#thoughts.posts

[thesefieldsdivide]

i feel weird and out of it. tired. not just because of everything - the not communicating as i should have. i just feel empty and dissociated. weird. its been like this all day. ill be better tomorrow. im just going to sleep.

gotta keep my sleep schedule matched with my girlfriends~

i love her with my heart and soul. i hope tomorrow we have a more 'normal' call. ill talk with her. she means the world to me, and i just want to spend time with her thats not all horny. im alright with it, but i wasnt today, and i really should have told her that. i recognise that. and ill do better next time. i still just really want her to hold me. but thats impossible right now. so, i suffer.

im just in a weird mood. im so fully aware of this. ill sleep. tomorrow will be a better day because weve both* had a weird day today. tomorrow wont be like this.

[that-gt-and-vore-stuffs]

Man, I wish I could be normal about characters I love