#thoughtsfromme

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You could say that, I am

You could say that, I'm a happy go lucky person. You could say that, I love ice cream (yes, why not?). You could say that, I am completely insane that I put down all my stuff (important ones and anything else) aside just to help those who is in need. You could say that, I am dreamer that's why parents scolded on me that "why do you always think that life is beatiful?" and that is the truth. It is beautiful.

You could say that, "why this girl have this monolog everytime" (if you see me in public on myself) because no one really understand fully on what I feel except God and I. You could say that, I am a food lover because whenever food came on my table, I will be like a kid so jolly and happy to enjoy what is infront of me. You could say that, I am loud but to be honest, I force myself to.

But,

I want to say, I am who you said I am. Because I have relied on people's comment throughout my lives, and that is bad. I know but I don't remember who I was before, previously. But maybe, that is me.

And this is me. 

A girl who is selfless but happy.

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OH MY GOD HOLLY JUST FUCK THE FUCK OFF AH!

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Supernatural - Series 1 - Episode 2

*Dean strung up by wendigo, waiting to be eaten by one of the strongest and fastest things in the world*

Sam: u ok?

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crying because all the standing Los Camp! standing tickets are sold out and 16-18's have to be accompanied by an adult and then under 16's not even allowed and it was so cheap and so near AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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am I the only person who likes seating plans because otherwise when you choose your seats nobody wants to sit next to you and you're left standing until the teacher points out a seat for you and you pray to god you don't have to find a group

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in other news the chow mein tag is slightly dissapointing

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So I just decided to watch the pilot of supernatural- I've put it off until now because I'm really bad with scary things but I decided to give it a go, and in the first scene I was like SHIT- I'M NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO HANDLE THIS, then this happened

I couldn't stop laughing- i think this may make me a bad person?

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I just was talking to my dad and brother about international women's day and said to them 'I would have screamed if someone asked me "but when is international men's day"' and then my dad asked me exactly that and I responded 'every day!!!' and then was taking about some of the stats on the post I reblogged about it and he literally said 'that's not true' to like 3 of them and shrugged the other ones off saying 'yeah but that's not true in the UK' uuuuuuuugghhh then I got annoyed and was trying to explain and my dad said 'oh I'm too tired to argue about this" as if it's me being argumentative over nothing and I had just finished talking and my brother said 'oh my god but it's always like women being victimised and going on about rape' LIKE WHAT I HAD TO LITERALLY COME IN HERE TO STOP MYSELF CRYING I AM SO MAD

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hunger, a haiku

food food food food food

food food food food food food food

food food food food food

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IGNORE IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT PIANO MUSIC AND/OR ME

hey look, douche over here remembered how to tumblr- anyway now you don't even have to leave the site to listen to the song. I'll copy and paste the description from the original post

what do you think of this intro to a piano song I’m working on? I only began about 2 hours ago (including writing it onto a stave) so it’s a work in progress but yeah

EDIT: by work in progress I mean 30 seconds of intro that’s just melody but I’ll probably do a section after with a proper accompaniment bit and stuff, plus may add stacato bits but I’m not sure of that- it’s just so you can see the kinda style I’m going for, sorry if you don’t really care!

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http://soundcloud.com/alison-rice-murphy/song-im-working-on what do you think of this intro to a piano song I'm working on? I only began about 2 hours ago (including writing it onto a stave) so it's a work in progress but yeah

EDIT: by work in progress I mean 30 seconds of intro that's just melody but I'll probably do a section after with a proper accompaniment bit and stuff, plus may add stacato bits but I'm not sure of that- it's just so you can see the kinda style I'm going for, sorry if you don't really care!

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help?

I'm dying my hair green tomorrow, this colour but i have no idea how to do it. As in, I can apply it and everything, but how much of it should I do green, and where etc...

I have brown hair and I'm not bleaching it, my hair is also curly and/or ringlet-y depending on when I washed it and if I slept with wet hair so on and so forth, and I have a full fringe. Click here to see what it looks like- the top picture(s) are it naturally apart from my fringe is straightened. When my hair is up you can only see the straightened bits. Also, my hairs been semi-permanently dyed before so it's still slightly red-ish from that but only a tiny bit. 

I don't know whether to do the whole thing or just the ends or do the top green and leave the ends brown i mean idek. PLEASE HELP, suggest anything because it fades quite quickly I've heard. At the moment i'm leaning towards doing the ends (of the bottom and top layer of hair as i have layers) and the bottom of the fringe but yeah, i might just do the whole of it but more concentrated at the ends. 

Help, please?

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fair warning, this is a rant, and the artists i use in this example i don't think are bad, in fact, i like them- but i find they are most often used in these cases. I may also be completely wrong in some of this, in which case please correct me.

I absolutely hate it when people say they like 'indie' or 'alternative' music, when i know for a fact that they have a already certain precise perception of what alternative music is. Alternative means other than the main option, so in the case of music, I would guess it covers all music that isn't pop or 'mainstream'. In the case of indie music, this means music created by smaller labels, or self-released music, but the type of music produced by this came to be known as a genre, rather then a term.

For example, in my music lesson we were studying music videos through the ages and how they progressed, and we happened to listen to bjork. As soon as she came on, everyone said- SHE IS SO WEIRD, WHY WOULD YOU RELEASE THIS, OMG THIS IS TERRIBLE, SHE SINGS FUNNY. This is not even including their remarks about her physical appearance, which everyone found 'weird' because she didn't look like a typical western singer that they're used to. Then later when we had to give presentations on our favorite genre's/bands, a group came up and said they liked Two Door Cinema Club, and explained why they liked indie, alternative music. These were the same people calling bjork weird. It made me really angry because you can't like one alternative band and base your whole perception of alternative music around that; in one genre, artists do not all sound the same, especially in such a wide genre as alternative. You also can NOT then call artists weird because they don't fit your particular criteria. They were saying they stood for music that was not usual, and was different, and then as soon as something came on that was different from what they thought 'usual' and 'different' SHOULD sound like BAM. It had to be wrong and 'weird'. 

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I'm gonna be so tired today

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synopsis: saw one runner who avoided eye contact and two ladies at a bus stop (who looked identical even in expression) who also did this those were the only people I saw apart from lots of middle class men driving (to work I guess but who wants a job this early?) and one kinda suspiciously smiled at me idk just being up at 5am is so unusual for me I expect everyone to automatically talk to or smile at everyone else? like when it snows? my feet and legs are soaking from walking through dewy grass

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I just got back and family aren't even up yet- like I wouldn't expect them to be I wouldn't be yet- but it feels like I literally paused time and just went for a walk and I'm exactly where I started?