l0verf0rever · 2 years ago
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𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐 : 𝐑𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞
Social Media! Au | Ollie Bearman x Singer Reader
𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 | 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏 Next up > 𝐒𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐱 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬
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Performing was overwhelming knowing that almost all of your songs are about him performing in he's home country what's worse? remembering everything in that apartment you cursed yourself that you should've changed the locations of the tour why you even hoped it will happen?
It felt suffocating to be at the apartment reminders of him scattered everywhere you can't write one song that's not about him it's not fair even now he's still your muse
It's been 6 months. Why should you care about it?
you told your self few more hours until the performance it was getting to harder for you called you're friend she's staying with you until you next concert
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The moment you stepped in stage everything felt loud and its like your problems didn't exist nothing to worry about the stars in people's eyes seeing you without realizing you made someone's most valuable memory it felt sureal when fans tell you made they're day
You asked yourself you? You made thousands of people's day? Yes you? Being on tour was lonely confusing and hard for you of course your friend would accompany you But it's different if it was him with you
the moment you announced that you'll perform an extra song they screamed so loud seeing the posters gifts flowers anything and everything the thought you had is this real ? Your able to fill a whole theater and perform you never felt more happy
Saying goodbye wasn't sad it made you feel like the moment lasted forever in your mind the moment the confetti was there the hope of the moment lasting forever kicked in
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On the drive home your friend comforts you felt so happy everyone was happy you heard a ping from your phone
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At the restaurant you felt happy to see carla since you haven't seen each other for long time especially cause of touring she was always there for you
Growing up together going through your old heartbreaks and hers too talking about the most random things and catching up and she pops the quesiton
"Can you go this weekend? Please we miss you come back " She looks at you insist its a bad idea "arthur and him are teammates that might cause something bad and I don't want that" you felt unsure about it you miss arthur and carla of course you all grew up together
"Promise he won't know at all plus you owe me !" She added you felt unsure of it all you and carla talk more about it
"Carla I know I missed you guys too but it's a bad idea and I do owe you but -"
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Hi its me again thank you so much for the over whelming support you have given to me I didn't expect this much amazing feed back and little bit of Hate ouch but thank you so much for the support you have showed to me its crazy and I hope you enjoy this very long chapter !! 🩷🫶🏻 - love mishaella
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toasterness · 6 years ago
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Ok ok ok. I am still not over this.
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nephiliminwhite · 7 years ago
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I have been working for the past two years on creating a body of work that I could be proud of and today I am announcing that I will be having my first solo exhibition in January of 2018. The subject matter is very dear to my heart and I have tried to convey this to the best of my ability in each work. I invite you to come see and enjoy this space I have created in hopes to express my gratitude and hopefully have more conversations on what you feel and what it means to you and I. I will be posting a lot of updates the next few months on progress of work so look forward to constant reminders and if you are in Sacramento this weekend I will have a booth at sinister creature con where I will be selling books, prints and posters along with talking more about the show so please don’t be shy . #galleryshow #portrait #womenwithtattoos #womenwithtattoos #alternative #contemporaryart #art #surealism #realism #sanfrancisco #sanfranciscoartist #bayarea #painting #space #dark #floral #flowers #bouquet #2018 (at Academy of Art University)
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carolconnett · 5 years ago
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This weekend is a great opportunity to put more artwork into your life. I am having a 25% off site wide sale on my big cartel site. All my prints are on very high-quality paper and you can select between matt and semi gloss finish. The discount will not show until you get to the checkout area where you will type in the code MDSALE . Hope you check it out. carolconnettstudio.bigcartel.com this is my painting “The Last Diety” original is acrylic on panel 16“ x 20“ #magicalnature #carolconnettstudio #fineartprints #acylicpainting #surealism #bigcartel #memorialdaysale #nature #artwork https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx8xtWIB2Xl/?igshid=1c1sxx5verkwa
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The day I met Rob..... 
I’ve always loved Chuck Shurley.. Carver Edlund... God.... Rob! But I never knew that this man would impact my life so much.
