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#throughout the years i found there r topics that make her uncomfy so i avoid those even tho i love talking abt boys n sex lololol
earthgh0st ยท 3 years
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๐Ÿ˜ญ okay more to rant about but whatever
#talking to my friend is really hard#throughout the years i found there r topics that make her uncomfy so i avoid those even tho i love talking abt boys n sex lololol#even some of my close friends i noticed she does not like when i talk abt them or bring up stuff i have done w tbem so that cuts out more#and when i do talk abt my interest i get so hurt at her jokes i cant talk abt those either#like i cant even watch fav movies/ shows w her bc ik ill get sad i had to stop watching the vampire diary with her bc id be crying lololol#and now that there r few things to talk abt w her#shes upset i dont talk a lot#and like i dont even mind not talking a lot abt that stuff#but she gets upset ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ#but i emotionally cannot talk abt my interests w her anymore#i cant talk abt my 2 close friends and even other ppl she seems jealous abt#and i def dont want to make her uncomfy w the subjects and comments i make about boys n stuff#and it leaves so little#and i thought we were talking more#and then i guess she thought i was mad so just got mad and stopped talking#i feel like im not doing anything right and i was just sitting there watching a show ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ#im just sad man#and i dont even wanna cry abt it bc whatever#AND ALSO ITS LITERALLY A RED FLAG THAT I FEEL LIKE I CANT BE MYSELF AND HAVE TO BE CAREFUL ABT WHAT I TALK ABT OR BRINGING UP MY FRIENDS#I HAVE SO MANY POSTS ON HERE SPECIFICALLY ABT HER JUST MAKING ME FEEL BAD ABT JUST LIVING OR TALKING OR DOING WHATEVER#ITS NOT HEALTHY#whatever ๐Ÿคก
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