompto stare at each other] [Ravus- half dead in the other medical bed: oh ardyn took him after #He got kicked in the face again]#Noct: wh-#Noct: AND YOU DIDN'T STOP HIM???#Ravus: he kind of blasted me into a wall #Noct: OH BOO HOO #Demon Ignis au when #Anyway I'm gonna go back to sleep I definitely have a bit of a fever gnight

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mushed-kid · 3 months

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uggh my dad’s making me do stuff i dont wanna do😒😒😒 i dont wanna meet my friends today i wanna be at home and wear pajamas is that really so much to ask😔

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blk-xniverse · 7 months

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This year's just... yearing.

#So tired of folks thinking they can play in my face + continue to be disrespectful with little to no consequences in return #I am NOT the same girl I used to be #I'm not just gon sit on my hands + take it AND that infuriates them SO bad #cause it's like... 'who do you think you are??? you think you allowed to take up for yourself??? defend yourself?? set BOUNDARIES???'#and that shit blows bc then they feel like they can challenge me to see if I'll fold or not which is even more disrespectful on top of the -#- shit that was already going on in the first place #like if I gotta go through AAAALLL that for a weak ass connection then I gladly let it go but don't let me say that -#- bc then it's an even BIGGER showdown bc I be letting em know that if they gon keep disrespecting me + my folks then they need to get tf on #very simple terms imo but mfs want to fight + be passive-aggressive all day like.... ain't nobody got the time nor the energy for allat fr #and as soon as me and my sisters stand our ground we magically become the villains and the bad guys #and this shit is spread to whoever is willing to listen and this shit irks so bad sometimes ngl bc idfw ppl lying on our characters #this year has completely SUCKED in terms of my connections with ppl and that makes me real life not want to talk to anybody ever again bc #ppl always pretending to be something they not to get what they want out of us #+ as soon as we fall short/make a mistake/unable to do a thing then the mask falls off + they become the most disgusting person ever!!!!!#and it's like... who tf is this person???? this aint who i befriended???? hello?????#and the lamest part about all of that is that we are always 1000% ourselves so we automatically expect folks to do the same with us #and maybe that's our fault for thinking like that idk but at the end of the day the shit is wack #and I just plan on being in hermit mode for as long as time permits + until i get a sign/message to do something else #if anybody read all of this: thanks for reading + sending you so so so much love + kindness into your life! We for sure all need it 🫶🏾✨️✨️#abtme #4:26 pm

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