Melbourne 2017, Friday before the Masquerade Party with @hillywood-daily and friends, i went out for lunch... i wont go into too much detail about this lunch (ill leave that for another entry) but i witnessed something not many outsiders get to see.... When A Moose and a squirrel, An Angel, a guy with an amazing voice, some band members who can rock a house down and God and his sister the Darkness are sitting at a table looking over the Yarra River.. sounds like a joke right? Nope. Not joking... When you are seated at a table and directly across from you are the cast of Supernatural, the Band Members from Louden Swain and Jason Manns. I got to peer into a world not many get to see. (between me and you... its was slightly AMAZING!) 
Anyway, I dont actually get to see much of Rob at the lunch... i can see his nose and mouth.. but i know its him.. because I can hear him talking. I am totally fangirling right now. I mean. It took every ounce of self control to not say anything to them.. which in hindsight was a complete error in judgement.. but i like to think that we experienced something more amazing then a selfie at lunch... 
We left, my best friend had to go back to work... so on my return to my apartment i detoured through the eatery again.. this time, passing the boys as they walked to their next thing... (still fangirling!) I walk on clouds the entire way back... its about 20 min walk... which takes me like 5 mins.. and I dont even notice my blisters from bad walking shoes until I get into the room... I breakdown in tears. I cant help it (as i recount what happened, I am welling up).. meeting these boys does weird things to ones eyes... 
The following day is Day 1 of AHBL8... I attend the Panels and get 3 photos (J2Sandwich - details will come), Plus Amy Gumenick and Emily Swallow... I miss out on Emily because of confusion.. but I still get my photo. Aaannyy way!.. Saturday night is LOuden Swain concert.. and for the sack of this entry, I told my friend i thought Rob was hug-able... and then she had an interaction with him and told him that her friend thought he was hug-able (im the friend!).. Sunday Day 2 of AHBL8 I get all my other photos... and I get a Rob photo.. i mean, in all honesty.. i should have got another.. because its Rob. I walk up to him.. I was totally fine with J2 photos.. but this is ROB BENEDICT! I walk up to him and all i can say hi Hi... I then say to him, “can i have a great big hug” he says “sure, of course” and if you know from SPN, when Chuck says Sure.. you melt... I get a great big hug. Its embracing and encompassing and you can feel 100% pure love. Like a warm blanket that hides the rest of the world for that split second.. .. CLICK!.... and its done... thats it. Done. I met Rob, got a photo and then... nothing... its so sureal... did it actually happen... I am fangirling hard now. Im chatting to my friends, members of #WaywardsDaughtersofAustralia and we are all crying and laughing... the entire convention is full of hundreds of females and a few dozen males all crying (well, maybe not the men)... I then go up for my Musical Photo.. this one has Louden Swain and Rob and Jason.... now.. before the day started, I couldnt decide what to wear.. of course id wear my light blue wash jeans and my black leather jacket.. but it was between my “Have Swain Will Travel” or my “The Swaingels” tee... i went with the swaingels... I walk up and Jason bounces in behind the group for the photo. and Rob notices my shirt, he says”oh i like your shirt, I didnt notice it before” (he remembers me!!) then the other band members notice, Billy says something... I laugh. (Swoon, STahpit boys you’re making me blush!) anyway, I get the photo done. Its AMAZING! I say thanks.. because what else can i say... I go downstairs and im crying.. but I also noted that one of the Hub Crew was periscoping the ops.. and i checked.. I wanted to see that the photo was actually as good as it felt... IT WAS! The panels golike a blur.. a big, amazing blur... and then come the autos.. I get louden swain and manns first as rob is on the end of their line... Jason is coolbeans and we have a chat. (hist story will come)... then i meet Swain... they are sooo nice. They laugh and we chat. Not about anything really. Then Rob.. I think I used up all my conversation courage on Jason and Swain.... I am spent. I try to speak. nothing. I just say hey, how are you.. (boring Amy, totes boring!) i then say thanks, see ya... and I hurriedly get rushed away for my next auto... and then its all over... well.. almost... Karaoke is Sunday night and Rob walks right beside me, brushing shoulders. However, I end up standing next to Jason and having a little chat... and then... suddenly.. my group and I are walking back to our hotel at stupid oclock close to midnight... laughing, cackling, crying. We are drunk on con! No one can sleep... yet, all we really want is sleep... then BAM! Im awake, on a plane, landed back home. and the weekend is over. But its a weekend I will NEVER EVER forget in a very long time... if ever. The weekend was the weekend I almost had lunch with the boys... the weekend I got to see LOuden Swain Live in Australia for the first time... The weekend I met ROB BENEDICT! 
