#this wasn't a conversation i kept repeating how the only thing bothering me was paperwork related shit but she kept insisting
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cannot stop thinking abt what she said i'm loosing my mind i think ive lost the ability to have peace of mind ever this that """conversation""" 5h ago. like i keep realising shit and augh!!! auuuugh!!!!!wtf!!!
#literally you are the problem not the fact that i am trans but you insisting on shit that doesn't even matter and your behaviour towards me#cis ppl i do not understand you#how not wanting to die on a daily basis since ive started hrt doesn't show how fucking bad i needed and how therapy ABT THIS is needed?#fucking told her to her face after she corrected herself “mibbe not psychiatric help” went “i do actually absolutely not related to me being#trans as it is the least of my problems but i do need help. this isn't an area where i need any clearing tho“ and fucking just.#straight up ignores me#AS SHE DID SINCE THE MOMENT SHE CLOCKED ME AND I REALISED THIS ONLY NOOOOW I HATE IT HERE#don't fucking prone conversation and listen to people and “im here for you and to help” when you just don't give a shit. and ignore ppl#this wasn't a conversation i kept repeating how the only thing bothering me was paperwork related shit but she kept insisting#oooh binding omggg how awful wahwah (reassures her by explaining how i use tapes and it is better and doesn't hurt) ooo how miserable#just say u want this shit to go bad for me right away like wtf#I HAVEN'T CALMED DOWN SINCE IM SO SORRY if it felt like i did but erasing the posts didn't. do anything#and writing this down either this is pissing me off too much#no one gives a fucking shit im so sorry#the fact she made me felt worst than i ever been lately congratulations you've just confirmed shit sucks when you're trans: u cis ppl 💀
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