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arinaag · 6 years ago
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2018; that time of a lifetime
Just few weeks away from 31 Dec 2018, feeling grateful for what i experienced along the way.
First of all, i surely need to thank iPhone storage that let me store every moment perfectly
1. 2018 start with bitterness, struggling through biggest fear and letting go
A journey marked exactly the next couple days
2. The very first of letting go is trying to realize, with companies of my dear friends. I began my long lost interest, sport. Spend my weekend with a morning jog, continue to city strolling.
3. Bought my first skincare product that led me to many another purchase (beside basic cleansing kit). Its a cleansing/scrub pads from korean brand
4. Rave parties with bunch of old friends
5. Made it to my first ever bussiness project! And its pretty big too.
6. First trip visiting friends, so much fun
7. Another business project which brought me to challenging places yet exciting
8. A music festival with interesting dude
9. A haircut with incridible hair stylist, a to die for!
10. My best friend wedding, that night was so intimate and filled with love. So honoured being her braidesmaid!
11. An accident that really sureal to me, luckily everything went well and this is happened to teach me a lot of things
12. A kitten named odi, which by now she already had her own kittens
13. Sushi madness! Nothing sushi can’t handle, leave it all to them
14. Supporting friends in their accoustic show, also filled with positivity and loving people
15. Major purchase of the year: phone and collectible toys
16. First ever built a tall shelves from ikea
17. A morning moto ride. So refreshing
18. Few running events with friends
19. Museums strolling, well i find it amusing in a certain way
20. Few toys sales with crazy queue, but still everything cut to 90 percent. Why not?
21. Took another trip for running, sight seeing, and visiting loving grandma
22. Muay thai! Now i realize how i love this sport. I wont let anyone stopped me again
23. Watched a soccer match in GBK! I dont really understand the rules, just needed to support my country
24. Odd-Even ticket got me come visit local attorney and surprisingly, and make friend to a stranger with mutual preferences
24. Last but not least. JOHN MAYER COMING TO ASIA! Sounds cheesy, but i really hoped someday John Mayer confirmed a tour within Asia
One thing for sure, all my experiences led me to many circles of friends, business, and families. It’s ok to let go your fear, because a positive mind means turn your fear into grace. Be grateful, or you let yourself become hateful.
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ddart · 7 years ago
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I finished layer 1 for now. Had a very busy weekend. I also have Photography as a hobby ans today I had a Weddingshoot. What a lovely couple ❤️ and I sold both of my paintings on catawiki for a nice prize. So I am a happy girl 💪🏼 . . . #art #artist #arte #artistic #contemporaryart #oilonglass #painting #drawing #sketch #selfportait #abstract #instadaily #abstractart #gallery #studio #exhibition #artoftheday #figuratieve #realisticpainting #realistic #surealism #watercolor #artforsale #realism #artwork #artistic #oilpainting #eye #artshare #artoftheday #artforsale #delightfulart #gamblinart #artist #arte #artistic #contemporaryart #oilonglass #painting #drawing #sketch #selfportait #abstract #instadaily #abstractart #gallery #studio #exhibition #artoftheday #figuratieve #realisticpainting #realistic #surealism #watercolor #artforsale #realism #artwork #artistic #oilpainting #eye #artshare #artoftheday #artforsale #delightfulart #gamblin (bij Debbie Dijkstra Art)
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